The numbers will control you. Take your scale get a hammer and smash the hell out of it. I even yelled at mine and told it that it had no power over me. What you did by staying around your mom is a classic ed tool called accountability. If you can let her know what is going on she might even try to help. I don't know if you are working with someone, but there are tools that actually work.(nothing is 100% all the time) Part of getting better is involving family and helping them to understand.
It means that your reality is broken...THE WAY THAT YOU PERCIEVE REALITY IS BROKEN....Your self-image is broken. Your weight is your true image, and the scale is what you use to 'see' your image (weight). The scale showing your true weight, but at the same time the scale is broken, means that the way you see yourself is wrong. Your self image is distorted. You see yourself as fat even though the scale is telling you that you are skinny.
E.D.s aren't about the food at all! Whether it's anorexia/bulimia/binge eating. They all originate in the mind.
That's also where the solution lies... in the mind. Not in control of food and weight.
All I want to do is reach through my computer and give you a big hug because I understand the torment an ED can have on your life. But it doesn't have to be permanent.
If you want help; all you have to do is reach out... maybe by telling your mom first.
The numbers will control you. Take your scale get a hammer and smash the hell out of it. I even yelled at mine and told it that it had no power over me. What you did by staying around your mom is a classic ed tool called accountability. If you can let her know what is going on she might even try to help. I don't know if you are working with someone, but there are tools that actually work.(nothing is 100% all the time) Part of getting better is involving family and helping them to understand.
jeniferfelice 1 year ago
What do you weigh
themonsterman1990 1 year ago
@themonsterman1990 currently...108lbs
ClearUncertainty 1 year ago
How tall are you?
memyselfandiamshe 1 year ago
@memyselfandiamshe 5 feet 2 inches =)
ClearUncertainty 1 year ago
I think you just answered yourself.
whats your HW and your LW?
MelissaMagnificent 2 years ago
135. 95. =/
ClearUncertainty 2 years ago
It means that your reality is broken...THE WAY THAT YOU PERCIEVE REALITY IS BROKEN....Your self-image is broken. Your weight is your true image, and the scale is what you use to 'see' your image (weight). The scale showing your true weight, but at the same time the scale is broken, means that the way you see yourself is wrong. Your self image is distorted. You see yourself as fat even though the scale is telling you that you are skinny.
15lexiluwho 2 years ago 5
sometimes i just want to carry a sign that says, "FIX ME"
ClearUncertainty 2 years ago
@ClearUncertainty I know just how you feel...
laerkekebaab 1 year ago
E.D.s aren't about the food at all! Whether it's anorexia/bulimia/binge eating. They all originate in the mind.
That's also where the solution lies... in the mind. Not in control of food and weight.
All I want to do is reach through my computer and give you a big hug because I understand the torment an ED can have on your life. But it doesn't have to be permanent.
If you want help; all you have to do is reach out... maybe by telling your mom first.
Sorry this is getting long! Good luck.
OvercomeBingeEating 2 years ago 4
Here is my theory:
1-The scale goes all the way around = your belief about your body (you believe your bigger than you are).
2-Still reads out 110 = your actual weight and reality.
Your dream seems like your actual reality and your perceived reality clashing. Your subconscious mind is trying to help you reconcile the two.
OvercomeBingeEating 2 years ago 2
that actually makes a lot sense...LoL. i just wish i could clearly see the reality and not the tricks my mind plays on me....
ClearUncertainty 2 years ago