fasting is so bad for u !!!your body will eat ur muscle before ur fat!!! so stupid eating properly and the right food loses weight as well as working out!!!....do a sport at school ull notice a big difference and you will meet new people and find people to date!! :)
And you are SO right! Clenched but extremely true, I do it for control as well, that and because I've never felt good enough, that was also the only way to be appreciated and respected, by being skinny. Unfortunately an eating disorder fit both of those issues I had, needing to be thin and have some sort of control. Anyone that watches this, it's no something that you should wish upon anyone! It's absolutely horrib
I read the title of this video and automatically thought everything you just said. Girls that wish this apron themselves have another thing coming when they get trapped in it..
Ok seriously. Fasting is how anorexia starts. Fasting is not eating. Which is anorexia. Anorexia makes you see yourself as fat even if you aren't. You can't say 12 year olds fasting aren't anorexic. They are or are starting to be. I am starting myself. And them barging about it? They just want supporters and help wit it to not feel alone in this. And the pro Ana websites offer that to us. We don't like being told oh you shouldn't do that we just want people who feel the same.
Why do you regret being thin? Somedays I want to fucking cut my stomach to shreds because I think I'm fat...I don't think I have anorexia...but I wish I did.
@Veltnafier i was happier when i was bigger and eating. when i didn't eat i feel into a deep depression, i stoped socializing, i didn't believe in love. so if you asked me is starving worth being thin? i would say "no!" if you knew all the bad crap that comes with starving then you would understand. love your curves!
Well, people who aren't really anorexic will never succeed in a "pro-ana" diet- though dieting can often be a gateway to anorexia, and girls who look at those sites may be prone to really developing an eating disorder. Of course also- people with ED's don't glorify it either.
ur the only person who understands me. i am going thru the same pain; i regret all of my descisions. i want to b able 2 eat cheeseburgers and stuff n not think of fat or calories. my parents dont understand and theyre mad at me for being ana\mia. its lent for christians n ur supposed to eat less, so unless i get help, im going 40 effing days with no food. its hard to eat or even drink 3 calories! i want to recieve communion not thinking holy shit i ate 3 calories! its ruining my life.
Your the first person that i can relate to on my anorexia with of the only thing i could control was my eating because i felt everything else was controlled by someoneelse.I still am in recovery as well its been going on for about 5/6 years and i really do hate when people say oh you just done it for attention and i wish to that i could go back and avoid all this from happening because i used to eat whatever i wanted but now i just think too much about it constantly ....
Actually, you can have it on and off, but then it's not Anorexia nervosa. Then it's a symptom, I've had anorexia like I just said. It lasted some months. And nowadays I have it for some days, that's why I was watching this, 'cause I can't eat properly for some days but then after some days I wanna eat all I can.
all i have to say is that there is somebody, there are lots of people who know exactly what your going through not a lot recover well but don't you want to be one of the one's that recover imagine how good it will feel to eat all you want and not regret it ever
I'm an anorexic and I admire your courage to take a stand against the idiots who are deifying the disease. My life has been hell. People are fucking stupid. I wish I could be fucking normal.
Hi I have a question..I'm really worrired about my sister i think she is anorexic....she counts the calories in every single thing she eats and she always says she fat when she's not and...she is about 110 pounds..and i'm not sure how tall she is like....4'9 maybe even talller we have tried telling her about but she just yells at us tells us that she fine and that's she eating..i'm really afraid she might just...waste away....
@mariavs207 Yes, partially, but also from society and sometimes some stupid people, like someday you mighta been fatter and then people commented something (s) and then the person might have started with it. So, yes, other people who are healthy, you contribute by not being assholes and keeping up a stupid unhealthy beauty standard!
Thank you thank you so much for pointing out how many faults there are with people like that! I was and am anorexic w/ bulimic tenancies all through middle school up through high school up until my friends finally convinced me to get help I am better now and at a "healthy" weight but I know Its still there and hearing these girls who claim to be anorexic when theyre not pisses me off to no end They dont know what its like and they don't know what they are talking about so thank you for saying so
what the mental problem is you might be thin but you always see someone that is not skinny enough or is completely fat i would know cause i was anorexic/Bulimic
Ignore these stupid people that don't have a clue about eating disorders! I've never had one but i've known people with them and i know it's hard. You don't see yourself or food the same way and everyone tells you "it's just food, eat it already, it's not gonna hurt you" but it's not that simple. I just hope you make a full recovery like my friend did :)
ur saying thatbeeing anorexic or bulimic is not a choice. acc yes it is ! its ur choice if your gona eat or not if ur gona make ur self sick or not.my sister had anorexia and it was her choice to be skinny it was her choice to stop eating. so stop chating shi.t and get some help
@bbooohhooo Oh, so you must also think that being mentally ill is a choice? Well you are terribly wrong my friend. Having an eating disorder is an ILLNESS. These things are triggered most of the time by a traumatic event in your life, it's kind of like a distress response, they feel like they have to now take control of this situation by showing the world that they can take control. Although it is a self destructive behavior, they feel they have nowhere to go. Take it from an ex-anorexic.
PhorespherEssence or whatever, u should have about 1,000 or more calories a day! Anyways it's not really about the calories it's more about the health in the food. Eat apples and oatmeal, eggs, and veggies through out the day!! And u will feel great!
I have to eat dinner. This is because if I don't my parents will get suspicious. I normally only have a calorie intake of 300 per day. Will I have trouble with health later on?
@PhosphrescentEssence Take the advise of an ex-anorexic. If you don't start eating the recommended daily intake of 2,500 calories, here's what will happen. You will start to lose your hair and your teeth, your period will stop completely, you could become infertile and if you don't do something about it now, you will ultimately die from this. I know that 2,500 calories sound like a HUGE number, but trust me, it will all be worth it in the end. Remember, curves are beautiful!
Being "in recovery" doesn't always mean you're getting in-treatment help at a rehab center or a hospital. It means you're trying to defeat it, whether you're helping yourself or getting help from others as well. You can be at home making videos about it and be recovering at the same time.
... and i honestly doubt you have any eating disorder. if you really were in recovery you wouldnt be on youtube saying you think differently now than you did when you were sick, youd be getting help. so shutup and stop looking for attention.
@notsmallenough831 He yeah i noticed that but still, i honestly wouldnt have imagined you went through something like this /: i randomly stumbled across your video when I was watching another one, it appeared on the side bar and i recognized you right away heh
haha thats what my friend said. she said "oh, im anorexic today, but im going to eat tomorrow." and im like, noo. you cant do that. and shes like how do you know? and im ike, "cuz i have it. I know what im talking about."
i completly agree thanks for making this im 13 and no im not like those 12 yr olds i no how u feel how they think and act frankly pisses me off! im still recovering and hate having to deal with the worry of am i going to hold this in? how many calories? etc. when i eat!
Some people are so damn stupid they are just attention seekers
Like oh I am anorexic I’m fat! And then they are like look at my bones!
anorexic people never admit that they are skinny because they believe that they are fat but those freaks they LIE and say that they are Fat though deep inside they think they are skinny all they want is attention.Pathetic. -_-
Anorexia is way different.its an endless nightmare..
@notsmallenough831 while I have your attention, I just want to say that eating disorders are different for everyone. why act like a knowitall on eating disorders? people have different minds and different problems. some binge eat for a weekend, then starve themselves for a week.
@MartyrLoserKing yes i understand that. but you've got to understand this is my opinion on boys or girls that claim to have an ED when they don't. especially those "pro-anas" that promote self starvation to others with little intelligence about it and then they end up in a world of ED. if u don't agree with me you don't have to, just don't waste your time watching my vids :) okay? well bye and if you are going through anything jst remember that it does get better<3 and if u want to talk inbox me
When you tell people they can't be anorexic for a week it pushes them to go longer. At least for me. Thats how it started. Everyone placed anorexia on a predastool. It isnt something you are born with it is developed. People with anorexia act like they are better the. everyone else and its annoying.
