@anqansari im so sorry you're in pain. i am too. God loves us both. there is some way he is going to redeem the pain. its what he does. i dont know what you believe, or if you have faith. but honestly He is the only thing that ends up mattering. he is the meaning in life.
Wow, this Is just crazy! Who cares what religion you are, there is no wrong or right to what you believe in. I mean, I can get not liking people who say, " your wrong, your religion is wrong" but really, this is getting stupid! Why can't all y'all just drop the subject and get.over.it!? Just respect all y'all religion and let's drop this discussion, shall we?
well if you don't like it then don't listen to it cause that's what its about that GOD save you and makes beauty from your pain because then you grow more in Christ and not something that will destroy and harden your heart to the core so I'm proud of whoever did this video because they didn't listen to the stupid criticism from ungrateful people!
@TheRainbowInsanity have you heard of freedom of speech? I'm not trying to sound mean...
If the people who don't believe in God can say that our religion is stupid, or that "God sucks balls" (yes I've heard it before) why can't we display our religion. What some people say about our religion offends us, so we basically defend our religion. You are defending the non-Christians by saying that our comments offend you and them. Usually it's the non-Christians that say something and then we defend.
okay just out of curiosity to all those in this religion debate: why are you getting so worked up? I mean why can't someone post their views as a Christian. It's odd how atheists and Muslims and whoever else don't spark up a conflict online, yet Christians do? It doesn't really make sense. If someone wishes to put their views on something, whether Bhuddist, Muslim OR Christian, who are we to get all worked up over absolutely nothing?
Guys it's a Christian group, you dont like the religious talk that's fine but we Christians have the freedom to speak about our religion and you can't stop us.
it's not being over sensitive. what if someone has a problem and they're not religous? will you bring religion into everything? if you can really help people you should be a ble to do it without trying to make them believe in something they probably don't know or care about.
I used to be suicidal, still am just a bit but I've realized, there's plenty of kids out there with cancers, AIDS, or any other disease that's killing them. And you're healthy. You don't have those diseases. There is nothing they would NOT do to have the chance that you have.. you have one life, live it to the fullest. I get that it's hard; I myself attempted suicide but I'm still alive today.. Everyone has a purpose..Need someone to talk to? Talk to me.
look all TheRainbowIsanty is saying that it's possible to help someone without bringing religon into it okay? she/he is not offended by it just pointing something out.
Last yr was tough on me losing my sister was was hard.. in losing her I also lost my faith in God... but this song came on the radio & spoke so deeply to my heart. I'm back in church & back to serving God 2012 is my yr of turn-around & growth! Just wanted to share. Prayer does wrk....
No matter what, you should keep alive. Their are problems down the road and if you continue to lvie then you are strong. Therapists may not help much but trusting otehrs who you don't knwo and explainign to them and if their caring and understand then it will help. Keep strong! Life always gets better
Yes I would call you extremly strong my bestfriend commit sucide right before 6th grade she was so young seemed so perfect so I know how it feels to be left with the unanwsered questions, I cut to, But you know what makes you strong Makes Me strong to, anyone who has gone through any hardships. There still here. Despite the past the tries, Your still alive. You may be in pain, And having 3 years experince I can tell you it doesnt get much better. But Im proud you are still going
To the people who are in pain and thinking about killing themselves. I used to feel the same way, but if you run into God's arms; you will feel SO much better.
Jesus loves you and would NEVER want you to hurt yourself. It's the evil one who's making you feel that way; keep guard. The evil one wants you to be distracted from your Father, remember that and run to your Father when you feel this pain and don't be afraid to talk to Him, for he knows what you're going to say before you even say it. :)
@Stephie49601 My mom told me that you have to pray to God to take those thoughts out of your head. My friend told me she thought it was selfish of someone to do that
@KogasGurl13 I told my mom a long time ago that I wanted to kill myself and she laughed and didn't take me seriously -.- . It is selfish to want to kill yourself, you shouldn't be focusing on your problems you should be focusing on other peoples problems; it's all about being selfless towards other people.
Pray to God, listen to uplifting music (like this band for example), read the Bible, etc.
Look up "Going in Blind" by P.O.D. that song always helps me.
@TheRainbowInsanity please, if you are offended by her religion don't express it here, where it is helping others that may be in pain, thinking of suicide, or cutting. Allow freedom of expression and further more, whatever helps those people is something they should be welcome to see, no matter religious or not. Please don't take anything away from these people. Thank you.
@sinful0writer She shouldnt express her religion here.. not everyone looks up to god like that, and it's insulting to other religions, athiests, blah.. whatever people beleive in. Freedom of expression in okay, but when it insult people, it's not.
For all we know, someone who doesnt beleive in god and gets picked on because of it would be listening to this song and see that. Then how would they feel?
Religion is a personal practice. Not a public practice..
@TheRainbowInsanity I understand your point of view and respect it, I have no want for fights, I dislike them. I'm not religious either, I just don't find her comment offensive. I'm sorry that you do, but I will say that there really reason to express your dislike of it, just acknowledge that it is there and move on, just to be simple and accepting of things :) thank you and I did not mean to offence in amy way.
@TheRainbowInsanity how is it rude? Anyone can say whatever about any religion; and it's not as if you have to read it. Oh silly overly sensitive people who can't handle someone's honest desire to help others...
@RockinTheBassGuitar It's rude to display your religion in public. Not everyone's Christian. the US doesnt have a set religion. Religious people get upset when Aithests say things about there being no higher power in public, why can religious people display there religion in public?
You can make someone feel better without using religion in it. It's simple, really.
I love helping people ; and I'm actually good at it.. But I dont bring religion into it.
@TheRainbowInsanity its not rude at all..why do ignorant people like yourself think that theyre better than eeryone else. if stephie wants to use god when writing her message then let her..because you know why? jesus does save people and he loves everyone including you..and who knows that message stephie wrote couldve saved a lot of better who wanted to hurt themselves so let it go man...AMEN
@TheRainbowInsanity -giggles- Oh, silly people on youtube, trolling someone who tries to help others and thinks tht @Stephie49601 is the rude one.. -shakes head softly-
@Stephie49601 i dont want to offend someone but i dont think so.....although I believe in God but I can not accept him as my lord (I am not a satanist)
God took away the most important person in my life and I can not forgive him
I get along well without him and live my life as I think it is right
and I advise everyone not to place undue reliance on him (or satan !!!!!!!!!)
@MrDDist Okay, that's your opinion and I'm fine with that. My opinion is that God never "took" anything away from you. Your friend is still alive, just in another life and you will see them again; no one is gone forever. You're friend is in a way better place now, which is why I tell people not to morn so much. It's ok to be sad when someone dies, but just remember you've never lost anything and that that person is still alive; even more alive now and out of pain.
I love these comments. They help me. Like all of the ones that say to stay strong. I will. I have my own problems, I write hate letters to him. Doesn't help. I have cut once. I liked it....but I'm not supposed to. I come here, and, it helps. It really does. Keep posting and encourage.
For the song, I'm not too sure that my beauty could ever come out. There's so much pain...I can't stop hurting. And when He comes...then...well just say that it ain't pretty and I do things that I later regret :/
One of my friends showed me this.. I had a really hard time last January.. I was so upset.. I was tired of all the crap i had been getting at school, and from the people that i thought were my friends... I was just tired of it... I almost killed myself... This song made me cry.. I felt stupid... But, it wasnt the song.. It was the comments...
I recently tried to commit suicide...Now, all I wish I could do was take it back. Make it where I never did it, but then I wouldn't have learned anything. I took 40-50 Tylenol. The doctors told me, "You took enough to kill you and then some." I was lucky to have survived and I realized that. Everyone was so mad and worried about me...I learned...I really was loved.
