dude, u will NOT be alone in the future, trust me! I think your pretty cute C: but u wouldnt like me, no one does. BUT, you can check out my video and tell me?
youtube.com/watch?v=N0j6xFmsr1M
if that link dont work, go on my chanell and you'll find it :3
You're so adorable!! You seem REALLY nice :) I'm so sorry that you got abused by your mother T.T that really made me sad to hear that. And darling, you're only 18 :) You have a long way to go :) But good luck! <3 And I know you'll find the right girl, and that you'll be an AMAZING father <3 :) Just keep your head up :)
i love this video! i almost cryed watching it. you seem like an awsome person just from the small amount of info in this video. im posative one day youll find the right girl an she'll be lucky XD have faith! i wish there were more nice guys out here
look i have a brother his name is marshall and he looks EXACLY like you.. ur awesome i know ull find love and be happy when your older i have those issues to but i face them and like you im confident and hope,know and have better happenings :D
I myself have never really dated. I hope that one day things will look up for you. Hope you find strength, love, happiness, and soul, my fellow underdog.
@SamSamGirlyGirl thank you your sweet, since i posted this video its gotten me so much clser to a few friends and has raised my confidence, your a sweetheart and im sure your knight will sweep you off your feet soon :)
Don't worry Ryan, that someone is out there all you have to do is find her. But also don't worry about not finding her right now, you still have a few years :) I understand were your coming from, maybe you could wait a year so that your heart is in better shape just know life has it's downs and ups but the thing is just never give up since your a sweet nice boy :) and I think you'll find her ;)
ryry i love you and i never once stopped cryin!! i saw how brave you were holdin back your tears and i just wanted to hug you!!! that was really beautiful and amazinn!!..you need to message me more, i miss my fb hubby!!! your my bestest friend hun and you'll find the one, i promise you..even if i have to fly to you and help you, bc you are an amazin and sweet boy!! <3
@ScreamoLover18 i realy wish that everyone who is commenting on my videos would live here near me and replace the women i know, because im losing so much motivation and happiness because of my romatic life that dosnt seem to exist, i love you too macey and thing between you and your boyfriend will get better because your so amazing he couldnt let you go :)
@idestroytitans awwhh, sometimes i wished i lived there too, soo we could hang out and stuffs and i could hugg youu!! so i could get your mind off things!! see, i'd help you with all that, so you could see that it does exist to you and you just have to see it!! and i hope soo too :/) oohh anndd i fuckinn love your coontail hun!!(: <3
You seem like a REALLY nice guy, Ryan!!! <3333 Dont feel so alone D: I bet you will find someone. You and I have alot in common. I dont have a boyfriend and all my friends pretty much do to they are moving on to. But I am not :// But I KNOW I will find the right guy and I KNOW you will find the right girl. C: Also I know in the future you will be a wonderful father! C: Just remember you are not alone. And anytime you feel alone you can mail me on here to talk to me cuz I can easily make pplhappy
@kateyperry33 thank you so much, but thats one of the problems, im too nice and i cant help it, ive been used by girls as self esteem boost and then they through me away when they are happy again and find a guy whos better, im allways last place and it sucks, but of course you can mail me, like the card said, i love makng new friends :3..
@idestroytitans ohhhhh :// I see what you mean....But, I say no ones every to nice!!! :-D Dont lose your niceness. C: I love nice people. And not in a using way. Im nice and love to make new friends also C:
My secret is that I'm wearing a mask. I'm pretending everything's okay, but inside I'm so broken and sad. I've been self harming for over two years now, but my parents found out. They think it's over now and that I don't do it anymore, but they're wrong. I don't know how it's gonna end up, but I hope oneday we'll all find the strength to live our lives without all the trouble and pain.<'3
my secret is that my name is sabrina im14 and the most stoopidest persons on this plantet, i have tried commiting suicide i have atempted to runnaway at 12, i self harm myself and think about killing myself all the time imgulty of hurting manypeople, i lie alot and never learn from my mistakesthough the worst thing i have ever done is hurt you, im not asking for forgiveness because i know i do dont deserv is, i just hope you find your true love and you get every thing you deserv and more ....
