@ returnToAus...welcome to the world of eating disorders they are showing this so u can see just wot its like and wot she goes through day to day...if u dont like it and it disgusts u dont watch ...simple!!
1997 A girl called Lauren Was walking through the forest and she disappeared no one ever found her until 2000 a younger girl named Mary found her with marking on her chest saying: I wasn't pretty enough." and now that you have read this she will appear in your mirror saying your not pretty enough and then she will kill you. By the way the girl was called Mary died shorty after. To be saved you need to post this on 5 other videos this is true. I'm posting this because I don't play with my life.
Seeing her chew the food..arranging it....hearing her voice....I didn't understand the cause of her illness the sound is not clear but she is a God's child now. Poor innocent soul. Rest in peace.
@scans4uni yeah, i cant hardly make out what she is even saying. i have to keep rewinding it and still i'm unable to understand.. the part where they show her eating, gulping and slurping is louder then when she talks.. almost annoying to a degree.
Sad thing is that a lot of people at the NIH don't think things through. The LAST thing they should have done is allowed Caraline to shut herself away with enough money to just spend on food.
They should have given her someone to assist her in living or something to manage her meals. Lots of people with mental illness, ESPECIALLY eating disorders tend to just hide away and nest.
They enabled her and helped her kill herself. Pathetic. I hope they've revamped their system.
it is unfortunately not quite that easy... i live in a similar situation (to the point that i was very recently told the MH team i'm seeing is expecting that i'm one of the people they will loose because they couldn't help me).
i, like caraline have been offered serveral opportunities to get my eating under control, but have so far been unable to do so. until i feel there is something worth staying in this world for all these attempts will be worthless, but they did exist and i even value them!
it is unfortunately not quite that easy... i live in a similar situation (to the point that i was very recently told the MH team i'm seeing is expecting that i'm one of the people they will loose because they couldn't help me).
i, like caraline have been offered serveral opportunities to get my eating under control, but have so far been unable to do so. until i feel there is something worth staying in this world for all these attempts will be worthless, but they did exist and i even value them!
@hexenbesen1981 I was like that too. The idea of eing closer to death than life appealed to me. I had a psyche who said "Why don't you just see what you're sticking around for? Have a go at life.We're all here to help you. If you don't like it, you can always go back to where you are - but just - maybe if you're ready - just give it a go." Of course it still took over a year for it to really sink in, but l will never forget it.
Genuinely the most heartbreaking thing to watch. I remember watching video about a year ago on here and it haunted me back then and will haunt me once again. This poor young, beautiful woman went through so much trauma and abuse as a child that she ended up hating herself so much that she resorted to these behaviours. It's heartbreaking to watch her eat like a child on the floor. 29 was far too young, I hope she's in peace now.
Its so sad, I felt my heart drop when she said she was going to enjoy her soup, cos with that disorder, she can never really enjoy it :( Rest in piece
I feel lucky to be recovered of this illness, but I do take a bit of offense to your comment & I'll tell you why. People that are "normal" those that don't care what they're eating but can ENJOY it are disgusting to me. 4 years into recovery & I still don't enjoy food. I can't. When I see someone that can like what they're eating & not think about it, it makes me jealous & disgusts me. It disgusts me the way they eat. The sounds they make. It disgusts me entirely. So don't dis her.
I think half the problem was that her psychiatrist was male.... most women cannot fully open themselves to a male shrink - that might have contributed a little bit, at least, to her ED.
@ChukchiCatori Not necessarily, I think the problem is the other way around, male psychologists taking a gender essentialist approach to therapy. Perhaps it was only my poor experiences though. The women counselors were good about delving into personal issues when the men just wanted to talk about fashion magazines and what I assumed were outdated theories about fear of sexual maturity.
@ChukchiCatori Doubt it's even the majority of women, though. Do you have professional training? Is there anything in your background to make that an educated guess and not something you randomly thought of?
@ideoplastic Does it even matter what my qualifications are? Youtube is an opinion-based site. I was merely stating my opinion, not attempting to state fact.
What is wrong with men? Why do they find children as sexual attraction and have sex with them. This is the outcome of some of the damage done to sexually abused children. Others can become abusers.Sick. Caraline has internalized a lot. I'd bet she did not tell all of the horrors that have happened to this poor woman.She seems still childlike in her mannerims. I hope her father and mother(monsters) were punished.Caraline you RIP now your pain is over. Bless her siblings
What the heck is she saying? I cannot understand a word she's saying. I would have liked to have captions so I can understand her. Good video though thanks for posting
this reminds me of the karen carpenter story , her mother never fully loved her , so she seeked control and thats how she died of anorexia..poor souls
what did her parents do? but at some point you have to take responsibility for your own actions and grow up, but also being anorexic your brain doesnt function that way you cant really function at all.
