I want my bulimia back....I had it as part of my life for 7 years...but I was purging too much too often..ive competly lost my ability to self induce vomiting...i resorted to drinking chemicals to make myself throw up, i ended up having to go to the hospital. I refuse food now...i have for the past over a month...when i eat its a veggie every other day or so. I just want to be able to purge again....Id give anything for that back. I just wanna be thin!
Everytime someone says they wana go on a diet I tell them theynr perfect the way they are because I've seen wht dieting does and my BFF went through, /: who ever reads this know that you are PERFECT the way you are don't change yourself due to others, someone loves you for who you are!!
@SophieLaureeeen but im not perfect, im fat and ugly...thats all i get told. im determinde to get a 20 inch waist i want to be under 80 pounds...im never good enugh
I am 13...I started cutting when I was 12..I'm not a bad person or depressing..I'm a cheerleader...and I weigh 117, I know I'm not fat and I know I'm pretty just growing up with obese relatives, it just made me so aware of what I could turn out to be to the point that I am paranoid witch is causing an eating dis order:/ I wanna get help but I'm scared
im 17 i was diagnosed with anorexia in september. its really hard. I go to ed counseling weekly now but not getting better. I really want to but its hard and stressful:(
i love this song...its something that i can relate to and yet still something that i haven't gotten to and i crave...its weird, really weird. But this song is beautiful and the best when you need something...
or maybe 14 people dislike this video because it says "thinspo & quotes" i don't have anything against the song because i struggle with anorexia and i'm pregnant, but i was going to report the video if it had thinspo because people don't need to be sucked into this never-ending hell.
My name is Sophie and I HAD anorexia. I got back from the hospital on Monday because of an eating disorder and cutting. To all those girls who don't feel pretty or skinny. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!
Dear all those people who say "My names Sophie..." Ect. I'm anorexic and it pains me everyday, but wher's my Rachael song??? Is every sophie anorexic??? My names not sophie, and I'm Anorexic... xxx
@cubbygingerturtle ill make you a song but it pretty much is just gonna copy this but have your name in it. if you want ill do it no joke and ill try to upload a vid of it.
its so hard sometimes, my mom was filling out a soccer camp thing for me and when i was looking at it one of the Q's was "have you ever had an eating disorder" it was hard for me to look that my mom checked yes.....
I was diagnosed with anorexia at age 11 and admitted into an eating disorder unit for10 months, I put on weight and lied my way out of hospital. I was discharged, but relapsed again at 16 where I was 4 stone. I was again admitted into an edu. I met Sophie, she understood everything. We fought hard together for 18 months in hospital and became best friends. Sophie lost her life to anorexia in 2006. I miss her so much. She has given me strength to fight, and I have. I am well :) she is my angel <3
i cried. I never cry. This song is basically my life. i just want to say im sorry to my sister who i can sometimes hear crying in her room, and im sorry to my dad who will never understand but most of all im sorry to my mother, she tries so hard. im so sorry xxx
i cried. I never cry. This song is basically my lie. i just want to say im sorry to my sister who i can sometimes hear crying in her room, and im sorry to my dad who will never understand but most of all im sorry to my mother, she tries so hard. im so sorry xxx
This song is a load of shit. Its sad that a girl has to starve herself to be an 'ordinary' girl. If a guys gonna like a girl it's becuz of how she's different, not how she's like the rest. Its a disgrace on our country and our ppl that a girl has to be skinny to be hot or whatever, I love my girlfriend for the way she is and wudnt want her to be any other way. For those this offends sorry but it's sad
@spartan161000 - If I view your comments from the standpoint of this song being "pro-anorexia", then I understand what you're saying. And, yes, it is sad what a person with any type of disorder can do to themselves. For you, it seems fairly straight forward, but let's not simply lose the capacity for compassion for others that are suffering and need help. Eleanor McEvoy has clearly stated that the song is not "pro-anorexia", but has been used by some on YouTube to promote the opposite.
It's touching me right to my heart. I have no anorexic but boulima but my best friend has anorexic now.. My heart is broken, but I hope everything is become alright, that she and I gonna be like al the other girls.. livin in a ordinary world..
I was hospitilised three years ago for anorexia and made some extremely close friends with other E.D. patients there. Two are now dead, one has gone thru a bitter divorce where she lost her kids and another is severly brain damaged because of an overdose gone wrong. They are the bravest women i'll ever know, and i dedicate this song to them. My friends I will never forget
This song. This song singnifies my desent to maddness. I was anorexic before i found it, one day i was on youtube and i typed in anorexia. this came up, i listend and looked for other songs, songs led to triggering midnight purging and purging led to looking for other songs, songs led to discovering pro ana sights. Now im deeper then ever imagined
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was about to pull my hair out looking for this song! i heard it years ago, on a 'dear ana' vid, but it was deleted. finally i found the song! YAY!
@Planb2276 I have found that the best motivation is through scripture. It is amazing how much peace God gives if we ask Him. Luke 18:26-30~ When the people heard this, they aksed, "Then who can be saved?"
