(1/2) that's exactly how my family used to be. it was TERRIBLE. even it's all changed (it was a MIRACLE that God must've worked out), and i forgive my parents now, it still hurts me A LOT that i never had the real childhood that i was always praying for. it hurts SO much 2 hear when people say,"i miss being a kid. that's when times were easy." it actually kind of makes me mad a little bit.
and i avoid talking about my childhood most of the time. very few people no about it b/c it
My family argue all the time, but as fast we are with other people my mom and dad smile, laugh... My big sister is a bowler, doing her school work prefektly, never goes to a party or something.. Me? I'm not one of them, I'mdepressed, self harmer and bulimic.. all the time I tried to messure up to then took me over and all I stream for I perfektion but I keep on failing... I'm just not one of them... They are perfect I'm not.
@BrokenAlexi Hello alex, Perfect whats that??? I understnad it must be hard but you have to stop trying to live up to other people because we would all fail if we did that however if you build your own perfection then it will help you. email me if you want to chat XX
@cutter9091 Sweetie you hold more powers then you think self-harm is not your answer it makes things worse if you want to email me we can chat i know what your going through XXX
i wish i could stop everything i do it gets worse... my father has never been here and i want a dad but not him hes an ass i wish i could stop cutting i wish my heart wasnt broke i hate this feeling i wish i could get help idk who i can trust anymore i just wanna be able to quit
he used to be abussive but he's changed. he's not even near the person he used to be and i can actually love him now, but yet, it still hurts that he did and i still have emotional scars.
i wish i could help u w/the cutting but i just started myself so. :(
i started self-harming about a year ago cause of depression, it wasn't that bad, but then i found out my mum and my sister have eating disorders and i am worried sick about them, so i cut and burn like hell now to get rid of my anxiety..
remember- everyone has a reason to live and nobody is worthless, i know it hurts when your told that, but don't believe it
wow this was great, my family and i really dont get along, i started cutting about one year ago because of what they say to me, and as my family problems get worse so does the cutting, this viedo was like a recap of my life, most people think that my home life is great but they dont know that its all just an act,
You are seriously not a mistake no matter what people say, there is people out there who love you to bits, and hate the thought of you harming your self, my heart goes out to you. I'm here for you. I hope things are going to be better for you.
youre everything but a mistake! your dad can say things like that but dont let them get you! be strong, be wiser. ive had the same situation with my family on the inside it still hurts a lot, and thats the reason why i started cutting but it doesnt solve the problem. thought that no one cared. but my friends were always there for me, even when i told them about my problem.
if you want to talk, text me and maybe we can talk on messenger? i am here for you! i really want to help!
You are not a mistake hun! I have been there and was told i was nothing and worthless, meanwhile all you really want in life is love and some loving arms just to hold you and tell you everything will be okay, but doesn't always work out that way I AM HERE FOR YOU HUN X
what is the song
sasysuen13 8 months ago
I self harm, because of my family also, and school. It's difficult to stop.
Sydeeeeee 1 year ago
(2/2) made it VERY hard to trust everyone around me, including myself. even to this day. even after a couple years of change.
heidi10174 1 year ago
(1/2) that's exactly how my family used to be. it was TERRIBLE. even it's all changed (it was a MIRACLE that God must've worked out), and i forgive my parents now, it still hurts me A LOT that i never had the real childhood that i was always praying for. it hurts SO much 2 hear when people say,"i miss being a kid. that's when times were easy." it actually kind of makes me mad a little bit.
and i avoid talking about my childhood most of the time. very few people no about it b/c it
heidi10174 1 year ago
I growed up in one of those...
My family argue all the time, but as fast we are with other people my mom and dad smile, laugh... My big sister is a bowler, doing her school work prefektly, never goes to a party or something.. Me? I'm not one of them, I'mdepressed, self harmer and bulimic.. all the time I tried to messure up to then took me over and all I stream for I perfektion but I keep on failing... I'm just not one of them... They are perfect I'm not.
BrokenAlexi 1 year ago
@BrokenAlexi Hello alex, Perfect whats that??? I understnad it must be hard but you have to stop trying to live up to other people because we would all fail if we did that however if you build your own perfection then it will help you. email me if you want to chat XX
angleseyes18 1 year ago
This made me cry :( I self harm because i just can't handle the phycical and verbal abuse anymore :(
cutter9091 1 year ago
@cutter9091 Sweetie you hold more powers then you think self-harm is not your answer it makes things worse if you want to email me we can chat i know what your going through XXX
angleseyes18 1 year ago
i wish i could stop everything i do it gets worse... my father has never been here and i want a dad but not him hes an ass i wish i could stop cutting i wish my heart wasnt broke i hate this feeling i wish i could get help idk who i can trust anymore i just wanna be able to quit
cutter5815 2 years ago
@cutter5815 i've been there w/my dad. :(
he used to be abussive but he's changed. he's not even near the person he used to be and i can actually love him now, but yet, it still hurts that he did and i still have emotional scars.
i wish i could help u w/the cutting but i just started myself so. :(
heidi10174 1 year ago
I try to stop but it haunts me like you wouldn't fucking believe and always has me crawling back for more and more...
XxXEsotericx 2 years ago
this is my life perfectly. people only see the mask but i cut reall bad. i will privet messege you
cheekysaphia 2 years ago
i cut reall bad too it is so hard to stop
gothicwomen17 2 years ago
i have been trying to stop but gave up
cheekysaphia 2 years ago
i started self-harming about a year ago cause of depression, it wasn't that bad, but then i found out my mum and my sister have eating disorders and i am worried sick about them, so i cut and burn like hell now to get rid of my anxiety..
remember- everyone has a reason to live and nobody is worthless, i know it hurts when your told that, but don't believe it
catriona19996 2 years ago
wow this was great, my family and i really dont get along, i started cutting about one year ago because of what they say to me, and as my family problems get worse so does the cutting, this viedo was like a recap of my life, most people think that my home life is great but they dont know that its all just an act,
thanks for making this
Xjelly09X 2 years ago
i wusz told i was a mistake.! :(
&& now i cut myself to deal whid id..! idk what to do.? HELP.!!?
chassidy1234 2 years ago
I self harm because of my family. I will personal mail you the details, but this video made me cry. Its exactly my situation.
Stay safe x x
lolley94 2 years ago
IM sorry i made you cry but you know your not going through this alone i promise to be here for you. luv jad
angleseyes18 2 years ago
Thanks x
lolley94 2 years ago
tell me abt it. i tried to run away today, becuz both of parents hate me. and my principal had to stop me -.-
meowewie 3 years ago
what's the name of the music?
tqparts 3 years ago
You are seriously not a mistake no matter what people say, there is people out there who love you to bits, and hate the thought of you harming your self, my heart goes out to you. I'm here for you. I hope things are going to be better for you.
xxx
xCascadaxFanx1992x 3 years ago 2
youre everything but a mistake! your dad can say things like that but dont let them get you! be strong, be wiser. ive had the same situation with my family on the inside it still hurts a lot, and thats the reason why i started cutting but it doesnt solve the problem. thought that no one cared. but my friends were always there for me, even when i told them about my problem.
if you want to talk, text me and maybe we can talk on messenger? i am here for you! i really want to help!
<3 hug!
xxroosx 3 years ago 2
You are not a mistake hun! I have been there and was told i was nothing and worthless, meanwhile all you really want in life is love and some loving arms just to hold you and tell you everything will be okay, but doesn't always work out that way I AM HERE FOR YOU HUN X
alimags123 3 years ago 2