self harm isnt suicide. i cut but i never do it because i wanna die. it is a way to cope but not suicide. i am not saying people dont cut to die. they do. but not whole selfharmers.
I want to die but I'm afraid that if i did that my mom would die too. She said she would kill herself to be with me once more. It's my dad that is the problem. :(
I stopped. It's hard but not impossible. If something bad has happened just imagine all your memories are dvd's, its your choice if you want to remember, if you have a bad dream, imagine a happy ending. It's never too late, never. Don't give up, yeah you may relapse but each time gets further and further apart.
Weeeeeeeeeellllllll I dont feel accepted and ive stopped and then started and then stopped again ive been cutting since garde 5 and im in grade 11 my family happens to be one big trigger then BLAM im back to square 1
i am afraid. and i dont know why. i just am. ive ost everything i took for granted. i can never have it back. my family is torn apart and all i do is cause problems. being into punk music makes everything and everyone look down at you. i need help...but i cant evem say honestly that i actually WANT it...
to the gay guy: i'm eighteen. ive been an open lesbian for only seven months. i already know how it feels to be you...the thing is...no one really hates you. theyre just afraid. :]
i am afraid. and i dont know why. i just am. ive ost everything i took for granted. i can never have it back. my family is torn apart and all i do is cause problems. being into punk music makes everything and everyone look down at you. i need help...but i cant evem say honestly that i actually WANT it...
go for a walk...the last time i did that it was with a duffle bag and i got 7 miles befor dawn when i was picked up by state troopers, dance to loud music...cant live in an aprt,hoops or soccer...no place to do that,jogging...same as walking,clean room..nothing to clean up,hot water...doesnt work,music...makes it worse, journal/read...have neither, friend...wont talk to me. im screwed huh?
@doglover140 i started at 12 as well i am 21 now usually cut 3times a week sumtimes more cus i'v attempted suicide twice n blame myself for failing both times but the other main reason is because i am tired of living in a str8t world where being openly gay gets treated like shit like not a human or u get shot. people learned nothing from columbine America has a long way to go i am getting pretty close to attempting again no like any guys would notice they're all str8t n homophobic here =[
i do it started when i was 12 now im 17 and i still do it like now i was one off the people who when i found out about this thought it was crazy look at me now oh and emodarkangel101 i feel the same way
i do it started when i was 12 now im 17 and i still do it like now i was one off the people who when i found out about this thought it was crazy look at me now
@InvisibleRefugee2 I guess people do it for different reasons.Means of coping. Some people block out emotional pain and focus on the psychical pain because it is easier. Some people like to 'punish' themselves. Some people do it for attention. Don't take that offensively, by the way. There's someone out there.
ughh soo true the part about starting to cut.. i told myself id NEVER start but i thought i could try it ONCE..... but i did it OVER AND OVER AND OVER and i COULDNT stop..... :((
im at that same point i want to kill myself to end all pain and cutting yourself is not an easy thing to get over its actuall hard to stop ............
I was selfharming two years ago, and many years before that. It never came to an end. I tried to kill myself over and over again, and everybody knew about it. I hid my cuts well, but everybody understood.
That way I destroyed the life of my brother, who was attending the same school. He couldn't escape the shame in being my brother.
At the same time he was always afraid of losing me for good. After all, I was his sister.
i was self harming for 3 years then i was tld by a doctor i had major bipolar depression. i havnt been givin any meds because they think ill use them to over dose :(
I started self harming as soon as my grade seven yr started. It started with one of those pointy edges you find on your compass in a math set, then went to glass, and then a razor blade. My cutting got so bad, that I attempted suicide in November (the 26th, I believe; I even remember the song that was playin in my living room . . . ). I had been brought to the hospital were I was diagnosed with sever depression. And now that I'm sorta back in touch with my father, I think it may be bipolar disor
openup291, we love you and cherish you for who you are. pain comes and goes but our mortality doesnt. wanting to die is not unusual or the drive to hurt oneself, but if your feelings are pervasive, then you should seek help; or support
THIS VIDEO MAKES SELF HARM LOOK LIKE SUICIDE!!! SELF HARM IS NOT SUICIDE. Anyone who self harms knows this. Self mutilation is a way of coping with emotional overflow, or a way to feel "real". Yes, it is not the best choice. Yes, someone may cut to severely, and die. Yes there are risks. And yes, some, BUT NOT ALL, SOME self harmers are suicidal. But when one cuts, they do it to make themselves feel better alive.