@lildevilbabe101 i realy dont know if i do or not, i dont know what i ever did to make my romantic life so depressing, but i realy dont know if i realy deserve better or not :(
all i wanna do is stick a knife through his heart he hurt me he scared me.....
and i've been bullied for my size since grade 4 ppl called me fat and ugly,slut,weirdo and more i've got a phobia of camera's because every time i c my self i break down in tears i've got BDD(Body dysmorphic disorder) all i ever wanna do is help ppl but first i need help :l my life is a fcking mess :l
@4568goodgirl the fact that you want to help people so much shows your a great person and it sucks what you went through as a kid, you dont seem like a bad person and you deserve much better, your going to grow up to be a great woman, wife and parent and people can learn from you :)
@idestroytitans thanks for the support and trust me you will never alone there is someone out there wait for no is alone all you gotta do is go out there and get them x} I hope you have a great life and all ur dreams come true xp
mhmmz u wanna know my secret ...well here it goes ive been self harming since i was 11yrs now im 17 i was diagnosed with depression at 12 attempted suicide at 14 i hate my self i have horrible memories that i still have nightmares of:l.....the memory stuck in my head i was molested at the age of 4 or 5 by my neighbor i remember he would lock the door when his mum went out and then he would he..he..would make me do things to him that i didn't want to do ; sometimes i see him walking in the road
@ThatSchizophrenicKid yeah, only one guy from my boces knows about my youtube just incase they try anything, my advice if your afraid is to make another youtube to put videos on and us your current youtube to like videos and ect*
@ThatSchizophrenicKid im so sorry, i know its tough, you are not the first girl ive met like that, if you want to make a secrets vido , all you need is index cards, a camera, and alot of tissues :/
you sir need to stop worrying. patients is key. you'll find someone whos perfect for you in your own time and its good to be cautious but dont be to scared. trust is just one thing everyone has to earn. im here for ya :)
I'm here for ya man! i seriously would never of guessed any of this, to me you seem like what the ladies want, have more confidence in yourself your a great guy! This video proves it! Honesty, and the ability to admit our fears is one of the strongest this you can do?
and really?!!? you one of the nicest guy's i know you'll find a girl man, it's northern new york you just gotta look a little harder, : ) there's girls out there that would go crazy for a sweet honest guy!
OMG!!!!!!!!! Why would no girl ever like u. U seem so nice, ur cute and u r SOOO SWEET
TheFunkymonkey55 1 day ago
@TheFunkymonkey55 awww thanks <3 ^^
idestroytitans 1 day ago
@idestroytitans
NP. >w<
TheFunkymonkey55 1 day ago
btw, i love yur shirt ^_\\
RedSkittles0304 2 weeks ago
dude, u will NOT be alone in the future, trust me! I think your pretty cute C: but u wouldnt like me, no one does. BUT, you can check out my video and tell me?
youtube.com/watch?v=N0j6xFmsr1M
if that link dont work, go on my chanell and you'll find it :3
RedSkittles0304 2 weeks ago
You're so adorable!! You seem REALLY nice :) I'm so sorry that you got abused by your mother T.T that really made me sad to hear that. And darling, you're only 18 :) You have a long way to go :) But good luck! <3 And I know you'll find the right girl, and that you'll be an AMAZING father <3 :) Just keep your head up :)
zombieinwaiting 2 weeks ago
i love your hair!!! and i hope you find a girl to be with foever :)
purpleaddict17 3 weeks ago
dude...i love you(: ur so cute and any girl would be lucky to have you, ud be PERFECT for me. but im 14 -_-
allys911 3 weeks ago
@allys911 haha well thanks for the complement though ^^
idestroytitans 3 weeks ago
i love this video! i almost cryed watching it. you seem like an awsome person just from the small amount of info in this video. im posative one day youll find the right girl an she'll be lucky XD have faith! i wish there were more nice guys out here
Nekonikki6 4 weeks ago
@Nekonikki6 thank you =)
idestroytitans 4 weeks ago
Dearest Ryan,
s t a y s t r o n g.
You have a HUGE heart, and that will for sure get you far. Girls can be dicks sometimes, but I'm POSITIVE the right one for you is out there!
Chin up, darling. c:
0varies 1 month ago
@0varies thank you so mch =')
idestroytitans 1 month ago
look i have a brother his name is marshall and he looks EXACLY like you.. ur awesome i know ull find love and be happy when your older i have those issues to but i face them and like you im confident and hope,know and have better happenings :D
lpslover4lifetime 1 month ago
@lpslover4lifetime thank you, your brother must be one sexy man lol X3
idestroytitans 1 month ago
awsome vid ^_^
xxkillxjoyx 1 month ago
@xxkillxjoyx thanks ^^
idestroytitans 1 month ago
I myself have never really dated. I hope that one day things will look up for you. Hope you find strength, love, happiness, and soul, my fellow underdog.
tigerofvirgo9 1 month ago
@tigerofvirgo9 thanks, you too ^_^
idestroytitans 1 month ago
Ryannnn(: I love you(: I know you dont know me personally....but ur like....muh bestie and we need to chill!
