'My Never' Breaking Dawn Concert Series, NYC Justin Furstenfeld

[emilierainey]

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[crusher10k]

why do ppl feel sad for jacob?.. al least he imprinted on renesmee

[kEcKs02]

TEAM JACOB ALL THE WAY <3

nice song it fits so well :(

my poor jake

[ihottimami]

im realyy like dead CRAYIN cuz i feel bad for jacob wow im lik really sad TEAM EDWARD but wow JACOB SORRY

[rybear220]

Thanks for uploading! I was there, crammed in with all the Team Edwards and Jacobs. I screamed "Yeah Team Edward" before it started...started all the chanting, lol.

[AlexGlossyNails]

wow.. im totaly a TEAM EDWARD ALL THE WAY GIRL .. but i kinda feel bad for jacob.. but i mean he got his happiness too.. no like he wanted it to be but he got it .. :( .. anyways thank u so much for the vid i really liked it ..this is my first time i listen to this song and its very wonderful and sad at the same time. but it was great .. thanks .. :D

[gabiximenes]

I'm Team Edward too but listen this song make me fell bad for jacob.

[punkpij]

I love this song, it's so beautiful

[Gabrielle261]

I was there for this, and by the end there wasn't a dry eye in the house. :) The power of music.

[swimxchic]

the best version of the song that I could find.

you can't hear the "I LOVE EDWARD" part XD

Thanks for posting! :))

[itsmejennilind]

Thanks! Glad you liked it. :)

[sparrowlady68]

man it sad. it suit well jacob song

[crashysmashydiedie]

Totally team Jacob over here Bella should have totally picked him

[heartbreakdanceX]

I SO went to that event. Love, a girl on her sister's username. <3

[OhMyAM]

It's so funny how my best friend is the one causeing all these comments about the "ILOVEEDWARD" Thing. lmfaoooo.

[cocomoe20]

Omg the twilight guy is like 4 people under me ahhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaa:) omg omg....

but anyway's I love this video

[83starbuck]

This was so not written for Jacob. Are you kidding this was written for Justin's wife! I have read all of those books and I'm sorry Justin's stuff is more heartfelt and moving than anything that Stephanie Meyer has written so far. Ugh...

[itsmejennilind]

I was at the concert, I'm aware it wasn't written for Jacob...it was about his wife. Stephenie liked the song because it summed up Jacob's feelings for Bella, like I say in the info box.

[baumlayy]

I hate the person who ruined this by yelling 'I love Edward' in the middle. I don't understand why she felt the need to do that. Blue October is badass, always has been, mi guess the books are good too.

[kalebnation]

I've watched this video about 50 times :D

[MusicFreak1095]

That was an amazing night

I cried when he sang this song

It was made for jacob <3

[panther411]

This song is practically written about Jake's feelings for Bella!!!

[alicefly167]

Wow, that's so good. TEAM JACOB!!!!

[panther411]

I cried at that point in Breaking Dawn.

I love Jake!

I've been Team Jacob since before I started reading the series.

[Emmax15]

I've always been Team Jacob (:

Awh this made me cry.

BD - Page 355 *sniff*

xox

[samrocksxoxo]

I love this song!! And i loveee Jacob! i have always liked him way more than Edward.

[kalebnation]

Future hit. Definitely.

[MichelleATurk]

omg it's the twilight guy!!!

*fan girl scream.* lol.

[cairalice]

who?!

[MichelleATurk]

kaleb nation

[amethystevision]

I would not be surprised if this becomes one of Blue Octobers Hit Singles. I think that he should include the acoustic version on his upcoming CD as well.

[EdwardxxBella]

This is so sweet...

Did anyone else hear the girl yell "I love Edward!"?? Then everyone screamed. :P

[itsmejennilind]

LOL yea Edward fans were LOUD that night!

[Gina77092]

Thank you posting this video. The sound is awesome.

[itsmejennilind]

You are welcome! Glad you liked it. I was surprised by the sound too! It was the first time EVER using my new camera I was so shocked how clear the sound was when I uploaded it the next day.

[whatevskies]

I was at this concert too! I must have been standing right near you, because we had pretty much the same view. It was incredible. I got all choked up. Justin's voice is just INCREDIBLE.

[itsmejennilind]

His voice was amazing! Very cool that you were near me too! Hi :)

[akjayjay]

i was at the seattle show too and i cried really hard too

[suzie1313]

aww that was so sad it made me cry its just so awful! poor jacob :'(

[itsmejennilind]

Yes, Jacob had a hard life till the end. I still feel so awful for Leah though....I feel like she got the biggest shaft in the entire series, lol.

