please believe me when I say this girl doesn't really love you. The things she's doing to you are ugly,and love is not about hurting people.
Hope you understand I'm so harsh because I really feel your pain, and I know for sure the sooner you accept this , the sooner you'll start feeling better.
Wishing you only well and be good to yourself, honey !
Honey, seeing your couple of last videos I gotta tell you my heart goes out to you. I even cried .
You don't deserve to be treated like this. You are beautiful, smart intelligent and interesting person. And I can see this from the other side of the globe without meeting you even once.
I know you don't have a choice and that's why you're still there, but this girl is using your volnurability and your honesty and good heart. And it makes me mad. I'd punch her if I was close enough.
Know what? I went through this with one girlfriend I had. I was kept ona shelf for her and it fucked around with me, kiddo..badly.. DON'T BE HER SAFETY NET!! Seriously.. I might sound harsh and it's easier said than done, but..you talk about cutting..cut the ties with her..it'll hurt I won't lie..but you'll feel a deal better later down the road..promise. You have very fond memories attached I can see that.. This is ALL too familiar. It's destructive. Medicine doesn't fix broken hearts. Hang in
I know how you feel... First person I was in love with died.. Then the second one treated me like dirt...but I couldn't help but love him.. It took me two years to get over him.. I swore I'd never fall in love again.. And I'm doing just what I said I wouldn't... You make me want to hug you though
First off, let me say your definately not alone. I know how your feeling. After my breakup with my ex I felt alone and numb. She pretty much did the same to me, started dating another girl staight after she dumped me. I know its hard now but I promise it does get better. Im always here if you need someone to listen. Take good care.
I know you long for that love and relationship, etc., but for the time being, maybe mostly work on getting your mood stabilized and getting your head feeling more reasonable. Tossing relationship into it can (mostly) just make it more of an intense roller coaster (can be dang hard on the other person too) - especially if it's relatively new and not so well settled. Maybe mostly "hang loose" on the relationship stuff - don't get, or let yourself get too emotionally wrapped into it.
hugs, sweetie. I know how hard it is to belive that you exist when everybody treats you as if you are invisible. But you are real to me. I think the most important question is : are you real to yourself? don't view it from somebody else's pont of view. What do YOU think? are you real in your eyes? This question helps me center myself and allows me to calm down most of the times. I hope it'll work for you too...
i am so sorry to hear all these horrible things have been happening to you. we all love you so much and we all care about you. it makes me so upset to hear about the things your girlfriend and relatives have been saying and doing to you lately and it moves me to tears and makes my heart ache for you. i truly wish that things will get better for you, you deserve it. <3
Those side effects sound so shitty, they are probably adding to the horrible-ness of the situation while your body gets accustomed to them. Keep hanging on, we are all here for you, and i know waiting for social security is hell, but keep fighting for the opportunities for hope and help that it will bring. You are a strong, good, beautiful person, and so so loved by me, and the rest of YT. I have hope for you, if i could jump through this screen i would do it in 1 second
To defend the g/f, it is her home and when ppl break up one usually moves out (i don't like the idea of people moving in so soon to begin with since this kind of thing results). I don't think she's trying to rub it in even though it may feel that way, she's just moving on and is nice to not insist you move out.
ok i watched this again and rethought. Could it be wiccan that what's making you depressed is that you pin all your hopes on the love of one person even though you've only dated them a short time? If your g/f were to suddenly return the love would your depression vanish? Is it all or mostly over the breakup?
you are a pretty girl wiccan, you won't have any trouble meeting another person. Relationships don't always work out, it's part of life we all go through.
i feel for you i do i think about you when im having a panick attack and when im in these states and i dont feel so alone u dont deserve all these people treating you like this, your a great person, you are so hurt you need support more than medicine, i hope that girl sees that and goes back to the one who really loves her, i feel like im going downhill at the moment im not going to school or seeing freinds and things, people can definitly bring you down its horrible i know message me if u need
Oh Brittany, I'd love to be there to comfort you. I hate to see you feeling so low and so alone. Your love for Whitney has blinded you. I see her as a bitch who you should have nothing to do with. It's unbelievable what she done to you. There is light at the end of the tunnel Brittany, and it's the Social Security. You want to get out of Whitney's place as soon as you can. Hopefully the money will give you a start. You really can rebuild yourself, but it has to be brick by brick.