1999SceneGirl 1 month ago
@1999SceneGirl thanks and of course we can ^-^
idestroytitans 1 month ago
@idestroytitans I think ima post a vid like this(:
1999SceneGirl 1 month ago
@1999SceneGirl go for it :)
idestroytitans 1 month ago
@idestroytitans I will...but first i have to gain my pride.:/
1999SceneGirl 1 month ago
Awww. I feel you. No one will ever love me . But you seem like an awesome guy. Youll find someone soon. <3
SamSamGirlyGirl 1 month ago
@SamSamGirlyGirl thank you your sweet, since i posted this video its gotten me so much clser to a few friends and has raised my confidence, your a sweetheart and im sure your knight will sweep you off your feet soon :)
idestroytitans 1 month ago
For some reason this brought meh to tears!!! But don't worry im sure the right girl is closer than you think Ryan c:
Stay strong -3
CarolineCareBear15 1 month ago
@CarolineCareBear15 she's rightt ryry!! C: <3
ScreamoLover18 1 month ago
@CarolineCareBear15 thank you so much ^-^
idestroytitans 1 month ago
Awwwwwwwwwwwwe
I FREAKING LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
My Secrets Are Yours...
We Have The Same Secrets,
Except I'm A Girl And I'm 60 Pounds,, No I DO NOT* Have Anorexia...
AND To Be The Bestest Mother, Woman, And Wife
younghe1453 1 month ago
@younghe1453 i love you too, thank you so much =3
idestroytitans 1 month ago
Don't worry Ryan, that someone is out there all you have to do is find her. But also don't worry about not finding her right now, you still have a few years :) I understand were your coming from, maybe you could wait a year so that your heart is in better shape just know life has it's downs and ups but the thing is just never give up since your a sweet nice boy :) and I think you'll find her ;)
MetalMusicIsEpic 1 month ago
@MetalMusicIsEpic thank you so much... =)
idestroytitans 1 month ago
ryry i love you and i never once stopped cryin!! i saw how brave you were holdin back your tears and i just wanted to hug you!!! that was really beautiful and amazinn!!..you need to message me more, i miss my fb hubby!!! your my bestest friend hun and you'll find the one, i promise you..even if i have to fly to you and help you, bc you are an amazin and sweet boy!! <3
ScreamoLover18 1 month ago
@ScreamoLover18 i realy wish that everyone who is commenting on my videos would live here near me and replace the women i know, because im losing so much motivation and happiness because of my romatic life that dosnt seem to exist, i love you too macey and thing between you and your boyfriend will get better because your so amazing he couldnt let you go :)
idestroytitans 1 month ago
@idestroytitans awwhh, sometimes i wished i lived there too, soo we could hang out and stuffs and i could hugg youu!! so i could get your mind off things!! see, i'd help you with all that, so you could see that it does exist to you and you just have to see it!! and i hope soo too :/) oohh anndd i fuckinn love your coontail hun!!(: <3
ScreamoLover18 1 month ago
@ScreamoLover18 macey your amazing and id love that. and thank you i love my conn tail too ^-^
idestroytitans 1 month ago
@idestroytitans your amazinn too ryry, hell, your my hero for doin this and in general!!(: and your welcomee, its boss!! ^-^
ScreamoLover18 1 month ago
You seem like a REALLY nice guy, Ryan!!! <3333 Dont feel so alone D: I bet you will find someone. You and I have alot in common. I dont have a boyfriend and all my friends pretty much do to they are moving on to. But I am not :// But I KNOW I will find the right guy and I KNOW you will find the right girl. C: Also I know in the future you will be a wonderful father! C: Just remember you are not alone. And anytime you feel alone you can mail me on here to talk to me cuz I can easily make pplhappy
kateyperry33 1 month ago
@kateyperry33 thank you so much, but thats one of the problems, im too nice and i cant help it, ive been used by girls as self esteem boost and then they through me away when they are happy again and find a guy whos better, im allways last place and it sucks, but of course you can mail me, like the card said, i love makng new friends :3..
