Episode 3 (2 of 2) - 3rd IV Treatment

[fontario4]

Good Johnny, never apologise for feeling emotions or crying.

[eifosnosslo]

"Im sorry, the light is..woah!" HAHAhahah i love it xD!

[TREEFROG38]

Don't forget there are other forms of art, painting music etc that you can do, until you can dance!

[sherabfri]

hey beautiful one, I love you. hugs n kisses. we in the net community shower our healing light to you. You are not alone. you are with us in our homes.; on our awesome ride on spaceship earth we dance with each other in celestial bliss.

[aubreycanfield]

I took ballet for 10 years through high school and i had to stop because i injured my feet when i was 18. I had to stop and it's been very difficult for me to go back because i still get problems in my feet since i never healed properly. I understand that feeling of loving something so much and not being able to do it. You'll find a way and hopefully some day so will I! Ballerina Love!

[STARdustPixi]

iv not danced in months or gymnastics i miss it :( i miss feeling happy doing it...xxx***

[wishfairystar]

It made me so happy to see you in the state of elation you were enjoying! And you couldn't have been more right to say "I AM a dancer". Just because the moves and movements are just internal now doesn't mean you won't be back on point before you know it. I see the dance in you and it is beautiful!! :)

[sublimelmf]

I forgot to turn the sound back down after part one and it scared the crap out of me haha Anyway, it must be hard not doing something you're so passionate about :( You'll get better and be able to do it again. Does watching other people dance or doing dance-related things without actually dancing make you feel better or worse? I would say go out to the ballet or something but idk if it would make you more upset b/c you can't do it right now :-\ Hang in there Johnny!

[shizzle4444]

Be strong!, i know that you can do this :)

[Italia0185]

Yay!! Its sooooo good to see you feeling so positive and bright!!! Feel the energy baby!!! :) This video gave me a HUGE smile this morning! I hope the rest of your day goes well! Kisses and hugs!! Your italian silky.... ;)

[Lovesenduringpromise]

hahaha 'little boy cute' your so funny! I love the end of the video where your dancing, you crack me up!

[Lovesenduringpromise]

I've seen those dvds before, soooo cute! I think your passion for ballet is absolutely beautiful! I'm glad you said 'I'm not sorry,it's good that I feel'! I SO needed to hear that today, most of the time when I am sad or upset I am always SORRY or feel guilty for it, but we all need to let it out because if it stays in it just grows and grows deeper.

[beckels16]

lol johnny smooth is back in action!! love it. B12 shots are cool! and are a major component of stress, depression and lethargy supplements that we prescribe, so get yourself some be b12 and be happy and ge those dancing moves going!! xx

[MyOwnStickFigure]

haha what a great comment of encouragement! thank you dear! i am getting and absorbing good dietary sources (yes raw vegan!) but due to restriction issues i am still needing more so this will help! when i was able to eat more my b12 was level!

[AngelEyesSmile]

Hey I just wanted to say that since I first started watching your videos I think you look at least 10 times healthier now.I am sure it wont be long before you dance again. Recovery is happening :)

[Sjappelientje]

You're so funny :-) Anyway I am sure you will be making videos about your dancing instead of IV treatments very soon!! Keep your passion in mind, I think that's a motivating thought to keep going. You're doing so well! Please hold on, keep it up and you'll enjoy everything a thousand times better in the future! Because you know what it's worth!!

[spekgirl1]

get out get out get out i used to live for ballet live live live for it i went in comps ect i so need to show you my tropyes!!!! OH I LOVE U like my soul friend!

[TheBeautyofVanity]

Last comment of yours on vid, too cute. LOL. Good to see your energy! ☺

[liligrl90]

idk if my comment posted lol but good luck with the shots my mom gets them and its helped alot with her gettin some energy!

[MyOwnStickFigure]

Yay for Momma!!! Thanks so much dear, hugs.

[NietzschePan]

I can attest that B12 is absolutely wonderful! You will definitely feel more energetic and experience unbelievable mental clarity :) You are so vibrant and happy in this video -- keep on smiling :)!

[MyOwnStickFigure]

Thank you! My levels actually aren't off that much due to using specific raw foods that are bioavailable in b12 - I have balanced my levels to normal levels in the past due to diet alone through raw vegan foods (my doctor and I were in big debate over this so I challenged him to test me monthly to see what was going on and the results were shit shock to him because I proved him wrong lol) but I was offered shots at my MDs 2 years ago or so and declined... now my ND brought it up and I'm willing!

