So uhm I think I'm at stage four but the thing is I can make myself stop but I want to go back to it again. I'm also suicidle though. I can't really split a vein but I'm pretty sure I've gotten close. So uhm where am I exactly?
In a small way, I know what you're going through, because I'm an over-eater. I have had it under control for over 2 years now, but it's still hard not to go back to doing it again. It looks SO easy to just go back to it, rather than find other ways to deal with whatever the situation is. Most likely, you know this already, but large amounts of comfort food is like a knife or a razor to me, and is also a form of self-harm. My point is just to let you know that you aren't alone. ROCK ON!!!
please help me inu499!!! u seem like someone who understands!! i tried my friends but they didn't help...or listen!!! i tried suicide but was stopped in time. and im about to do it again!!!!! i just want someone to listen to me...
i was between 5 and 6 not too long ago. i skipped to 7 but the therapy didnt help at all. now im stuck on 8. for anyone who hasn't cut or is just starting to cut, please stop. it hurts yourself more than words ever could. i got to the point where i needed a few stitches but never got them because i was scared. now its a wierd ugly scar. just dont do it. its not an effective way to deal with things. because soon, it wont be enough and youll turn to other worse things to cope believe me.
@IronXXXMaiden1 heey umm stfu and leave him alone you are the reason he is cutting, everryone, everyone who hurts his feelings, he has no other way to get rid of the pain! Just fuck off and leave the poor guy alone... Go grow some ;D
i find myself inbetween stage 3 and 6 and a half. I find myself severly depressed and am also currently tring to seek help but this battle is so vary hard and often feels like it is a losing one but I try to find a reason to keep living even though at times I feel all hope is lost. I would like to thank you on your video and the courage it took to make it.
I guess you could call me stage 2. I've SI for a yearish now, but only ever bled the first time last night. I'm at the point where it doesn't hurt anymore, so I get nothing from it, but am too scared to try any further at this point.
@rawrLexy0727 technically, hes a guy, but i agree he does need help with his self injury. if you see his newest video, over 2 years after this one it says that he got help and hes improving alot.
srh76havoc: you're really going to sit there and say that he looks like a faggot? After all year videos he's put up. Have you really listened to one and actually thought about what point he is trying to get across to people like us?(cutters) and people who feel the need to cut? Seriously you're doing nothing but making the situation worse.
*tells you not to, and it feels shitty and you want to ignore it, but when your not worrying about your high maintenance wounds you feel pretty successful(:
I'm trying to stop by myself, yet again but planning on going to get help cause its been 5 years since i started and i feel i need medical help and then try and stop again.
psssht self injury is my life o_o no self injury no life that's just it...i stop for on day and get the worst feeling of emotional pain o_o im trapped behind a fake smile and can not find no damn way OUT!it drives me crazy seriously to be honest to my self i have no way out o_o ive already sunken into depression i cant sleep and i cant eat o_o sometimes i feel sad and alone and i dont know why sometimes im laughing and i rlly do feel happy but inside my heart is telling me im not o_o i
@4568goodgirl been there done that i made it out alive and im only 12, the only time i felt anything in the day that wasnt depression was excitment when i was getting home so i could cut, i developed cronic insomnia and i woke up about 8 times a night and i couldnt eat and i couldnt even control what i was thinking about or doing i was on the verge of breaking but i still made it out and i have like no will power you can do it
i'm at stage 10!! and i'm soooo proud!! but i will admit that i still think about it sometimes.. but what else can i expect? have been cutting since i was about 12 and didnt stop untill i was almost 23 (im 24 now).. i have also been at a psychiatric hospital for many years.. and i've had over 100 SERIOUS suicide attempts.. my arms look like hell.. but it's a part of me.. and fortunately it doesn't say anything about where i am now.. only where i have been! ;)
No 1 You're amazing! 2. I'm at an 8, I was a 9 for a while and then went back to S.I for 2 years, stopped again and now I'm at an 8 (I S.H'd again about 7 months ago so I'm not quite a 9 again but I will be...I have to be and need to be for my partner, I don't want to hurt her). I got so close to my vein n I shit myself but that didn't stop me. I started at 14 and am 27 now so I know how hard it is to get help/stop and be free from S.I. Feel free to message if you ever wan't to chat :) xoxo
I take adderall. Are you saying ADHD is bad? It wasn't being rude I was giving my opinion dont get mad at me for that I have noo problem with him at all
im at stage 4, but im getting help now, before i split a vein. im scared im gonna cut too deep. my mom knows my fear of that, and shes really supportive, so is my crush. i have to stop before stage 5. and i love Melissa xD her videos are amazing.
i wish i looked like u lol but im sorry u ever started....once u start its extremly hard to start...i havent stopped so i would know ive tried many times but it never worked even tho sometimes it got to about a month
Im sorry for the mean things i said i guess i was a lil harsh and i am sorry. good luck with what you are doing and i hope you get better i understand ur pain im going thru some shit too.