Just when you think nobody loves you or nobody cares. They do. There was beauty from my pain. Your's will be the same way. <3
this is so beautiful. i have resently accepted that being alive means that i will feel both pain and pleasure, that i will never find something with absolutly no faults. This was kinda a wake-up call...but i'm determined to LIVE and if that means i will experience true pain and hurt i am going to welcome it with open arms and find some beauty and comfort in it. i HATE self pity,no crying and asking why is going to help me...so why do it. life is only worth living when you accept the good and bad
Everyday I stand emotional pain. From kids at school to people in my family. I am beautiful and smart. They see the beauty and not the smarts. I was on my way to the top. I was going to be a cello player in the new York symphony orchestra until a teacher ruined it. So I went from music to JROTC. No one supports me but my friends,my dad and my aunt and uncle. It hurts when your brother or sister or even your grandmother cares. So I live everyday smiling and hiding my pain but behind closed doors
I found out recently that someone I was very close to as a kid had committed suicide two years ago. Now, I can't help but cry because I feel alone knowing they aren't here. My family has been going through fiancial trouble for the past four years. My friends don't seem real and true, because they say I'm just complaining about nothing. Each day its hard to get up in the mornings.
The Only thing that helps me is knowing that God has a plan, even if I can't understand.
i feel that no one gives a flying piece of crap about me if i died no one would care when i try to open up to someone no one wants to listen i am a burden to everyone and i just want to die so why cant i bring my self to do it i have the needle here why cant i kill myself
@babymagic111 you are always loved. even if you feel like no one will ever be there for you, like no one will care, they will. i dont know you, i dont know what youre going through, but please keep fighting, there is always a light at the end of the tunnel.
@purplelightbulb72 Our pain...She cried for the first time in years last night..and thank you for your kind words. I will stay strong. I have to...for her.
I was a suicidal...I nearly killed myself on Dec 4th. But something stayed my hand, not to stab myself...but instead of stabbing myself...without knowing it...I had stabbed the one i swore to protect...my loving girl friend. I stabbed her with an emotional knife right in the back.
Now I'm getting treatment, help, and support, and I know deep in my scarred heart...there will be beauty from pain...and I will marry her. And from this pain, hopefully when im old enough...my daughter will be born.
after losing my dad, i got depression.. the mental illness, the one you cant control.. fifteen year olds shouldnt get, but i did anyway, i smile, pretend im okay, and i wish i wasnt such a good actress, and someone would just say "Emma, sweetie, there will be beauty from pain, and i think you are goergeousmy love."
That girl you just called fat? She's O/Ding on diet pills. That girl you just called ugly? She spends hours putting on makeup just so people may like her. That boy you just tripped? He gets abused enough at home. Remember the man with the ugly scars? He fought for our country. Remember that woman with the distorced face? She was in a gas explosion. People dont have to hurt. Like or post this to another video if you are against bullying. 99% percent of you wont. I did.
That girl you just called fat? She's O/Ding on diet pills. That girl you just called ugly? She spends hours putting on makeup just so people may like her. That boy you just tripped? He gets abused enough at home. Remember the man with the ugly scars? He fought for our country. Remember that woman with the distorced face? She was in a gas explosion. People dont have to hurt. Like or post this to another video if you are against bullying. 99% percent of you wont. I did.
This song it on of the songs I listen to when I think of my friend that committed suicide, it hurts and I have been a mess for the last six months but this song helps me push through...
And i find it great because at my church, we just talked about this topic
And i want everyone to know, God does not cause all thing to happen to you, he promises that from all bad things, something good will come out of it. He also will provide you with what he thinks is good, not what we think is good, i.e. Being extremely wealthy
We should always trust in god and then we will see what good has happened from out pain =)
I'm not commenting to complain about my crappy life just to simply say this. Everyone I thought who would be here for me battling my eating disorder and self harm issues left me alone. I'm on the student council at school and everyday I have to put on this act. Smile and pretend everythings ok. I haven't told too many people about this because I'm afraid of what they'll think.
Even when everyone turned their back on me songs like this didn't! I love this song so much!!
@MNT1231 i put on an act o i prtend the word don't heart and that evry things ok i've felt the pan the anger the haterd i fondligth throw the dark thow and i stand strong for all to see. Don,t hate thows who wernt by youer sid find the joy and stop youer eating disorder with your pride .prid in who you are thats the best thing for you to do
my best friend ever.... i can feel his pain, but i can't help him, he won't let me... we pretend everything is okay at school, but you can tell niether of us are alright.... our hate is a game and i hate it.... but our pain is real and we can't outgrow it
@TaylorPalmer1 girl dont let those little things in life get you down! im catherine and a christian im on mission trying to save the world! and right now i want to help you! i have helped so many ppl! they always are happy to talk to me and im great friends with most of them! go ahead give me a text or call 620-820-0206
I've discovered the true meaning of this song. I broke down crying. After all of my pain and suffering is over, they'll be beauty. I just don't know when my suffering will be over.
If you look at me you would think I'm the happiest person around, always hyper, always laughing, but, if you loom deeper you find that I'm faking it all. I may seem happy with my life but I'm depressed, it doesn't seem like it but, maybe the happiest ones are the ones hiding the most. This song speaks to me, I may not be suicidal but I have my story. My life is slowly getting better but it's so hard to be happy at school, Its so hard to smile when I'm alone cause everything is coming down on me
@lucky7Rocker7335 same i told one of my friends though and she ended up telling me that she didnt want to listen to me anymore about my problems. so now i fake it all through skool but than i come home and all i think is suicide
@lucky7Rocker7335 joy is hard to find lifter is't allways the best madasen tell some how you fell and they will stand by you throw it all i did this with my best frend and life is much simpler now he makes me smile for real and lafe and jest helps me up whn he couden't cach me he stands by my side and i stand by his we are unbrackable together so tell tje pesoon you are closest to if they are a true frend they will stand by you
@lissytheboarder Why don't u just leave everyone alone. I used to be like you. I would be a smart ass because I thought it made me look smart, but all it did was turn me into a bitch. I hope that deep down inside you're a good person that's just confused about who you are, but even if, if you don't figure it out soon ppl will start to hate you. I pray you have friends that will help you. Because otherwise you're lost to the world.
If anyone needs to talk, we are here to help. Just message us. Suicide and depression are preventable. PLEASE please, lets keep this at the top. Remember, you ARE SOMEBODY!
This song makes me feel myself. I am 11 and I am emo. I cut my self, I starve myself, I kill myself slowly everyday by thought. Slowly driving me insane. I, I am like this because bullying. Just today my so called best friend told Miss Gossip my crush. Obviously he found out. I cut myself today, tears streaming down my face. I am all like this just because you called me fat and ugly. Bullying has killed thousands and deep down inside, I think I might become one of them.
@Rainbow123Luv don't let that happen. you are too young to take your own life. I've been there, physically, emotionally and mentally bruised by the cruel people of this world so I know how it feels, but I also know it gets better. Never let them get you down, you ARE stronger than those who tease and bully. They are just scared little children who took the wrong trail, and self-harm isn't the way to go. kthxbai =D
@Rainbow123Luv Don't do that! You are precious and loved by God it's true. There is only one like and you and God have a special plan for your life even if you don't feel like it's true. The only person who can really help you and save you is Jesus, ask him to do it and He will!! I'll pray for you.
@Rainbow123Luv bullying hurts ik and im one christian trying to stop it you can always text me and talk to me im always here! always! ik im a stanger to you but i can always help anything u talk to me about will stay with me and no one else! 620-820-0206 always here and find me on facebook kitty marie mcneely
this song makesme like crying....im 13 i used 2 be emo,used to smoke drink anything i could get my hands on really and i might be pregnant...my world has been spun upside down and this song and the meaning the lord are the onlyt things keeping me sane
@Ladykaterina007 Actually, I know ALL ABOUT ABOUT YOUR SHITTY LIFE, because you feel the need to go online and WHINE LIKE A LITTLE BITCH ABOUT IT.
English is your mother language you lying shit. That excuse is so old. Learn to spell you lazy, immature fuck.
I would like to clarifiy that even if you got your computer free, you still have a computer, food, school, and I'm taking a wild fucking stab in the dark here but I'm guessing A LIFE EXPECTANCY IN THE DOUBLE DIGITS. You ungrateful twat.