I can relate to her so much. I can't stop crying watching this. She was beautiful. It's such a shame she had a negative relationship with her parents - I am grateful that that is something I don't relate with. I hope she is happier now, much happier than she has ever been.
I'm afraid to finish watching will later It makes me queasy watching maybe thats how she feels how she first describes its. This goes to show you America, we need more health education. To be thin dont starve! eat and workout with a well balance the more you want to heavy your workout eat healthy and u will get there. Too sad to die there is much more than this this world needs help but 1st help yourself.
Did you...... watch the video? She was deeply traumatized from abuse when she was a child, so it went hand in hand with her eating disorder. Don't go spouting slogans about "To be thin don't starve", and "eat and work out" bologna. I agree that America needs better health education, but your response to this particular case doesn't quite fit.
where the hell was the help for her? poor woman, The dreadful reality is there are more people suffering in silence out there in her position, who will go un noticed. Her parents should have been strung up, the evil bastards.
Horrible , awful , evil illness ! Why do anorexics do this to themseves ? Where are the psychologists to help these poor people ? A horrid disease born of a moment of human insanity : obsession woth thinness.
I think her voice is so soft because she is exhausted and her body is dying. It's just another symptom of her illness.
I also think her abuse in childhood led to this horrendous self abuse once she got older. No one loved her, she felt unworthy. Unworthy of love, of nourishment.
She seems very childish in ways. The way she speaks (her voice too, but I relieze thats from the bulmia) and just little things. It's hard to explain but I feel like she was still a child in someways, still trying to move on from her childhood and just grow up.
up untill now i didnt realise this video existed it was an awfull reminder of a intelligent beautiful waste of life and for those out there who think that her siblings should have done something they dont know me or my siblings or how growing up ourselfs we were effected less we not be prejudgemental i was there for my sister on many of occasions sitting outside the bathroom talking to her whilst she had her head stuck down the toilet we also had fun times going into brighton having a race
who could eat the biggest mars bar and belgium bun but people wouldnt know this it is so easy for you all to judge without knowing me or my siblings we all loved caroline and always will and well never forget her. love you sis ( and aunty) forever and always in our hearts minds and thoughts xx
id like to think that my sister didnt die in vain she helped a awful lot of people when she made the documentary which she was very proud off she had 5brothers of cause me the only sister we suferred when my sister died we were close im cross because i was interview on this documentary but it wasnt glossy enough to show you have portraide my siblings and i as if we didnt care that is totally unreal i loved my sister caroline she
That makes me so sad....some years agoI was looking like her and this remembers me that horrible time... She needs help, nobody should just let her die...not in this way :'(
She eats on the floor because she had a god awful childhood. Her mum probably made her eat on the floor with her other siblings. It's all related and culminated into what you see now. She eats like a starving persons first meal every day because she cant keep anythin down.
I've only watched part one and part two and plan to watch the rest. Sound is poor, she's hard to make out but headphones do help. This is so sad. It makes me want to cry. Is this bad? the chewing and drinking is anoying though, but I cant stand it when anyone does stuff like that in real life.
Such a sad story. The only thing that irks me about this is I can't STAND hearing people chew and swallow and its the only part of the film I can hear :(
Such a shame, if only she had the power to keep the food down..terrible life she was given. hope she is having lots of fun and eating loads in heaven. :P rip xxxxxx
its sad how she was very much robed of her childed hood but notice how she is very child like now her voice and how she says 'ill be very cross if i bur nmyself ' in a silly voice
shes weighs 3 and a half stone and she probably eats on the floor because when she was abused she was made 2 eat or be on the floor alot. it could also be because she feels she doesnt deserve 2 eat at a table
OMG what evil parents! they destroy their kids life! :( poor girl! I dont hear her very well too, even her voice was weak and she looks so sad and unhappy...
It can be very hard to understand people with ED's who are really really skinny, because it also affects their voice in some cases. A girl who later became my friend in recovery was like that. I could barely hear her talk even standing close to her. But she's all better now and so am I :)
This is so sad, when she was talking about her mum, you could tell how upset she was inside. EDs are so fucked up, it's horrible that she was taken in + had to suffer so badly. R.I.P x x
I can't understand the words either... but I'm telling ya.... she must have had something else wrong in her body like cancer or something because she eats more in a few days than I do in a month! I'm not fat but neither am I ill.... no disrespect but I really thing she is ill in other ways also....
no no, she starves then eats large amounts of food at once then purges allof it, so in effect she doesnt ever retain any nutrients, it's how the disease is, you can eat even weeks worth of food in one sitting.
shes not eating, shes binging. Do you understand bulemia? you dont eat then u eat too much for ur body to handle or even digest and u throw it all back up again. she can hardly speak becuase of her eating disorder. I myself have an eating disorder, i understand the bining and purgein, trust me the weight from the food is all throw out if u eat enuf
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she should have ate a little at a time. and then if she felt the need to throw up, just don't do it. Swallow the fucking puke back down. It's that or eventual death.
