I quit cutting years ago, but not a day goes by that I don't think about it. I still want it, you know? It's worse than any drugs I've done or alcohol I've drank, and way more addicting. I just want it so bad. Why can't I let it go?
@roughedup32 You're an ignorant little asshole. A lot of people have problems you don't even know about. I, for one, was molested when I was very young then had to practically raise myself. Stop being such a bastard, this is a serious addiction we're talking about.
@xStopxThexPainx lmao awe you gonna go cut yourself some more you dumb cunt?? poor baby needs a hug. smh grow the fuck up you stupid bitch!!!! you call that an addiction? mother fucker you are a joke!!!!!
@roughedup32 okay fuk off fagot u dont know shit okay i cut and so dos every one els asshole so fuk off why the hellu even seeing this if were so gross
@chaves13ify first off learn English and how to pronounce bitch!! second not everyone does this bs its only about 5% of jackass's like you that do. and third i was deff watching war shit and somehow came across this stupid ass poor me i cut myself daddy plz hug me shit! lmao go jihad yourself you self pitying piece of shit!!!
I'm gonna kill myself 2morrow I cut 2 deep so my bf left me he thought I was freak no 1 tlks 2 me not even my family they all call me an outcast worthless just some emo that no 1 cares about I loved 2 swim but I couldnt show my scars on my back stomach arms and legs 98% of the ppl online wouldn't care if I killed myself not even the ppl I knew
I used to cut myself like whenever I felt so full that I should release the pain..I thought I was healed that now I stopped doing that. But I simply don't release my pain anymore. I didn't used to need any antipsychotics. Now I'm seeing things, people when I don't use them.
So.You can tell yourself a reasonable person won't do it. well maybe you will quit if you try hard and be strong. But you can't be strong for long. and eventually your shell will break.
I've just relapsed today and I'm so ashamed. When pain has always been a constant in my life, albeit physical or emotional I run to my blades or any other object I can use. I'm trying to stop but it's so hard when you are addicted. My ex who lives with me is disappond in me, my soulmate threatened to sever our bond if he found out. . . I feel so lost and can't stop thinking about doing it again. I'm terrified of myself.
where i live its just starting to warm up so i like to wear short sleeved shirts and tanktops. but wenever i do i get nasty looks bcuz of my arm. my friends all hate me except for my emo friends . i wont deny that cutting is bad but i just makes me feel better and i dont care if its just for a little bit. i love your video
I always cut my self when i feel angry, &' all is true, i want a hug, but people hate me &' i don't know why. Sometimes i just do it to feel something &' don't hurt my family, but they don't know that i'm self cutting, i'm nnot a emo, & i hate that some people call me of this way, i just want to be freen, this is how an adiction, &' i can't escape of that.
i used to claw not cut cuz i was too scared to cut so i wound up getting things similar to rug burns. it is hard to stop and i still get the erdge sometimes if im really upset
OMFG!! If I found out my best friend cut themselves, I'd hug the shit out of them and tell them I love them, cuz thats what I want them to do. (turns out, my friends don't care)
Jesus is the answer He came for those in need of a physician ,He said" I came not for the righteous but those in need of a physician",this whole world is sick, Jesus Christ turn to Him!
nooo!!! why is everyone hurting themselves.... i just don't understand. your all alive and well... and your hearts are pumping blood through your veins which means its not time for you to go yet. Once your heart stops NATURALLY you can go back to heaven, we were all sent here to do or prove something. just have faith and be strong and hold on no matter what.
And remember your alive for a purpose!! someone in this world is waiting for you too :)
@paranormalchick30 we may not know eachother but we got 2 things in comme we both cut nd we both feel unloved :( idk but i understand you so if you need to talk just inboxe me there are ppl who care :)
i use to do it. but i don`t remember why i decided to stop. Probably just realize that why hurt myself more next time i`m stupid enough to redo that i`ll make shure not to miss myself cuzz people the only thing that really belong to you in this world is your body. its been 3 years still have my scars and i regret it cuzz it make me feel ugly and remind me more about the past. DONT DO IT ITS A WAIST OF TIME!
I started sobbing when "MERRY X MAS" appeared on the screen. my family is fucked up too. :X I had a cutting phase... it didn"t leave me seriously scard... i have four visible scars on my left lower/inner arm. some of the lines faded into complete repair. when they were fresh it spelled a J for the name of the man who drugged and raped me. don't leave me.
im 15, i cut, right now i have 14 new cuts on my arm, 3 on my leg..i feel fat, unloved, un cared for..i feel like no one could love me, i feel like i deserve to die...
The last time I cut was 5 1/5 years ago. I quit, I made myself quite because of someone who came into my life.We went out for a time. 5 1/2 year fighting an addiction I'm still not sure I've beaten. It felt good to hurt and bleed, I still try to figure out why. She and I are now broken up. I'm still keeping my promise to her. To not cut anymore, because I still love her, and I promised, as long as I love her, I won't cut. Remember, there is hope, and I love you all.
the last time i cut was on valentines day i was so lonely its like everyone around me had someone to love and i had my room a razor blade and love songs to get me through the night
@katiedepandabear sadly, many parents don;t even notice. We become so good at hiding what we don;t want them to see. Most people never see it, and usually, it never stops. They either die, nearly die, or like me, they find someone who saw through the "I'm okay" Bullshit we put up. It's too rare the we find these people, or they find us....
you may not belive me when I tell you, we like what we do, we want the razor. A deadly love affair, and we can't quit. It take others to help us quit.
