@beeboplily do not ever think you can separate God from music! People have (tried) separating God from too much already!
I don't like religion but I love God, being a Christian is not a religion it is a relationship. If you want to get away from Godly things, I am sorry, God is everywhere. But unfortunately there is other music made by people that do not include God.
Plumb is singing about a sad painful situation in this song.
I know this song is about a girl who got raped and I'm not a girl but it still hits me because it brings all the feelings to the surface about my dad who physically and mentally abused me. He destroyed my life, and all my hopes and dreams, and now I live a very hollow existence in the life I was able to piece together from all the smashed bits that were left, so if you have kids, treat them like they are your dream.
Uh. . .I'm sorry but it doesn't matter about if it is religious because we can all feel this song in some way and we should all just enjoy this music as it was meant to be. ^_^
Why does Jesus/Satan have to be part of what this is song is about? This song is about CHILD ABUSE, not religion. Period. Walk in the artists shoes, then come back and judge. "We" are neither judge nor jury. Pretty simple. What happened to love, understanding, and unconditional compassion? Frankly, I find it a tad repulsive to find such ignorance when someone bares their soul. :)
It's funny how there is a religious argument going on in the comments on this video, then there's me sitting here, an atheist, but loving this music all the same. Can we just skip the debate and enjoy good music?
@nonstickcookingspray Yeah i tottaly agree.I am athiest too and i am tired of seeing all of these religous comments on vids.Just sit back and enjoy the music peaple!
Just remember, that you are not the only person the world who is or did go through pain. If you didn't win a contest you looking forward to, you'll win better prizes. If you've lost a leg on the battlefield, you are an inspiration to others. I'm not saying it's good, but tragedy brings people closer to others and closer to realizing who they really are on the inside. It's Satan who tries to disrupt the true meaning of what will come from it. I say it now, it is always darkest before the dawn.
I answered them truthfully, based on what I had experienced before. After a while she said to meet her, I did. She had a bloodied knife in her hand and her neck had a thin gash on it. She said that she had originally called me to say goodbye, but had a change of mind the very last second because of what I said. I saved my friend because I went through that pain. God does not give you more than you can handle, and yes there will be pain in the future.
Have you ever considered, that the reason you made it out of that mess, the reason you are reading this now, is to help others who will or is going through the same thing? That nothing really happened to you, but for you? I had tried to kill myself many times before, because I was in pain and torment, but I passed it and wondered why such pain was brought upon me. Until one night my friend called me, and she was asking me some really dark questions.
But, do you remember what happened to Jesus after He died, after He was beaten? He came back to life. He forgave all those who forsook Him and pledged against Him. Now, I know that there are a lot of you out there who have been wronged in some way, heck, I've been wronged too many times to count. But don't you think it is a bit too easy to just blame this all on God? To say; "I wasn't rescued, so I'm going to blame God for all my troubles."?
God did not promise a fairytale life. He did not say that He would save everyone from every cut and bruise, from every disappointment and despairing thought. He said that there will be pain, and that is one of the main reasons He sent His Son down here. Jesus did not live a king's life. Whenever He fell He got cut, whenever He didn't eat, He got hungry, when He was beaten to a pulp, it hurt like none other. God did not save Jesus, His own son, when he prayed so hard he bled.
Now, on the subject of wondering why God does not stop rape/murder/criminal activity. You seem to forget that Satan is commiting these crimes, not God. God has given us free will because He wanted us to chose Him freely, willingly. He wanted us to restain ourselves from commiting horrible crimes on our own free wills so the true heros shine through. With free will, comes the implication of there WILL temptations no matteer what. Because it's reality.
@MsCurufinwe I liked your comments, but I have to argue that Satan didn't DO these things, he led people to do them, but they made their choice, not him for them. That is why Jesus came to save, so Satan wouldn't get all the credit. Jesus saves you and He gives us a clear and sound mind. We need to ask for His filling everyday, so that we aren't led astray.
@jack56789ful Yes, you are correct. I had meant to say that, but it came out wrong... thank you for correcting me. Paise Him for His merciful majesty! :D
Music and Religion are two completley DIFFERENT things, why are we all arguing about religious stuff in here?!?! I use music to get away from religion :/
dang I really loved this song but I didn't know she was a religious freak... I don't think I like her anymore... she's a fucking crazy ass bitch, she looks like Michelle Bachman too lol.
I think i was in my parents shower for three maybe four hours trying to wash it all down the drain, i was left with nothing but a cold empty and numb feeling. im 21 and still to this day cant hold a relationship, and therapy has had little to no impact as far as help goes. i wish the best of luck to you all, and hope that some day someone will look at your scars embrace them and help you on your journey to heal.
It's so hard to love people who take away the innocence of others. But remember that our God is a God of forgiveness and so just as He forgives every repenting person no matter how horrible their sins sound to us, we must follow His example and forgive as well. Pray for your offenders and cling to our Sovereign saving God.
@waalek There would be no forgiveness if we had nothing to be forgiven for (sinning). We sin because we are fallen and have disobeyed God, but He offers forgiveness to us so, we must do likewise to others when they hurt us.
@appledyedorange thats my point. So basically whats the point of calling anything a sin if god always forgives you no matter what you do. The only winner is the sinner.
Where is the justice in all of this? It simpley doesn't exist.
@waalek There is a point in calling it sin because it is horrible. Think of the things peopole do everyday, lie, cheat, steal... don't you think those things are wrong? If they weren't wrong, we wouldn't have any reason to punish the people who do such things. God does forgive you no matter what but that doesn't mean you should take advantage of it. Because God did so much for us and redeemed us from our sinfulness, we owe it to Him to obey Him.
@appledyedorange Wrong is nothing but a point of view. All of our intuition and opinions are nothing but a projection of our perceptions. Some think beef is delicious. Some believe cows are holy. Your perception of "horrible" is not a fact. It is not a science. It's simply what you perceive. Doesn't make it right or wrong. It just is. But spewing all this non sense about god redeeming us for our sins. And thinking we owe any divine creator of famine, disease etc. our allegiance is foolish.
@waalek He's the creator, without Him we wouldn't exist and neither would forgiveness. Justice does exist. God is a God of justice. The ones who don't repent of their sins will receive punishment. But the ones who realize their need for a savior who can cleanse them of their dark, sinful hearts will be made pure and receive the kingdom of heaven.So you see, God changes everything.
@waalek The point of life is to bring glory to the creator of the universe. He created us to be companions for Him, that is why we can accept the gift of salvation and become his children, because he made us in His image and so we are unlike any other living thing. However, even though we are made in the image of God that component of a sinful nature we have, is not of God. But since we can be forgiven of our sins we can have the closeness and relationship with God we were meant to have.
@appledyedorange No, the point of life is certaintly not to bring "glory" to some god who has no other great cosmic activities to concern himself with other than meddling in our plane of existence. How could a god not be selfish? How could any god possibly be just? We were created in his image, yet all the bad things about our nature aren't apart of his "image?" Seems like a rather convenient cop out. Fact is we have no idea what the point of this life are. We like to think we do, but we do not.