Jesus answered, "The things impossible for people are possible for God."
It won't be easy- and believe me- I have a hard time doing it myself, but God can and and wil give you the stregnth and resources you need if you trust Him.
this song is amazing, makes you think hard about wether what your doing is right. still hasnt changed my mind but it deffo describes excactly how people feel towards it. the part about her father saying she's dying really hit me. thanks for uploading this never heard it before now its like one of my favoroute songs because it actually means something :) X
@MissPinkLashes you can. i was trapped for two and a half years. i was a mia. you can stop. it took a look in the mirror to stop me. the ed didn't make me feel any better. don't be a prisoner of your mind or body. be happy. you are beautiful the way you are.
we can't really just stop eating. its self control, we want it so bad. we want to eat because we are all literally dying of hunger but the second we take a bite we get so much further from perfect..it just goes straight to my hips and thighs and belly.
@ciruccisays there's more than two types of eating disorders. there's more than just anorexia and bulimia. There are lots of different types of eating disorders. EDNOS (Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified) is one of the main types. I'm sorry I just like flipped out, but more girls (and guys, too) suffer from EDNOS than any other type of eating disorder . They are ALL serious. I'm sorry I just flipped out. I shouldn't have. I'm just trying to make a point.
@iheartsjonas I know they're are more than two eating disorders out there, there's quite a few actually. The reason I said that about the "two" diseases was because they compared anorexia to bulimia, only mentioning those two. I know for a fact they're all horrible, I suffer from one myself. They're all terrible no matter which one a person has and none are worse than another.
@iheartsjonas yeah..... i think i have an ednos....i don't know ive never been aware until lately.... i noticed that since i was 13 i had this strange obsession with my weight and what I ate, but i don't know what it is. hmh
Yelling at us that this disease is going to kill us and that it is destroying our organs isn't going to make us stop. If you understood how we feel on a daily basis then you wouldn't bother trying to stop us. If they want to talk about their disorder on youtube then let them, telling them to get help doesn't mean they are going to. You're wating your breath.
@YOURBABYGIRL221 i really do think that you should listen to your counciler and read the book WinterGirls by Laurie Halse Anderson. It should show you what happens with ed. the lucky and unlucky.
This video is truley touching, it helps when Im having a fat day (Today for instance), sigh, anorexia is a burden... at the moment Im living off 3 apples a day Ive lost 28 pounds but even this isnt enough. my docter is threatening to put me in an in-patient hospital. IDk what to do, why are they doing this to me, cant they see how ugly I am I will never be good enough. And I deserve to be dead
@YOURBABYGIRL221 i would love too lose a lot of weight. im thin sort of curvy but not skinny i dont bother losing weight because nobody would care anyway.
this videoo makes me relle sadd:/ both me and my bestt mate&her twin have eating disorders, anorexia&Bulimia and seriouslyy, it ruins your life. so dont try it :/
damn, i cant go a day without eating. i dont care about being really skinny i just care about being healthy. you know theres no point in starving yourself or making yourself throw up just to get skinny we're all diffrent and you just have to be happy with what you got. and most importantly love your flaws, those are the things that make us all diffrent and beautiful.
i have this problem and so is my bff ...and i was crying every time i hear this song!!!!! i love my friend and i hope she's know that!!! please be careful!!! THANKS YOU !!!
OMG!!:'( i started to cry when i heard this song:'(( my sister died in anorexia and her name was Emma!:''((((now i can't stop thinking on her:( but i know that she will always be with me where ever i go:')<333 this song made me remember my sister as the person she was:) she was nice to everybody.she always helped me when i had problems:/she was the best sister EVER!!!:)<33 but now i know that i can't meet here more,never see her in her eyes,and never touch her again:( please Emma come back!:'(
i can't stop singing this song or my bff Chloe we keep on singing it im gonna sing it on britain's got talent next year not with my bff Chloe her singing is shit!
@justino123nl has she been speaking to her mates cause mine are helping me i dare not to tell my mum bout me being belimic you know but you have to understand how hard it is when all we see is fat
@justino123nl Ive gone through the same thing. I have been with my gf for almost 2 yrs and the eating started soon after. It started out like just dieting lose weight here and there but became so much more. She never saw what I did, she was beautiful but thought i wanted something better. It makes you feel helpless because she doesn't believe what you say. Get your gf professional help then talk to her friends and all support her she needs it before it losses control.
i feel the need to agree with a comment farther below. sayin that even models arent perfect. its true. i mean they are so made up! its sad cuz that doesnt only mess with girls minds who arent models, but even the models dont feel good enough. you think about it they are completely made upi that has to depress a person. i feel so bad for them. anorexia is sad period.
Ik herken mezelf er ook heel erg in, dit liedje kweekt bij mij dus ook emotie los!!
