How I feel right now...

[jeremie2009]

you look like shit and you always have..nothings changed with you , except now you look like to have cancer..

[ronmarcoo]

Wow! How do you sleep at night being such an ass?

This girl is an inspiration for her strength and determination.

What have you done lately to inspire others?

[Singnsista]

Congrats to you. U look good. I'm trying so hard to stay on my diet. It's hard. I'm a lapbander. I've lost and gained back and now loosing again. Thanks for your video they are very inspirational.

[cherished1961uk]

wish my pouch was smaller i can eat so much now it scares me

[GBPkariann]

You still look great Amelia, even after what you`ve been through! Looks like you are on the mend and I am so glad to see that :)

Thank you for the update, I love your videos!

[bbqgrippos]

You are like the Christina Agulera ( probably misspelled), song beautiful. No matter what your weight is...you are so friendly and nice. Heck you could put a potato sack over your body and still be the best of the best. Glad you are feeling stronger honey. Guess the Lord answered all our prayers for you!

[CantWaitToBeThin]

You are looking great. I think that your pouch will eventually get bigger, like the first time. I have always suffered from dizziness but it is my ears. You could try to take a sinus tab and see if it helps you throughout the day. I don't take alot of them now because of the operation but I will if I find that I am too dizzy. I am going to send you a message cause I can't explain everything here.

[misskrispy]

I love the collarbones, I still do that. I also have enjoyed the "Grub" stage. It's weird to all of a sudden force yourself to eat. Isn't that crazy?

[tallsmartbeauty]

YOur looking good really I am glad that your feeling not to shabby...nothing wrong..with looking skinny or good

[lyzettesalazar]

can u say "duh"? I was wondering why your pouch is smaller?

[newlife4me73]

Don't you just love when people act like you're uneducated or stupid?? You have been so much help, moreso than MANY people's doctors' offices. Please don't let them get you down and thank you so much for all of your videos. You're doing great and just do what you need to do to stay healthy!!

[xoxoJennyPennyxoxo]

I hope you feel better babez!! I know it's hard but you'll get through it ^_^ Your one strong girlie!!

I'm praying for ya!

xoxoJennyPennyxoxo

[OurDoOver2]

oh child!!!! you look marvelous!!!! MY dream for years........just once for a doctor to say to me, "hun, you need to eat more", bask in it!

[DreamMyLife7]

Wasn't your original goal 140 or 150? You'd look just fine at that weight, so stop stressing about looking "too" skinny because you wouldn't. However, getting to that weight because you can barely eat and feel weak and lightheaded isn't good. I feel bad for you. Feeling tired and weak all the time is a terrible feeling. Hopefully it will get better with some time! Do the best you can. You look good!

[massagegoddess]

I know what you mean, but due to my muscular frame 140 would be like a size 2 maybe 4, too small for my taste. At 159 my size 8s are falling off roght now

[DreamMyLife7]

I guess its just always been my dream to wear a size 2 so I don't understand the worry of being too thin LoL. Anyway oh well it is what it is. Your pouch is tiny, you're going to lose weight. If you get to a size 2 chances are it would only be a temporary thing. Just let the chips fall where they may.

[laffleck1]

over all ... HAPPY to see you on the mend!! & sending positive thoughts still ...

=)

[mia2292]

Hang in there! I think you look and sound good! You know your body best, so you know what is best for you. So, just trust your intuition and do the best you can.

[Talkinhorn]

Hang in there....enjoy the food..take care you're doing good and looking good too.

[mywlsjourney]

You look teeny tiny too! Man I am so sorry for what all you have had to go through..we feel for you girl! Sorry your surgeons office wasn't much help :( Hang in there!

[WarriorWoahMan]

I feel for you so much. Nine days ago, I too was admitted to the hospital for emergency surgery for a hernia and about a half a foot of adhesions. It was just an umbilical hernia -- not as bad as yours -- but I am still so light-headed, etc. I'm also losing weight like crazy. In fact, I've lost 11 pounds since I came back home from the hospital, 8 days ago. I'm going to talk to my surgeon here in a couple minutes about what I'm going through. But you're in my thoughts and I'm with you!