Without us, god would not exist. So essentially we are god's little experiment? Little play thing? We can do all the "wrong" we want, yet can just repent at the end and be accepted into his "kingdom?" But if you don't repent you spend eternity in a dungeon of fire and torture? Some god. Seems more like a human fabrication designed to instill fear. Simple fact is everything you've said is based off a "book" watered down through millennia of translation. Humans write books, not gods.
@gayfarmerboy God exists with or without us. He is God and above us all. We are not His experiment or play thing, we are his creation whom he meant to be his friend and child. We can't do all the wrong we want. Yes God forgives us no matter what, but if we keep living in sin our whole life, that doesn't show that we are really sorry and want forgiveness (in a sense using God which gets us no where).
@gayfarmerboy If we just keep sinning and claim that we've repented, is that really genuine? I don't think so. It's no different than anyone else. God gives us the chance to see how messed up we are as sinful humans and if we choose not to believe/see that, then we are pushing ourselves further away from God. Eternity in hell is expressed as fire and darkness, really the "torture" one endures in hell is being separated from God, which is what some people want in this world.
@appledyedorange But you don't really need to repent until your on deaths door. I'd imagine most people would truly feel bad for their wrongs at that point. It's not a stretch to say most people could make themselves truly repent if they knew they were going to be without papa bear for all of enternity. Sounds kind of like a catch 22. It's either his way of the highway. It's just so... un god-like.
@gayfarmerboy How do you know when you're at death's door? You could die at any instance at any time. Even if you were able to wait until your almost dead, then your repentance probably wouldn't be real. Living with a mindset like that is not true repentance. Some people may truly feel bad about what they did and if they do and ask for forgiveness, I'm sure that would be honored. However I am not God so I do not know how He specifically judges each person.
@appledyedorange Good point. I suppose after every single sin I commit I should just "truly" repent for them and yet i'd continue on committing those same sins. It's inevitable. I suppose god needs to lay out all the rules concerning what's true repentance and what is not. Either way, any god that allows all of us to suffer through all this pain and suffering in the world while he bides his time until it suits him to come and "save" us from evil is no god in my heart. That's an asshole.
@gayfarmerboy I do have an answer for that one. But you see my answers aren't mine, they're God's. If you read the Bible, lots of what I'm saying comes right from there. I don't know the answer to everything though, I'm only human. It is a comfort to me because I believe it to be true. Doesn't everyone want comfort and reassurance of what is going to happen in the end? During the trials and times of pain it gives me hope.
@appledyedorange But i'm sure you have an answer for that delimma as well. You Christians have an answer for anything and everything yet are as lost and dumbfounded by the world around us as anyone else. It's nothing more than a little comfort in the back of your mind that you are something more than a mind within a body that has a finite time until your demise. Whatever helps you sleep at night. Personally I don't need a god to know i'm a good person. I accept that I have a limited time here.
@gayfarmerboy Anyone can consider themselves a "good person". But what does that mean? You've only done a few 'bad' things? It's like a criminal record. If you stand in court before a judge but try to plead that you only stole a candy bar while another felon robbed a whole store, you still did wrong. The judge would still assign you some punishment (if he's fair).
@gayfarmerboy I mess up all the time and still sin myself, if it weren't for the gift of salvation, I'd be going to that awful place of separation from God. I just pray that you'd look into all of this yourself. Why not try reading the Bible? Look into all of this for yourself. God has already saved us, if we let Him.
@appledyedorange If God is real why doesn't he stop rape? I stopped believing in him when he didn't save me.. I'm Pagan now, I know my Goddesses wont save me, but at least I can sympathize with them, and tell them how I feel instead of being yelled at by my Great grandpa for being an adulteress and sinning against God. I'm sorry to be mean, but God has no respect from me, not anymore.
@gayfarmerboy It may sound harsh from your point of view, but really God's way is the only way. God doesn't let people walk blindly throughout life without revealing to them His way, or a bit of Himself somehow. Everyone gets a chance to choose God's plan and way. Just think of it like a question that accepts any answer... that doesn't make any sense right? Because there is one correct answer all others are wrong, just like it is with God.
@appledyedorange Which god are we referring to again...... ha. It just gets so confusing to me sometimes. How are you so certain yours is the correct god? I mean you literally have less than 1% of a chance out of all the religions, if any of them are truly correct of finding the true god. So if you were born and raised on a deserted island and no one ever had any idea what Christianity is... god would still reveal himself and all the sins you are to repent for?
@gayfarmerboy God also WANTS us to find the answer. He isn't heartless and cruel. He places events, people, and so many other things in peoples lives to give them a chance.
@gayfarmerboy This is not man made. The message does instill some fear, but it's also meant to be a message of hope. Because, this life isn't meaningless and when we die we do have something to look forward to if we can get past our sinful nature and open our eyes to the Truth. The Bible is not a book of man made stories. It is a text filled with words that God imparted to his followers.
@appledyedorange I still stand by the argument that any god that is supposedly benevolent, omnipotent, and omniscient yet still allows evil, famine, disease, war, rape etc. flourish isn't much of a god in my book. The whole idea of religion is to give you a feeling that this life isn't pointless, that there is some reason to it. That there is hope for something better than this. Yet, I don't believe in a god not because I dont think it's possible. But that there isn't evidence to say he is real.
@gayfarmerboy And when I take a look around the world at all the pain and suffering that if this is his way of showing me he is real than I could care less about him and his selfishness. Every stop and think that the reason the Bible states god isn't selfish is because that is one of the main ideas people would come off with after reading it? But simply because it states he is not selfish it just must not be then. I'd imagine the writer knew how gullible humans are to begin with.
@waalek Redemption teaches that everyone is a sinner, and the difference between people who go to Heaven and people who go to Hell is whether or not they can admit that they are imperfect and that they therefore need a savior, and then repent. Just doing nice things for other people every once in awhile doesn't erase the sins you've committed. That is why we need to repent. I don't expect anyone to take anything from what I'm saying, but it would be nice if they did.
@waalek Redemption teaches that everyone is a sinner, and the difference between people who go to Heaven and people who go to Hell is whether or not they can admit that they are imperfect and that they therefore need a savior, and then repent. Just doing nice things for other people every once in awhile doesn't erase the sins you've committed. That is why we need to repent. I don't expect anyone to take anything from what I'm saying, but it would be nice if they did.
The absolute worst advice I've gotten from a friend, when I told them about my childhood sexual abuse: "Just get over it. Move on. It's all in your head". People who weren't sexually abused don't understand. Just like someone can't just "get over it" with OCD (which can, itself be a symptom of sexual abuse), or just get over being turned on by a fetish. They infect your soul. Not that they make you want to do to someone else what they did, but they infect it in a different way.
