Thats how i feel Sad or Mad all the time im rarely ever happy anymore. i was just looking up these kind of poems cuz i have to bring in a poem for my creative writing class i liked it nice job.
When you wright a poem it can actually help you get your feelings out. Most of the feelings you wright down are the ones that you can't get out any other way. I write poems every night, about 3 or 4. My concellor told me to do that and it would make it be easier to understand me. Now I'm getting help :)... writing is just another way to make things bettter and if I never did, i'd probably be the old me which no one was proud of :)
Writing a poems like that is essential to some people. Incuding me. I wrote poems like that end of every week. Theres a collection of poem and pain from my life. Try it. You may find it comforting
@558hippygirl I was trying to find you and I found this......Are you ok......is this peom how you feel......Gaby I.......(cant even say it over the computer) TT////TT sorry I want you to be ok.....your the best I miss you.
don't do this to urself. really don't, one who loves u doesn't deserve it and u don't either. wright a poem bring it all out. take care of urself and cheris ur last breath wen u live to b 100
sometimes I can't help but think about the day that my grandparents and parents will be dead. Then all i will have left are my older sisters. Then I start to think about the day they will leave... and how i'll be all alone. that no one is there for me...
u people make people like me wanna die harder some people take pain differently then others just cause people like me do it in cuts and death wishes ur just heartless i feeel what she does and it fucking hurts learn to be nice and have soul god damn it
@movadoband I know. I am severely depressed at the moment, and I know what it is like to seriously contemplate suicide. It is an escape. A selfish escape. I don't hate on people that do it or attempt it, but I am just saying that it's selfish.
@thePANDASgirl13 I agree with you, it's an escape, but a very selfish one, how it effects the people around whoever has killed themselves...funny how when you don't think anyone cares and once you're gone, even though you won't know it, there will be people that cared and were upset over your death...even if you didn't know them well. The way natural death alone hurts people I think committing suicide just makes the effect even worse.
Hi Karina, I know how you feel; my family cares not for me. My mother has caused so much pain in my heart, she's always made me feel worthless. My sister hates me, and my brother has always been terrible w/me. I was on my own since 13 yrs old. I'm now 40, I've survived bullying, and extreme harassment in the work place. I am now severely disabled due to nerve damage from harassment. My life's been hell, but I will never give up, and neither should you. My love. Flyonbrokenwings :-)
this is a really good i wrote poems like this and i still do i wight them bass on my life i feel like know one cares for me well any way keep wrighting its good/
folllow sunsetjuliett or juliet thomason on twitter she's absolutely amazing. she's going to start videos in the near future of her stories of self harm, eating disorder, trauma, loss, physical abuse, bullying and more...she helped me. shes really nice. she gave me great advice & her stories are soo helpful..they're sad but powerful. she's a great help. just check her out. she also talks about stuff on stickam (Juliet Thomason). you might find her a good help too.
omg this made me cry i hope you get alot better . if you want someone to talk to il try my best but plz dont self harm. none of its your fault.hope you get better :)
My best friend Cece committed suicide in February, the weekend before valentines day. So she took about 80 pain killers the next morning her mom found her on the floor she tried to get help and almost made it to the door but collapsed. I found out on valentines day in the morning at school. I left and went to the hospital where her family, my friends, and I waited, hoping for 4 a miracle we didnt get. There needs to be more videos like this to get awareness out there. Watch your friends!
Ich liebe dich und ich kann gar nicht aufhören, über sie! Ihr, die darauf warten für mich kommen sie abholen und come fly away! Fly away, waren jemand finden uns, und wir wollen Spaß haben und dumm handeln in Schwierigkeiten bis ich sie erschlagen und aß ihr herz und ihr blut getrunken und viel Spaß mit ihrem Körper! Ich werde Ihnen den Kopf abschlagen ein Schiff sie es ihrer Familie! In the verrückt! Verrückt in der Liebe mit ihnen!
just sayin i like your poem but just to tell everybody killing yourself by drowning yourself is harder then it seems. You just can't do it unless you get something to make sure you won't come up for air. I mean it's possible but would take alot of effort. (might take a while) Just sayin you probably wouldn't die by drowning yourself in a bathtub.
ive been bullied from kinder garden to 6th grade ive tried to take my life over 30 times every time i couldnt do it it would only hurt others i know and but when i think of it it would help if i just ended it know if i keep going ill only hurt more and more people i want it to end to fade into numbness the stop hurting others if only i couldi just cant bring myself to do it and to add on my parents just devoced and im felling like im sufficating I WISH I COULD DIE WITH OUT HURTING OTHERS !!!!!!
love the peom :') made me cry. I feel the same and i always write poems bout suicide, death, and pain ughh i feel so alone and lost in this big dangerous world. I always find myself wishing that some one would help me and care for me but its not happening no matter how hard i try. Life doesn't seem worth all the pain and suffering so why not end it?
i wish i could die too! but i ain't gonna commit suicide, my family will be devastated cuz my sister also commited suicide in 2000. She was psychophrenic . i feel guilty of her death cuz the day she died , i was going to the movie and she asked if she could come with me, but i said no!!! i felt it is my fault and just could not handle the guilt so i wanted to kill myself , but i thought about my mom and how she would feel if i died too! this world is mean and messed up
ive never told anyone.. this could b a good way to start i guess.. my mom heard i wanted to kill myself.. she didnt care she didnt treat me any better just worse.. i try to let it out but its soo hard.. never saw someone to b treated... imma tell her what my brother told her.. but after that imma run away.. ╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮
ive never told anyone.. this could b a good way to start i guess.. my mom heard i wanted to kill myself.. she didnt care she didnt treat me any better just worse.. i try to let it out but its soo hard.. never saw someone to b treated... imma tell her what my brother told her.. but after that imma run away..
i love this song, band, video. i lost my best friend in my arms three weeks ago and i will never forget the look in his eyes, but the next thing i new he was gone. the only thing that has been keeping me alive are videos like this and music.
If anyone needs someone to talk to please message me or add me on facebook. I will listen and I do care because I been through alot myself and can relate.