Oh well gee. Why didn't she or the other millions of suffers, the medical teams, the hospitals, the researchers and the endless other amount of people think of that! Just. Don't. Puke!
ThaLovelyBitchisme: It is not that easy. At the beginning they throw up because they want to, but when the disease has developed enough, they cannot help it. They don't want to puke, but their body is so used to it, that it just does not hold the food any longer.
may she rip, but fucking stupid ass anorexic ppl they are like that cause they want to be, cause where there's a will there's a way. worrying about loosing weight while millions of ppl all over the world will die today, will starve to death and was not their option, and they wished they had half the health this stupid anorexic ppl had before. how could someone, eat and throw it up after, thats just so sinful and wrong, you anorexic ppl are just STUPID.
hmm, you have no fucking clue what anorexia is do you? its not just an exaggerated diet retarded. i wish ppl could see the mindset clearly. i don't blame you for thinking its stupid cus it appears that way. and the stuff you learn in school about it doesn't really explain why they do what they do. and can't make you feel how they do...
so howabout all you ignorant fucks shut the hell up :]
you think its normal when someone looks like that and still tries to lose weight,itsa mental disorder
HottSecsForMePlz: Nobody can explain why people with ED do what they do or feel how they feel, because it is different for everyone. It cannot be generalized. ED are very complex. And yes, most times it begins as an exaggerated diet, and then people just loose control.
i wonder if maybe she actually didnt want to die. if she was just pleading to someone for love and help, because if she wanted to die so badly she could have suicided another, quicker way. but considering her deptivation of food as a child, death by starvation might have been the only way for her.
I have recently created a pro-recovery forum for people suffering/recovering from an eating disorder. If you would like the url for the forum feel free to message me as Youtube won't let me post links on here.
I always wonder why the sounds of her chewing and swallowing are so magnified when you can hardly understand what she says a lot of the time? Anyone have an answer?
People have Anorexia Nervosa for different reasons (developmental, psychological, emotional, etc.) This woman seems very much to want to disappear and not be seen, invisible really. She's speaks about her parents issues and being abused by her father. Bulimia is different in nature and does not affect one's vocal cords as much as you people are trying to say it would. I know this because I was in Renfrew for four months (for Anorexia) where they filmed the HBO documentary Thin.
All the bulimics I knew (they're dead now) had voices like 60-year-old-3-packs-a-day-unfiltered smokers, but none of them smoked and they were all teens like I was, in high school all together
You have a skewed perception of bulimia and obvious a bitter outlook on eating disorders. Your comments are not helpful to the ED community and as a recovered anorexic, I find you to be distasteful and rude.
mguritz, I dont care what you find me to be. I simply replied to your comment from my own perspective. I know about ED's from my own experience, & while it is NOT the same as everyone else's, it's just as valid & not so skewed at all. Distasteful & rude...then SKIP my comments. You have that choice. A bitter outlook? Well, yes. It's a bitter disease, w/horrible consequences as you know. Caraline is that example, unfortunately. Lets keep this about Caraline.
So selfish to voluntarily force others to care for you because of a mental defect. Just awful.
RockinRobinMag 1 month ago
dis is too sad to watch, sh** and thinking i was there ....
thesomebody3 1 month ago
@ returnToAus...welcome to the world of eating disorders they are showing this so u can see just wot its like and wot she goes through day to day...if u dont like it and it disgusts u dont watch ...simple!!
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i can't stand these extended shots of her eating. they're loud and just off-putting.
ReturnToAus 2 months ago
i can't stand these extended shots of her eating. they're loud and just off-putting.
ReturnToAus 2 months ago
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Angelina329 4 months ago
This is sooo depressing :(
SarahLee1 5 months ago
Seeing her chew the food..arranging it....hearing her voice....I didn't understand the cause of her illness the sound is not clear but she is a God's child now. Poor innocent soul. Rest in peace.
BodyartCat 5 months ago
some ppl should not be allowed to have children! That poor woman, God rest her soul... I hope she has found the love she so craved!
Kenyanaro 7 months ago
Her parents are the only disgusting people!
amelitaz 9 months ago 3
what a beautiful girl, she didnt deserve any of this, i hope she's happier up there, she deserves to be happy xx
eveissocool 9 months ago
her voice sounds childish, possably did, possably the eating disorder. This must have been heart bracking for her to talk about
scans4uni 10 months ago 4
@scans4uni yeah, i cant hardly make out what she is even saying. i have to keep rewinding it and still i'm unable to understand.. the part where they show her eating, gulping and slurping is louder then when she talks.. almost annoying to a degree.