I was and am being molested. It started when I was 11. I am now 14. I have told him to stop. Why is this fair? How can the peoples around me not tell that I am hurting and it is his fault? I am just waiting for the end to come. If ever. :(
@SolarEclipse666 Please take away his power and Replace it with courage in your heart.Tell someone,you can't do it alone. They threaten, I've been there, it's really hard when it's a family member or friend, and it's not fair. He has no right to violate you, only you have the power to stop this, even though it's scary God will give you the courage you need He will even give you the courage to forgive believe it or not. PLEASE contact me anytime. I will pray for you.
@SolarEclipse666 Speak to someone, get help, i know your scared but it's not gonna stop unless you tell someone, i hope you do so that disgusting bastard gets what he deserves. I'm so sorry for what's happening to you, i'll pray for you.
@SolarEclipse666 go to the police before its too late , i made that mistake and the fucker walked free , better still inbox me his adress im quite happy to stop your suffering xx
@SolarEclipse666 man im a guy 21 years old. and i was rape for 2 years by aguy. it fucking sucks. if u need help email me. i know how u feeel if u dont make it stop it wont never stop
wow i found this song a few months ago and i really liked it but as i was listening to it brought back this time in my life , i was never raped but i molested at the age of 6 , being so young i didnt realize what it was or how to feel,now im 20 will be 21 in may and i listen to this song and just cry i have nightmares almost everynight about the man who did it.. its just horrible ...
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trying to share a ministry website on here for those that need healing of past hurt/damage. system won't let me it is called clean vessels. Put those words together with the dot net at the end.
I have so much love and respect for Plumb for being so open and honest about what happened to her ... and through her music, so many people have found someone who understands, they can express how it feels ... there are too few songs and artists like this nowadays ....
@FireflyFanatic3 She was raped? hmmm...that's what you get for hanging around the priest/reverend for too long :D He blesses you with his holy liquid. LOL
i know how it feels. i dont think im a virgin................... i dont think im a virgin anymore..... im so dirty and disgusted with myself. i cant believe this happened to me.
it duznt actually have to be about an abused chiled, tho, you can apply it in any context u want, as with any song, it could be about a dad leaving and she didnt say what she wanted to say to her father before he abandoned her, etc, its not necessarily sexual
@fefe1244 - Coincidentally, plumb also wrote an answer to this song. The song title is God shaped hole, all you have to do is fill that hole and your life will change.
A 15 year old girl holds hands with her 1 year old son. People call her a "slut", no one knows she was raped at age 14. People call another guy "fat", no one knows he has a serious disease causing him to be overweight. People call an old man "ugly", no one knows he experienced a serious injury to his face while fighting for our country in the war. Re-post this if you are against bullying and stereotyping. I bet 88% of you won't...
I was beaten as a child due to alcohol abuse, I understand the feeling of wanting to run. I understand how when people say God doesn't give you more than you handle all you want to do is slap them, because honestly we know we can handle it. We just don't want to handle the situation thrown upon us. We shouldn't have to. But are you still standing? Then it never broke you, regardless of your pain. Fighting back was the best thing for me. I dunno about you. You are all strong.. Embrace it
I am so hurt and so angry right now. Why do we abuse our children in this world?! i hve never been abused in any kind of way but i really and truly feel like cutting my heart out for ones here who say they have been raped molested and abused. its making me shake with anger and even confusion. ALL I CAN SAY TO YOU IS EVERY BREATH IS A SECOND CHANCE! YOU may remember your past but God doesnt/wont! Cry to Jesus. He'll make u new. He'll give you that second chance, that future you thot was gone :)
I tend to wonder...I have this great life if you compare it to so many others. I live with both of my parents and yet I dont feel like i know them. I'm sorrounded by love ann yet I dont feel it. so why do I feel damanged? broken? torn apart? When I have no reason to be?
@GaaInu I'm the same way. I wasn't abused, at least not physically. It took me a long time to understand why I feel so hurt if they never touched me. My father was distant and far away to the point I felt I didn't have a father. My mother was overbearing and I felt like I had to take care of her rather than the other way around. She loves me, but she's so codependent I don't even want her to. Even families that look picture perfect can have deeply scarring underlying issues.
@GaaInu Do you know Jesus, there is a void in all of our hearts and lives that nothing can fill. Only Jesus can fill it and give you peace and love like you have never imagined. Im only 19 and just got out of jail for a burglary, but when I was jail, I got clean from all the meth, alchohol, weed, pills and coke that I actually started to read my bible. I was so lost and alone. But Jesus showed me who he was through His word, the Bible. He changed my life, and I forgave my bro who molested me.
wow your story is very inspiring to me-you're just proven you can turn your life around by the power of your own strength and with god standing by your side.
@Cla900 I give all the glory to God, it was only through Jesus that I turned around and changed, I still am changing I got alot of things to work on, but at least I have been clean for close to 6 months.
@GaaInu search deep within yourself, hon. Sometimes you might be going through puberty or something (depends on how old you are, hon) and yes I would listen to whatuhhidk2. Jesus Christ can truly take that damaged, empty feeling away. Not only should you accept Him as your Lord and Savior and live for Him (he really will make ya happy) but find something you like to do that makes you happy...not drugs or anything tho. Eat chocolates, listen to your fav bands, go walking on the beach...yeah:)
@DarkangelandQueenB you are unfixable, so are we all...you cobble your life together out of what is left after everyone you know has smashed it all to bits, and after you put all your shattered bits together, others smash that, it is an unending cycle and everyday, i have no idea how I keep doing this.
I was never raped, but that doesn't mean I'm not damaged ... this song really helped me express how I felt about it. It rarely upsets me to think of it now, but it was a very long and difficult process to get to this point.
So I would like to say to Plumb - thank you for making this song, being strong enough to share your experiences with the world for the benefit of others.
And to also say - you are not to blame, and you are not alone.
Sometimes I feel like that. sometimes I feel the death is the only thing that will take away the pain and the anguish, sometimes I feel like.. it cant be an option. it hurts so bad.
But then I remember the reason why I keep living. Things that I need to do, things that I want to see... maybe they're not the big deal, but even the little things makes your life worth it
I'm making/writing a whole record/album about these kind of situations. I know that only people who've been through this will understand it. I've written 5 songs so far. I know what I'm saying right now has nothing to do with the song or video but I just wanted to share it.
@notme1131 The songs are in Spanish, but friends/fans tell me to re-record them in English. I think I will. Thanks for the support. The songs are kinda heavy musically and lyrically, but I think these stories need to be told. The people who've been through this deserve to voice these isssues in a form of an outlet... Art is definitely a wise choice, in my opinion.
It changes your life. I,ve always felt that I missed my childhood. That I had to grow up differently not knowing what it was like to be a happy child without that feeling of dirtyness upon me. As you grow up, your outlook is different and it is hard to trust anyone. I lost my faith in God because I could never understand how he could let something so horrible happen to an innocent child. To this day, I still feel the pain and shame of it. Worst, I still see the images clear as day.