God bless. I dont know you, but i dont have to know you to care about you and tell you that you are here for a reason, and jesus already died for you. There are so many reasons for why you should be here. But i will let you make that list.
I hope and pray you are still alive. Thats a beautiful poem> If it helps to write about it then write about it. Not everyone can solve their problems. WE do have a pretty rough life and we live in a rough world. But there is hope and you deserve happiness, if you will please just keep trying, do it for you, you can succeed so many things and help change the lives of others with using your experiences. I hope this reaches you.
can you guys please look on my videos about my slit wrist story, i have 3 parts, making a 4th part soon.. im trying to help others stop cutting! so please comment, or message me about it.. i want my story to get across to people like me. so like this comment so others can see it, thankyou! <3
i'm in the process of killing myself over a guy i really love.. i gave him everything i had. i just wish my life could end, the only way to is with a rope..
tonight, when everyone is asleep, this life is over. <3
@XXXJessicasChannelXX I dont know you and i dont know what your going through. But what i so know is that your life is worth more then some guy. It might not seem like it but things will get better. Just think about the ppl out there that care about you. I know it might seem like there is no one but truth be told there is always someone, you just dont know it.
@XXXJessicasChannelXX I'm very sorry to hear about that... Even though I can't even imagine myself getting a guy, I really feel your pain. Please continue to live on for him. You say he cared, so I'm sure he would want you to keep living. He can look after you from above.
I acctually almost killed myself.. I was going through a really hard time.. I can't believe I almost let some guy make my kill myself, my family members dying making my want to kill myself.. I really needed help. And I don't understand why I almost did. No guy is worth me almost killing myself. My family members. I feel like that is a reason. But if I did kill myself because of them, Would I really get to see them..? Or would I have been left without them. Because they vanished from this world..
My mum just told me that she knows that I self harm. I was hyperventillating, and I just kept on laughing because I didn't know what else to do. She just told me that she's not angry, and that she knows tat it's my coping mechanism, she just wants me to try another way of staying calm. I'm so happy that she understands. I'm more happy than you could ever imagine :'D
this is so sad. ayye look i am going through hell my lifes screwed at the moment . when i told my friend im goth/emo and i lovd skater she went and spread it around . thN ONE DAY AT THE START OF THE YR I FOUND OUT I WAS DIGNOSED WITH DEPRESSION I STARTED SELF HARMING ANd i wanted to die and evryday at school people would tease me and call me an emo bitch and that i was doing it for attention it got so bad i couldnt hide all the pain inside me. i moved schoolsand now i hope i get better
@xoskater4life i hope things get better for you, people should never judge, they have no right, im sorry for what happened and if you ever need someone to talk to of just need a friend i am here for you
idek where to start I dislike people who fake being emo or hurting them selfs from ice to fire from wrighting to cutting from starving to hurting all these are an addistion to me i want to stop it hurts the ones i love but its so hard when u think u dont deserve life yes I love my gf but when im depressed i feel so unloved empty and no one cares even if its right infront of me all i can do is stare and see them care and share im sorry for ur i bet he/she would be a gr8 person <3
@dervish2173 You are messed up man. Thats horrible that you would do that to another human being. Its people like you that make our world a horrible place to live in. Its people like you that make others want to commit suicide. Honestly if you want me to help you stop getting in trouble then heres how you do it stop being a jerk to this kid and try to be his friend. You never know one day he could be the next Bill Gates and you could be a bum. :'( please stop what your doing to him and help him.
Dear mom.. I wish you had never have died young..)": I know I didn't know you well... I always wish I could say I ♥ you & give you a hug... & Dear dad. I know i didn't know you well..I wanted to say I ♥ you... will you ever come back to see me again... xoxoxo...
im so depressed because I have to sit next to a fugly fat kid in school who always complains and takes up to much space. And he's a snitch so when me and my friends bully him he tells on us which makes me upset because I get 15 minutes detention like every day. He has no friends and he's and orphan but jeez is it that hard to take a joke? All we do is twist his nipples and that. Is that to much? Idk I feel so sad, what should I do to not get into trouble? ='(
@dervish2173 What the hell is wrong with you. You don't know if he is a cool kid or not. For all you know he is a lot of fun to be around. My dad died when I was 7. I got made fun of a lot cuz of that. I get pissed off from shit like this I know I'm Mormon but come on and stop being a jackass cuz you think its fun to hurt a kid who has no mom and dad to run to. I know I cant make you stop but give him a chance.
@mormons1000 Yeah you're right, I had to go to anger management to sort myself out, I promised myself to treat him with more respect and understanding now though.
@dervish2173 GOD...well, let me see, your the kind of person that makes the cuts in my arm deeper, so if you don't want to get into trouble for being mean, don't be mean? Can you try and be nice?
@funnyish101 Yeah that comment was a joke... But if you commit suicide because of someone else then doesn't that suggest that you really are weak and worthless and incapable of handling tough shit which everyone else has to deal with? stupid noob.
@dervish2173 you know why your depressed? because you can't seem to grasp the fact that he's the one who suffers. you suffer none. stop being selfish and help the kid out. if you won't listen to anyone's advice do you deserve help when all you do is tease a kid and think a about your own self? how selfish
@ftwfucktheworld1 okie and im pretty sure u have a lot of positive things about u too. Why are you just looking at the negative sides? Atleast u have so much more than most people. Don't turn the negative aspects about you against you. Use those points so that you gain more confidence. Just hold ur head up high and live for urself :D
what bothers me is that you mentioned in the description that you were "depressed and upset" about your friend who "passed away". why does this entire poem seem to only be about you, your emotions only?
listen! we -depressed people- understand each other! we know what will satisfy us! we can provide what we need for each other. so......anybody lives in Spokane!??? :(
i know excatly how u feel im going through a dark stage too again my life is always a dark stage...but i live through it somehow everyday nd watch the time go bye nd stay in my room
i kno just how you feel but the only thing tht keeps me here is my closest friends and family i made a promise to my two best friends and i made them promise me the same so i try to b happy as much as i can....
i feel sumtimes i want to die...but i have a son n i know i have to cope n stay strong for my son n give him all the love n carei neva got 4rm my parents or brother or sister...i never got raised by anyone os ithink tht wat kills me cuz ma parents sum reason did want me around..all thts changed now n i realize i dnt need em as long as i love myself n my now family raseberries cuz im the best i think ive ever had!
this is very sad, i sometimes feel like i want to die but then i really think about it, do you really want to add more hurt to thr people around you? do you want to add one more grave into the earth? You have to realize some problems are real, and some is just shit.......so get over yourself, there are real problems in the world.