Not gonna lie, I always used to think that people who did this were complete faggots. But then I fell in love with this girl (first girl I've ever ACTUALLY loved) and I saw scars and shit on her wrists and it just fucking shocked me...idfk what to do, and i didn't know she had any problems and I really do fuckin love this kiid...shittss fuuckked upp...
sure am a fuckin redneck better get that damn strait. i dont give a fuck bout constructing a sentence either and my cuzins cunt haha ur funny fuckin retard. no sir how old r u like 12? "oh i hate life and cut myself" fuckin pussy
@kundinger101 Im 12 and i SH. Screw off good sir. Its not like that. We are not "Pussies". Dont speak until you are the one watching the blood trickle down off your skin and you are the one sliding the blade across your body.
@kundinger101 Well then we cut for different reasons. I am not suicidal in anyway. Maybe posting youtube videos is his way of asking for help. Maybe he wants to help other people. And in what way is this "happy bodily waste"? It is merely the movement of pitcures to create the illusion of movement.
@NineTails1133 Its whatever i understand what hes going thru ive been goin thru some shit too. but not cutting myself just contemplating scuicide again..
I'm in stage 4 at the moment, I want to get help. I've already told my dad, and a few close friends that are my age. I should tell someone else but I'm scared that it won't help and that it's just going to escalate. You are a strong and beautiful person. Don't listen to what anyone else says different xø
@43v3rafter you sir are a homo. and need to quit being a stupid pussy listen to some country go muddin n have some fun live life stop masturbating 24/7 there ya go life lesson
@43v3rafter are you fucking serious. "shut you butt asshole" are we 10 and go ur not a homo?? are you fucking kidding me i have never seen more of a homo than you retarded ass hair and girly ass shirts you are a fag thats all there is to it.
@kundinger101 You Know Wut Go Fuck Ur Mom All Ur Sayin' Is BullShit I'm An Emo Yush ^.^ And I'm Proud And I'm Bi But U ... Are Teh Faggest MotherFucker I've Ever Heard So Stop Talkin' Like An Old Mama :)
@43v3rafter no you are full on gay you like dick in your butt bisexual doesnt exsist thing is you love dick with a side of pussy sometimes so fuck yourself emo yush...fag quit acting like a lil bitch if i knew u id kick your ass
@kundinger101 Shut the fuck up. How dare you say that to @43v3rafter . You are fucking stupid if you think that that is acceptable. You're probably the weakest person in the world,and you wouldn't kick anyone's ass. You're lower than everyone if you think giving out homophobia and threats online is hardcore,cause you're just a pussy ;)
@pinkylaurajane122 you shut the fuck up too ya fuckin pussy if you think gay ass shit like this is acceptable fucking cutting urself and looking like a fuckin homo there ya go faggit. i dont think anything on the internet is hardcore either dumbass n i guess i am what i eat ;D
@kundinger101 Did I ever say I thought it was ok? And yeah,I'm the hardcore one,because I use proper grammar and thing called ~spelling correctly~. You're probably a 14 year old cunt anyway.
@pinkylaurajane122 naw bro actually 17 in Michigan so there and fuck grammer ur on the computer its not like your writing a letter so there. Hardcore yea completely dipshit. n you call me a cunt well i guess its just another name for something i get on a regular basis
@kundinger101 OOOH! Michigan! That explains it! You're a fucking idiot red-neck! Now I understand your arrogance, apparent lack of education,and ignorance. Does it sound like I'm writing a letter? At least I can properly construct sentences. And yeah,the only cunts you get is your cousin's.
SI is usually different for everyone, so I'm not sure these stages work entirely, or why people are saying what stages they're on, unless of course their SI coincides with yours, because I believe this a personal thing. Some people split veins the first time they try it, and some never do (but that doesn't minimize the emotional severity).
