<3!!! I love your positive attitude! I don't know what good I could do myself as of right now the day is nearly over (it's 10 pm) and I am broker than broke to even get myself a dang beer :/ but I would like to let you know I am like watching all your videos and I think you are very bright aand awesome. <3 your decor. And I love your videos because they are not entirely self-centered.<3<3 and you arre so genuine. (Did I spell that right???) :P
@GuitarGirl405 That isn't a nice thing to say to anyone, even when you're hiding behind a computer. He's a guy who happened to be a bit feminine at that point in his life. He is that thin because he suffered from eating disorders. Think before you speak. He doesn't have a mean bone in his body, and doesn't deserve to be spoken to in that manner.
my heart goes out 2 u n every1 eles struglling with addiction but i have been a drug addict 4 most of my life n the most important rule is 2 care of u n u only untill u r completly sober n off whater ever u r doing and 2 take 1 day at time i will pray 4 u but be careful on what advice u share with ur followers because it doesnt help when u r addicted urself
i hope this is not offensive i really dont know u but how can u give advice when u r struggling with an addiction youself (ur bulimic) i dont feal like some1 in the addiction u r in should give any addvice 2 any1 r u still bulimic?
Youtube Passion of the Christ to Coldplay's fix you! WOW!!! You'll ball tears of joy and fall in love with him all over again!! Take it easy sweetheart and have a great day.
WATCHING YOU IS LIKE TAKING IN A FRESH BREATH OF AIR FROM A NON-POLLUTED WORLD! U HAVE MORE POSITIVE THINKING THAN I HAVE IN MY PINKY FINGER! I WISH I WAS AT LEAST HALF AS POSITIVE AS U ARE ONE DAY. I HOPE U ARE GETTING BETTER FROM YOUR ILLNESS BECAUSE U ARE A BEAUTIFUL PERSON AND I NOTICED JUST WATCHING ONE OF UR VIDEOS. IT ASHAME THAT BAD THINGS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE. I JUST WANTED TO POP-IN AND LET U KNOW HOW WONDERFUL YOUR VIDEOS ARE AND WISH U GOOD LUCK ON OVER COMING YOUR DEMONS.
You're absolutely right. Thank you for giving such positive advice! It's funny because the simplest things can give you the most happiness and a lot of times that doesn't click for me.
You are so amazing! And LOL at the guy outside and you in your underwear hehe. That's the way to do it! I'm so glad that you did something for yourself :) I wish I could think of something to do right now that is positive *sigh* The closest thing I can think of is that I am going to straighten my hair and do my makeup before I have to go to my class on Pediatrics in the morning ;) haha
you make such a difference in my life and ive never even spoken to you:) you much touch so many peoples lives in an amazing way:) your so special and never forget that!You have helped me so much:) also im sure you have but have you watched the secret?x
i really love you so much. today, what i did for myself, was watched your relaxation videos. helped me stop stressing out. helped me go to sleep. dont ever stop doing what your doing !
You are such a positive, inspirational little fellow and I just want to hug you. I took myself up to my favorite antique store today and had great fun looking at all the things. That really made me happy!
today i think i'll watch my favorite movie, listen to elliott smith and sing along with all my favorite songs, finish a painting i've been working on for weeks and end the day without having purged once
I am going to have a nice bubbly bath and this afternoon I am going to COPE a drop in centre for people with ED. Then I am going to see if I can find some fun wigs to wear on my bald head. Pink would be nice :). My canvas will be full. Praying your day will be good xxx
Hi i was having a really crappy day (feeling real disappointment with myself) untill i came accross this vid!! ....i am now going to enjoy the sunshine for a bit (yes it is actually sunny today here in England lol) btw you are lovely and you deserve LOTS of nice things :-)
Waking up Saturday, I start off with a bowl of cereal curled up in an arm chair watching my favorite Saturday morning cartoons. I know that it seems childish but IT relaxes me. I feel relaxed and happy. So, yes....I also write to relax, like stories and fanfictions....
I just clicked on this video by coincidence and it caught my interest. I can definitely relate to what you are talking about and I just wanted to say: That's the right attitude! Keep it up! All the best from Sweden :)
Ah I am out of SF now but go there every week! I am trying to get some people from you tube together who have eds to have a fun Haight thrift day. Maybe you'd like to join?
I've been watching your videos for months have yet to tell you what many others have said: you inspire me.