it seems the age of wanting to die is comeing earlyer, i want to die, i hate life, im 12 years old, my father left my mom when she was pregranant when she was 17 :( all i can think aobut is how the pain will never stop :( i feel no1 cares noting, no1 can help me, wat do i do! help me
allright i also depressed but i learned to love life ive tough it hates you dont kill yourself think of the people you will leave behind you know cutting is not good but better than suicide dont sink away in it but think
hey i know im just an idiot for saying this see i myself have started cutting myself 6 days ago and have done so 6 days on a row and i dont know why i even say that but perhaps you forget that father and bond closer with your mom because if you would be gone wouldnt she be alone and bed sad because your gone perhaps your mom needs you and you havent notice anyways silly kid from the netherlands feel free to reply on my profile or what ever method you like
to All the people who are fucking ignorant as hell.
first of all, you dont even know what were going through!! if dont leave your gay ass comments of what you think about self injurers do us all a favor go FUCK yourselff. we cut for reasons! BTW were not "dying Inside" alot of us getting treated like shit throughout our lifes. just because your life is perfect, doesnt mean our lives our perfect too.
i started cutting in 2006. i stopped in 2007. but started again. then stopped. and started again in 2008. come 2009 i moved up from a safty-pin to a razor blade. i went deeper. and it felt good. it 2010 and i've been clean for almost 3 months. i know how hard it is to stop. but i got help and im doing better. its hard to quite but if you dont... it will just get worse... check out my video on self-harm. and hear my story.
i started self harmin a while ago and it became an addiction when i realised i could do it and no one would be able to find out . then one of ma teachers saw it one day and told my mum. i dont know what to do now.
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i'm sorry all you people who are suffering but PLEASE this is YOUTUBE not a help hot-line STOP posting your life stories about when you all started dying on the inside
holy god that smily face is the freakiest thing ever
I started cuttin when i was 11. and i stopped. now im 14 and my past is haunting me, its become an acciction. it seems the easy way out everytime. but people are starting to notice, and my friend wants to tell my head of year. she'll make me tell my parents and i dont know what to do.
It's really hard. people say its worse then smoking. So why do i still try? i know some things and tried some things. If you want to talk to me send me a message. Dont try it.
why did al this shit happen to us what made us start cutting and how come we cant stop i knowthe anser to all theas questions but my addiction is so strong
why? because we thought it was the best way to cope...thought it would solve all our problems. but to be honest it makes my problems alot worse but i dont think about it when im stinging with the pain because im lost in the pain of the cut. hmm, its an addiction not a coping stratergiee i think.. what do you think?
don't start. if not for yourself, for us and for every other self harmer. one less is one helped i think, message me at any time if you want to talk x
i understand exactly what u are on about i in same position. hope u can get out of it and i wish i could just wave a magic wand and make it all disappear
@EmoDarkAngel101 yes it makes perfect sense i feel the same way... and i want to cut soo bad but my dad checks me so i cant so now i just hit myself idk wht e;se to do to make me feel numb :(
i love this song but its really sad i cut myself cuz the ones i love leave me im addicted ppl dont like me cuz i do it i want to stop but i cant i need help but im to scared to get it can any1 help me
what the hell is my prob i lost all my friends to cutting plz help me ppl i cant be doing this to myself its not right and no one else should be doing slef harm no matter what like i got interdused but a bunch of high skoolers in a play they cut themselfs they thought i was kool so they hung wit me im just a little gal im not in high skool and they got me cutting
@CuteEmoGal673 ok my best advice i ask 4 help im only 12 going on 13 but ive slef injured for over a year and i am trying to stop boy my boyf and my lil ister but getting help is the best thing to do trust me
i think im going to cry....im an emo gal from the usa my name is sydney and im very skinny and i cut i cut i cut alot.......i cant stop i just started 4 days ago and already an adicsion its sad.....i luv all ppl who have slef harm probs like me they understand me unlike others.....i got in toubble at skool yesterday cuz the teachers saw my scares they grabed me by the arm and pulled me into the other room it wass scary
@CuteEmoGal673 You've been cutting for 4 DAYS!!! Oh wow... I'm so sorry... Its gonna screw you, I've been doing it for years... And I'm so fucked. I want to go into diagnostics... And I can't do that with the scars all over me. Its insane... I STILL do it. hell I did it 10 minutes ago. :|
its done nothing but ruin my life and love even more than it was ruined and im only 11 i attempted suicide didnt work then i got addicted to cutting and i got help and it rlly worked if anyone needs help msg me
I have thought of suicide, but I have a little sister, and I love her more than anything in this world, so I cannot let her think that I'm such a coward. But I cut my self =( I am addicted. Its kind of a way to forget the pain inside... People, get help before its too late...