Im going on stage four :/ i want to stop but its really hard. By the way youre really awesome and this helped me alot thank you. Im going to try my best to stop
I'm on 4 and praying that I don't split a vein coz that wud scare the crap out of me and it is so addictive I don't want to get to stage 5 but I want help :/ I cut my hips every night coz nobody can see them and swimsuits cover them and when I did my wrists everyone cud see and I idk it's just hard:(
ur super duper cute <3 yea i get bullied at school. I live in an area where everyone is very cookie cutter perfect and everybody knows me as the little bad emo girl. Becuase i am involved in probation and the court system im not allowed to hangout with rele anybody anymore. Because the way i look parents dont like me and becuase i slef harm and have suicidle thoughts my dad and brother makes fun of me alot of times...i only have one frend that im allowed to hang out with
Im at stage 5 .. But i still feel like i can stop, i didnt cut for like 2 weeks now.. I tried to replace the cutting for drinking things that are addictive (didnt work) but people.. Try to talk with some one, a good friend, family or even a stranger (u'll never see him again right).. It really works cause i stopped for a year.. And then i started again but thats a whole different story
idk if it's good or bad but i'm at stage 4 and then i skiped to stage 8 every now and again i relapse and go back to stage 4 no matter what i always end up at stages 4 and 8 and i hope to god (if he's real) i don't hit stage 5 and 6 again idk it's like a never ending circle for me
ok ppl cut not cuz they want attention but some ppl feel that the with the blood goes the pain and some ppl wanna punnish themself some ppl are suisidal and some ppl just wanna feel something
How am I attention seeking for self harming ? I self harm in areas that you don't generally see , no one knew I self harmed till i was reaching up to pull the projector screen down for my teachers and my top went up and showed my back / stomach for my whole class to see . -.-
How is hiding parts of your body due to being terrified of people making stupid ass comments , attention seeking ?
even if no one can see your injuries you still do it for self pity hoping that one day someone sees your scars and go like: "oh poor kid, he's suffering a lot". So in the end, you just want attention
self harm isnt always like that i mean if u get mad and punch a way thats self harm as well and the scars of cutting most real cutters keep it a secret if u do it for attention u do it in places people will see. life sucks for alot of people everyone has there own way of coping with emotional pain and it gets changed into physical pain when ur a cutter sometimes u cant even feel it and when u finally feel something it reminds u that ur alive and u feel in control of life again.
when you cut yourself you only are showing that you have a deep hatred for yourself and have a very low self esteem. Acting that way will get you nowhere in life. If you are in a state of ermotional pain, seek for professional help instead of bitching on the internet about how "life sucks".
because instead of seeking help they just do it so that people go like "oh poor kid he/she is suffering a lot" In reality they just want attention, wich is pathetic!
Okay, so to all the people who say, self harmers are attentions seekers, FUCK YOU, IF YOU KNEW HALF THE SHIT WE FEEL, THEN YOU UNDERSTAND WHY THE FUCK WE DO IT. mmk? sick bastards
+ just ignore the shit people say, I've had people tell me to slit my wrists when im at school. they're just heartless. Stay strong x
@Thebrujo1986 Again, I hate the attention I get from this. I honestly wear a jacket all year round unless I'm at home. But even then I have to hide it. But I have stopped so my mom will not put me in a mental hospital. Now all i have is scars if you go to my videos there is a picture of my arm. But it's on there to serve a purpose.
@Thebrujo1986 only cutters understand and lucky for me im not one and i dont see the point of hurting myself over pain but im not a total ass so i try to understand that there are communities of people that have things in common and only they understand eachother
So uhm I think I'm at stage four but the thing is I can make myself stop but I want to go back to it again. I'm also suicidle though. I can't really split a vein but I'm pretty sure I've gotten close. So uhm where am I exactly?
xXScarlettMistRoseXx 1 day ago
hi im at stage 4 does that mean im definatly going to go to stage 5
williambeezley1998 1 day ago
I'm stage 5 nooooooo I want help but at t same time I don't want help :'(
XxdahvieXxo 2 days ago
Im stage 3 /:
XxmissdanierandomxX 6 days ago
Stage 7
FunnyLittleGuitarist 1 week ago
im at 4.....
JocelynGore 1 week ago
In a small way, I know what you're going through, because I'm an over-eater. I have had it under control for over 2 years now, but it's still hard not to go back to doing it again. It looks SO easy to just go back to it, rather than find other ways to deal with whatever the situation is. Most likely, you know this already, but large amounts of comfort food is like a knife or a razor to me, and is also a form of self-harm. My point is just to let you know that you aren't alone. ROCK ON!!!
aelitalyokowarrior7 1 week ago
at point 7 already for years
kiiddycandy 1 week ago
im at 7...or trying to be at 7>_<
Lolikooly 1 week ago
im at stage 4
princesspunkemo1111 2 weeks ago
are you anorexic? your thin body is now my thinspiration.
princesspunkemo1111 2 weeks ago
I m=am at stage 4 almost stage 5
XxdahvieXxo 2 weeks ago
im at stage 6.5 but i dont want ppl thinking im crazy
thereisreasontolive 2 weeks ago
stage 7 ................... and cant stop
wierdbabydancer 3 weeks ago
3.
xionandroxas98 3 weeks ago
@jailbreaker341 don't post idiotic, derogitory comments. don't post idiotic derogitory comments. Don't post idiotic, derrogitory coments.