the only thing i can do right now is just cry! you guys! please stop hurting yourselves!! please! it doesn't fix anything, find your purpose in this life!! YOU ARE NOTT AN ACCIDENT! YOU ARE HERE FOR A REASON! TO CHANGE SOMEBODY'S LIFE! YOU ARE IMPORTANT AND VALUABLE !! and the situations or circumstances around you should NOT define who you are!! you tried everything,try God but a genuine relationship with Him,put EVERYTHING ASIDE whatever happened on the past! you are looking for hope He is it
Are all these pictures real? I used to cut myself, but it never felt "good", it just took away some of the bad. I can't imagine it ever feeling good, these pictures are sad :(
I'm reeeeeeeeeely sorry I had to skip over a few parts I can't help it can't stand blood although ther have been times when I wanted to do this myself
@sexybabegirl2008 it shouldnt be a razor helping you along! you are better than that! and i might not know what you have to face in your daily life buti can assure you that if you are going through tough times its because you have what it takes to overcome them! God equipped you with what you need! and He wants to help you! allow Him to show you what he can do if you let him be in your life! Have the peace that you are looking for!
if only there was something to stop the pain then maybe people wouldn't cut ... but i found myself cutting because i go to a school were they all judge you..
I honestly get why they do what they do. And no judging here, but the cutting can stop. The "high" that people who cut get, is basically just adrenaline. It makes you forget the pain. Though, later, you see the scars, and the pain comes back. You could get the same high from going on a rollar-coaster.
my heart goes out to all those people that are cutting, i hope you all get through it. but just remember, you are not alone! theres always, ALWAYS someone there who will talk to you. i hope you all stop and will be happy in the future.-3
@Tlafee97 *hugs u* if u need someone to talk to u can message me <3 & u r not fragile ur just probably going thru something & u hv no other way to get ur pain out you'll b ok <3
I honestly don't believe that money brings more happiness, and as I see all the rich and famous people holding with us in this video, I just got to prove my point
If you need help, if you need to talk to someone, anyone, someone who can help, Ask me, ask anyone. I am a survivor. And yeah, i still have my best and closest friends who suffer in this. I'm right here, look to the left, theres my youtube name. send me a message. Theres one person. Please, at least talk to someone.
I have been through it. and IT CAN STOP. You CAN overcome it. It's addictive, its a drug more powerful than anything you can snort or smoke or even inject. the outpour of blood that pushes all the pain in your heart out and forces it to disappear, even for only a while, you dont need that. And you have people to help you, even if its just a stranger.
i cut to forget......forget my life..forget my problems..and just feel relaxed and like a kinda belong for once.......this explains it so much....in a way it makes me feel less bad about cutting.....my best friend is trying to make me stop..but he doesnt understand how much i need this..........i hate myself so much....i struggle not to cry everyday when someone asks me if im ok......i just want everything to go away..and thats what happens when i cut......i really do hope it gets better...
i cutt myself be cuss when your being bullied at skool is a diffrent thing but when your own dad tells you you are fat a whore and u dnt care about ur dead brother then it really hurts i sumtimes dnt eat for awihle and when i eat a peice of bread i gain soo much weight i hate it i just i wanna die
Fml. I hate valentines day, and every other day except Halloween cuz I can hide myself among the other ppl. But ppl dress like me and tease me about everything. Even my teachers hate me. :'( when will I be normal?! Why me?! Why now?! D'''':
Well I've been struggling with any kinds of self harm for few years.
I was forced into treatment when I needed stitches every week, but I harmed myself in treatment... I did not see the hope in this. I attempted to commit suicide, but gladly I failed.
After I got home from the hospital found hope. I threw all my razors, lighteners, scissors, sharpeners, everything away. That was in September 2011.
At first I was clean for two months, then 39 days, then 14 days.
there is hope, you just need to stay strong and fight everyday. it is an addiction and a hard one to fight. ill be 24 in a few months and started when i was 10, iv gone years at a time w/o cutting, but some time the going get hard,and have unfortunetly have recently began burning but we all have to stay strong for yourself and more importantly the loved ones around you <3
Suicidalgirl1325, I know how you feel!! Life absolutely sucks... But there is people to go to, other people your age. Me parents disowned me because I'm gay, the punish me when they see me with my boyfriend. I know how it feels to be alone, but I have freinds going through the same thing.. I've tried to kill myself before, and Ive failed. I know how you feel!! Your not alone!!! If you need any help, pdarraghgolden@gmail.com. Email me anytime, I can try my best to help!!!!
@SuicidalGirl1325 No! There's hope!! Really!! Talk me! Say how you feel! Pm me!! I want you aliveee and don't want to know that cutting took the beautiful life of someone so important for all!
My life is slowly slipping away from me. Soon, nothing will have changed! I'll still be invisible to everybody. Goodbye life, bye bye world... Hello to my heaven full of cutting! I will be dead tomorrow, and nothing will matter anymore.
@SuicidalGirl1325 ...No... you can talk to me... I'll listen.. I wont judge... I'll do my best to help you... unless you don't want me to. Please.... message me or email me at abcproductions12@gmail.com Please... Don't do this.
...I am a recovering cutter and I can relate... Someone I knew killed themselves and cutting was most of the cause... please. Just... don't give up. I'll be praying for you...
I cut. I've cut for almost a year now. I've told a couple of friends, even tried counselling and nothing helped. I can't help but feel its just never going to get better. That I'll always be left like this. Alone, anxious, depressed and unsure of who I am. The last time I cut was about 5 minutes ago. Except it wasnt just aimless slicing at myself. I cut a word. I carved 'hate into my foot. At first I didn't know why, but then I sat and thought and then I realized it was aimed at myself.