There's something called EMDR. Eye movement desensitation and reprocessing. Therapists all over know how it works. Its a blessing. I was told that (in a sense) people are like computers...we learn to react to things in the manner which we have experienced them...and sometimes the mind needs to be tweaked and reprogrammed. It changed my life. Promise Im not spam. Just want to pass on what Im so grateful for. Look up EMDR. It changes the way such an experience alters your mood. :)
@pebweaso don´t feel any shame, I´m so sorry that happened to you. But you have to know that there are good people in the world. don´t let that finish with your life. Fight back, live your life and be happy, sometimes helping others can help you.
@pebweaso God loves you, he has a plan, i had a similar thing happen to me, and i look at it, it was ment for me to go through it, cause it taught me a lot, and i know what it means how to feel like shit, but God took all my pain away and made me strong, and now i love God more than most people, and cherish that he loves me, and changed my life.
@pebweaso im so sorry to hear they horrible things happened to you, i dont know why this world is like this, its awful isnt it, , i guess im lucky in that sense but i feel for you, and want you to know that there is time for you to look forward, no u cant go back as the song says, but fill and surround yourself with happy people and feed off their love and genuine love and fun. have a life, u deserve it xxxxxxxxxxxx
@pebweaso i know how it feels. i dont think im a virgin................... but God loves you.. i dont think im a virgin anymore..... im so dirty and disgusted with myself
@SIMcrazy07. Too bad you weren't abused, then you'd really know what its like to be haunted by a past that was no fault of your own. Don't even get me started because you will not win!
@dartender2 I quess you miss understood my comment. I was abused. I was about from age 5 till I was 9. One person abused me the whole time. The other four was once at different times. Yes, I do know what it feels like. I know it wasn't my fault. Yet, i wish I could change it but I can't. I still live with the memory of it. It will never go away. To this day, I can give every detail. From the clothes I was wearing to the smell in the air. It will always be there.
@pebweaso it's definitely not God, it's Evil and free will that are other forces against us. If everything was perfect we wouldn't have anytthing to fight for or reason to go on. I know you hurt and you have every reason to. I feel your pain, and loss. I am sorry.
Hey.. Just for your future so there are no inconveniences, spell "DAMAGED" correctly.. It's not dameged, it's DAMAGED!!!
ventasmal 2 days ago
Is Plumb songs religious ? Orr is it about Christians songs?
59123Ameer 3 days ago
she is a christian singer?
JAYBIRD75961 4 days ago
@TheMostOffensiveName- you will burn in everlasting hell and you will be ravaged by demons for an eternity! that's your prize for ur deeds :D
kysike666 5 days ago
if plumb wasn't christian singer than she wouldn't had sung with mikeschair who is a christian band look them up
Erinlovesbeautyxo 5 days ago
This song was remixed by Antillas?!
TheCupcakez25 1 week ago
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I was singing this song as I raped a girl
TheMostOffensiveName 1 week ago
@TheMostOffensiveName - asshole
drhousescuddy 1 week ago
@beeboplily do not ever think you can separate God from music! People have (tried) separating God from too much already!
I don't like religion but I love God, being a Christian is not a religion it is a relationship. If you want to get away from Godly things, I am sorry, God is everywhere. But unfortunately there is other music made by people that do not include God.
Plumb is singing about a sad painful situation in this song.
josiahswoman 1 week ago 2
Oh I love this song! Sad, but it fit me some days
josiahswoman 1 week ago
I know this song is about a girl who got raped and I'm not a girl but it still hits me because it brings all the feelings to the surface about my dad who physically and mentally abused me. He destroyed my life, and all my hopes and dreams, and now I live a very hollow existence in the life I was able to piece together from all the smashed bits that were left, so if you have kids, treat them like they are your dream.
elyornai 1 week ago
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adtrance1 2 weeks ago
is the original by plummet or plumb?
vtnangel 2 weeks ago
@vtnangel Plumb.
Obsessive0514 2 weeks ago
@vtnangel plumb
elyornai 1 week ago
Uh. . .I'm sorry but it doesn't matter about if it is religious because we can all feel this song in some way and we should all just enjoy this music as it was meant to be. ^_^
aquoslover200 2 weeks ago
Why does Jesus/Satan have to be part of what this is song is about? This song is about CHILD ABUSE, not religion. Period. Walk in the artists shoes, then come back and judge. "We" are neither judge nor jury. Pretty simple. What happened to love, understanding, and unconditional compassion? Frankly, I find it a tad repulsive to find such ignorance when someone bares their soul. :)
pearlrose20 2 weeks ago
Aw listening to Plumb reminds me of back in the freaking days.
rickymaric 3 weeks ago
I´m a christian believer, but honestly, I don´t see any religious stuff in this song............
TheGabriela48 1 month ago 12
@TheGabriela48 There's a longer version with an extra verse about Jesus
mouseymousey02 1 week ago
@TheGabriela48 Then listen to the lyrics carefully...you will enjoy the song as long as you don't pay attention to lyrics/ the story behind it.
kaziabir1 1 week ago in playlist Hybrid
@kaziabir1 I have listened to the extended version of this song. Now I can say that it has a christian message. . Beautiful song
TheGabriela48 1 week ago
@TheGabriela48 Yeah the song is nice, no doubt about it.
kaziabir1 1 week ago
Pain is what you feel_ not others. there is no degree for All.
iricojones 1 month ago
This song is about rape, so i don't really see what religeon has to do with it. Listen to the music and stop arguing.
JenMars15 1 month ago 4
Dreaming comes so easily...
jemkatk 1 month ago
It's funny how there is a religious argument going on in the comments on this video, then there's me sitting here, an atheist, but loving this music all the same. Can we just skip the debate and enjoy good music?
nonstickcookingspray 1 month ago 28
@nonstickcookingspray Yeah i tottaly agree.I am athiest too and i am tired of seeing all of these religous comments on vids.Just sit back and enjoy the music peaple!
Gothpoetrust 1 month ago
i love her so much
Rakan4250 1 month ago
@MsCurufinwe Amen.
pianoandvideogames 1 month ago
please people.. just enjoy the music n stop hatting
rcatstott 1 month ago
Just remember, that you are not the only person the world who is or did go through pain. If you didn't win a contest you looking forward to, you'll win better prizes. If you've lost a leg on the battlefield, you are an inspiration to others. I'm not saying it's good, but tragedy brings people closer to others and closer to realizing who they really are on the inside. It's Satan who tries to disrupt the true meaning of what will come from it. I say it now, it is always darkest before the dawn.
MsCurufinwe 1 month ago
I answered them truthfully, based on what I had experienced before. After a while she said to meet her, I did. She had a bloodied knife in her hand and her neck had a thin gash on it. She said that she had originally called me to say goodbye, but had a change of mind the very last second because of what I said. I saved my friend because I went through that pain. God does not give you more than you can handle, and yes there will be pain in the future.
MsCurufinwe 1 month ago
Have you ever considered, that the reason you made it out of that mess, the reason you are reading this now, is to help others who will or is going through the same thing? That nothing really happened to you, but for you? I had tried to kill myself many times before, because I was in pain and torment, but I passed it and wondered why such pain was brought upon me. Until one night my friend called me, and she was asking me some really dark questions.