[xmiichemx]

buaaaaaaaaaa

goshh I cried when he sang it in seattle :(

[ninjarooh]

aww i so hope they put together a breaking dawn concert cd or so! that would rock

[itsmejennilind]

That would be a great idea...a Breaking Dawn concert CD.

[ninjarooh]

hm i wonder who to ask here.

i mean they won't put it up themself won't they?

or like just write and say, hey guys why don't you make a cd?

wouldn't work...probably...

[Krazycricket21]

I just got back from the Seattle show. This song is amazing. Justin and Stephanie are two incredibly nice people!

Just like 'Hate Me' is the perfect song for book 2 this song is perfect for Breaking Dawn page 355.

[itsmejennilind]

I have to start watching some videos for the other shows as people post them!

[SillieRed]

I've always been a Jacob fan... and even though I already knew this before, Jacob's life sucked with Bella.. Thank God for Nessie ^^

[itsmejennilind]

Yay Nessie - although honestly, that still creeps me out a little bit. I mean...he loved her mother...lol.

[midnightstars100]

Awesome song :D I've listened to it like ten times in a row now ^_^

Is it just me or did someone yell shut up around 1:20? (Not to the him but to that girl that screamed very obnoxiously.)

[taintedlover2007]

lol I think they did. good for them! lol

[itsmejennilind]

LOL

[itsmejennilind]

Yea people got annoyed at the Edward fans yelling.

I listen to this song a lot too!

[jaina0fel]

You can hear a girl yell out I love jacob!!!

[panther411]

she shouted "i love edward!"

i prefer jake though!

[panther411]

Wait! Now I think I hear what you're talking about!

Oops! I'm a dumbass!

[the1andonlyalex]

wow this song is amazing. im a huge edward fan but this song made me not hate jake so much : )

[itsmejennilind]

Hehe, yea. I had a much greater love for Jacob after this song (although I'm still an Edward girl!)

[maxi123riley]

i was at this concert!!! this was an awesome song! as much as i hate jacob, this song was amazing and for one instant i felt bad for him...

[itsmejennilind]

I think a lot of people were the same way!

[nadianyx]

i love all the 'awhs' during this.

the performance gives me shivers, and tears (once though)

lol.

im going through a massive jacob fase right now, and i just go to sleep and wake up singing this song.

adore it (L)

cant wait till blue october's album is out.

[itsmejennilind]

I know, all the people oohing and awwing was great!

I think, if this song is any indication, the album is going to be amazing.

[Zippedychick]

She said at the Chicago tour that the page this song is in is 355

[itsmejennilind]

That is what I was told, I still have to sit down and re-read that page while listening to the song......maybe I'll do that this weekend sometime.

[xxxTheRealNikixxx]

I love jake.luv this song too!

[itsmejennilind]

It is a really good song :)

[CourtsVids30]

AMAZING WORDS!!!!!!!

[itsmejennilind]

I know the song is amazing!

[filipamd]

I hate, HATE that girl who screamed. She ruined a perfect moment. It was very very childish and rude. If she's reading this: YOU'RE A DISGRACE TO ALL EDWARD CULLEN FANS! LEARN SOME RESPECT!

[itsmejennilind]

What does she scream? I can't make it out on the video and didn't pay attention at the concert.

[filipamd]

She screamed "I want Edward" at 1:17 >_>

If you search other videos, there's one where you can hear it very very clearly.

[itsmejennilind]

That is bad to sing during a song about Jacob - or even just kinda bad while someone is singing in general...people were really pumped and excited that night, so I'll just assume whoever it was, she was just really overly excited, lol.

[filipamd]

Oh, sorry, it's not at 1:17, it's at 1:15

[itsmejennilind]

Thanks :) I still haven't had time to watch other videos from the concerts...I really need too!

[BRiiDGEEE532]

omg i love this song. i went to this in chicago adn when i heard this song i was like balling my eyes out. stephenie told us all that this song goes with page 355 so we all got our books out and read that page while he sang the song. try that because i promise you will cry.

this song totally makes me like jacob alot more

[itsmejennilind]

See I kind of wish the NY concert would of been after the book had been released for reasons like that...I'll have to read that page and listen to the song this weekend. Thanks for the info. :)

[itsmejennilind]

I felt different about him too after the concert, the song, and also hearing Stephenie talk about him. It was a great night!

[chelsaay22]

soo beautiful. i felt totally different about jacob after listening to him perform it. this song is absolutely perfect in every way. blue october in underrated. AHH i wanna relive this night <3

[MichelleATurk]

i cried so hard at the concert during this song.

i really wish we could find all the lyrics

[itsmejennilind]

Aww, a lot of people did!  I didn't cry at the concert but after when reading then hearing the song again I did get teary! Thanks again for sending me a message with your site and the lyrics.