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Sad thing is that a lot of people at the NIH don't think things through. The LAST thing they should have done is allowed Caraline to shut herself away with enough money to just spend on food.
They should have given her someone to assist her in living or something to manage her meals. Lots of people with mental illness, ESPECIALLY eating disorders tend to just hide away and nest.
They enabled her and helped her kill herself. Pathetic. I hope they've revamped their system.
AshillaBeige 10 months ago 2
it is unfortunately not quite that easy... i live in a similar situation (to the point that i was very recently told the MH team i'm seeing is expecting that i'm one of the people they will loose because they couldn't help me).
i, like caraline have been offered serveral opportunities to get my eating under control, but have so far been unable to do so. until i feel there is something worth staying in this world for all these attempts will be worthless, but they did exist and i even value them!
hexenbesen1981 4 months ago
it is unfortunately not quite that easy... i live in a similar situation (to the point that i was very recently told the MH team i'm seeing is expecting that i'm one of the people they will loose because they couldn't help me).
i, like caraline have been offered serveral opportunities to get my eating under control, but have so far been unable to do so. until i feel there is something worth staying in this world for all these attempts will be worthless, but they did exist and i even value them!
hexenbesen1981 4 months ago
@hexenbesen1981 I was like that too. The idea of eing closer to death than life appealed to me. I had a psyche who said "Why don't you just see what you're sticking around for? Have a go at life.We're all here to help you. If you don't like it, you can always go back to where you are - but just - maybe if you're ready - just give it a go." Of course it still took over a year for it to really sink in, but l will never forget it.
68deluxe 1 month ago
@chargedchaos not only does it not sound sick, it sounds too mild a punishment for such scum.
StevieWondersWhy24 11 months ago
watching this made me soooooo hungry.....i must of took in about 2600 calories or her monthly intake just during part 2
GuruPePe33 11 months ago
Where has the first part disappeared to? I watched it about 3 weeks ago.
cedricthecentaur 11 months ago
its like her life evolves on food and house thats awful she should have a job to get busy with
biancaphil08 1 year ago
I can feel my heart cracking at the seams watching this. It really is horrendous. To be 29 and so utterly broken. R.I.P. Caraline.
sezthet1 1 year ago
Genuinely the most heartbreaking thing to watch. I remember watching video about a year ago on here and it haunted me back then and will haunt me once again. This poor young, beautiful woman went through so much trauma and abuse as a child that she ended up hating herself so much that she resorted to these behaviours. It's heartbreaking to watch her eat like a child on the floor. 29 was far too young, I hope she's in peace now.
XxMeganTurnerxX 1 year ago
Its so sad, I felt my heart drop when she said she was going to enjoy her soup, cos with that disorder, she can never really enjoy it :( Rest in piece
1UnbreakableAngel 1 year ago 4
watching her eat is vilely disgusting.
rachellysak 1 year ago
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I feel lucky to be recovered of this illness, but I do take a bit of offense to your comment & I'll tell you why. People that are "normal" those that don't care what they're eating but can ENJOY it are disgusting to me. 4 years into recovery & I still don't enjoy food. I can't. When I see someone that can like what they're eating & not think about it, it makes me jealous & disgusts me. It disgusts me the way they eat. The sounds they make. It disgusts me entirely. So don't dis her.
pianokitten04 1 year ago
Where's part 1?
monstrar18 1 year ago
@monstrar18 Just click on the down arrow up above the video right by the user name and you can find part 1.
grumpygirl1000 1 year ago
I think half the problem was that her psychiatrist was male.... most women cannot fully open themselves to a male shrink - that might have contributed a little bit, at least, to her ED.
ChukchiCatori 1 year ago
@ChukchiCatori Not necessarily, I think the problem is the other way around, male psychologists taking a gender essentialist approach to therapy. Perhaps it was only my poor experiences though. The women counselors were good about delving into personal issues when the men just wanted to talk about fashion magazines and what I assumed were outdated theories about fear of sexual maturity.
ideoplastic 1 year ago
@ideoplastic that's why I said "most women", certainly not all women
ChukchiCatori 1 year ago
@ChukchiCatori Doubt it's even the majority of women, though. Do you have professional training? Is there anything in your background to make that an educated guess and not something you randomly thought of?
ideoplastic 1 year ago
@ideoplastic Does it even matter what my qualifications are? Youtube is an opinion-based site. I was merely stating my opinion, not attempting to state fact.