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jailbreaker341 3 weeks ago
@jailbreaker341 You. Are an asshole.
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Mirandashome 3 weeks ago
@jailbreaker341 shut the fuck up...!!
gothcoconut 2 weeks ago
please help me inu499!!! u seem like someone who understands!! i tried my friends but they didn't help...or listen!!! i tried suicide but was stopped in time. and im about to do it again!!!!! i just want someone to listen to me...
bakacheshireneko 3 weeks ago
Stage 3....
GlitterxBabeex 3 weeks ago
Got to stage 6 and knew I needed to quit.
So yeah guess I'm at 8 then. 4 months free now.
98DarkAngel 3 weeks ago
1 3 5 6 7 and I'm stuck
GabbriellaGrave 3 weeks ago
5...
xXftwwwXx 3 weeks ago
i was between 5 and 6 not too long ago. i skipped to 7 but the therapy didnt help at all. now im stuck on 8. for anyone who hasn't cut or is just starting to cut, please stop. it hurts yourself more than words ever could. i got to the point where i needed a few stitches but never got them because i was scared. now its a wierd ugly scar. just dont do it. its not an effective way to deal with things. because soon, it wont be enough and youll turn to other worse things to cope believe me.
sk8rgirl467 3 weeks ago
I guess I'm at two
Mashumaro99 3 weeks ago
I kinda started at 1 and then went to 4. I regret it now...
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3-idiot
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5- idiot
6-idiot
7- idiot
8- almost dead idiot
9- recovering idiot
10- oops you died.
IronXXXMaiden1 4 weeks ago
@IronXXXMaiden1 heey umm stfu and leave him alone you are the reason he is cutting, everryone, everyone who hurts his feelings, he has no other way to get rid of the pain! Just fuck off and leave the poor guy alone... Go grow some ;D
courtzandmorgz123 3 weeks ago
@courtzandmorgz123
HE?
wtfffff
and if "he" cares that much about what a random person says then "he" doesnt deserve to live.
IronXXXMaiden1 3 weeks ago
i find myself inbetween stage 3 and 6 and a half. I find myself severly depressed and am also currently tring to seek help but this battle is so vary hard and often feels like it is a losing one but I try to find a reason to keep living even though at times I feel all hope is lost. I would like to thank you on your video and the courage it took to make it.
maddog112483 1 month ago
I guess you could call me stage 2. I've SI for a yearish now, but only ever bled the first time last night. I'm at the point where it doesn't hurt anymore, so I get nothing from it, but am too scared to try any further at this point.
anw97 1 month ago
everybody just fucking stop with these bad cutting comments so what i mean wow they look like they might it doesnt mean they do
thesomethingtalkshow 1 month ago
you fucking stupid bitch man/woman self cutting cunt whore
GregSolomonJr 1 month ago
@GregSolomonJr wow that is so rude she needs help and shes a verry good person!
rawrLexy0727 1 month ago
@rawrLexy0727 technically, hes a guy, but i agree he does need help with his self injury. if you see his newest video, over 2 years after this one it says that he got help and hes improving alot.
sk8rgirl467 3 weeks ago
im just wondering im not trying to be rude or anything but are you a girl or a boy
terdprincess123 1 month ago
Dose any one know if she has another account that she still dose videos on if so coment on it
beastyboy706 1 month ago
ur cute :D i have that problem but lil bitches tell so i go to dis person who tries to help me and ppl stop saying hes a fag fuck you guys
LittleMissMachete27 1 month ago
When people call you a fag they just mean..
Fantastic
Above average
Guy
Lol keep it positive :)
ButtFlyandChonchie 1 month ago
its sorta funny how the video is 9:11
TheMask90041 1 month ago
@TheMask90041 Right. Because 9/11 and self injury are both totally funny, bro.
wolferdog 1 month ago
@wolferdog i cant say one fucking thing ever
TheMask90041 1 month ago
srh76havoc: you're really going to sit there and say that he looks like a faggot? After all year videos he's put up. Have you really listened to one and actually thought about what point he is trying to get across to people like us?(cutters) and people who feel the need to cut? Seriously you're doing nothing but making the situation worse.
HelloKittly13 1 month ago
a little adhd??? you keep getting sidetracked!!! i couldn't even concentrate on it! sorry luv
wanastopbeingemo 1 month ago
"light faded grey...SHIT." hahaha my favorite part. :P
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YOU LOOK LIKE A FAG
srh76havoc 1 month ago
*tells you not to, and it feels shitty and you want to ignore it, but when your not worrying about your high maintenance wounds you feel pretty successful(:
Devilsbaby34 2 months ago
Stage 8 1/2 the urge is so strong when anything hurts you, all you want to do is cut, but something in your mind tel
Devilsbaby34 2 months ago
Love ur hair!!!
