people who have psychological disorders are so connected and receptive of their emotions. although sometimes their emotions may confuse them, they physically are connected and 'feel' them, see them, recognize them. etc.
The eyes of lies, Mania is the lie we want to believe we are and depression is the lie we don't. Bipolar type 2 can have mixed episodes and rapid cycling but does not have full blown mania unless it is induced pharmacologically. Thank you for these videos, It takes alot of guts to put yourself out there like that, you are also quite stunning which is an added bonus.
I can completely relate to her. I am Bipolar 1. Its such challenge everyday. You find your self completely over analyzing ever emotion you experience. I have been on the same meds for over ten years and more recently I feel like they aren't working as well. Time to go to the Dr. again. I pray for everyone who has a mental illness and a special prayer for those wonderful people who help us. Family and friends are so important,
You have only been in the hospital 1 time? Girl, you really are fortunate. I have been in and out of hospital(s) for the last 12 years. Several attempted suicides due to the fact that it took the "right" doctor to come into my path and finally diagnose me with Bipolar Disorder rather than your standard "Major Clinical Depression" and medicating me with anti-depressants which just threw me off balance all the more. It really can be horrible if the wrong doc gets hold of you...
@JustABitchyCancer When I first went to the hospital one of the doctors said he thought it might be Bipolar 2, but I only talked to him like twice and wasn't really understanding what all my symptoms were so I wasn't able to tell him a lot of what I was going through. When I started seeing my psychiatrist outside the hospital she told me it was bipolar 1 because I had a full blown manic episode along with psychotic symptoms and my symptoms were too extreme to be considered bipolar 2.
@JustABitchyCancer anyways, the point is, I agree more with the diagnosis of bipolar 1 over bipolar 2 since I have had 2 full blown manic episodes with psychotic features which wouldn't be occuring if I had bipolar 2. I certainly would never have gone to the hospital if I was only experiencing hypomania. The hypomania never really interfered with my life until it became full blown mania.
@JustABitchyCancer Hi again, not trying to argue with you but as far as diagnosing Bipolar 1 vs bipolar 2, the presence of a manic episode indicates bipolar 1 and not 2. Here is a little blurb from bipolar.about.com
"1. A person with BP II experiences hypomanic episodes but not manic episodes. 2. Experience of psychotic symptoms such as hallucinations or paranoia indicates Bipolar I Disorder; the presence of such symptoms rules out Bipolar II."
@BipolarStateofBeing I wouldn't go by what anything about.com says. I have BP 2 and have had years of hallucinations and dilutions in the passed. I was taken out of high school, had many problems in grade school. I'm had many problems with jobs ( lost them ) many problems with neighbors and friends in fact the only reason I think I have some now is because of my wife.
@murphj4 It goes on and on. I have a clinician and a Psychiatrist at Ontario Ontario Shores and my family Doctor with a background in psychiatry that have said these things can be complicated and you can have many symptoms. I have BP 2 yet I have to take anti-psychotic drugs anti-depressives and Lithium. I don't notice much but my wife kids and neighbors say they see a big difference.
and by watch some of your videos, I'm referring to from bipolarstateofbeing. I was always quick to deny that I had this disorder, due to stigma and I guess just denial, so it's nice to see people who have the courage to post about it and talk about the issues or just life being bipolar. thank you! I think I've finally come to accept that I do have a disorder, although I don't feel like I do, at the same time I know I do? If that makes sense... Anyway, sorry for the ramblings/flooding!
(cont) Alaska Grown sweatshirt and I wanted to see if it really was! Anywho, I'm just rambling and not really contributing anything good by commenting, it was just nice to be able to relate to someone with that feeling of grandeur, even though it isn't really a good thing, even though you do feel so on top of the world, makes you unable to function in reality, at least for me... but yeah, I want to watch some of your videos, interested by some titles, hah, but right now its bed time! god bless.
@kyleide I know what you mean! Twice I was hospitalized for going manic, that feeling of being 'god' is so amazing, and I was so irresponsible, out of my mind.. man did I mess up my life, really dug myself a deep deep hole... And I refused to take meds after getting out, every med I'd been put on made me super depressed, numb, angry or etc etc, bad side effects. But now I'm stuck in Alaska because of the mess I've cause.. One of the reasons I came to this video because I recognized the (cont)
HEY i am kyle i have been though manic episodes and depression and i can completely understand what your going through. It feels like your on top of the world when your manic and it feels like you god or jesus sometimes i loved it but being depressed sucks really bad. I WAS ON RISPERDONE OR RESPERIDOL and it felt like i was getting stupider but i realizied after about a year of treatment and takeing my meds on time everyday i actually cured myself i controlled the thoughts and i have beenstable
@kyleide That's great to hear that you have been stable. It's the goal of everyone with this disorder, unfortunately some people never really get there and it's too bad.