ChukchiCatori 1 year ago
it's so painfull to see her trying to swallow....
sweentnhot0104 1 year ago
damn shame all that food and money wastted and nothing and noone saved her. u can take videos and document but why wasnt there more help??
tippersmami 1 year ago
This absolutely breaks my heart.
ayslin218 1 year ago
This is so sad.
paranrm 1 year ago
What is wrong with men? Why do they find children as sexual attraction and have sex with them. This is the outcome of some of the damage done to sexually abused children. Others can become abusers.Sick. Caraline has internalized a lot. I'd bet she did not tell all of the horrors that have happened to this poor woman.She seems still childlike in her mannerims. I hope her father and mother(monsters) were punished.Caraline you RIP now your pain is over. Bless her siblings
paranrm 1 year ago 3
how old is she? does anyone know?
ILoveCityAndColour 1 year ago
@ILoveCityAndColour she was 29
TrustorBust716 1 year ago
how can anyone understand anything shes saying?
7891midnight 1 year ago
What the heck is she saying? I cannot understand a word she's saying. I would have liked to have captions so I can understand her. Good video though thanks for posting
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OMG I hate her puny voice. That's so miserable!!!
PHSIEGFRIED 1 year ago
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OMG I hate her puny voice. That's so miserable!!!
PHSIEGFRIED 1 year ago
i bet she loves the feel of rusty spoons against her salad fingers.
ThePlayForToday 1 year ago
@ThePlayForToday HAHAHA SALAD FINGERS! But wrong video to comment about this, lmao.
OMGagnesa 1 year ago
very sad
look how sunken in her eyes are.
jillianrox098 1 year ago
this reminds me of the karen carpenter story , her mother never fully loved her , so she seeked control and thats how she died of anorexia..poor souls
caitalano 1 year ago
She almost sounds like she could be Salad Fingers...
Pepittoz 1 year ago
@Pepittoz I'm quite sure she was one of the inspirations behind it cause I thought the same thing when I first saw it...
TheVideoCat 1 year ago
do these videos have american subtitles?
olliebeem 1 year ago 5
@olliebeem american?
kitty3309 1 year ago
what did her parents do? but at some point you have to take responsibility for your own actions and grow up, but also being anorexic your brain doesnt function that way you cant really function at all.
rvggarcon 1 year ago
i cant understand a word shes saying
mousette8 2 years ago 15
@mousette8 she doesn't have power to talk
thesomebody3 1 month ago
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sshe eats like an animal
elycej 2 years ago
Yup that is a symptom of Anorexia/bulimia. - it's the body's evident desperation for food - for survival. An animal instinct. It's so sad.
MonaMayfair123 1 year ago
Why didn't they just hold her down, stick a needle in her arm, and administer a few TPN bags?
monkeyman1140 2 years ago
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everyone dat sayz they are sad for hurr iz cuz they are lyk dat 2..
18lilstarz 2 years ago
@18lilstarz get bent (:
xXAngelsProphercyXx 2 years ago
she looks so unhappy :(
GennEvee 2 years ago
she sounds like salad fingers.
ThePlayForToday 2 years ago 2
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LMFAO
meowmeowblackcat 2 years ago
I can relate to her so much. I can't stop crying watching this. She was beautiful. It's such a shame she had a negative relationship with her parents - I am grateful that that is something I don't relate with. I hope she is happier now, much happier than she has ever been.
MissShrinkMe 2 years ago 5
everytime I see her I feel like crying from everything she goes through ='[ god bless her..
SpunkiieMonkiie 2 years ago
cant even understand a god damn word she says...they should've put some sub titles...
KandieZ84 2 years ago 2
This is so sad :-(
my mum was friends with her in school. RIP i hope she's happy and no longer in pain wherever she is now.xx
wellwotis 2 years ago 8
I'm afraid to finish watching will later It makes me queasy watching maybe thats how she feels how she first describes its. This goes to show you America, we need more health education. To be thin dont starve! eat and workout with a well balance the more you want to heavy your workout eat healthy and u will get there. Too sad to die there is much more than this this world needs help but 1st help yourself.
MsLivinglife1 2 years ago
Did you...... watch the video? She was deeply traumatized from abuse when she was a child, so it went hand in hand with her eating disorder. Don't go spouting slogans about "To be thin don't starve", and "eat and work out" bologna. I agree that America needs better health education, but your response to this particular case doesn't quite fit.
derpism 2 years ago 8
where the hell was the help for her? poor woman, The dreadful reality is there are more people suffering in silence out there in her position, who will go un noticed. Her parents should have been strung up, the evil bastards.
modelmisstease 2 years ago 68
this has made me wanna get better so baf
kdoy306 2 years ago 3
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It is amazing how much an anorexic eats and what they eat is so carb and fat based!!
mummy2b08 2 years ago
She's binging...
33Marta33 2 years ago
Horrible , awful , evil illness ! Why do anorexics do this to themseves ? Where are the psychologists to help these poor people ? A horrid disease born of a moment of human insanity : obsession woth thinness.
ambera15 2 years ago 3
Yeah... and en illness of prosperity...
