Black Lesbian UK-Realisation of my sexuality part 1 of 2

[alezbnzthoughtz]

I say the same thing about not being blind. Lol

Ps - you're beautiful! I've watched a couple videos and I'm crushing a little bit lol :-)

[viduabird]

LGBT or hetero, we're all the same! Love is love!

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

@viduabird love crosses many boundaries :)

[MAJazzy08]

very nice of you to post this for the young lady in question.

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

@MAJazzy08 thank you :)

[DearRafiki]

I can tell you went right back to that place when you were discussing your first experience with a women...I felt the beauty in that and the feeling..it does feel very natural. And my heart flutters when I think about my first time. I may do a video response. Thanks for sharing!

[VenessaVB]

Did you ever see the girl again?

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

@VenessaVB No I haven't :(

[ashken79]

you are incredibly gorgeous! sadly am a straight fella lol

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

@ashken79 lol thank you all the same, peace

[lkoboka]

Too much testosterone!!Get in touch!

[allylvswandi1039]

hello ...i like your video....i am a lesbian in california. ( just someone)

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

@allylvswandi1039 so sorry I have not respoonded sooner :( thank you so much for watching and for the nice feedback, peace :)

[EMERALDPMD]

WOW, if i didn't know any better, I may have thought you were reading(in the letter) my present life story.

[StarringTenTen]

Beautiful words. :)

[scooby0225]

shut the fuck up alvinakazarian, who gives a shit?

[LiDiMjsPyt]

wow i was so impressed with your mention of Set it off- that still remains my all time fav film- and i admit i cry for Cleo everytime i watch it.

i stumbled across your video by accident but after watching 2 you are drawing me in, i relate to sooooo much of what u say, it almost feels as if im conversing with a friend.

much love

xXx

p.s .... and funny too- that Roxanne story had me laughing , your distraction by the music was cute

[ani2t5ram]

I love your honesty, you're so real and true to yourself, it's really amazing to watch your videos, a true incite. Keep blogging. One Love x

[NESTADREADS]

great video ma!!!!

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

thank you nestadreads thank you for watching, peace :)

[Meansarah16]

How do u know if ur a lesbian?

[daintyapple]

dis could be due 2a sexual mind block u putup against men as ur 1st experience wit man was not as fulfillin aswas wit woman. u could go out tommo and find woman/man dat can/cant please u. Its jus that women generally know how 2 please women sexually beca dey R women, dont mean dat uR lesbian. u base too much on sex wen ders mor2 relationship and life. p.s u know what is right an wrong in ur heart, an remember, God loves u no matter what u av dun. or where u av bin. xx

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

Pls let me clear any stereotypes from ur mind of Lesbians, not all have issues with men, there r many hetero women who for whatever reasons have issues with men, it has no bearing on their sexuality. My experience with men wasn't fulfilling because I do not find them attractive in that capacity. Another illusion you need to dispel is that all women automatically know how to please another-that's a complete lesbian myth. P.S. I know God loves me and he loves you too. Thanks for commenting :)

[daintyapple]

commend ur bravery 4 discussing such issues but i dissagree wit ur ethos on wut u say deciding factor is in determining ifa person is gay. Frm what u sed i feel u basing ur homosexuality on sexual experience i.e. ur 1st man and girl dat touch u. (You talk bout knowing sexuality by how one feels when touched by male or female). I tink it deeper dan dat, sexuality cross many more borders dan just sex. u se your boyfrien was "ur Soul mate," de only ting is dat u didnt connect witim sexually.

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

daintyapple I thanku 4 the comment-I must clarify at no point in my video did I attempt to determine how one may be gay, I simply used some loose examples of how she may feel when interacting with men or women as I am fully aware ones orientation is more than just sex. With respect you do not know me or my ex fiance so you can't determine whether he was my soul mate, you've contradicted your earlier point about orientation not being based on sex when you refer to him...

[quantrell08]

wow, i really loved this vid, it was real....and whats that song.........

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

hey quantrell08 I am glad you appreciate my video, I will label the video so you can get all the songs :)

[HBKLDN]

This is ridiculous for real lol GAY BLACK WOMEN LOL

OH shit , GAY BLACKS WILL NEVER BE ACCEPTED IN THE COMMUNITY REAL TALK

[DCrepresenter]

Whats the name of the song in the background and who is the artist.

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

Hey dcrepresenter I will lable the songs in a tag on the video so you can get them all :)

[HBKLDN]

This is disgusting shit ,how the fuck can the my black gyals in the UK be gay?????? Ur gunna go hell b

[karmabusted]

HBKLDN

u prat! they are not ur black girls.