I have been struggling with EDNOS for years, and I am finally ready to try something else. I would love to one day wake up and feel as if I did "deserve today". Hopefully, this day is coming. When it comes, you will be in my heart.
HEALING STARTS NOW, WHY WAIT? LIFE IS AT STAKE! Hello dear, thank you for the kind words. I always love comments, especially from locals. I have lived in SF 3 times and know some good resources for EDs if you are open. Not sure if you are getting any help or are open to it but it never hurts to try...
I have considered getting treatment at Stanford many times, but am a little weary of their program. Of course, I want more than a medical stabilization program, but I believe something intensive, something that tears me away from my environment and it's triggers, and something that addresses the very roots of my anxieties is preferable. I'm not keen on bumping up my diet a good 2,000 calories just to gain weight as quick as possible, so they can shuffle me out of there and make room for another.
That is where I started at 14... There are so many options it's not even funny. It all depends what you are willing to work for, in order for it to work for you. Btw. the weight gain process does not work that way and needs to be monitored, some cases more so than others. I don't know where you are at in health or ed to suggest. So I can ask... where is your health? ed? right now
Other treatment program options you are aware of? Most inpatient facilities, as I'm sure you know, are just so expensive. I've found very few that work off of a sliding scales. :(
Can you private message me about this? I can gather some info for you. I tried to get into a few programs in the bay area... and have referrences. Also, I'm trying to get some fellow sf people with eds together, maybe you'd like to hang out with us sometime?
Johnny, this is one of my most fav videos! you have such a wonderfull kind and gentle spirit. You truly have been given a gift and I hope you continue to reach out to people and promote happiness and healing to all of us with eating disorders...I feel as though you really understand the things that go through my head because of my ED...thanx babe luv n kisses!!!
I want you to be as healthy and happy as you can be, darling. Whatever makes you smile. Please let us know that you are safe in all ways. Positive thinking as you said is very important for the whole body, not just the brain. Are you sleeping well?
this is very inspiring, i just love watching your videos, i think you are a very very smart and logical person, i do have an eating disorder, too, so i can totally understand where your coming from.
You are just incredible role model and motivation... A nice little thing im gonna do is to sit in an open window in two hours(midnight here), light a candle, watch the beautiful summer rain, smell the nature, connect to Goddess and dream. Dream about my goals, my bright future and hope-hope that this night, finally this night, i'll be enlighted and able to escape fromthe hell of eating disorder...
Trust me, being tiny like this is not worth it. I have not had a clean road and will suffer the rest of my life with health disabilities that can't be restored due to damage in the process of getting to this size. I encourage you to find your body's natural size and celebrate it. I'm on a journey to do the same.
well today i spent a lot of time singing and playing violin and guitar....i have a little show coming up and i really like to sing and play guitar so i did and usually i feel really self concious about my voice but i had fun. i don't like violin that much but i feel accomplished for getting through that practice.
i hope u did something nice for urself today too! ^^
You are a nice person,and you talk about good stuff,thanks,all the best to you sweetie,and I enjoy bein' w/my dogs,readin',etc.YOU DESERVE TO DANCE,you deserve all you've ever wished for,you are a good person,I like you alot!
Your optimism and the hope you carry is so touching. Your videos kinda make me realize that this isn't jsut a "stupid habit" I have but it's real and you give me hope. Psychic unity of humans brought to us by Youtube ftw!
what a beautiful picture you paint!! plies outside...how free-ing (if thats a word) and the rawness of the barre being a hand rail...you just have no idea what that means to me..thank you.
I so relate to your vids... I struggle with eating disorders, and the raw food lifestyle helped me to overcome them. Now I see that I may also be dealing with orthorexia... esp. when I deal with info about codex, and all the pesticides, preservatives, toxic chemicals in our food and water. God bless you, and stay strong!
God bless you too. Raw has helped me in so many ways. I think we can find good balance with it and that orthorexia does not have to be a part of our raw lifestyles if we don't allow it too. Stay strong too honey!
Nice little things today: I took a nice shower with a cinnamon soap, prepared and ate some hummus (my favorite food), played a while with my dog and at last I watched a lot of your videos and smiled. Thank you
I am so glad i found ur vidz too! OMG I LUV U! I don't have an eating problem or anything.. but you give me hope like i do.. it's weird but so awesome! I luv u!
