Brian Larsen Publicly Discusses His History Of Self-Harm (Cutting)

[RibaHawks85]

Its never nice hearing anyone go through any kind of pain so whatever it is that made you harm yourself, I just hope you never have to go through that again. Its good to see that you no longer do this anymore and that you threw away the razor! All the best :)

[Harmnoone7]

For something that someone else did. Don't take the blame. It's a choice. And, I'd just like to say I'll talk to u if u ever feel like cutting. Just send me a message. I'm here. Your friend, Jen. Just being a friend. peace

[Harmnoone7]

I had 2 main reasons I cut. 1) I felt powerfless after a VERY BAD crime happened to me. And I didn't ever see justice. 2) I had huge emotions that needed to b released..mainly ANGER. I had to A) find ways to feel powerful, and B) CHOOSE to let the rage out of my body. I had to go through hell. Punch my pillow, and scream, etc. But it was so worth it!! I am free now. I never even get tempted to cut myself. Because I realize that THEY WERE EVIL...not me!! I thnk ur blaming yourself for something

[Harmnoone7]

Hi Brian. :) Great job in throwing away the razor!! There are better ways to feel powerful. I am a recovered cutter. For me, it was kitchen knives and butcher's knives, though. And, I had to get over it because sharp objects will always b around. I want to encourage u. You are one of the most gorgeous men I've ever seen. Don't hurt that beautiful body!! For me, I thought I was ugly, and undesirable. I hope u don't think that about yourself. Because many women would want to b with u. (cont)

[tenacioustiger92]

I've been there and understand self-harming very well. I still struggle with it. I can't even imagine how must courage it must have taken to post this video, and I hold a lot of respect for you now. Thank you for posting this video; it gives people like me strength. ^_^

[Karenartexkluzive]

Cool, but without this stranger background with humor. Really interesting thinks. But so long.

[SeagullTheFreegull]

i still selfharm once in a great long while, and i really don't think it does me any disservice anymore. just like anything, it can be utilized in a healthy and productive way, and it can also be an addictive, dangerous thing. nothing's so black and white as good or bad, everyone and everything is much more complex than that. this is a great video and you should be proud for making it, i just figured my 2 cents could be used since i too have experience in this. love you, whoever's reading this.

[Daffodil2love]

Thank you for sharing! Peace

[KeepHope0821]

I started to self harm at 12 as well. Your story touches me, and I can relate to it very much. Hopefully I can recover like you, and throw away the razors that i carry around with me. Thank you.

[NewWoman525]

God Bless you Brian, that was very courageous and generous of you to share this. I know the angels are with you! Thank you.

[ifangela]

Dear Brian, your words have touched me. I cried. You have a beautiful soul, a great voice. God bless you! dear friend

[hellokitty9191]

Strength is beautiful.

[freedoms01]

bless u bri... such valuable sharing!

this is a 'spiritual thing' --if any of u out there can't break free... there is freedom in the name of Jesus. when the attacks come... call on Him.

[JimmyUrineLovr]

Awesome :) I've been looking for videos like this...this video and MatthewBrianBrown's video helped me a lot.

[somekindamillie]

go brian! 

[LoveScarlett2011]

Glad to know that you have put all of that away, it is a demon spirit that posses a person mind and body. If you should ever feel as if you're going to fall again just remember ask yourself What Would Jesus Do ? And always seek counseling. God Bless my friend.

[skyravenslovelight44]

THANK YOU for taking self-harm/cutting out-of-the-closet ! ! ! !

Much Love and Respect :)

[Nhejzheen]

Way to go, Brian! :)

[The290s]

nice video congrats of you getting rid of it and going forward im really proud of u

[selenafan4ever131]

congrats!!! were all proud... i get how you feal my bff does it i do all i can to help but she doesent whant it idk what to do enymore, we tryd taking her blade she just gos and get anew one, i just hate seeing her do that to her self. ty for putting this vidio up i hope that one days she sees it and realise what shes dowing. ty so much

take care :)

[aGxpredator]

@selenafan4ever131 i know how you feel ,my best friend also self harms , she has been self harming for about a year now , i found out about it after 2 months of her doing it,i have spent all day since 12:00PM and now its 3:10AM(13hrs) looking at self harm support videos , trying to see how i can get her to stop , seeing her do it tears me apart, im sure you know how im feeling , so im going to try to get her to stop and hopefully i will succeed , i wish you the best in get your friend to stop to

[selenafan4ever131]

@aGxpredator wow thx i hope you cn help your friend :)

[TheBrokensmile16]

Thank you for posting your video, you are so strong and brave for uploading this video. I also self harm (cutting)...

awesome video.

