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  • i have a ed it is really stressful, and hard to eat or look at food,I am deppressed alot wish i was happy andloving life and my self again but when i dont know:(diagnosed inseptember it hurts me emotionally and my family, wish i didnot have to deal with it anymore but reality is i do and its hard im tryin to fight it.

  • Hi! Marie here.You are too pretty to be sad but i understand.I am also gulty of doing what you do.Eat very little always watching my weight.When it goes down i am happy but when it goes up because i ate a little i get very depressed & redouble my efforts not to eat .I eat to live but barely.I am now 5"7 140 lbs trying to keep my weight at around 135lbs.Live mostly on pills instead of real food.Still asking why i am still here,why i exist.When i know the answer it maybe too late anyway.Goodluck.

  • what if your too afraid to call?....

  • She is fat

  • i wouldn't mind a few of my bones showing Wish I had the will power

  • @BrooklynGirl17St

    (PART 1 OF2)

    You're an IDIOT. I have had anorexia nervosa for roughly 25 years and am terminally ill (ie. DYING). I have multi-organ failure, no teeth, my large intestine hangs outside my body, I've had tubes in every orifice, my digestive system no longer works so I am fed intravenously by a tube that goes straight into my heart, I'm on oxygen 24/7, I'm bedridden, in diapers, in constant and SEVERE pain and this isn't even half of what's wrong with me because of anorexia.

  • @TheStrawberryNinja (PART 2 of 3) The primary causes of eating disorders like anorexia nervosa is rape, abuse and other types of serious trauma. Willpower?Someone who starves themselves because of anorexia nervosa is NOT showing willpower, they are SICK. You think we have a CHOICE? I -hate- this illness and would LOVE to be rid of it! You think we ENJOY hurting everyone we care about?! Being unable to even BATHE because you're too WEAK(I get sponge baths by my hospice staff, it's humiliating)

  • @TheStrawberryNinja (PART 3 of 3, didn't think it'd take three)

    Keep your ignorance comments to yourself, you know nothing of what you speak. If I had the ability, I'd be HAPPY to give you my illness so you could enjoy the consequences of having "a few bones sticking out."

    @papertreegun

    And to the idiot you thinks people with anorexia starve themselves to look "beautiful?"It's quite the contrary. Most have been abused and wish to rid themselves of sexually attractive features. *sighs* Idiots

  • @TheStrawberryNinja I agree. Anorexia crept in for a decade after I was raped & physically/verbally/emotionall­y abused by my first (& only) boyfriend. I also have a controlling (but loving) mother & I used anorexia to cope with our relationship at the time. Anorexia changed me. I'm still trying to figure out who I am without it, & everyday I fight like hell to not go back. It's so easy to go back. I'm learning to cope in healthier ways, but I still slip. All the best to you. May you heal.

  • @realitytweeter Hi! girl.Marie here.I thought i was the only one to had gone through the hell you have.Wish i had a magic wand to cast a spell so you could forget it ever happend.Sorry & sad that life had you experence such a tramatic event.Wish it never happend to anyone.Still dealing with the fallout on that one.Life totaly sucks when you know no one can undo the harm done.A broken life like a broken mirror,you can try to put it back together but it can never be whole again.Surviving. Huggs.

  • this is the most retarded disease ever. Why are most anorexics beautiful people trying to achieve supermodel status by starving themselves? Have you noticed that trend? Its always like that. Anorexics are obsessed with body image and know exactly what they are doing and deserve no sympathy from us. There is hard work and exercise to acheive the results they desire but no they had to choose the lazy way out ,selfish cowards, that dont deserve my tears.

  • i`d tap the eating disorder out of her

  • I sense a lot of bloated whale women here. Go back to Ana and Mia...

    Anyway, to the point. All you women seem to do is whine whine whine. “Oh it’s a disorder”. Yeah, aw, boo hoo, the fact remains…there are millions of us out here who will constantly remind you that gotta lose that fat. Thin is beautiful, May you continue to realize it.

    Now, get nice and skinny for us ;)

  • I feel like crying now. :(

  • dumb video this gurl is fat ?

  • @AngelNicole1717 people don't have to be fat to think that they are fat,thats the problem.

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  • Need an ana buddy email me at praisegod97@yahoo.com pwetty pweez

  • You will be in my heart every day- I do not know you, but I love you all. :)

  • I hate my 5 foot 7 1/2 foot frame whittling down to 93 lbs while they try to fix my gastro and neurological problems, but it sure would make me happy to know some food was getting eaten or someone was getting help while I visit the (sometimes scary) doctor too.