MsCurufinwe 1 month ago
But, do you remember what happened to Jesus after He died, after He was beaten? He came back to life. He forgave all those who forsook Him and pledged against Him. Now, I know that there are a lot of you out there who have been wronged in some way, heck, I've been wronged too many times to count. But don't you think it is a bit too easy to just blame this all on God? To say; "I wasn't rescued, so I'm going to blame God for all my troubles."?
MsCurufinwe 1 month ago
God did not promise a fairytale life. He did not say that He would save everyone from every cut and bruise, from every disappointment and despairing thought. He said that there will be pain, and that is one of the main reasons He sent His Son down here. Jesus did not live a king's life. Whenever He fell He got cut, whenever He didn't eat, He got hungry, when He was beaten to a pulp, it hurt like none other. God did not save Jesus, His own son, when he prayed so hard he bled.
MsCurufinwe 1 month ago
Now, on the subject of wondering why God does not stop rape/murder/criminal activity. You seem to forget that Satan is commiting these crimes, not God. God has given us free will because He wanted us to chose Him freely, willingly. He wanted us to restain ourselves from commiting horrible crimes on our own free wills so the true heros shine through. With free will, comes the implication of there WILL temptations no matteer what. Because it's reality.
MsCurufinwe 1 month ago
@MsCurufinwe I liked your comments, but I have to argue that Satan didn't DO these things, he led people to do them, but they made their choice, not him for them. That is why Jesus came to save, so Satan wouldn't get all the credit. Jesus saves you and He gives us a clear and sound mind. We need to ask for His filling everyday, so that we aren't led astray.
jack56789ful 1 month ago
@jack56789ful Yes, you are correct. I had meant to say that, but it came out wrong... thank you for correcting me. Paise Him for His merciful majesty! :D
MsCurufinwe 2 weeks ago
Music and Religion are two completley DIFFERENT things, why are we all arguing about religious stuff in here?!?! I use music to get away from religion :/
Beeboplily 1 week ago
First of all, I would like to say that I really enjoyed this song, and the lyrics. They are amazing, and I can really sympathize with them.
MsCurufinwe 1 month ago
dang I really loved this song but I didn't know she was a religious freak... I don't think I like her anymore... she's a fucking crazy ass bitch, she looks like Michelle Bachman too lol.
kaziabir1 2 months ago
I think i was in my parents shower for three maybe four hours trying to wash it all down the drain, i was left with nothing but a cold empty and numb feeling. im 21 and still to this day cant hold a relationship, and therapy has had little to no impact as far as help goes. i wish the best of luck to you all, and hope that some day someone will look at your scars embrace them and help you on your journey to heal.
hellokitty98146 2 months ago
It's so hard to love people who take away the innocence of others. But remember that our God is a God of forgiveness and so just as He forgives every repenting person no matter how horrible their sins sound to us, we must follow His example and forgive as well. Pray for your offenders and cling to our Sovereign saving God.
appledyedorange 2 months ago
@appledyedorange if god always forgives, whats the point of having "sins" and forgiveness.
waalek 2 months ago
@waalek There would be no forgiveness if we had nothing to be forgiven for (sinning). We sin because we are fallen and have disobeyed God, but He offers forgiveness to us so, we must do likewise to others when they hurt us.
appledyedorange 2 months ago
@appledyedorange thats my point. So basically whats the point of calling anything a sin if god always forgives you no matter what you do. The only winner is the sinner.
Where is the justice in all of this? It simpley doesn't exist.
My point is, god won't change anything.
waalek 2 months ago
@waalek There is a point in calling it sin because it is horrible. Think of the things peopole do everyday, lie, cheat, steal... don't you think those things are wrong? If they weren't wrong, we wouldn't have any reason to punish the people who do such things. God does forgive you no matter what but that doesn't mean you should take advantage of it. Because God did so much for us and redeemed us from our sinfulness, we owe it to Him to obey Him.
appledyedorange 2 months ago
@appledyedorange Wrong is nothing but a point of view. All of our intuition and opinions are nothing but a projection of our perceptions. Some think beef is delicious. Some believe cows are holy. Your perception of "horrible" is not a fact. It is not a science. It's simply what you perceive. Doesn't make it right or wrong. It just is. But spewing all this non sense about god redeeming us for our sins. And thinking we owe any divine creator of famine, disease etc. our allegiance is foolish.
gayfarmerboy 2 months ago
@waalek He's the creator, without Him we wouldn't exist and neither would forgiveness. Justice does exist. God is a God of justice. The ones who don't repent of their sins will receive punishment. But the ones who realize their need for a savior who can cleanse them of their dark, sinful hearts will be made pure and receive the kingdom of heaven.So you see, God changes everything.
appledyedorange 2 months ago
@appledyedorange so whats the point of this life, why are we here?
waalek 2 months ago
@waalek The point of life is to bring glory to the creator of the universe. He created us to be companions for Him, that is why we can accept the gift of salvation and become his children, because he made us in His image and so we are unlike any other living thing. However, even though we are made in the image of God that component of a sinful nature we have, is not of God. But since we can be forgiven of our sins we can have the closeness and relationship with God we were meant to have.
appledyedorange 2 months ago
@appledyedorange so what happens when we die?
waalek 2 months ago
@appledyedorange No, the point of life is certaintly not to bring "glory" to some god who has no other great cosmic activities to concern himself with other than meddling in our plane of existence. How could a god not be selfish? How could any god possibly be just? We were created in his image, yet all the bad things about our nature aren't apart of his "image?" Seems like a rather convenient cop out. Fact is we have no idea what the point of this life are. We like to think we do, but we do not.
gayfarmerboy 2 months ago
@waalek reality is no one will ever know
charl3tt3STARLITTXD 2 months ago
Without us, god would not exist. So essentially we are god's little experiment? Little play thing? We can do all the "wrong" we want, yet can just repent at the end and be accepted into his "kingdom?" But if you don't repent you spend eternity in a dungeon of fire and torture? Some god. Seems more like a human fabrication designed to instill fear. Simple fact is everything you've said is based off a "book" watered down through millennia of translation. Humans write books, not gods.
gayfarmerboy 2 months ago
@gayfarmerboy God exists with or without us. He is God and above us all. We are not His experiment or play thing, we are his creation whom he meant to be his friend and child. We can't do all the wrong we want. Yes God forgives us no matter what, but if we keep living in sin our whole life, that doesn't show that we are really sorry and want forgiveness (in a sense using God which gets us no where).
appledyedorange 2 months ago
@gayfarmerboy If we just keep sinning and claim that we've repented, is that really genuine? I don't think so. It's no different than anyone else. God gives us the chance to see how messed up we are as sinful humans and if we choose not to believe/see that, then we are pushing ourselves further away from God. Eternity in hell is expressed as fire and darkness, really the "torture" one endures in hell is being separated from God, which is what some people want in this world.
appledyedorange 2 months ago
@appledyedorange But you don't really need to repent until your on deaths door. I'd imagine most people would truly feel bad for their wrongs at that point. It's not a stretch to say most people could make themselves truly repent if they knew they were going to be without papa bear for all of enternity. Sounds kind of like a catch 22. It's either his way of the highway. It's just so... un god-like.