[massagegoddess]

Nice to know i am not alone ;) yeah it is crazy and i am not hungry so eating is just annoying and my tatse buds are all dumb and nothing tastes right...

[leeannz19]

My prayers to you ....sucks that your are not feeling well and that you have to go through this all over again.

Keep us posted

HUGS

[donbert61]

You look great, Amelia! Your hair looks amazing and you must be relieved! I would repeat some of the comments posted about blood pressure....it can really mess you up in terms of dizziness if it is too low! Also watch your B-12!!

[katiemh80]

OMg I am so glad you are better, you look great BTW. I really do hope u stop loseing weight:)

[ariandanthony]

Hey sweetie I hope you get better soon I have you in my prayers...

~Elizabeth~

[julieswahn]

Soo glad you are feeling better. Yes, you do look very pale, but is that ok with your doctor? (Is the blood work coming in fine?) Btw, man oh man your hair is really coming in thicker! Are you able to drink some calorie-boosting nutricious liquids between meals? (So as to decrease the dizziness and inability to eat enough, if that is the case.. only you konw this.) I am rooting for you, Amelia, just like so many others. *hugs* Julie

[massagegoddess]

Yeah they took blood and also I am not anemic which is nice to know.

[Kandeegirl85]

hehe...ur personality reminds me of the movie Juno...lol...love it

[massagegoddess]

I loved that movie! i consider that a compliment

[princessmogan]

I'm sorry you are so dizzy! I hope you feel better soon!  I do have to agree with Zoesmybaby, though, it is a chunks dream to get so small. LOL Sorry...had to throw that in there. Did they do a BP check during all of this? Hopefully a few more days of increased calories will offset the dizziness and you will feel better. You look wonderful and sound good...just get to feeling better and can't wait to hear about Ben Folds!

[massagegoddess]

yeah they did blood pressure and pulse, laying sitting and standing, just came down to getting in more calories and food. I am SO not hungry

[robuzzel]

I am glad your doing better. It will work out for you babe! I love you as a friend. Can you have sugar now?

[mjteller]

amelia you look great, your so funny, that is a fat persons dream, so weird that you are at the other end must feel strange to hear someone say eat more instead of loose weight.

take care~Monika

[Babybrat71]

Hope you feel better soon. It sucks when you don't. It took me awhile after surgery to feel normal. Now you have had to do it twice ahhhhh.

Marquita

[aweavermusic]

Thanks for the update, this sounds funny but "good luck putting on some weight!!" You do look great!!

[autumnpromise91]

hi amelia, hey didnt you say in one of ur videos that they had to cut additional intestine after this last problem? I'm hoping youre not malabsorbing to the extreme. Please keep a close watch on that. Your doctor may have to put u on additional vitamins or something til your pouch stretches out a bit.  Take care of yourself..we're all pulling for you.

[massagegoddess]

I lost a portion of my pouch and the first 8 inches attached to it.

[skymoon1982]

Thanks for the update. We always love to hear from you. Kinda wanted to hear more before your phone rang.

[zoesmybaby]

im sorry you are going through this. I hope your weight will stabilize. It is every chunks dream though...I know I wouldnt mind that complication if it wasnt..you know...life threatening. gulp. u have my prayers!

[pnchamilton13]

im glad that your healing from surgery but of coarse not glad that yo cant seam to put on weight in your wildest dreams did you ever think keeping weight on would be a problem - i imagene not

i hope things work out for you !! keep us posted

[massagegoddess]

before this I was trying to count calories to get down to 165 and I was having a hard time losing the last little bit, then this...

[vortexshedding]

love your ringtone :)

[massagegoddess]

Thanks! it is the song i lip synched a while back...

[MizzHappyPants]

I think you look great! Hope you feel better soon Take care your in my prayers