  • My sisters doing great now thanks to treatment and meds ( both she is off living a healthy, happy, fit , MARRIED life!) :) please don't let words like doctor- therapist-medicine- gain- or even help scare you. I'm scared with my brain tumor and a disease they cannot diagnose- but I push on. I believe you can too!

  • I have a disease like you do, but it's actually completely different. I desire food to het into my body more than anything in the world. But it won't. I recognize any Ed as a disease (the chemicals in your mind are just as real as high blood pressure or cancer or a glucose count)- my sister was very sick for awhile from ana- my disease is different. I PHYSYCALLY CANNOT eat, and have to live on a high- calorie drink to survive. (cont.)

  • so bullshit. it's could to vomit like that.

    have to stand up.

    fake.

  • @snow2555 See, I've only ever vomitted on my knees. So... sorry.

  • @andexplodemusic hi. listen i'm sorry

    i don't mean to hurt in so pain place.

    it's just - i never could to do that in this way.

    just in standing...so sorry.

    wish to you and me more nice things to write about them.

  • im 19 and bulimic,i havent been able to eat in two days in fear of purging after i eat. or binging and purging.

  • @fmaotaku2010 I've been there, and it's a really hard place to be. Please don't give up...there are so many places and ways to get treatment...don't be afraid to get help like I was for a long time. You can conquer this!! Bulimia is strong, but with God's help you are even stronger :) praying for you. Message me anytime if you ever need to talk, or just someone to listen :)

  • i am not a teenager any more... but i am a grown up woman...

    i am 50 years old.

    and i don't live in canada... but i live everywhere else.

    i have had my eating disorder for 30 years now...

    i look like everyone else you know...

    the person you pass everyday on the street...

    we hide amongst you all...

  • @charissamarluk this is sad.

    i have 10 years and i think it's going stay forever.

    and i'm not a teenager anymore too.

    i understand.

  • @snow2555

    hello my snow...

    they do... stay forever...

    or at least the personality disorders do...

    thanks so very much for your post...

    and your understanding......c

  • ur really pretty!

  • lmao bet the slag aint got a prob eating a cock for a few quid

  • this video makes throwing up look so easy...like 2 seconds and ur done and then u cry about it. its much more graphic and not so clean and glamorous. and afterwards you do more than sit there and cry about it.

    its a very soul thirsy disorder.

  • i cant beat this... my scale is never happy. neither am i. i have a hole in my heart so i threw away my plate. nothing filled me up no matter what i ate

  • @Hottieccat You can beat this! One of the lies that the eating disorder tells you is that you can't....but that isn't true...

    I still have days where eating is hard, but I just have to remember that I never want to go back to where I once was, and eating is one of the ways to do that..to prevent relapsing. You are so much stronger than this! If you ever need to talk, message me anytime

    I'm praying for you :)

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  • this is the only vid i have seen that makes me cry everytime i watch it and i dont cry easily. very well done!

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  • actually it fits the topic very well. its not just that your sick its emotional and physical abuse as well from the illness.

  • I think this girl is beautiful. I'd like to look like her <33

  • great vid u rock at acting

  • This is horrible in every way...my sister is my best friend and she has anerxia and honestly people have know idea about it until you watch your loved one go through it...anerixia is a mental illness and has a lot to do with hoe they react to the world...like "emo" people cut to deal with pain well they don't eat or whatever... there is more then just 1 eatting disorder and people if you don't know what your talking about jsut shut up and stop giving people the wrong ideas!!!

  • Music sucked

  • terrible vid honestly... not just the poor depiction but... its GOOD to post helpline phone numbers.... and then to hold up "hold fast" pro propaganda at the end? how the hell is that helping?

  • hold fast not meaning, don't eat. Hold fast meaning, "You can beat this"

  • nice vid good job...........i had to lose weight for soccer

  • you see, those people who comment on vids on here like the E.D ones saying ' I know how you feel i have an eating disorder blah blah.' You might do, but mostly you will be a wannarexia cos people who have eating disorders dont know it, they know they dont eat, or binge or puke but its a mental problem 'apparently' so how would you know you 'have it' its no disease. my heart goes to all the people out there with actual anorexia.

  • you are entirely mistaken about that. dispite the fact that there are "wannabes" because its become downright trendy - contributed to immensely by the internet - people with eating disorders usually DO know they have one - they are often acutely aware of it. the publics understanding of any of it is very limited and full of error - that is one of them. anorexics have tried hard to keep it that way, and pretty successfully.

  • That isn't entirely true. People with anorexia and bulimia don't know that they have a problem when they first start out, but eventually they become aware of the problem. The difference between anorexics/bulimics and "wanarexics" is that wannarexics choose the disorder and anorexics don't; it has nothing to do with knowing that you have it.