Take Care

[4theGoodSoul]

Thank you for being so brave as to tell your story. I know how hard it is to talk about it. Also CONGRATULATIONS! Free from self harm, is what i dream of. Although i am doing well at the moment, i don't think i am totally free from it. Throwing that razor blade away is a great way to symbolise your freedom.

Take care xx

[71thess]

Hola Brian you are so strong and brave !!!! With this video you touch my mexican heart and I know for sure you touch God heart to, He loves you very much and wish the best for you and He will be there helping you to fight against this destructive addiction remember that ok. and thanks for your invit' ,

very proud to be your AMIGA(friend)

[keolif]

awesome

[aTnavarrow]

Commendations on you candid and very heart felt vid,

Welcome. I wish you much love and strength.

Jennie

[HLD91]

way to go Brian!

I wish you luck :)

you're very brave.

[MrDrawingguy]

Hang tough brother... happy for you....

[ufo8mykat]

Ahh, fantastic. Well put. You can be very proud of yourself.

[beautifulwaterlily]

ஜwish you love , light & peace

hugs to you ....

namaste ♥ஜ

[Laurytadey]

=)  =) =)

[ElianeMarchesi]

u r very courageous & touching! thanks for your testimony!

and thanks for your invit'

ENJOY THE MUSIC ON MY CHANNEL !!!

take care,

Éliane

[URABombShell]

That is very corageous Brian! I understand. You can get better! I know you can. Much luv to you!!!

[DanielLionheart1]

Very bold, thanks for putting yourself out there with such honesty! I think cutting is one of many variations of self-harm, and most people aren't willing to face themselves and admit what they're doing and why. Alcoholism, drug use, and even terrible spending habits are other forms of essentially the same thing: self-destructive behaviors as a reaction to pain or depression. People have to "throw away the razor blade" to OVERCOME and become successful in life.

[ealvarezz10]

I wish I could give you a hug. You brought tears to my eyes because I can see the pain in your eyes.

[HollyxoMarie]

Good for you dude

[gfreakj]

Great video. It's very difficult putting things like this out for the world to watch. Takes a strong sense of you doing whats right instead of what is comfortable and easy. Great job. I am sure it will help many more people then you will ever know.

[fallenangel2186]

I know exactly how you feel. I was a cutter at one time too and there are days I am struggling to not cut myself. Listening and watching this video is now inspiration for me to not cut myself even more. Good luck with everything and I hope you can keep fighting the addiction of cutting. <3

[getlonghair]

great job with this. i feel for you.

[tatmom43]

Thanks for the friend add and my 21 year old son was also a cutter now he is a talker and that makes me his mom very happy!!! thanks Brian for putting it out there!!! madd props.

[indigenous4logic]

I had heard of "cutting" I now realize that the term "Self-harm" really covers all the addictions out there. I'm happy to see you discuss this subject openly and honestly, it may help to save someones life, not to mention your own.

[belcar5537]

cutting, puts the pain, somwhere else, that is mroe tolerable, thanks for making this video

[hay2kym]

Hey Brian ~ wonderful to see that you were able to overcome this! You are a beautiful inside & out :)

[ckaprolet]

Thanks for sharing, I was there also when I was teen.

[1monayoussef]

Wise who that learn for life experience and lessons. Thank you for sharing them!

[elliesmile]

Bravo! I think there is always time to be serious and a time to be transparent for others. It takes some courage and often follows with back lash. You did a good thing. Sincerely, Ellie

[Inhumantics]

One of my friends was a self-harmer, not just with cutting. He was going through a lot, and found creative ways to deal with the pain, none of which were healthy. He's better now, but it was my first experience knowing that someone did it. I've met others since then. People really overlook the seriousness of it. They make fun of it, mostly because they don't really understand it or it scares them. You are very brave for doing this video, and for fighting the good fight. Thank you for sharing.

