Hannah's Story 14/08/07

[postsecret123]

4:03 did he really say "u cant tell anyone about this convo" ? lol.

[girlygirlyblonde]

3:04

[girlygirlyblonde]

2:27

[girlygirlyblonde]

1:38 

[Adam657]

@drusla152 The ceiling tiles know what you mean...

[KatieeAndJess]

Hanahs such a good actress!

[tiemedown]

Melissa is such an example of what anorexia robs us all of, her quick wit, all lost.

[DietCokeJokes]

I can't believe this was FOUR years ago!

[EllaEhEhUnderMyElla]

Can anyone give me a link from where the storyline starts? Please and thanks! ^^

[hannahbananahead97]

@EllaEhEhUnderMyElla Ive made a playlist of the storyline. It starts at 31/12/06 not all of her story is there but its everything thats on youtube. If you want to watch my playlist its on my page

[FutureMsLeto]

@EllaEhEhUnderMyElla Look for Hannah 43 or a user named forhannahashworth.

[saraahh02]

I find it a bit funny how when suzanne forces hannah to eat after she gets back from france, and hannah cant have one mouthful without throwing it back up, like its her reflexes. And melissa gets really mad when hannah eats even though she purged. But then shes eaten 300 calories when melissa asks her and melissas not even that mad and she ate it without throwing up. bit ironic yeah?

[BeautifulTwigs]

I wish i had a friend like Melissa.

[seawespeak]

she says "lets do your stats" meaning weight.

[queenbie3]

what does melissa say shes started to do

when she says she gave her speed ??

[lilmissemo09]

Melissa says 'let's do your stats' as in where she's up to, like on the scales :)

[camifulle]

What does Melissa means when she tells Hannah " Let´s do your starts" when they are with the DVD´s.

[camifulle]

What does Melissa means when she tells Hannah " Let´s do your starts" when they are with the DVD´s.

[Jacob1o]

At first i thought that melissa wasent a real person until someone else spoke to her.

[iheartsjonas]

you know what's quite odd? My name is hannah :) And i struggle withhh this on a daily basis.

[lilyangel13]

@iheartsjonas why is it odd? and if you stuggle with the same thing then try talking to someone close!

[iheartsjonas]

@lilyangel13 becauste her name is hannah too....yeah i know....i can't though. they'll just try to get me to stop

[CHOCSAVEPROB]

talk about family drama!

[TheAnaBeauty]

Hannah pisses me off in some way!

[redvenizkx]

he looks lyk a young Baldrick

[tatulover2120]

melissa looks pretty

[AVALONFANINVA]

anorexia is NOT worth it. I know,I am fighting to recover.

[chemilybff]

At 01:24, what is "nackered"? Sorry, I'm from the US.

[rugrats1212]

@chemilybff exausted

[CrystalCee1]

@chemilybff It Means " Tired "

[fabregas349]

@chemilybff

it means really tired like not when you wanna go to slep but when you just wanna sit down and relax type of thing

[pollyw96]

Can someone be my melissa, ?

[EshnaHere]

as in be ur ana buddy?

[drusla152]

Melissa is like the "ANA" to her, know what I mean?

[tatulover2120]

didnt gilly "rape" hannah??im so lost

[TwilightBellaForever]

no, she accused him cause he threatened to "out" her or something

[xxshannen1xx]

why would chocolate biscuits cheer someome up ,and why is suzanne so ready to believe that hannah is on drugs.

[tatulover2120]

@xxshannen1xx i agree

[verkaforever]

Chocolate cheers a lot of people up. Don't know why, there's just something about it.

[verkaforever]

Melissa and Hannah have rubbish taste in films! I hate so-called girlie films- and I'm a girl!

[safehouse123]

too funny...lol

[carolineashmore]

Hannah is so lucky to have Melissa, i wish i had someone x

[ULLIOP]

so do i

[tatulover2120]

@carolineashmore me 2....-_-wanna b friends??

[safehouse123]

dont blame you dear....and im no longer a teen!

[natalia3966]

u look what when your tanned? i couldnt hear it

[InspireYOURS3LF]

'You look thinner when your tanned' xo

[natalia3966]

ohh thanks i couldnt hear it as she was mumerling,

[driiiizzle]

@natalia3966 you look silly when youre tanned

[Chelskea123]

I need a Melissa!