  • you just put my thourghts into perfect words , Iv never been able to explain what happened me, i didn't know about pro-ana or mia, i didn't think i had a problem untill much later on. Iv recoverd and a healthy weight, the only thing stopping me from going back is knowing i will never ever be satisfied no matter how thin i am, sooooooooo cant do it

  • true very true. tho it doesn't take away the fact that when people get it even after they perhaps wanted it, its still hard to get better. And my sister is anorexic and she of course knows it, wanted it, being skinny, but now doesnt....she wants to be normal but its really hard. :(

  • I don't agree that people "choose" to have a disorder, or what people call them, "wannarexics." I think that if they are actually doing it, then they have it, and they know it. At first it starts out that way, simple, but then it turns into something more. I'm going to ask, How do you NOT realize you have a problem when you're throwing up food? I think deep down everyone realizes when it happens, they just don't admit how bad it is. To someone with an eating disorder, it's not a big deal.

  • @wolfgirl83234 When I first went bulimic, I didn't think I had a problem, because I "wasn't sick enough" and I even tried to make myself more and more sick hoping then I'd be sick enough to get help

  • I know exactly what you mean. Couldn't have said it better myself. I know I'm not sick enough to get help right now :-/

  • @wolfgirl83234 but you should really try to get help before it gets any worse, trust me, if I would have gotten help then I might have been recovered by now...

  • i never cry when i throwing up.i dont understand why.

  • i think u look pretty but your acting sucks as hell

  • oh, it's much more than that. It's not about eating one or two cookies and feeling bad after it. It's binging enormous amounts of food so you can hardly go to the restroom, you have to crawl. Then you spend minutes or hours with vomiting. You faint, your face is speckled with petechiae, your nose is bleeding and the sole thougt in your head is that you have to lose weight.

    It's really much more than it's shown in this video...

  • how can you tell someone if no one really understands u or the ED i mean people dont understand that its just not all about food?.

  • i use 2 cut cause i thought i was fat and ugly but then like i went to talk to somone and i dont feel that way no more

  • I understnad, I used to have ED but it's not nice or glamorous

  • yeah i know itz bad 4 me n dat im really acting stupid right now 2 think i want an ED but i jst wanna loose weight

  • omg i promise u dnt want an eating disorder its torture

  • Don't be stupid. Everybody wants to be thinner. Christ knows I do. You don't have to have an eating disorder to loose weight.

  • yeah i guess ur right...thanxz... 4 helping me feel betta:] an ED is not da right path

  • woah trust me you do not want an eating disorder, I

    m bulimic and It only makes you fell more alone! I'm constantly scared my teeth and hair are going to fall out! It's horrible and scary, you do not want this

  • pica?

  • haha really? that gross there must be no food where your currrently living that you have to eat bird droppings. lol, i feel bad for you. *_*

  • aw thats so sad.

  • that girl is beautiful just the way she is. I have body image problems myself and know that some days I feel like a cow. This kinda helps a bit believe it or not.

  • i cant see why ppl think tht it is cool i have just been diagonsed with a eating disoreder im already reli skinny and i dont wont to be any skinnier.

    and thanks for this video its helped a lot <3

  • great video

  • wow thanks for this video......

    it just made me want to starve myself even more. thanks for the inspiration....

  • lol. thanks for telling me that....i'll have to order that next time i'm at mcdonalds. jk

    where are you from that you eat bird droppings?

  • what???? that's gross creepboy. good thing ur name fits you...

  • my friend (a boy) is 11 and he is 4 feet tall and 4 inches he is 62 pounds his bmi is 16.1 im terribley worried pleae help, this isnt a lie. please help my friend, XoXo Melody

  • I can't help your friedn. You need to do it. Call the phone number posted at the end of the video.

  • @ilovesimspets by the sounds of it, he's just a small kid. i have friends like that.

  • @ilovesimspets

    I'm assuming you must've used an adult BMI calculator on your child friend. BMIs for children and teens are VERY different than that of adult BMIs.You friend is at a healthy weight for his age and does not need to gain or lose any weight (obviously as he gets older, he'll be expected to gain weight though). Next time please use age-appropriate BMI charts. (For reference, he is in the 26th percentile, which is completely normal for his age. Normal is anything between 5th and 85th)

  • Its easy to say tell someone. But what happens when people find out? No one wants to be judged, and thats what scares people from speaking out. What will others think of them?

    I know it scares me. I don't want to think about other peoples judgements. It get slightly paranoid about what people think of me.