@soukupb Don't make the mistake of suicide...your life is worth so much; you'd miss out on so much if you died. Life can get really, really, really hard...but please don't give up..there are people that really care about you; I do. If you need anyone to talk to, message me. I'll do anything I can to help.
satan is the one who put's depression in your mind , Jesus is the way out of depression , he can lift you up while your down , open the doors of your heart to Jesus, accept him as your Lord and you saviour . JESUS IS THE WAY ,THE TRUTH AND LIFE !
@98ElectronicMachine Crazy asshole. 'Lordy be praised!'. What a christian stereotype you are. You know whats more depressing than this video? looking at all of the people that believe in god. It depresses me so fucking much to know that all of these people need to make up a person to be able to cope with their problems. Atheists not only can think for themselves, but can go through life without having to make up things. Ever heard of an imaginary friend? 'Jesus' isn't that different from one.
@Wesalicous damn dude give the guy(98ElectronicMachine) a break, maybe he truely does believe and isn't a "christian stereotype" not every christian is okay, and truthefully youtube is the last place people should argueing about religion and just because you don't share the same belief that doesn't mean you should hate on him or upright diss his religion, not cool man
@98ElectronicMachine im not sure i can truly believe tht...im not atheist or anything...if satan put it sucide in our minds and christ is supposed to help....y the hell is it tht im still depressed and considering suicide...hw am i suppose to trust sum1 to save me wen theyve allowed it to go on so long even after i tried to accept him into my heart as my saviour and lets innocent ppl in the same position die....i cant rely on him....i live because of my own strength and determination.....
@guesswhoitspenk Am I "fucking retarded" for not being able to kill myself? Do you know how hard it is to kill yourself willingly? Ever tried jumping off of an eight story building without reviewing your whole life and what your death would cause? It's hard. Hanging yourself too. In your mind you yell jump, but you just don't do it... then you find yourself watching t.v. minutes later. I'm going for Over Dose on medicine. I wish I wasn't 'fucking retarded' as you say I am. But i'm only human.
omg this is just wow, amazing your a good writer and im very sorry about your friend i no the feeling. just have to member someone somewhere is always caring about you
this made me cry and relize what we have goin on in our lives where all goin to deal with loses and many other things goin to come in our lives and make us sad or deppresseed and think to our selves whats the point of loving when u dont have your frind by ur side. but there always jesus hes always there for u.
@kim123ly Yeah, i've had my fair share of self-harm and suicide attempts. I still am.
I know what this shit means unlike the selfish losers who just say these are people wanting attention. But what many people don't understand is cutting IS a way for attention, to be heard...to be saved. But if you flaunt it, like "Oh look i cut myself purposely! Yay!" that's just getting attention for all the wrong reasons.
@kim123ly Yeah, i've had my fair share of self-harm and suicide attempts. I still am.
I know what this shit means unlike the selfish losers who just say these are people wanting attention. But what many people don't understand is cutting IS a way for attention, to be heard...to be saved. But if you flaunt it, like "Oh look i cut myself purposely! Yay!" that's just getting attention for all the wrong reasons.
people who come out and say there emo most likely just want attention and people we think as emo are sfraid to come out cause they dont wanna be juged.
@BreKaitSix96 mabye ts cuz they dont want people 2 gudge them nd call them emo nd say there stupid nd weird ......................... do u understand now y they try 2 hide it
its sad cos loads of people say their "emo" or depressed just to get attention, not cos theyre really depressed or anything. most of said people would never have the guts to commit suicide
@angelface501 there is nothing wrong with me because people i meet like me but i keep meeting ladies who are ugly say i study gardeing in college because in air training cadets the ladies was sexy and they enjoyed hard work and gardening is hard work. i tried ict combined with english and numeracy and there was no ladies.
@angelface501 extremely bad or i will kill myself, i don't care if her family have a history of crime or a history of bullying i don't care if her friends are hostile to me i am in too much pain to say no to a date with a sexy lady.
pain of being single all my life and there is nothing wrong with me, PLEASE GUIDE ME INTO FINDING A GIRLFRIEND.
@CarrieLove13 exactly how i feel, i gave up on it when i was 8, now im just barley passing my classes :( i have always been compared to my siblings and how there both doing AMAZING in school, my brother taught himself to read when he was 18 months, i was taught by my teachers, extra help teachers and by my parents and only actully got it when i was 6 or 7, my younger sister who can spell better then me, were many years apart, i hate feeling let down and behind everyone i just want it to end :'(
You say cutting yourself won't solve anything, and you're probably right. But cutting is a way of showing you have pain. Showing the world that you need someone to see that you have pain inside you. I'm not saying cutting is a solution to anything, but for some, it's the only way of copping with their feelings, it's the only way to escape all of the other pain in their lives. When you wish you were dead, cutting is a simpler solution.
There is someone that loves you and His name is JESUS!! The name above all names. :] You are FEARFULLY and WONDERFULLY Made. Anyone whos tells you any diffrent is lying. Your perfect just the way you are. Know that there is someone who loves you soo much!!!!
@TheKandiGirls no offence.. but... you have to get out of that way of thoght. its all a lie. its all jst somethign to controll. the realaty is stiking oyu in the face
You caused the pain,
It's your fault the way I'am,
Die!
Or I will die for you! <3
Good peom!
Anitalp9 3 weeks ago
u are a Pussy
MyGreekie 4 weeks ago
"i dont know who i am or where to roam
they knew, and they're gone
and i'm all alone"
abdurrahmanR 1 month ago
Amazing Poem. Amazing song behind the poem.
themindofshai 1 month ago
Thats how i feel Sad or Mad all the time im rarely ever happy anymore. i was just looking up these kind of poems cuz i have to bring in a poem for my creative writing class i liked it nice job.