En even voor de "anti's" als je nog nooit zoiets hebt gehad zou ik als ik jullie was maar niet te veel mee spotten want tja... Het is levensgevaarlijk en ongeneesbaar voor 33%
@sweetsunshinex33 just to tell them not to be hopeless or do not indulge in worrying about it.its k to worry .though i mite say this in unbelief.Thers someone who might be there who perfectly understands us.i call him God.i live not wih the best of beliefs but he is better than what we think.He acts for our good. do not be hopeless.yet in our hopelessness there comes hope.peace be with you. : )
DO TAKE THIS AS A BIG PROBLEM!!! Anorexia kills, it ruins families, it ruins bodies, minds, hearts, souls, futures, destroys hope!!!! I know b/c it has happened to me. Get help, girls, save yourselves b4 it takes you.
@ltednos who says these ppl are anorexic? be careful what you say before you say it. I find your comments to be offensive. This is my BIGGEST pet peeve on youtube...people who think it is their job to "help" or "save" other ppl. MYOB
Please don't do that.. you'll end up with anorexia and you really dont want that cus it kills your soul as well as your body. & its not true that being thin makes you popular or admired. there's a really thin girl in my class and ppl laugh at her, every1 says she's ugly because she's too thin, boys say it to. ppl make jokes like: dn't touch her, she'll fall down! No one likes her. One of my bff's is kind of fat, but no one gives a damn cuz she's actually kind and funny! Weight doesn't matter!
@EMILY683 well stop there. it doesnt help and in the end just kills you. i have encouraged many girls not to get in to eating disorders (cuz i have been an ana mia for three years). its not worth it. it gets worse and worse til any weight you are at isnt good enough. like when i wanted to be 119pounds well i got there but then that was to much. i lost two pounds that wasnt good enough. so far nothing has been good enough. it will never be enough.
not a big problem?o_O which world are you from?? a disorder is a DISORDER and it IS a BIG problem for anyone who get stuck in this, you may even loose your life.. what do you mean? (i understand you mean well, but you can't say that about something you know nothing of)
i wish i was skinny.... but i'm not.... my family and friends say i am skinny, but i know it isn't the truth. i know that they lie to me but they just keep telling me that i am, i guess they say that so i will be happy-er... i don't want to eat that much anymore, my family tells me to eat all the time, but i can't.... i DO eat i just don't eat a lot anymore.... im scared that it'll be just like last year... :*(
I hope you are not trying to starve yourself...it does not solve anything, believe me, I know.believe your family, they love you and want you to be happy.
when you're batteling with an ED people just say eat and dosen't it hurt's to always be hungry ? And you just no, because it's when you're hungry it hurts, people with ED starve and that doesn't hurt...
Freedom4songs:you are not alone...you are suffering like so many out there....bravo for facing your ED; you have taken the amazingly hard first step. keep fighting. you can do it....I know you can.
@sophibofie: it breaks my heart that you sometimes want to give up...plz don't...don't lose hope. plz seek help & support, from professionals and loving people. talk to me if it might help....I know ED is hell, but you can walk away, slowly...
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I want my bulimia back....I had it as part of my life for 7 years...but I was purging too much too often..ive competly lost my ability to self induce vomiting...i resorted to drinking chemicals to make myself throw up, i ended up having to go to the hospital. I refuse food now...i have for the past over a month...when i eat its a veggie every other day or so. I just want to be able to purge again....Id give anything for that back. I just wanna be thin!
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Everytime someone says they wana go on a diet I tell them theynr perfect the way they are because I've seen wht dieting does and my BFF went through, /: who ever reads this know that you are PERFECT the way you are don't change yourself due to others, someone loves you for who you are!!
SophieLaureeeen 3 weeks ago
@SophieLaureeeen but im not perfect, im fat and ugly...thats all i get told. im determinde to get a 20 inch waist i want to be under 80 pounds...im never good enugh
screemoRules 2 days ago
Everytime I hear this song it just makes me cry. My BF is just back from the hospital, I hope she can make it through <3
TheSnuffy1994 3 weeks ago
I am 13...I started cutting when I was 12..I'm not a bad person or depressing..I'm a cheerleader...and I weigh 117, I know I'm not fat and I know I'm pretty just growing up with obese relatives, it just made me so aware of what I could turn out to be to the point that I am paranoid witch is causing an eating dis order:/ I wanna get help but I'm scared
TELLxITxHOWxITxIS 1 month ago
im 17 i was diagnosed with anorexia in september. its really hard. I go to ed counseling weekly now but not getting better. I really want to but its hard and stressful:(
16bunnylover 2 months ago
14 people want Sophie to die. That's not very nice at all.
TheMadcapSyd 2 months ago
funny thing... my name's sophie o.O
and I had problems with eating disorders for a while...
o.O
NorasRainbow 2 months ago
Its so strange to here this song being someone with an eating disorder and called Sophie. I find it really speaks to me :S
thedoobmeister 2 months ago
i love this song...its something that i can relate to and yet still something that i haven't gotten to and i crave...its weird, really weird. But this song is beautiful and the best when you need something...
ImaBearXD 2 months ago
I love how the picture of Lara Jade Coton has absolutely nothing to do with the song. Very beautiful lyrics and voice though.