i also was sent away for help and continued to get worse and cut deeper. i can relate to your pain. if you need to vent i am here. or if you just need someone to see what you have done. only cutters can understand cutters.
i watch this video know i am not alone and want to do stuff. nothing is wrong with anyone that self harms. although many are not suicidal, control ccan be lost.
talking to someone may not help. but i am here for anyone. the least i can do is give you someone to vent to that has no connections whatsoever.
same to anyone else with me, it is really easy to lose contol and talking wont help unless your ready. suppose in a way we just have to stick togehter one day hopefully we will have the courage to not but its so hard x
i want to go back, i felt accepted, safe and able to get on with life in there without feeling as if at any moment i would flip and maybe cut the wrong place. but now im out im too scared to go backo in because im scared they will keep me in forever x
I tried suicide, but it failed. I then tried self harm and it worked because I never felt the urge to commit suicide again..... yet. But now, I just cant stop. What is keeping me from dying is ruining my body and my life :-(
It was good for you to stop tattoo toad itll help you a lot , you wont have a constant craving for such a stupid thing ... now you wont have to explain what u done as well :D
i changed my screen name from complicated to numb but you dont have to worry im still doing it but twice as hard thnks for the advice and i realy hope that girl likes you and i no how it feels i get dumped alot in the past cuz im to silent or numb my screen name fits me har har
it was an easy escape for me at first, as the years have like progressed it has become a physical need. without cutting i dont think i could move. im dependent on it now - 5 years of self harm and no way out it seems
Being at both ends of this video's topic, self injury and suicide attempt, I am offended that the two are paired. Things like this support the stereotype that persons who self injure are suicidal.
I believe your intent for making this was good, just wished you would have thought about it more.
Though self injury and suicide do easily over lap, and it is likely that suicide attempts could be tied with self injury THEY ARE VERY DIFFERENT and done for different reasons.
Self injurers don't necessarily want to die. Self injury could be compared to a drug. Drug users don't use to die, they use to cope. Self injury is, on it's own, a coping mechanism that persons resort to for many reasons -- control, relief of stress, punishment, revenge, a 'high', are some...
ive been cutting for a good couple years now, i cant stop and someone in school found out and told everyone.. now i cut even more and if i dont i either faint or shake uncontrolably... :( xox
i need help because im confused i dont no y i cut. i usually dont even cry wen i cut but i feel i need to, that i like to. i feel like it helps me but i do it on my leg so no one can see. my cuts arent deep.
I have had every type of abuse i am only 14 i have been suicidal forever i have attempted suicide 5 times in the past few months an i failed every time an i have no one here to help me get up agian an my boyfriend at the times of this didnt really care an now i might be pregnant with his kid an he still dont care an his family hates me an so do mine i am being sent to my aunts on sunday an my mom an step dad r getting a divorce it will be final soon an ya i really hate being here please help me
Ive attempted suicide once... and it is true that there is always someone there to help... sometimes we just put up walls, but it is to see who cares enough to tear them down ;)
cutting is not easy you know...i cut too and it is not the easyst way to get rid of your emotions...but right now its the only thing that works for me....
@luvinme1994 i hope You feel better. It's never too late to start recovery =]
iswmfastr 1 month ago
self harm isnt suicide. i cut but i never do it because i wanna die. it is a way to cope but not suicide. i am not saying people dont cut to die. they do. but not whole selfharmers.
zivatony23 2 months ago
I think the big ass smiley face was the most depressing part.
Minnieminnymouse 5 months ago
i ´m cutting myself since 5 years..its very hard to let it be :(...but i´ll get help from a doctort now...i hope it helps :(
wieselchenchan 9 months ago
I want to die but I'm afraid that if i did that my mom would die too. She said she would kill herself to be with me once more. It's my dad that is the problem. :(
brownie1398ja 9 months ago
What this song is? It's really beautiful~
JosefinaSaysLOL 10 months ago
I've never really had any friends to stop me. It's probably one of the reasons why I'm still doing it now.