I need someone to help keep me strong.

[ULLIOP]

me too

[natalia3966]

how is a slice of pineappple a drink? and hannahs always been stunnin and skinny

[tatulover2120]

@111fandy1 i want to be a melissa

[lillyshine321]

@tatulover2120 Wrote me please:D It be great

[tatulover2120]

@lillyshine321 ok

[xxkatiekittyxx]

mellisa is a bitch but i love her

[xxAlanaxx603]

hahaha gilly has hair

havnt seen him wiv hair for ages

[flippadydoodaas123]

I NEED a Melissa.

No jokes.

My parent are away for the week and i need someone to help me stay strong.

Someone please meaage me.

x

[MagicFingers26929]

what r u anorexic?

[singlaprety12]

gosh u cant live life if u are dizzy all the time

[anaelisebeth]

It's a mental illness. If only you knew.

[MissJeffery1995]

your not dizzy all the time it comes in different periods like you could go a few hours feeling fine and then it could be realli bad if ya get me ?

[AnaForLifeAndForever]

yeah the 3rd day of a fast is always the worst ...then im fine 4 n 5 but 6 n 7 are horrible :( its all worth it tho....

i will get thinner

even if it kills me xx

[tatulover2120]

@flippadydoodaas123 i will!

[brokenXiris]

I love the act :D

Hannah has never been fat.

[93Babessxx]

this storyline proved hannah is a great actress

[livelovelifehope]

where can i get this?

[me2u2like]

Its hollyoaks , the tv show , not a film.

[livelovelifehope]

i know, and i want to watch it but because im in australia its not on tv so im wondering where i can buy/download it

[Xalindrah]

Don't treat anorexia so lightly. It's not like that. If your truly anorexic you don't need motivation. Looking in the mirror is enough motivation. Don't try to pretend you have the disease, either. It gives us a bad name.

[67Amr]

@Xalindrah yeaa im like that. i look in the mirror and all i see is a fat person staring back at me

[Baybieexx]

Will Nebody Be My Melissa?

Message Me If You Will (:

Thanks xx

[smallfoxproductions]

..:)

[silia900]

i was just thinking the exact same thing.i need a mellisa too.

idk if ill be able to call you but you can email me. and you can motivate me.send me a mssg on my youtube account if you want to motivate each other

[Melrose1289]

God I need one as well! Used to be good, lost the will power for about a year, gaind more than a stone :( and am starting to feel strong enough to start again :) please help x

[dEnIaL3gIrL]

i need a melissa too. i want to have a perfect body and i need it soon. anyone want to team up with me?

[fkbtj8]

I will if ya need one :)

[YayPookie]

god forbid if there are people in the world reli like mallisa. she scares me.

[shinznay]

im gna eat 46 calries for 3 months.. i carnt eait till im so thin!

[xsammyraex]

yes i will help i need a melissa to lol!

[CryingSmiles]

I need a melissa.. Anyone wanna help each other?

[soph60]

professional help and i hope you find it..... good luck

[reenie1995]

omg! me! lol.

how old are you?

haha, i sound pathetic.

But, i need one aswell.

[crosturphobic]

it's easy too criticize this mental illness

nobody has a clue though,nobody

[SamiraJay09]

melissa is acting as the ''voice in the head''' anorexics hear. can i just say people who have EDs do not have to look like they have anorexia or bulimia its afterall a mental illness, which nobody knows how to deal with or how it is unless you live through it, its more then about just being thin and stuff, its a living hell, so please dont be so mean.

[StillAliveJo]

I´m sorry but I´m not good in English Can anyone say-write me(I have a problem with the voice) what Hannah screams to Suzanne at the end?.."You bitch" and..? Please..English isn´t my mother tongue..

[lovewarpeace]

she said 'you bitch' 'you're ruining my life' 'I hate you interfering. So just stay out of my life, yeah?'