Missrissy97 1 month ago
so many people with so much pain , life is for living try it some day , start small ...just look at what you do have instead of what you dont.
666BIKERJOE 1 month ago
When you wright a poem it can actually help you get your feelings out. Most of the feelings you wright down are the ones that you can't get out any other way. I write poems every night, about 3 or 4. My concellor told me to do that and it would make it be easier to understand me. Now I'm getting help :)... writing is just another way to make things bettter and if I never did, i'd probably be the old me which no one was proud of :)
mango5671 1 month ago
Writing a poems like that is essential to some people. Incuding me. I wrote poems like that end of every week. Theres a collection of poem and pain from my life. Try it. You may find it comforting
rajatapaus2010 1 month ago
@558hippygirl I was trying to find you and I found this......Are you ok......is this peom how you feel......Gaby I.......(cant even say it over the computer) TT////TT sorry I want you to be ok.....your the best I miss you.
Hetachan11 1 month ago
don't do this to urself. really don't, one who loves u doesn't deserve it and u don't either. wright a poem bring it all out. take care of urself and cheris ur last breath wen u live to b 100
shineforever27 1 month ago
sometimes I can't help but think about the day that my grandparents and parents will be dead. Then all i will have left are my older sisters. Then I start to think about the day they will leave... and how i'll be all alone. that no one is there for me...
4tringraygirl 1 month ago
@4tringraygirl Don't worry about that cause noone is actualy alone im sure u WILL find someone to acompany you through the roads of life
evann5 1 month ago
u people make people like me wanna die harder some people take pain differently then others just cause people like me do it in cuts and death wishes ur just heartless i feeel what she does and it fucking hurts learn to be nice and have soul god damn it
SuperREDMANDOGBITE 2 months ago
Suicide is a very selfish act. Very sad, and very selfish. T.T
thePANDASgirl13 2 months ago
@thePANDASgirl13 it is an escape, before you judge someone think about it.
movadoband 2 months ago
@movadoband I know. I am severely depressed at the moment, and I know what it is like to seriously contemplate suicide. It is an escape. A selfish escape. I don't hate on people that do it or attempt it, but I am just saying that it's selfish.
thePANDASgirl13 2 months ago
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movadoband 2 months ago
@thePANDASgirl13 I agree with you, it's an escape, but a very selfish one, how it effects the people around whoever has killed themselves...funny how when you don't think anyone cares and once you're gone, even though you won't know it, there will be people that cared and were upset over your death...even if you didn't know them well. The way natural death alone hurts people I think committing suicide just makes the effect even worse.
mikaylareeper 1 month ago
@mikaylareeper My sentiments exactly.
thePANDASgirl13 1 month ago
people like you make the pain ache. i can feel it more in my heart then i can as the blood falls..</3
SkyexxxD 2 months ago
Hi Karina, I know how you feel; my family cares not for me. My mother has caused so much pain in my heart, she's always made me feel worthless. My sister hates me, and my brother has always been terrible w/me. I was on my own since 13 yrs old. I'm now 40, I've survived bullying, and extreme harassment in the work place. I am now severely disabled due to nerve damage from harassment. My life's been hell, but I will never give up, and neither should you. My love. Flyonbrokenwings :-)
flywithbrokenwings7 2 months ago
this is a really good i wrote poems like this and i still do i wight them bass on my life i feel like know one cares for me well any way keep wrighting its good/
CCheyenne76547 2 months ago
I wish I could write poetry half as amazing as this
JazziOshaughnessy 2 months ago
its sad that you wrote a suicide note while playing a song about a man finding out hes having a child.... jussssaying <3(:
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folllow sunsetjuliett or juliet thomason on twitter she's absolutely amazing. she's going to start videos in the near future of her stories of self harm, eating disorder, trauma, loss, physical abuse, bullying and more...she helped me. shes really nice. she gave me great advice & her stories are soo helpful..they're sad but powerful. she's a great help. just check her out. she also talks about stuff on stickam (Juliet Thomason). you might find her a good help too.
thedagonfly1989 3 months ago
omg this made me cry i hope you get alot better . if you want someone to talk to il try my best but plz dont self harm. none of its your fault.hope you get better :)
xoskater4life 3 months ago 2
@ftwfucktheworld1 if you need someone to talk to or just want a friend im here for you and ill listen to you
livelaughlove0113 3 months ago
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hey this is a shout out to anyone that needs a friend or wants someone to talk to, i am here and will listen to you. contact me
livelaughlove0113 3 months ago
feels like no one cares....?
cause no one does... we have a community full of assholes... but im not that asshole.
bixtch 3 months ago
My best friend Cece committed suicide in February, the weekend before valentines day. So she took about 80 pain killers the next morning her mom found her on the floor she tried to get help and almost made it to the door but collapsed. I found out on valentines day in the morning at school. I left and went to the hospital where her family, my friends, and I waited, hoping for 4 a miracle we didnt get. There needs to be more videos like this to get awareness out there. Watch your friends!
Sillygurl331 3 months ago
wow damn, that's exactly how i f in feel!!!! getting close!! it's a dark cold world and i hate it!!!
tyvm
Annieapples68 3 months ago
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Ich liebe dich und ich kann gar nicht aufhören, über sie! Ihr, die darauf warten für mich kommen sie abholen und come fly away! Fly away, waren jemand finden uns, und wir wollen Spaß haben und dumm handeln in Schwierigkeiten bis ich sie erschlagen und aß ihr herz und ihr blut getrunken und viel Spaß mit ihrem Körper! Ich werde Ihnen den Kopf abschlagen ein Schiff sie es ihrer Familie! In the verrückt! Verrückt in der Liebe mit ihnen!
Achievement360G 3 months ago
:( sry about your friend
penguinsforu 3 months ago
just sayin i like your poem but just to tell everybody killing yourself by drowning yourself is harder then it seems. You just can't do it unless you get something to make sure you won't come up for air. I mean it's possible but would take alot of effort. (might take a while) Just sayin you probably wouldn't die by drowning yourself in a bathtub.