I'm struggling with anorexia right now, I still feel like there are certain foods I can't eat because I'm so afraid of gaining weight. I don't even know when I first realized I might have been. I just started to stop eating enough. Then I noticed people brought more things in their lunch than me, which was a bottle of water and I fruit cup. But I think the overall reason that I'm anorexic is because I feel like no one notices me. No one really says anything to me about my eating habits.
im bulimic. i became bulimic after my ex bf dumped me and called me fat because i refused to give him head now all my clothes are like 5 sizes to big and i cant stop vomiting ive ben doing it so long its like a part of me but yet i still have perfect dental health and my dad refuses to get me help with my eating disorder any advise?
@chasepardi Tell a teacher or a friend, someone you trust that can get you the help you need. Any adult that can take you to the doctors and help overcome this. Hope you find a way out of this and stay strong!
@chasepardi My advise to you, from someone who has suffered from e.d's for five years, is to go and get yourself help. A lot of times parents don't want to see the truth because they are afraid of what they don't understand (same with some people i see commenting on here) google eating disorder centers in your area, I know its hard but pull the strength out of you, you deserve to get help. You deserve to be free from the disease.
The same thing with depression I have friends that say "I was depressed yesterday" I'm like T_T WTF?! Are you mocking me?!?! You were sad! Not depressed, I wish they knew what I am going through I spent over an hour explaining and then they say that all that happens to them in one day and the next they feel better?! It's been 4 years and I'm still suffering with depression!!!
i don't think i have an eating disorder but i don't really eat much & you pretty much described how i feel about the calories and tiredness and pain and everything.. that doesn't mean i have an eating disorder does it?:/ i dunno what to do<3
@Eshkanama you dont know anything you dumb shit! It is a mental problem. It is a terrible thing to have a eating disorder! people like you just and sickening!!!!
@Eshkanama You seem like a hell of a fucking guy... You don't know anything about me nor do i know anything about you, personal I don't care to if you think eating disorders are just a big joke. But really you can go fuck yourself... Why are you even watching this? Let me guess so some "crybaby" would get a good argument going? So you can tell them how dumb you are for having this pointless problem? Go ahead. I mean its only the internet after all. Its not like their real people.
each time I eat I feel fat. I hate it. I think being skinny is the only way to be pretty. this girl I no told me that she didn't eat for a day, and that she had anorexia. I told her that's not how it works u just don't get like that, it gradually happens. luv the video
Most ignorant and fucking idiotic habit. Pardon my callousness, but I honestly think its just that pathetic. Not to mention downright repulsive. For real, if you wanna look good and feel good, exercise, even diet if you must. Spare me the war stories about the mentality bullshit too, we're programmed to eat from birth. Its a personality problem whether it be pitiful self loathing or pretentious competition to be little miss ribcage. Seriously eat a fucking biscuit, and have some confidence.
@Eshkanama My sister has anorexia and you are being ignorant. You say we are programmed to eat from birth then don't you think there has to be something seriously wrong if someone tries to stop eating altogether. Anorexia is not their fault it is an illness like any other illness. You don't seem to understand that it doesn't matter how thin they get they don't feel better, they can look like skeletons and they will still think that they are fat.
@Eshkanama . It is people like you that makes it that much harder for people with anorexia to get better because you fail to acknowledge it as a serious mental illness.
An idiotic habit? So next time my sister refuses to eat, or hides her food, , exercises secretly in her room and tells us she thinks it would be better is she hadn't been born because she isn't needed then im sure you would attribute this to a personality problem or being prentious?
@Eshkanama I wish my sister could regain her confidence. I wish I could get the sister I know back but it is not that easy- you should actually research it so that next time you watch a video of someone being brave and trying to help others then you wont make a comment that makes you sound like an ignorant prat.
@112username358 People like me? You don't fucking know me. I'm a very kind patient person and I'm sorry about your sister I imagine that's rough but my opinion stands. Purposefully starving yourself if out of my realm I'm glad she isn't my sister because I would give no pity. Judging by the amount of response I can see you feel strongly about this. I respect that. So I'll refrain from stating my opinion in a provoking manner any further. Since provoking is clearly all my honest opinion has done.
Awh. This made me feel bad :/ I've never really had an actual eating disorder but I have had problems in the past, mostly just stress got the best of me. I'm happy you were able to make this video, it must of been hard for you. I understand where your coming from, I hate to hear young girls saying things like that, and I know a girl who thinks her ribs have to be visible in order for her to be beautiful, which is not right. I wish you luck & p.s Your beautiful the way you are!<3
are you saying that you were anorexic but you overcame it? if so, you go girl!
however, if you're saying that you still have it, then i'm confused. (i am not anorexic, but i've done quite a few projects on it so i think i pretty much know what i'm talking about, but obviously not 100%) but if you admit you're anorexic, isn't that kind of overcoming it? so if you're admitting it, then you're not anorexic. am i wrong? i could be, obviously i don't know from experience but i'm curious!
@bronwynbaybay im in the process of recovering. Just like a crack addict, they do drugs but dont think its a bad thing and they are in denial of the addiction. But over time they mite snap back and say "i am an addict", how ever that doesnt mean they are over the addiction. Addmitting you have a disorder is the first step into recovering. however it can take months to years to finally get over it. in some cases they never do. And die before they recover fully
@notsmallenough831 oh okay. well, i hope you're able to recover! you're beautiful and you don't deserve to be suffering from anything right now! you can get through this!
@bronwynbaybay I have struggled with anorexia for five years, and I have admitted to it, but it is a disease, like addiction, that grabs hold and does not let go. Although people can admit to it, it doesn't make it automatically go away, you will fight for the rest of your life to beat it, and continue beating it once you have recovered. People can "relapse" if you will, and then overcome it again. I am glad you are trying to understand, just remember its a disease, not a choice.
@bronwynbaybay no:) THe criteria for anorexia is having an obsession with your weight, having an immense fear of gaining weight, being underweight, and passing three months without having your period as a result of being underweight. Admitting you have it is the first step to recovery, but sadly just geting your head around that doesn't change any the mental and physical problems
I'm not anorexic but I'll just be in a mood and I won't eat for like 1 week sometimes 2 nd then I'll eat normally for like the rest of the year weird but u know people that actually are anorexic and bulimic my mom was bulimic in High school but she recovered a few years after
It actually is possible for anorexia to be on/off, but not by choice. In my case, I keep on getting close to recovery - I'll be eating regularly, a healthy weight, and then BOOM, something snaps in me and i just quit eating all together. The mental state, however, is constant - I'm never NOT thinking about it. I have nightmares about gaining weight. I hate what I see in the mirror. It's fucking torture.
@justmoijah she didn't say eating disorders were stupid at any point in this video, maybe you should watch the video next time before you attack your keyboard.
Anorexia is nothing more than mental weakness. These ungreatful bastards should be left to die in a room, without getting an ounce of help. There are people in this world that work 10hours a day just to put a meal on the table, and these fucks that get everything handed to them "Want something to control"grow the fuck up, selfish morons.
once you have the mindset, you have it forever. its like an addiction. and trust me. thats true. anorexia is also a gate way to drugs. dont beleive me? do crystal so that you stay thin. shit happens when you cant walk down a hallway without passing out. its no fairytale. and there is no control in it. maybe over if you fit into size o jeans. but not if you wake up the next morning cause you havent eaten in weeks. girls. before you dive into a "diet" like anorexia consider your life.
