Anorexia's evil grasp tightens some more

[joanieinthecity]

sweety it hurts looking at you..

[prettysailorusagi]

I couldn't turn on my sound, cos hubby is in the room, but I ADORE your HK pyjamas!

[painfulsoulbleeding]

Thanks!! I'm a huge Hello Kitty fan - I have been for years. I totally understand about not listening to the video if you're not on your own. I have to do the same (although it's slightly easier as I'm not married).

I hope you're well. I look forward to your next video,

Claire

xxx

[CinnamonPhoenix]

i don't know what to say, except that i hate so much that things are so hard for you... and it hurts to hear you put yourself down so much in your videos... none of the stuff you think about yourself is true... i honestly think you're an amazing person and wish you could see that... i just wish and hope things get better for you, anyway i'm thinking of you... all my love xxx

[peppernme]

Hi Claire,

I'm so sorry I haven't been up to date with your videos. I'll try to catch up. Your struggles and sadness are so visible; I can almost feel your pain. Big Doggy hugs to you!

[misstiggykins]

Sweetie, I'm so sorry you struggle so much.... When I watch your videos I'm never quite sure what you (yourself) believe would help you. I guess what you hope for is that someone/something will make you better. What I came to realise with my very loing history of anorexia is that no therapist or pill can cure me. Therapists guide us and pills numb us. The thing that helped me most was pushing myself to do new things and to spend more time with others. That has lessened my depression (CONT...)

[misstiggykins]

My anxiety and depression now come and go, rather than being there constantly. I have social phobia as well and it's a huge factor in my anorexia, but shutting myself away and becoming consumed in my anorexic behaviours doesn't help me in the long term.

Message me if you want to talk...

Love

Cathy

xxx

[Limabean120]

i'm thinking of you and praying you my darling! much love <333

[anawings]

Hey Claire hunni,

I am so sorry to hear things are not going well. I can empathize with not knowing why you can't learn from the past given you have been in this position before. I wish i knew why we turn back to anorexia and allow it to "tighten its evil grip" on us.

Do not be concerned about not being all positive and stuff. I think people will respect your honesty more hun. So keep making videos so people can support you and so that you can vent if it helps to do so:)

[anawings]

I wish I could make the pain and exhaustion and struggle go away hun. Try not to get too dehydrated if you can help it hun, I know you know that can make things worse. I understand its hard though when you just want to be empty.

I am here for you Claire. Love Chelsea x