JeMeChaTB 2 years ago
Subtitles PUHLEEZE!!!!!!!!
OldMcDonald07 2 years ago 8
I wish i was there when her parents were about to abuse her, and i would beat the shit out of both of em, this is such a sad story, poor girl
Dintiz 2 years ago 11
Actually many people who suffer from trauma in childhood have childlike voices. It's not the bulimia that has made her voice so high.
isitsoiryet 2 years ago 12
i dont know if i can agree with you..
bulimia can destroy your voice box!!
i have very deep voice,deeper then my boyfriend,
because of bulimia.
ukaq 2 years ago
No joke =(
its especially bad for singers
stephenlorber 2 years ago
I think her voice is so soft because she is exhausted and her body is dying. It's just another symptom of her illness.
I also think her abuse in childhood led to this horrendous self abuse once she got older. No one loved her, she felt unworthy. Unworthy of love, of nourishment.
Poor tortured girl, rest in peace.
no1zgrl4eva 2 years ago 105
Both Her parents were horrible pple. Poor Caraline the way that her mom picked on her reminds me of "A Child Called It".
ammd01 2 years ago 2
This is just sad. What evil parents.
GogatsuGirl 2 years ago 3
why does she sit omn the floor and not at the table
LLightwhammy 2 years ago 2
She's reverting to a childlike state when she does this. Curled up... safe...
SWEETAPACHE1030 2 years ago 7
@LLightwhammy Her mum made her sit on the floor whilst eating. Maybe she still didn't feel 'worthy'
RainingSilence 11 months ago
@RainingSilence
So that would partly explain why she sits on the floor now when eating and being unworthy and throwing up the food.
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I would NEVER want to be filmed eating! EVER. I can't even eat in front of people. They would have to pay me $10000000000 to eat in front of camera.
jklfds85 2 years ago
She seems very childish in ways. The way she speaks (her voice too, but I relieze thats from the bulmia) and just little things. It's hard to explain but I feel like she was still a child in someways, still trying to move on from her childhood and just grow up.
stopsigngirl 2 years ago 8
that´s one of the syntoms, they refuse to grow up.
crayonmorado 2 years ago 2
You're right... She didn't know how to grow up. No one taught her how to grow up. No one taught her anything. So sad...
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her room is a mess and what is she doing all day? where is her family? she badly need their help.
sancti78 2 years ago
up untill now i didnt realise this video existed it was an awfull reminder of a intelligent beautiful waste of life and for those out there who think that her siblings should have done something they dont know me or my siblings or how growing up ourselfs we were effected less we not be prejudgemental i was there for my sister on many of occasions sitting outside the bathroom talking to her whilst she had her head stuck down the toilet we also had fun times going into brighton having a race
shivnayy 2 years ago 5
who could eat the biggest mars bar and belgium bun but people wouldnt know this it is so easy for you all to judge without knowing me or my siblings we all loved caroline and always will and well never forget her. love you sis ( and aunty) forever and always in our hearts minds and thoughts xx
shivnayy 2 years ago
wasnt just my sister she was like my mum best friend i did see my sister and will always remember her.
shivnayy 2 years ago
id like to think that my sister didnt die in vain she helped a awful lot of people when she made the documentary which she was very proud off she had 5brothers of cause me the only sister we suferred when my sister died we were close im cross because i was interview on this documentary but it wasnt glossy enough to show you have portraide my siblings and i as if we didnt care that is totally unreal i loved my sister caroline she
shivnayy 2 years ago 3
Love You Aunty Caraline We All Do R.I.P Our Angel Xxxx
shivnayy 2 years ago 2
That makes me so sad....some years agoI was looking like her and this remembers me that horrible time... She needs help, nobody should just let her die...not in this way :'(
Schnulliwullinudel 2 years ago
She eats on the floor because she had a god awful childhood. Her mum probably made her eat on the floor with her other siblings. It's all related and culminated into what you see now. She eats like a starving persons first meal every day because she cant keep anythin down.
sbyrne1 2 years ago 3
I've only watched part one and part two and plan to watch the rest. Sound is poor, she's hard to make out but headphones do help. This is so sad. It makes me want to cry. Is this bad? the chewing and drinking is anoying though, but I cant stand it when anyone does stuff like that in real life.
BlueSkyes9112006 2 years ago
Why did someone just video this and not try to get her some help?
lexlaw007 2 years ago 2
with such a miserable life it's great she's gone ...
bettebest 2 years ago
:( this is extremely heartbreaking
salmoozation 3 years ago 3
why does she eat on the floor?
missb9871 3 years ago
I wouldn't mind continuing to watch, but I can't quite comprehend her words through her mewling....