Tokensplash 10 months ago
my mom scheduled a doctors appointment i didn't know about the DAY after i first cut... treatment didn't help
HauntedMusicBox 10 months ago
I stopped. It's hard but not impossible. If something bad has happened just imagine all your memories are dvd's, its your choice if you want to remember, if you have a bad dream, imagine a happy ending. It's never too late, never. Don't give up, yeah you may relapse but each time gets further and further apart.
Distant27 10 months ago
This made me cry Im not going to lie
SmILynce93 11 months ago
@SmILynce93
That's weird. This vid made me laugh.
meric2 11 months ago
this made me cry Im not going to lie.......
SmILynce93 11 months ago
Weeeeeeeeeellllllll I dont feel accepted and ive stopped and then started and then stopped again ive been cutting since garde 5 and im in grade 11 my family happens to be one big trigger then BLAM im back to square 1
JoshIsAL0ser 11 months ago
friends and music are me, in whatever sense that makes, they did stop me hurting myself before i got into it to much
scrubs9999 11 months ago
I feel like I fit in with everyone here ..
12345678numbers 1 year ago
i am afraid. and i dont know why. i just am. ive ost everything i took for granted. i can never have it back. my family is torn apart and all i do is cause problems. being into punk music makes everything and everyone look down at you. i need help...but i cant evem say honestly that i actually WANT it...
to the gay guy: i'm eighteen. ive been an open lesbian for only seven months. i already know how it feels to be you...the thing is...no one really hates you. theyre just afraid. :]
savemefromyou2 1 year ago
i am afraid. and i dont know why. i just am. ive ost everything i took for granted. i can never have it back. my family is torn apart and all i do is cause problems. being into punk music makes everything and everyone look down at you. i need help...but i cant evem say honestly that i actually WANT it...
savemefromyou2 1 year ago
go for a walk...the last time i did that it was with a duffle bag and i got 7 miles befor dawn when i was picked up by state troopers, dance to loud music...cant live in an aprt,hoops or soccer...no place to do that,jogging...same as walking,clean room..nothing to clean up,hot water...doesnt work,music...makes it worse, journal/read...have neither, friend...wont talk to me. im screwed huh?
ugly4u21 1 year ago
@doglover140 i started at 12 as well i am 21 now usually cut 3times a week sumtimes more cus i'v attempted suicide twice n blame myself for failing both times but the other main reason is because i am tired of living in a str8t world where being openly gay gets treated like shit like not a human or u get shot. people learned nothing from columbine America has a long way to go i am getting pretty close to attempting again no like any guys would notice they're all str8t n homophobic here =[
1431adam 1 year ago
whats the songs name
doglover140 1 year ago
i do it started when i was 12 now im 17 and i still do it like now i was one off the people who when i found out about this thought it was crazy look at me now oh and emodarkangel101 i feel the same way
doglover140 1 year ago
i do it started when i was 12 now im 17 and i still do it like now i was one off the people who when i found out about this thought it was crazy look at me now
doglover140 1 year ago
@InvisibleRefugee2 I guess people do it for different reasons.Means of coping. Some people block out emotional pain and focus on the psychical pain because it is easier. Some people like to 'punish' themselves. Some people do it for attention. Don't take that offensively, by the way. There's someone out there.
It's not a hobby, it's an addiction.
destinyhascheatedme 1 year ago
ughh soo true the part about starting to cut.. i told myself id NEVER start but i thought i could try it ONCE..... but i did it OVER AND OVER AND OVER and i COULDNT stop..... :((
ScReAmOisBeAuTiFuL 1 year ago
I try to stop but its so frigging hard :\:\
thebeansarecool 1 year ago
im at that same point i want to kill myself to end all pain and cutting yourself is not an easy thing to get over its actuall hard to stop ............
1092sophie 1 year ago
The fact that you put that bright smiley face there made me feel like you were being a smart-ass and was kinda pissing me off ........
WeirdoMan3000 1 year ago
STOP BECAUSE OF YOUR FAMILY!
I agree more than ever on that point.
I was selfharming two years ago, and many years before that. It never came to an end. I tried to kill myself over and over again, and everybody knew about it. I hid my cuts well, but everybody understood.
That way I destroyed the life of my brother, who was attending the same school. He couldn't escape the shame in being my brother.
At the same time he was always afraid of losing me for good. After all, I was his sister.