TheMegabigbear 2 months ago
I love your hair!! (:
Cadymariestrickland1 2 months ago
i've been trying to stop self injuring myself..but i see it as just punishment for myself:/ lost my hearing that way'.'
Lolikooly 2 months ago in playlist Liked videos
(:<33
AyeAtheena 2 months ago
It seems I have been skipping between #4 and #8 for quite some time now. I've always been pretty indecisive :) Nice video, too!
BloodAndRainbows13 2 months ago
You are cute. and i agree with you.
billiewly 2 months ago
I'm trying to stop by myself, yet again but planning on going to get help cause its been 5 years since i started and i feel i need medical help and then try and stop again.
Oh and i think you're amazing.
ninja7821 2 months ago
You are amazing.
BAnime13 2 months ago
i was at 4 a year ago, i stopped, thought i was better, started again, and still haven't left stage 4.
KilljoyParade 2 months ago
Your videos are amazing more people should do what you do people who take this like a joke realy need to get a clue
beastyboy706 2 months ago
psssht self injury is my life o_o no self injury no life that's just it...i stop for on day and get the worst feeling of emotional pain o_o im trapped behind a fake smile and can not find no damn way OUT!it drives me crazy seriously to be honest to my self i have no way out o_o ive already sunken into depression i cant sleep and i cant eat o_o sometimes i feel sad and alone and i dont know why sometimes im laughing and i rlly do feel happy but inside my heart is telling me im not o_o i
4568goodgirl 2 months ago
@4568goodgirl been there done that i made it out alive and im only 12, the only time i felt anything in the day that wasnt depression was excitment when i was getting home so i could cut, i developed cronic insomnia and i woke up about 8 times a night and i couldnt eat and i couldnt even control what i was thinking about or doing i was on the verge of breaking but i still made it out and i have like no will power you can do it
METALLOVEx 2 months ago
4. No further.
TheEmmington 2 months ago
stage 6
BethMawgan5 2 months ago
stage 6
matttacticnintendo1 2 months ago
i'm at stage 10!! and i'm soooo proud!! but i will admit that i still think about it sometimes.. but what else can i expect? have been cutting since i was about 12 and didnt stop untill i was almost 23 (im 24 now).. i have also been at a psychiatric hospital for many years.. and i've had over 100 SERIOUS suicide attempts.. my arms look like hell.. but it's a part of me.. and fortunately it doesn't say anything about where i am now.. only where i have been! ;)
lillemailen 2 months ago
@lillemailen I love you .
xXMissFantastic 2 months ago
Currently at stage 4 but almost at stage 5 (vein spliting) D;
AngryMonkiie 2 months ago
Still waiting for step 8 to happen. But I know it will never come without step 7. Damn..
8DFahren 2 months ago
Stage 4
TheJesssk 2 months ago
Stage 8. Struggled with stage 4&5 for awhile. Stage 6 scared the shit out of me and pushed me into stage 7. I'm 5 months "clean"
Rigormarole 2 months ago
Yer so cute :3 nd wow that's so sweet he u made a video of this nd it seems like u care so much
OrgasmicSkittlez 2 months ago
stage- 3 i dont want stage 5
ause4life 2 months ago
Stage 4.
Gh0stinthesnow 3 months ago
You should really put a warning in the title...(triggering)
Jaybiealways 3 months ago
Stage 6
XxMandy14xX 3 months ago
No 1 You're amazing! 2. I'm at an 8, I was a 9 for a while and then went back to S.I for 2 years, stopped again and now I'm at an 8 (I S.H'd again about 7 months ago so I'm not quite a 9 again but I will be...I have to be and need to be for my partner, I don't want to hurt her). I got so close to my vein n I shit myself but that didn't stop me. I started at 14 and am 27 now so I know how hard it is to get help/stop and be free from S.I. Feel free to message if you ever wan't to chat :) xoxo
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MisGagaloomad3biatch 3 months ago
Omg you are a amazing!?!?! -3
MegaSceneDiamonds 3 months ago
@xxhaileyraexx
I take adderall. Are you saying ADHD is bad? It wasn't being rude I was giving my opinion dont get mad at me for that I have noo problem with him at all
beliberfever1 3 months ago
im at stage 4, but im getting help now, before i split a vein. im scared im gonna cut too deep. my mom knows my fear of that, and shes really supportive, so is my crush. i have to stop before stage 5. and i love Melissa xD her videos are amazing.