GetMeThere1 3 years ago 4
Such a sad story. The only thing that irks me about this is I can't STAND hearing people chew and swallow and its the only part of the film I can hear :(
REBARBATIVEbec 3 years ago 9
lol
forestskog 2 years ago
Such a shame, if only she had the power to keep the food down..terrible life she was given. hope she is having lots of fun and eating loads in heaven. :P rip xxxxxx
spatial25 3 years ago 6
rest in peace and love, dear! this is sooo sad, such a sweet person!
blommaland 3 years ago 9
I can't hear what she's saying.
Lisa13245 3 years ago 3
Northampton accent? Right? Like around Essex etc..?
Ealasaid17 3 years ago
In the intro, it said she was in Brighton.
WeepingWill0w 3 years ago
r.i.p Caralineee ='/
xosexicynxo 3 years ago
sorry for the crappy spelling
PAIGEL0UISE 3 years ago 4
its sad how she was very much robed of her childed hood but notice how she is very child like now her voice and how she says 'ill be very cross if i bur nmyself ' in a silly voice
its so hard my heat go out to her
<3
PAIGEL0UISE 3 years ago 5
How much does she weigh?? oh i have a question why does she eat on the ground??
swimminganimefan 3 years ago
shes weighs 3 and a half stone and she probably eats on the floor because when she was abused she was made 2 eat or be on the floor alot. it could also be because she feels she doesnt deserve 2 eat at a table
4gottengirlx 3 years ago
1 stone is 6 kilograms (for the metric people!)
San1tarium 3 years ago
3.5 stone
49 pounds
21 kg
pending the system you are using.
spokenbrokenness 3 years ago 3
her story is nothing but sadness
for those who cant hear:
she talks about the abuse she and her brother recieved from her parents, emotionally from her mom physically and sexually from her dad
at a very young age.
crystaal20 3 years ago 3
OMG what evil parents! they destroy their kids life! :( poor girl! I dont hear her very well too, even her voice was weak and she looks so sad and unhappy...
yetawielileo 3 years ago 5
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the noises when shes eating are incredibly annoying....
NiggaPopzJ 3 years ago
It can be very hard to understand people with ED's who are really really skinny, because it also affects their voice in some cases. A girl who later became my friend in recovery was like that. I could barely hear her talk even standing close to her. But she's all better now and so am I :)
misswings83 3 years ago 6
This is so sad, when she was talking about her mum, you could tell how upset she was inside. EDs are so fucked up, it's horrible that she was taken in + had to suffer so badly. R.I.P x x
brokenxwhispersx 3 years ago 3
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I can't understand the words either... but I'm telling ya.... she must have had something else wrong in her body like cancer or something because she eats more in a few days than I do in a month! I'm not fat but neither am I ill.... no disrespect but I really thing she is ill in other ways also....
ghostinvestigater 3 years ago
no no, she starves then eats large amounts of food at once then purges allof it, so in effect she doesnt ever retain any nutrients, it's how the disease is, you can eat even weeks worth of food in one sitting.
pantseeker 3 years ago 7
shes not eating, shes binging. Do you understand bulemia? you dont eat then u eat too much for ur body to handle or even digest and u throw it all back up again. she can hardly speak becuase of her eating disorder. I myself have an eating disorder, i understand the bining and purgein, trust me the weight from the food is all throw out if u eat enuf
sharmilianne 3 years ago
Wow, really? Why were you watching this if you didn't even know anything about eating disorders just out of curiosity?
betty1928 3 years ago
what was she saying... i can`t undrestand a word???
gensoyuuki86 3 years ago
she weighed 49 pounds...
that's simply devistating.
ShyGirl20012 3 years ago 7
I don't understand a word she says...
blackjoe007 3 years ago 2
Due to the purging, her stomach acids have damaged her throat, causing her voice to be damaged too.
PianosSayLa 2 years ago 4
I can't Fucking understand her! It's all fuzzy sounding!
AliciaJ1983 3 years ago 3
she needs spiritual support
maloutje54 3 years ago
the sound quality is shit. u cant understand a word shes saying
HookahDancer 3 years ago 3
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she should have ate a little at a time. and then if she felt the need to throw up, just don't do it. Swallow the fucking puke back down. It's that or eventual death.
ThaLovelyBitchisme 3 years ago
Oh well gee. Why didn't she or the other millions of suffers, the medical teams, the hospitals, the researchers and the endless other amount of people think of that! Just. Don't. Puke!
Eureka! You've solved it! Way to go!
itdoubleit 3 years ago 6
ThaLovelyBitchisme: It is not that easy. At the beginning they throw up because they want to, but when the disease has developed enough, they cannot help it. They don't want to puke, but their body is so used to it, that it just does not hold the food any longer.