I'm Bi-sexual and ive always been a pretty much good hearted person, no matter how many times people put me down and call me names. This past week has been the worst week of my life. My girlfriend broke up with me. She thought i was cheating. shes been making my life hell. She making me look like a bad person. She wrote on facebook that she wouldnt even give a damn if i burned in hell. Words DO hurt, especially that...
@lynn12346 girl text me i want to talk to you ik im a stranger but i have saved so many lives and right now i think i can help i use to be in your postition! 620-820-0206! im on a mission trying to save the world and make peace! you would help me by texting me and i will help u
This was me like a year ago, no joke. And now it's the complete opposite, I couldn't be happier if I tried. It finally feels like everything is going right for once in my life.
@ImLyingTrustMe Yes, I would say you are a strong person. To go on every day with a mask and caring for other even though you yourself is having problems. I hope you get a good therapist that would help you through your problems. So that you would be stronger and help other people who are just like yourself. :)
@ImLyingTrustMe My best friend died in April, suicide..no warning. No goodbyes. In October, the love of my life tried to commit suicide as well, with no warning, and a depression came over me, and I had to leave him. Every day I put on a fake smile, and act happy. People call me strong, but if they were inside my head, they would see how 'strong' I am. The nightmares are haunting me, the scars covers my thighs, and the people who try to help me, get lost. So I know the feeling, too well..
@ImLyingTrustMe I pray that you are set free from this pain that holds you. There is peace for all of us, I know because I lost my father this January on the 9th. I have peace through christ, because he is who he said he was, the Son of God, and through him is Life. I hope that you have people in your life who give you truth, but if not feel free to send me a message. You have someone that loved you before the stars were made. Jweller777@gmail.com
@ImLyingTrustMe I know what't thats like I lost my best friend/ brother this June to suicide. Nobody had any warning. And the fact that you can manage to put on a smile and get up in the morning makes you strong.
@ImLyingTrustMe :/ thats how people think of my cause i always put a fake smile on my face when im near people and i help them through their problems but they never even stop to think if i need help i hide everything now i always wear my jacket or wristbands the things i have written in my notebook are nothing good thats why i never let them see it when they ask and my thoughts are suicide mostly
@ImLyingTrustMe I woudl call you strong. your not a coward and you keep on living. Thats wat I call strong is your still alive and you went through all this. I'm sorry for your losss. Just keep on living
@thebluejayinsilence honestly, it sounds like you buried it... not took care of it. I'm sorry for whatever happened. :(... The only One who can actually "take care of it" is Jesus. Believe me... He really wants to so you don't have to be silent anymore but can accept love and then give it to others who go through what you have... u are loved!
@lifeainez294 I'm sorry if you misunderstood me.Whn I said I "took care of it" i meant I got help and found someone who cared for me.and no offence,but actually I'm an atheist.after a lifetime of being told I was going to hell I figured why not?I was silent about it at first but eventually I found my voice.But really it's people like you who really help others in the situation I was in.thanks :)
@thebluejayinsilence :) I like your honesty. I'm glad u got help. Seriously. A year ago I was suicidal, a cutter, etc. I so know what pain is like. U r still loved! :) I hope someday you find the Love of Jesus and are completely swept off your feet. :)... btw... idk if you ever heard of louie giglio, but u should see the clip of the stars singing... it is AMAZING! it will blow you away! :) ...
Hey, all of those that have been hurt or in pain.... I Just pray for all now, i pray that the pain will cease and the hurt will go... So many of you on here are doing a great job with the encouragement towards those who are hurt or hurting, please keep up the great work..... just seeing this makes me feel mixed emotions inside if that makes sense, i feel pain when i read what goes on with those who are hurt, but then i feel love when i see stuff like 'keep smiling' etc...
this song i think saved my life honestly my mother passed away about a month ago and i stared thinking of killing myself and i was cutting my wrist and binging and purging i went into a deep depression and i was on my computer and found this song and i cred so hard hared than at my mothers funeral and i think l i getting better
this song saved me too. few months ago i was feeling bad...very bad. and this song gaved me power to get through everything. and now, everything has passed, and i'm still here. i've cried a lot, and well, is beauty from pain :) sorry for bad english:)
@TaylorPalmer1 And I promise you will be okay. Life is hard and you are doing the right thing by keeping on smiling Taylor. It's okay to cry sometimes, it doesnt mean you are weak, it means you are huuman and you have been strong for a long time. I'm always here ifyou want to talk. <3
Srry I meant I hang with a group of 'bad girls' we stick up for each other and we protect and defend one another you can be part of our group if you want
@thekristinqa don't do anything u will regret it so just remember we all hav beauty not just by the way we look act or dress beauty is skin deep I come home every single day crying I'm so sick and tired of ppl calling me fat I hate it the way to prove to everyone that you are strong stand up build some courage and tell them how you feel chances are they'll leave you alone if they dont talk to teachers family or friends and if that still doesn't work my last resort was violence I hang with a gro
I've lost my best friend of 6 years. She's turned everyone against me. I have no friends anymore. All I get is evil glares, things thrown at me, and names called after me. There's not a day where I don't come home crying. I want to prove to everyone I'm strong but I'm breaking apart. They don't even know half my life. My dad has an uncurable disease. How would you like watching your dad die slowly and then have to go school and be tormented? Sometimes I feel like this just isn't worth it..
i got my heart broken a week ago, 3 days later i moved away from all of my freinds. at my new school noone even passes me a glance and when they do, its a glare.there some days i dont even eat. i feel like im breaking apart inside. i dont see my parents ever. my mom works nights to support the 2 of us. her ex kicked us out a few days ago. now i live at my dads, he doesnt even seem to see me and if he does, its to yell at me. but i even feel bad for the others who have it even worse than me.
@notagana123 that's heartbreaking... but hey, at least you've got a place to stay... :) I'm so happy you see it positively; there are definitely others who have it worse than you. But keep hoping and holding on... Things will eventually get better :)
I need help now. I really do. I just lost my friend, and I don't know how much longer I can do this alone. I just want to be skinny, but whats the point, when you don't have anyone to look at you, say that your beautiful, and mean it
Prefacing this to say that I have no "religious" affiliation- And I don't need to be Christian or otherwise a Spiritualist to understand that this song is relevant and lovely. The mention of faith and of their god solidifies this. There is nothing more amazing and beautiful than complete innocent faith to something, religious, spousal. I can feel the intensity of her convictions through the lyric and melody.
@bigtimerushlover911 rite I h8te how ever1 calls me fat but they know I'm getting skinnier so if they don't stop calling me fat I will kick their asses so I diss them if they diss me
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i onec lyked someone very much he never notce me and when he finally did he told me this"your so fucking ugly you bitch"di torn my heart n spend weeks crying and lisentin 2 di song n 5 years past and im 17 di wa when i was 12 and noe he wnts me and told me he loves me soo this was the "beauty from pain" fav this if someone ever broke your heat <3
@Brenda18511 Aw, I'm so sorry that boy hurt you and broke your heart, Brenda. :( **Hugs** ♥ I just got my heart broken last night but I know I'll always have music and my friends to support me. Why let one person ruin your life? ♥
how am I supposed to ignore theyre comments when they I know theyre true. I'm so ugly and fat and stupid and unloveable. There is only beauty from pain
Don't you believe that for a second. I don't know you, but EVERYONE is beautiful. You AREN'T stupid. You are a beautiful person. God put you in your life because YOU are the only person on this planet tough enough to handle it. Everyone is different and we have to accept that. And you aren't unlovable. God loves you with all His heart. He loves everybody. From the most devoted christian to serial killers. If anyone says you're ugly, fat, stupid, or unlovable, they're lying.
please pray for me...... I am battling anorexia...... I know how bad it is 4 u but I can't help it........ It feels great when the doctor tells me how much weight I have lost..... but my family is oblivious so I am fighting alone......
