hello, sounds like!me depression and ocd, even the letter box thing drives you mad, and gets you down, try to reduce stress in your life, as i have found it seems to get worse when you are tierd and stressed. hope things improve for you. cheers grant.
Me too. When manic/hypomanic, I never do anything half way. I will research or collect an interest to DEATH. Amazon.com & ebay & book stores are my main shopping weaknesses.
i totally know where you are coming from. we have a book store here in town and i buy books from there too so i can read up on whatever it is i am into at that time. i am totally bad on buying tons of clothes and make up too. for some reason it helps me to feel better at that moment. of course it doesnt take long until im back in that phase where i am unhappy again hence i need to spend more money it is terrible i am working on it though.
@diva4211 I don't shop because I feel depressed, but because I'm hypomanic. There's a part of me that knows I don't have the money & that I'm only acting out hypomania but I can't stop it. It's like, if I buy the blue striped top, I MUST buy all the colors, even if I know I don't need them. There's an agitation in me that won't go away until I do it. I'm so wound up in the manic state that I need to release the pressure & buying/collecting helps do that. If I canNOT, I feel all tense.
i get that way sometimes too. thats why my doctor also knew i had bipolar because i spend money that i dont have. i am really trying to stop doing it. its hard.
hello, sounds like!me depression and ocd, even the letter box thing drives you mad, and gets you down, try to reduce stress in your life, as i have found it seems to get worse when you are tierd and stressed. hope things improve for you. cheers grant.
GrantDavidGreenham 2 months ago
@GrantDavidGreenham thank you grant :)
diva4211 6 days ago
great video!!!
winethang24 7 months ago
@winethang24 thsank you :)
diva4211 7 months ago
@winethang24 thank you :)
diva4211 7 months ago
Me too. When manic/hypomanic, I never do anything half way. I will research or collect an interest to DEATH. Amazon.com & ebay & book stores are my main shopping weaknesses.
PennyAnn25 11 months ago
@PennyAnn25
i totally know where you are coming from. we have a book store here in town and i buy books from there too so i can read up on whatever it is i am into at that time. i am totally bad on buying tons of clothes and make up too. for some reason it helps me to feel better at that moment. of course it doesnt take long until im back in that phase where i am unhappy again hence i need to spend more money it is terrible i am working on it though.
diva4211 11 months ago
@diva4211 I don't shop because I feel depressed, but because I'm hypomanic. There's a part of me that knows I don't have the money & that I'm only acting out hypomania but I can't stop it. It's like, if I buy the blue striped top, I MUST buy all the colors, even if I know I don't need them. There's an agitation in me that won't go away until I do it. I'm so wound up in the manic state that I need to release the pressure & buying/collecting helps do that. If I canNOT, I feel all tense.
PennyAnn25 11 months ago
@PennyAnn25
i get that way sometimes too. thats why my doctor also knew i had bipolar because i spend money that i dont have. i am really trying to stop doing it. its hard.
diva4211 11 months ago