I do understand what you're talking about and your enthusiasm. It is a big deal. I do encourage you to reconsider some thoughts though. Do you remember what triggered your severe determination to be thin. Yes, media is constantly influencing us, but there is a breaking point. If some on is severely stressed over their weight constantly and know their capable of these extreme dieting techniques, then this should not be labeled "stupid" or "faking". Good luck with ur health, i'm right there wit u.
I respect you so much for saying this. Ive been stuggling for years and some people have the nerve to just say "Why dont you just stop being an attention whore, youre skinny, and eat normally and keep it down". they have no idea thats its not something you can control and really at least for me its not about the weight, ive never really struggled with my weight and my ED was never about that, it was all about thinking i had control over my life. and it just makes me mad to hear people say that
Hello, I just wanted to say that I have had e.d for 1 year and 8 month and I go on 'pro ana/pro mia' websites and I have anorexic and bulimic friends and we do fasts together and try out new things,
I know e.d is not about being thin.. it's about control but the websites aren't completely full of 'on/off' fakers,
lots of us have serious e.d's and it might be foolish but sending each other messages and doing fasts together makes us feel less alone.
I understand. I hate when other girls say that without knowing what the hell theyre talking about. This is very very very serious. No matter what anyone says, including you, you are absolutely beautiful. & i know you cant tell but im american so your accent is lovely ^.^ I have so much respect and love for you. I wish you the best in your recovery and you can message me if you want. My name is abby and im 15. All my love, forever and today.
I'm 11 and in middle school and sometimes I get picked on for being too skinny I don't have anorexia but it's weird I eat 6 times a day and eat half the things I snack on
Message me if you want! I WILL reply ! I'm anerexic and I didn't even feel fat until my parent decided I needed to go to weight watchers. But I am 80 lbs overweight and I just can't do this anymore. And I'm still not losing weight and I don't know why. I used to cut but I was able to Wien myself of it. I just don't know what to do anymore. I want to be happy! Is that to much to ask?
@notsmallenough831 I'm trying tho I want to recover but it's so hard and I I cud go back to that day were Imade tht life changing decision then I wud do it all differently it's not a diet it's a disease an illness , thanks 4 ur advice and supprt ad keep ur head up cus ur beautiful xx
eating disorders r different for everyone. what u do and why u do it is different for everyone. for me, i stopped eating because i was sick of being in constant physical and mental pain from binging and overeating. if i dont eat, i dont binge. if i swallow even one tiny bread crumb i will at some point of the day binge until i physically cant eat anymore. it worked great for about 6 months but now ppl r making me eat again. now i throw up after binging to stop the physical pain.
I eat on and off. There will be about four weeks maybe in a year where I'm binging and plurging. I can't help it. My father was and is abusive. I have depression and I self harm as well. Honestly I'm not a fake, and this is something I cannot help.
@usemycolors i know how it feels to have those feelings :( please stay strong and always look ahead of life. you are always beautiful. and the people around you wont care if u have some extra stuff on you. trust me, i've learned that the ones who love us wont care how we look, because they love us for being us and not a bag of bones.
@MiguelXTulio please please please seek help! and abuse is never okay! just know that nothing is ur fault and everyone deserves to live. its never to late for change <3
Yeah i kno ed's suck, im 13 and 2 u im probly one of the annoying lik 12 year olds but to be honest i totally agree with u , my trigger was wen i wanted control cus i couldnt control my life , evry1 close 2 me either died, walked out or betrayed me , it feels so stupid and im just numb
@muddypuddlez i understand how lost and lonely it feels when people walk out of ur life. this is a dark time in ur life. just know that in the end, the pain will be worth it. years from now you will look back and see how much stronger you have become. in the meantime its best to let out ur feelings and talk about it. holding it in and hiding it wont help. be strong <3
I started to become anorexic but got out of it because I worked on getting out of it from the beggining so thankfully it didnt turn into anything bad but the little I had was awful I dont know why girls want to have it :/
i know exactly what you mean about the on/off. People assume that, because i started eating again of my own accord a few months in, it was because I was faking having a disorder. NO. I stopped because what was once a problem was no longer relevant (a close family member thought to die managed to recover) But the voices NEVER WENT AWAY. I could always feel them. And now, we've moved countries, and I feel myself spiralling down; Ive lost so much weight, and they have the AUDACITY to say im faking.
I'm 13 and I know what you're thinking 'she's just saying it' but i have been diagnosed etc so I'm not just fasting as a phase, but this video is really touching and also I know what you mean how weird and ignorant it is doe people to decide that they want an eating disorder. Or, there's some people I know who say they do so people give them attention and sympathise them. It;s weird.. haha
its psycological, get over dont be ignorant let people in, yes you do have control everyone has control over more than they want to admit, some people like the atention more than anything but wont admit that its easy just click and dont throw away what people have to say and dont make stupid comebacks just to make gratify yourself like some big excuse everyone has pain intelligent people move on people cant evolve for the better if they hold themselves back
I understand everything you are saying. I'm bulimic and I use it as a distraction technique. When I'm thinking about what I want to binge on or how fast I could get rid of my dinner, I'm not thinking about the things that let me there in the first place.
ur amazingly beautiful. kids use to call me fat when i was younger. and my friends recently started telling me im a perfect size. but i dont believe them. now ive stopped eating. i dont know what to do... ive become so depressed. can you help or gimme advice?
@XxRosiRavenxX i understand this is a difficult time you are going through. but you are not alone. i know that people love you and want you happy. come out to someone, talk about it. its bad to hold things in because eventually you will crack and do something you will regret. talk about what your feelings with those who care the most.
I try to eat, but I can't...I look at something and I get sick...I weigh only one hundred pounds. My brother weighs just ten pounds more than me and he's two years older...I hate living like this I really do
I am not anorexic. But when i was about 14 i convinced myself that i was fat.. And was very depressed to the point were i was making myself throw up dailey. My dad caught on fast and thank god he got me on anti depression medication and counciling twice a week and im recovered.. But still emotional disturbed by what i once did. I guess i just wanted to say.. This video ment allot to me. Thank you
Thanks. I also hate it when people are like "can't you just start eating?" it's not that simple. And when they think it's stupid and like we are just too lazy to lose weight the normal way or something. I used to think like that...... But I don't know what to do anymore it's getting worse and nobody knows.
@clubava111 i know exactly how u feel. i think that you should go and seek help instead of waiting till it gets more worse. every life is worth fighting for <3 stay sting love
@missorla100 i do have a brit accent but i was raised around a lot of irish people and i kinda picked up on their accent as well :P im just a big weirdo
I very much agree with a lot about what you are saying. But when you said if you can turn it on and off thenthat means you don't have an eating disorder I had to disagree. Sometimes that is the main factor of having an wating disorder. Because your ed thoughts keep going on and off and on and off. Im gonna starve this morning. Today I feel good I am going to eat. And also when you say if you are starving yourself just to be thin then you dont have an ed. I mean thats exactally what anorexics do.
@MrBaseballfan11 okay one, the first thing you said made no sense. and two, if you did your hw you would know that anorexia is not caused because the person wants to be thin. there is a whole deeper phycological problem then that. yes it may be a reason but its the the MAIN reason why they do it. ask anyone who had or has anorexia. my reason i starved is because i thought i didn't deserve food. or people will love me more if i don't eat. or i just wanted to feel i had control.
@notsmallenough831 I don't need to ask anyone who had an eating disorder because I have had one basically my whole life. while I was in treatment I heard many different stories about girls like myself with eating disorders. And when you said if you can turn it off and on then you don't have an eating disorder I thought that was not true. And also when you said that you are faking it if you are just starving to be thin is completely untrue. I mean I started starving because I thouht I was fat..