Agh this is so incredibly hard to watch because you ARE a good person and you DO NOT deserve this...:( *hug* Hang in there babe. I know its hard, but there has to be a way.
you deserve some1 who loves you and makes you happy and who doesnt but you through so much pain :( i hate seeing you so upset :( you derserve so much better i wish i could help :( oh and your not worthless i think your one of the coolest, nicest person ever and i love listening to you so if you want to talk just leave me a message or something i hope you feel better soon
Fucking hell, this is so unfair. You've done nothing to deserve this. I feel very powerless sitting here in front of a keyboard not being able to hug you or be there for you face-to-face, but know that I'm sending *so* much love your way, and if you need to get it off your chest, please please message me. We're here for you through this. <3 <3 <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Please try and hang in there, I no it feels impossible right now, but you will get through this, you really do not deserve any of this and I wish I could take this away from you. The antidepressants will take a few weeks to start to kick in, so don't give up on them yet. I am sending you so much love,xxx
Hopefully the anti-ds can kick in ASAP (usually they take a bit longer so just hang on and am sure it'll improve) and then maybe you can let off some steam
Also from your last views vids - she just sounds like a bit of a spoilt bitch from what I hear - its nothing to do with u, jst her and trust me I think you can find someone much better cause she doesn't deserve u as a gf or a friend
Hope you can work things out, ever need to talk jst shout :)
@MeAndMyBlackTable I don't have a few weeks for them to kick in. I feel like I'm getting worse and worse and my life is a nightmare. I shouldn't have to live like this and be so incredibly alone.
@lovethewiccan3fl I know, you're right. The minute i wrote that comment I thought exactly that: You don't have a few weeks for them to kick in, you need something NOW! How can you distract yourself Britt? Or get all those emotions out of your system? I hope you can find the strength to react, because if you don't it will only get worse.Would making more videos help you to blow off some steam? But one thing is for sure: this shit is horrible and i am so sorry for you!!!
You are the bestest person in the world and theres no justification with what you have been through. Please keep holding on, if you ever need to talk Im an option, even if it doesnt seem important. I hope the social security goes well :) xox
*hugs* i so wish i could make everything better for u cuz i know how much that sucks. let me know if there's anything i can do even if u just need someone to rant to
Alright. I'll talk to you. I have been though the same thing. saw your video three times. I can't even tell you just how much it hurts to be some ones piece of meat. It seems like every one has this revengeful hatred and envy for you without any ostensible reason. But trust me, I'll listen to you. Tell me anything. Talk to me, if you like, send me a message. I love helping people, just like you; so lovable.
She invited her in anyway? Thats horrible...just try to take it one day at a time, i know that might not help much :( The social security sounds good though. I hope everything gets better soon... I really do.
Im so sorry you are going through such a rough time. "When you feel like letting go, remember why you held on for so long in the first place" Please stay safe.
I went on anti depressants but it sent me into hyper manic stages which made my doctor realise i had Bipolar, now I'm meant to be on Lithium except I just can't handle the zombie feeling it gives me. I'm very sorry about your relationship, I have had so many break ups over my mood swings that I sometimes plan how not need anyone ever again. Huh... Life... its such a bummer lol
continuation:
please believe me when I say this girl doesn't really love you. The things she's doing to you are ugly,and love is not about hurting people.
Hope you understand I'm so harsh because I really feel your pain, and I know for sure the sooner you accept this , the sooner you'll start feeling better.
Wishing you only well and be good to yourself, honey !
DayaTom7 1 year ago
Honey, seeing your couple of last videos I gotta tell you my heart goes out to you. I even cried .
You don't deserve to be treated like this. You are beautiful, smart intelligent and interesting person. And I can see this from the other side of the globe without meeting you even once.
I know you don't have a choice and that's why you're still there, but this girl is using your volnurability and your honesty and good heart. And it makes me mad. I'd punch her if I was close enough.
Please
DayaTom7 1 year ago
That does it. I'm sticking to cats. I'm actually serious.
MonacoBlast 1 year ago
Know what? I went through this with one girlfriend I had. I was kept ona shelf for her and it fucked around with me, kiddo..badly.. DON'T BE HER SAFETY NET!! Seriously.. I might sound harsh and it's easier said than done, but..you talk about cutting..cut the ties with her..it'll hurt I won't lie..but you'll feel a deal better later down the road..promise. You have very fond memories attached I can see that.. This is ALL too familiar. It's destructive. Medicine doesn't fix broken hearts. Hang in
MartialArtsSuperStar 1 year ago
Drama: it sucks. "Everybody plays each other. That's all anybody ever does. We play parts."