[bballgirl4ever0211]

so strong....im glad you have the ability to discuss this with others! Thank you!

[cuppycakeboo]

i feel for u & know how it feels <3

[Taramariemoon]

I feel so much Joy for you Brian. Remember Who & What You Are and Live in your Heart. Your courage is inspiring! Lots of Love & Light, Tara

[moniange]

thanks for your courage and sincerity

[flordesempasuchil]

Brian, thank u so much for the message that you just share ! that was really honest and brave of you... my daugther went trough that dificult time as well... and ,as a parent its really painfull. can't imagine the pain that u expirienced.We seek for help, and now she is doing much better!! thank God. thank u so... so much. I admire you and thank you for sharing with all of us this important moment in your life. And im sure that u r helping a lots of kids and parents already ! we love u 2.

[YOZcreative]

Respect to You for this video. I had a phase with selfharming in my late teens but luckily it didnt stay a long habit. Im glad you finally put the razor away now. Hope you feel it as a good relieve and that you can focus on your positive talents in life!

[xobellalova4yaxo]

You are so brave for posting this! I am so proud of you for doing this and for also wanting people to seek the necessary help. I have supported you and your videos and I always will! I understand what you're saying here to and I'm glad that you have found a way out of that behavior. Just eat some cake if you're ever stressed out! :) ♡Daniela♪♫

[sheridanbucket]

Breaking any habit is difficult, especially when that habit is well broken in like an old shoe. One of the better methods would be to substitute a new habit in place of the old one: every time you THINK of harming yourself > you MUST help someone else, instead-- and immediately. Begin with random acts of lovingkindness, and you will condition your spirit and nourish your soul with a different type of energy, one which delivers a much more powerful rush. Now that's a shoe worth keeping! ^^

[ChristinasTheDork]

I'm proud of you Brian, you definitely are worth a lot more. <3 You're a very strong person for being able to make this video, stronger for throwing the blade away and definitely one of the strongest for being able to control yourself and realize how much you're actually worth and being able to stop harming yourself. Good luck Brian. <3 I really appreciate you and this video. <3

[Tresisme1]

No, it not very silly or simple. You should be very proud of yourself. Yes you are worth more than harming yourself. & I am sure this was a difficult video to make. I hope yo know how many people including yourself that you just helped. God Bless you Brian.

[williedb47]

Thank you Brian for sharing this video with me. You are a very strong person. I know many people will be helped by this video. God bless you. Nadine

[MadBadVoodo]

★★★★★

[ChristianCutie83]

Self Harm is an addiction. I was a self harmer many years ago.. and to this day I still struggle. I don't do it like i use to. However it is always on my mind when I get upset. I could go 3 years with out harming my self. Then one day I do. It is really a heart breaking action. When I do it to myself I Feel so upset and guilty, I feel stupid and useless. I have to fight to not do it when I am upset. I have been harm free for a few months now. Sad to say at one point it had been 4 years!

[sailorlyoko4life]

god bless and be with you brain O:)

[ierogamos]

good luck Brian:-)

[genmama1955]

Thank you for posting this video. It is very devastating to see people in crisis who cut. Thankfully the person I know who went through a cutting period because he was very ill with depression. Thankfully, after getting help, he got well. I am his mom.

[RabAdamson]

~☜❤☞~ I LOVE YOU ~☜❤☞~

[MsCardigan1]

You are worth alot and all the more for sharing your story.

[chaching289]

Stay strong Brian! It takes a real person to see a mistake & change it. If you need to vent to someone, I'm here for you!

Ps if you like hip-hop, check out my page!

Blessings!

<3 JESSiE JiVE

[JoZaBrat]

You got guts to post and I admire that!!!!

[2312cara]

I admire your honesty x

[CharreseMusic]

You are a Blessing. :) I know you have helped many by posting this video & sharing your story. Your honesty & courage is amazing & I know your story is a Blessing to alot of people. *Big Hug!* I wish you the absolute BEST! Continue to inspire! You're in my prayers. :) God Bless you, Brian!