@notsmallenough831 because I thought I was fat. Yes I also have depression and anxiety issues, but the main reason I stopped eating was because I hated the girl in the mirror. And you are basically saying if that is you " not eating just to be skinny" then you are just faking it"". Which all I was trying to say isn't true. I wasn't trying to be mean I was just trying to say that it was quite offensive saying that.
@MrBaseballfan11 oh my dear you missed my point. like i said starving to be thin is part of it but not the MAIN reason. i understand that at first it seems like it. but dig deeper and you will know its not the only reason you starve. its like saying "oh i only starve for control" thats untrue. there are plenty of reason for self starvation. but if you say its just about being thin then thats wrong. im sorry if you might have misunderstood me. or perhaps i needed to elaborate more on that matter
@Brittney691 whats wrong with a beautiful 3? :) im currently a 3 and everyone tells me that i look good in it. not too thin but not fat either. just right. theres no need to get any smaller. this is you and i highly doubt people will like you better if you were a 00. i've been there and to be honest i was much more depressed at my lowest weight then i was when my eating disorder started. and before it started i was a size 6.
@roneccia1 i feel very sorry for you. but i understand in a way. when i didn't eat i was proud of myself and nothing else mattered. because in my head i couldn't get fat. all i can tell you is you need help and no matter what the people around you will love you wether you are a size 1 or a size 10 :) goodluck honey
I try so hard to explain to the people around me about how hard this is..and how its not easy... and how its not what people really think it is.....but sometimes i just feel like no one understands it still. Its so complicated. it's not just "not eating". it's not just "choosing to starve". It's not just "controlling what you eat". Eventually...this thing....it controls you.
What you said, hun... i couldnt have said it better myself. i wish to give you a hug.
@dedevonne there are a lot of people that just don't know much about it. when my sisters found out i had an eating disorder my older sister understood because she had one too. but my younger sister had no clue what it was. she asked me questions like "what is an anorexic or bulimic?" i was a bit surprised that she asked it. i partially blame the schools and parents because they don't educate their kids about this disease. i wish someone warned me about this disease. i might have listened.
this seems like the most cliche video.. honestly.. -__-
yomuma2 1 day ago
Good for you girl.
autilovesawibba 1 day ago
fasting is so bad for u !!!your body will eat ur muscle before ur fat!!! so stupid eating properly and the right food loses weight as well as working out!!!....do a sport at school ull notice a big difference and you will meet new people and find people to date!! :)
Breazzy11 2 days ago
Horrible! **
xXxBelleBebexXx 2 days ago
And you are SO right! Clenched but extremely true, I do it for control as well, that and because I've never felt good enough, that was also the only way to be appreciated and respected, by being skinny. Unfortunately an eating disorder fit both of those issues I had, needing to be thin and have some sort of control. Anyone that watches this, it's no something that you should wish upon anyone! It's absolutely horrib
xXxBelleBebexXx 2 days ago
I read the title of this video and automatically thought everything you just said. Girls that wish this apron themselves have another thing coming when they get trapped in it..
xXxBelleBebexXx 2 days ago
Ok seriously. Fasting is how anorexia starts. Fasting is not eating. Which is anorexia. Anorexia makes you see yourself as fat even if you aren't. You can't say 12 year olds fasting aren't anorexic. They are or are starting to be. I am starting myself. And them barging about it? They just want supporters and help wit it to not feel alone in this. And the pro Ana websites offer that to us. We don't like being told oh you shouldn't do that we just want people who feel the same.
HellloKaitty13 4 days ago
Why do you regret being thin? Somedays I want to fucking cut my stomach to shreds because I think I'm fat...I don't think I have anorexia...but I wish I did.
Veltnafier 4 days ago 5
@Veltnafier i was happier when i was bigger and eating. when i didn't eat i feel into a deep depression, i stoped socializing, i didn't believe in love. so if you asked me is starving worth being thin? i would say "no!" if you knew all the bad crap that comes with starving then you would understand. love your curves!
notsmallenough831 4 days ago 2
@Veltnafier don't wish to be anorexic.
Sopsiable 2 hours ago
Well, people who aren't really anorexic will never succeed in a "pro-ana" diet- though dieting can often be a gateway to anorexia, and girls who look at those sites may be prone to really developing an eating disorder. Of course also- people with ED's don't glorify it either.
LilMissTravelPants 4 days ago
ur the only person who understands me. i am going thru the same pain; i regret all of my descisions. i want to b able 2 eat cheeseburgers and stuff n not think of fat or calories. my parents dont understand and theyre mad at me for being ana\mia. its lent for christians n ur supposed to eat less, so unless i get help, im going 40 effing days with no food. its hard to eat or even drink 3 calories! i want to recieve communion not thinking holy shit i ate 3 calories! its ruining my life.
ImTheBatchMan 6 days ago
Your the first person that i can relate to on my anorexia with of the only thing i could control was my eating because i felt everything else was controlled by someoneelse.I still am in recovery as well its been going on for about 5/6 years and i really do hate when people say oh you just done it for attention and i wish to that i could go back and avoid all this from happening because i used to eat whatever i wanted but now i just think too much about it constantly ....
DistantMelodiie 6 days ago
Actually, you can have it on and off, but then it's not Anorexia nervosa. Then it's a symptom, I've had anorexia like I just said. It lasted some months. And nowadays I have it for some days, that's why I was watching this, 'cause I can't eat properly for some days but then after some days I wanna eat all I can.
whoeveresthere 1 week ago
all i have to say is that there is somebody, there are lots of people who know exactly what your going through not a lot recover well but don't you want to be one of the one's that recover imagine how good it will feel to eat all you want and not regret it ever
NaheeIsMe 1 week ago
I'm an anorexic and I admire your courage to take a stand against the idiots who are deifying the disease. My life has been hell. People are fucking stupid. I wish I could be fucking normal.
Behemothpwns 1 week ago
Hi I have a question..I'm really worrired about my sister i think she is anorexic....she counts the calories in every single thing she eats and she always says she fat when she's not and...she is about 110 pounds..and i'm not sure how tall she is like....4'9 maybe even talller we have tried telling her about but she just yells at us tells us that she fine and that's she eating..i'm really afraid she might just...waste away....
eminemsbadforthekids 1 week ago
anorexia starts from you brain ..right ? please someone answer!
mariavs207 1 week ago
@mariavs207 yes it all in your head..sorta
eminemsbadforthekids 1 week ago
@eminemsbadforthekids thank you!
mariavs207 1 week ago
@mariavs207 Yes, partially, but also from society and sometimes some stupid people, like someday you mighta been fatter and then people commented something (s) and then the person might have started with it. So, yes, other people who are healthy, you contribute by not being assholes and keeping up a stupid unhealthy beauty standard!
whoeveresthere 1 week ago
Thank you thank you so much for pointing out how many faults there are with people like that! I was and am anorexic w/ bulimic tenancies all through middle school up through high school up until my friends finally convinced me to get help I am better now and at a "healthy" weight but I know Its still there and hearing these girls who claim to be anorexic when theyre not pisses me off to no end They dont know what its like and they don't know what they are talking about so thank you for saying so
FallenD0ll 1 week ago
People who fake disorders like that are beyond idiotic. hope you get better -3
ImmaFcknUnicorn 2 weeks ago
i love you so much<3
SuperCharlotte97 2 weeks ago
Wow, thank you. Those facts brought tears to my eyes. I will try harder.
PhosphrescentEssence 2 weeks ago
@xXxRaavenxXx:
I kinda know that. Thanks for pointing it out though ;D
SmellyPoopism 2 weeks ago
True eating disorders are metal sicknesses.