JustLetMeLive 1 year ago
the smiley face made me laugh=)
EmoBoyRaven 1 year ago
good song, whats it called?
suicideKisses4 1 year ago
mad world
phil8422 1 year ago
i was self harming for 3 years then i was tld by a doctor i had major bipolar depression. i havnt been givin any meds because they think ill use them to over dose :(
themcbirnie 1 year ago
I started self harming as soon as my grade seven yr started. It started with one of those pointy edges you find on your compass in a math set, then went to glass, and then a razor blade. My cutting got so bad, that I attempted suicide in November (the 26th, I believe; I even remember the song that was playin in my living room . . . ). I had been brought to the hospital were I was diagnosed with sever depression. And now that I'm sorta back in touch with my father, I think it may be bipolar disor
cassieblue14 1 year ago
openup291, we love you and cherish you for who you are. pain comes and goes but our mortality doesnt. wanting to die is not unusual or the drive to hurt oneself, but if your feelings are pervasive, then you should seek help; or support
svenkaaknevs 2 years ago
R.I.P. P.A. I.
she didnt know what else to do no one belived her.......now we all do
shellybelly1121 2 years ago
THIS VIDEO MAKES SELF HARM LOOK LIKE SUICIDE!!! SELF HARM IS NOT SUICIDE. Anyone who self harms knows this. Self mutilation is a way of coping with emotional overflow, or a way to feel "real". Yes, it is not the best choice. Yes, someone may cut to severely, and die. Yes there are risks. And yes, some, BUT NOT ALL, SOME self harmers are suicidal. But when one cuts, they do it to make themselves feel better alive.
OOOjuiceboksOOO 2 years ago 2
true that!
missXnoXname 2 years ago
it seems the age of wanting to die is comeing earlyer, i want to die, i hate life, im 12 years old, my father left my mom when she was pregranant when she was 17 :( all i can think aobut is how the pain will never stop :( i feel no1 cares noting, no1 can help me, wat do i do! help me
openup291 2 years ago
allright i also depressed but i learned to love life ive tough it hates you dont kill yourself think of the people you will leave behind you know cutting is not good but better than suicide dont sink away in it but think
its ok to be depressed but DONT SINK
WannaBPilot16 2 years ago
hey i know im just an idiot for saying this see i myself have started cutting myself 6 days ago and have done so 6 days on a row and i dont know why i even say that but perhaps you forget that father and bond closer with your mom because if you would be gone wouldnt she be alone and bed sad because your gone perhaps your mom needs you and you havent notice anyways silly kid from the netherlands feel free to reply on my profile or what ever method you like
jamietje 2 years ago
@openup291 you realize that your mother is probably in more pain then you are.
mamayollama 2 years ago
to All the people who are fucking ignorant as hell.
first of all, you dont even know what were going through!! if dont leave your gay ass comments of what you think about self injurers do us all a favor go FUCK yourselff. we cut for reasons! BTW were not "dying Inside" alot of us getting treated like shit throughout our lifes. just because your life is perfect, doesnt mean our lives our perfect too.
Nevershoutneverrgirl 2 years ago 3
im going to try.
huggybuddy411 2 years ago
The movie To save a life Is a good example of the common case . Helped me understand
TheJillian1124 2 years ago
i started cutting in 2006. i stopped in 2007. but started again. then stopped. and started again in 2008. come 2009 i moved up from a safty-pin to a razor blade. i went deeper. and it felt good. it 2010 and i've been clean for almost 3 months. i know how hard it is to stop. but i got help and im doing better. its hard to quite but if you dont... it will just get worse... check out my video on self-harm. and hear my story.
sisterlylove504 2 years ago 2
i started self harmin a while ago and it became an addiction when i realised i could do it and no one would be able to find out . then one of ma teachers saw it one day and told my mum. i dont know what to do now.
beckylfc3 2 years ago
afraid same might happen to me...
j0hnstyr0n 2 years ago
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i liked this song before now,
cheer up emu kid
MrSunshiiiiiiiine 2 years ago
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i'm sorry all you people who are suffering but PLEASE this is YOUTUBE not a help hot-line STOP posting your life stories about when you all started dying on the inside
holy god that smily face is the freakiest thing ever
emoOREO17 2 years ago
@emoOREO17 shut up
horsegirl289 2 years ago
I started cuttin when i was 11. and i stopped. now im 14 and my past is haunting me, its become an acciction. it seems the easy way out everytime. but people are starting to notice, and my friend wants to tell my head of year. she'll make me tell my parents and i dont know what to do.
chezziebabes95 2 years ago 3
It's really hard. people say its worse then smoking. So why do i still try? i know some things and tried some things. If you want to talk to me send me a message. Dont try it.