IlkaZapata 3 years ago 4
I am going to nominae you for the Nobel Prize. You have saved millions of lives with that sudden insight.
iodok1 3 years ago 3
she wanted to die
rachollywood 3 years ago 3
ur such a daft idiot it's amazing
reky 3 years ago
I am just amazed at everything she ate!
djparrish01 3 years ago
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may she rip, but fucking stupid ass anorexic ppl they are like that cause they want to be, cause where there's a will there's a way. worrying about loosing weight while millions of ppl all over the world will die today, will starve to death and was not their option, and they wished they had half the health this stupid anorexic ppl had before. how could someone, eat and throw it up after, thats just so sinful and wrong, you anorexic ppl are just STUPID.
aeahbze 3 years ago
aeahbze, you are an idiot. It's "losing." Your opinion would hold more merit if you were literate.
djparrish01 3 years ago 2
hmm, you have no fucking clue what anorexia is do you? its not just an exaggerated diet retarded. i wish ppl could see the mindset clearly. i don't blame you for thinking its stupid cus it appears that way. and the stuff you learn in school about it doesn't really explain why they do what they do. and can't make you feel how they do...
so howabout all you ignorant fucks shut the hell up :]
you think its normal when someone looks like that and still tries to lose weight,itsa mental disorder
HottSecsForMePlz 3 years ago 5
HottSecsForMePlz: Nobody can explain why people with ED do what they do or feel how they feel, because it is different for everyone. It cannot be generalized. ED are very complex. And yes, most times it begins as an exaggerated diet, and then people just loose control.
IlkaZapata 3 years ago
thank you
sbrownie 3 years ago
Rest in Peace Caraline. I hope you are now safe and happy and free from the torment you struggled with here xoxo
Taegirl4 3 years ago 6
oh my god! i just want to hug her. poor dear.
i wonder if maybe she actually didnt want to die. if she was just pleading to someone for love and help, because if she wanted to die so badly she could have suicided another, quicker way. but considering her deptivation of food as a child, death by starvation might have been the only way for her.
strangeinfatuation 3 years ago 5
I have recently created a pro-recovery forum for people suffering/recovering from an eating disorder. If you would like the url for the forum feel free to message me as Youtube won't let me post links on here.
Take care :)
Pinklucy38 3 years ago 3
I always wonder why the sounds of her chewing and swallowing are so magnified when you can hardly understand what she says a lot of the time? Anyone have an answer?
calikaren71 3 years ago 2
I hope her parents are rotting in prison somewhere! I am so sick about this!
preciousbash 3 years ago 13
If not,I hope they rot in HELL!!!
Her parents were fucked in the head...maybe if THEY'D gotten psychiatric help,Caraline could be married with kids and happy now.
But no,she is dead somewhere and her parents are still alive.
no fucking justice in this world.
wiseoldlady7 2 years ago 3
I hope they rot in HELL when they die!!!
wiseoldlady7 2 years ago 4
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Who anorexics?
Why would you say something like that?
That's just disgusting and horrible.
I hope karma bites you in the ass for that one.
stopsigngirl 2 years ago
NO.....her parents!!
wiseoldlady7 2 years ago 5
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wiseoldlady7 2 years ago
her mother has her death on her hands
mwmaxw 3 years ago 5
People have Anorexia Nervosa for different reasons (developmental, psychological, emotional, etc.) This woman seems very much to want to disappear and not be seen, invisible really. She's speaks about her parents issues and being abused by her father. Bulimia is different in nature and does not affect one's vocal cords as much as you people are trying to say it would. I know this because I was in Renfrew for four months (for Anorexia) where they filmed the HBO documentary Thin.
mguritz 3 years ago
All the bulimics I knew (they're dead now) had voices like 60-year-old-3-packs-a-day-unfiltered smokers, but none of them smoked and they were all teens like I was, in high school all together
NandiniJT 3 years ago
You have a skewed perception of bulimia and obvious a bitter outlook on eating disorders. Your comments are not helpful to the ED community and as a recovered anorexic, I find you to be distasteful and rude.
mguritz 3 years ago 2
mguritz, I dont care what you find me to be. I simply replied to your comment from my own perspective. I know about ED's from my own experience, & while it is NOT the same as everyone else's, it's just as valid & not so skewed at all. Distasteful & rude...then SKIP my comments. You have that choice. A bitter outlook? Well, yes. It's a bitter disease, w/horrible consequences as you know. Caraline is that example, unfortunately. Lets keep this about Caraline.
calikaren71 3 years ago
that wasn't a response to you, it was a response to NandiniJT (you should read her comment)...
mguritz 3 years ago
mgurits, I apologize. It came into my inbox as a response to my comment. Im gonna check out Nan's comment. Sorry again.
calikaren71 3 years ago
crap, I cant find it. Was her comment deleted?
calikaren71 3 years ago