@kyleide This poster is really smart and honest. I have the bipolar (also B.A. Psych UCLA, Summa Cum Laude, Phi Beta Kappa, 3.9 GPA) so I really enjoy a good argument with Psyciatrists about meds. If you want my opinion, call me at 760-809-1497. Also, I HIGHLY recommend the book "THe Joy of Living - Unlocking the Secret & Science of Happiness". This is a short, excellent book on suffering, happiness and buddhism.
I worked in a grocery store with Rapid Cycling Bipolar disorder ll for 3 years and did a good job of hiding it for the most part. I could never keep any friends, and it caused me to quit just because of the actions of the general public got to me. This is a disorder that lasts a lifetime, I'm pretty sure there's no helping to the best of my knowledge. Nobody knows and I never sought any help
so even though you are taking meds you still have manic episodes? or were you not taking them? a lot of people are bipolar in my family are bipolar including my dad who was unmedicated. i feel like i might be sometimes after watching your videos. but i am taking zoloft right now. i dont think i am as severe as you. but everything you say is familiar to what i feel a lot of the time.
@kuuipoleeanne Yes I became manic even though I was on meds at the time, I think I was taking Lamictal which did not work for me. Now I am on Zyprexa and I haven't had even once manic day since, so this is obviously working a lot better for me.
i been depressed for three weeks now, i dont know whats wrong with me, i know my physciatrist said i had bipolar but i dont know, i do get rapid mood swings. it does suck. but im so depressed and meds havent worked :(
@MissySchitz Don't give up. Sometimes it takes a long time for things to work, or sometimes you need different meds. It took me nearly a year to find something that worked for me.
Thank you so much. I'm also bipolar but i dont understand the differences between types of mood changes. For me they just change so quickly and i'm often extremely depressed, socially phobic and violent. Your videos are helping me understand what is happening. I was officially diagnosised almost 2 years ago but possibly have had adhd or aspergers from birth. Every day is a struggle and no 2 days seem the day. Thanks for sharing your experiences with me.
@radiokate881 You're welcome. I'm sorry that you are having such fluctuations. I know how that goes. Just know that it isn't strange and you aren't alone in your struggle.
thank you i deal with a bipolar lifestyle and nothing ever seems to be the same day to day i self medicate with med marijuana that seems to really help life is scary and my wife tolerates but she dont understand i hate waking up in the morn what kinda mood will i be in today?who hates me today the paranoiua dont help either i recently turned 28 and it has gotten worse
@dannycrystal1234 I'm sorry you're having a rough time dealing with it. It has taken me nearly a year to finally get stable, I am glad that I finally am though.
What's amazing is that you and my bipolar son are like emotional twins. You are both smart and kind and funny, but in anguish. I've been so scared watching him during his agitated phase, because I've never seen it before in anybody. It is a strange sort of relief to have seen your "manic video," because it was like I was watching my son. He described his feelings just like you did. Btw, you are a very brave person for opening up to so many people.
@pgranof I'm glad my videos have been helpful. I know it can be strange/scary to see your son in a manic state for the first times. I know I scared my dad quite a bit as well before I got hospitalized because he had never seen anyone behave in such a way and he did not know what to make of it. Now he is more understanding, as I'm sure you will be with your son as you come to know more about the illness.
I am very glad you made this video. My son has recently been diagnosed with rapid cycle bipolar disorder. He is 13, and he has the same intelligence and demeanor as you. Is so helpful to see someone else behave similarly. You are not alone.
@FITVANITY11 how does one control their brain when half the time its as if your brain and body are completely disassociating with each other, the meds help with that but, my definition of bipolars disorder is no control, and the inability do gain control on your own, when you are in the manic state, or the euphoria state, theres no way you yourself can get that control back, the damage is being done, and until it passes, you're pretty much sol.
Honey, you are not alone. I am one of the most bi polar women alive. I understand everything you are going through. Thanks for posting your videos for everyone who is bi polar to relate to. Stay strong and brave. Look up to heaven in times of need.
Thank you so much for posting your videos. I am trying to manage my illness and it is comforting to see that you have been so forthcoming with information. It helps me to feel like I am not alone. :) thanks!!