EiightyEight 2 years ago
why did al this shit happen to us what made us start cutting and how come we cant stop i knowthe anser to all theas questions but my addiction is so strong
shuneverything 2 years ago 3
why? because we thought it was the best way to cope...thought it would solve all our problems. but to be honest it makes my problems alot worse but i dont think about it when im stinging with the pain because im lost in the pain of the cut. hmm, its an addiction not a coping stratergiee i think.. what do you think?
luvinme1994 2 years ago
that was a good video. I don't cut... but i know that i think of cutting... and suicide... It's hard... trying not 2 start.
vwalantoe 2 years ago
don't start. if not for yourself, for us and for every other self harmer. one less is one helped i think, message me at any time if you want to talk x
luvinme1994 2 years ago
it hurts so good .......
tokiohotelpunkbaby 2 years ago 3
i wanna kill myself,but i dnt wanna die...does tht even make sence??
EmoDarkAngel101 2 years ago 12
yeh it makes sense. i feel the same way. i also feel as if someting stops me from attempting suicide....
mrluver2006 2 years ago 3
i feel the same way,something is trying to stop my madness
hunili 2 years ago
U want 2 kill urself but dnt want 2 die.
I feel the same way
vwalantoe 2 years ago
i understand exactly what u are on about i in same position. hope u can get out of it and i wish i could just wave a magic wand and make it all disappear
NutterFly123 2 years ago 5
yeah,it does,i understand it,becuz i wanna kill myself too,but i dont wanna die
hunili 2 years ago
@EmoDarkAngel101 yes it makes perfect sense i feel the same way... and i want to cut soo bad but my dad checks me so i cant so now i just hit myself idk wht e;se to do to make me feel numb :(
rainepaine13 1 year ago
@rainepaine13 im going thru the same thing
EmoBoyRaven 1 year ago
@EmoDarkAngel101 i too want to kill myself but dont want to die it makes sense yea
doglover140 8 months ago
i love this song but its really sad i cut myself cuz the ones i love leave me im addicted ppl dont like me cuz i do it i want to stop but i cant i need help but im to scared to get it can any1 help me
friendscannotsing 2 years ago
go for help, easier said than done but once that first step is madee you might get a hell of a lot better. im here for you x
luvinme1994 2 years ago
what the hell is my prob i lost all my friends to cutting plz help me ppl i cant be doing this to myself its not right and no one else should be doing slef harm no matter what like i got interdused but a bunch of high skoolers in a play they cut themselfs they thought i was kool so they hung wit me im just a little gal im not in high skool and they got me cutting
CuteEmoGal673 2 years ago 6
:O how old are you? try not to do it for anyone. no ones worth the scars and pain you will be left with x
luvinme1994 2 years ago 2
@CuteEmoGal673 If you leave the group and its not addicting yet, it should go away, the urge.
thirteeen1 1 year ago
@CuteEmoGal673 ok my best advice i ask 4 help im only 12 going on 13 but ive slef injured for over a year and i am trying to stop boy my boyf and my lil ister but getting help is the best thing to do trust me
riskycheeka 1 year ago
i think im going to cry....im an emo gal from the usa my name is sydney and im very skinny and i cut i cut i cut alot.......i cant stop i just started 4 days ago and already an adicsion its sad.....i luv all ppl who have slef harm probs like me they understand me unlike others.....i got in toubble at skool yesterday cuz the teachers saw my scares they grabed me by the arm and pulled me into the other room it wass scary
CuteEmoGal673 2 years ago 2
hold on... Ur name is Sydney... U rnt in high skool... u live in the usa...
Wat grade r u going into next year sydney?? Wat state do u live in?? I think i know u. Were u in a willy wonka play last year??
vwalantoe 2 years ago
try not to babes,
i started at 10...im not 15 and full of scars and still doing it... but if they offer you help acept it x
luvinme1994 2 years ago
@CuteEmoGal673 You've been cutting for 4 DAYS!!! Oh wow... I'm so sorry... Its gonna screw you, I've been doing it for years... And I'm so fucked. I want to go into diagnostics... And I can't do that with the scars all over me. Its insane... I STILL do it. hell I did it 10 minutes ago. :|
thirteeen1 1 year ago
it's so difficult to fight against the only think that can keep us alive...