@abiallen1996 I dont know you, dont know your story but i know how cutting can effect you ive cut for 7 years im 15 now im telling you something others fail to say but it honestly wont get better soon but it really does get better in time, take everyday one step at a time work on yourself little by little and find yourself no one can help but they can give you words of encouragement only you can help yourself. I really do hope you get better
When I was... 11 - 12 years old, I strated cutting. I was so alone and nobody cared. Nobody saw me... I was like a ghost.... I still am. I have a fewe good friends... But not even they know about my cut-story... I'm 15 years old... Very soon... In.... 4 days..... And then.... Yeah. I still cut. I'm a cutter, and my scars are mine, and no one have to do with them!
They are my "beauty marks"... And remember me about the scary truth around the corner....
i stared cutting when i was 9 years old even though i can not see them i can still feel them. now im 15 years old and i just need some one to listen and share my feeling but im afraid of myself and others and even my own family i want help but every one thinks im so perfect but im not....i feel helpless :(
I Went through cutting.. i have terrible scars, I Cut myself when i was 13 - Im 15 now and im not ashamed, thats who i am! and nobody else should be ashamed - You're not alone.. <3
i need advice...is pretending to cut the same thing....i never break the surface of my skin....it leaves scratches and almost provides the same feeling....im kinda tempted to go back to actually cutting but its easier to hide scratches...
I sat here....and watch the video bawling my eyes out as i realized that was me, i remember the first time i was in treatment, and when i got to go on an outing we went to the fair, and the guy at the front was stamping our hands. He looked at me in disgust like he was terrified, you can talk to a therapist or doctor, but they really have NO idea what any of us are going through
i always see in these videos : you are not alone. what if i am alone? i mean i really alone. how can i stop cut myshelf? this is annoying me when i read that you are not alone. people dont know me. nobody dont know me. sorry for my english.
'' I rather be dreaming then living, living, just to hard to do.....its chances not chioces, noise is not voices, a day just a thing to get through, living just to hard to do....dreams may be pretend, but at least dreams end, and i just cant stop thinking you'll see, thoughts of suicide comfort me'' .... i sing this song to myself when crying myself to sleep....im am such a bad person, i wish i was a good person, maybe people would like me, and want to be my friends, but have no chance for that
im so tired of crying everyday, and cant even talk to people, i cry when i do. i feel like i have to cut, the PAIN is better then the HURT. i know that must sound stupid. i dont have anyone to go to, i live life alone and un happy and i hate it. i think about suicide everyday, i think thats the only way i will feel better...if it was for my alcohol and drinking everyday, i would have been gone a long time ago.....
I'm a cutter or i should say was and its scary the thoughts that run through my head while watching this video.....I dont want my scars to leave I don't want that part of me to be forgotten I want to always remeber how I got strong..
I cut myself.. I wear jeans an long sleeve shirts in the summer. I love writing about my life but not admitting it face to face.. Your not alone if you do
All this "you are not alone" talking.. it only helps about stuff you are embarrased about.. when it comes to almost everything else it actually doesn't help, 'cause you wanna be special.. At least i feel like that..
iv been cutting for 6 years and have been hospitalized 2 times for cutting. its a hard thing to overcome and i still think about it all the time, cutting is just as addicting as cocain and it was been proven. i dont wanna cut, noone does. but what are we really to do. we cant stop it. its hard. this video made me cry. i hate the scars and the memories.
how do you stop i don't cut i burn instead because it's hurts more and lasts longer and it easier to say it was an accident if i get caught no one ever thinks that you burn yourself on purpose they think you are clumzy in the kitcken so no one has ever tried to help me, how do i help myself?
This video is beautiful I deal with self harm everyday... And the sad thing is, is that my parents have already found out and I honestly dont give a shit. I know what it feels like. I go through it every single day. And everyday I promise to cut myself to death... But I'm always afraid it won't work and I'll be left with the cuts the next day and somebody will notice. I'm lying to my family everyday and it KILLS me. But it would be nice to talk to someone email me at redfurryketchup@gmail.com
The name of the song is streets are raining from Pyramid! ;)
BTW.... If someone need to talk... Because I lived that too... And i will admit you that I'm still dealing with but I'm winning the battle! It's becoming less and less a way to release all the pain, the sadness, the shame and anger. Here's my mail... xester_10@hotm.com I guess you know it's hotmail! ;) With that... I love you all and I certainly understand you guys! I loveeeeee you all!!!! -3 -3 -3
this is very true and I cried when I first saw it. To anyone and everyone out there who needs to hear this. You are loved and ur worth so much more, ur beautiful and unique, don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Love you all, don't lose hope.
@chichecowboy don't kill ur self.... Plz... Ik how u feel.... Plz don't...
Mr45zeroskater 1 day ago
I wondered why people did this and I thought that they were disgusting. Now I'm doing it all of the time
cobra2568 1 day ago
I quit cutting years ago, but not a day goes by that I don't think about it. I still want it, you know? It's worse than any drugs I've done or alcohol I've drank, and way more addicting. I just want it so bad. Why can't I let it go?