Kafez120 3 months ago
Im either at stage 3,4 or 5
EmokittyRockz 3 months ago
im either at stage 1 or 2
MovieMakerGirli33 3 months ago
I need a hand with something on this. HELP!
henvdemon 3 months ago
@henvdemon message me whenever you need it, i used to do it but i'm clean.
marissaleahy 3 months ago
i wish i looked like u lol but im sorry u ever started....once u start its extremly hard to start...i havent stopped so i would know ive tried many times but it never worked even tho sometimes it got to about a month
chaosrenome 3 months ago
This boy is alshome but hes cnt focus he needs some adderal
beliberfever1 3 months ago
@beliberfever1
do have any idea how rude that was?!
xxhaileyraexx 3 months ago
Your fit (: if you dont mind me saying!
shinelikethesun2011 3 months ago
Im sorry for the mean things i said i guess i was a lil harsh and i am sorry. good luck with what you are doing and i hope you get better i understand ur pain im going thru some shit too.
kundinger101 3 months ago
=u = So cute.
tiamira 3 months ago
ARE YOU A DUDE?
Heime101 3 months ago 2
@Heime101 look for an atoms apple.
OldSerpentOfSin 3 months ago
Not gonna lie, I always used to think that people who did this were complete faggots. But then I fell in love with this girl (first girl I've ever ACTUALLY loved) and I saw scars and shit on her wrists and it just fucking shocked me...idfk what to do, and i didn't know she had any problems and I really do fuckin love this kiid...shittss fuuckked upp...
BloodxOfxBlack 3 months ago
i think your very brave i love youe vids btw!!xx
batwings112009 3 months ago
I actually find you very inspiring and i absolutely love you!
loveyouthenme 3 months ago
sure am a fuckin redneck better get that damn strait. i dont give a fuck bout constructing a sentence either and my cuzins cunt haha ur funny fuckin retard. no sir how old r u like 12? "oh i hate life and cut myself" fuckin pussy
kundinger101 4 months ago
@kundinger101 Im 12 and i SH. Screw off good sir. Its not like that. We are not "Pussies". Dont speak until you are the one watching the blood trickle down off your skin and you are the one sliding the blade across your body.
NineTails1133 3 months ago
@NineTails1133 i have done it soo?? still want to die afterwards doesnt mean i make a big deal over it and post gay shit on youtube so fuck off pussy
kundinger101 3 months ago
@kundinger101 Well then we cut for different reasons. I am not suicidal in anyway. Maybe posting youtube videos is his way of asking for help. Maybe he wants to help other people. And in what way is this "happy bodily waste"? It is merely the movement of pitcures to create the illusion of movement.
NineTails1133 3 months ago
@NineTails1133 yea i know what you mean mabey i was a little harsh.
kundinger101 3 months ago
@kundinger101 yea.
NineTails1133 3 months ago
@NineTails1133 Its whatever i understand what hes going thru ive been goin thru some shit too. but not cutting myself just contemplating scuicide again..
kundinger101 3 months ago
I'm in stage 4 at the moment, I want to get help. I've already told my dad, and a few close friends that are my age. I should tell someone else but I'm scared that it won't help and that it's just going to escalate. You are a strong and beautiful person. Don't listen to what anyone else says different xø
BatteryUrgency 4 months ago
i like your hair like that :)
MegaMandy151 4 months ago
My status: Stage 4. Hiding them. Stopped cutting temporarily for social reasons and school reasons.
ChrisyJ1 4 months ago
oh wow ur a fucking fag go ahead report me i dont give a shit. hahah
kundinger101 4 months ago
@kundinger101 You Fuckin' Dumbass Don't Give A Shit What If That Was U ? I Tryed It Now I Can't Stop So Shut Up ! *_*
43v3rafter 4 months ago
@43v3rafter you sir are a homo. and need to quit being a stupid pussy listen to some country go muddin n have some fun live life stop masturbating 24/7 there ya go life lesson
kundinger101 4 months ago
@kundinger101 U Lil Bitch I'm Not A Homo Cuz I Fucked Ur Mom Yesterday Well, Shut Ur Butt Asswhole
Now It's Ur Lesson
43v3rafter 4 months ago
@43v3rafter are you fucking serious. "shut you butt asshole" are we 10 and go ur not a homo?? are you fucking kidding me i have never seen more of a homo than you retarded ass hair and girly ass shirts you are a fag thats all there is to it.