RawrZombieSaurus 3 months ago
I feel bad when I'm eating chocolate while listening to this song :(
Katje192 4 months ago
or maybe 14 people dislike this video because it says "thinspo & quotes" i don't have anything against the song because i struggle with anorexia and i'm pregnant, but i was going to report the video if it had thinspo because people don't need to be sucked into this never-ending hell.
mjriasb 4 months ago
Im not anorexic I just like the song Im actually pretty chubby >:/
BlackRose18br 5 months ago 2
wauw
MarMetalness 5 months ago
quick question am i the only sofie with an f?
xoEmoxLuvxo 5 months ago
my name is sophie and i wish i could do this. wait nvrmind.... i will
jackiecat287 5 months ago
This. Everything.
musicnerd0768 6 months ago
14 people are heartless or have an eating disorder
dancingjellybean1999 6 months ago
THIS IS SO TOUCHING !!!!
sunnishine554 6 months ago
the reply button might be anorexic i made it repeat the video sooo many times!
sunnishine554 6 months ago
This is so upsetting:(
MissJadee2010 6 months ago
My name is Sophie and I HAD anorexia. I got back from the hospital on Monday because of an eating disorder and cutting. To all those girls who don't feel pretty or skinny. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!
applesareforeating24 6 months ago 4
Dear all those people who say "My names Sophie..." Ect. I'm anorexic and it pains me everyday, but wher's my Rachael song??? Is every sophie anorexic??? My names not sophie, and I'm Anorexic... xxx
cubbygingerturtle 7 months ago 5
@cubbygingerturtle ill make you a song but it pretty much is just gonna copy this but have your name in it. if you want ill do it no joke and ill try to upload a vid of it.
xoEmoxLuvxo 5 months ago in playlist xoEmoxLuvxo's Favorited Videos
@xoEmoxLuvxo You don't have to <3
cubbygingerturtle 4 months ago
@cubbygingerturtle The should make a song of you<3
betcandy 4 months ago
@xgoodgirl1114xx Why would "Have you ever had an eating disorder?" be on a question for a soccer camp sign up? Just
TechnoJello 7 months ago
@Sophngraceshow yeah iknw of course not but weren't you bullied?
XxMamie62000xX 7 months ago
my names not sophie. but i know the pain Sophie felt.
i came out alive. but I know other Sophies who might not...
cowpicklez 7 months ago
its so hard sometimes, my mom was filling out a soccer camp thing for me and when i was looking at it one of the Q's was "have you ever had an eating disorder" it was hard for me to look that my mom checked yes.....
xgoodgirl1114xx 8 months ago 2
I love this song.
RenesmeeCarlie72 8 months ago
my name is sophie.. fml
Deartinyone 9 months ago
my eating disorder song of the year
witchdoc1000 9 months ago 7
@witchdoc1000 i cant vote this comment up enough.... i might even create some fake profile just to increase its up-ness hahaha
mikecook6266 8 months ago
My name is Sophie and I wish to be just like the other girls....
sophette14 9 months ago
My name's Sophie, haha.
goofygoober67 9 months ago
11 people are lucky cause they don't know what sufference means. (Sorry for my English, i'm Italian but unfortunately E.D. are the same everywhere..)
giusimadferit 9 months ago
I was diagnosed with anorexia at age 11 and admitted into an eating disorder unit for10 months, I put on weight and lied my way out of hospital. I was discharged, but relapsed again at 16 where I was 4 stone. I was again admitted into an edu. I met Sophie, she understood everything. We fought hard together for 18 months in hospital and became best friends. Sophie lost her life to anorexia in 2006. I miss her so much. She has given me strength to fight, and I have. I am well :) she is my angel <3
daisyhaze88 9 months ago 2
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i cried. I never cry. This song is basically my life. i just want to say im sorry to my sister who i can sometimes hear crying in her room, and im sorry to my dad who will never understand but most of all im sorry to my mother, she tries so hard. im so sorry xxx
msslivy123 10 months ago
i cried. I never cry. This song is basically my lie. i just want to say im sorry to my sister who i can sometimes hear crying in her room, and im sorry to my dad who will never understand but most of all im sorry to my mother, she tries so hard. im so sorry xxx
msslivy123 10 months ago
ANYONE GOT DID YOU TELL HIM? MP3 OR VIDEO.WOULD LOVE IT IF SOEONE HADIT'S AN ACE TUNE.
EDDIE6985 10 months ago
sometimes it seem like its easier to just stop eating,
but that pisses off your body something feirce, i was bulemic for a while, am better now.
Didus33th4t1 10 months ago
beautiful.......