But there are some people who fake it.
SmellyPoopism 2 weeks ago
what the mental problem is you might be thin but you always see someone that is not skinny enough or is completely fat i would know cause i was anorexic/Bulimic
superfan7100 2 weeks ago
Ignore these stupid people that don't have a clue about eating disorders! I've never had one but i've known people with them and i know it's hard. You don't see yourself or food the same way and everyone tells you "it's just food, eat it already, it's not gonna hurt you" but it's not that simple. I just hope you make a full recovery like my friend did :)
rayraytheawesome 2 weeks ago
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rayraytheawesome 2 weeks ago
ur saying thatbeeing anorexic or bulimic is not a choice. acc yes it is ! its ur choice if your gona eat or not if ur gona make ur self sick or not.my sister had anorexia and it was her choice to be skinny it was her choice to stop eating. so stop chating shi.t and get some help
bbooohhooo 2 weeks ago
@bbooohhooo Oh, so you must also think that being mentally ill is a choice? Well you are terribly wrong my friend. Having an eating disorder is an ILLNESS. These things are triggered most of the time by a traumatic event in your life, it's kind of like a distress response, they feel like they have to now take control of this situation by showing the world that they can take control. Although it is a self destructive behavior, they feel they have nowhere to go. Take it from an ex-anorexic.
xXxRaavenxXx 2 weeks ago
@xXxRaavenxXx i know how it feels im 1 ov them ....
bbooohhooo 2 weeks ago
Pro-anorexia? That's the Devil's work.
SmellyPoopism 2 weeks ago
@SmellyPoopism Dude, you name is gross btw.
xXxRaavenxXx 2 weeks ago
i loooveee your accent <3
alisonlouiseXD 3 weeks ago
PhorespherEssence or whatever, u should have about 1,000 or more calories a day! Anyways it's not really about the calories it's more about the health in the food. Eat apples and oatmeal, eggs, and veggies through out the day!! And u will feel great!
vampirefreakgirl11 3 weeks ago
@vampirefreakgirl11 well actually, from what my doctor told me when i was anorexic was to eat 2,500 calories a day.
xXxRaavenxXx 2 weeks ago
I have to eat dinner. This is because if I don't my parents will get suspicious. I normally only have a calorie intake of 300 per day. Will I have trouble with health later on?
PhosphrescentEssence 3 weeks ago
@PhosphrescentEssence Take the advise of an ex-anorexic. If you don't start eating the recommended daily intake of 2,500 calories, here's what will happen. You will start to lose your hair and your teeth, your period will stop completely, you could become infertile and if you don't do something about it now, you will ultimately die from this. I know that 2,500 calories sound like a HUGE number, but trust me, it will all be worth it in the end. Remember, curves are beautiful!
xXxRaavenxXx 2 weeks ago
Being "in recovery" doesn't always mean you're getting in-treatment help at a rehab center or a hospital. It means you're trying to defeat it, whether you're helping yourself or getting help from others as well. You can be at home making videos about it and be recovering at the same time.
Shrinking00 3 weeks ago 4
@Shrinking00 thank you! i'm happy their are atlas some people that get it and aren't so quick to judge :) <3
notsmallenough831 3 weeks ago 5
What accent do you have?! It seems like a mixture of british/american. I'm ever so confused!
Alehbanana 3 weeks ago 6
@Alehbanana im spanish, mexican, and french so i'm just the biggest weirdo ever :D my accents is a mystery to myself as well :P
notsmallenough831 3 weeks ago 9
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youre a dumb cunt. your user name is notsmallenough but youre saying your against pro ana and mia?
XxXanaobsessionXxX 3 weeks ago
... and i honestly doubt you have any eating disorder. if you really were in recovery you wouldnt be on youtube saying you think differently now than you did when you were sick, youd be getting help. so shutup and stop looking for attention.
XxXanaobsessionXxX 3 weeks ago
To think that I just saw you today and then I stumble across this, this would have never crossed my mind about you
LittleTreeee 3 weeks ago
@LittleTreeee this vid is from a whiiiiiiiile back :P as you can see. :D ahh you found me heh
notsmallenough831 3 weeks ago
@notsmallenough831 He yeah i noticed that but still, i honestly wouldnt have imagined you went through something like this /: i randomly stumbled across your video when I was watching another one, it appeared on the side bar and i recognized you right away heh
LittleTreeee 3 weeks ago
haha thats what my friend said. she said "oh, im anorexic today, but im going to eat tomorrow." and im like, noo. you cant do that. and shes like how do you know? and im ike, "cuz i have it. I know what im talking about."
TheTwilightRocks2000 3 weeks ago
it's so true. i've tried to "turn it off" but i can't
crlnclancy1 4 weeks ago
God bless this girl.
catfr0mjapan 1 month ago
i completly agree thanks for making this im 13 and no im not like those 12 yr olds i no how u feel how they think and act frankly pisses me off! im still recovering and hate having to deal with the worry of am i going to hold this in? how many calories? etc. when i eat!
666PKDarkAngel999 1 month ago
omg ! thank u thank u thank u for making this video! one day those 12 year olds will understand.
NadineDanilchenko 1 month ago
Hell yes you’re absolutely right
Some people are so damn stupid they are just attention seekers
Like oh I am anorexic I’m fat! And then they are like look at my bones!
anorexic people never admit that they are skinny because they believe that they are fat but those freaks they LIE and say that they are Fat though deep inside they think they are skinny all they want is attention.Pathetic. -_-
Anorexia is way different.its an endless nightmare..
Me889925 1 month ago
Your voice is beautiful, and you're lovely.
cannibalchild9 1 month ago
I hope you get better🙏
HoboCoffeeNinjas 1 month ago
wtf is a "tittle"?
MartyrLoserKing 1 month ago
@MartyrLoserKing :D i see someone read the description box <3
notsmallenough831 1 month ago 10
@notsmallenough831 while I have your attention, I just want to say that eating disorders are different for everyone. why act like a knowitall on eating disorders? people have different minds and different problems. some binge eat for a weekend, then starve themselves for a week.
MartyrLoserKing 1 month ago
@MartyrLoserKing yes i understand that. but you've got to understand this is my opinion on boys or girls that claim to have an ED when they don't. especially those "pro-anas" that promote self starvation to others with little intelligence about it and then they end up in a world of ED. if u don't agree with me you don't have to, just don't waste your time watching my vids :) okay? well bye and if you are going through anything jst remember that it does get better<3 and if u want to talk inbox me
notsmallenough831 1 month ago 2
I have pica
GirtopolisArashiki 1 month ago
When you tell people they can't be anorexic for a week it pushes them to go longer. At least for me. Thats how it started. Everyone placed anorexia on a predastool. It isnt something you are born with it is developed. People with anorexia act like they are better the. everyone else and its annoying.
talhotbrunnette123 1 month ago
omg your amazing your probably my new role modle you go girl!
smexiilexii215 1 month ago
I'm struggling with anorexia right now, I still feel like there are certain foods I can't eat because I'm so afraid of gaining weight. I don't even know when I first realized I might have been. I just started to stop eating enough. Then I noticed people brought more things in their lunch than me, which was a bottle of water and I fruit cup. But I think the overall reason that I'm anorexic is because I feel like no one notices me. No one really says anything to me about my eating habits.