[FowlerWainwright]

Thank you for your honesty and openness. Glad to see you have grown and learned so much. Way to give back!

[canisaytheNword]

IM SO PROUD OF YOU!!!!!!!!!! XOXOXOXO <3

[shelley5ful]

Hi Brian, I believe that you must keep blogging after this video.You don't want to hold yourself in this place. I have watched some of your music videos, I do believe you are past this dark place. As an artist you may take in the unattainable chase of perfection. Meaning if you never had a mirror u would never know what the image of beauty is. It would be a thought, a feeling ,a gesture. No one can tell you what your motivation is and guess what? u don't have to explain. Thanks for sharing.

[sweetlilandi]

Bless your heart. I am proud of you for coming forth like this, and hope your video touches others with the same addiction. You are in my heart and prayers.

[PHAT4LifeTV]

Your video I'm sure is going to help a lot of people, kudos 2 u 4 being brave enuf to share. You have my support.

[Crocstimpy]

I send you love. This is amazing that you shared something so private to help other! THATS what life is about. Help one another , you will help sooo many by sharing your personal struggles! Bless You!

[CPecktheTownCrier]

Yo, this is powerful.

[tamarama2012]

Brian, I'm grateful to be here for you in your journey of self care & self love. Thank you for sharing this about your private self. This is a very powerful step in your continuing evolution. Thank you for helping others through sharing your truths. Love & support is all around you. Namaste~

[jananeric]

Brian, tks for sharing this. I know I've sort of withdrawn for many reasons; & I'm sure you know a lot of my struggles if you read any of my stuff. I know this was probably tough to do for many reasons. I'm not sure why, as love your music anyway, but feel more connected to u now as (been there) guess. Tks for the support to me & others. Blessings for a fresh start

[Mineretta2012]

Brian Thank you so much for your honesty and posting of this video. My nieces and sister went through the cutting themselves. I also have a friend who pulls her hair out. I also have a friend who keeps chosing socio pathic men to be in relationship with. I think this problem is a chemical imbalance of some kind. Not sure what kind but it is a feeling I have. I think their may some kind of a support group out there. I will look for you and let you know if there is a nutritional program. Peace.

[zorkntatertotter]

wuts wrong wit slitting, or LiGHTLY cutting YOUR arms ..if you like it and you stay in the SAFE zone, then you should keep doing it no? . . as long as you keep the cutting to yurseLf

[moveovermartha]

Brian, not sure why you invited me to subscribe to your channel but as I watched your video about cutting, I am sure that we were supposed to meet... I too used to cut myself... as a form of control... I tell people it's like being an alcoholic... even if you haven't cut in years, you are still a cutter. When I am in extreme emotional distress, my first thought is to cut to release the pain. I haven't cut myself for 12 years. Thanks bringing this to everybody's attention!

[beautifulbeaches]

proud of you. take courage. everything's going to be alright.

[122172639]

I usually mark friend requests from strangers as spam and sometimes even block them when they're clearly doing it to masses and masses (obviously, that's pretty much always)... but you should keep this featured for a good long time and on a regular basis re-feature it because it's brave&important&why I'm not marking you off as just-another-wannabefamous-ent­ertainer friending me, even though you technically are everything in that phrase except the word "just." I hope this reaches all who need it.

[notellyearight1]

You are Brave to post this confession. I hope that it brings you to the completion of all your discovery, and you have a bright new path ahead. Caringly sincere. :)

[xxmakeupanglexx]

good for you

[marcell6464]

well im happy your dealin with it hun good luck

[SGR1000]

It is good that you can talk about your issues, self awareness is a great step my friend :)

[blackencats]

excellent and courageous... my newest feature for sure... love, light and peace : )

[BeatriceSteinberg]

Well...This is the first time watching your video's, I didn't expect that. But I have to give you credit for sharing such a personal story. I'm sure there's a freeing in sharing it with others, and a healing. So many will be blessed by your message. God Bless You!

[willwrite4fun]

Brian, thank you for sharing this information. I can feel the emotions behind your words. It is incredibly brave for you to go public with this, believe me, I know.

Isn't it interesting that in the end, all addictions are self-harm. What a simple way to say it. It all boils down to the same thing: self harm vs. self love.