Arejek 1 year ago
I know how you feel... First person I was in love with died.. Then the second one treated me like dirt...but I couldn't help but love him.. It took me two years to get over him.. I swore I'd never fall in love again.. And I'm doing just what I said I wouldn't... You make me want to hug you though
Bringpatsithehorizon 1 year ago
Being alone is like being killed slowly. I wish I could just give you a hug
BlueRoseCrimson 1 year ago
even though you don't know me ive seen u on shs alot and wish i could just be there for you right now.
thekittyspit 1 year ago 2
@thekittyspit Thank you <3
lovethewiccan3fl 1 year ago
First off, let me say your definately not alone. I know how your feeling. After my breakup with my ex I felt alone and numb. She pretty much did the same to me, started dating another girl staight after she dumped me. I know its hard now but I promise it does get better. Im always here if you need someone to listen. Take good care.
Anna
DropDeadIrish 1 year ago
I know you long for that love and relationship, etc., but for the time being, maybe mostly work on getting your mood stabilized and getting your head feeling more reasonable. Tossing relationship into it can (mostly) just make it more of an intense roller coaster (can be dang hard on the other person too) - especially if it's relatively new and not so well settled. Maybe mostly "hang loose" on the relationship stuff - don't get, or let yourself get too emotionally wrapped into it.
MichaelPaoli 1 year ago
hugs, sweetie. I know how hard it is to belive that you exist when everybody treats you as if you are invisible. But you are real to me. I think the most important question is : are you real to yourself? don't view it from somebody else's pont of view. What do YOU think? are you real in your eyes? This question helps me center myself and allows me to calm down most of the times. I hope it'll work for you too...
seldnac1 1 year ago
i am so sorry to hear all these horrible things have been happening to you. we all love you so much and we all care about you. it makes me so upset to hear about the things your girlfriend and relatives have been saying and doing to you lately and it moves me to tears and makes my heart ache for you. i truly wish that things will get better for you, you deserve it. <3
brambleface 1 year ago
@brambleface Thanks, I just keep hoping things will start changing for me, and soon.
lovethewiccan3fl 1 year ago
Those side effects sound so shitty, they are probably adding to the horrible-ness of the situation while your body gets accustomed to them. Keep hanging on, we are all here for you, and i know waiting for social security is hell, but keep fighting for the opportunities for hope and help that it will bring. You are a strong, good, beautiful person, and so so loved by me, and the rest of YT. I have hope for you, if i could jump through this screen i would do it in 1 second
This too shall pass <3
rescuelullaby 1 year ago
@rescuelullaby I love you, lol. I think it's time for me to move to the UK, too many awesome people live over there.
lovethewiccan3fl 1 year ago
You deserve so much better, you deserve everything you want. My heart breaks seeing how much pain you're in. Remember we love you
madidancer121 1 year ago
God I miss you.
codeforcible 1 year ago
@codeforcible I miss you too! Damn my lack of transportation!
lovethewiccan3fl 1 year ago
To defend the g/f, it is her home and when ppl break up one usually moves out (i don't like the idea of people moving in so soon to begin with since this kind of thing results). I don't think she's trying to rub it in even though it may feel that way, she's just moving on and is nice to not insist you move out.
ChannelingusIV 1 year ago
ok i watched this again and rethought. Could it be wiccan that what's making you depressed is that you pin all your hopes on the love of one person even though you've only dated them a short time? If your g/f were to suddenly return the love would your depression vanish? Is it all or mostly over the breakup?
you are a pretty girl wiccan, you won't have any trouble meeting another person. Relationships don't always work out, it's part of life we all go through.
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ChannelingusIV 1 year ago
i feel for you i do i think about you when im having a panick attack and when im in these states and i dont feel so alone u dont deserve all these people treating you like this, your a great person, you are so hurt you need support more than medicine, i hope that girl sees that and goes back to the one who really loves her, i feel like im going downhill at the moment im not going to school or seeing freinds and things, people can definitly bring you down its horrible i know message me if u need
amyintoxicatedox 1 year ago
Oh Brittany, I'd love to be there to comfort you. I hate to see you feeling so low and so alone. Your love for Whitney has blinded you. I see her as a bitch who you should have nothing to do with. It's unbelievable what she done to you. There is light at the end of the tunnel Brittany, and it's the Social Security. You want to get out of Whitney's place as soon as you can. Hopefully the money will give you a start. You really can rebuild yourself, but it has to be brick by brick.