[StillAliveJo]

Thank you very much :)

[lfcmadsophie]

ERGH!! That melissa is poisonous

[ZarahMxx]

she didnt make hannah ana she influenced her to become it she didnt hold a knife to her throat and say you MUST be ana

[jlm123789]

that's a good point i'd never really.. thought of that

[ZarahMxx]

;) haha thanks

[belenbethlehem]

is melissa really tall enough to be a model

[UniqueLykEvery1Else]

haha true lol

[whatabumma]

ACTUALLY YOU CAN MAKE SOME 1 ANOREXIC AND ITS CALLED PIER PRESSURE so thik again no it all (whitecopperkettles)

[Holdingonstill]

melissa was an evil cow that made hannah anorexic

[whitecopperkettles]

You cant MAKE someone anorexic, it is a coping mechanism, to something in ones life that he/she cant control and anorexia is a way to control something (i.e. food).

[jlm123789]

You took the words outta my mouth wiv coping mechanism! I constantly feel it's that way.

thats what i associate wiv mia too cos it's the same

[pandamaltesers]

@whitecopperkettles You're right. I don't know how someone who didn't have a disposition to anorexia would have reacted to Melissa :s

[antipathyx]

i thought this storyline was done amazingly

[AVALONFANINVA]

"Lets talk in the streets where everyone can see us eh?" lmao!

[bumblebeekid]

I'd slap that bitch if she was my daughter talking to me like that!

[BeccaJade90]

i love hannah and mellissa, wish i had a friend like mellissa, :*( she understands were as my friends dont understand my eating dissorder :( some1 who is there and gets it, so they know how 2 talk 2 me about it! xxx

hollyoaks is the beeeest! xxx

[posje]

wish you have a friend to do you that things....??????????sickk

[inurxDreams]

thats a bit immature, people that have annorexia are mentally ill so they will say things that to us seem insane but calling someone sick (in a non literal way) is just being patronisng and horrible

[ANAirb101411]

we're not mentally ill in all terms. we're not out of our mind. i understand where you were going but i just dont want people thinking that we're crazy people. Cheers.

[flippadydoodaas]

i wish i had a friend like melissa too

none of my friends understand me

message me if you wanna talk.

xxx

[BeccaJade90]

i am 18 have stuggled with eating dissorders for years now, receving councelling now, but dont think it will ever go awey, whats ur story??

x x

[thegirl44]

It can go away with PROPER treatment, Becca, and I can't stress proper enough. You need to find a treatment program that adresses the addictive tendencies of the anorexic as well as the control issues.

I'm 33 and 10 years in recovery. It's equivilent to an addict getting sober, you will always have to work at it.

If anyone out there suffering needs someone to talk to please feel free to message me.

[AVALONFANINVA]

thanks! I love Hannah! =)

[Schmoe1234]

GET ME A MELISSA TOO!! i need someone to help me become skinny

[posje]

yeah??im 41..getting skinny without a friend like melissa..ik go working,in horse stables..dont eat,getting sick,get an accident..i must sell my horse en my boy vriend leave me after 13 years...pretty friend??

[MegWorld2]

Has the guy who plays Neville left? Becuase in last weeks inside soap, he wasnt mentioned in the cast bit of hollyoaks, all the other ashwroths were there but not Neville, so i was wondering have the axed the actor and are just pretending neville is around, eg in the shop etc?

[inurxDreams]

he's still around

[xx93emoxx]

I sooo inspired, but....watched Amy Leanne Gretner vid and it said she DIED form an electrolyte imbalance and she wasn't even that thin! Whats the chances of that happening? I can't let this all go now!!! reply? xoxox

[hiemilylovee]

an electrolyte imbalance is mostly assosiated with bulimia and anyone at any stage or weight with bulimia can die from it, it's not uncommon

[xxxlyndzxxx]

I just read the abit about amyS...and BMi being 15.9...you are so right...I am in treatment with a BMI of 16.1...and iv not been hospitalised..but i guess her body may of reacted differently

[stunninbbegal]

get me a mellissa :O :D x

[SynysterSian]

bad actress Libertinelover07? she won best actress in the british soap awards, she beat like 24857262582 other actresses (okay not THAT many but she came out on top!) go emma :)

[RachelleBabez16]

wtf!! comment below ..emma rigby is a amazing actress

[bluebutterfly4888]

how ironic, this one guy thought i was into drugs too, particularly this stuff 4 adhd kids called adderall, but really it was an eating disorder. he did see me taking diet pills though so...idk.

[englishAJ090]

I loved this storyline

[babyluv1331]

16.4 wow ded beautyfull

[coolamy104]

What Gets To Me Is That Melissa Never Collapsed .. Only When She Got Admitted To Hospital And When She Died !!