Every time someone like you goes public with such heartfelt emotion, it makes a difference. You are an example of self love. Beautiful.

[TheGPNB]

This means more than you think, you sharing your life experiences. Way to go! :)

[NicolleJansson]

Brian, I agree...big congrats on taking that symbolic step of throwing away that blade. I think it is wonderful that you did this video, hard as it may have been, because YOU WILL reach someone out that that is struggling with the same thing and offer them hope and encouragement!!

[wwwMISTEYnl]

just awsome greets mistey :)

[SuchisLifeIA]

Very brave of you to step out and make this video. I can't imagine it myself, as I am reluctant to dig out a sliver... Congratulations on throwing out the blade!! Happy moving forward!!

[DKNY478]

awwww bless ya. im glad to hear ur over that now =) x

[cherokeedoll1]

Im just wondering because I dont understand. How does inflicting pain upon yourself ease the pain in other areas of your life ? Im just trying to understand the reasoning behind this ? But I am glad to know that you are better now

[worthinfiniti]

awww.... im sorry you went through that

[ravenwolfgang1969]

I shared your video on my facebook page... blessings to you...

[fisher65]

bless your heart brian, ya know we all have a story , your angels will help you , God bless hun!!

[deafdub]

congratulations on getting rid of that razor blade and many thanks for sharing.

[MsBonSaint]

Love your honesty and openness.

[HotMissa]

I'm so happy for your. I wish I could believe that I'm worth more. Not sure that I can.

[sstuck1993]

I do it too. Ive been trying to stop for about 2 years. I completely understand where you're coming from. 

[dragonsflite]

GOOD FOR YOU!!! Throwing away the blade is hard, but it's worth it and you are a very strong person for letting people know. Telling people I was a cutter was the hardest thing I ever had to do in my life, but it completely sets you free.

[shojogirl93]

aw D: u look so innocent but YOU'RE MY INSPIRATION! I WILL STOP CUTTING! thank you :) loves u n ur vid :)

[annieham56]

Oh Brian, this is so brave of you to come forword you may have help ''someone''. I'm a mother of 5 grown kids and I've never heard of cutting. I'm very proud of you ...continue to stay strong and I will pray that you do. God's Blessings. Love Annie

[MIORIGAMI]

ummm, anyone want to take the bet he ISN'T done???

[screamblead105]

@MIORIGAMI Doubtful, otherwise he wouldn't be able to speak so freely about a situation like this.

[XbirthdayXmassacreX]

<3 proud of you.

and wow i had no idea at all. you seem so happy in your videos lol. but it's understandable because it's similar to what your saying. we all feel pain, it doesn't mean we don't normally enjoy life.

[swim4life61095]

This video is so awesome and inspiring! You are so strong! I love how honest this video is. I have many a time though about cutting because i suffer from depression. You are such a wonderful person! Stay strong!

[iluvrock92]

i know what you mean, i'm not depressed, i sometimes get the winter blues. but when ever i feel like i need to, i'll cut myself. sometimes i think it's the only thing that will help me feel something...

[jen564]

......I just typed out a whole thing and then found I still can't talk about it.

I guess that in itself says enough :/

[Rainbow4Jelly]

You are extremely brave making this and being so honest. <3

I would like to think that I am past cutting now but, it's hard to say that there's a final end, you know?

I threw away some knives not long ago.

Again, I really admire that you've made this. <3

[SmallvilleGurl276]

But dude ur awesome! u don't need 2 cut! Like really! If its a self-esteem issue u need 2 have a high one because I really think that a lot of the girls (and the gay guys) are all "*Squeal* He is sooooooo sexy!!!!!!!!" everytime they watch ur vids and the Lesbians and straight guys which they were u. lol! Like ur just that awesome!

[cathrine1990]

After I stopped cutting, I had my razorblade, a knife and a bloodied rag in the drawer of my night table and I felt that as long as I had that in there I was in control, I felt strong because I had it right there and still didn't. 1 day my mum found and threw it away while I was gone. When I found out I broke down, and it was only then I realized just how much power it had over me even though I had quit. Think you are very brave and strong for making this video! :)