TheNoonelikesyourmom 10 months ago
This song is a load of shit. Its sad that a girl has to starve herself to be an 'ordinary' girl. If a guys gonna like a girl it's becuz of how she's different, not how she's like the rest. Its a disgrace on our country and our ppl that a girl has to be skinny to be hot or whatever, I love my girlfriend for the way she is and wudnt want her to be any other way. For those this offends sorry but it's sad
spartan161000 10 months ago
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lblakeley 10 months ago
@spartan161000 - If I view your comments from the standpoint of this song being "pro-anorexia", then I understand what you're saying. And, yes, it is sad what a person with any type of disorder can do to themselves. For you, it seems fairly straight forward, but let's not simply lose the capacity for compassion for others that are suffering and need help. Eleanor McEvoy has clearly stated that the song is not "pro-anorexia", but has been used by some on YouTube to promote the opposite.
lblakeley 10 months ago
@spartan161000 this song is about how bad it is.. not promoting it :$
Breezy123959 10 months ago
its a very nice
i like me
mimimakeup18 11 months ago
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its a very nice
i like me
mimimakeup18 11 months ago
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mimimakeup18 11 months ago
it's a very nice
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havingfunx 11 months ago
It's touching me right to my heart. I have no anorexic but boulima but my best friend has anorexic now.. My heart is broken, but I hope everything is become alright, that she and I gonna be like al the other girls.. livin in a ordinary world..
ambernederland 1 year ago
Seems like shes written this song about me, my names sophie and im becoming anorexic, and i cant cope
XDeathofheavenX 1 year ago
wauw. Heavy
no words for this.
MarMetalness 1 year ago
this is sooo sad. D:
thecupcakesmoving 1 year ago
i know im not fat.
but i want to be skinny. i want my bones to show like anorexic girls. there so skinny and pretty. i want to be one of them.
i wont be anorexic.
because i dont think im fat.
i think im normal weight.
but i want to be skinny. so im starving my self from the start of next month
TheMisslucy007 1 year ago
@TheMisslucy007 No, no.
thecupcakesmoving 1 year ago
wtf I've never even seen this, I believe I've been hacked
curlyfrie66 1 year ago
i think i am fat.......
i starved my self for 2months my mum found out,
i am now on a healthy eating plan and exercising excessively so i lose weight,
i see fat in the mirror, i see some one big.
and i have all the sympthons.
no one understands me. and they think i am attention seeking but i am not!
Tinkerbell3140 1 year ago 4
@SuperBeautybabes No hun..thats underweight... Im 16 too and weigh like 2 stone more x
xxcoocixx 1 year ago
Very nice song, i love it
94Luuky 1 year ago
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curlyfrie66 1 year ago
@curlyfrie66 your such a tit , yeah its preachy cause its trying to get people to realise how bad anorexia and bulemia is , grow up !
KayleighMurphyOx 1 year ago
@curlyfrie66 your such a tit ! , obv its preachy its trying to get people to realise how serious anorexia and bulemia is ! grow up , seriously !!!!!
KayleighMurphyOx 1 year ago
my name is sophie, too!
jantjehenkie 1 year ago
my name's sophiee. :)
SophiePatterson 1 year ago
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JakseUksar34 1 year ago
I was hospitilised three years ago for anorexia and made some extremely close friends with other E.D. patients there. Two are now dead, one has gone thru a bitter divorce where she lost her kids and another is severly brain damaged because of an overdose gone wrong. They are the bravest women i'll ever know, and i dedicate this song to them. My friends I will never forget
moroney1 1 year ago 108
@moroney1 You're in my thoughts
WeMustStopIt 1 year ago
I cant escape ana, she has me in her grips. Im here and my ribs have accompanied me all the way.
ToxicDiamondBeauty 1 year ago 4
This song. This song singnifies my desent to maddness. I was anorexic before i found it, one day i was on youtube and i typed in anorexia. this came up, i listend and looked for other songs, songs led to triggering midnight purging and purging led to looking for other songs, songs led to discovering pro ana sights. Now im deeper then ever imagined
YOURBABYGIRL221 1 year ago 30
@YOURBABYGIRL221 me...too.......... x
browneyedgal27 1 year ago
@YOURBABYGIRL221 wow im in the same position, bulimia and anorexia..
13miana 5 months ago
it's perfect. it totally describes this whole thing.
femmeth 1 year ago 2
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was about to pull my hair out looking for this song! i heard it years ago, on a 'dear ana' vid, but it was deleted. finally i found the song! YAY!
princess123jade123 1 year ago
I think I understand you, Sophie.. Where ever you are..
HomeSkilletVampire 1 year ago 6
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labblabby 1 year ago
I really need some motivation right now. PLZ someone message me
Planb2276 1 year ago
@Planb2276 I have found that the best motivation is through scripture. It is amazing how much peace God gives if we ask Him. Luke 18:26-30~ When the people heard this, they aksed, "Then who can be saved?"
Jesus answered, "The things impossible for people are possible for God."
It won't be easy- and believe me- I have a hard time doing it myself, but God can and and wil give you the stregnth and resources you need if you trust Him.
