My story with Anorexia

[ErinRobTheNobLickaaa]

U were beautiful u don't need to be skinny to be beautiful

[Mya17Ava16]

I want to be like 2:22 :( But you're gorgeous ! 3:08 <3

[ThePropheticfire]

you gals are so lucky nowadays can go to these nice rehab centers for it..when i had it in 1975 they didnt have very many rehab centers and my parents were poor so i almost died..no one could help..i decided to not let it kill me..and just forced myself to eat a little more each day...i had no counseling either...was hard all the way,down the road..

[neongirl411]

@Jordanleigh19 just try to tell them. They could get freaked out but i bet you 100% tht the reaction will be way better than them finding out by themselves. It can be hard but always remember healthy is beautiful.

[neongirl411]

@marthyishot do you know what you just said? You know how many people hear that and take it too seriously. And wort off all, look what video you posted this on. HEALTHY IS BEAUTIFUL

[MegaMouseyBrown]

still look pretty anno to me love

[mariavs207]

Why when you have anorexia you dont have friends??? 

[TheDepardieu]

que les paso a sus cejas tambien tenian anorexia ?

[JordanLeigh19]

how do I tell my parents without freaking them out or worrying too much about me?

[beautyandpain150]

@JordanLeigh19 Let them know that you have anorexia, inform them of your triggers so they can be aware not to trigger you, let them know you are willing to seek out help. Such as a therapist who is knowledgeable about eating disorders, dietitian, doctor who is knowledgeable about eating disorders, and a psychiatrist.

[Marthyishot]

@JordanLeigh19 dont tell them. Healthy isnt beatiful. Skinny is.

[angie131310]

@Marthyishot Being healthy is WAY more prettier than being too skinny. Being too skinny is really unattractive.

[JordanLeigh19]

@Marthyishot so then dont tell them and continue not eating and doing soccer practice 4days in a row and games on the weekend, but not eat, just keep doing that without telling them??

[JordanLeigh19]

Ive tried to tell my parents I was anorexic, but they wont listen...Im lost and dont know what to do. I think of how nice it would be to not eat for a week without them knowing and see how much weight Ive lost. I dont see my beauty but everyone says Im beautiful, why cant I see it? Ive decided to feel beautiful, I cant eat, so you anorexics are NOT alone, but me...Im the only anorexic or girl with an ed in my family and its tough...I wish I was beautiful, but I feel ugly and fat

[beautyandpain150]

@JordanLeigh19 I am one of the admins to an facebook eating disorder support group. It's called You Are Beautiful. You are more than welcome to join. You may be unable to see it because as we become malnourished are perception of ourselves becomes distorted

[likeimachocolateluvr]

@JordanLeigh19 i hope things get better for you. i went through that and am still recovering.

[pomerforlife]

@iwebbyDK you may think you can stop whenever you want but after being anorexic for a while your stomach will reject food making you throw up when you eat.

[iwebbyDK]

i kinda wanna have anorexia because it do get people slim and im pretty sure i can stop when ever i want too

[IAmBigVanilla]

@iwebbyDK I bet that's what all of these people thought, and what the chainsmokers thought when they smoked their first cigarett, and what the meth addict thought when they first had it. Don't be ignorant.

[beautyandpain150]

@IAmBigVanilla eating disorders are not a lifestyle choice. You can't just snap out of it. They are a deadly disease that kill millions and almost took my life.

[IAmBigVanilla]

@beautyandpain150 DON'T SAY THIS TO ME. Say it to the person who fucking said they can snap out of it, I was telling the other person they're stupid for thinking they can. Dumbshit

[beautyandpain150]

@IAmBigVanilla I'm sorry I meant to say that to her and it put your name. It was totally directed at her not you.

[quimicafq]

@iwebbyDK I don't mean to be rude, but if you think that way then something's wrong, please get help, and don't post this kind of comment in a video about overcoming the very same thing you think you want to have

[zantig1]

smoke some fucking marijuana

[babyboosabz]

look. It sucks. The media sucks. The way we judge people and put them down sucks. The way men sometimes speak about a woman if she puts on a bit of weight sucks. I hope one day things can change.

[babyboosabz]

I hate the media. I hate how it suggests to us we are only worthy if we look a certain way, if we are tiny and skinny. I hate people who critize others about their weight. They never realise how much their words can effect someone. I hate people who think it's okay to treat you like you are inferior just because you weigh a few kilos more than them. They don't realise they can ruin someones life, and crush all the chances and opportunities they have as they become to preoccupied with how they

[BeautifulBlondie1433]

I went through the same thing well actually still recovering when I was 15 I was 52 lbs. I am now 17 and weighing about 87 lbs.

[vleugels95]

Wtf i started with MW3 and now Anorexia JEZUS....

[Rockcem1]

@vleugels95 I started with Trying to find a Craked TDU 2 then hot girls killing them selfs cuz of being builled and this...

[OhhCathy]

lol the picture of you smashing the scale

[irockchomom]

everyone go to remuda

[hiphopuithethart]

europe is absolute fucking depressing.

[LOLZITSBRITT]

Oh my gosh! You were BEAUTIFUL throughout the whole video... Im struggling with this also... I feel fat... And Im ready and willing to do anything to lose weight... Even this..

[dancemomsismylife]

You are so pretty!

[ImYerro1]

lol

[missannydee]

You looked like you had a normal body size, how could your BMI be deathly low?! I'm like skinnier than you now and still think I'm fat..(I had anorexia)!

[cutmedeeply]

Its awesome you made it into recovery :) You are beautiful, keep going strong.