I am so glad I found your videos (thanks to insidethemusicbox)!!! I just had the worst day today, when I stumbled upon your lovely channel. Thank you for pouring your heart out. You've inspired me to go for a walk on the beach rain or shine tomorrow. That always seems to brighten my day now that I am lucky enough to live by one (but never allow myself to do it). I can't wait to watch your other vids. <3, Nicole
wow...u are so inspirational u have a great enregy and passion for life. hmm...something nice...thats going to b hard... i probably will stop the diet pills..their cuasing heart problems....but in the short term...i want to..um.....allow myself to go wild in a toy shop and maybe even by a toy for myself..anyway i think what u did for urself today is brilliant, keep up the good work.
hi sweetness, thank you. i'm planning on making a video about diet pills sometime soon. they did me no good. let me reassure you, no matter how hard it seems - you can overcome them. if you want to talk about this more, please message me k? i think it's very brave of you to want to stop and even better when you are able to
i'm so happy that i found your videos...i hope that you can see at least a glimmery glitter of the light that you are.
here's something positive that i'd like:
long term: to allow myself to be loved and not shut people out before they get too close.
right now: to say no to another b/p today. i don't need to eat the whole box of green tea pocky sticks all at once, so i'm going to put my HK earmuffs on and block out all of that ugliness trying to be heard.
oh you are a little ray of sunshine! with HK energy and all! thank you so much. yay for your goals, i believe in you dear. ps. a pic of your hk ear muffs is a must. i will show you my hk tattoos in exchange, smile.
Thank you! Oh my glitter, that is a great thing! Friends are wonderful. There are so many ways to meet people. What big city are you in? I do hope you meet some quality new people : )
aw, thank you! i actually feel the same way about your videos. i have noticed a lot of light and life in your eyes and smile. you are beautiful dear. goodluck with your move!
dude. what. did. you. do. to. yourself. Bless. your. heart. your. still. alive. Are. you. still. purging. at. all.
hallestar12 6 days ago
order a pizza
janglots 3 weeks ago
It is hard to watch videos of someone dying. *sigh*
mari0301 3 months ago 4
<3!!! I love your positive attitude! I don't know what good I could do myself as of right now the day is nearly over (it's 10 pm) and I am broker than broke to even get myself a dang beer :/ but I would like to let you know I am like watching all your videos and I think you are very bright aand awesome. <3 your decor. And I love your videos because they are not entirely self-centered.<3<3 and you arre so genuine. (Did I spell that right???) :P
sireniaaida 4 months ago
This is incredible! It's so simple but a great way to improve your life to spoil yourself a little every day. :)
EWilsonLife 4 months ago in playlist More videos from MyOwnStickFigure
This is such a CUTE video!
georgeNconrad 6 months ago
WTF am I watching, I'm sry.............
F430Fill 7 months ago
@GuitarGirl405 That isn't a nice thing to say to anyone, even when you're hiding behind a computer. He's a guy who happened to be a bit feminine at that point in his life. He is that thin because he suffered from eating disorders. Think before you speak. He doesn't have a mean bone in his body, and doesn't deserve to be spoken to in that manner.
xTwoOfHeartsx 8 months ago
If you nourish your mind, then you will nourish yourself<3 Good luck with the battle babe :)
Leina151 9 months ago
my heart goes out 2 u n every1 eles struglling with addiction but i have been a drug addict 4 most of my life n the most important rule is 2 care of u n u only untill u r completly sober n off whater ever u r doing and 2 take 1 day at time i will pray 4 u but be careful on what advice u share with ur followers because it doesnt help when u r addicted urself
TheHeather22489 10 months ago
i hope this is not offensive i really dont know u but how can u give advice when u r struggling with an addiction youself (ur bulimic) i dont feal like some1 in the addiction u r in should give any addvice 2 any1 r u still bulimic?
TheHeather22489 10 months ago
i live in oakland! :)
dinosawr1992 1 year ago
I love all your ideas thank you!
JazibyGezz 1 year ago
Youtube Passion of the Christ to Coldplay's fix you! WOW!!! You'll ball tears of joy and fall in love with him all over again!! Take it easy sweetheart and have a great day.