Because What She Was Living On Im Surprised She DIDN'T.

[atemu101]

if you watch earlier episodes she says that she fainted all the time when she started.

and that her body's gotten used to it.

[shotgun782]

allo sister!

[Luxx4]

their not that bad of actors...

[AmyS270694]

My BMI used to be 15.9 and i was never addmited to hospital or anything like that.

[Lynnnl]

melissa is really horroble..especially as a "friend"

[Lynnnl]

melissa is really horroble..especially as a "friend"

[EmiliRudbeck]

oh my god !

Bad , bad actors !!

[babes3529]

Whats the matter with all you attention seekers...If your bmi is under 18 your are unhealhty and unattractive,,,,Anorexia is a serious ilness not s omthing to joke abou

[sxcgurl1234]

Well what about those people who are naturally skinny eh??? So there all ugly and unhealthy, even if they eat 3 square meals a day, and 5 fruit and veg. And btw people with EDs are NOT attention seekers.

[babes3529]

I mean people who diet themselves to An unhealthy bmi! They will end up unattrative, And im not calling the people with EDS attenton seekers, all the wannabe anas on here are the attention seekers

[sxcgurl1234]

You do know that people who are anorexic/bulimic see themselves as ugly piece of shit? So saying there gonna end up unattractive dont exactly help. Wannabe Anas are annoying. They can just go to hell.

[babes3529]

I mean people who diet themselves to An unhealthy bmi! They will end up unattrative, And im not calling the people with EDS attenton seekers, all the wannabe anas on here are the attention seekers

[babes3529]

I mean people who diet themselves to An unhealthy bmi! They will end up unattrative, And im not calling the people with EDS attenton seekers, all the wannabe anas on here are the attention seekers

[footiegirl95]

my bmi is 16.3 and i dont look like that

[FunkyRose16]

You can still eat healthily and stay thin. Thats what a lot of celebs do so that they can stay thin but eat aswell.

[sdloser45]

i love melissa's humor!!

[Nina4air]

my BMI is 16.1 and I can pinch an inch!!! agh!

[skittleschew]

if your BMI is under 18 then you are underweight. and really if you can "pinch an inch" you are actually pinching 3 layers of skin, tissue, and some muscle. these are all essential for human to live, healthily

[vixei12]

oh wow thanks

xxxx

[AreUAfraidOfThaDark]

im 16.4

but i dont look like that

[emuhlee93xo]

uhh yea my bmi is 17.2 and look pretty much like that

so i'm thinking your wrong

[chikabee82]

No seriously

maybe its cause im short

[libbi7224]

my bmi is 16.4 too, and i SO don't look like that either.....

weird.

ugh mention of chocolate biscuits makes me wanna throw up.

[aussiesurferchik]

same!

[loobygroovy94]

bmi's a load of shit, theres loadsa other factors that it doesnt take into account

[emilyflaxman]

stay outa my life!!....yeh!..lol

[coolamy104]

omg melissa is hideous!!! y is she a model lolz xD

[sdloser45]

i know...she's got a good sence of humor!

[vixei12]

does anyone know where i can get the hannah and melissa episodes from the 24th of july to the the 3rd of august??

[pinkpisces]

i got the eps. i'm gonna upload them,

[PrincessMe1993]

i think the girl who plays melissa is a great actress 2

[GWMD]

yeah... i miss her.

[youngnugent1412]

you miss her???i hate her!after what she did to hannah?well thats just you opinion and i have mine..

[GWMD]

i hated her but for some reason i miss her being there.

[jdt3000]

The girl who plays Hannah is a fucking brilliant actress... That bit at the end where she goes mad at her mum actually gives me the shivers...

[simplylite]

I agree...it's really powerful!

[lilmisuk]

i feel proper sorry for hannah and melissa. melissa iz a bit of a cow. i watched hollyoaks on friday wen hannahs mum found out her secret!!

[Raspberryxo]

artgurl wht u mean by british lingo??

[antisocialflowerpot1]

Thank you so much for posting Hannah's story.

[artgurl101]

My mom would whoop me if I called her a bitch.

[artgurl101]

British lingo is so hard to keep up with! Well I'm American so...