AnimeStudio1018 3 months ago
ive been bullied from kinder garden to 6th grade ive tried to take my life over 30 times every time i couldnt do it it would only hurt others i know and but when i think of it it would help if i just ended it know if i keep going ill only hurt more and more people i want it to end to fade into numbness the stop hurting others if only i couldi just cant bring myself to do it and to add on my parents just devoced and im felling like im sufficating I WISH I COULD DIE WITH OUT HURTING OTHERS !!!!!!
nikolas1516 3 months ago
@nikolas1516 if you need someone to talk to im here for you:)
livelaughlove0113 3 months ago
@nikolas1516 Same for me but I wouldn't kill myself it would only make the people I love sad and it's not worth it because it'll probably get better
Imastar4u12 1 month ago
love the peom :') made me cry. I feel the same and i always write poems bout suicide, death, and pain ughh i feel so alone and lost in this big dangerous world. I always find myself wishing that some one would help me and care for me but its not happening no matter how hard i try. Life doesn't seem worth all the pain and suffering so why not end it?
loveless3814 3 months ago
sad
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@ftwfucktheworld1 yeah me to...
kim123ly 4 months ago
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i wish i could die too! but i ain't gonna commit suicide, my family will be devastated cuz my sister also commited suicide in 2000. She was psychophrenic . i feel guilty of her death cuz the day she died , i was going to the movie and she asked if she could come with me, but i said no!!! i felt it is my fault and just could not handle the guilt so i wanted to kill myself , but i thought about my mom and how she would feel if i died too! this world is mean and messed up
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ive never told anyone.. this could b a good way to start i guess.. my mom heard i wanted to kill myself.. she didnt care she didnt treat me any better just worse.. i try to let it out but its soo hard.. never saw someone to b treated... imma tell her what my brother told her.. but after that imma run away.. ╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮
monkuteys 4 months ago
ive never told anyone.. this could b a good way to start i guess.. my mom heard i wanted to kill myself.. she didnt care she didnt treat me any better just worse.. i try to let it out but its soo hard.. never saw someone to b treated... imma tell her what my brother told her.. but after that imma run away..
monkuteys 4 months ago
I love this poem, it's incredibly amazing. This pooem touched my heart and I was all tears watching this video.
RAIIRAIIJr 4 months ago
i love this song, band, video. i lost my best friend in my arms three weeks ago and i will never forget the look in his eyes, but the next thing i new he was gone. the only thing that has been keeping me alive are videos like this and music.
RIP isaiah you will not be forgotten.
icp0512 4 months ago
If anyone needs someone to talk to please message me or add me on facebook. I will listen and I do care because I been through alot myself and can relate.
TheYoungAndTheHorny 4 months ago
God bless. I dont know you, but i dont have to know you to care about you and tell you that you are here for a reason, and jesus already died for you. There are so many reasons for why you should be here. But i will let you make that list.
bdiddy2bball 4 months ago
I hope and pray you are still alive. Thats a beautiful poem> If it helps to write about it then write about it. Not everyone can solve their problems. WE do have a pretty rough life and we live in a rough world. But there is hope and you deserve happiness, if you will please just keep trying, do it for you, you can succeed so many things and help change the lives of others with using your experiences. I hope this reaches you.
bdiddy2bball 4 months ago
I care... ♥
ILuvCountry13 4 months ago
TROLOLOL yeah 'cause the first thing depressed suicidal people do after writing a suicide poem is upload it to YouTube.
notthatanonymousmkay 4 months ago
can you guys please look on my videos about my slit wrist story, i have 3 parts, making a 4th part soon.. im trying to help others stop cutting! so please comment, or message me about it.. i want my story to get across to people like me. so like this comment so others can see it, thankyou! <3
23AllTimeLow23 5 months ago
i'm in the process of killing myself over a guy i really love.. i gave him everything i had. i just wish my life could end, the only way to is with a rope..
tonight, when everyone is asleep, this life is over. <3
XXXJessicasChannelXX 5 months ago
@XXXJessicasChannelXX I dont know you and i dont know what your going through. But what i so know is that your life is worth more then some guy. It might not seem like it but things will get better. Just think about the ppl out there that care about you. I know it might seem like there is no one but truth be told there is always someone, you just dont know it.
mystery603 5 months ago
@mystery603
there's no one. :(
i just lost the last person, my prince charming in a car crash. and i don't know what to do!! :(
XXXJessicasChannelXX 4 months ago
@XXXJessicasChannelXX I'm very sorry to hear about that... Even though I can't even imagine myself getting a guy, I really feel your pain. Please continue to live on for him. You say he cared, so I'm sure he would want you to keep living. He can look after you from above.
manganimegirl378 4 months ago
@XXXJessicasChannelXX Lol dont be stupid theres alot of guys in the world
serenaally 5 months ago
@serenaally
Well, this guy showed me he cared. So I'm not being stupid. Grow up!
XXXJessicasChannelXX 4 months ago
I acctually almost killed myself.. I was going through a really hard time.. I can't believe I almost let some guy make my kill myself, my family members dying making my want to kill myself.. I really needed help. And I don't understand why I almost did. No guy is worth me almost killing myself. My family members. I feel like that is a reason. But if I did kill myself because of them, Would I really get to see them..? Or would I have been left without them. Because they vanished from this world..
Juliet1625 5 months ago
instead of harming yourself and keeping it inward............ let it out!
my thoughts are with you!
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leopardprintlion 5 months ago
My mum just told me that she knows that I self harm. I was hyperventillating, and I just kept on laughing because I didn't know what else to do. She just told me that she's not angry, and that she knows tat it's my coping mechanism, she just wants me to try another way of staying calm. I'm so happy that she understands. I'm more happy than you could ever imagine :'D
TheFoundersDaughter 5 months ago
this is so sad. ayye look i am going through hell my lifes screwed at the moment . when i told my friend im goth/emo and i lovd skater she went and spread it around . thN ONE DAY AT THE START OF THE YR I FOUND OUT I WAS DIGNOSED WITH DEPRESSION I STARTED SELF HARMING ANd i wanted to die and evryday at school people would tease me and call me an emo bitch and that i was doing it for attention it got so bad i couldnt hide all the pain inside me. i moved schoolsand now i hope i get better
xoskater4life 5 months ago
@xoskater4life i hope things get better for you, people should never judge, they have no right, im sorry for what happened and if you ever need someone to talk to of just need a friend i am here for you
livelaughlove0113 3 months ago
i would never do that :(
msmissy39 5 months ago
HAHAHAH
wowwow180 5 months ago
I cried to this..