Hope this gave you a little motivation,
Sarah.
sdclub100 1 year ago
this song is amazing, makes you think hard about wether what your doing is right. still hasnt changed my mind but it deffo describes excactly how people feel towards it. the part about her father saying she's dying really hit me. thanks for uploading this never heard it before now its like one of my favoroute songs because it actually means something :) X
dancinggirljess141 1 year ago 2
I like this song ?.....
crycrycry ....xx
ChachaLove1100 1 year ago
If anyone would like to become an Ana buddy, please feel free to email me at angi_darling@yahoo.com :)
DOBANN13 1 year ago
this song is so beautiful !
please listen to our cover and comment ,, thx
TheLittlebompas 1 year ago
its beutefol song bud its so teurd
ccjdderooie 1 year ago
this song is so realy en so beutifull.
TheKeyanna1234 1 year ago
for me, there's a covergirl add right next to this video, how fitting
onedaythin 1 year ago
This song breaks my heart, I can't get help though, I feel that I cant stop :'(
MissPinkLashes 1 year ago
@MissPinkLashes you can. i was trapped for two and a half years. i was a mia. you can stop. it took a look in the mirror to stop me. the ed didn't make me feel any better. don't be a prisoner of your mind or body. be happy. you are beautiful the way you are.
ofrozeandren 1 year ago
I find this so sad coz my name is Sophie and everyone thinks im really skinny.... :'(
Sofiee98 1 year ago
People with anorexia, they have it so much
easier than people with boulimia. They can just stop
eating we can't. Imagine how it hurts
xKayaa 1 year ago
@xKayaa
we can't really just stop eating. its self control, we want it so bad. we want to eat because we are all literally dying of hunger but the second we take a bite we get so much further from perfect..it just goes straight to my hips and thighs and belly.
crashedxox 1 year ago
@xKayaa It's not easier for anyone. It hurts just the same for both diseases.
ciruccisays 1 year ago
@ciruccisays there's more than two types of eating disorders. there's more than just anorexia and bulimia. There are lots of different types of eating disorders. EDNOS (Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified) is one of the main types. I'm sorry I just like flipped out, but more girls (and guys, too) suffer from EDNOS than any other type of eating disorder . They are ALL serious. I'm sorry I just flipped out. I shouldn't have. I'm just trying to make a point.
iheartsjonas 1 year ago
@iheartsjonas I know they're are more than two eating disorders out there, there's quite a few actually. The reason I said that about the "two" diseases was because they compared anorexia to bulimia, only mentioning those two. I know for a fact they're all horrible, I suffer from one myself. They're all terrible no matter which one a person has and none are worse than another.
ciruccisays 1 year ago
@ciruccisays okay. so if i freaked or something...i'm just not in ca good positin with this things.
iheartsjonas 1 year ago
@iheartsjonas yeah..... i think i have an ednos....i don't know ive never been aware until lately.... i noticed that since i was 13 i had this strange obsession with my weight and what I ate, but i don't know what it is. hmh
LoveThatJemi 1 year ago
Yelling at us that this disease is going to kill us and that it is destroying our organs isn't going to make us stop. If you understood how we feel on a daily basis then you wouldn't bother trying to stop us. If they want to talk about their disorder on youtube then let them, telling them to get help doesn't mean they are going to. You're wating your breath.
asphyxxiateddddd 1 year ago
reealy depressinqq but amazinqq sonq :'(
aliceeRadford 1 year ago
WHO HO! I havent eaten in 2 days and I feel great! Fuck my counciler I dont need her I know whats good for me and soon I will be lighter than air.
YOURBABYGIRL221 1 year ago
@YOURBABYGIRL221 i really do think that you should listen to your counciler and read the book WinterGirls by Laurie Halse Anderson. It should show you what happens with ed. the lucky and unlucky.
missasiababe 1 year ago
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YOURBABYGIRL221 1 year ago
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@YOURBABYGIRL221 if you start flyring away, tell me how that feels, always wanted to fly ^^
Raznorr 1 year ago
This video is truley touching, it helps when Im having a fat day (Today for instance), sigh, anorexia is a burden... at the moment Im living off 3 apples a day Ive lost 28 pounds but even this isnt enough. my docter is threatening to put me in an in-patient hospital. IDk what to do, why are they doing this to me, cant they see how ugly I am I will never be good enough. And I deserve to be dead
YOURBABYGIRL221 1 year ago
@YOURBABYGIRL221 i would love too lose a lot of weight. im thin sort of curvy but not skinny i dont bother losing weight because nobody would care anyway.
and i deserve to die
foximaxi35 1 year ago
@foximaxi35 Nobody NOBODY deserves to die... you want my email so we can talk sometime?
YOURBABYGIRL221 1 year ago
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YOURBABYGIRL221 1 year ago
my name is sophie
poppersopper 1 year ago
This song makes me cry but it is an amazing song
rach433 1 year ago
this videoo makes me relle sadd:/ both me and my bestt mate&her twin have eating disorders, anorexia&Bulimia and seriouslyy, it ruins your life. so dont try it :/
SufferingInSilence95 1 year ago
it makes me cry
missamymm 1 year ago
damn, i cant go a day without eating. i dont care about being really skinny i just care about being healthy. you know theres no point in starving yourself or making yourself throw up just to get skinny we're all diffrent and you just have to be happy with what you got. and most importantly love your flaws, those are the things that make us all diffrent and beautiful.