@bandgeek1107 I will pray for you,I've been there and back.All you need to know is you're beautiful in your own way.I know it sounds like a cliche but it's true and it to me a long painful time to realize that.I have scars from losing to much weight in a short amount of time, my body couldn't handle it.I could get rid of them but I keep them to remind me not to make the same mistake again.I'm better now but it took me a long time to get where I am.Talk to people you trust, it helps quite a bit.
I feel lost so many times during just one day. Im so detacted from my friends and family, and i hate myself for making them think that they've done something wrong, but i cant help it. I just get sad or mad from small things, and i would rather stay away from everyone, then bring them any pain. I dont know why i feel like this, i have a great family, and friends that i truely dont deserve. I know it sounds like im complaining, and if im getting anyone mad or annoyed, then im really sorry.
@BookGeekGirl13 you don't have to feel so lost. sometimes i think i don't deserve the great friends i have today, but they'll always be there for me, therefore i stick beside them. if you need somebody to talk to, please message me c: im willing to listen.
i've lost hope,faith,strength. i don't really have a reason to feel alone, depressed,sad,angry. but i do. and i'm sorry to all of thse who have been through hell. Keep holding on, please.
@Vampireluverke im here text me i have saved so many lives everyone always enjoy talking to me im not judgemental and im a good christian! most ppl i talk to who are complete strangers they become a great friend! im always here go ahead and text me i CAN HELP! 620-820-0206
She's right. I used to hurt so much and I felt like my world was dieing and I almost committed suicide. Then I hung through and now I have amazing friends and they love me even though I don't love myself. You all who have hurt, you will survive, just keep holding on and your world will get better. If anyone needs to talk I'm here and willing to listen and I won't speak about anything to a soul. ;3;
I love this song, she has an amazing voice. And her songs can relate to most of her fan's problems. :3 I have problems, too. I'm teased a lot at school, but after all this, it can't get worse, right? :3
@cantfeelbetter17 I'm not complaining, I wouldn't complaim about NOT having something wrong. I just like the song, plain and simple. Didn't mean to offend you.
im tired of the pain i cant keep going
anqansari 19 hours ago
@anqansari im so sorry you're in pain. i am too. God loves us both. there is some way he is going to redeem the pain. its what he does. i dont know what you believe, or if you have faith. but honestly He is the only thing that ends up mattering. he is the meaning in life.
TheDreadlockedWonder 19 hours ago
Wow, this Is just crazy! Who cares what religion you are, there is no wrong or right to what you believe in. I mean, I can get not liking people who say, " your wrong, your religion is wrong" but really, this is getting stupid! Why can't all y'all just drop the subject and get.over.it!? Just respect all y'all religion and let's drop this discussion, shall we?
CresentDawn1 1 day ago
this song makes me cry...
NerdyBananaz 3 days ago
well if you don't like it then don't listen to it cause that's what its about that GOD save you and makes beauty from your pain because then you grow more in Christ and not something that will destroy and harden your heart to the core so I'm proud of whoever did this video because they didn't listen to the stupid criticism from ungrateful people!
ryder45721 3 days ago
You don't like religious talk then just ignore it. It's as simple as that.
Bestimes4ever 3 days ago 2
I'm sick of all this religion talk on a youtube video.
Everyone has their different views on this video, and on religion. Respect that and kindly shut up. I want to enjoy this song.
ShiningMoon88 4 days ago
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It's not fair that we have to keep God to ourselves and people can say bad things about our religion or our God.
Freedom of speech.
For ALL religions.
wildstallionstudios 5 days ago 2
@TheRainbowInsanity have you heard of freedom of speech? I'm not trying to sound mean...
If the people who don't believe in God can say that our religion is stupid, or that "God sucks balls" (yes I've heard it before) why can't we display our religion. What some people say about our religion offends us, so we basically defend our religion. You are defending the non-Christians by saying that our comments offend you and them. Usually it's the non-Christians that say something and then we defend.
wildstallionstudios 5 days ago
okay just out of curiosity to all those in this religion debate: why are you getting so worked up? I mean why can't someone post their views as a Christian. It's odd how atheists and Muslims and whoever else don't spark up a conflict online, yet Christians do? It doesn't really make sense. If someone wishes to put their views on something, whether Bhuddist, Muslim OR Christian, who are we to get all worked up over absolutely nothing?
1996haihai 5 days ago
Guys it's a Christian group, you dont like the religious talk that's fine but we Christians have the freedom to speak about our religion and you can't stop us.
Bestimes4ever 1 week ago
my life in a song....anyone else agree>.<
LifeWorthLiving134 1 week ago
keep the religious stuff to urself >.< it offends me
adnirem 1 week ago 2
@Stephie49601 so true! I use to feel like that! GOD IS AMAZING!(:
Joreenah 1 week ago
Oh what a pretty voice:)
Suz439 1 week ago in playlist YouTube Mix for Superchick
@Suz439 Plus this is how i''m feeling right now lol
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@Susie369 thanks
sparkygurl123 1 week ago
it's not being over sensitive. what if someone has a problem and they're not religous? will you bring religion into everything? if you can really help people you should be a ble to do it without trying to make them believe in something they probably don't know or care about.
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brokeninkneedles 1 week ago
I just wish I could be brave enough to die right now :(
sparkygurl123 1 week ago
@sparkygurl123 Sometimes, the braver thing is to stay alive. C:
Susie369 1 week ago
I used to be suicidal, still am just a bit but I've realized, there's plenty of kids out there with cancers, AIDS, or any other disease that's killing them. And you're healthy. You don't have those diseases. There is nothing they would NOT do to have the chance that you have.. you have one life, live it to the fullest. I get that it's hard; I myself attempted suicide but I'm still alive today.. Everyone has a purpose..Need someone to talk to? Talk to me.
BrookeEatzCupcakes 1 week ago
Free speech. You can talk about religion all you want.
DeathNoteLT 1 week ago 2
look all TheRainbowIsanty is saying that it's possible to help someone without bringing religon into it okay? she/he is not offended by it just pointing something out.
112blackdawn 2 weeks ago
don't get mad because she said God. don't wanna hear it? don't listen to this song
holyBALLS911 2 weeks ago
when im sad i listen to this song.....it fells like a sad persons song that may help them fell better.......at least thats what it does to me
10coolcatz 2 weeks ago in playlist Favorite videos
@10coolcatz woops i meant to say feel better not fell better
10coolcatz 2 weeks ago in playlist Favorite videos
Last yr was tough on me losing my sister was was hard.. in losing her I also lost my faith in God... but this song came on the radio & spoke so deeply to my heart. I'm back in church & back to serving God 2012 is my yr of turn-around & growth! Just wanted to share. Prayer does wrk....
Donnie0809 2 weeks ago
Wherever they are, peace. As for us who stay, love. That's all we can really do, isn't it?
triderZL0 2 weeks ago
I like this song but dont listen to it when your happy cause this might bring you down, its touching, and inspiring when your sad to bigin with,
eden153100 3 weeks ago
No matter what, you should keep alive. Their are problems down the road and if you continue to lvie then you are strong. Therapists may not help much but trusting otehrs who you don't knwo and explainign to them and if their caring and understand then it will help. Keep strong! Life always gets better
tory3811 3 weeks ago
@ImLyingTrustMe
Yes I would call you extremly strong my bestfriend commit sucide right before 6th grade she was so young seemed so perfect so I know how it feels to be left with the unanwsered questions, I cut to, But you know what makes you strong Makes Me strong to, anyone who has gone through any hardships. There still here. Despite the past the tries, Your still alive. You may be in pain, And having 3 years experince I can tell you it doesnt get much better. But Im proud you are still going
mickeyjoe333 3 weeks ago
To the people who are in pain and thinking about killing themselves. I used to feel the same way, but if you run into God's arms; you will feel SO much better.
