I probably would have hanged myself in my dorm room if I went away to college. I suppose the thing that saved me was being too dumb and having to settle for a community college and living with my parents, who would beg me not to commit suicide. Of course, I eventually quit college (after way too long) and my disposition has been getting better, slowly but surely.
@SimuliumDamnosum Awh, please don't. I'm 20, and I'm not doing anything with my life. Hey, if you ever need to talk please please just talk to me. Suicide is not the answer trust me.
@jupiterflunk92 I have considered it before on quite a few occasions, not so much now. Thank you though :) Its not reassuring though to see you not doing anything with your life :/ like just because i'm hurt and you get hurt, it doesn't lessen my pain. You know??
you think that,s everything but that,s quite enough , good to see your still around and I,ve been through the straight guy stuff, heartbreaking for the both of you and nobody,s fault. Hope you find someone soon. love rocky
It's awesome to see you doing better! Love it! I relate hardcore, and even though we've attempted suicide because things got so out of hand, we are still the lucky ones in regards to our families being okay with our homosexuality. Bless you sir. ;-)
Thank you for sharing and being so open about your past. I'm glad you survived your attempt to take your life. It truly would have been a waste. Years ago I too considered suicide and now whenever I hear about one, whether successful or not, it turns my stomach. Because of this, I regularly support the Samaritans and The Trevor Fund.
@alaninnh When I hear of someone committing suicide, I usually feel envy for them having the courage to go through with it. Recently, my sister's husband's brother killed himself and everyone thought I was so awful for my attitude about it. I look at it through his POV, not his family's.
And thank God you didn't commit suicide, exactly for the reasons everyone else has said. Your family and friends still care about you, you've definitely got a lot to live for, and you're one cute guy! Of course, it's hard to think of the positives when you're in the thick of it... but you just have to give it time and keep fighting (from my experience, anyway). I can definitely identify with your straight guy attraction.
Hmm.... I'm not okay with the suicide but I am accepting of your homosexuality! I do not believe you should have "attempted" suicide. A more perceived and healthy method would have been to get help and sort of think of the death, and how many pain and suffering it would show! Think of all those you would harm in doing so, and possibly those who may follow your example! Think of the rest of the world's heart before you decide to stop yours.
I hated the mental hospital. It doesnt really help but it was a good place to gather thoughts and appreciate what I have such as parents family and technology
You're cute, dude!
MegaAlltimehigh 3 weeks ago
Keep up Corner you are Strong the best is in front of you
Maximd3 3 weeks ago in playlist Uploaded videos
i'm glad you overcame and you're right ... a life is more important than a sexual orientation. thanks for sharing your story.
PeriquinTV 3 weeks ago in playlist Uploaded videos
Your so hot man, theres plenty of men in this world that would be lucky to have a guy like you!! Best of luck!!
ken2007c 4 weeks ago 3
I feel in love with a straight guy...im still trying to work through it..
thepbgg 1 month ago
I Appreciate YOUR Existence.
-YumDumGum
YumDumGum 1 month ago
Hugs to you mate. :-)
biglouie64 1 month ago
HUGZ
sleekcartim 1 month ago
Wow, impressive story! Good to hear you're doing better now. How's your depression at the moment?
sander91nl 1 month ago
Thanks for your honesty and openness. I'm very glad you didn't succeed at your suicide attempt. Best wishes for college.
SpaceHeadMonkey 1 month ago
I probably would have hanged myself in my dorm room if I went away to college. I suppose the thing that saved me was being too dumb and having to settle for a community college and living with my parents, who would beg me not to commit suicide. Of course, I eventually quit college (after way too long) and my disposition has been getting better, slowly but surely.
ghenulo 1 month ago
Hot people should never be depressed.
jupiterflunk92 1 month ago
@jupiterflunk92 I am 21, almost 22. I'm ugly, have no friends and I have considered suicide too. I have no idea what i'm doing with my life.
SimuliumDamnosum 1 month ago
@SimuliumDamnosum Awh, please don't. I'm 20, and I'm not doing anything with my life. Hey, if you ever need to talk please please just talk to me. Suicide is not the answer trust me.
jupiterflunk92 1 month ago
@jupiterflunk92 I have considered it before on quite a few occasions, not so much now. Thank you though :) Its not reassuring though to see you not doing anything with your life :/ like just because i'm hurt and you get hurt, it doesn't lessen my pain. You know??
SimuliumDamnosum 4 weeks ago
i went through what you went through this last year. mental health issues, love, acceptance of myself...keep strong.
krismiras 1 month ago
you think that,s everything but that,s quite enough , good to see your still around and I,ve been through the straight guy stuff, heartbreaking for the both of you and nobody,s fault. Hope you find someone soon. love rocky
rocky315w 1 month ago
It's awesome to see you doing better! Love it! I relate hardcore, and even though we've attempted suicide because things got so out of hand, we are still the lucky ones in regards to our families being okay with our homosexuality. Bless you sir. ;-)
brandoncherrymusic 1 month ago
Thanks for sharing your story. So happy it got better for you.
KindaGayBlog 1 month ago
Glad your doing better....Hugs
stlerman 1 month ago
Big hug man. Glad you're doing better and thanks for sharing your story.
mdstudio 1 month ago
Seriously, what is up with the quality of these videos?? Always so terrible D:
But onto the main point, I'm glad your doing better, you seem like a really nice guy, so I hope you find what your looking for :)
StainedAngel3670 1 month ago
Man, well done for having the courage to speak so honestly about your experience.
I'm so happy that your parents and friends are cool with you being gay and that things are working out for you. The only way now is up!
stephenturner2412 1 month ago
Wow - inspiring, handsome and smart. The only place you can go in this world ... is wherever you want. Your strength can only continue to grow.
CalgaryBoys 1 month ago
Thanks for sharing..we all grow from your experience...)
reddecatur 1 month ago 8
Thank you for sharing and being so open about your past. I'm glad you survived your attempt to take your life. It truly would have been a waste. Years ago I too considered suicide and now whenever I hear about one, whether successful or not, it turns my stomach. Because of this, I regularly support the Samaritans and The Trevor Fund.
alaninnh 1 month ago
@alaninnh When I hear of someone committing suicide, I usually feel envy for them having the courage to go through with it. Recently, my sister's husband's brother killed himself and everyone thought I was so awful for my attitude about it. I look at it through his POV, not his family's.
ghenulo 1 month ago
<3 THAKS FOR SHARING YOUR STORY
mortalitet 1 month ago 11
And thank God you didn't commit suicide, exactly for the reasons everyone else has said. Your family and friends still care about you, you've definitely got a lot to live for, and you're one cute guy! Of course, it's hard to think of the positives when you're in the thick of it... but you just have to give it time and keep fighting (from my experience, anyway). I can definitely identify with your straight guy attraction.
Hmmness112 1 month ago
Hmm.... I'm not okay with the suicide but I am accepting of your homosexuality! I do not believe you should have "attempted" suicide. A more perceived and healthy method would have been to get help and sort of think of the death, and how many pain and suffering it would show! Think of all those you would harm in doing so, and possibly those who may follow your example! Think of the rest of the world's heart before you decide to stop yours.
daddypop25 1 month ago
I hated the mental hospital. It doesnt really help but it was a good place to gather thoughts and appreciate what I have such as parents family and technology
xAinonaix 1 month ago
@xAinonaix I was threatened to be taken to a mental hospital once. Ever since then, I've put on an act every time I go in for my antidepressants.
ghenulo 1 month ago
Awesome, wish there was a longer version though. I can relate to this at the moment.
Xshyboi16X 1 month ago