Thank you so much for posting your videos. I am trying to manage my illness and it is comforting to see that you have been so forthcoming with information. It helps me to feel like I am not alone. :) thanks!
Hi...I'm a clinical psych doctoral student and I came across your videos while I was doing some research on various symptoms of bipolar disorder. I've seen and worked with lots of ppl with different forms of the diagnosis, and I have to say that your videos are very insightful and really helped me understand a bit more about what it's like. I think you're extremely brave to put a sensitive part of your life out there for all to see and I want to say thank you!! :) Stay strong! :)
@heatherakapeanut Thanks for watching my vids and your kind comments. My doctors have said it's good that I have a lot of insight into my illness because it can help me a lot. I agree, because I'm able to recognize when things are going awry and try to rectify them before things go too far.
Thanks, your comment made me feel better esp. because I'm in the middle of a very crappy depression right now and feeling even worse than I was before. :( Its hard to keep hope sometimes.
You are lucky that you have the right diagnosis. It can take a long time to correctly diagnosis any form of Bipolar. I was: 1. Dissociative Disorder 2. PTSD/Severe Depression, now 3. Bipolar.
Risperdal and Lithium sounds promising!
Don't underestimate what you have already done:
1. Admitted you have the illness.
2. Committed yourself to taking the medication to control the illness.
Believe it or not, only about 50 percent of those diagnosed will do what you are doing. You have courage!
@chiriquiTV That's too bad you've been through so many wrong diagnoses. I think I got mine right on the first try, but it's been about 16 years since my onset so even without a diagnosis I've been living the rollercoaster for quite some time and it definitely is no fun.
@BipolarStateofBeing I hear you. When I sought help through places like NAMI, etc they are really worthless unless you are out-in-the-street, then NAMI is a step-up. Hang in there -- you'll make it through!
Bi-polar and facebook is a bad combination, my wacky statusuptdates in a manic madness state, and embereesment all the time when i get my madness slapt to my face is one of the hard things. and if i try to quit facebook will go manic a week later and open my profile again and doo all kind of wierd shit.
Facebook is one of the worst disasters ever when it comes to my RPS-Bipolar ever in history, the inventor of facebook should have been dead!!!
Hi there...I know all about being "all over the place" and the whole hospital thing...I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder 14 years ago. There are people out there that understand.
people who have psychological disorders are so connected and receptive of their emotions. although sometimes their emotions may confuse them, they physically are connected and 'feel' them, see them, recognize them. etc.
kezdodik1 5 days ago
@kezdodik1 Very true, very true.
BipolarStateofBeing 4 days ago
The eyes of lies, Mania is the lie we want to believe we are and depression is the lie we don't. Bipolar type 2 can have mixed episodes and rapid cycling but does not have full blown mania unless it is induced pharmacologically. Thank you for these videos, It takes alot of guts to put yourself out there like that, you are also quite stunning which is an added bonus.
balbanes1 6 days ago
You look medicated. do not take mediaction it make you flat line. the mania is easier than the depression. meditation helps.
urbanmessiah1776 6 days ago
are you from alaska? i grew up there and recently moved back.
TheTrissgut 1 month ago
It's almost like being drunk...right? I feel so strange, I don't know what to do with myself.
MortgageCami 1 month ago
Yep, Bipolar 2 does not have full blown mania, that is how the diagnoses differ.
jojocookies1269 1 month ago
I can completely relate to her. I am Bipolar 1. Its such challenge everyday. You find your self completely over analyzing ever emotion you experience. I have been on the same meds for over ten years and more recently I feel like they aren't working as well. Time to go to the Dr. again. I pray for everyone who has a mental illness and a special prayer for those wonderful people who help us. Family and friends are so important,
wishyouknew387 1 month ago
@wishyouknew387 what a wonderful comment! God Bless xx
CordeliaOphelia 4 days ago
You have only been in the hospital 1 time? Girl, you really are fortunate. I have been in and out of hospital(s) for the last 12 years. Several attempted suicides due to the fact that it took the "right" doctor to come into my path and finally diagnose me with Bipolar Disorder rather than your standard "Major Clinical Depression" and medicating me with anti-depressants which just threw me off balance all the more. It really can be horrible if the wrong doc gets hold of you...
Base2lovesBase1 1 month ago
@Base2lovesBase1 I agree. Some doctors just don't care or seem to know what they are talking about.
BipolarStateofBeing 1 month ago
Mania is easy to think of and hard to remember. An unfair trade, a taste of paradise, and a low that grips by the fortnight.
fetalbetal 3 months ago
You sound to me like Bipolar 2 instead of one. But i'm just going off the few videos i have seen.