Jesus loves you and would NEVER want you to hurt yourself. It's the evil one who's making you feel that way; keep guard. The evil one wants you to be distracted from your Father, remember that and run to your Father when you feel this pain and don't be afraid to talk to Him, for he knows what you're going to say before you even say it. :)
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KogasGurl13 3 weeks ago
@Stephie49601 My mom told me that you have to pray to God to take those thoughts out of your head. My friend told me she thought it was selfish of someone to do that
KogasGurl13 3 weeks ago
@KogasGurl13 I told my mom a long time ago that I wanted to kill myself and she laughed and didn't take me seriously -.- . It is selfish to want to kill yourself, you shouldn't be focusing on your problems you should be focusing on other peoples problems; it's all about being selfless towards other people.
Pray to God, listen to uplifting music (like this band for example), read the Bible, etc.
Look up "Going in Blind" by P.O.D. that song always helps me.
Stephie49601 2 weeks ago
@Stephie49601 -giggles- Oh, silly people on youtube, preaching there religion in public when it's rude to other religions.. -shakes head softly-
TheRainbowInsanity 2 weeks ago 23
@TheRainbowInsanity please, if you are offended by her religion don't express it here, where it is helping others that may be in pain, thinking of suicide, or cutting. Allow freedom of expression and further more, whatever helps those people is something they should be welcome to see, no matter religious or not. Please don't take anything away from these people. Thank you.
sinful0writer 2 weeks ago 2
@sinful0writer She shouldnt express her religion here.. not everyone looks up to god like that, and it's insulting to other religions, athiests, blah.. whatever people beleive in. Freedom of expression in okay, but when it insult people, it's not.
For all we know, someone who doesnt beleive in god and gets picked on because of it would be listening to this song and see that. Then how would they feel?
Religion is a personal practice. Not a public practice..
TheRainbowInsanity 2 weeks ago
@TheRainbowInsanity I understand your point of view and respect it, I have no want for fights, I dislike them. I'm not religious either, I just don't find her comment offensive. I'm sorry that you do, but I will say that there really reason to express your dislike of it, just acknowledge that it is there and move on, just to be simple and accepting of things :) thank you and I did not mean to offence in amy way.
sinful0writer 2 weeks ago
@TheRainbowInsanity how is it rude? Anyone can say whatever about any religion; and it's not as if you have to read it. Oh silly overly sensitive people who can't handle someone's honest desire to help others...
RockinTheBassGuitar 2 weeks ago in playlist Favorite videos
@RockinTheBassGuitar It's rude to display your religion in public. Not everyone's Christian. the US doesnt have a set religion. Religious people get upset when Aithests say things about there being no higher power in public, why can religious people display there religion in public?
You can make someone feel better without using religion in it. It's simple, really.
I love helping people ; and I'm actually good at it.. But I dont bring religion into it.
It's easy.
TheRainbowInsanity 2 weeks ago
@TheRainbowInsanity I was just trying to comfort...sorry T-T
Stephie49601 1 week ago
@Stephie49601 I think she was being sarcastic, how people overreact about when people say ANYTHING about religion in public. You're fine C:
Susie369 1 week ago
@TheRainbowInsanity Yeah, i know like seriously
DarkArctics 1 week ago
@TheRainbowInsanity Wow your an airhead..thats sad..*smirks sarcasticly* And i'm a Christian so fuck off will yuh?
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@TheRainbowInsanity its not rude at all..why do ignorant people like yourself think that theyre better than eeryone else. if stephie wants to use god when writing her message then let her..because you know why? jesus does save people and he loves everyone including you..and who knows that message stephie wrote couldve saved a lot of better who wanted to hurt themselves so let it go man...AMEN
xl50callx 4 days ago
@TheRainbowInsanity Saying ANYTHING is "rude" to someone.
angelwings61 3 days ago
@TheRainbowInsanity -giggles- Oh, silly people on youtube, trolling someone who tries to help others and thinks tht @Stephie49601 is the rude one.. -shakes head softly-
aokska 3 days ago
@Stephie49601 beautiful post...easy on the religion..offends people somtimes
LifeWorthLiving134 1 week ago
@Stephie49601 i dont want to offend someone but i dont think so.....although I believe in God but I can not accept him as my lord (I am not a satanist)
God took away the most important person in my life and I can not forgive him
I get along well without him and live my life as I think it is right
and I advise everyone not to place undue reliance on him (or satan !!!!!!!!!)
just my opinion^^
MrDDist 6 hours ago
@MrDDist Okay, that's your opinion and I'm fine with that. My opinion is that God never "took" anything away from you. Your friend is still alive, just in another life and you will see them again; no one is gone forever. You're friend is in a way better place now, which is why I tell people not to morn so much. It's ok to be sad when someone dies, but just remember you've never lost anything and that that person is still alive; even more alive now and out of pain.
That's just my opinion
Stephie49601 5 hours ago
This song screams at me...STAY STRONG!!!!! <3 And it helps soo much. :)
Peytoriya 4 weeks ago
I love these comments. They help me. Like all of the ones that say to stay strong. I will. I have my own problems, I write hate letters to him. Doesn't help. I have cut once. I liked it....but I'm not supposed to. I come here, and, it helps. It really does. Keep posting and encourage.
For the song, I'm not too sure that my beauty could ever come out. There's so much pain...I can't stop hurting. And when He comes...then...well just say that it ain't pretty and I do things that I later regret :/
SolarEclipse666 4 weeks ago
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One of my friends showed me this.. I had a really hard time last January.. I was so upset.. I was tired of all the crap i had been getting at school, and from the people that i thought were my friends... I was just tired of it... I almost killed myself... This song made me cry.. I felt stupid... But, it wasnt the song.. It was the comments...
drummerchik7 1 month ago in playlist tech hits
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I recently tried to commit suicide...Now, all I wish I could do was take it back. Make it where I never did it, but then I wouldn't have learned anything. I took 40-50 Tylenol. The doctors told me, "You took enough to kill you and then some." I was lucky to have survived and I realized that. Everyone was so mad and worried about me...I learned...I really was loved.
Just when you think nobody loves you or nobody cares. They do. There was beauty from my pain. Your's will be the same way. <3
torisangel101 1 month ago
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torisangel101 1 month ago
this is so beautiful. i have resently accepted that being alive means that i will feel both pain and pleasure, that i will never find something with absolutly no faults. This was kinda a wake-up call...but i'm determined to LIVE and if that means i will experience true pain and hurt i am going to welcome it with open arms and find some beauty and comfort in it. i HATE self pity,no crying and asking why is going to help me...so why do it. life is only worth living when you accept the good and bad
HeathersAVPM 1 month ago in playlist Favorite videos
Everyday I stand emotional pain. From kids at school to people in my family. I am beautiful and smart. They see the beauty and not the smarts. I was on my way to the top. I was going to be a cello player in the new York symphony orchestra until a teacher ruined it. So I went from music to JROTC. No one supports me but my friends,my dad and my aunt and uncle. It hurts when your brother or sister or even your grandmother cares. So I live everyday smiling and hiding my pain but behind closed doors
zeuscyrisus 1 month ago
1.stop 0:00
2.open another youtube
3. look up rainy mood (just like that. and it will be the first one)
4. click this play
5. Enjoy!Its go's good with this and stand in the rain too XD
jessyjoy93583 1 month ago 2
I found out recently that someone I was very close to as a kid had committed suicide two years ago. Now, I can't help but cry because I feel alone knowing they aren't here. My family has been going through fiancial trouble for the past four years. My friends don't seem real and true, because they say I'm just complaining about nothing. Each day its hard to get up in the mornings.
The Only thing that helps me is knowing that God has a plan, even if I can't understand.
darkxwithinxlight 1 month ago
i feel that no one gives a flying piece of crap about me if i died no one would care when i try to open up to someone no one wants to listen i am a burden to everyone and i just want to die so why cant i bring my self to do it i have the needle here why cant i kill myself
babymagic111 1 month ago
@babymagic111 you are always loved. even if you feel like no one will ever be there for you, like no one will care, they will. i dont know you, i dont know what youre going through, but please keep fighting, there is always a light at the end of the tunnel.