kundinger101 4 months ago
@kundinger101 You Know Wut Go Fuck Ur Mom All Ur Sayin' Is BullShit I'm An Emo Yush ^.^ And I'm Proud And I'm Bi But U ... Are Teh Faggest MotherFucker I've Ever Heard So Stop Talkin' Like An Old Mama :)
43v3rafter 4 months ago
@43v3rafter no you are full on gay you like dick in your butt bisexual doesnt exsist thing is you love dick with a side of pussy sometimes so fuck yourself emo yush...fag quit acting like a lil bitch if i knew u id kick your ass
kundinger101 4 months ago
@kundinger101 I Am Proud Of Being Who I Am *_*
43v3rafter 4 months ago
@kundinger101 Shut the fuck up. How dare you say that to @43v3rafter . You are fucking stupid if you think that that is acceptable. You're probably the weakest person in the world,and you wouldn't kick anyone's ass. You're lower than everyone if you think giving out homophobia and threats online is hardcore,cause you're just a pussy ;)
pinkylaurajane122 4 months ago
@pinkylaurajane122 you shut the fuck up too ya fuckin pussy if you think gay ass shit like this is acceptable fucking cutting urself and looking like a fuckin homo there ya go faggit. i dont think anything on the internet is hardcore either dumbass n i guess i am what i eat ;D
kundinger101 4 months ago
@kundinger101 Did I ever say I thought it was ok? And yeah,I'm the hardcore one,because I use proper grammar and thing called ~spelling correctly~. You're probably a 14 year old cunt anyway.
pinkylaurajane122 4 months ago
@pinkylaurajane122 naw bro actually 17 in Michigan so there and fuck grammer ur on the computer its not like your writing a letter so there. Hardcore yea completely dipshit. n you call me a cunt well i guess its just another name for something i get on a regular basis
kundinger101 4 months ago
@kundinger101 OOOH! Michigan! That explains it! You're a fucking idiot red-neck! Now I understand your arrogance, apparent lack of education,and ignorance. Does it sound like I'm writing a letter? At least I can properly construct sentences. And yeah,the only cunts you get is your cousin's.
pinkylaurajane122 4 months ago
im at 10.. cant forget it when i see my arm:(, regret before you get to umm.. 1 >.<
it will make your life worse, what if you get older and your childs ask you? ;_;
linktxc 4 months ago
Youre adorable :3 and i'm in stage 4-5 but it hurts to cate the wane :/ byt..i still try....
Death98Eangel 4 months ago
SI is usually different for everyone, so I'm not sure these stages work entirely, or why people are saying what stages they're on, unless of course their SI coincides with yours, because I believe this a personal thing. Some people split veins the first time they try it, and some never do (but that doesn't minimize the emotional severity).
FollyxXxFallen 4 months ago
Stage 3 leaning on 4
xSilencehurtsx 4 months ago
awe -hugs-
AN1MALG2G6 4 months ago
I'm at 5... fuck...
KokoroAiNeko 5 months ago
im stage 3... i completely agree with you:/ people who mock self injury are disgusting. this video made me wanna hug you <3
SnakebiteBunny 5 months ago
your cute !
rosesrred206 5 months ago
Wow he's super cute!!!
codybiebsluvXD 5 months ago
Im going on stage four :/ i want to stop but its really hard. By the way youre really awesome and this helped me alot thank you. Im going to try my best to stop
haille0598 5 months ago
1. Your adorable! :D 2. I love your hair(:
ClandestineGirl16X 5 months ago
just got to stage four
courtney1264 5 months ago
i cut al the way caross my parm last night
AbbiMerCullen 5 months ago
lol checking you hair out in the cam
peacewolf99 5 months ago
Right I just got to stage 4. I'm hoping that I get help before stage 5, but you never know.
wswolf12 6 months ago
I'm on 4 and praying that I don't split a vein coz that wud scare the crap out of me and it is so addictive I don't want to get to stage 5 but I want help :/ I cut my hips every night coz nobody can see them and swimsuits cover them and when I did my wrists everyone cud see and I idk it's just hard:(
skysweetskysweetmy 6 months ago
im on stage 6 </3
pain2797 6 months ago
ur super duper cute <3 yea i get bullied at school. I live in an area where everyone is very cookie cutter perfect and everybody knows me as the little bad emo girl. Becuase i am involved in probation and the court system im not allowed to hangout with rele anybody anymore. Because the way i look parents dont like me and becuase i slef harm and have suicidle thoughts my dad and brother makes fun of me alot of times...i only have one frend that im allowed to hang out with
xXscreamOHloverXx 6 months ago
your beautiful <3
superalex381 6 months ago
This has been flagged as spam show
There is no fucking stages, self injury is self injury if you hurt your body...
It's like you people are in a contest, who is worse...
Im a self harmer, and i do not participate in this contest...
Helx94 6 months ago
Stage 1 stop!
V!$0
1dot999999 6 months ago
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Helx94 7 months ago 2
Im at stage 5 .. But i still feel like i can stop, i didnt cut for like 2 weeks now.. I tried to replace the cutting for drinking things that are addictive (didnt work) but people.. Try to talk with some one, a good friend, family or even a stranger (u'll never see him again right).. It really works cause i stopped for a year.. And then i started again but thats a whole different story
kayleighjamiesiobhan 7 months ago
im on stage 5, im getting close to stage 6 i think
mythicman4545 7 months ago
any one know any one to help mee stop cutting?