BrookeDec5th 3 days ago
lmao all of you are fucking pathetic. cutting yourselfs ''oh mommy didnt hug me'' you got to be kidding me lmao this is fucking sick.
roughedup32 3 days ago
@roughedup32 You're an ignorant little asshole. A lot of people have problems you don't even know about. I, for one, was molested when I was very young then had to practically raise myself. Stop being such a bastard, this is a serious addiction we're talking about.
xStopxThexPainx 3 days ago
@xStopxThexPainx lmao awe you gonna go cut yourself some more you dumb cunt?? poor baby needs a hug. smh grow the fuck up you stupid bitch!!!! you call that an addiction? mother fucker you are a joke!!!!!
roughedup32 2 days ago
@roughedup32 okay fuk off fagot u dont know shit okay i cut and so dos every one els asshole so fuk off why the hellu even seeing this if were so gross
chaves13ify 2 days ago
@chaves13ify first off learn English and how to pronounce bitch!! second not everyone does this bs its only about 5% of jackass's like you that do. and third i was deff watching war shit and somehow came across this stupid ass poor me i cut myself daddy plz hug me shit! lmao go jihad yourself you self pitying piece of shit!!!
roughedup32 2 days ago
Its Really Hard Not Trying Too Cut Myself iMean Im Use Too The Pain It Reallly Dont Hurt Anymore .... iGot 18 Scars & 45 New Cuts ....
ponyboylover1000 3 days ago
i self harm before but fell like i want to go back to it
1238sara 4 days ago
@clichecowboy don't do it. Message me and we can talk. Even over the phone
cobra2568 4 days ago
I hate how the cuts that go deep become raised and more noticable. and I hate instead of cutting once. it becomes seven.
Iplayphone 4 days ago
clichecowboy ,theres always someone who cares ,killing yourself is not the answer
wolfspaw1041 4 days ago
I'm gonna kill myself 2morrow I cut 2 deep so my bf left me he thought I was freak no 1 tlks 2 me not even my family they all call me an outcast worthless just some emo that no 1 cares about I loved 2 swim but I couldnt show my scars on my back stomach arms and legs 98% of the ppl online wouldn't care if I killed myself not even the ppl I knew
ClicheCowboy 4 days ago
I don't know how, but I will try and find a way to stop this.
feelovesmangos 4 days ago
I haven't cried that much since Lion King...
PandaSwagga96 4 days ago
2:37 omg!! ahhh!!
sarahhunnybun3 4 days ago
One day, I will cut to deep....
WrongEmo 4 days ago
@WrongEmo no plz dont tlk to me if u need to dnt hurt urself
sarahhunnybun3 4 days ago
I'll be friends with anyone :)
cobra2568 5 days ago
^_^ free hugs all round xxxx
teazekid 5 days ago
it shows a message but the name of the video is horriblee..
jsully622 5 days ago
hi this is jasons friend. i think this is horrrible. and sends a mesage to people who do this to stop. kaay thanks for the viidd person,,
jsully622 5 days ago
lol
LoveNTheTragedy 6 days ago
I cried during this video after seeing those deep cuts i stopped and realized my life got bettet already :(
ilovemartina2332 6 days ago
@ilovemartina2332 you took the words right out of my mouth..
viamahleia 4 days ago
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I used to cut myself like whenever I felt so full that I should release the pain..I thought I was healed that now I stopped doing that. But I simply don't release my pain anymore. I didn't used to need any antipsychotics. Now I'm seeing things, people when I don't use them.
So.You can tell yourself a reasonable person won't do it. well maybe you will quit if you try hard and be strong. But you can't be strong for long. and eventually your shell will break.
Love is the only cure, love you all
woahthatsanna 1 week ago
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woahthatsanna 1 week ago
while i have cancerous cysts removed, you can enjoy yourselves,chk out the shia on ashura theyre awesome !
K11ANLODHI 1 week ago
I've just relapsed today and I'm so ashamed. When pain has always been a constant in my life, albeit physical or emotional I run to my blades or any other object I can use. I'm trying to stop but it's so hard when you are addicted. My ex who lives with me is disappond in me, my soulmate threatened to sever our bond if he found out. . . I feel so lost and can't stop thinking about doing it again. I'm terrified of myself.
Evilbitch666 1 week ago
i Cutt Sometimes Its Like Eveery Time The Cuts Heal Theres Gunna Be More: It Make Me Feel So Much Better:)
WeirdMee 1 week ago
where i live its just starting to warm up so i like to wear short sleeved shirts and tanktops. but wenever i do i get nasty looks bcuz of my arm. my friends all hate me except for my emo friends . i wont deny that cutting is bad but i just makes me feel better and i dont care if its just for a little bit. i love your video
Darkemoangel1230 1 week ago
nevermind
Oxidized181 1 week ago
song?
Oxidized181 1 week ago
@SissiAteAbug He is real, and He can fix anything.
GeminiBeautified 1 week ago
I don't even know why I do it anymore
MyakkaGurl 1 week ago
I always cut my self when i feel angry, &' all is true, i want a hug, but people hate me &' i don't know why. Sometimes i just do it to feel something &' don't hurt my family, but they don't know that i'm self cutting, i'm nnot a emo, & i hate that some people call me of this way, i just want to be freen, this is how an adiction, &' i can't escape of that.
Ramonaesunzombie 1 week ago
or you could just suck it the fuck up. pussy
sjfox11 1 week ago
i used to claw not cut cuz i was too scared to cut so i wound up getting things similar to rug burns. it is hard to stop and i still get the erdge sometimes if im really upset
theradom3 1 week ago
Rather scream of pain than feel absolutely nothing.
Evyfied 1 week ago
@majorl311 Jesus doesn't exist and he never existed! Stop talking about someone you will never get help from and start thinking on your own!
SissiAteABug 1 week ago
OMFG!! If I found out my best friend cut themselves, I'd hug the shit out of them and tell them I love them, cuz thats what I want them to do. (turns out, my friends don't care)
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Jesus is the answer He came for those in need of a physician ,He said" I came not for the righteous but those in need of a physician",this whole world is sick, Jesus Christ turn to Him!
majorl311 1 week ago
Its an addiction.