JustABitchyCancer 3 months ago
@JustABitchyCancer When I first went to the hospital one of the doctors said he thought it might be Bipolar 2, but I only talked to him like twice and wasn't really understanding what all my symptoms were so I wasn't able to tell him a lot of what I was going through. When I started seeing my psychiatrist outside the hospital she told me it was bipolar 1 because I had a full blown manic episode along with psychotic symptoms and my symptoms were too extreme to be considered bipolar 2.
BipolarStateofBeing 3 months ago
@JustABitchyCancer anyways, the point is, I agree more with the diagnosis of bipolar 1 over bipolar 2 since I have had 2 full blown manic episodes with psychotic features which wouldn't be occuring if I had bipolar 2. I certainly would never have gone to the hospital if I was only experiencing hypomania. The hypomania never really interfered with my life until it became full blown mania.
BipolarStateofBeing 3 months ago
@BipolarStateofBeing well like i said i don't know you. But you can have a couple of full blown episodes with bipolar 2.
JustABitchyCancer 3 months ago
@JustABitchyCancer Hi again, not trying to argue with you but as far as diagnosing Bipolar 1 vs bipolar 2, the presence of a manic episode indicates bipolar 1 and not 2. Here is a little blurb from bipolar.about.com
"1. A person with BP II experiences hypomanic episodes but not manic episodes. 2. Experience of psychotic symptoms such as hallucinations or paranoia indicates Bipolar I Disorder; the presence of such symptoms rules out Bipolar II."
BipolarStateofBeing 3 months ago
@BipolarStateofBeing I wouldn't go by what anything about.com says. I have BP 2 and have had years of hallucinations and dilutions in the passed. I was taken out of high school, had many problems in grade school. I'm had many problems with jobs ( lost them ) many problems with neighbors and friends in fact the only reason I think I have some now is because of my wife.
murphj4 2 months ago
@murphj4 It goes on and on. I have a clinician and a Psychiatrist at Ontario Ontario Shores and my family Doctor with a background in psychiatry that have said these things can be complicated and you can have many symptoms. I have BP 2 yet I have to take anti-psychotic drugs anti-depressives and Lithium. I don't notice much but my wife kids and neighbors say they see a big difference.
murphj4 2 months ago
and by watch some of your videos, I'm referring to from bipolarstateofbeing. I was always quick to deny that I had this disorder, due to stigma and I guess just denial, so it's nice to see people who have the courage to post about it and talk about the issues or just life being bipolar. thank you! I think I've finally come to accept that I do have a disorder, although I don't feel like I do, at the same time I know I do? If that makes sense... Anyway, sorry for the ramblings/flooding!
lostinrichmondva 4 months ago
(cont) Alaska Grown sweatshirt and I wanted to see if it really was! Anywho, I'm just rambling and not really contributing anything good by commenting, it was just nice to be able to relate to someone with that feeling of grandeur, even though it isn't really a good thing, even though you do feel so on top of the world, makes you unable to function in reality, at least for me... but yeah, I want to watch some of your videos, interested by some titles, hah, but right now its bed time! god bless.
lostinrichmondva 4 months ago
@lostinrichmondva Yup that is my Alaska grown shirt! Haha.
BipolarStateofBeing 4 months ago
@kyleide I know what you mean! Twice I was hospitalized for going manic, that feeling of being 'god' is so amazing, and I was so irresponsible, out of my mind.. man did I mess up my life, really dug myself a deep deep hole... And I refused to take meds after getting out, every med I'd been put on made me super depressed, numb, angry or etc etc, bad side effects. But now I'm stuck in Alaska because of the mess I've cause.. One of the reasons I came to this video because I recognized the (cont)
lostinrichmondva 4 months ago
You rock, babe!
Mylianx 5 months ago
@Mylianx Thank you :)
BipolarStateofBeing 5 months ago
HEY i am kyle i have been though manic episodes and depression and i can completely understand what your going through. It feels like your on top of the world when your manic and it feels like you god or jesus sometimes i loved it but being depressed sucks really bad. I WAS ON RISPERDONE OR RESPERIDOL and it felt like i was getting stupider but i realizied after about a year of treatment and takeing my meds on time everyday i actually cured myself i controlled the thoughts and i have beenstable
kyleide 6 months ago
@kyleide That's great to hear that you have been stable. It's the goal of everyone with this disorder, unfortunately some people never really get there and it's too bad.