MrMatthew6789 7 months ago
idk if it's good or bad but i'm at stage 4 and then i skiped to stage 8 every now and again i relapse and go back to stage 4 no matter what i always end up at stages 4 and 8 and i hope to god (if he's real) i don't hit stage 5 and 6 again idk it's like a never ending circle for me
dropxdeadxbarbie123 7 months ago
ug i need to stop this cutting ill try not to go to step 5
MrMatthew6789 7 months ago
right now i am at stage 2
MrMatthew6789 7 months ago
ok ppl cut not cuz they want attention but some ppl feel that the with the blood goes the pain and some ppl wanna punnish themself some ppl are suisidal and some ppl just wanna feel something
mtdewbabe 7 months ago
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mythicman4545 7 months ago
How am I attention seeking for self harming ? I self harm in areas that you don't generally see , no one knew I self harmed till i was reaching up to pull the projector screen down for my teachers and my top went up and showed my back / stomach for my whole class to see . -.-
How is hiding parts of your body due to being terrified of people making stupid ass comments , attention seeking ?
CandyCaneVomit 8 months ago
@CandyCaneVomit
even if no one can see your injuries you still do it for self pity hoping that one day someone sees your scars and go like: "oh poor kid, he's suffering a lot". So in the end, you just want attention
Thebrujo1986 8 months ago
@Thebrujo1986
self harm isnt always like that i mean if u get mad and punch a way thats self harm as well and the scars of cutting most real cutters keep it a secret if u do it for attention u do it in places people will see. life sucks for alot of people everyone has there own way of coping with emotional pain and it gets changed into physical pain when ur a cutter sometimes u cant even feel it and when u finally feel something it reminds u that ur alive and u feel in control of life again.
cassandraschoullis 8 months ago
@cassandraschoullis
when you cut yourself you only are showing that you have a deep hatred for yourself and have a very low self esteem. Acting that way will get you nowhere in life. If you are in a state of ermotional pain, seek for professional help instead of bitching on the internet about how "life sucks".
Thebrujo1986 8 months ago
@Thebrujo1986 not all cutters have low self esteem. Sometimes we just have to cut to let out bottled up emotions or sometimes to just feel human :/
sabsandkate 8 months ago
because instead of seeking help they just do it so that people go like "oh poor kid he/she is suffering a lot" In reality they just want attention, wich is pathetic!
Thebrujo1986 8 months ago
i'm at stage 2 and terrified but for some reason i can't stop
i just wanna shout for help
HELP
thedudsonette 8 months ago
@thedudsonette same here
MrMatthew6789 7 months ago
@MrMatthew6789 i have moved to step 3
thedudsonette 7 months ago
@thedudsonette same
MrMatthew6789 7 months ago
Okay, so to all the people who say, self harmers are attentions seekers, FUCK YOU, IF YOU KNEW HALF THE SHIT WE FEEL, THEN YOU UNDERSTAND WHY THE FUCK WE DO IT. mmk? sick bastards
+ just ignore the shit people say, I've had people tell me to slit my wrists when im at school. they're just heartless. Stay strong x
ScarsBehindTheSmile 8 months ago
people who self cut are attention seeking whores, period!
Thebrujo1986 8 months ago
@Thebrujo1986 fuck you! I fucking hate the attention i get from it! I'm not a whore!
babbyyyyiloveyou 8 months ago
@babbyyyyiloveyou
yes, you are an attention seeking whore!
Thebrujo1986 8 months ago
@Thebrujo1986 why do you think of her in that way?
thedudsonette 8 months ago
@thedudsonette
because all cutters are attention seeking whotes!
Thebrujo1986 8 months ago
@Thebrujo1986 why do you think that
thedudsonette 8 months ago
@Thebrujo1986 Again, I hate the attention I get from this. I honestly wear a jacket all year round unless I'm at home. But even then I have to hide it. But I have stopped so my mom will not put me in a mental hospital. Now all i have is scars if you go to my videos there is a picture of my arm. But it's on there to serve a purpose.
babbyyyyiloveyou 8 months ago
@Thebrujo1986 only cutters understand and lucky for me im not one and i dont see the point of hurting myself over pain but im not a total ass so i try to understand that there are communities of people that have things in common and only they understand eachother
cassandraschoullis 8 months ago
@babbyyyyiloveyou don't listen they don't understand i do i'll tell him
thedudsonette 8 months ago
i like ur shirt
littlelambproductful 8 months ago
Stage 4. /:
Wolfgurls 8 months ago
i'll be at stage 5 soon...
JamieTheBlondeChick 8 months ago
hmm ;\ Im not going to share mine
HollieJessicaa 8 months ago