TheHoney411 1 week ago
Oh and u can contact me at sweetpresten@yahoo.com
sweetpresten 1 week ago
I'm here for people who really do need to talk too and I may not be doing this cuz I'm 12 but if u ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you.
sweetpresten 1 week ago
that is so sad you are only 11 talk to someone dont cut their are other ways to relieve pain
wantingdisclosure 1 week ago
I cut and I'm 11 years old '-'
wolf777994 1 week ago
@wolf777994 hey im 13 and if you ever need to talk im here :P :)
tamarabaker55 1 week ago
nooo!!! why is everyone hurting themselves.... i just don't understand. your all alive and well... and your hearts are pumping blood through your veins which means its not time for you to go yet. Once your heart stops NATURALLY you can go back to heaven, we were all sent here to do or prove something. just have faith and be strong and hold on no matter what.
And remember your alive for a purpose!! someone in this world is waiting for you too :)
xdwere1 1 week ago
this is what critisim does to us........(hugz).
EPICraft909 1 week ago
I started to cutt myself...And starve myself. I hate my life :(
paranormalchick30 1 week ago
@paranormalchick30 we may not know eachother but we got 2 things in comme we both cut nd we both feel unloved :( idk but i understand you so if you need to talk just inboxe me there are ppl who care :)
TheHellhound1234 1 week ago
been there done that....hang in there peeps (((huggs))))
jbaret66 1 week ago
i use to do it. but i don`t remember why i decided to stop. Probably just realize that why hurt myself more next time i`m stupid enough to redo that i`ll make shure not to miss myself cuzz people the only thing that really belong to you in this world is your body. its been 3 years still have my scars and i regret it cuzz it make me feel ugly and remind me more about the past. DONT DO IT ITS A WAIST OF TIME!
vickibodo 1 week ago
I started sobbing when "MERRY X MAS" appeared on the screen. my family is fucked up too. :X I had a cutting phase... it didn"t leave me seriously scard... i have four visible scars on my left lower/inner arm. some of the lines faded into complete repair. when they were fresh it spelled a J for the name of the man who drugged and raped me. don't leave me.
OliveOliable 1 week ago in playlist things that happen
THIS IS SOOO BEAUTIFUL.
... Most shocking thing was sookie! I'd of never known
jadore23dior 1 week ago
Stop cutting. Go learn something instead.
chris53827 1 week ago
I have counted all of my scars and cuts... I have exactly 207 of them...
smooshgirl09 1 week ago
im 15, i cut, right now i have 14 new cuts on my arm, 3 on my leg..i feel fat, unloved, un cared for..i feel like no one could love me, i feel like i deserve to die...
emoangel151996 1 week ago
@emoangel151996 I fell the same fucking way... I'm sorry for whatever you are dealing with. If you wanna talk feel free to message me.
StrivingToBeThin 1 week ago
thats bad i did that but now that isee it .......im just saying thats rely bad
metalhead5145 1 week ago
The last time I cut was 5 1/5 years ago. I quit, I made myself quite because of someone who came into my life.We went out for a time. 5 1/2 year fighting an addiction I'm still not sure I've beaten. It felt good to hurt and bleed, I still try to figure out why. She and I are now broken up. I'm still keeping my promise to her. To not cut anymore, because I still love her, and I promised, as long as I love her, I won't cut. Remember, there is hope, and I love you all.
Good luck.
Rowena98675 1 week ago
the last time i cut was on valentines day i was so lonely its like everyone around me had someone to love and i had my room a razor blade and love songs to get me through the night
shizznugget 1 week ago
wtf are the parents doing?!?!?!!
katiedepandabear 1 week ago
@katiedepandabear sadly, many parents don;t even notice. We become so good at hiding what we don;t want them to see. Most people never see it, and usually, it never stops. They either die, nearly die, or like me, they find someone who saw through the "I'm okay" Bullshit we put up. It's too rare the we find these people, or they find us....
you may not belive me when I tell you, we like what we do, we want the razor. A deadly love affair, and we can't quit. It take others to help us quit.
Rowena98675 1 week ago
the only thing i can do right now is just cry! you guys! please stop hurting yourselves!! please! it doesn't fix anything, find your purpose in this life!! YOU ARE NOTT AN ACCIDENT! YOU ARE HERE FOR A REASON! TO CHANGE SOMEBODY'S LIFE! YOU ARE IMPORTANT AND VALUABLE !! and the situations or circumstances around you should NOT define who you are!! you tried everything,try God but a genuine relationship with Him,put EVERYTHING ASIDE whatever happened on the past! you are looking for hope He is it
justmichaNW 1 week ago
Are all these pictures real? I used to cut myself, but it never felt "good", it just took away some of the bad. I can't imagine it ever feeling good, these pictures are sad :(
weebeastiebaby 1 week ago
cutting our self is a mental ilness
Omgosh98 1 week ago
Oh btw HUG HUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGGHUG,
doublebubblegalTSL 1 week ago
I'm reeeeeeeeeely sorry I had to skip over a few parts I can't help it can't stand blood although ther have been times when I wanted to do this myself
doublebubblegalTSL 1 week ago
im a cutter but after watching this video i dont know
hannah159ful 1 week ago
I want to cut myself even if I am only 11
bvbfreak34 1 week ago
@bvbfreak34 Why?
weebeastiebaby 1 week ago
I feel like my scars make me real. They show that I've been broken but I've coped and I'm getting stronger... even if a razor is helping me along...
sexybabegirl2008 1 week ago
@sexybabegirl2008 it shouldnt be a razor helping you along! you are better than that! and i might not know what you have to face in your daily life buti can assure you that if you are going through tough times its because you have what it takes to overcome them! God equipped you with what you need! and He wants to help you! allow Him to show you what he can do if you let him be in your life! Have the peace that you are looking for!
justmichaNW 1 week ago
I just started crying! Is just so sad! And touching!
iluhvbunnies 1 week ago
@carolinehoneycutt don't we all... but we all have to go threw life with its complications ; unfortunately "everything happens for a reason."