Taylorsstuffandstuff 1 month ago
im bulimic. i became bulimic after my ex bf dumped me and called me fat because i refused to give him head now all my clothes are like 5 sizes to big and i cant stop vomiting ive ben doing it so long its like a part of me but yet i still have perfect dental health and my dad refuses to get me help with my eating disorder any advise?
chasepardi 1 month ago
@chasepardi Tell a teacher or a friend, someone you trust that can get you the help you need. Any adult that can take you to the doctors and help overcome this. Hope you find a way out of this and stay strong!
darlinggirl12345 1 month ago
@chasepardi My advise to you, from someone who has suffered from e.d's for five years, is to go and get yourself help. A lot of times parents don't want to see the truth because they are afraid of what they don't understand (same with some people i see commenting on here) google eating disorder centers in your area, I know its hard but pull the strength out of you, you deserve to get help. You deserve to be free from the disease.
1977Chunkymonkey 1 month ago
whats ur accent?
PLCGirl101 1 month ago
The same thing with depression I have friends that say "I was depressed yesterday" I'm like T_T WTF?! Are you mocking me?!?! You were sad! Not depressed, I wish they knew what I am going through I spent over an hour explaining and then they say that all that happens to them in one day and the next they feel better?! It's been 4 years and I'm still suffering with depression!!!
BamBabyBrenda 1 month ago
i feel you :( Stay Strong <3
LoveAlwaysLouder 1 month ago
Aww :( you make me cry.. :-/
BuSraHaha 1 month ago
i don't think i have an eating disorder but i don't really eat much & you pretty much described how i feel about the calories and tiredness and pain and everything.. that doesn't mean i have an eating disorder does it?:/ i dunno what to do<3
THEoriginaloctopus 1 month ago in playlist Liked videos
@Eshkanama you dont know anything you dumb shit! It is a mental problem. It is a terrible thing to have a eating disorder! people like you just and sickening!!!!
IzziGreat 1 month ago
@IzziGreat I know that eating is necessary for survival. I knew someone would fucking crybaby about it just like you are.
Eshkanama 1 month ago
@Eshkanama You seem like a hell of a fucking guy... You don't know anything about me nor do i know anything about you, personal I don't care to if you think eating disorders are just a big joke. But really you can go fuck yourself... Why are you even watching this? Let me guess so some "crybaby" would get a good argument going? So you can tell them how dumb you are for having this pointless problem? Go ahead. I mean its only the internet after all. Its not like their real people.
IzziGreat 1 month ago
each time I eat I feel fat. I hate it. I think being skinny is the only way to be pretty. this girl I no told me that she didn't eat for a day, and that she had anorexia. I told her that's not how it works u just don't get like that, it gradually happens. luv the video
musicluv712 1 month ago
Most ignorant and fucking idiotic habit. Pardon my callousness, but I honestly think its just that pathetic. Not to mention downright repulsive. For real, if you wanna look good and feel good, exercise, even diet if you must. Spare me the war stories about the mentality bullshit too, we're programmed to eat from birth. Its a personality problem whether it be pitiful self loathing or pretentious competition to be little miss ribcage. Seriously eat a fucking biscuit, and have some confidence.
Eshkanama 1 month ago
@Eshkanama My sister has anorexia and you are being ignorant. You say we are programmed to eat from birth then don't you think there has to be something seriously wrong if someone tries to stop eating altogether. Anorexia is not their fault it is an illness like any other illness. You don't seem to understand that it doesn't matter how thin they get they don't feel better, they can look like skeletons and they will still think that they are fat.
112username358 1 month ago
@Eshkanama . It is people like you that makes it that much harder for people with anorexia to get better because you fail to acknowledge it as a serious mental illness.
An idiotic habit? So next time my sister refuses to eat, or hides her food, , exercises secretly in her room and tells us she thinks it would be better is she hadn't been born because she isn't needed then im sure you would attribute this to a personality problem or being prentious?
112username358 1 month ago
@Eshkanama I wish my sister could regain her confidence. I wish I could get the sister I know back but it is not that easy- you should actually research it so that next time you watch a video of someone being brave and trying to help others then you wont make a comment that makes you sound like an ignorant prat.
112username358 1 month ago
@112username358 People like me? You don't fucking know me. I'm a very kind patient person and I'm sorry about your sister I imagine that's rough but my opinion stands. Purposefully starving yourself if out of my realm I'm glad she isn't my sister because I would give no pity. Judging by the amount of response I can see you feel strongly about this. I respect that. So I'll refrain from stating my opinion in a provoking manner any further. Since provoking is clearly all my honest opinion has done.
Eshkanama 1 month ago
@112username358 *is
Eshkanama 1 month ago
Awh. This made me feel bad :/ I've never really had an actual eating disorder but I have had problems in the past, mostly just stress got the best of me. I'm happy you were able to make this video, it must of been hard for you. I understand where your coming from, I hate to hear young girls saying things like that, and I know a girl who thinks her ribs have to be visible in order for her to be beautiful, which is not right. I wish you luck & p.s Your beautiful the way you are!<3
SincerlyEvermore 1 month ago
The people who go on and off actually do have an eating disorder O.O maybe not anorexia but, an eating disorder.
Dancercassandra 1 month ago
are you saying that you were anorexic but you overcame it? if so, you go girl!
however, if you're saying that you still have it, then i'm confused. (i am not anorexic, but i've done quite a few projects on it so i think i pretty much know what i'm talking about, but obviously not 100%) but if you admit you're anorexic, isn't that kind of overcoming it? so if you're admitting it, then you're not anorexic. am i wrong? i could be, obviously i don't know from experience but i'm curious!
bronwynbaybay 1 month ago 12
@bronwynbaybay im in the process of recovering. Just like a crack addict, they do drugs but dont think its a bad thing and they are in denial of the addiction. But over time they mite snap back and say "i am an addict", how ever that doesnt mean they are over the addiction. Addmitting you have a disorder is the first step into recovering. however it can take months to years to finally get over it. in some cases they never do. And die before they recover fully
notsmallenough831 1 month ago 2
@notsmallenough831 oh okay. well, i hope you're able to recover! you're beautiful and you don't deserve to be suffering from anything right now! you can get through this!
bronwynbaybay 1 month ago
@bronwynbaybay I have struggled with anorexia for five years, and I have admitted to it, but it is a disease, like addiction, that grabs hold and does not let go. Although people can admit to it, it doesn't make it automatically go away, you will fight for the rest of your life to beat it, and continue beating it once you have recovered. People can "relapse" if you will, and then overcome it again. I am glad you are trying to understand, just remember its a disease, not a choice.
1977Chunkymonkey 1 month ago
@bronwynbaybay no:) THe criteria for anorexia is having an obsession with your weight, having an immense fear of gaining weight, being underweight, and passing three months without having your period as a result of being underweight. Admitting you have it is the first step to recovery, but sadly just geting your head around that doesn't change any the mental and physical problems
DemelzaYes 2 weeks ago
I'm not anorexic but I'll just be in a mood and I won't eat for like 1 week sometimes 2 nd then I'll eat normally for like the rest of the year weird but u know people that actually are anorexic and bulimic my mom was bulimic in High school but she recovered a few years after
twilightrox109 1 month ago
So true. I got pissed when a magazine said starvation diet I was like wtf. Tha o you for posting this. How's recovery going?
XLilXTweakX 1 month ago
@cuttergirl100 Your screenname is cuttergi100. So stfu she's not an attention seeker. And don't tell me I'm being rude I'm being honest.
XLilXTweakX 1 month ago
It actually is possible for anorexia to be on/off, but not by choice. In my case, I keep on getting close to recovery - I'll be eating regularly, a healthy weight, and then BOOM, something snaps in me and i just quit eating all together. The mental state, however, is constant - I'm never NOT thinking about it. I have nightmares about gaining weight. I hate what I see in the mirror. It's fucking torture.