ShowJumperRed 1 month ago
@babymagic111 some one allwas cares rember that and find the joy blocked by pain one must never forget that never
pie46733 1 day ago
@TwilekLover12 Your story is inspiring. There will definetly be beauty from your pain. Stay strong.
purplelightbulb72 1 month ago
@purplelightbulb72 Our pain...She cried for the first time in years last night..and thank you for your kind words. I will stay strong. I have to...for her.
TwilekLover12 1 month ago in playlist Favorite videos
I was a suicidal...I nearly killed myself on Dec 4th. But something stayed my hand, not to stab myself...but instead of stabbing myself...without knowing it...I had stabbed the one i swore to protect...my loving girl friend. I stabbed her with an emotional knife right in the back.
Now I'm getting treatment, help, and support, and I know deep in my scarred heart...there will be beauty from pain...and I will marry her. And from this pain, hopefully when im old enough...my daughter will be born.
TwilekLover12 1 month ago
superchick and black veil brides the only two bands that get me through life :(
LaurenRink 1 month ago
after losing my dad, i got depression.. the mental illness, the one you cant control.. fifteen year olds shouldnt get, but i did anyway, i smile, pretend im okay, and i wish i wasnt such a good actress, and someone would just say "Emma, sweetie, there will be beauty from pain, and i think you are goergeousmy love."
EmmaLittleDove 1 month ago
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That girl you just called fat? She's O/Ding on diet pills. That girl you just called ugly? She spends hours putting on makeup just so people may like her. That boy you just tripped? He gets abused enough at home. Remember the man with the ugly scars? He fought for our country. Remember that woman with the distorced face? She was in a gas explosion. People dont have to hurt. Like or post this to another video if you are against bullying. 99% percent of you wont. I did.
Whitewingsofanangel 1 month ago in playlist Songs i like
One of my closest friends self-harms and I have no idea how to help her. I can only try my best to be there for her and help her get to that beauty.
Ldidnotdie 1 month ago
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That girl you just called fat? She's O/Ding on diet pills. That girl you just called ugly? She spends hours putting on makeup just so people may like her. That boy you just tripped? He gets abused enough at home. Remember the man with the ugly scars? He fought for our country. Remember that woman with the distorced face? She was in a gas explosion. People dont have to hurt. Like or post this to another video if you are against bullying. 99% percent of you wont. I did.
xobellababeox329 1 month ago
This song it on of the songs I listen to when I think of my friend that committed suicide, it hurts and I have been a mess for the last six months but this song helps me push through...
ekkyvengeance 1 month ago
@ekkyvengeance i'm glad you care about you friends because my friends wouldn't care if i committed
babymagic111 1 month ago
I was looking through my Favorites, and I found this song. Not realizing what it was and why it was there, I clicked it.
Now I remember. <3
ShiningMoon88 1 month ago
Wow this song is so.... wow
And i find it great because at my church, we just talked about this topic
And i want everyone to know, God does not cause all thing to happen to you, he promises that from all bad things, something good will come out of it. He also will provide you with what he thinks is good, not what we think is good, i.e. Being extremely wealthy
We should always trust in god and then we will see what good has happened from out pain =)
aam146 1 month ago
I'm not commenting to complain about my crappy life just to simply say this. Everyone I thought who would be here for me battling my eating disorder and self harm issues left me alone. I'm on the student council at school and everyday I have to put on this act. Smile and pretend everythings ok. I haven't told too many people about this because I'm afraid of what they'll think.
Even when everyone turned their back on me songs like this didn't! I love this song so much!!
MNT1231 1 month ago
@MNT1231 i put on an act o i prtend the word don't heart and that evry things ok i've felt the pan the anger the haterd i fondligth throw the dark thow and i stand strong for all to see. Don,t hate thows who wernt by youer sid find the joy and stop youer eating disorder with your pride .prid in who you are thats the best thing for you to do
pie46733 1 day ago
I feel like crying, because these sad comments and the song in the background as I read them.
Macie001 1 month ago
my best friend ever.... i can feel his pain, but i can't help him, he won't let me... we pretend everything is okay at school, but you can tell niether of us are alright.... our hate is a game and i hate it.... but our pain is real and we can't outgrow it
Icestorm772 1 month ago
@TaylorPalmer1 girl dont let those little things in life get you down! im catherine and a christian im on mission trying to save the world! and right now i want to help you! i have helped so many ppl! they always are happy to talk to me and im great friends with most of them! go ahead give me a text or call 620-820-0206
cat73097 1 month ago
I've discovered the true meaning of this song. I broke down crying. After all of my pain and suffering is over, they'll be beauty. I just don't know when my suffering will be over.
peaceluvrock1000 1 month ago
If you look at me you would think I'm the happiest person around, always hyper, always laughing, but, if you loom deeper you find that I'm faking it all. I may seem happy with my life but I'm depressed, it doesn't seem like it but, maybe the happiest ones are the ones hiding the most. This song speaks to me, I may not be suicidal but I have my story. My life is slowly getting better but it's so hard to be happy at school, Its so hard to smile when I'm alone cause everything is coming down on me
lucky7Rocker7335 1 month ago
@lucky7Rocker7335 same i told one of my friends though and she ended up telling me that she didnt want to listen to me anymore about my problems. so now i fake it all through skool but than i come home and all i think is suicide
babymagic111 1 month ago
@lucky7Rocker7335 joy is hard to find lifter is't allways the best madasen tell some how you fell and they will stand by you throw it all i did this with my best frend and life is much simpler now he makes me smile for real and lafe and jest helps me up whn he couden't cach me he stands by my side and i stand by his we are unbrackable together so tell tje pesoon you are closest to if they are a true frend they will stand by you
pie46733 1 day ago
Rainbow123Luv Hey, you're not alone. Don't kill yourself just yet. Just wait for the right time. Someday, you'll See those people Suffer.
Jasonastigz 1 month ago
i wish i had heard this song back when i was still contemplating suicide. it would have helped so much.
Frodicus42 1 month ago
@lissytheboarder Why don't u just leave everyone alone. I used to be like you. I would be a smart ass because I thought it made me look smart, but all it did was turn me into a bitch. I hope that deep down inside you're a good person that's just confused about who you are, but even if, if you don't figure it out soon ppl will start to hate you. I pray you have friends that will help you. Because otherwise you're lost to the world.
Artemisapprentice365 1 month ago
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If anyone needs to talk, we are here to help. Just message us. Suicide and depression are preventable. PLEASE please, lets keep this at the top. Remember, you ARE SOMEBODY!
stfsOK 1 month ago
I`m feeling this the same, and this song will be help me?? :'(
rowannutje 1 month ago
@rowannutje what for the light at the end of the tunnel beauty always comes at thhe end of the storm I know
pie46733 1 day ago
This song makes me feel myself. I am 11 and I am emo. I cut my self, I starve myself, I kill myself slowly everyday by thought. Slowly driving me insane. I, I am like this because bullying. Just today my so called best friend told Miss Gossip my crush. Obviously he found out. I cut myself today, tears streaming down my face. I am all like this just because you called me fat and ugly. Bullying has killed thousands and deep down inside, I think I might become one of them.
Rainbow123Luv 1 month ago
@Rainbow123Luv don't let that happen. you are too young to take your own life. I've been there, physically, emotionally and mentally bruised by the cruel people of this world so I know how it feels, but I also know it gets better. Never let them get you down, you ARE stronger than those who tease and bully. They are just scared little children who took the wrong trail, and self-harm isn't the way to go. kthxbai =D
NayNayRevolution 1 month ago 2
@Rainbow123Luv Don't do that! You are precious and loved by God it's true. There is only one like and you and God have a special plan for your life even if you don't feel like it's true. The only person who can really help you and save you is Jesus, ask him to do it and He will!! I'll pray for you.
godloveyouandme 1 month ago
@Rainbow123Luv bullying hurts ik and im one christian trying to stop it you can always text me and talk to me im always here! always! ik im a stanger to you but i can always help anything u talk to me about will stay with me and no one else! 620-820-0206 always here and find me on facebook kitty marie mcneely
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MyChemicalRomanceis1 2 months ago in playlist Liked videos
this song makesme like crying....im 13 i used 2 be emo,used to smoke drink anything i could get my hands on really and i might be pregnant...my world has been spun upside down and this song and the meaning the lord are the onlyt things keeping me sane
nansesecret 2 months ago
@nansesecret please don't refer to yourself as "emo" . it's offensive to those of us who suffer the same thing and prefer to not be labeled.