EeyoreLoverx3 1 week ago
4:51 so touching!
hobbyhinky 1 week ago
if only there was something to stop the pain then maybe people wouldn't cut ... but i found myself cutting because i go to a school were they all judge you..
EeyoreLoverx3 1 week ago
@EeyoreLoverx3 i wish the pain can go away too
carolinehoneycutt 1 week ago
I just got out of a psychiatric hospital for this...and it didnt help at all! :'(
DreamInDarkness97 1 week ago
@DreamInDarkness97 Never does , Ive been to like 3 different one . 7 times .
iloveyou52498 1 week ago in playlist Favorite videos
stop stop please dont do that all these make me sad god loves everyone
SuperAngel0214 1 week ago
thsi video made me feel like im not alone im not the only 1
curtjking18 1 week ago
:'(
loodles0312 1 week ago
I honestly get why they do what they do. And no judging here, but the cutting can stop. The "high" that people who cut get, is basically just adrenaline. It makes you forget the pain. Though, later, you see the scars, and the pain comes back. You could get the same high from going on a rollar-coaster.
HilarioulsyAnnoying 1 week ago
i want to cut the fat out of my stomach right now so bad.
maggiemaezey 1 week ago
for all who never get to hear this..i love you..everyone (>•.•)> <3 <(•.•<)
90210bunny 1 week ago 14
Honlesly I don't know why I do it it just helps me cope
Blackhart1311171998 1 week ago
Pain <3
geekrock1 1 week ago
I Sit In My Bathtub , And Cut , I'll Cut An Cut , Now Matter How Much I Cry , iVE Tried To Quit But I Cant /: Fml.
kattbabyboo 1 week ago
Huggles for everyone :] Because no matter who you are, you always deserve a hug
XStandXUpXScreamX 1 week ago
i did this like not even a year ago but i stoped when my dad came into my life again but now hes out and the REAL me is.back
EmoBaby2404 1 week ago
my heart goes out to all those people that are cutting, i hope you all get through it. but just remember, you are not alone! theres always, ALWAYS someone there who will talk to you. i hope you all stop and will be happy in the future.-3
the1Dcarrot 1 week ago
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@MadSinCinema at 3:00 you're so fucking retarded, but thanks for adding her, she is the love of my life! :)
she slaughtered a 9 year old girl when she was 15.
her name is alyssa bustamante
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HitlerMienFuhrer 1 week ago
attention whore slide show!
:D
HitlerMienFuhrer 1 week ago
This just wants me to do it more..
Pitbullsvoice123 1 week ago
@Pitbullsvoice123 u shouldnt watch triggering videos then hun
andreasblog21 1 week ago
I need a hug now.
I wanna tell my best friend. She asked how i feel today, just a minute ago. But.. I'm fine. Always.
Yeah, i hate myself for beeing such a fragile thing.
Tlafee97 1 week ago
@Tlafee97 *hugs u* if u need someone to talk to u can message me <3 & u r not fragile ur just probably going thru something & u hv no other way to get ur pain out you'll b ok <3
andreasblog21 1 week ago
I honestly don't believe that money brings more happiness, and as I see all the rich and famous people holding with us in this video, I just got to prove my point
TheAllexz95 1 week ago
I have free hugs going for anyone who needs one! I'm here for each and everyone of you!
JessMurgatroyd 1 week ago 39
@JessMurgatroyd Can I have a hug? ):
1957alyssa 1 week ago
@1957alyssa- I wish I knew you in real life so I could run up to you, hug you and tell you I love you!
MileyLeax911 1 week ago
@1957alyssa Of course you can!
JessMurgatroyd 1 week ago
@1957alyssa im hugging you, you just dont know it....
angelofdarkness10ful 1 week ago
If you need help, if you need to talk to someone, anyone, someone who can help, Ask me, ask anyone. I am a survivor. And yeah, i still have my best and closest friends who suffer in this. I'm right here, look to the left, theres my youtube name. send me a message. Theres one person. Please, at least talk to someone.
My name is Rian. And I'm always here.
myDEADromanceGW 1 week ago
Guy and girls, whom cut or not.
I have been through it. and IT CAN STOP. You CAN overcome it. It's addictive, its a drug more powerful than anything you can snort or smoke or even inject. the outpour of blood that pushes all the pain in your heart out and forces it to disappear, even for only a while, you dont need that. And you have people to help you, even if its just a stranger.
myDEADromanceGW 1 week ago
i cut to forget......forget my life..forget my problems..and just feel relaxed and like a kinda belong for once.......this explains it so much....in a way it makes me feel less bad about cutting.....my best friend is trying to make me stop..but he doesnt understand how much i need this..........i hate myself so much....i struggle not to cry everyday when someone asks me if im ok......i just want everything to go away..and thats what happens when i cut......i really do hope it gets better...
bbyblueeyes1496 1 week ago
This is ao true
xxxmystylexxxx 1 week ago
i cutt myself be cuss when your being bullied at skool is a diffrent thing but when your own dad tells you you are fat a whore and u dnt care about ur dead brother then it really hurts i sumtimes dnt eat for awihle and when i eat a peice of bread i gain soo much weight i hate it i just i wanna die
chula134ever 1 week ago
1:42 is wow
chula134ever 1 week ago
I'm speechless, so sad but good video. :'(
kennabug777 1 week ago
I understand your pain
angrydolphin2602 1 week ago
@thomimas5 Streets were raining ;)
Eorom 1 week ago
Fml. I hate valentines day, and every other day except Halloween cuz I can hide myself among the other ppl. But ppl dress like me and tease me about everything. Even my teachers hate me. :'( when will I be normal?! Why me?! Why now?! D'''':
SuicidalGirl1325 1 week ago
Well I've been struggling with any kinds of self harm for few years.