They belong to themselves, not a small minded legobeast like urself. So some black women are gay, so what!!!

Go read the news - much more out there to complain about!

Stupid punk! "Ur gunna go hell"

why are u so dim?? seriously, ur parents should be ashamed of the hater they have raised.

Ur a disgusting shit, jog-on u sad loser.

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

thanks karmabusted for speaking out against hbkldn I appreciate that, stay blessed, peace

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

hbkldn YAWN ya boring me now...

[cheekykim20]

Your realness in the video is uncanny. I appreciate that so much.

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

thank you for the love cheekykim20 :)

[AndrogynyQueen]

thank you sooo much for sharing....at so many points i could identify and i had little flash backs of my own ....sooo weird.....but its good to know sometime that ur not the only one in the world feeling a certain way....

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

I am happy to know that you can relate as like you said it is good to know we're not alone in how we feel :)

[SUPERAMERICANBLONDE]

I think you're adorable....

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

thank you superamericanblonde :)

[holla06]

I CANT WAIT TO BE WITH MY FIRST LADY!!!! *cries*

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

Don't worry holla06 your time will come soon...just take your time :)

[br8kinuoff]

Wow!!! You took me back. I have been in the life so long that rarely do think back to the first time I was touched by a woman. It has all turned so superficial these days.

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

thank you for watching br8kinouff :)

[NoDrama1980]

Please ignore the few stupid people out there such as you are bold and courageous and people like the fool dimzae underneath my comment are arseholes.

Thank you so much for making this video and for sharing with such honesty

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

Thank you NoDrama1980 for supporting and defending me, I know that from time to time certain people who I personally believe to have issues within themselves hence the reason they hate so deep (because someone filled with love cannot hate) will put comments on my videos but I am strong enough and blessed enough to deal with them when they come...

Thanks again for the love and support...peace :)

[dimzae]

totally rubbish ur a disgrace to all black women u fuckin skank bitch die slow!!!!

[NoDrama1980]

The only rubbish thing about this video is your sad comment!

[NoDrama1980]

The only rubbish thing about this video is your sad comment!

[vannip2k6]

i tHiNk U aRe sO pAsSiOnAte.........dAnG, u hAd mE aT tHe eDgE oF mY cHaIr.....sWeEt!

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

Thank you vannip2k6 i appreciate that, peace

[sophistafricana]

Ignorance is not cute. Tollerance->Acceptance->Love, that's cute. Thanks for sharing yourself with the world :O)

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

Thank you Queen and seriously glad that you've been able to see into why I chose my username...peace x

[taramic]

Hello. Thank you IgnoranceIsNotCute for explaining your experience in the video. I really enjoyed how you talked about your flashback with honesty and passion. You almost made me cry with joy while hearing your experience. :) Thanks for the video.

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

Aaaahhh thank you Taramic your words are very encouraging! Peace

[youwish007]

Beautiful story and thanks for opening up to us. i hope your first sees this and knows that you really did care for her. I can relate to being scared of those feelings. I was too at that turning point.

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

I hope she sees it too, thank you for listening! Peace x

[shupianer17]

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[hiphoppersince91]

i dnt even understand you lot cause if you keep rubbing gay shit all over the place eventually there will be less pregnancies.... another thing i really dnt understand is lesbians how can you feel better with woman wen it comes 2 sex... than a man wheres da pleasure in dat loool! u gays are confused and are going to FUCK UP THE WORLD WID UR SPAM GOD DOESNT LUV U HE HATES PEOPLE THAT GO AGAINST THE WAY HE SAID THINGS WERE SUPPOSE TO BE

4 CRYING OUT LOUD HE MADE ADAM AND EVE NOT ADAM AND STEVE

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

I am not even going to engage in any confrontation with you as a) that is not my style and b) you are clearly too simple to engage in any confrontation with, in other words mentally you'd probably not be able to keep up with me...

BUT I'll ask you the same question that I asked edgar...WHY DID YOU CLICK ON THIS VIDEO??? As you are anti homosexual...oh and the Adam & Eve statement wow you are so original!

[RootsRunDeeep]

hiphoppersince91 u said he made adam and eve..not adam and steve? u do know he didnt stop there, don't you?..oh yes,be clear.. he made steve too..and he made u..and me...and he put that Curious nature in ur heart *wink,wink*...it helps us to eventually resonate w/ and define the truth within ourselves. Oh...and,if you knw anyone whose frontin ,i wld advice them to stop suppressing what in fact, comes naturally to them. Naturally..aka nature...aka innate...inborn..of GOD's creation...get it?