OhNorm1 1 year ago
@OhNorm1 Thats the problem.. these girls can't think this logical..
sjoerdkuip 1 year ago
@sjoerdkuip I like to think I can think logically...It's just as bad as girls who fake tan, people who smoke, or alcoholics...
ThinXisXlove 1 year ago
@ThinXisXlove No its NOT!!! How can you even say that?!? it kills ALL your organs!!!
missasiababe 1 year ago
@missasiababe Skin Cancer, Lung Cancer, Mouth Cancer, Liver Disease... I'm pretty sure that not only do they kill most of your organs, they kill YOU.
ThinXisXlove 1 year ago
@sjoerdkuip it's bc anorexia and bulimia kills their brain.
missasiababe 1 year ago
i have this problem and so is my bff ...and i was crying every time i hear this song!!!!! i love my friend and i hope she's know that!!! please be careful!!! THANKS YOU !!!
thekikikannibal 1 year ago
The song is so sad.. But it makes me feel even worse about myself!! Because i have BED (Binge Eating Disorder)..
eev14 1 year ago
I Am A 18 Year old Boy (Teen) With Anorexia And I Was Thinking About This Song.. Then.. I Realize... I'm Sophie..
Please Don't Take Anorexia As A Joke Cause Its Very Serious
Why?
Cause I Ruins Your Life.
ladygagaboy100 1 year ago
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Trassel321 1 year ago
OMG!!:'( i started to cry when i heard this song:'(( my sister died in anorexia and her name was Emma!:''((((now i can't stop thinking on her:( but i know that she will always be with me where ever i go:')<333 this song made me remember my sister as the person she was:) she was nice to everybody.she always helped me when i had problems:/she was the best sister EVER!!!:)<33 but now i know that i can't meet here more,never see her in her eyes,and never touch her again:( please Emma come back!:'(
Trassel321 1 year ago 2
don't let anorexia happen 2 u!!!
bailbloss 1 year ago
i can't stop singing this song or my bff Chloe we keep on singing it im gonna sing it on britain's got talent next year not with my bff Chloe her singing is shit!
bailbloss 1 year ago
What has this world gone to? it sucks.
Amber5580659 1 year ago
this made me cry,,i know EXACTLY how 'sophie' feels..im the same..
piercexmyxheart1 1 year ago
i makes my almost cry
chalzenjuul 1 year ago
beautifull song
Patusable 1 year ago
If my girlfriend keeps going
She will die too,
I dont know what to do anymore
She doenst thrust anyone anymore,
She thinks shes to fat
But evryone says shes thin
I dont want to lose her =[
justino123nl 1 year ago
@justino123nl has she been speaking to her mates cause mine are helping me i dare not to tell my mum bout me being belimic you know but you have to understand how hard it is when all we see is fat
trueharted 1 year ago
@trueharted yea, iknow
justino123nl 1 year ago
@justino123nl Ive gone through the same thing. I have been with my gf for almost 2 yrs and the eating started soon after. It started out like just dieting lose weight here and there but became so much more. She never saw what I did, she was beautiful but thought i wanted something better. It makes you feel helpless because she doesn't believe what you say. Get your gf professional help then talk to her friends and all support her she needs it before it losses control.
Musicisareligion89 1 year ago
anyone know how to help stop their friend from turning like this? coz ive trued everything i can :( ????? please. i cant stand it. x
flic9 1 year ago
this is such a touching song :'( xx
beckerrful 1 year ago 35
@beckerrful yeah, it is ='(
cristal5rose 1 year ago
i feel the need to agree with a comment farther below. sayin that even models arent perfect. its true. i mean they are so made up! its sad cuz that doesnt only mess with girls minds who arent models, but even the models dont feel good enough. you think about it they are completely made upi that has to depress a person. i feel so bad for them. anorexia is sad period.
spazmatack13 1 year ago
Ik herken mezelf er ook heel erg in, dit liedje kweekt bij mij dus ook emotie los!!
En even voor de "anti's" als je nog nooit zoiets hebt gehad zou ik als ik jullie was maar niet te veel mee spotten want tja... Het is levensgevaarlijk en ongeneesbaar voor 33%
netjes44 1 year ago
Omg this song is sooo sad!:(
SwedesNAussies 1 year ago
i cry when i listen to this song ...
olalan1996 1 year ago
@sweetsunshinex33 just to tell them not to be hopeless or do not indulge in worrying about it.its k to worry .though i mite say this in unbelief.Thers someone who might be there who perfectly understands us.i call him God.i live not wih the best of beliefs but he is better than what we think.He acts for our good. do not be hopeless.yet in our hopelessness there comes hope.peace be with you. : )
iamalostchildofGod 1 year ago
........
im crying....seriously
this is... just like me minus the different name
Hottieccat 1 year ago
can u please send me this song?