Murokissa 5 months ago
idek where to start I dislike people who fake being emo or hurting them selfs from ice to fire from wrighting to cutting from starving to hurting all these are an addistion to me i want to stop it hurts the ones i love but its so hard when u think u dont deserve life yes I love my gf but when im depressed i feel so unloved empty and no one cares even if its right infront of me all i can do is stare and see them care and share im sorry for ur i bet he/she would be a gr8 person <3
stillgoing12 5 months ago
tottaly went through this myself, im writing a book about depression,
laurenona123 5 months ago
@dervish2173 You are messed up man. Thats horrible that you would do that to another human being. Its people like you that make our world a horrible place to live in. Its people like you that make others want to commit suicide. Honestly if you want me to help you stop getting in trouble then heres how you do it stop being a jerk to this kid and try to be his friend. You never know one day he could be the next Bill Gates and you could be a bum. :'( please stop what your doing to him and help him.
Itsthe6ofus 5 months ago 16
Dear mom.. I wish you had never have died young..)": I know I didn't know you well... I always wish I could say I ♥ you & give you a hug... & Dear dad. I know i didn't know you well..I wanted to say I ♥ you... will you ever come back to see me again... xoxoxo...
EhrenKematch 5 months ago
im so depressed because I have to sit next to a fugly fat kid in school who always complains and takes up to much space. And he's a snitch so when me and my friends bully him he tells on us which makes me upset because I get 15 minutes detention like every day. He has no friends and he's and orphan but jeez is it that hard to take a joke? All we do is twist his nipples and that. Is that to much? Idk I feel so sad, what should I do to not get into trouble? ='(
dervish2173 5 months ago
@dervish2173 What the hell is wrong with you. You don't know if he is a cool kid or not. For all you know he is a lot of fun to be around. My dad died when I was 7. I got made fun of a lot cuz of that. I get pissed off from shit like this I know I'm Mormon but come on and stop being a jackass cuz you think its fun to hurt a kid who has no mom and dad to run to. I know I cant make you stop but give him a chance.
mormons1000 5 months ago
@mormons1000 Yeah you're right, I had to go to anger management to sort myself out, I promised myself to treat him with more respect and understanding now though.
dervish2173 5 months ago
@dervish2173 dont be a bitch to the poor boy you sad twat
coolbluemidnite 3 months ago
@dervish2173 GOD...well, let me see, your the kind of person that makes the cuts in my arm deeper, so if you don't want to get into trouble for being mean, don't be mean? Can you try and be nice?
funnyish101 2 months ago
@funnyish101 Yeah that comment was a joke... But if you commit suicide because of someone else then doesn't that suggest that you really are weak and worthless and incapable of handling tough shit which everyone else has to deal with? stupid noob.
dervish2173 2 months ago
@dervish2173 This troll is getting even more hilarious.
-yes, I do have a sick sense of humour-
thePANDASgirl13 1 month ago
@dervish2173 you know why your depressed? because you can't seem to grasp the fact that he's the one who suffers. you suffer none. stop being selfish and help the kid out. if you won't listen to anyone's advice do you deserve help when all you do is tease a kid and think a about your own self? how selfish
TheDeathanimator 2 months ago
@dervish2173 That is not a funny troll.
thePANDASgirl13 1 month ago
@ftwfucktheworld1 okie and im pretty sure u have a lot of positive things about u too. Why are you just looking at the negative sides? Atleast u have so much more than most people. Don't turn the negative aspects about you against you. Use those points so that you gain more confidence. Just hold ur head up high and live for urself :D
XXCUTlEXX07 5 months ago
@ftwfucktheworld1 may i know why? O.O
XXCUTlEXX07 5 months ago
I Hate Myself And I Want To Die and Heart Shaped Box (backwards) by Nirvana are amazing suicide notes.
TheDevilguy676 5 months ago
i'm crying right now T_T
XxXDeaathHeadXxX 5 months ago
u made me cry u bitch 8'C (i dnt mean it, but u did make me cry)
ShaneXAustin 6 months ago
oh my gosh, this made me cry ir really did. this is so beautiful and moving. write more please. <333
sheNEVERsleepsEVER 6 months ago
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jakfang5 6 months ago
what bothers me is that you mentioned in the description that you were "depressed and upset" about your friend who "passed away". why does this entire poem seem to only be about you, your emotions only?
mistyeyedsurprise 7 months ago
im with you thats how i feel everydayy :'(
desty75051 7 months ago
tht was 1 of the best poems i read
screamogirl999 7 months ago
i eel the same way.
cleveland510 7 months ago
great video except that thissong is about having a child and the beauty of life
MrTrow3 7 months ago
music isnt all bout cutting v_v ppl bother me
xxemosecenbitchxx 7 months ago
listen! we -depressed people- understand each other! we know what will satisfy us! we can provide what we need for each other. so......anybody lives in Spokane!??? :(
gQuaresma07 7 months ago
this is really good, i understand the lyrics so well cos i'm going through the pain, so i know how you feel.
EllaaDoll 7 months ago
Karina Martinez My Best Friend Died Just Recently And I Felt The Same Way I Like This Poem You Should Write More ~Jess
vampirejesse1998 7 months ago
i love this peom soooo much
malamalu11 7 months ago
i know excatly how u feel im going through a dark stage too again my life is always a dark stage...but i live through it somehow everyday nd watch the time go bye nd stay in my room
malamalu11 7 months ago
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@malamalu11 if you need someone to talk to or need a friend i am here and i will listen to you
livelaughlove0113 3 months ago
i kno just how you feel but the only thing tht keeps me here is my closest friends and family i made a promise to my two best friends and i made them promise me the same so i try to b happy as much as i can....
ashley888000 7 months ago
i feel sumtimes i want to die...but i have a son n i know i have to cope n stay strong for my son n give him all the love n carei neva got 4rm my parents or brother or sister...i never got raised by anyone os ithink tht wat kills me cuz ma parents sum reason did want me around..all thts changed now n i realize i dnt need em as long as i love myself n my now family raseberries cuz im the best i think ive ever had!
deseraihollis 7 months ago
this is very sad, i sometimes feel like i want to die but then i really think about it, do you really want to add more hurt to thr people around you? do you want to add one more grave into the earth? You have to realize some problems are real, and some is just shit.......so get over yourself, there are real problems in the world.