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

So very true! This is a fantastic comment! Thanks for ya input!

[hiphoppersince91]

your confused all you gays are gonna fuck up the world soon if everybody starts to think dis way cause of ppl like you on youtube and tv influncing ppl...

[jodiebakesalot]

I'm a christian and a lesbian. Thankyou SO much for making this video and taking the time to answer back these ignorant fundermentalists. keep on keeping on x

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

No problem hun, I hear you I also believe in Christ and I know he does not preach hate at all! Also thanks for subscribing! Peace x

[hiphoppersince91]

i guess ur gonna never have a kid and if you do your gonna adopt and try screw wid the kids mind you lot are sick this is sodemy not the way of god

[outt21]

What amazes me is that why do you and all the other homophobic people watch gay/lesbian videos on YT? What the hell are you even doing on this page? And most of all, how did you even find this channel?? So I guess before you call other people 'sick', check yourself first!

[outt21]

This is to all the haters who commented below.

[jodiebakesalot]

I'm not even sure this comment makes sense!? 1) I guess your never gonna have a kid...(ergh why not? there are more ways than one last time i checked)

2)your gonna adopt and try and screw wid the kids mind...(why would any normal human want to do that..did God tell you somewhere that lesbians adopt babies to mentally abuse them? i must have missed that chapter)

3) you lot are sick sodomoy is not the way of God...

i dont think ive ever commited sodomy lol

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

In ref. to children, whether I choose to have any or not is NONE of you business! Also you have come from 2 heterosexual parents, yet judging by the way you conduct yourself you are already screwed up so it seems the sexual orientation of ones parents is NOT the deciding factor as to whether or not a child is well balanced...in other words your point...well you have none!

[RootsRunDeeep]

Ladies and gntlman u cn't help but 2laugh at comments like these.Homophobes read from the same script.its like theres about 20 diffrnt comments they make n these same comments r in constnt rotation.Tht mentality is like a rat running in a cage:their poor minds hv not reachd the level of awareness tht these comments r gettin tired n if ud gt off tht proverbial cage ud realize that ur wasting ur time,ur getting nowhere n ur own ignorence is the only thing tht gotchu runnin in a senseless circle.

[RootsRunDeeep]

my comment ws for hiphoppersince91 and other homophobic veiwers.

[edgarmendex]

M't:11:24: But I say unto you, That it shall be more tolerable for the land of Sodom in the day of judgment, than for thee.

Jude:1:7: Even as Sodom and Gomorrha, and the cities about them in like manner, giving themselves over to fornication, and going after strange flesh, are set forth for an example, suffering the vengeance of eternal fire.

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

Greetings whomever you are as I cannot see you to identify you...

I awaited someone such as yourself, to come and try to persecute me and pull me down by quoting bibical texts...first of all why did

you feel the need to watch this video? It is clear prior to even clicking on this vid you'd find a homosexual in here! Do u just seek to cause harm?

Here we go with Sodom and Gomorrah (pls chk ya spelling) was a city full of MANY different sins and sinners yet the homosexuals got the blame!

[edgarmendex]

Dot hide behind that harm word bull the world is about to collapse and sistas like you spend time and energy teachin this kind of dark freak science to the young thats damn wicked as hell...

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

Now I realise that you do not understand the words you type but you solely regurgitate what you've heard somewhere before...

Elohim himself is love therefore he naturally loves...you do not come from God at all!

Matthew 16:23 "Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me; you do not have in mind the concerns of God, but merely human concerns."

If you wish to comment further that is your prerogative as for me I have no more time for you...

[RootsRunDeeep]

Edgarmendex you've quoted matthew and jude from the bible..etc...thats the problem....these humanbeings stated their words,now what do you say ?....so there lies ur problem..you cant think for yourself(rtsrundep 24:7).

[edgarmendex]

Sodomy is a sin girl...You have been deceived in to woredom and brainwashed to accept this DAMN IDEOLOGY as a way of life too bad the end is near, TMH is coming for is people you a very sinful person REPENT NOW....

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

Another qoute for you...

Leviticus 19: 18 "'Do not seek revenge or bear a grudge against anyone among your people, but love your neighbor as yourself. I am the LORD."

I fear the almighty but I DO NOT fear you,

only Jah can judge recognise this, bless

[edgarmendex]

Is Yah coming himself to tell you? You said I was expecting someone like you to came who do you think sent me? Revenge???Girl you have a lot of growing up to do, you sound like dry bones...

Shalam anyway...