N0TS0SUBTLE 1 year ago
WATCHING YOU IS LIKE TAKING IN A FRESH BREATH OF AIR FROM A NON-POLLUTED WORLD! U HAVE MORE POSITIVE THINKING THAN I HAVE IN MY PINKY FINGER! I WISH I WAS AT LEAST HALF AS POSITIVE AS U ARE ONE DAY. I HOPE U ARE GETTING BETTER FROM YOUR ILLNESS BECAUSE U ARE A BEAUTIFUL PERSON AND I NOTICED JUST WATCHING ONE OF UR VIDEOS. IT ASHAME THAT BAD THINGS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE. I JUST WANTED TO POP-IN AND LET U KNOW HOW WONDERFUL YOUR VIDEOS ARE AND WISH U GOOD LUCK ON OVER COMING YOUR DEMONS.
mandyjri 1 year ago
You are so awesome Positive messages are great :)
jimijable 1 year ago
lol u go girl XDD lol
xoxox :D
XxXcOOki3mOnstaXxXx3 1 year ago
Ahhhh... your sooo cute!! i could see you being one of those celeb stylists
voodoomay 1 year ago
You are funny :P
Thinisbeautyfull 1 year ago
honey, i would do anything for your body! I love you so much!
scenegirl135 1 year ago
You're absolutely right. Thank you for giving such positive advice! It's funny because the simplest things can give you the most happiness and a lot of times that doesn't click for me.
DOESHMUTZ 1 year ago
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Maddienpox 1 year ago
= )
daissyblanco 1 year ago
yeah, good idea! x
notoriouslygood 1 year ago
You're adorable(:
YellowJelloXD 2 years ago
ugh your so little id be afraid to hug you.
you seem really sweet though
air hugs and kisses!
americascutie911 2 years ago
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you are an amazing strong person.
i love your body.
SkinnyHotFamousRich 2 years ago
I LOVE ur outfit in the new shoes video where u get it? U disabled comments so I couldn't ask there.
Cherrylips333 2 years ago
You are so amazing! And LOL at the guy outside and you in your underwear hehe. That's the way to do it! I'm so glad that you did something for yourself :) I wish I could think of something to do right now that is positive *sigh* The closest thing I can think of is that I am going to straighten my hair and do my makeup before I have to go to my class on Pediatrics in the morning ;) haha
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TheHellokittylovesme 2 years ago
I love hello kitie :) x
sophiebabiie111 2 years ago
you make such a difference in my life and ive never even spoken to you:) you much touch so many peoples lives in an amazing way:) your so special and never forget that!You have helped me so much:) also im sure you have but have you watched the secret?x
dayamsta 2 years ago 2
i really love you so much. today, what i did for myself, was watched your relaxation videos. helped me stop stressing out. helped me go to sleep. dont ever stop doing what your doing !
or i will cry.
much love mijo
beautifulleta 2 years ago
You are such a positive, inspirational little fellow and I just want to hug you. I took myself up to my favorite antique store today and had great fun looking at all the things. That really made me happy!
sideshowtink 2 years ago
I had a nice walk home in the cold air after dancing at a Merce Cunningham workshop at college (:
(I'm from England)
then I b/p when I got home...
this disorder always comes out of the blue :/
You have a lovely face (:
haha and you do ballet! Awesome (:
xGobbinsx 2 years ago
hi, i had a rough day yesterday
purged 8 times and have felt guilty all morning
today i think i'll watch my favorite movie, listen to elliott smith and sing along with all my favorite songs, finish a painting i've been working on for weeks and end the day without having purged once
thankyou for making this vid
p.s. i like ur tattoos
omissmiseryo 2 years ago
I am going to have a nice bubbly bath and this afternoon I am going to COPE a drop in centre for people with ED. Then I am going to see if I can find some fun wigs to wear on my bald head. Pink would be nice :). My canvas will be full. Praying your day will be good xxx
xWillowTheBlueFairyx 2 years ago
Finish my (horribly long) homework, and siiiiing (L
Tamisuchis 2 years ago
im a little scared.... dont know what to make of this
hawaiiAus 2 years ago
then maybe you shouldn't, maybe you should just get up and go do something nice for yourself and focus on yourself
MyOwnStickFigure 2 years ago 18
youre probably right... sorry for the nasty comment.
hawaiiAus 2 years ago 2
Hello nice little thing!!I would hug you,a good part of the day .Bye Paul from Montreal
energyfree 2 years ago
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foudelipu 2 years ago
Hi i was having a really crappy day (feeling real disappointment with myself) untill i came accross this vid!! ....i am now going to enjoy the sunshine for a bit (yes it is actually sunny today here in England lol) btw you are lovely and you deserve LOTS of nice things :-)
Mrslarawellerxx 2 years ago 6
This is unrelated, but... I love your earings :]
balletxxlove 2 years ago 3
What did I do 4 me today..not for my ed....That made em cry...made me realize that I need to make ME happy not my ed :( Thanks for your insiration
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XoXXoLanA 2 years ago
Waking up Saturday, I start off with a bowl of cereal curled up in an arm chair watching my favorite Saturday morning cartoons. I know that it seems childish but IT relaxes me. I feel relaxed and happy. So, yes....I also write to relax, like stories and fanfictions....