  • you're really good at making videos,

    you should consider making some for short film competitions and stuff. (:

  • this is such a good vid!! good job.

  • omg your soo gourgous you didnt have to do that to your self!

  • thats wrong, i am size 12 going to size 10 because I have bulimia. its not easy to stop and you feel alone

  • I have that.

  • Do you really? Since you dont even know the name of the eating disorder in this video, you obviously dont so stop attention seaking.

  • Yeah..it's attention seeking to see yourself in a video...and to identify with it, and just to say, "I have that." Right...

  • nah seeing what you want to be so everyone will give you the attention you dont deserve online is attention seekin

  • wow you def worked hard to make it

  • Read Explaining colours to a blind man. Not only will it enlighten many as to what living with a mental illness is like, it also gives comfort to those sufferers who think there is no hope and that they are alone. It is very informative, sometimes shocking but also very funny in parts. All in all, a good read and highly recommended.

  • it is NOT a mental illness a person with bulimia just feels like an outsider and feels alone that doesnt mean theyre mentaly ill

  • I'm afraid it is a mental illness. People who say it isn't are living in denial. Accepting it as a mental illness is the first step of recovery. Don't be ashamed of having a mental illness. They affect one in four of us.

  • Wrong. Not everyone who has an eating disorder is skinny. It could be affecting the 90 pound girl in your scince class, or the 200 pound guy you see at the mall. Just because someone isn't skinny doesn't mean that they aren't suffering. Get your facts straight.

  • @AmberFirea its just a matter of time before they get super nasty skinny though

  • inspirational

  • you start of chubbier shes not fat shes small..

    but she thinks shes fat

    an is going bulimic to get skinny.

    besides read the description..

    it says she just made this for a school project.

    read it, thats what your brain is for.

  • i knew this...

    but i think its stupid anyway...

  • People like you are the reason eating disorders are prevalent. I'm not fat. I"m actually really happy in my own skin. And who are you to pass Judgment on something like that?

  • I agree with you completely! Keep doing what you're doing, it really matters.

  • This video was reli good :) i would favourite it but it myt look slightly suspicious....:L lmao but yeah amazing job!

  • nicely done ^-^

  • It doesn't matter if this video is real or a re-enactment. The message is very clear. So stop judging the video and maybe, just maybe you'll get the message.

  • oh wow

    it's a lifestyle? I didn't chose to live with ED-NOS.

  • Uh, you probably meant well but this is really, really fake.

  • omg really?? lol

  • OK THE VIDEO MAYBE UNREAL but shes proving a fuckin point u pple need to see tht

    by the way ur fuckin hot

  • so unreal^^

  • i love it

  • so false :/

  • that was really good. the purging scene actually made me cry a bit. ED sucks, i hope this changes anyone's mind about "trying to be anorexic"

  • people dont try to be anorexic dont be so stuped people dont no thay are going anorexic.

  • i know that. i am anorexic. i am talking about a lot of the young kids that are out there these days that say they want an eating disorder and think it's cool.

  • she neevr made her self sick cause she would have marks round her mouth if she did

  • The crying after the purge was a little dramatic and unrealistic. Most of the time for people it's just a routine and there isn't a second thought about it.

  • You are not right. The girls don't want to binge and hate themselves for throwing up, so many of them cry almost every time they do it, because they feel disappointed with themselves.

  • I'm not right? You're telling a bulimic they are wrong about bulimia? I know a lot of people with EDs from support groups. Over time it becomes as normal as going to the bathroom, but I'm not saying it makes it any easier to deal with. But a person doing it for years is going to cry every single time. They would end up crying on the floor multiple times a day... doesn't happen.

  • I mean ISN'T going to cry every single time*

  • Im sorry to hear that you suffer from this horrible illness, but I don't agree with your statement about the girl in the video. I know this from personal experience too (unfortunately). I had anorexia but sometimes I did what this girl does - so it wasn't a routine for me - and I wasn't able to cope with it so I cried (hysterically) and hated myself for being such a failure...so please don't say it is not real, because it is.

  • okay...I hate how they sing this song its too much yelling when they're like after the chorus. Anyway, nice video i can totally relate to it

  • i wish i copuld purge that fast lol

    i like the video 5/5 =]

  • wow...way to ruin the whole point of the video. and i bet she's thinner than you

  • omg my bffl has an eating disorder and i feel so sory for her

  • same here, its the most horrible feelin, my girlfriend tries to help, so's my friends...really heard..and upsetting.. :'(

  • i have a eating disorder..............it iz not nice...but my friendz help me through <333 =]

  • whats the song

  • lawl...red jumpsuit apparatus - face down good song till all the preppy girls found out about it,,,

  • haa lol

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  • Hey, this may sound strange, but can anybody answer me this question? Can animals develop an eating disorder? If anyone knows, please reply, I'm just curious!