I was forced into treatment when I needed stitches every week, but I harmed myself in treatment... I did not see the hope in this. I attempted to commit suicide, but gladly I failed.
After I got home from the hospital found hope. I threw all my razors, lighteners, scissors, sharpeners, everything away. That was in September 2011.
At first I was clean for two months, then 39 days, then 14 days.
It's possible to fight this.
Alexxaozm96 1 week ago
leaving this video cause I dont wanna cry >_>
NoHateJustLove14 1 week ago
what's the song ?
thomimas5 1 week ago
there is hope, you just need to stay strong and fight everyday. it is an addiction and a hard one to fight. ill be 24 in a few months and started when i was 10, iv gone years at a time w/o cutting, but some time the going get hard,and have unfortunetly have recently began burning but we all have to stay strong for yourself and more importantly the loved ones around you <3
111807jeanna 1 week ago
It sucks when you find yourself carving WHY onto your leg on valentines day.
YourStupidRabbitt 1 week ago 28
@YourStupidRabbitt I know right.. :/
emily2k111 1 week ago
@YourStupidRabbitt sadly I did the same :(
Emilylover1014 1 week ago
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Suicidalgirl1325, I know how you feel!! Life absolutely sucks... But there is people to go to, other people your age. Me parents disowned me because I'm gay, the punish me when they see me with my boyfriend. I know how it feels to be alone, but I have freinds going through the same thing.. I've tried to kill myself before, and Ive failed. I know how you feel!! Your not alone!!! If you need any help, pdarraghgolden@gmail.com. Email me anytime, I can try my best to help!!!!
peaceloveunderstable 1 week ago
im on your side
bearlyalive12345 1 week ago
yepp we just haft 2 do it :(
justin0000ification 1 week ago
@SuicidalGirl1325 No! There's hope!! Really!! Talk me! Say how you feel! Pm me!! I want you aliveee and don't want to know that cutting took the beautiful life of someone so important for all!
Eorom 1 week ago
@BaltimoreKid1996 I'm here for you my dear! :) PM me or send an email... I'm already helping people! ;) Waiting for you! ^_^
Eorom 1 week ago
@Eorom thank you hun
BaltimoreKid1996 1 week ago
My life is slowly slipping away from me. Soon, nothing will have changed! I'll still be invisible to everybody. Goodbye life, bye bye world... Hello to my heaven full of cutting! I will be dead tomorrow, and nothing will matter anymore.
SuicidalGirl1325 1 week ago
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@SuicidalGirl1325 ...No... you can talk to me... I'll listen.. I wont judge... I'll do my best to help you... unless you don't want me to. Please.... message me or email me at abcproductions12@gmail.com Please... Don't do this.
...I am a recovering cutter and I can relate... Someone I knew killed themselves and cutting was most of the cause... please. Just... don't give up. I'll be praying for you...
abcproductions12 1 week ago
We need help. you need help. Mssg me if you ever want to talk! candy_41111@yahoo.com. I'm open to talk.
MyAndiLove 1 week ago
@MyAndiLove I sent you an email earlier. I was wondering if it would be possible to talk?
abiallen1996 1 week ago
I cut. I've cut for almost a year now. I've told a couple of friends, even tried counselling and nothing helped. I can't help but feel its just never going to get better. That I'll always be left like this. Alone, anxious, depressed and unsure of who I am. The last time I cut was about 5 minutes ago. Except it wasnt just aimless slicing at myself. I cut a word. I carved 'hate into my foot. At first I didn't know why, but then I sat and thought and then I realized it was aimed at myself.
abiallen1996 1 week ago
@abiallen1996 I dont know you, dont know your story but i know how cutting can effect you ive cut for 7 years im 15 now im telling you something others fail to say but it honestly wont get better soon but it really does get better in time, take everyday one step at a time work on yourself little by little and find yourself no one can help but they can give you words of encouragement only you can help yourself. I really do hope you get better
TheWhatscaresu 1 week ago 2
@abiallen1996 You will get through this. i'll be praying for you...
abcproductions12 1 week ago
When I was... 11 - 12 years old, I strated cutting. I was so alone and nobody cared. Nobody saw me... I was like a ghost.... I still am. I have a fewe good friends... But not even they know about my cut-story... I'm 15 years old... Very soon... In.... 4 days..... And then.... Yeah. I still cut. I'm a cutter, and my scars are mine, and no one have to do with them!
They are my "beauty marks"... And remember me about the scary truth around the corner....
ZoofCookie 1 week ago
@ZoofCookie are you ok?
MyAndiLove 1 week ago
@MyAndiLove I hope so, but I don't really know...
When I saw your comment... I almost started to cry.