RiderKagome 2 years ago
cartoons are the best. no matter what age.
AdioBitch 2 years ago
*nods* *big smile* Yes, yes they are.
RiderKagome 2 years ago
I just clicked on this video by coincidence and it caught my interest. I can definitely relate to what you are talking about and I just wanted to say: That's the right attitude! Keep it up! All the best from Sweden :)
crystallic85 3 years ago
I watch this video sometimes when I have a bad day and it always motivates me to go out and do something.
Thank you for making this and continuing to create videos.
Stalebreadcrumbs 3 years ago
ballet! don't ever give it up...ballet is love:)
balletforlife14 3 years ago
"i know it sounds tacky".you're so cute!i just discovered you.i 'm bulimic and also live in sf and i hope i see you at your barre sometime!
gyppanda7 3 years ago 4
Ah I am out of SF now but go there every week! I am trying to get some people from you tube together who have eds to have a fun Haight thrift day. Maybe you'd like to join?
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago 3
Hello, fellow San Franciscan!
I've been watching your videos for months have yet to tell you what many others have said: you inspire me.
I have been struggling with EDNOS for years, and I am finally ready to try something else. I would love to one day wake up and feel as if I did "deserve today". Hopefully, this day is coming. When it comes, you will be in my heart.
Leaving4Life 3 years ago
HEALING STARTS NOW, WHY WAIT? LIFE IS AT STAKE! Hello dear, thank you for the kind words. I always love comments, especially from locals. I have lived in SF 3 times and know some good resources for EDs if you are open. Not sure if you are getting any help or are open to it but it never hurts to try...
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
I have considered getting treatment at Stanford many times, but am a little weary of their program. Of course, I want more than a medical stabilization program, but I believe something intensive, something that tears me away from my environment and it's triggers, and something that addresses the very roots of my anxieties is preferable. I'm not keen on bumping up my diet a good 2,000 calories just to gain weight as quick as possible, so they can shuffle me out of there and make room for another.
Leaving4Life 3 years ago
That is where I started at 14... There are so many options it's not even funny. It all depends what you are willing to work for, in order for it to work for you. Btw. the weight gain process does not work that way and needs to be monitored, some cases more so than others. I don't know where you are at in health or ed to suggest. So I can ask... where is your health? ed? right now
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Other treatment program options you are aware of? Most inpatient facilities, as I'm sure you know, are just so expensive. I've found very few that work off of a sliding scales. :(
Leaving4Life 3 years ago
Can you private message me about this? I can gather some info for you. I tried to get into a few programs in the bay area... and have referrences. Also, I'm trying to get some fellow sf people with eds together, maybe you'd like to hang out with us sometime?
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
haha that guy was totally checking you out :)
FrozenCharles 3 years ago
Johnny, this is one of my most fav videos! you have such a wonderfull kind and gentle spirit. You truly have been given a gift and I hope you continue to reach out to people and promote happiness and healing to all of us with eating disorders...I feel as though you really understand the things that go through my head because of my ED...thanx babe luv n kisses!!!
morphinemartini 3 years ago
I want you to be as healthy and happy as you can be, darling. Whatever makes you smile. Please let us know that you are safe in all ways. Positive thinking as you said is very important for the whole body, not just the brain. Are you sleeping well?
emangiselle 3 years ago
bless your soul
sleep is bad but that is common, as i work on reducing vomitting behaviors and balancing nutrition it will improve
thank you so much, hugs
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
you're gorgeous!
you have such a good spirit about you and just watching this video you have made me smile, which i havent done in a long time..
love your tatts!
keep smiling..
oh and what did i do for myself today??
i havent binged... thanks to you im gonna go curl up on the couch and watch tv or enjoy some sun..
thankyou xx
rooroopoopoo 3 years ago
You are special.You are valuable as gold Thank you for your loveable mind and body.
energyfree 3 years ago
Im 33..is it still okay to have a blankie? hehe:O
kazzyjbeanz 3 years ago
Of couse dear! I will have mine till my dying days and then have him buried with me, seriously, it's set in stone. I love my blankie!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
You inspire me.
ihouvanje 3 years ago 3
this is very inspiring, i just love watching your videos, i think you are a very very smart and logical person, i do have an eating disorder, too, so i can totally understand where your coming from.
thanks x
VampireHearrt 3 years ago
If I knew you, I think I would wake up with a smile every day.