AlishaUnpredictable 1 year ago
awessome!!! love it!
AnAkIsMiRrOr 1 year ago
I know what is it, I have eating disorders since 4 years, I had 14 years, now i've 18.
I'm compulsive eater. It's a true suffering...
I love this tune, she's amazing !!!
MarinaHale75 1 year ago
DO TAKE THIS AS A BIG PROBLEM!!! Anorexia kills, it ruins families, it ruins bodies, minds, hearts, souls, futures, destroys hope!!!! I know b/c it has happened to me. Get help, girls, save yourselves b4 it takes you.
ltednos 2 years ago 80
@ltednos who says these ppl are anorexic? be careful what you say before you say it. I find your comments to be offensive. This is my BIGGEST pet peeve on youtube...people who think it is their job to "help" or "save" other ppl. MYOB
ajandlady 1 year ago
@ltednos it's true. but for some people it's too late.
AsHLeYxAnOnYmOuS 1 year ago
@ltednos I didnt want to find this song but it looks like i watched wrong title.
But anyway you are right i think
armagibson 1 year ago
@ltednos your missing one.. it ruins friendships...
ClythiaMystica 1 year ago
@ltednos gay
curlyfrie66 1 year ago
i've been starving myself..... i havent lost ANY weight :(
EMILY683 2 years ago 3
me 2, sucks
thesophieduncan 1 year ago
Please don't do that.. you'll end up with anorexia and you really dont want that cus it kills your soul as well as your body. & its not true that being thin makes you popular or admired. there's a really thin girl in my class and ppl laugh at her, every1 says she's ugly because she's too thin, boys say it to. ppl make jokes like: dn't touch her, she'll fall down! No one likes her. One of my bff's is kind of fat, but no one gives a damn cuz she's actually kind and funny! Weight doesn't matter!
JustKeepOnBreathing 1 year ago
@EMILY683 well stop there. it doesnt help and in the end just kills you. i have encouraged many girls not to get in to eating disorders (cuz i have been an ana mia for three years). its not worth it. it gets worse and worse til any weight you are at isnt good enough. like when i wanted to be 119pounds well i got there but then that was to much. i lost two pounds that wasnt good enough. so far nothing has been good enough. it will never be enough.
spazmatack13 1 year ago
dont take this disorder as a big problem girls.peace be with you.
iamalostchildofGod 2 years ago
not a big problem?o_O which world are you from?? a disorder is a DISORDER and it IS a BIG problem for anyone who get stuck in this, you may even loose your life.. what do you mean? (i understand you mean well, but you can't say that about something you know nothing of)
Ainhoa1666 2 years ago 3
i wish i was skinny.... but i'm not.... my family and friends say i am skinny, but i know it isn't the truth. i know that they lie to me but they just keep telling me that i am, i guess they say that so i will be happy-er... i don't want to eat that much anymore, my family tells me to eat all the time, but i can't.... i DO eat i just don't eat a lot anymore.... im scared that it'll be just like last year... :*(
xxemobaby123 2 years ago
was last year a bad one for you?
I hope you are not trying to starve yourself...it does not solve anything, believe me, I know.believe your family, they love you and want you to be happy.
4everHelper 2 years ago 4
i DO eat, just not a LOT i eat almost two full meals a day... i eat lunch and sometimes i eat either diner or a snack.
yes last year was bad worst year of my life and i will NOT can NOT will NOT go back there, ever...
xxemobaby123 2 years ago 2
xxemobsby123: I did not mean to be pushy. I just want you to stay healthy and happy. I wish you the best and I am here if you ever need support.
4everHelper 2 years ago 2
i know, and thank you...
xxemobaby123 2 years ago
when you're batteling with an ED people just say eat and dosen't it hurt's to always be hungry ? And you just no, because it's when you're hungry it hurts, people with ED starve and that doesn't hurt...
MsAliceWoods 2 years ago
Sometimes I feel so alone and I never thought that a song so beautiful could explain how I really feel.
Denial is a hard thing to overcome but facing it is the best way.
Thankyou for this song:)
Freedom4songs 2 years ago
Freedom4songs:you are not alone...you are suffering like so many out there....bravo for facing your ED; you have taken the amazingly hard first step. keep fighting. you can do it....I know you can.
4everHelper 2 years ago 2
my name is sophie
n im super duper skinny
and sooo much girls are prettier dan me!
and my bff is the prettiest girl alive
and sometimes
im lost
and sometimes wanna give up
SophieBofie 2 years ago
@sophibofie: it breaks my heart that you sometimes want to give up...plz don't...don't lose hope. plz seek help & support, from professionals and loving people. talk to me if it might help....I know ED is hell, but you can walk away, slowly...
4everHelper 2 years ago 3
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thats nothing im lycanthropic
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i believe you
FantasyWolfHowl 2 years ago
My name is Sophie and i don't eat. I discovered this song few minutes ago and right now, i'm totally crying.
TheSixtineb 2 years ago