I don't deserve so much pain
but i'm too afraid to die
mad world
marlua2181 2 years ago
its done nothing but ruin my life and love even more than it was ruined and im only 11 i attempted suicide didnt work then i got addicted to cutting and i got help and it rlly worked if anyone needs help msg me
warpigg216 2 years ago
I have thought of suicide, but I have a little sister, and I love her more than anything in this world, so I cannot let her think that I'm such a coward. But I cut my self =( I am addicted. Its kind of a way to forget the pain inside... People, get help before its too late...
1970Queen1991 2 years ago 3
im a self harmer have been sent away for it and i came home and countinued im addicted to it and i cant sop
Dancergirl90210 2 years ago
It's hard. Speak to someone if you can. Please...people want to help =[
helenclairehawksley 2 years ago
i also was sent away for help and continued to get worse and cut deeper. i can relate to your pain. if you need to vent i am here. or if you just need someone to see what you have done. only cutters can understand cutters.
kehehe56 2 years ago
whats the song??????????
Jazybabee 2 years ago
Mad world by Gary Jules or sumett x
luvinme1994 2 years ago
i watch this video know i am not alone and want to do stuff. nothing is wrong with anyone that self harms. although many are not suicidal, control ccan be lost.
talking to someone may not help. but i am here for anyone. the least i can do is give you someone to vent to that has no connections whatsoever.
kehehe56 2 years ago
same to anyone else with me, it is really easy to lose contol and talking wont help unless your ready. suppose in a way we just have to stick togehter one day hopefully we will have the courage to not but its so hard x
luvinme1994 2 years ago
I like your video!
floradu77 2 years ago
i feel so bad that ever since i left the psych ward all i can think about is going back. what is wrong with me?
DeadXOnXEarth 2 years ago
I totally understand this. I am scared to go back though at the same time. nothing is wrong with you.
justanotheraussi 2 years ago
i want to go back, i felt accepted, safe and able to get on with life in there without feeling as if at any moment i would flip and maybe cut the wrong place. but now im out im too scared to go backo in because im scared they will keep me in forever x
luvinme1994 2 years ago
@DeadXOnXEarth nothing is wrong with u lifes just easyer there people understand u there i no the feeling
SlipKnot181818 1 year ago
I cut but I never attempt suicide and I never want to. I only want to take my pain away not my life.
jeanine1989 2 years ago
i went over the comments and read the discription and whats the name of this song?
ilovesimspets 2 years ago
mad world.
hardcorehippie1111 2 years ago
It's Mad World by Gary Jewels
masterofthegame293 2 years ago
I tried suicide, but it failed. I then tried self harm and it worked because I never felt the urge to commit suicide again..... yet. But now, I just cant stop. What is keeping me from dying is ruining my body and my life :-(
Stay safe x x
lolley94 2 years ago
i like the big yellow smilly face did i spell that right
RoseLoveMeOrHateMe 2 years ago
i could never really stop
LonelyKitty33 2 years ago
Same Here Do I Need Help Or What?? I Feel Bad Now =(
XEmoGirl2009X 2 years ago
i dont know, /:
i dont think so, but then we all shouldnt feel the need for a psyc ward should we - omg tis well sad that theyrss so many of us like this :( x
luvinme1994 2 years ago
if you want i guess
LonelyKitty33 2 years ago
Hmm.... Well I Never Stop It But I Told My Bast Friend That I Will Stop But I Cant=(
XEmoGirl2009X 2 years ago
my arms used to look like that:( for 4 years it did wow
TattooToad16 2 years ago
It was good for you to stop tattoo toad itll help you a lot , you wont have a constant craving for such a stupid thing ... now you wont have to explain what u done as well :D
Kurt
berty223 2 years ago
that's coo-I AM SO TIRED OF THIS FUCKING SONG
hershbcountz 2 years ago
--.-- ...I love it...