  • yea they can i looked it up

  • Thanks for replying!

  • yes, animals can get eating disorders, i did a research paper on that once.

  • i hate this kind of pain but im sure one day have to stop

  • Do you have an eating disorder or did you make this for awareness?

    If you do...i feel you're pain

    Great video<3

  • good video!! ♥

  • wow that was really good acting

    It really gets a good message out. =-)

  • No she does not.

  • Yes she does too.

  • Thanks.

  • Damn she's hott!<3

  • wow. if u r this chick you look amazing. no need for ne eating disorder. the thing tht makes u heavy on the scale is all tht eye liner! take some of tht off ur eyes r prtyer without all tht wow ur so hottttttttttttt...respond plz :)

  • thanks kiddo. Yeah, I've definately lightened up on the eyemakeup since this film.

    I appreciate the comment.

  • it makes me mad to see people calling her not skinny.

    she looks amazing.

    she has a great body..

    being skinny is not always the definition of beautiful.

  • lolz, calm your ass down, maybe you dont have an eating disorder but you might have some kinda anger mangement problem "lolz, im just saying life is to short to be worrying about how skinny or how fat you are? Be HAPPY and live the life GOD blessed you with. I just think it's silly that ppl go to the extent of not eating or throwing up there food to look a certain way. Do it the Healthy way at least. No need to get all hasty WOMAN!!!

  • like I said, it's not just irrational people. It is a mental handicap. Telling someone "life too good to go puke your guts out' doesn't solve the problem

  • you don't have to be skinny to have eating disorders, in the biginning when my friend had it she was not skinny at all, but she got more skinny and skinny for more time that goes. So shut up idiots! This girl, she is absoult normal, and who knows, maybe she has eating disorders. I think she looks good, she is pretty and normal, so kiss my ass ffs! (sorry for my bad english)

  • oh 4 fuk sake, send everyone with a eating disorder, like this stupid chick in this video to Ethiopia or some country that is deprived of food and see if they puke out the little food they need to survive on. To bloody spoilt, "fuk what the world thinks of you and be HAPPY silly bloody people"...

  • 1. I don't have an eating disorder, retard.

    2. There's spoilt, and then there's desiese. Get the fuck over yourself you overinflated bastard. Our world has a multitude of problems. Hunger is one. Eating disorders are another.

  • :)

    "Our world has a multitude of problems. Hunger is one. Eating disorders are another."

    You deserve an applause.

  • Fucking idiot. Being starved through lack of food sources has nothing to do with eating disorders. And you bitches talking about that girls weight need to get over yourselves too. It's not about being skinny. It's a serious control issue and mental disorder that kills a lot of people.

  • yeah wat eva, i just have more sympathy for people who were born handicap, people with E.D have a cure, take your ass to a doctor or phsicatrist and get help, ppl with E.D can get through it..... it's not that i dont recognize that it's a mental disorder...It's just i have more compassion for those who dont have a cure for what ever they may have been born with... But they still have a smile on there face everyday.

  • well, look at her face, she does have baby fat and her arms are big...she also has belly flub too....i know skinny girls as i am one and she is not skinny!

  • I run a forum for people recovering/suffering from an eating disorder. It is pro-recovery and if you would like the URL, send me a message as YouTube won't let me post links.

    Lucy x

  • your really pretty and a good shape :)

  • why puke the food, just dont eat at all...you do need to lose a good 20 lbs anyways... just sayin..

  • what the fuck is wrong with you.

  • I agree with cmonster, what the fuck is wrong with you?... The girl on the video's skinny, and if you think that SHE looks fat, what's skinny to you? Anorexia-girls that almost die from hunger?

    Jesus man.

  • u r pretty =)

  • what? only 27%? Im not saying thats bad or good or er whatever? but thats lower than i thought, then again im from the US so maybe we have more problems down here? o.o...

  • you're really pretty :)

  • The song "Hold Fast" by the Canadian band Black Lungs..

  • I love it :)

    Hold fast... Black lungs?

  • black lungs?

    pardon?

  • Thanks lovely:)

  • That was a really good video!:)....btw ur rly pretty!:)

  • great video

  • Great video!

  • so many people really havent a clue what hell oethers go through to achieve that so called perfect image,the image they cannot obtain as there will always be something the feel needs fixing. A disorder that has the highest mortailty rate in the world,yet still the sufferers are shunned as attention seekers!

  • wow you need a flippin award becuz you just summed up eating disorders.