Battuz 3 years ago 2
YOU ARE SO ADORABLE I WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND!!! :) btw i love brownies made with raw ingredients!!! you got me onto the idea of them! xx
chikkko14 3 years ago 5
I think you are so beautiful in this video! xx
Dasha387 3 years ago
aha good for you hun :D
who cares what people think if your doing ballet in the street..
if i saw you..i would join you :)
i love ballet!
Rhindia6 3 years ago 2
troge re pousti
bigcrete78 3 years ago
troge
bigcrete78 3 years ago
יצור.
proanita 3 years ago
You are just incredible role model and motivation... A nice little thing im gonna do is to sit in an open window in two hours(midnight here), light a candle, watch the beautiful summer rain, smell the nature, connect to Goddess and dream. Dream about my goals, my bright future and hope-hope that this night, finally this night, i'll be enlighted and able to escape fromthe hell of eating disorder...
Euraphadriell 3 years ago 2
omg i am so coming over
this is brilliant!!!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
i just love u!! but i wanna know something how can i be so tiny just like u?
sou90 3 years ago
Trust me, being tiny like this is not worth it. I have not had a clean road and will suffer the rest of my life with health disabilities that can't be restored due to damage in the process of getting to this size. I encourage you to find your body's natural size and celebrate it. I'm on a journey to do the same.
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Hey Johnny that was a great response regarding advice on how to be tiny,you are a great recovery role model,thank you so much!
PringlesMinis 3 years ago
well today i spent a lot of time singing and playing violin and guitar....i have a little show coming up and i really like to sing and play guitar so i did and usually i feel really self concious about my voice but i had fun. i don't like violin that much but i feel accomplished for getting through that practice.
i hope u did something nice for urself today too! ^^
abcdefghigkimacat 3 years ago
You are a nice person,and you talk about good stuff,thanks,all the best to you sweetie,and I enjoy bein' w/my dogs,readin',etc.YOU DESERVE TO DANCE,you deserve all you've ever wished for,you are a good person,I like you alot!
PringlesMinis 3 years ago
Your optimism and the hope you carry is so touching. Your videos kinda make me realize that this isn't jsut a "stupid habit" I have but it's real and you give me hope. Psychic unity of humans brought to us by Youtube ftw!
kladika 3 years ago
what a beautiful picture you paint!! plies outside...how free-ing (if thats a word) and the rawness of the barre being a hand rail...you just have no idea what that means to me..thank you.
chandra00michelle 3 years ago
I so relate to your vids... I struggle with eating disorders, and the raw food lifestyle helped me to overcome them. Now I see that I may also be dealing with orthorexia... esp. when I deal with info about codex, and all the pesticides, preservatives, toxic chemicals in our food and water. God bless you, and stay strong!
raw4healing 3 years ago
God bless you too. Raw has helped me in so many ways. I think we can find good balance with it and that orthorexia does not have to be a part of our raw lifestyles if we don't allow it too. Stay strong too honey!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
nice things for me r 2 dance around 2 favoite songs!!!!
miya76 3 years ago
Nice little things today: I took a nice shower with a cinnamon soap, prepared and ate some hummus (my favorite food), played a while with my dog and at last I watched a lot of your videos and smiled. Thank you
solulacia 4 years ago
I think Im going to allow myself to deserve today everyday. Thats going to be my number 1 daily goal from now on. Thankyou.
unperfectisback 4 years ago
I think Im going to do something nice for myself today, well later since it's 3:31am lol. Im going to clean my apartment then do my nails & feet :)
unperfectisback 4 years ago
I luv the way u say 'rats butt'
So adorable!
ImYourRocsi 4 years ago
I am so glad i found ur vidz too! OMG I LUV U! I don't have an eating problem or anything.. but you give me hope like i do.. it's weird but so awesome! I luv u!