[Deseonfire]

This song made me cry. Can't wait to get the album.

[itsmejennilind]

I know, I think a lot of people are excited about the album!

[omgitsannie888]

will you wait for me in time?

its never my luck, so all say never mind.

ohhh myyy.

seriously i love this song.

wowwowowowowowowoowowowowowowo­w.

ohh myyy ohh myy.

someone put this on myspace PRONTO!

then tell me where to findd it.

[itsmejennilind]

I know, isn't the song just so sweet?!

Until someone posts the song onto myspace you can always just copy the source code for youtube and put the video on your page. I think I am probably going to do that myself, I must listen to this song a billion times a day!

[estripe4]

Aw Good times! So happy you were able to tape all of this! This song is amazing! Love the Video Jenni! The Concert was amazing! I had a blast with you and everyone at the Breaking Dawn Concert!

[itsmejennilind]

:D It was fun! We NEED to get together when you are back from vacation and talk about the book!

[vamplexie1143]

i like this song

[itsmejennilind]

It's a nice song...I can't wait to hear it on the album.

[omgitsannie888]

can this song be any more amazing and sad?

[itsmejennilind]

I know, the song is heart breaking!

[EdwardsAllTimeLover]

i dun get BD till tomorrow

:(

cant wait

[itsmejennilind]

Have a good time reading it :)

[EdwardsAllTimeLover]

Yaa got it finish it it was AWSSSSSSOME XD

[EdwardsAllTimeLover]

Gaaa :(

i lisend to this

n had tears streaming down my face

[itsmejennilind]

I think most people got tears when hearing the song live and here!

[duraznitoo]

yugiohfan387 , you readed my mind.. thanks for the lyric =)

[yugiohfan387]

No problem. If you need the full lyrics, just e-mail me, since I couldn't post all of the lyrics

[duraznitoo]

has anybody the lyric of this song? because I can't find it on internet, and I'm a spanish speaker, so it's a little bit difficult to me understand the whole song =S

[itsmejennilind]

Someone just posted lyrics in the comments if you wanted to view them!

[itsmejennilind]

Full lyrics are now posted in the description of the video thanks to a few viewers.

[yugiohfan387]

I think I got the lyrics right. I'm not sure though. I listened to it over and over again but I don't think they're exactly right. ^^; Will you think of me, in time? It's never my luck, so never mind I wanna say your name but the pain starts... again It's never my luck, so never mind *I had a dream that you were with me It wasn't my fault You roll me over, flip me over Like a somersault And that doesn't happen to me I've never been here before

[itsmejennilind]

Thanks for the lyrics!

[XxSweetChaos13xX]

even though i used to to hate jacob, after reading breaking dawn i got a better understanding of him, so much so that while i was watching this video and listening to the song i cried...never have i cried over a song before. i think i can say for all fans of the twilight saga that these books have changed our lives in some way. it let us see love, life and friendship on a whole new entire level.

[obsessivetwilightfan]

amen to that!

[itsmejennilind]

I agree, I got a better understanding of him as well. I just read Q&A on TwilightLexicon where Stephenie says when she revisits this story later on in the future she'll probably tell Nessi's story more and Leah's story so I'm sure we'll get more Jacob in those.

[Cardsmaster]

I was there.

I tried to throw a bottle at stephenie!

I held back because i felt sorry for her.

BESIDES i wouldnt want to get attacked by the fan girls!

[itsmejennilind]

Why would you throw a bottle, lol.  Seems a good way to get a lot of fan girls to attack you...and probably to be thrown out.

[Cardsmaster]

I don't really care for Stephenie Meyer. I thought Justin was a better writer than her and i only came to see him.

I have two pages of things of why Stephenie Meyer is hack.

I wouldnt care if i get attacked,just the feeling of bonking that bitch on the head is a moment in heaven!

PLUS i would make it in the news.

:]

I loved this song btw.haha!

[itsmejennilind]

Two pages of why she is a hack? Interesting!

Still, no reason to cause her bodily harm. ;)

Did you enjoy the show at least? Justin was really good.

[Twilibby]

I was there as well, and oh my God. I loved this song. I was like, no fair! It doesn't come out until MARCH?!

WTF. D:<

[itsmejennilind]

I know, I really can't wait till this song comes out!

[nair94]

omg I was there 2. It was soo much fun.

[itsmejennilind]

Cool :) It was a pretty fun night!

[LostinBelieving]

I was at the concert! And this one was my favorite song! And it so fits the story!

[itsmejennilind]

Cool that you were there too :) Yes, this was by far my favorite song of the night!