LenaClaire91232 1 month ago
@justmoijah she didn't say eating disorders were stupid at any point in this video, maybe you should watch the video next time before you attack your keyboard.
Downtownpatrol 1 month ago
you're SO right. there really isn't any going back. anorexia is strong feelings of guilt and stuff. i hate fakers
yellowskittle2468 1 month ago
Anorexia is nothing more than mental weakness. These ungreatful bastards should be left to die in a room, without getting an ounce of help. There are people in this world that work 10hours a day just to put a meal on the table, and these fucks that get everything handed to them "Want something to control"grow the fuck up, selfish morons.
MrKatanaKid 1 month ago
once you have the mindset, you have it forever. its like an addiction. and trust me. thats true. anorexia is also a gate way to drugs. dont beleive me? do crystal so that you stay thin. shit happens when you cant walk down a hallway without passing out. its no fairytale. and there is no control in it. maybe over if you fit into size o jeans. but not if you wake up the next morning cause you havent eaten in weeks. girls. before you dive into a "diet" like anorexia consider your life.
ChemicalKaske 1 month ago
I do understand what you're talking about and your enthusiasm. It is a big deal. I do encourage you to reconsider some thoughts though. Do you remember what triggered your severe determination to be thin. Yes, media is constantly influencing us, but there is a breaking point. If some on is severely stressed over their weight constantly and know their capable of these extreme dieting techniques, then this should not be labeled "stupid" or "faking". Good luck with ur health, i'm right there wit u.
kelseymmac88 1 month ago
You talk cool.
LadyKottonmouth420 1 month ago
I respect you so much for saying this. Ive been stuggling for years and some people have the nerve to just say "Why dont you just stop being an attention whore, youre skinny, and eat normally and keep it down". they have no idea thats its not something you can control and really at least for me its not about the weight, ive never really struggled with my weight and my ED was never about that, it was all about thinking i had control over my life. and it just makes me mad to hear people say that
BriisMars 1 month ago
Hello, I just wanted to say that I have had e.d for 1 year and 8 month and I go on 'pro ana/pro mia' websites and I have anorexic and bulimic friends and we do fasts together and try out new things,
I know e.d is not about being thin.. it's about control but the websites aren't completely full of 'on/off' fakers,
lots of us have serious e.d's and it might be foolish but sending each other messages and doing fasts together makes us feel less alone.
I have no friends, I had 2 friends throughout
TheRolfesaurus 1 month ago
"I went anorexic for a week!"
That made me so mad.
WhatMadiThinks 1 month ago
I understand. I hate when other girls say that without knowing what the hell theyre talking about. This is very very very serious. No matter what anyone says, including you, you are absolutely beautiful. & i know you cant tell but im american so your accent is lovely ^.^ I have so much respect and love for you. I wish you the best in your recovery and you can message me if you want. My name is abby and im 15. All my love, forever and today.
holypicklesmofo 1 month ago
I'm 11 and in middle school and sometimes I get picked on for being too skinny I don't have anorexia but it's weird I eat 6 times a day and eat half the things I snack on
Creamsoda942 1 month ago
i respect you a LOT for saying this, i couldn't agree more
joannataylor22696 1 month ago
Message me if you want! I WILL reply ! I'm anerexic and I didn't even feel fat until my parent decided I needed to go to weight watchers. But I am 80 lbs overweight and I just can't do this anymore. And I'm still not losing weight and I don't know why. I used to cut but I was able to Wien myself of it. I just don't know what to do anymore. I want to be happy! Is that to much to ask?
crushlovecrash 1 month ago
omg lady gaga?
michelleherrick92 2 months ago
attention seeker alert
cuttergirl100 2 months ago
i cried watching this. because i wish i could just switch it on and off...
DropDeadMandii 2 months ago 3
You don't have to hide your pain anymore. I'm here for you. I wish you the best in recovery.
athornontherose 2 months ago
you should eat less if your fat and i dont mean starve yourself i ate less bye alot but i dont starve myself
annoyingsisterss 2 months ago
@notsmallenough831 I'm trying tho I want to recover but it's so hard and I I cud go back to that day were Imade tht life changing decision then I wud do it all differently it's not a diet it's a disease an illness , thanks 4 ur advice and supprt ad keep ur head up cus ur beautiful xx
muddypuddlez 2 months ago
I am pretty bitchy and snappy when hungry.... I feel for you, good luck in recovering!
BambiiJay 2 months ago
eating disorders r different for everyone. what u do and why u do it is different for everyone. for me, i stopped eating because i was sick of being in constant physical and mental pain from binging and overeating. if i dont eat, i dont binge. if i swallow even one tiny bread crumb i will at some point of the day binge until i physically cant eat anymore. it worked great for about 6 months but now ppl r making me eat again. now i throw up after binging to stop the physical pain.
futurestar94britfan 2 months ago
I eat on and off. There will be about four weeks maybe in a year where I'm binging and plurging. I can't help it. My father was and is abusive. I have depression and I self harm as well. Honestly I'm not a fake, and this is something I cannot help.
aperson224 2 months ago
@usemycolors i know how it feels to have those feelings :( please stay strong and always look ahead of life. you are always beautiful. and the people around you wont care if u have some extra stuff on you. trust me, i've learned that the ones who love us wont care how we look, because they love us for being us and not a bag of bones.
notsmallenough831 2 months ago
@usemycolors im glad you are :) nothing is better than being healthy. but just stay strong! don't give into the eating disorder. <3
notsmallenough831 2 months ago
@notsmallenough831 I'm on rehab too :3
GwenSterben 2 months ago
With me, my mother is abusive,im also a cutter,and Im just so depressed I just don't eat.
MiguelXTulio 2 months ago
@MiguelXTulio please please please seek help! and abuse is never okay! just know that nothing is ur fault and everyone deserves to live. its never to late for change <3
notsmallenough831 2 months ago
@notsmallenough831 thanku :)
MiguelXTulio 2 months ago
Yeah i kno ed's suck, im 13 and 2 u im probly one of the annoying lik 12 year olds but to be honest i totally agree with u , my trigger was wen i wanted control cus i couldnt control my life , evry1 close 2 me either died, walked out or betrayed me , it feels so stupid and im just numb
muddypuddlez 2 months ago
@muddypuddlez i understand how lost and lonely it feels when people walk out of ur life. this is a dark time in ur life. just know that in the end, the pain will be worth it. years from now you will look back and see how much stronger you have become. in the meantime its best to let out ur feelings and talk about it. holding it in and hiding it wont help. be strong <3
notsmallenough831 2 months ago
I started to become anorexic but got out of it because I worked on getting out of it from the beggining so thankfully it didnt turn into anything bad but the little I had was awful I dont know why girls want to have it :/
MyGirlGuide 2 months ago
@MyGirlGuide i admire how much true will power you had to say no to this <3 never give in to anorexia.!
notsmallenough831 2 months ago
This video girl really pours out her heart LMFAO
eredtfb 2 months ago
it is sad how these little girls are. Power to you chicky, must be strong ..
dieingsouls999 2 months ago
i know exactly what you mean about the on/off. People assume that, because i started eating again of my own accord a few months in, it was because I was faking having a disorder. NO. I stopped because what was once a problem was no longer relevant (a close family member thought to die managed to recover) But the voices NEVER WENT AWAY. I could always feel them. And now, we've moved countries, and I feel myself spiralling down; Ive lost so much weight, and they have the AUDACITY to say im faking.
TheJasminestar13 2 months ago
I want to be like you, but my parents always ruin it and make me eat. Please give me some advice how I can become beautiful and skinny...
twilightgirl96ful 2 months ago
@twilightgirl96ful
so your one of those who just does it to be skinny well dont , just eat healthy and do exercise
MegaFloyd99 2 months ago
get better soon...my heart goes out to you -3
dinosaursgorawrish 2 months ago
I haven't been properly diagnosed yet. But sooner or later my parents will realize...