ImYourRocsi 4 years ago
i LOVE YOU
anabanabobana 4 years ago
I am so glad I found your videos (thanks to insidethemusicbox)!!! I just had the worst day today, when I stumbled upon your lovely channel. Thank you for pouring your heart out. You've inspired me to go for a walk on the beach rain or shine tomorrow. That always seems to brighten my day now that I am lucky enough to live by one (but never allow myself to do it). I can't wait to watch your other vids. <3, Nicole
myparanoidandroid 4 years ago
wow, thank you, this means a lot to me. stay strong sweetpea.
MyOwnStickFigure 4 years ago
you are so tiny and awsome!
TigerJenta86 4 years ago
Behind this tiny body is a big, big, BIG voice and while I'm still alive I plan to continue to use it! Thanks for thinking I'm awesome dear xoxo
MyOwnStickFigure 4 years ago
thank you for your vids.. and that powerful voice of yours.
BLZNDECHEEBA 4 years ago
i watched edward scissorhands!!! :)
STARdustPixi 4 years ago
good for you! i haven't seen that in AGES
MyOwnStickFigure 4 years ago
wow...u are so inspirational u have a great enregy and passion for life. hmm...something nice...thats going to b hard... i probably will stop the diet pills..their cuasing heart problems....but in the short term...i want to..um.....allow myself to go wild in a toy shop and maybe even by a toy for myself..anyway i think what u did for urself today is brilliant, keep up the good work.
megzi32 4 years ago
hi sweetness, thank you. i'm planning on making a video about diet pills sometime soon. they did me no good. let me reassure you, no matter how hard it seems - you can overcome them. if you want to talk about this more, please message me k? i think it's very brave of you to want to stop and even better when you are able to
MyOwnStickFigure 4 years ago
nice things... hmm
i took an extra hour for a nap and also a little pedicure.
thanks for the idea.
xxx-Ash
qweengrape 4 years ago
those are two of my favorite pleasures! what color did you do your toes!?
MyOwnStickFigure 4 years ago
one guess?... pink!
qweengrape 4 years ago
i'm so happy that i found your videos...i hope that you can see at least a glimmery glitter of the light that you are.
here's something positive that i'd like:
long term: to allow myself to be loved and not shut people out before they get too close.
right now: to say no to another b/p today. i don't need to eat the whole box of green tea pocky sticks all at once, so i'm going to put my HK earmuffs on and block out all of that ugliness trying to be heard.
chanceoperations 4 years ago
oh you are a little ray of sunshine! with HK energy and all! thank you so much. yay for your goals, i believe in you dear. ps. a pic of your hk ear muffs is a must. i will show you my hk tattoos in exchange, smile.
MyOwnStickFigure 4 years ago
thank you! my hk earmuffs made a cameo in my "tagD" vid. omg when i noticed your tats i was wondering if you had a hk one...i can't wait to see!!
chanceoperations 4 years ago
do you think ballet contributed to your ED?
savemefromyself 4 years ago
for the deveolpment of my ed, no but for many it does. for the progression of it, YES - which is a major reason why i'm on a break from dance
MyOwnStickFigure 4 years ago
You seem to be a lovely, lovely person.
Wish you all the best, and I'll go on looking for further videos.
...What I deserve is to find some real friends out there, in this new big city that sometimes makes me feel alone.
I'll do my best to find some.
Lots of love.
83gemis 4 years ago
Thank you! Oh my glitter, that is a great thing! Friends are wonderful. There are so many ways to meet people. What big city are you in? I do hope you meet some quality new people : )
MyOwnStickFigure 4 years ago
Milaaaan!!
If you come one day, let me know!
It's "the" place for fashion!
^_^
83gemis 4 years ago
omg i am so jealous! i am Italian! i am studying the language this semester, can't wait!!! italian shoes and purses = head over heels for
MyOwnStickFigure 4 years ago
Ehehe!!
^_^
Happy you love our culture and... shoes!!
83gemis 4 years ago
:) I love to see the expressions in peoples eyes when they truly enjoy something. Or the light behind the eyes when they speak about their love.
shav0nne 4 years ago
aw, thank you! i actually feel the same way about your videos. i have noticed a lot of light and life in your eyes and smile. you are beautiful dear. goodluck with your move!
MyOwnStickFigure 4 years ago