MsSweetKandi 7 months ago
i feel like this right now
mssupermoose 8 months ago
if i could still cry i think i would... I feel your pain im there right now....
star1995star 8 months ago 2
17 people have never felt pain
cocolove211 8 months ago
So sad..I feel your pain
aangfangirl 8 months ago
what song is this? Plese reply. :)
jhemonster24 8 months ago
@jhemonster24 Creed - Arms wide open
AskMazam 8 months ago
Everyone has a secret and your just became open. Your insparationol Thank you,
InuEarsForeves 8 months ago
is that creed?
iloveushadowleggy 8 months ago
I can understand you girl ...
dany090274 8 months ago
I know how it feels, sorry to hear about the loss
JSwrongchoice64 8 months ago
i know what are you feeling, i'm sorry
poepoh 8 months ago
thank you for this video. only a few more pills and I wont deal with the pain either. goodl luck with yourr lifeee.
justin2858 8 months ago
that poem just made me cry...
oreoswimmer23 8 months ago
This seriosly just made my cry D:
Jbluver2221 9 months ago
I cried. I understand Suicide, I actually almost did it once,
coolerthanyou9 9 months ago
suicide doesnt sound that bad right about now
soukupb 9 months ago
@soukupb dont ever say that again.
DKofMCLA 9 months ago
@DKofMCLA sorry :(
soukupb 9 months ago
@soukupb Don't make the mistake of suicide...your life is worth so much; you'd miss out on so much if you died. Life can get really, really, really hard...but please don't give up..there are people that really care about you; I do. If you need anyone to talk to, message me. I'll do anything I can to help.
notme1131 9 months ago
satan is the one who put's depression in your mind , Jesus is the way out of depression , he can lift you up while your down , open the doors of your heart to Jesus, accept him as your Lord and you saviour . JESUS IS THE WAY ,THE TRUTH AND LIFE !
98ElectronicMachine 9 months ago
@98ElectronicMachine Crazy asshole. 'Lordy be praised!'. What a christian stereotype you are. You know whats more depressing than this video? looking at all of the people that believe in god. It depresses me so fucking much to know that all of these people need to make up a person to be able to cope with their problems. Atheists not only can think for themselves, but can go through life without having to make up things. Ever heard of an imaginary friend? 'Jesus' isn't that different from one.
Wesalicous 9 months ago
@Wesalicous damn dude give the guy(98ElectronicMachine) a break, maybe he truely does believe and isn't a "christian stereotype" not every christian is okay, and truthefully youtube is the last place people should argueing about religion and just because you don't share the same belief that doesn't mean you should hate on him or upright diss his religion, not cool man
Supertotallyawesom 9 months ago
@98ElectronicMachine im not sure i can truly believe tht...im not atheist or anything...if satan put it sucide in our minds and christ is supposed to help....y the hell is it tht im still depressed and considering suicide...hw am i suppose to trust sum1 to save me wen theyve allowed it to go on so long even after i tried to accept him into my heart as my saviour and lets innocent ppl in the same position die....i cant rely on him....i live because of my own strength and determination.....
kin15chunin 9 months ago
@98ElectronicMachine you know the big bang thing is true so SUCK A DICK!!!!
kim123ly 4 months ago
wow...=(
VeSHY008 9 months ago
I am so sorry for you. I would hate to lose a friend. I hope you feeling okay
MrTeamExtreme1234 9 months ago
A Emo Poem By Miku3302
Blood is red and sometimes blue
so leave me alone
before i show you
Miku3302 9 months ago
so true sometimes :/
gothbabii188 9 months ago
if you can't even kill yourself then you're fucking retarded
guesswhoitspenk 9 months ago
@guesswhoitspenk Am I "fucking retarded" for not being able to kill myself? Do you know how hard it is to kill yourself willingly? Ever tried jumping off of an eight story building without reviewing your whole life and what your death would cause? It's hard. Hanging yourself too. In your mind you yell jump, but you just don't do it... then you find yourself watching t.v. minutes later. I'm going for Over Dose on medicine. I wish I wasn't 'fucking retarded' as you say I am. But i'm only human.
Wesalicous 9 months ago
sometimes i wish i could make those people happy somehow
mightytaco123 9 months ago
mate a member of my family just died so i kow the feeling
it makes you realize how eazy it is to die tho hun?
little2kath 9 months ago
omg this is just wow, amazing your a good writer and im very sorry about your friend i no the feeling. just have to member someone somewhere is always caring about you
ACSBLUE23 10 months ago
This is really sad.. i almost cried so all ya u dislike this go some where!!!
tasia277 10 months ago 54
i agree its rly sad sometimes i feel like killing my self 2 tho
129snowball 9 months ago
should've ended at 1:56
TheTellybean 10 months ago
Jesus?? There is no jesus. If there was all this bad crap wouldnt happen. People would be happy and not do this.
angelsixx1 10 months ago
this made me cry and relize what we have goin on in our lives where all goin to deal with loses and many other things goin to come in our lives and make us sad or deppresseed and think to our selves whats the point of loving when u dont have your frind by ur side. but there always jesus hes always there for u.
airplayer09 10 months ago
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fluffycuddlebunz 10 months ago
I think its awkward when people are all like "I'm emo!" And emo people are withdrawn and try to keep it a secret........ IRONIC.
BreKaitSix96 10 months ago 95
@BreKaitSix96
Actually, "emo" stands for emotional... yeah. :P
It makes me mad how people immediately try to connect "emo" with self-harm -- cutting, burning, bruising, etc. Yeah. Just thought I'd say that. :3
But I'm here for the poem :D
IT WAS AMAZING. Yes, sad, but I feel you....for a long time I've been sad now. Writing helps.