KittyLuvYou 2 months ago
I'm 13 and I know what you're thinking 'she's just saying it' but i have been diagnosed etc so I'm not just fasting as a phase, but this video is really touching and also I know what you mean how weird and ignorant it is doe people to decide that they want an eating disorder. Or, there's some people I know who say they do so people give them attention and sympathise them. It;s weird.. haha
cheesybabe1234 2 months ago
You are so right.
melinaquin 2 months ago
its psycological, get over dont be ignorant let people in, yes you do have control everyone has control over more than they want to admit, some people like the atention more than anything but wont admit that its easy just click and dont throw away what people have to say and dont make stupid comebacks just to make gratify yourself like some big excuse everyone has pain intelligent people move on people cant evolve for the better if they hold themselves back
danophile07 2 months ago
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MeyerCassandre 2 months ago
@MeyerCassandre okay, yeah my grammar is not perfect. english is not my first language. i try.
notsmallenough831 2 months ago
I understand everything you are saying. I'm bulimic and I use it as a distraction technique. When I'm thinking about what I want to binge on or how fast I could get rid of my dinner, I'm not thinking about the things that let me there in the first place.
fkbtj8 2 months ago
ur amazingly beautiful. kids use to call me fat when i was younger. and my friends recently started telling me im a perfect size. but i dont believe them. now ive stopped eating. i dont know what to do... ive become so depressed. can you help or gimme advice?
XxRosiRavenxX 2 months ago
@XxRosiRavenxX i understand this is a difficult time you are going through. but you are not alone. i know that people love you and want you happy. come out to someone, talk about it. its bad to hold things in because eventually you will crack and do something you will regret. talk about what your feelings with those who care the most.
notsmallenough831 2 months ago
I try to eat, but I can't...I look at something and I get sick...I weigh only one hundred pounds. My brother weighs just ten pounds more than me and he's two years older...I hate living like this I really do
MultiWafflecakes 2 months ago
can i has kiss? *3*
Klasharx3x 2 months ago
I cried through this whole video.
I am not anorexic. But when i was about 14 i convinced myself that i was fat.. And was very depressed to the point were i was making myself throw up dailey. My dad caught on fast and thank god he got me on anti depression medication and counciling twice a week and im recovered.. But still emotional disturbed by what i once did. I guess i just wanted to say.. This video ment allot to me. Thank you
xxSweetHeartLovex 2 months ago
@xxSweetHeartLovex :') thank you! it means a lot that this video touches the heart of many
notsmallenough831 2 months ago
Thanks. I also hate it when people are like "can't you just start eating?" it's not that simple. And when they think it's stupid and like we are just too lazy to lose weight the normal way or something. I used to think like that...... But I don't know what to do anymore it's getting worse and nobody knows.
clubava111 2 months ago
@clubava111 i know exactly how u feel. i think that you should go and seek help instead of waiting till it gets more worse. every life is worth fighting for <3 stay sting love
notsmallenough831 2 months ago
where are you from? first cuz of ur accent i thot ebgland but now i dont think so.... lol
missorla100 3 months ago
@missorla100 i do have a brit accent but i was raised around a lot of irish people and i kinda picked up on their accent as well :P im just a big weirdo
notsmallenough831 3 months ago 2
I very much agree with a lot about what you are saying. But when you said if you can turn it on and off thenthat means you don't have an eating disorder I had to disagree. Sometimes that is the main factor of having an wating disorder. Because your ed thoughts keep going on and off and on and off. Im gonna starve this morning. Today I feel good I am going to eat. And also when you say if you are starving yourself just to be thin then you dont have an ed. I mean thats exactally what anorexics do.
MrBaseballfan11 3 months ago
@MrBaseballfan11 okay one, the first thing you said made no sense. and two, if you did your hw you would know that anorexia is not caused because the person wants to be thin. there is a whole deeper phycological problem then that. yes it may be a reason but its the the MAIN reason why they do it. ask anyone who had or has anorexia. my reason i starved is because i thought i didn't deserve food. or people will love me more if i don't eat. or i just wanted to feel i had control.
notsmallenough831 3 months ago
@notsmallenough831 I don't need to ask anyone who had an eating disorder because I have had one basically my whole life. while I was in treatment I heard many different stories about girls like myself with eating disorders. And when you said if you can turn it off and on then you don't have an eating disorder I thought that was not true. And also when you said that you are faking it if you are just starving to be thin is completely untrue. I mean I started starving because I thouht I was fat..
MrBaseballfan11 3 months ago
@notsmallenough831 because I thought I was fat. Yes I also have depression and anxiety issues, but the main reason I stopped eating was because I hated the girl in the mirror. And you are basically saying if that is you " not eating just to be skinny" then you are just faking it"". Which all I was trying to say isn't true. I wasn't trying to be mean I was just trying to say that it was quite offensive saying that.
MrBaseballfan11 3 months ago
@MrBaseballfan11 oh my dear you missed my point. like i said starving to be thin is part of it but not the MAIN reason. i understand that at first it seems like it. but dig deeper and you will know its not the only reason you starve. its like saying "oh i only starve for control" thats untrue. there are plenty of reason for self starvation. but if you say its just about being thin then thats wrong. im sorry if you might have misunderstood me. or perhaps i needed to elaborate more on that matter
notsmallenough831 3 months ago
but besides that i hope you do well :) stay strong!
notsmallenough831 3 months ago
@notsmallenough831 oh now that you explained it it makes a lot more sense lol. But stay strong and good luck to you too!!
MrBaseballfan11 3 months ago
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HelloXXXLonely 3 months ago
your accent is the most incredible accent I have ever heard♥
ThePhoebsy 3 months ago
i want to be able to fit in size 00 and small. not 3 and medium.
Brittney691 3 months ago
@Brittney691 whats wrong with a beautiful 3? :) im currently a 3 and everyone tells me that i look good in it. not too thin but not fat either. just right. theres no need to get any smaller. this is you and i highly doubt people will like you better if you were a 00. i've been there and to be honest i was much more depressed at my lowest weight then i was when my eating disorder started. and before it started i was a size 6.
notsmallenough831 3 months ago
Im anorexia and I love it
roneccia1 3 months ago
@roneccia1 i feel very sorry for you. but i understand in a way. when i didn't eat i was proud of myself and nothing else mattered. because in my head i couldn't get fat. all i can tell you is you need help and no matter what the people around you will love you wether you are a size 1 or a size 10 :) goodluck honey
notsmallenough831 3 months ago
@roneccia1 *anorexic. Btw, it's not something to be proud of. I encourage you to please get help.
OllieBear984 3 months ago
I understand you so much hunny.
I try so hard to explain to the people around me about how hard this is..and how its not easy... and how its not what people really think it is.....but sometimes i just feel like no one understands it still. Its so complicated. it's not just "not eating". it's not just "choosing to starve". It's not just "controlling what you eat". Eventually...this thing....it controls you.
What you said, hun... i couldnt have said it better myself. i wish to give you a hug.
dedevonne 3 months ago
@dedevonne there are a lot of people that just don't know much about it. when my sisters found out i had an eating disorder my older sister understood because she had one too. but my younger sister had no clue what it was. she asked me questions like "what is an anorexic or bulimic?" i was a bit surprised that she asked it. i partially blame the schools and parents because they don't educate their kids about this disease. i wish someone warned me about this disease. i might have listened.
notsmallenough831 3 months ago
I haven't looked in a mirror in a really long ass time. I'm scared.
Oranges1own1you 3 months ago