[LostinBelieving]

I agree with you. This song was probably my favorite, and I didn't even know about Blue October! Did you finish the book? Because this song really did fit Jacob's POV. And I did change my view of Jacob, I do like him now!

[itsmejennilind]

Yep! I finished the book last night. I never hated Jacob but I wasn't a real fan of his either - after hearing the song and hearing Stephenie talk about him at the concert though...I enjoyed him a lot more. Then, reading his section, I just love him. Not enough to be with Bella, of course!, but I really do like him now.

[LostinBelieving]

Yeah, I finished the book yesterday morning and I really did have this song in my mind when I read about him. I never was a fan of Jacob either, but this song definitely changed my view on him too. Same, not to be with Bella but I do like him now too. Anyways, he has Renesmee.

[twifan78]

omg this song was beautiful. i am a total team edward but i felt so much compassion for jacob when i heard this song thanks for posting this.

[itsmejennilind]

I think that was how most everyone that was team Edward felt at the concert after the song!

[sydneyxbby]

does anybody have the lyrics typed out to this song?

if so could you send them to me or put them in a comment?

that would be great .. although they wouldnt fit in the comments but you know, if you have them could you send me them? thanks : )

[itsmejennilind]

I hope you get the lyrics, I've been looking myself. I'm sure in a few more days they'll be around.

[itsmejennilind]

Just so you know, I got a few emails with the lyrics and posted them in the description box - just click more info beside the video.

[LyingIsTheMostFun93]

such a good song

oh my god *smiles*

so goes wit jacob...so sad

but happy in the end =D

[itsmejennilind]

Glad you liked the song :) It is really good...Poor Jacob!

[hotx44xfuss]

Amazing show. Amazing song. It made me cry lmao

[itsmejennilind]

I didn't cry at the show, but it was emotional (I think I was to hyper) but listening to it after I finished that part of the book I got sad...then listening to it again when I finished the book I was in tears.

[JuliaKearns]

This song made me cry. I was to the left in the standing area. I love Blue October. He was amazing here. I'm Edward and Bella, but I'm not a Jacob hater. (Slightt spoiler) I was glad that he got a happy ending at the end :] I knew she wouldn't just leave him unhappy.

[itsmejennilind]

Like you I am Edward & Bella but I didn't have anything against Jacob, I liked him a lot. I was very shocked with how it worked out for him...but I'm glad he got a good ending.

[itsmejennilind]

So you were on the opposite side of where I was? How long did it take you go get out of that area to get Stephenie's autograph? I was close to the stairs and I feel like it still took almost an hour to get to her.

[JuliaKearns]

Oh, gosh, it took a few hours. I got one of the white roses off of the stage while waiting, and my friend that I went with got Justin's guitar pick! And we met Stephenie, so the wait was well worth it.

[roosterheadedchicken]

Thanks for this! The sound quality is great! There are so many Stephenie Meyer fans that went to the concert series events, so I hope some of them really become fans of Blue October - they're an amazing band.

[itsmejennilind]

Glad you liked it! Yes, the video is bad as I hadn't learned how to zoom yet but the song came out great thankfully.

As for Blue October, I liked them before but after the concert and hearing Justin live I've a whole new level of love for them!

[xxglorysflamexx]

This actually made me cry.

It's so beautiful <3

[itsmejennilind]

Isn't the song amazing? I think it made a lot of people at the concert tear up.

[xxglorysflamexx]

It's amazing. I'm getting this CD. I mean I love Blue October anyway, but WOW.

I was just looking at the soundtrack on Mrs. Meyer's page... and I realized at what point in the book this song occurs. It made me cry again. lol

[itsmejennilind]

I know after I finished Breaking Dawn I ran over to her playlist to see where she had the song - ugh, so emotional!

[ragamuffin274]

This is "My Never" A song for the upcoming Blue October CD. More than likely to be released March 2009.

[ragamuffin274]

By the way forget team Edward and Team Jacob. Try team Justin (Furstenfeld) For those who don't know Blue October, you need to really look into them. This is just a taste of what they are about.

[itsmejennilind]

Thanks for the song name, I couldn't remember and couldn't pick it out when it was talking before the song.

Blue October is good, I'm sure the concerts will get them even more fans.

[ragamuffin274]

Blue October is beyond good. Live they are amazing. Some bands just don't cut it live. They definitely do.

[funfuz]

So beautiful!

Poor Jake...

[itsmejennilind]

Isn't the song amazing? I know I've never been a huge Jacob fan but after this song and hearing Stephenie talk about him I really do feel for the poor guy.

[funfuz]

Jake's always been my fav. except when he got all violent...

But I love him! :)