BOY INCHOATE (not work safe)

[planetscollision]

Intensely amazing film "am I a boy, I feel like one" that right there, that line just had my mind filled with my past. Thank you for putting this this up and thank you for letting this part of your life out. Your not alone.

[PhxVanguard]

Cute little dance @1:40. Thanks for sharing.

[sinevesterdeus]

lovelovelove.

[eawass]

I love how in the end it's still okay to "undecided."

[rivenrock]

This video is all kinds of good. It's not just the actual content (what was said, what was left unsaid and open-ended, the images chosen, the style of the voiceover) which is all interesting and thought-provoking, but also the editing is genius. This is the kind of short film that reminds me how effective a medium art can be to convey ideas and experience. Just brilliant. I'm really glad I got the chance to see it.

[t0xxxx]

@rivenrock thanks so much, it is one of the most favorite things i have ever made. i'm glad you got to see it too, thanks to carson and transculturetv. VB aka @t0xxx

[cu3cards]

This was so cool of your to post, Carson. Awesome!

[dylanwikifoo]

WOW! This is a really moving & intense film. The feelings expressed are certainly in my history and fresh in my memory. Thank you for sharing. We see so many transitions but so few from so early on and from more than one perspective.

[maf1214]

What a great film! Thanks so much for sharing this. :)

[CodyOriole]

For lack of better words, this is very touching. I'm glad I've had the opportunity to watch it.

"Am I a boy? I feel like one."

[tfpunk1979]

Love it Spencer thanx Carson for putting it up <3

[DexxOnT]

argh! the voice! your face! everything! you've come a long way Spencer

great vid thx for sharing (all of you involved)

:)

[Popeslave]

So intense to see some of my history reflected in yours. Cheers for sharing some of the most personal, for sure! xoxo

[TVSandra1980]

This was a very impressive and artfully short-movie...

Thank you so much for sharing! :-)

*hugs*

[t0xxxx]

yo thanks for watching. sorry about the pixellation. i feel humbled by the responses and i'm so glad it's getting a good viewing by a trans audience... (this is really the audience it was meant for, i guess). thanks to @smithsmithboy for being brave enough to go with this public upload. thanks all. THANKS CARSON! ps. read the poem in the infobox, it contextualises the film. VB aka @t0xxx

[BOYcott8]

I LOVE it!!! Thank you so much for sharing!!

[BOYcott8]

I LOVE it!!! Thank you so much for sharing!!

[Dweebiedo]

Righteous!

[Zedie36]

brilliant.

[queerchocolate]

This was great. Many thanks for sharing it!

[videokidsam]

this is great! thank you for sharing it with us! look at teeny spencer!

[777Marlene]

this makes me so proud to know you as a friend honey....great and important piece of work, very moving(even if it is up and down, works for me!!)....reminds me of when i was a teenage tranny,trying to get my boobies to grow ,and trying to make my southern anatomy look as much like a fishpie as i could, stealing panties and bras from every other bitch i knew, sitting to pee, and walking like a girl....a meaningful answer to our cause,and highly profound....fuck youtube if they give a rip!!!!!!!<3

[cyborgmanifesto]

@777Marlene It's not my film -- check out the info box. :)

[777Marlene]

@cyborgmanifesto oh well, its still a masterpiece of advocation for our kind,and i am going to look for more of her work,and the others in the project, thank you for uploading it sweetboy<3((hugg))

[markangeloc]

Awesome

[t0xxxx]

thanks for persevering with this upload carson. i'm so glad that a wider trans audience is getting to see it. V.

[TransCultureTV]

@t0xxxx Thanks for making a beautiful film. :)

[avalonandon]

beautiful video. thank you!

[smithsmithboy]

i look so little!! i love that you put this up carson! fantastic work!

[t0xxxx]

@smithsmithboy hahaha... so little? you were always a skyscraper!

[TransCultureTV]

@smithsmithboy awww, a baby trans boy! :) Brave of you to share this part of your life, and this film, with others.