[Paramystical]

Boogie Oogie Oogie! (remember this one?)

watch?v=LUclIoNpPO0

ps - I love you... and your gold metallic threads : )

[MyOwnStickFigure]

ew omg ew omg i cant even watch that right now i just almost spit my juice all over the place laughing at that amazing guy dancing in the front row!!! omgggg that is too funny Melissa, i love it but have to pause it while i put my drink down. i am seriously in shock of laughing and it's effecting everything over here. shame on you, i love you!!!!

[liligrl90]

good luck with the shots! my mom gets them and it helped her to get more energy in

[MyOwnStickFigure]

Someone hold me down please, I can't contain myself 22:00 - 28:00 of that video... please rewatch them... omg then hold me down woman!

[MyOwnStickFigure]

56:00 to 58:00 strike a pose perfection!

[MyOwnStickFigure]

1:20 omg the funky chicken!! 1:47 - 1:49 and i just peed my pants... 2:11 dancing punching bag hahah omg then comes the jack off .. baddd ...omg and now the rabbit hop on the stage, these men are out of control - i would like to marry them, thank you very much. i cant believe he made it on the stage omg hahahhahaha classic ending move.

[zinnieluvsyou]

I think you should consider a career in professional rapping. Hehe :)

[MyOwnStickFigure]

haha omg you don't even know how attracted I am to rappers... seriously... don't even get me started... I generally only consider men double my age but rapping guys, omg... show me the ghetto grill and I am sold, seriously. wait - that was so off topic, am i in heat or something? ugh. lol.

[annathewe]

You will dance again!! I love that shirt on you too, super cute! Hugs and kisses :0)

[MyOwnStickFigure]

Thank you! I got it at the thrift store for Halloweenie and have so loved wearing it after. Dance dance dance!

[permacultureli]

i'll probably fly in on fri morning the 11th....and stay until monday morning...staying with a friend...and will be free to just be a tourist and meet friends...I want to see you...let's go for smoothies!!...want to stock up on tibetan incense...and do a lot of walking..

[MyOwnStickFigure]

Is this final or up in the air? I will have to do some schedule adjusting but I would like to get together and connect and chat - even in this state of health, just bare with me because my energy is only so much so I'm not as upbeat as I'd love to be and naturally am but I am social, that's no problem LOL What district of SF does your friend live in? it will give me a better idea of where to meet.

[permacultureli]

pretty final...will be there that weekend no matter which flight I take on friday...I haven't asked my friend if she moved...but I still do not remember...I can come to you...don't worry..I'll have all the time...no strict plans, just a recreational visit of sorts..need to travel a little oncein a while...and I love the museums and oriental culture...

[Bitzi68]

You WILL dance again, if only in your heart.....

[MyOwnStickFigure]

Oh, dance will happen. Nothing will stop me. I have a ballet barre here and can do small warm ups. The spirit - the fever - burns inside of me! One day dear, the stage is MINE!

[MyOwnStickFigure]

Thank you, I hear that give you instant energy which I need - big time. The amount of energy I have is MINIMAL i can drive, walk around some and get to recovery appointments, church and fellowship group and run errands throughout the week and that's IT. That even wears me out and if I burn off the calories I am consuming I remain and maintain this low, undesireable, weight. So i am in complete force to heal the body as I work on the brain and mental health. Consider it a recovery package!!!

[permacultureli]

lights, camera, action....right up my alley!!...though i would surely ruin point shoes in about 3 seconds....did ...yes i can see your face dancing!

: ) : ) : ) ...: (...you can dance again..give it time...)

receive a little love from your friend eli....hey..I'm coming to SF in 3 weeks...write me....

[MyOwnStickFigure]

eli eli eli, my favorite eli in the entire world. omg you are coming to sf? oh dear, you did not tell me so! what days are you coming? where are you staying? what is your purpose of coming? how do you plan to ward all the hotties off your magnificent self??? eli, warning, they are sharks and you are going to get bloody bite boy.

[permacultureli]

ooohhhhh....i'm a baaaaaddd little shark myself....

grrrrrrrrrr...slurp slurp.....gugle gugle...!!...so...let'em loose

baby!.