gayfarmerboy 2 months ago
@gayfarmerboy How do you know when you're at death's door? You could die at any instance at any time. Even if you were able to wait until your almost dead, then your repentance probably wouldn't be real. Living with a mindset like that is not true repentance. Some people may truly feel bad about what they did and if they do and ask for forgiveness, I'm sure that would be honored. However I am not God so I do not know how He specifically judges each person.
appledyedorange 2 months ago
@appledyedorange Good point. I suppose after every single sin I commit I should just "truly" repent for them and yet i'd continue on committing those same sins. It's inevitable. I suppose god needs to lay out all the rules concerning what's true repentance and what is not. Either way, any god that allows all of us to suffer through all this pain and suffering in the world while he bides his time until it suits him to come and "save" us from evil is no god in my heart. That's an asshole.
gayfarmerboy 2 months ago
@gayfarmerboy I do have an answer for that one. But you see my answers aren't mine, they're God's. If you read the Bible, lots of what I'm saying comes right from there. I don't know the answer to everything though, I'm only human. It is a comfort to me because I believe it to be true. Doesn't everyone want comfort and reassurance of what is going to happen in the end? During the trials and times of pain it gives me hope.
appledyedorange 2 months ago
@appledyedorange But i'm sure you have an answer for that delimma as well. You Christians have an answer for anything and everything yet are as lost and dumbfounded by the world around us as anyone else. It's nothing more than a little comfort in the back of your mind that you are something more than a mind within a body that has a finite time until your demise. Whatever helps you sleep at night. Personally I don't need a god to know i'm a good person. I accept that I have a limited time here.
gayfarmerboy 2 months ago
@gayfarmerboy Anyone can consider themselves a "good person". But what does that mean? You've only done a few 'bad' things? It's like a criminal record. If you stand in court before a judge but try to plead that you only stole a candy bar while another felon robbed a whole store, you still did wrong. The judge would still assign you some punishment (if he's fair).
appledyedorange 2 months ago
@gayfarmerboy I mess up all the time and still sin myself, if it weren't for the gift of salvation, I'd be going to that awful place of separation from God. I just pray that you'd look into all of this yourself. Why not try reading the Bible? Look into all of this for yourself. God has already saved us, if we let Him.
appledyedorange 2 months ago
@appledyedorange If God is real why doesn't he stop rape? I stopped believing in him when he didn't save me.. I'm Pagan now, I know my Goddesses wont save me, but at least I can sympathize with them, and tell them how I feel instead of being yelled at by my Great grandpa for being an adulteress and sinning against God. I'm sorry to be mean, but God has no respect from me, not anymore.
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appledyedorange 2 months ago
@gayfarmerboy It may sound harsh from your point of view, but really God's way is the only way. God doesn't let people walk blindly throughout life without revealing to them His way, or a bit of Himself somehow. Everyone gets a chance to choose God's plan and way. Just think of it like a question that accepts any answer... that doesn't make any sense right? Because there is one correct answer all others are wrong, just like it is with God.
appledyedorange 2 months ago
@appledyedorange Which god are we referring to again...... ha. It just gets so confusing to me sometimes. How are you so certain yours is the correct god? I mean you literally have less than 1% of a chance out of all the religions, if any of them are truly correct of finding the true god. So if you were born and raised on a deserted island and no one ever had any idea what Christianity is... god would still reveal himself and all the sins you are to repent for?
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@gayfarmerboy God also WANTS us to find the answer. He isn't heartless and cruel. He places events, people, and so many other things in peoples lives to give them a chance.
appledyedorange 2 months ago
@gayfarmerboy This is not man made. The message does instill some fear, but it's also meant to be a message of hope. Because, this life isn't meaningless and when we die we do have something to look forward to if we can get past our sinful nature and open our eyes to the Truth. The Bible is not a book of man made stories. It is a text filled with words that God imparted to his followers.
appledyedorange 2 months ago
@appledyedorange I still stand by the argument that any god that is supposedly benevolent, omnipotent, and omniscient yet still allows evil, famine, disease, war, rape etc. flourish isn't much of a god in my book. The whole idea of religion is to give you a feeling that this life isn't pointless, that there is some reason to it. That there is hope for something better than this. Yet, I don't believe in a god not because I dont think it's possible. But that there isn't evidence to say he is real.
gayfarmerboy 2 months ago
@gayfarmerboy And when I take a look around the world at all the pain and suffering that if this is his way of showing me he is real than I could care less about him and his selfishness. Every stop and think that the reason the Bible states god isn't selfish is because that is one of the main ideas people would come off with after reading it? But simply because it states he is not selfish it just must not be then. I'd imagine the writer knew how gullible humans are to begin with.
gayfarmerboy 2 months ago
@waalek Redemption teaches that everyone is a sinner, and the difference between people who go to Heaven and people who go to Hell is whether or not they can admit that they are imperfect and that they therefore need a savior, and then repent. Just doing nice things for other people every once in awhile doesn't erase the sins you've committed. That is why we need to repent. I don't expect anyone to take anything from what I'm saying, but it would be nice if they did.
TheSleepDeprived1 2 months ago
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@waalek Redemption teaches that everyone is a sinner, and the difference between people who go to Heaven and people who go to Hell is whether or not they can admit that they are imperfect and that they therefore need a savior, and then repent. Just doing nice things for other people every once in awhile doesn't erase the sins you've committed. That is why we need to repent. I don't expect anyone to take anything from what I'm saying, but it would be nice if they did.
TheSleepDeprived1 2 months ago
Well no point in hiding this anymore I was raped and after listening to this song I needed to say that.
EasyErinEctasy 2 months ago
Charles Hamilton!!!!!
TranscendentalMental 2 months ago
This song is amazing. But it makes me cry and everytime I listen to it I'm having flashbacks. I'm getting there, though.
livbensonx3 2 months ago
This song always makes me cry because it's basically myself as a song!
crystalynn2006 3 months ago
Ironically, there's no damage done from watching this video. Instead, it's soothing. Keep up the good work!
YieldtoRich 3 months ago
The absolute worst advice I've gotten from a friend, when I told them about my childhood sexual abuse: "Just get over it. Move on. It's all in your head". People who weren't sexually abused don't understand. Just like someone can't just "get over it" with OCD (which can, itself be a symptom of sexual abuse), or just get over being turned on by a fetish. They infect your soul. Not that they make you want to do to someone else what they did, but they infect it in a different way.
sorenkierkegaard2008 3 months ago
I was and am being molested. It started when I was 11. I am now 14. I have told him to stop. Why is this fair? How can the peoples around me not tell that I am hurting and it is his fault? I am just waiting for the end to come. If ever. :(
SolarEclipse666 3 months ago
@SolarEclipse666 Have you sought help? Do you need help?