[smillyjack13]

@mj19871 you are a jerk, she is beautiful.

[beautyandpain150]

The second song is Lift by Shannon Noll

[Caseyhopes]

what is the second song ?

[AprilToniaRuiz]

Girl, you weren't ugly or fat, infact you were beautiful, you just needed a good eyebrow waxing.

[sassoccer95]

ya i am 16 years old and have been like this for a while. i want to change but i never seem to be able to. i hate being like this. i hate all the lies i tell because of this illness. but i never can seem to be able to stop.

[JasminePinto1234]

Thank you for giving me the hope to keep on going :), You are so beautiful and are an inspiration to so many, I wish you the best dear <3

[beautyandpain150]

Yeah telling your parents is definitely extremely hard. But try and realize that the control feeling you are having is a false sense of control. It's the ED that is making you feel that way. The ED is not your friend. Friends uplift you, ED brings you down, Go to facebook and type facebook.com and then RJH.recovery12.17.08

[sassoccer95]

oh ok. my big thing is i dont know how to tell my parents and that is the hardest thing of all! all they will do is blame themselves and i cant let them do that. i hate feeling like this but it is one thing in my life that i actually have control over and its just hard enough that i cant stop or wont! but i can add you on facebook what should i look under to find you???????

[sassoccer95]

i am going through a similar thing right now! i want to get better but everytime i force myself to eat something i always feel even FATTER and more disgusting. i cant look in a mirror anymore. i feel as if i have NO control over my life. how long did it take you to start to feel better!? please let me know!

[beautyandpain150]

@sassoccer95 I went had to go inpatient treatment twice a Remuda and I still have an outpatient team. I had my last relapse this past year but I am improving although still on weight gain I can see the difference in energy and the improvements in my cognitive ability from just a few months ago I am one of the moderators/admins for my friends eating disorder facebook group you should be part of it. Add me on facebook and I will add you to the group.

[pAuLiNaTokItA483]

@sassoccer95 Hi sweet, my name is Paulina, and I'm from Mexico. Believe it or not, I'm anorexic since I was very small. But everything began to deteriorate from age 13. Now I have 17 years, and I'm honest, it was a week ago I decided to change my thinking. I will not lie, it hurts, is difficult, and sometimes it stinks ... but in part it feels good. You have our support. The first thing you have to do to change, is that you really want to change. As you do this step, you can do everything. Ucan!

[LoveInLovers]

your soo pretty:) im glad you own your fight!!

[SexyEmoBishes]

vvv NO SHE IS NOT! SHE IS SI FREEKIN GORGEOUS!!! STFU!!

[SlideWaysAllTheTime]

@SexyEmoBishes cool story bro now tell us the chapter where you shut the fuck up slut

[Violaderre]

A truly amazing and inspiring story :)

Everyone going through this, have courage & believe in yourself!

[poulitche]

Encore une histoire d'une nana qui est malheureuse et qui sait meme pas pourquoi...c'est si dur de vivre dans un pays riche, de manquer de rien, d'avoir une famille et accès aux soins, faut bien se trouver des soucis sinon ça serait d'un ennui...un seul remede l'anorexie et enfin on s'interesse a toi...pathétique. voyagez un peu et vous verrez qu'il y a des gens malheureux mais pour de vrais raisons eux.

[XxxEmobabe]

oops.. its not courage -superchick, its shes falling apart - Lisa loeb:')

[XxxEmobabe]

The first song is Courage - Superchick :}

[JennyJaquelineMR]

@XxxEmobabe  no it's not

[shortiejordy1313]

I went to Remuda, and it definitely saved my life too.

I hope you're doing better (:

[ninicouturee]

how long did it take to lose all that weight?

[tiraandroid181]

@ninicouturee

depende cuanto comas al dia.... para 6 kilos podrian ser 1 o 2 meses talvez

[jujubees961]

You have really pretty skin.

[LmfaoSerena]

You are absolutely beautiful.

[123GoAskAlice]

Hope you get better soon. <3

You were absolutely beautiful at 0:21

Stay strong !

[chickenllamagoat]

this vid almost made me cr. thank u so much for sharing :):)

[CrazyKevinJoeNickFan]

nobody really puts timelines. so i was just wondring how long it took from when you started to when you were your skinniest?

[wildcrazychildren]

I suffered for a year. :(

[prettythin101]

whats the first song?!

[staystrong200]

the pick with u in the pink bakini was so cut , butiful and pritty

[sassoccer95]

please tell me how you got through this illness because i am very close to being anorexic

i think im FAT FAT FAT!!!!

im out of control but i want to be thin and only thin

[elibeth121]

@sassoccer95 my guess is she went into therapy and received help, which is the same thing you need to do.

[kbg21792]

you are beautifullll!stay healthy!

[Lovemonkeysxox]

what is the song?

[MeganThin]

thank You for sharing...

[anifreekproductions]

thank you :)

[anifreekproductions]

whats the first songs name :)

[eevveeoo93]

She's Falling Apart - Lisa Loeb

I think. :)

[beautyandpain150]

The last song is Lift by Shannon Noll

[sicillia78]

@beautyandpain150 i love it .. it's so fitting to your story. Blessings of health and courage always.

[TLJAWSIMIB]

@beautyandpain150 WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO HER!?. DID SHE DIED OR SOMETHING!?.

[HailzHere]

Whats the last song?

Nice vid by the way.

<3

[donnamarie21uk]

sur i ad u on fbook . msg me .. u ok xx

[LoveLifeNotED]

nice song choice. i hope you stay well and only get better.

[fotohit]

nice clip :)