So keep on writing [:
hannahLOLgirl 6 months ago 25
@hannahLOLgirl finally some one who knows the freaking meaning
kim123ly 4 months ago
@kim123ly Yeah, i've had my fair share of self-harm and suicide attempts. I still am.
I know what this shit means unlike the selfish losers who just say these are people wanting attention. But what many people don't understand is cutting IS a way for attention, to be heard...to be saved. But if you flaunt it, like "Oh look i cut myself purposely! Yay!" that's just getting attention for all the wrong reasons.
hannahLOLgirl 3 months ago
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@kim123ly Yeah, i've had my fair share of self-harm and suicide attempts. I still am.
I know what this shit means unlike the selfish losers who just say these are people wanting attention. But what many people don't understand is cutting IS a way for attention, to be heard...to be saved. But if you flaunt it, like "Oh look i cut myself purposely! Yay!" that's just getting attention for all the wrong reasons.
hannahLOLgirl 3 months ago
@BreKaitSix96
because. i have a feeling people who say 'im emo' don't even know what emo is, you know? im not trying to be mean!
AmyLee248 5 months ago
@BreKaitSix96
people who come out and say there emo most likely just want attention and people we think as emo are sfraid to come out cause they dont wanna be juged.
soccerlove1998 5 months ago
@BreKaitSix96 mabye ts cuz they dont want people 2 gudge them nd call them emo nd say there stupid nd weird ......................... do u understand now y they try 2 hide it
lilylilandra 5 months ago
@BreKaitSix96 very its not like the kids who say "im emo" are really emo theyre fakes and wanna bes and tht gives the real emos bad reps
cottoncandymusic94 5 months ago
over reacting
putanginamo78 10 months ago
@putanginamo78 dude her best friend died..
TayloTot 10 months ago
im sowwi for yr loss but this is an AMAZING poem. i love it
jackyleo99 10 months ago
nice its im emo and i no how it fells i lost someone in my life my gf and she has a no bf not me
theblu231 10 months ago
I LOVE U!!! TXT ME WHEN EVER UR FEELING DEPRESSED.......978 806 3569
bleedingheart51 10 months ago
thats sad i hope you stop feeling like that
lovejustinbieber437 10 months ago
boo i dint want it to end
TheXvampireprincesx 10 months ago
Amazing poem, I've never cried so hard <3,
Very touching
ZangoGirl1 10 months ago
i ask myself why?? and my only reply is....... you deserve it you little s*it
the voices wont stop they pile up a new comment on top untill my head is droped
i will never see the sun rise tommorow as my family weep in sorrow
i didnt know i meant so much to them by the time i realised this it wasnt too late
ITS NOT FOR YOU EITHER U WILL BE RESCUED IN THE ARMS OF A ANGEL
batwings112009 10 months ago
always feel like im alone in the world
Luvbug110 11 months ago
its sad cos loads of people say their "emo" or depressed just to get attention, not cos theyre really depressed or anything. most of said people would never have the guts to commit suicide
sematro1 11 months ago
@angelface501 there is nothing wrong with me because people i meet like me but i keep meeting ladies who are ugly say i study gardeing in college because in air training cadets the ladies was sexy and they enjoyed hard work and gardening is hard work. i tried ict combined with english and numeracy and there was no ladies.
ukgreaterlondon 11 months ago
@angelface501 extremely bad or i will kill myself, i don't care if her family have a history of crime or a history of bullying i don't care if her friends are hostile to me i am in too much pain to say no to a date with a sexy lady.
pain of being single all my life and there is nothing wrong with me, PLEASE GUIDE ME INTO FINDING A GIRLFRIEND.
ukgreaterlondon 11 months ago
I WANT A GIRLFRIEND
ukgreaterlondon 11 months ago
people cut themselves becouse it gives them natural high
ProAnaStarvingWorks 11 months ago 3
@ProAnaStarvingWorks it not that im emo i know what it fells like
joshdedede98 10 months ago
@ProAnaStarvingWorks no that comment is completly out of order.
ExtremlyEmoXD 9 months ago
i dont know why i bother with my eductation, because i know i wont live to see it through.
CarrieLove13 11 months ago
@CarrieLove13 Exactly how I feel.
Konata101 11 months ago
@CarrieLove13 exactly how i feel, i gave up on it when i was 8, now im just barley passing my classes :( i have always been compared to my siblings and how there both doing AMAZING in school, my brother taught himself to read when he was 18 months, i was taught by my teachers, extra help teachers and by my parents and only actully got it when i was 6 or 7, my younger sister who can spell better then me, were many years apart, i hate feeling let down and behind everyone i just want it to end :'(
HopeBreakerBVB 11 months ago
i have been there and still thinking about today
90lockjaw 11 months ago
why must you all post your stupid little sob/pity stories. no one really cares so just shut up and listen to the song
ksu8822 11 months ago
You say cutting yourself won't solve anything, and you're probably right. But cutting is a way of showing you have pain. Showing the world that you need someone to see that you have pain inside you. I'm not saying cutting is a solution to anything, but for some, it's the only way of copping with their feelings, it's the only way to escape all of the other pain in their lives. When you wish you were dead, cutting is a simpler solution.
BekahBoo57 11 months ago
most times i feal the same way
bitchgirrrl 1 year ago
nice poem, am a poetic myself. =DD btw jesus loves you !! always and forever. he knows how you feel cause he been through it .
cherryrey100 1 year ago
why do people hate you if you show emotions? that's what i wanna know :(
ironmanACDC123 1 year ago
There is someone that loves you and His name is JESUS!! The name above all names. :] You are FEARFULLY and WONDERFULLY Made. Anyone whos tells you any diffrent is lying. Your perfect just the way you are. Know that there is someone who loves you soo much!!!!
TheKandiGirls 1 year ago
@TheKandiGirls no offence.. but... you have to get out of that way of thoght. its all a lie. its all jst somethign to controll. the realaty is stiking oyu in the face
Sapphiregriffin 1 year ago