idestroytitans 1 month ago
@idestroytitans ohhhhh :// I see what you mean....But, I say no ones every to nice!!! :-D Dont lose your niceness. C: I love nice people. And not in a using way. Im nice and love to make new friends also C:
kateyperry33 1 month ago
@kateyperry33 oh you realy are too nice ^^ i realy dont know still but thank you, it means alot to me ... :3
idestroytitans 1 month ago
My secret is that I'm wearing a mask. I'm pretending everything's okay, but inside I'm so broken and sad. I've been self harming for over two years now, but my parents found out. They think it's over now and that I don't do it anymore, but they're wrong. I don't know how it's gonna end up, but I hope oneday we'll all find the strength to live our lives without all the trouble and pain.<'3
BlackLondonBridge 1 month ago
@BlackLondonBridge you are not alone, i too am wereing a mask that i dont want to remove <3
idestroytitans 1 month ago
my secret is that my name is sabrina im14 and the most stoopidest persons on this plantet, i have tried commiting suicide i have atempted to runnaway at 12, i self harm myself and think about killing myself all the time imgulty of hurting manypeople, i lie alot and never learn from my mistakesthough the worst thing i have ever done is hurt you, im not asking for forgiveness because i know i do dont deserv is, i just hope you find your true love and you get every thing you deserv and more ....
lildevilbabe101 1 month ago
you deserv better ryan
lildevilbabe101 1 month ago
@lildevilbabe101 i realy dont know if i do or not, i dont know what i ever did to make my romantic life so depressing, but i realy dont know if i realy deserve better or not :(
idestroytitans 1 month ago
all i wanna do is stick a knife through his heart he hurt me he scared me.....
and i've been bullied for my size since grade 4 ppl called me fat and ugly,slut,weirdo and more i've got a phobia of camera's because every time i c my self i break down in tears i've got BDD(Body dysmorphic disorder) all i ever wanna do is help ppl but first i need help :l my life is a fcking mess :l
4568goodgirl 1 month ago
@4568goodgirl the fact that you want to help people so much shows your a great person and it sucks what you went through as a kid, you dont seem like a bad person and you deserve much better, your going to grow up to be a great woman, wife and parent and people can learn from you :)
idestroytitans 1 month ago
@idestroytitans thanks for the support and trust me you will never alone there is someone out there wait for no is alone all you gotta do is go out there and get them x} I hope you have a great life and all ur dreams come true xp
4568goodgirl 1 month ago
@4568goodgirl Thank you so much ^-^
idestroytitans 1 month ago
mhmmz u wanna know my secret ...well here it goes ive been self harming since i was 11yrs now im 17 i was diagnosed with depression at 12 attempted suicide at 14 i hate my self i have horrible memories that i still have nightmares of:l.....the memory stuck in my head i was molested at the age of 4 or 5 by my neighbor i remember he would lock the door when his mum went out and then he would he..he..would make me do things to him that i didn't want to do ; sometimes i see him walking in the road
4568goodgirl 1 month ago
@ThatSchizophrenicKid <3333 thank you so much!
idestroytitans 1 month ago
@ThatSchizophrenicKid yeah, only one guy from my boces knows about my youtube just incase they try anything, my advice if your afraid is to make another youtube to put videos on and us your current youtube to like videos and ect*
idestroytitans 1 month ago
@ThatSchizophrenicKid im so sorry, i know its tough, you are not the first girl ive met like that, if you want to make a secrets vido , all you need is index cards, a camera, and alot of tissues :/
idestroytitans 1 month ago
you sir need to stop worrying. patients is key. you'll find someone whos perfect for you in your own time and its good to be cautious but dont be to scared. trust is just one thing everyone has to earn. im here for ya :)
GiZzGORE 1 month ago
@GiZzGORE :) thanks for the advice your to kind <3
idestroytitans 1 month ago
ill tell you something about me...
Thomas the tank engine creeps me the f*ck out... it's just so British and the way it's animated...
this is not totally a joke either, it's just f*cking weird : (
shikidaman 1 month ago
@shikidaman lol nice XD
idestroytitans 1 month ago
I'm here for ya man! i seriously would never of guessed any of this, to me you seem like what the ladies want, have more confidence in yourself your a great guy! This video proves it! Honesty, and the ability to admit our fears is one of the strongest this you can do?
shikidaman 1 month ago
and really?!!? you one of the nicest guy's i know you'll find a girl man, it's northern new york you just gotta look a little harder, : ) there's girls out there that would go crazy for a sweet honest guy!
shikidaman 1 month ago
@shikidaman thanks, but please dont mention this to anyone, and i mean anyone <3
idestroytitans 1 month ago
wow... that's pretty brave man...
shikidaman 1 month ago
@shikidaman can you do me a favor chris and never mention this to anyone in boces <3
idestroytitans 1 month ago
@idestroytitans ya no problem
shikidaman 1 month ago