But in other words...keep your head up. things will get darker before you see the light
ashlienicholex 2 months ago
@Ladykaterina007 Actually, I know ALL ABOUT ABOUT YOUR SHITTY LIFE, because you feel the need to go online and WHINE LIKE A LITTLE BITCH ABOUT IT.
English is your mother language you lying shit. That excuse is so old. Learn to spell you lazy, immature fuck.
I would like to clarifiy that even if you got your computer free, you still have a computer, food, school, and I'm taking a wild fucking stab in the dark here but I'm guessing A LIFE EXPECTANCY IN THE DOUBLE DIGITS. You ungrateful twat.
lissytheboarder 2 months ago
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lissytheboarder 2 months ago
I'm Bi-sexual and ive always been a pretty much good hearted person, no matter how many times people put me down and call me names. This past week has been the worst week of my life. My girlfriend broke up with me. She thought i was cheating. shes been making my life hell. She making me look like a bad person. She wrote on facebook that she wouldnt even give a damn if i burned in hell. Words DO hurt, especially that...
lynn12346 2 months ago
@lynn12346 girl text me i want to talk to you ik im a stranger but i have saved so many lives and right now i think i can help i use to be in your postition! 620-820-0206! im on a mission trying to save the world and make peace! you would help me by texting me and i will help u
cat73097 1 month ago
This was me like a year ago, no joke. And now it's the complete opposite, I couldn't be happier if I tried. It finally feels like everything is going right for once in my life.
TattooRose89 2 months ago
This January, my best friend committed suicide. Without a warning. Without a goodbye.
Everyone thinks I'm just the strongest person ever-for smiling and always being there for everyone else.
If you could see the scars on my wrists...the things I've written about myself and him...the meetings I have with my new therapist..the nightmares..
..would you still call me strong?
I find it kind of funny..and I find it kind of sad that the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had..
ImLyingTrustMe 2 months ago 102
@ImLyingTrustMe Yes, I would say you are a strong person. To go on every day with a mask and caring for other even though you yourself is having problems. I hope you get a good therapist that would help you through your problems. So that you would be stronger and help other people who are just like yourself. :)
kange09 2 months ago
@ImLyingTrustMe My best friend died in April, suicide..no warning. No goodbyes. In October, the love of my life tried to commit suicide as well, with no warning, and a depression came over me, and I had to leave him. Every day I put on a fake smile, and act happy. People call me strong, but if they were inside my head, they would see how 'strong' I am. The nightmares are haunting me, the scars covers my thighs, and the people who try to help me, get lost. So I know the feeling, too well..
ChiakiThePretty 1 month ago
@ImLyingTrustMe Mad World reference..nice....
mrloulou97 1 month ago
@ImLyingTrustMe i'm so sorry...
2nugget97 1 month ago
@ImLyingTrustMe I pray that you are set free from this pain that holds you. There is peace for all of us, I know because I lost my father this January on the 9th. I have peace through christ, because he is who he said he was, the Son of God, and through him is Life. I hope that you have people in your life who give you truth, but if not feel free to send me a message. You have someone that loved you before the stars were made. Jweller777@gmail.com
jweller777 1 month ago
@ImLyingTrustMe I know what't thats like I lost my best friend/ brother this June to suicide. Nobody had any warning. And the fact that you can manage to put on a smile and get up in the morning makes you strong.
ekkyvengeance 1 month ago
@ImLyingTrustMe I know what it means... Mine did too... </3
SmokeACherry 1 month ago
@ImLyingTrustMe
=(
lovethebroken777 1 month ago
@ImLyingTrustMe :/ thats how people think of my cause i always put a fake smile on my face when im near people and i help them through their problems but they never even stop to think if i need help i hide everything now i always wear my jacket or wristbands the things i have written in my notebook are nothing good thats why i never let them see it when they ask and my thoughts are suicide mostly
julietgrey21 3 weeks ago 2
@ImLyingTrustMe I woudl call you strong. your not a coward and you keep on living. Thats wat I call strong is your still alive and you went through all this. I'm sorry for your losss. Just keep on living
tory3811 3 weeks ago
@ImLyingTrustMe i'm sorry for your loss :(
KogasGurl13 3 weeks ago
This saved my life...
crazyemochick7 2 months ago
This song so relates to me right now
14kaulitzlover 2 months ago
This song saved my life.
LakeyIsMee458 2 months ago
So I have a really sad,horrible,story.But I'm not gonna post it.Wanna know why?Cuz I took care of it.
I FUCKING TOOK CARE OF IT.
thebluejayinsilence 2 months ago
@thebluejayinsilence honestly, it sounds like you buried it... not took care of it. I'm sorry for whatever happened. :(... The only One who can actually "take care of it" is Jesus. Believe me... He really wants to so you don't have to be silent anymore but can accept love and then give it to others who go through what you have... u are loved!
lifeainez294 2 months ago
@lifeainez294 I'm sorry if you misunderstood me.Whn I said I "took care of it" i meant I got help and found someone who cared for me.and no offence,but actually I'm an atheist.after a lifetime of being told I was going to hell I figured why not?I was silent about it at first but eventually I found my voice.But really it's people like you who really help others in the situation I was in.thanks :)
thebluejayinsilence 2 months ago
@thebluejayinsilence :) I like your honesty. I'm glad u got help. Seriously. A year ago I was suicidal, a cutter, etc. I so know what pain is like. U r still loved! :) I hope someday you find the Love of Jesus and are completely swept off your feet. :)... btw... idk if you ever heard of louie giglio, but u should see the clip of the stars singing... it is AMAZING! it will blow you away! :) ...
lifeainez294 2 months ago
@thebluejayinsilence You are my favorate kind of person. Go for it, the world is your bitch!
lissytheboarder 2 months ago
this is a very nice song
it´s like
it discribes my pain
i´ll love to sing this song
but i need to learn the lyrics XD
tati3096 2 months ago
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I love this song
MrsJesusfreakfosho 2 months ago
Hey, all of those that have been hurt or in pain.... I Just pray for all now, i pray that the pain will cease and the hurt will go... So many of you on here are doing a great job with the encouragement towards those who are hurt or hurting, please keep up the great work..... just seeing this makes me feel mixed emotions inside if that makes sense, i feel pain when i read what goes on with those who are hurt, but then i feel love when i see stuff like 'keep smiling' etc...
Thank You all so much
AaronMahy 2 months ago 22
this song i think saved my life honestly my mother passed away about a month ago and i stared thinking of killing myself and i was cutting my wrist and binging and purging i went into a deep depression and i was on my computer and found this song and i cred so hard hared than at my mothers funeral and i think l i getting better
peaceloveglitter101 2 months ago
this song saved me too. few months ago i was feeling bad...very bad. and this song gaved me power to get through everything. and now, everything has passed, and i'm still here. i've cried a lot, and well, is beauty from pain :) sorry for bad english:)
adynu108 2 months ago
@TaylorPalmer1 And I promise you will be okay. Life is hard and you are doing the right thing by keeping on smiling Taylor. It's okay to cry sometimes, it doesnt mean you are weak, it means you are huuman and you have been strong for a long time. I'm always here ifyou want to talk. <3
JennyEllenNelson 2 months ago
Srry I meant I hang with a group of 'bad girls' we stick up for each other and we protect and defend one another you can be part of our group if you want
IMakeMistakes123 2 months ago
@thekristinqa don't do anything u will regret it so just remember we all hav beauty not just by the way we look act or dress beauty is skin deep I come home every single day crying I'm so sick and tired of ppl calling me fat I hate it the way to prove to everyone that you are strong stand up build some courage and tell them how you feel chances are they'll leave you alone if they dont talk to teachers family or friends and if that still doesn't work my last resort was violence I hang with a gro
IMakeMistakes123 2 months ago 2
I've lost my best friend of 6 years. She's turned everyone against me. I have no friends anymore. All I get is evil glares, things thrown at me, and names called after me. There's not a day where I don't come home crying. I want to prove to everyone I'm strong but I'm breaking apart. They don't even know half my life. My dad has an uncurable disease. How would you like watching your dad die slowly and then have to go school and be tormented? Sometimes I feel like this just isn't worth it..