BipolarStateofBeing 6 months ago
@kyleide This poster is really smart and honest. I have the bipolar (also B.A. Psych UCLA, Summa Cum Laude, Phi Beta Kappa, 3.9 GPA) so I really enjoy a good argument with Psyciatrists about meds. If you want my opinion, call me at 760-809-1497. Also, I HIGHLY recommend the book "THe Joy of Living - Unlocking the Secret & Science of Happiness". This is a short, excellent book on suffering, happiness and buddhism.
P.. Parker
MrEEP322 5 months ago
I worked in a grocery store with Rapid Cycling Bipolar disorder ll for 3 years and did a good job of hiding it for the most part. I could never keep any friends, and it caused me to quit just because of the actions of the general public got to me. This is a disorder that lasts a lifetime, I'm pretty sure there's no helping to the best of my knowledge. Nobody knows and I never sought any help
kingwalrus64 6 months ago
did you check your blood vitamin d status? helped me a lot for my mental problems and also helped my bipolar friend and stay relapse free....
girococo 6 months ago
so even though you are taking meds you still have manic episodes? or were you not taking them? a lot of people are bipolar in my family are bipolar including my dad who was unmedicated. i feel like i might be sometimes after watching your videos. but i am taking zoloft right now. i dont think i am as severe as you. but everything you say is familiar to what i feel a lot of the time.
kuuipoleeanne 6 months ago
@kuuipoleeanne Yes I became manic even though I was on meds at the time, I think I was taking Lamictal which did not work for me. Now I am on Zyprexa and I haven't had even once manic day since, so this is obviously working a lot better for me.
BipolarStateofBeing 6 months ago
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88ARDITO88 7 months ago
i been depressed for three weeks now, i dont know whats wrong with me, i know my physciatrist said i had bipolar but i dont know, i do get rapid mood swings. it does suck. but im so depressed and meds havent worked :(
MissySchitz 8 months ago
@MissySchitz Don't give up. Sometimes it takes a long time for things to work, or sometimes you need different meds. It took me nearly a year to find something that worked for me.
BipolarStateofBeing 8 months ago
I hate to be mean...but do u have breasts at all? o___o
MACs4GoodPeople 8 months ago
@MACs4GoodPeople LOL are they hidden under my baggy sweaters?
BipolarStateofBeing 8 months ago
@BipolarStateofBeing they are cool sweeaters dsont let ppl underestimate the coolness of yru sweaters
niandraunderground 8 months ago
Thank you so much. I'm also bipolar but i dont understand the differences between types of mood changes. For me they just change so quickly and i'm often extremely depressed, socially phobic and violent. Your videos are helping me understand what is happening. I was officially diagnosised almost 2 years ago but possibly have had adhd or aspergers from birth. Every day is a struggle and no 2 days seem the day. Thanks for sharing your experiences with me.
radiokate881 9 months ago
@radiokate881 You're welcome. I'm sorry that you are having such fluctuations. I know how that goes. Just know that it isn't strange and you aren't alone in your struggle.
BipolarStateofBeing 9 months ago
thank you i deal with a bipolar lifestyle and nothing ever seems to be the same day to day i self medicate with med marijuana that seems to really help life is scary and my wife tolerates but she dont understand i hate waking up in the morn what kinda mood will i be in today?who hates me today the paranoiua dont help either i recently turned 28 and it has gotten worse
dannycrystal1234 9 months ago
@dannycrystal1234 I'm sorry you're having a rough time dealing with it. It has taken me nearly a year to finally get stable, I am glad that I finally am though.
BipolarStateofBeing 9 months ago
@dannycrystal1234 That's how I feel. it just started, and im 20
laurag333 8 months ago
A new treatment! After Exhaustive studies ..
Keep nudging your meds with your Psychiatrist to get it JUST right.
In addition to cognitive behavioural counseling, yoga, music therapy, art therapy, aroma therapy : drum roll please :
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imagineers0 9 months ago
What's amazing is that you and my bipolar son are like emotional twins. You are both smart and kind and funny, but in anguish. I've been so scared watching him during his agitated phase, because I've never seen it before in anybody. It is a strange sort of relief to have seen your "manic video," because it was like I was watching my son. He described his feelings just like you did. Btw, you are a very brave person for opening up to so many people.
You're the best.
Phil
pgranof 10 months ago
@pgranof I'm glad my videos have been helpful. I know it can be strange/scary to see your son in a manic state for the first times. I know I scared my dad quite a bit as well before I got hospitalized because he had never seen anyone behave in such a way and he did not know what to make of it. Now he is more understanding, as I'm sure you will be with your son as you come to know more about the illness.