MellyR1977 3 months ago
@SolarEclipse666 Please take away his power and Replace it with courage in your heart.Tell someone,you can't do it alone. They threaten, I've been there, it's really hard when it's a family member or friend, and it's not fair. He has no right to violate you, only you have the power to stop this, even though it's scary God will give you the courage you need He will even give you the courage to forgive believe it or not. PLEASE contact me anytime. I will pray for you.
beenthere2ful 2 months ago
@SolarEclipse666 Speak to someone, get help, i know your scared but it's not gonna stop unless you tell someone, i hope you do so that disgusting bastard gets what he deserves. I'm so sorry for what's happening to you, i'll pray for you.
kidrauhlgirl17 2 months ago
@SolarEclipse666 go to the police before its too late , i made that mistake and the fucker walked free , better still inbox me his adress im quite happy to stop your suffering xx
kirstykle 2 months ago
@SolarEclipse666 man im a guy 21 years old. and i was rape for 2 years by aguy. it fucking sucks. if u need help email me. i know how u feeel if u dont make it stop it wont never stop
vidxium 2 months ago
ALL SICK PEDOS SHOULD BE KILLED SICK FUCKS
snowdog23223 3 months ago 2
wow i found this song a few months ago and i really liked it but as i was listening to it brought back this time in my life , i was never raped but i molested at the age of 6 , being so young i didnt realize what it was or how to feel,now im 20 will be 21 in may and i listen to this song and just cry i have nightmares almost everynight about the man who did it.. its just horrible ...
KOREIONA2011 3 months ago
great song ! (h)
batisandio 3 months ago
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summerjamhrisi 3 months ago
LOVE THIS SONG LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!
chynnadoll99 3 months ago
Most beautiful song ever!!!
alphatono 3 months ago
@andeewoo I think you just did :)
Iamconfus3d 3 months ago
I should mention to that her fee is by donation. You decide how much you want to pay her.
AndeeWoo 3 months ago
This counselor will do phone sessions and I highly recommend it. The counselor has an unique way of counseling and I have been healed and set free from junk in the past....things done to me and things I did myself. She gets to the core--beginning--of issues, and I (and many others) got healed right at the root of the issue instead of beating the bush, so to speak.
AndeeWoo 3 months ago
trying to share a ministry website on here for those that need healing of past hurt/damage. system won't let me it is called clean vessels. Put those words together with the dot net at the end.
AndeeWoo 3 months ago
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mirandabell902 4 months ago
0:42 is my favorite part! ;D
WyominBrazil 4 months ago
charles hamilton-@Beyonce ( The Jenny Baker Collection )
weedietunes 4 months ago
@weedietunes good shit. too bad nobody in this comments will ever know about that song.
JRosh33 4 months ago
I have so much love and respect for Plumb for being so open and honest about what happened to her ... and through her music, so many people have found someone who understands, they can express how it feels ... there are too few songs and artists like this nowadays ....
FireflyFanatic3 4 months ago 14
@FireflyFanatic3 She was raped? hmmm...that's what you get for hanging around the priest/reverend for too long :D He blesses you with his holy liquid. LOL
kaziabir1 2 months ago
@kaziabir1 could you be any more disrespectful and disgusting?! You are a despicable human being.
FireflyFanatic3 2 months ago 3
@kaziabir1 stfu u sick son of a bitch.
kidrauhlgirl17 1 month ago
I prefer the dance mix.
marksoutof10 4 months ago
OMG THERE'S A SQUIGGLE IN THE TITLE! ;D
Deathknell590 4 months ago
i know how it feels. i dont think im a virgin................... i dont think im a virgin anymore..... im so dirty and disgusted with myself. i cant believe this happened to me.
broadwayxdude06 5 months ago
it duznt actually have to be about an abused chiled, tho, you can apply it in any context u want, as with any song, it could be about a dad leaving and she didnt say what she wanted to say to her father before he abandoned her, etc, its not necessarily sexual
tashthebitch 5 months ago
This is my first time hearing this song and i could relate to every word she was saying . love this listen to it everyday
fefe1244 5 months ago
@fefe1244 - Coincidentally, plumb also wrote an answer to this song. The song title is God shaped hole, all you have to do is fill that hole and your life will change.
RL7365 4 months ago
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A 15 year old girl holds hands with her 1 year old son. People call her a "slut", no one knows she was raped at age 14. People call another guy "fat", no one knows he has a serious disease causing him to be overweight. People call an old man "ugly", no one knows he experienced a serious injury to his face while fighting for our country in the war. Re-post this if you are against bullying and stereotyping. I bet 88% of you won't...
ivita96 5 months ago
Fuck i want a dubstep version of this
nikkolei 5 months ago
@nikkolei Theres a house remix of it.. Best i seen :b
richay1 5 months ago
I was beaten as a child due to alcohol abuse, I understand the feeling of wanting to run. I understand how when people say God doesn't give you more than you handle all you want to do is slap them, because honestly we know we can handle it. We just don't want to handle the situation thrown upon us. We shouldn't have to. But are you still standing? Then it never broke you, regardless of your pain. Fighting back was the best thing for me. I dunno about you. You are all strong.. Embrace it
AshleyMhm426 5 months ago
Reading these comments has made me realize I am not alone.
Wiiluvkatz 5 months ago
@msmusiclove16 Broke Down Palace:)
baberuth1019 5 months ago
Love this song
bnbsmith07 5 months ago
This has been in a movie and I know it.What movie?!?!?!??! Please help! Its bugging the crap outta me...
Msmusiclove16 5 months ago
@Msmusiclove16 Brokedown Palace. they play it at the end!
amanda8706 5 months ago
@Msmusiclove16 I heard it in movie Mom at sixteen that's why im here. Beautiful song.
hey1111112222222 5 months ago
I am so hurt and so angry right now. Why do we abuse our children in this world?! i hve never been abused in any kind of way but i really and truly feel like cutting my heart out for ones here who say they have been raped molested and abused. its making me shake with anger and even confusion. ALL I CAN SAY TO YOU IS EVERY BREATH IS A SECOND CHANCE! YOU may remember your past but God doesnt/wont! Cry to Jesus. He'll make u new. He'll give you that second chance, that future you thot was gone :)
PrettyTiaF 5 months ago 2
I tend to wonder...I have this great life if you compare it to so many others. I live with both of my parents and yet I dont feel like i know them. I'm sorrounded by love ann yet I dont feel it. so why do I feel damanged? broken? torn apart? When I have no reason to be?
GaaInu 6 months ago
@GaaInu I'm the same way. I wasn't abused, at least not physically. It took me a long time to understand why I feel so hurt if they never touched me. My father was distant and far away to the point I felt I didn't have a father. My mother was overbearing and I felt like I had to take care of her rather than the other way around. She loves me, but she's so codependent I don't even want her to. Even families that look picture perfect can have deeply scarring underlying issues.
whatuhhidk2 6 months ago
@whatuhhidk2 understood...no family, or person, is perfect.
GaaInu 5 months ago
@GaaInu Do you know Jesus, there is a void in all of our hearts and lives that nothing can fill. Only Jesus can fill it and give you peace and love like you have never imagined. Im only 19 and just got out of jail for a burglary, but when I was jail, I got clean from all the meth, alchohol, weed, pills and coke that I actually started to read my bible. I was so lost and alone. But Jesus showed me who he was through His word, the Bible. He changed my life, and I forgave my bro who molested me.