TheKristinQA 2 months ago
@TheKristinQA if you need someone to talk to i'm here...i know what you're going through,believe me,i've been in the same situation years ago...
xstormheartx1 2 months ago
i got my heart broken a week ago, 3 days later i moved away from all of my freinds. at my new school noone even passes me a glance and when they do, its a glare.there some days i dont even eat. i feel like im breaking apart inside. i dont see my parents ever. my mom works nights to support the 2 of us. her ex kicked us out a few days ago. now i live at my dads, he doesnt even seem to see me and if he does, its to yell at me. but i even feel bad for the others who have it even worse than me.
notagana123 2 months ago
@notagana123 that's heartbreaking... but hey, at least you've got a place to stay... :) I'm so happy you see it positively; there are definitely others who have it worse than you. But keep hoping and holding on... Things will eventually get better :)
Sabergurl19 2 months ago
I need help now. I really do. I just lost my friend, and I don't know how much longer I can do this alone. I just want to be skinny, but whats the point, when you don't have anyone to look at you, say that your beautiful, and mean it
Pruskimii 2 months ago
@Pruskimii i'm here for you...
xstormheartx1 2 months ago
Prefacing this to say that I have no "religious" affiliation- And I don't need to be Christian or otherwise a Spiritualist to understand that this song is relevant and lovely. The mention of faith and of their god solidifies this. There is nothing more amazing and beautiful than complete innocent faith to something, religious, spousal. I can feel the intensity of her convictions through the lyric and melody.
DamianaDreamSnatcher 2 months ago
To feel your actually breaking is very painful. But to know God is there with you every step of the way the apin seems to go away.
kloehuhbepe 2 months ago
This song is so breathtaking
kitten0cat 2 months ago 2
@bigtimerushlover911 rite I h8te how ever1 calls me fat but they know I'm getting skinnier so if they don't stop calling me fat I will kick their asses so I diss them if they diss me
IMakeMistakes123 2 months ago
Im starting to go anrex just because of people calling me fat pray 4 me to stop
bigtimerushlover911 2 months ago
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sarahkrcilek 2 months ago in playlist YouTube Mix for Superchick
i onec lyked someone very much he never notce me and when he finally did he told me this"your so fucking ugly you bitch"di torn my heart n spend weeks crying and lisentin 2 di song n 5 years past and im 17 di wa when i was 12 and noe he wnts me and told me he loves me soo this was the "beauty from pain" fav this if someone ever broke your heat <3
Brenda18511 2 months ago in playlist Favoritos de Brenda18511 17
@Brenda18511 Aw, I'm so sorry that boy hurt you and broke your heart, Brenda. :( **Hugs** ♥ I just got my heart broken last night but I know I'll always have music and my friends to support me. Why let one person ruin your life? ♥
bekhanhnguyen 2 months ago
how am I supposed to ignore theyre comments when they I know theyre true. I'm so ugly and fat and stupid and unloveable. There is only beauty from pain
hazeleyes465 3 months ago
@hazeleyes465
Don't you believe that for a second. I don't know you, but EVERYONE is beautiful. You AREN'T stupid. You are a beautiful person. God put you in your life because YOU are the only person on this planet tough enough to handle it. Everyone is different and we have to accept that. And you aren't unlovable. God loves you with all His heart. He loves everybody. From the most devoted christian to serial killers. If anyone says you're ugly, fat, stupid, or unlovable, they're lying.
<3 u!
peaceluvrock1000 3 months ago 2
@hazeleyes465 Me2 my hairs ugly Im fat im ugly and Unloveable so I know how you fell
bigtimerushlover911 2 months ago
please pray for me...... I am battling anorexia...... I know how bad it is 4 u but I can't help it........ It feels great when the doctor tells me how much weight I have lost..... but my family is oblivious so I am fighting alone......
bandgeek1107 3 months ago in playlist bandgeek1107's favorites 3
@bandgeek1107 I will pray for you,I've been there and back.All you need to know is you're beautiful in your own way.I know it sounds like a cliche but it's true and it to me a long painful time to realize that.I have scars from losing to much weight in a short amount of time, my body couldn't handle it.I could get rid of them but I keep them to remind me not to make the same mistake again.I'm better now but it took me a long time to get where I am.Talk to people you trust, it helps quite a bit.
ciap4u2nv3 3 months ago in playlist YouTube Mix for Superchick
@bandgeek1107 i'll pray for you =)
i know what its like when no one notices. it suxs.
PebbleLily14 2 months ago
This is me after being raped by 2pastors scriptures in ur face yep people just dont know thank you god for music <3
BeautifulSoulgurl 3 months ago
I'm singing this tomorrow for a choir concert! Alone! >.< Wish me luck...
sonicrocks06 3 months ago 4
Is song is so true
TheGinger4200 3 months ago
I feel lost so many times during just one day. Im so detacted from my friends and family, and i hate myself for making them think that they've done something wrong, but i cant help it. I just get sad or mad from small things, and i would rather stay away from everyone, then bring them any pain. I dont know why i feel like this, i have a great family, and friends that i truely dont deserve. I know it sounds like im complaining, and if im getting anyone mad or annoyed, then im really sorry.
BookGeekGirl13 3 months ago 2
@BookGeekGirl13 you don't have to feel so lost. sometimes i think i don't deserve the great friends i have today, but they'll always be there for me, therefore i stick beside them. if you need somebody to talk to, please message me c: im willing to listen.
TaseraG6 3 months ago
@TaseraG6 Thanks, i hate talking though, i just dont like to tell others my problems. Put my burdon on them and all. Its not fair to that person.
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kandykitababy52 3 months ago
i've lost hope,faith,strength. i don't really have a reason to feel alone, depressed,sad,angry. but i do. and i'm sorry to all of thse who have been through hell. Keep holding on, please.
Vampireluverke 3 months ago
@Vampireluverke im here text me i have saved so many lives everyone always enjoy talking to me im not judgemental and im a good christian! most ppl i talk to who are complete strangers they become a great friend! im always here go ahead and text me i CAN HELP! 620-820-0206
cat73097 1 month ago
She's right. I used to hurt so much and I felt like my world was dieing and I almost committed suicide. Then I hung through and now I have amazing friends and they love me even though I don't love myself. You all who have hurt, you will survive, just keep holding on and your world will get better. If anyone needs to talk I'm here and willing to listen and I won't speak about anything to a soul. ;3;
devils1604 3 months ago 2
this song saved me.
Angelstar1st 3 months ago in playlist story of my life 40
@Angelstar1st this song made me cry
thecc5987 2 months ago
I love this song, she has an amazing voice. And her songs can relate to most of her fan's problems. :3 I have problems, too. I'm teased a lot at school, but after all this, it can't get worse, right? :3
Oreo1Loki2Patches33 3 months ago
im singing this song at my church tonight :D i love this song
heythtemochick 3 months ago 2
I always feel left out with these comments..I just like the song- I don't have a sad story to tell...
CarriePoes 3 months ago 91
@CarriePoes ur f***ing lucky... dont complain
cantfeelbetter17 3 months ago
@cantfeelbetter17 I'm not complaining, I wouldn't complaim about NOT having something wrong. I just like the song, plain and simple. Didn't mean to offend you.
CarriePoes 3 months ago
@CarriePoes im not offended at all just saying ur lucky!
cantfeelbetter17 3 months ago