ReflectedImpedance 1 year ago
Agh this is so incredibly hard to watch because you ARE a good person and you DO NOT deserve this...:( *hug* Hang in there babe. I know its hard, but there has to be a way.
xxashleyRxx 1 year ago
:( Hugs Brittany <3
SweetCupcakeLady 1 year ago
you deserve some1 who loves you and makes you happy and who doesnt but you through so much pain :( i hate seeing you so upset :( you derserve so much better i wish i could help :( oh and your not worthless i think your one of the coolest, nicest person ever and i love listening to you so if you want to talk just leave me a message or something i hope you feel better soon
laurenG1814 1 year ago
Fucking hell, this is so unfair. You've done nothing to deserve this. I feel very powerless sitting here in front of a keyboard not being able to hug you or be there for you face-to-face, but know that I'm sending *so* much love your way, and if you need to get it off your chest, please please message me. We're here for you through this. <3 <3 <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
MissLizenka 1 year ago
Please try and hang in there, I no it feels impossible right now, but you will get through this, you really do not deserve any of this and I wish I could take this away from you. The antidepressants will take a few weeks to start to kick in, so don't give up on them yet. I am sending you so much love,xxx
Ilovebobbetty 1 year ago
:( Feel so bad for you right now
Hopefully the anti-ds can kick in ASAP (usually they take a bit longer so just hang on and am sure it'll improve) and then maybe you can let off some steam
Also from your last views vids - she just sounds like a bit of a spoilt bitch from what I hear - its nothing to do with u, jst her and trust me I think you can find someone much better cause she doesn't deserve u as a gf or a friend
Hope you can work things out, ever need to talk jst shout :)
Densoid 1 year ago
Fuck...
i feel for you Britt..
You don't deserve this.
You are very real and beautiful and special to me!!!!!!!!!!
WE ALL 'SEE' YOU.
Oh and your anti depressants probably take a few weeks before they (maybe) start to make you feel better, so hold on with that. It takes some time.
Take care
*hug*
MeAndMyBlackTable 1 year ago
@MeAndMyBlackTable I don't have a few weeks for them to kick in. I feel like I'm getting worse and worse and my life is a nightmare. I shouldn't have to live like this and be so incredibly alone.
lovethewiccan3fl 1 year ago
@lovethewiccan3fl I know, you're right. The minute i wrote that comment I thought exactly that: You don't have a few weeks for them to kick in, you need something NOW! How can you distract yourself Britt? Or get all those emotions out of your system? I hope you can find the strength to react, because if you don't it will only get worse.Would making more videos help you to blow off some steam? But one thing is for sure: this shit is horrible and i am so sorry for you!!!
Write me if you want to.x
MeAndMyBlackTable 1 year ago
You are the bestest person in the world and theres no justification with what you have been through. Please keep holding on, if you ever need to talk Im an option, even if it doesnt seem important. I hope the social security goes well :) xox
lackof1light 1 year ago
*hugs* i so wish i could make everything better for u cuz i know how much that sucks. let me know if there's anything i can do even if u just need someone to rant to
~Izzy
izzy4870 1 year ago
Alright. I'll talk to you. I have been though the same thing. saw your video three times. I can't even tell you just how much it hurts to be some ones piece of meat. It seems like every one has this revengeful hatred and envy for you without any ostensible reason. But trust me, I'll listen to you. Tell me anything. Talk to me, if you like, send me a message. I love helping people, just like you; so lovable.
composer63 1 year ago
You need help and I can help, please call when you can. I know its hard just trust me.
theakins 1 year ago
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composer63 1 year ago
I'm so sorry =( let me know if you need anything.
lou12490 1 year ago
hey girl...
i have been hurt by everyone in my life and it makes life miserable
and you're right.. it is indescribable
i promise it get's better...
it may not feel like it now, but soon you will look back and realize this moment made you stronger.
try to keep your chin up.
i am always here if you need someone
xo, char
jayhawkrock866 1 year ago
She invited her in anyway? Thats horrible...just try to take it one day at a time, i know that might not help much :( The social security sounds good though. I hope everything gets better soon... I really do.
XXRavethedrummerXX 1 year ago
Im so sorry you are going through such a rough time. "When you feel like letting go, remember why you held on for so long in the first place" Please stay safe.
CrespinMinPin 1 year ago
I'm really sorry about this.. you don't deserve it.
I KNOW things will get better for you :)
damionnxx 1 year ago
I went on anti depressants but it sent me into hyper manic stages which made my doctor realise i had Bipolar, now I'm meant to be on Lithium except I just can't handle the zombie feeling it gives me. I'm very sorry about your relationship, I have had so many break ups over my mood swings that I sometimes plan how not need anyone ever again. Huh... Life... its such a bummer lol
CHIP08081993 1 year ago