BipolarStateofBeing 10 months ago
I am very glad you made this video. My son has recently been diagnosed with rapid cycle bipolar disorder. He is 13, and he has the same intelligence and demeanor as you. Is so helpful to see someone else behave similarly. You are not alone.
pgranof 10 months ago
@pgranof Thanks so much for watching. I hope your son gets the treatment that will be helpful for him.
BipolarStateofBeing 10 months ago
@FITVANITY11 how does one control their brain when half the time its as if your brain and body are completely disassociating with each other, the meds help with that but, my definition of bipolars disorder is no control, and the inability do gain control on your own, when you are in the manic state, or the euphoria state, theres no way you yourself can get that control back, the damage is being done, and until it passes, you're pretty much sol.
xXxXBleedPurpleXxXx 11 months ago
Honey, you are not alone. I am one of the most bi polar women alive. I understand everything you are going through. Thanks for posting your videos for everyone who is bi polar to relate to. Stay strong and brave. Look up to heaven in times of need.
thebiggestloser1976 11 months ago
@thebiggestloser1976 Thank you, it's good to know that I am not alone!
BipolarStateofBeing 11 months ago
Thank you so much for posting your videos. I am trying to manage my illness and it is comforting to see that you have been so forthcoming with information. It helps me to feel like I am not alone. :) thanks!!
duffyisqueer 11 months ago
Thank you so much for posting your videos. I am trying to manage my illness and it is comforting to see that you have been so forthcoming with information. It helps me to feel like I am not alone. :) thanks!
duffyisqueer 11 months ago
@duffyisqueer Thank you for watching. I'm glad it has been helpful.
BipolarStateofBeing 11 months ago
Hi...I'm a clinical psych doctoral student and I came across your videos while I was doing some research on various symptoms of bipolar disorder. I've seen and worked with lots of ppl with different forms of the diagnosis, and I have to say that your videos are very insightful and really helped me understand a bit more about what it's like. I think you're extremely brave to put a sensitive part of your life out there for all to see and I want to say thank you!! :) Stay strong! :)
heatherakapeanut 1 year ago
@heatherakapeanut Thanks for watching my vids and your kind comments. My doctors have said it's good that I have a lot of insight into my illness because it can help me a lot. I agree, because I'm able to recognize when things are going awry and try to rectify them before things go too far.
BipolarStateofBeing 1 year ago
@BipolarStateofBeing Hi.. are you able to work?
MrHowie789 8 months ago
Thanks, your comment made me feel better esp. because I'm in the middle of a very crappy depression right now and feeling even worse than I was before. :( Its hard to keep hope sometimes.
BipolarStateofBeing 1 year ago
You are lucky that you have the right diagnosis. It can take a long time to correctly diagnosis any form of Bipolar. I was: 1. Dissociative Disorder 2. PTSD/Severe Depression, now 3. Bipolar.
Risperdal and Lithium sounds promising!
Don't underestimate what you have already done:
1. Admitted you have the illness.
2. Committed yourself to taking the medication to control the illness.
Believe it or not, only about 50 percent of those diagnosed will do what you are doing. You have courage!
chiriquiTV 1 year ago
@chiriquiTV That's too bad you've been through so many wrong diagnoses. I think I got mine right on the first try, but it's been about 16 years since my onset so even without a diagnosis I've been living the rollercoaster for quite some time and it definitely is no fun.
BipolarStateofBeing 1 year ago
@BipolarStateofBeing I hear you. When I sought help through places like NAMI, etc they are really worthless unless you are out-in-the-street, then NAMI is a step-up. Hang in there -- you'll make it through!
chiriquiTV 1 year ago
Bi-polar and facebook is a bad combination, my wacky statusuptdates in a manic madness state, and embereesment all the time when i get my madness slapt to my face is one of the hard things. and if i try to quit facebook will go manic a week later and open my profile again and doo all kind of wierd shit.
Facebook is one of the worst disasters ever when it comes to my RPS-Bipolar ever in history, the inventor of facebook should have been dead!!!
Snabelfaen 1 year ago
Hi there...I know all about being "all over the place" and the whole hospital thing...I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder 14 years ago. There are people out there that understand.
justdaveg09 1 year ago
@justdaveg09 I've found people on youtube to be very understanding and supportive...I'm so glad I started making these videos!
BipolarStateofBeing 1 year ago