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

Pls under no circumstance claim to come from Yahweh and spk with such an ill tongue then try to tell me Shalom...(again chk ya spelling)

You are seeking to attack but I will not rise to your levels of ignorance you're trying to be condescending "Girl you have

a lot of growing up to do, you sound like dry bones"

Matthew 7:15 ""Watch out for false prophets.

They come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ferocious wolves." I am very wary of you...

[edgarmendex]

You don't fear the Almighty you shame him and shame Israel with this video,even the best of us might not make it on to haven and you think Yah will love you and forgive you and your sinful dirty post? hell no you already in the dark lest you repent and walk contrary to this abomination btw Yah don't love everybody as some teach, he Hates the wicked...

[RootsRunDeeep]

edgarmendex jst dnt be blowin shyt up cause u think ur word is the end all be all,with ur extremist self."Shalam" anyway too! ur just too humble 4 me..NOT

[jenniferh122]

You might want to spend more time studying grammar and spelling and less time on Youtube.

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

I guess you feel you are educating me with your quotes NEWSFLASH this woman knows her bible I battled for years with who I am because of persecutors such as yourself...I do not wish to argue or pull myself down to any low levels but if you wanna quote then here we go...

Matt 7:1-2 "Do not judge, or you too will be judged. 2 For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you."

[edgarmendex]

I am not educating you I am warning you. You are the devil teaching the youth to embrace your frustration, you hiding behind those words you refuse to be admonished be done on you as you wish you are too rebel to heir for your own SAKE, I am not hier to persecute you TMH will DEAL WITH YOU...

[edgarmendex]

Lu:12:57: Yea, and why even of yourselves judge ye not what is right?

Joh:5:30: I can of mine own self do nothing: as I hear, I judge: and my judgment is just; because I seek not mine own will, but the will of the Father which hath sent me.

[edgarmendex]

You said- (this woman knows her bible)

You shall suffer even greater judgment because you known the word and despise it, like you despise evorything else on your life perhaps just like you despise my comments mine mine...

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

You do not know me yet once AGAIN you try to

judge me as if you feel you're somewhat superior who are you to assume I despise God's word?!

Luke 6:37 "Do not judge, and you will not be

judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven."

People like you are the reason homosexuals run from the church and God instead of running to it...

[jodiebakesalot]

aww edgarmendex there's that loving accepting compassion! if jesus were alive today he'd be saying exactly the things your saying...I dont think..well done on being such a terrible representation of christ. you must feel very proud to be holding the sign in the street saying god hates fags. after you finished slandering us in our whoredom maybe you could go and punch small kittens in the head

[kedawney]

I THINK UR SO PRETTY

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

Wow, thank you! Peace x

[kedawney]

i know u said ur into studs im a femme we could try the friends thing :)

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

No problem friendship is always cool with me! x

[shutupmimi2]

I love your accent! I dig this video and this was some good info for her.

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

Hey thanks for watching I hope the lady in question finds the advice helpful also, peace x

[loveisfree2008]

Loving this, I can relate but it's the other way around lol

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

Thank you also I am happy you can relate, peace x

[sweetbutdaring]

Wow, this is a great video. Really insightful. This is the first time I'm really hearing a black lesbian talk about their feelings.

There are similar blogs on Youtube but not from British people, I'm glad you've started doing this blog, it helps, to know Im not alone. And I understand everything you're saying about not feeling the hype that other girls do, being with a guy, getting on but not FEELING anything.

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

Thank you much appreciated that you watched my video and more importantly that you can relate, peace.

[sweetbutdaring]

Oh I get it, that's someone ELSE's message, sorry.

I dunno, I think it's got to be more than physical but I'm gunna shut up and watch the video.

[sweetbutdaring]

So you're a lesbian but in a relationship with a man? You are therefore bisexual.

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

I take it you hadn't watched the whole video yet at the time you made this comment?

[TheKwikKash]

Sometimes I wonder if folks know what the definition of 'bisexual' is.

You have to be attracted to someone sexually for it to count. Many people assume it's about who you hang out with or date, when really that could be a cover up.

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

Very true Mr KwikKash! Dating is just an act not an emotion/feeling so cannot be used to determine someones sexuality...thanks

[LikeDaLickLiyah]

EZACTLY!! Whenever I tell someone I'm Bi-sexual they'll say I'm really a lesbian in denial..wtf! I try to explain that I have sexual attraction/interaction to/with both MEN & WOMEN!!! But thanks for your input Mr. KwikKash you always tell it like it is intelligently so hopefully they will get it now :-D

[IgnoranceIsNotCute]

Very true!