rakash0500 2 years ago
wats so bad about this song. i like it
berty223 2 years ago
i tryed the hot shower.....i let the water scorch me
6XfeetXunder 2 years ago
yeesh thats nasty id rather cut ... which i do :)
berty223 2 years ago
same here...its just....bleh...this song is so depressing =/
6XfeetXunder 2 years ago
im trying so hard to quit 4 my best freind but its soo hard i havnt done it in 3 days i realy hope it gets easy
complicated040 2 years ago
Look dont do it for ur friends , dont do it for ur family. Do it for the girl/boy u love .... thats why im doing it. but she dont love me :(
berty223 2 years ago
i changed my screen name from complicated to numb but you dont have to worry im still doing it but twice as hard thnks for the advice and i realy hope that girl likes you and i no how it feels i get dumped alot in the past cuz im to silent or numb my screen name fits me har har
numb040 2 years ago
Hey im real sorry for u and i know what its like for girls to get dumped im ALWAYS there for anyone
I do Cut im with you
Kurt , 13
berty223 2 years ago
thnks
numb040 2 years ago
this is such a sad video it made me cry
egibitow 2 years ago
...stop cutting think about family even if your parents hit u they love u so much thats why just stop its easy i stopped from cutting
12345678910zaki 2 years ago
wats the song called
slowlydiying 3 years ago
mad world - gary jules
luvinme1994 3 years ago
What's the song?
AnotherOtherDay 3 years ago
over all i like your video... but the thing about it being an esay escape is not always true... at least not in my case...
tinytornado1 3 years ago
it was an easy escape for me at first, as the years have like progressed it has become a physical need. without cutting i dont think i could move. im dependent on it now - 5 years of self harm and no way out it seems
luvinme1994 3 years ago
i am one of thoses 8.7%
helpplease08 3 years ago 3
1:44 is soo true. you think youll be fine if you do it once but it feels so good that you cant stop. :(
xoxhelpmexox 3 years ago
nice vidio...
i was a cutter but i'm stoping now :)
but i'm still thinking about suicide ALOT:(
i cant stop thinking of suicide lol
fusilairo 3 years ago
Being at both ends of this video's topic, self injury and suicide attempt, I am offended that the two are paired. Things like this support the stereotype that persons who self injure are suicidal.
I believe your intent for making this was good, just wished you would have thought about it more.
lyssaBRIGHTKID 3 years ago
Though self injury and suicide do easily over lap, and it is likely that suicide attempts could be tied with self injury THEY ARE VERY DIFFERENT and done for different reasons.
Self injurers don't necessarily want to die. Self injury could be compared to a drug. Drug users don't use to die, they use to cope. Self injury is, on it's own, a coping mechanism that persons resort to for many reasons -- control, relief of stress, punishment, revenge, a 'high', are some...
lyssaBRIGHTKID 3 years ago
Take a look at this:
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^Remove the space between the first two "W"'s. And replace the (dot) with a "."
Hope it helps. *thumbs up*
lightningstrike92 3 years ago
ive been cutting for a good couple years now, i cant stop and someone in school found out and told everyone.. now i cut even more and if i dont i either faint or shake uncontrolably... :( xox
randomer896 3 years ago
btw i do want to die but im scared to do anyhting so id be happy if i died by accident
alittlebirdie175 3 years ago
i need help because im confused i dont no y i cut. i usually dont even cry wen i cut but i feel i need to, that i like to. i feel like it helps me but i do it on my leg so no one can see. my cuts arent deep.
alittlebirdie175 3 years ago
i dont cry either.i think its because u know that YOU HAVE THE CONTROL..and no one eals.
im here..if want .messege me.:]
helpplease08 3 years ago
i shake if i dont cut
Gothcuzirock 3 years ago
I have had every type of abuse i am only 14 i have been suicidal forever i have attempted suicide 5 times in the past few months an i failed every time an i have no one here to help me get up agian an my boyfriend at the times of this didnt really care an now i might be pregnant with his kid an he still dont care an his family hates me an so do mine i am being sent to my aunts on sunday an my mom an step dad r getting a divorce it will be final soon an ya i really hate being here please help me
samanthaakapanza 3 years ago
iv tried to kill myself 2 times.
but im scared.
help?
xx-meg
helpplease08 3 years ago
bull no one gives a shit about people like us
Murge0808 3 years ago
Ive attempted suicide once... and it is true that there is always someone there to help... sometimes we just put up walls, but it is to see who cares enough to tear them down ;)
marjorie0201 3 years ago
Fucked Up...
SlimDoggnAztec 3 years ago
cutting is not easy you know...i cut too and it is not the easyst way to get rid of your emotions...but right now its the only thing that works for me....
a1d1e1l 3 years ago 2
i just again realized how f*king lonely a am :(
VanillaVendetta 3 years ago
thats a great vid.. i cut my self and sometimes i feel like killing myself... but i know i can do that i´m to chinken to do it....
stephanie9304 3 years ago
great video! I am a suicide survior and recovering self injuer. Thank you for the Video to help others
airforce4life2008 3 years ago 4