Not even my friends ask me about that... Thanks ^^
ZoofCookie 1 week ago
This doesn't just happen in American it happens over here in the u.k to
Eh2k10 1 week ago
i stared cutting when i was 9 years old even though i can not see them i can still feel them. now im 15 years old and i just need some one to listen and share my feeling but im afraid of myself and others and even my own family i want help but every one thinks im so perfect but im not....i feel helpless :(
BaltimoreKid1996 2 weeks ago
@BaltimoreKid1996 hey p.m. me we can talk i know how you feel
MrZipperfish 1 week ago
@MrZipperfish thanks for listening friend it means alot
BaltimoreKid1996 1 week ago
@BaltimoreKid1996 help is what we need
MyAndiLove 1 week ago
@BaltimoreKid1996 If you want to talk or anything, I'm here. *hug*
klairet56 1 week ago
I went through this and it sucks
sciencechica 2 weeks ago
I Went through cutting.. i have terrible scars, I Cut myself when i was 13 - Im 15 now and im not ashamed, thats who i am! and nobody else should be ashamed - You're not alone.. <3
AmyIsWatchingYou 2 weeks ago
i need advice...is pretending to cut the same thing....i never break the surface of my skin....it leaves scratches and almost provides the same feeling....im kinda tempted to go back to actually cutting but its easier to hide scratches...
bbyblueeyes1496 2 weeks ago
I sat here....and watch the video bawling my eyes out as i realized that was me, i remember the first time i was in treatment, and when i got to go on an outing we went to the fair, and the guy at the front was stamping our hands. He looked at me in disgust like he was terrified, you can talk to a therapist or doctor, but they really have NO idea what any of us are going through
killerRXXX 2 weeks ago
@1990Jackbauer ur english is fine. talk to someone. and if u feel noone will listen i will. talk to me
Lacecierra 2 weeks ago
@XRay131313 can you talk to me? i used to cut but i stopped. i might be able to help. please try. talk to me
Lacecierra 2 weeks ago
my cut was with my shaving razor and it hurt like hell
SuperTommygun2 2 weeks ago
@SuperTommygun2 when i use to cut id love the way it stings
kodatheoutcast 2 weeks ago
your right
SuperTommygun2 2 weeks ago
TEAM GAYS really sopport the gays im not one but its good to help!!!!
bubblebathz1 2 weeks ago
i always see in these videos : you are not alone. what if i am alone? i mean i really alone. how can i stop cut myshelf? this is annoying me when i read that you are not alone. people dont know me. nobody dont know me. sorry for my english.
1990Jackbauer 2 weeks ago
'' I rather be dreaming then living, living, just to hard to do.....its chances not chioces, noise is not voices, a day just a thing to get through, living just to hard to do....dreams may be pretend, but at least dreams end, and i just cant stop thinking you'll see, thoughts of suicide comfort me'' .... i sing this song to myself when crying myself to sleep....im am such a bad person, i wish i was a good person, maybe people would like me, and want to be my friends, but have no chance for that
XRay131313 2 weeks ago
im so tired of crying everyday, and cant even talk to people, i cry when i do. i feel like i have to cut, the PAIN is better then the HURT. i know that must sound stupid. i dont have anyone to go to, i live life alone and un happy and i hate it. i think about suicide everyday, i think thats the only way i will feel better...if it was for my alcohol and drinking everyday, i would have been gone a long time ago.....
XRay131313 2 weeks ago
I'm a cutter or i should say was and its scary the thoughts that run through my head while watching this video.....I dont want my scars to leave I don't want that part of me to be forgotten I want to always remeber how I got strong..
LauraStorm18 2 weeks ago
I cut myself.. I wear jeans an long sleeve shirts in the summer. I love writing about my life but not admitting it face to face.. Your not alone if you do
KenzieBoo43 2 weeks ago
All this "you are not alone" talking.. it only helps about stuff you are embarrased about.. when it comes to almost everything else it actually doesn't help, 'cause you wanna be special.. At least i feel like that..
Fritidsjente97 2 weeks ago
iv been cutting for 6 years and have been hospitalized 2 times for cutting. its a hard thing to overcome and i still think about it all the time, cutting is just as addicting as cocain and it was been proven. i dont wanna cut, noone does. but what are we really to do. we cant stop it. its hard. this video made me cry. i hate the scars and the memories.
sexyemo53 2 weeks ago
how do you stop i don't cut i burn instead because it's hurts more and lasts longer and it easier to say it was an accident if i get caught no one ever thinks that you burn yourself on purpose they think you are clumzy in the kitcken so no one has ever tried to help me, how do i help myself?
AmideusVladimir 2 weeks ago
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This video is beautiful I deal with self harm everyday... And the sad thing is, is that my parents have already found out and I honestly dont give a shit. I know what it feels like. I go through it every single day. And everyday I promise to cut myself to death... But I'm always afraid it won't work and I'll be left with the cuts the next day and somebody will notice. I'm lying to my family everyday and it KILLS me. But it would be nice to talk to someone email me at redfurryketchup@gmail.com
balletcrazy1000 2 weeks ago
The name of the song is streets are raining from Pyramid! ;)
BTW.... If someone need to talk... Because I lived that too... And i will admit you that I'm still dealing with but I'm winning the battle! It's becoming less and less a way to release all the pain, the sadness, the shame and anger. Here's my mail... xester_10@hotm.com I guess you know it's hotmail! ;) With that... I love you all and I certainly understand you guys! I loveeeeee you all!!!! -3 -3 -3
Eorom 2 weeks ago
this is very true and I cried when I first saw it. To anyone and everyone out there who needs to hear this. You are loved and ur worth so much more, ur beautiful and unique, don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Love you all, don't lose hope.
RedSilentTears 2 weeks ago
Well, the only way to fix MENTAL suffering, is PHYSICAL pain. . .
TheresHopePro 2 weeks ago
@TheresHopePro And even though the scars fade, WE can still see and FEEL them.
TheresHopePro 2 weeks ago
this might not mean a lot, but my friend made a video to let you all know you are not alone, /watch?v=28wfFGu4yTo check the link please ?!
007mano1 2 weeks ago