MyLifeaPrayer 6 months ago
@MyLifeaPrayer
wow your story is very inspiring to me-you're just proven you can turn your life around by the power of your own strength and with god standing by your side.
thank you so much for sharing.
much love x
Cla900 5 months ago
@Cla900 I give all the glory to God, it was only through Jesus that I turned around and changed, I still am changing I got alot of things to work on, but at least I have been clean for close to 6 months.
MyLifeaPrayer 5 months ago
@GaaInu search deep within yourself, hon. Sometimes you might be going through puberty or something (depends on how old you are, hon) and yes I would listen to whatuhhidk2. Jesus Christ can truly take that damaged, empty feeling away. Not only should you accept Him as your Lord and Savior and live for Him (he really will make ya happy) but find something you like to do that makes you happy...not drugs or anything tho. Eat chocolates, listen to your fav bands, go walking on the beach...yeah:)
PrettyTiaF 5 months ago
I'm so damaged.. And sometimes I think that no one could never fix me.
DarkangelandQueenB 6 months ago
@DarkangelandQueenB you are unfixable, so are we all...you cobble your life together out of what is left after everyone you know has smashed it all to bits, and after you put all your shattered bits together, others smash that, it is an unending cycle and everyday, i have no idea how I keep doing this.
elyornai 6 months ago
my favrite song song by plumb
meme54321anime 6 months ago
My all time favorite song from Plumb.
Calbenmike 6 months ago
beautiful lyrics and nice voice
cosmicfile 6 months ago
/watch?v=THvDRl2kFtw
there is healing :)
FireflyFanatic3 6 months ago
I was never raped, but that doesn't mean I'm not damaged ... this song really helped me express how I felt about it. It rarely upsets me to think of it now, but it was a very long and difficult process to get to this point.
So I would like to say to Plumb - thank you for making this song, being strong enough to share your experiences with the world for the benefit of others.
And to also say - you are not to blame, and you are not alone.
I care. You matter to me. <3
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Sometimes I feel like that. sometimes I feel the death is the only thing that will take away the pain and the anguish, sometimes I feel like.. it cant be an option. it hurts so bad.
But then I remember the reason why I keep living. Things that I need to do, things that I want to see... maybe they're not the big deal, but even the little things makes your life worth it
anparapi88 6 months ago
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anparapi88 6 months ago
What a chilling song
patriotnick90 7 months ago
@patriotnick90 yess it is
fefe1244 6 months ago
I'm making/writing a whole record/album about these kind of situations. I know that only people who've been through this will understand it. I've written 5 songs so far. I know what I'm saying right now has nothing to do with the song or video but I just wanted to share it.
BloodNShadow 7 months ago 2
@BloodNShadow That's so interesting! What album is it? I'd love to listen to your songs :)
notme1131 6 months ago
@notme1131 The songs are in Spanish, but friends/fans tell me to re-record them in English. I think I will. Thanks for the support. The songs are kinda heavy musically and lyrically, but I think these stories need to be told. The people who've been through this deserve to voice these isssues in a form of an outlet... Art is definitely a wise choice, in my opinion.
BloodNShadow 6 months ago
elle passe pas chez moi !!!!
stephan5188 7 months ago
<3
sania1027 7 months ago
It changes your life. I,ve always felt that I missed my childhood. That I had to grow up differently not knowing what it was like to be a happy child without that feeling of dirtyness upon me. As you grow up, your outlook is different and it is hard to trust anyone. I lost my faith in God because I could never understand how he could let something so horrible happen to an innocent child. To this day, I still feel the pain and shame of it. Worst, I still see the images clear as day.
pebweaso 7 months ago 48
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God's not in charge of the world, men are
"The heaven, even the heavens, are the LORD's: but the earth has he given to the children of men." Psalm 115:16
Aphoresis 7 months ago
@pebweaso I know what u mean and I'm a guy.
BloodNShadow 7 months ago
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There's something called EMDR. Eye movement desensitation and reprocessing. Therapists all over know how it works. Its a blessing. I was told that (in a sense) people are like computers...we learn to react to things in the manner which we have experienced them...and sometimes the mind needs to be tweaked and reprogrammed. It changed my life. Promise Im not spam. Just want to pass on what Im so grateful for. Look up EMDR. It changes the way such an experience alters your mood. :)
chelligan 6 months ago
@chelligan EMDR changed my life for the absolute better. It really does work. This definitely isn't spam.
xWestleyNeverDies 5 months ago
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xWestleyNeverDies 5 months ago
@pebweaso FEEL SORRY FOR YOU DEEPLY.THIS PHYSICAL BODY WILL DECAY BUT OUR SOUL WILL REMAIN PURE.
cosmicfile 6 months ago
@pebweaso don´t feel any shame, I´m so sorry that happened to you. But you have to know that there are good people in the world. don´t let that finish with your life. Fight back, live your life and be happy, sometimes helping others can help you.
buffy455 5 months ago
@pebweaso God loves you, he has a plan, i had a similar thing happen to me, and i look at it, it was ment for me to go through it, cause it taught me a lot, and i know what it means how to feel like shit, but God took all my pain away and made me strong, and now i love God more than most people, and cherish that he loves me, and changed my life.
zheka2570 5 months ago
@pebweaso im so sorry to hear they horrible things happened to you, i dont know why this world is like this, its awful isnt it, , i guess im lucky in that sense but i feel for you, and want you to know that there is time for you to look forward, no u cant go back as the song says, but fill and surround yourself with happy people and feed off their love and genuine love and fun. have a life, u deserve it xxxxxxxxxxxx
tashthebitch 5 months ago
@pebweaso i know how it feels. i dont think im a virgin................... but God loves you.. i dont think im a virgin anymore..... im so dirty and disgusted with myself
broadwayxdude06 5 months ago
@SIMcrazy07. Too bad you weren't abused, then you'd really know what its like to be haunted by a past that was no fault of your own. Don't even get me started because you will not win!
dartender2 4 months ago
@dartender2 I quess you miss understood my comment. I was abused. I was about from age 5 till I was 9. One person abused me the whole time. The other four was once at different times. Yes, I do know what it feels like. I know it wasn't my fault. Yet, i wish I could change it but I can't. I still live with the memory of it. It will never go away. To this day, I can give every detail. From the clothes I was wearing to the smell in the air. It will always be there.
pebweaso 4 months ago
@pebweaso Sorry, reply was intended for Simcrazy07.
dartender2 4 months ago
@dartender2 i dont think someone who was abused would wish it on others either, maybe you should both shuttup and leave the music without comments
decimus81 3 months ago
@pebweaso it's definitely not God, it's Evil and free will that are other forces against us. If everything was perfect we wouldn't have anytthing to fight for or reason to go on. I know you hurt and you have every reason to. I feel your pain, and loss. I am sorry.
withthemostcake 3 months ago