Self hate to self injury - Poem

[TheGoldenLoser]

this is incredible, explains everything perfectly, you are very talented, keep fighting and stay strong :)

[XxXBVBArmyForeverXxX]

I LOVE IT!!!

[deadbabyfromspace]

awesome poetry!

[peacewolf99]

wow that was really good !!!

[xmoroseguyx]

I really took notice of your poem, But I found it hard to enjoy, I felt you were talking about real events and real feelings, That happened in your childhood, That really had a negative impact on you, Im guessing the theme of your poem is the loss of your youthful innocence, When things went down hill at your family home growing up, And that`s mostly what`s to blame for your disorders?

[ChannelingusIV]

What did you originally name it? I think we all want to know

[idranktheseawater]

@ChannelingusIV

I named the poem "Stupid Bitch"

That was the name of the girl in the mirror. I made her identity separate from mine. I usually referred to her as SB.

[bighairemo]

This is really amazing... This poem reflects on my life so well that it is scary. I write poetry but I would never share it so you must be very brave because I get scared of my feeling.

[ILovesMcr]

Amazing...I've always tried to find poetry like this, it's so understandable x Well done :) xoxo

[jamiemeyerfulify]

This is so amazing!!!! Ur so insperTional!!! I love watching it videos they are helping me out of a dark time in my life

[VampireLady001]

That is absolutely amazing!So beautiful!You are so much talented!Thanks for uploading this poem I love it!

[MyLittleDiscolite]

"Nothing was gained and Time was stolen"

That jumps out the most.

Poignantly written.

[ColonelFleet]

Good poem..............:)

[tboy221]

your fan base is larger than i. anyways i figured out a way to SI by not scarring or bruising. i would let you know but i do not wish to pass such harmful information. it does make me bleed and satisfies the need all the while not leaving unsightly scars.

lovely poem

[EbonyDreams]

*hugs*

[ClandestineGirl16X]

@Idranktheseawater

Hey, I just wanted to tell you that you are amazing. You have so much courage to be able to share your poems. They are amazing, you should publish them! :D ive been a cutter for about 3 years now. I'm trying to stop though, and your videos make me feel understood in a way. I now know I'm not alone, even though I feel like I am at times. I'm 16, but if you ever wanna talk I'm here. Thanks Melissa :) <3

[yourbiggistfan]

it is very good you shud publesh

[Hoopybluefood]

I really like this .

[variadLog]

I really like it!

[StinaMultifoiled]

I just wanted to say thanx for all your videos, they brighten my days and help to survive through the darkest hours. Wish I could do something in return for you, the bright and brilliant person, except sending all my best wishes)

You do great job here on youtube, please go on

[loversloveliarslie23]

This was REALLY good. I liked it. I love you're writing. It's amazing.

[TheEmmyR]

beautiful poem! thanks for sharing!!!

[DamienYoung94]

Awsome video as usual :)

and a thumbs up from me (y)

your an amazing poet, and althoug most of your poems that i have been privalleged to read tuch upon darker subjects, you should take this talent fether if you ask me :)

you have real protenchal and you speck from the heart, keep up the good work :D

and sorry about the bad spelling, im dislexic :(

_____ Damo _____

[mkjartansson]

Wow.. =o

A very touching and beautiful poem.

[rainbowpagan2]

that is a great job

[SerenityMellissa]

i have a question do you say you in reference to yourself or a part of yourself in a bunch of your poems because i do that and i was just wondering if there was a correlation

[idranktheseawater]

@SerenityMellissa

I guess, both?

I would look in the mirror and see this person that I named "Stupid B*tch"

She was every part of me that I hated.

I would differentiate myself from her, like we were 2 people.

[SerenityMellissa]

@idranktheseawater there is a lot of truth to that I did feel like more than one person but i would only give voice to one and the other one seemed to just steal the controls and whisper lies

[lovethewiccan3fl]

'I chose the places to draw your blood

I drew a river, but wanted a flood"

For some reason this line really caught my attention. Really beautiful poem

Melissa, nicely done.

[etrox318]

Beautiful poem. I can relate to it a lot, especially where you said "I drew a river and wanted a flood."

[laurenG1814]

such an amazing poem :) you did a great job :)

[AbercrombieGirl2011]

amazing.

[CrespinMinPin]

amazing. You wouldnt believe how much I needed this today.....

[idranktheseawater]

Oops, I forgot to put it in the description.

it's there now ;)

[leahcharlottte]

amazing poem :) what is your accent? (sorry if you get asked that a lot or anything)

[idranktheseawater]

@leahcharlottte

French Canadian

[leahcharlottte]

@idranktheseawater it's lovely :) x

[composer63]

You do a good job at reading.

[trophification]

love

[XxbrokenXravenxX]

nice poem :)

[aarzu786]

AMAZING POEM! You are so talented! Keep fighting. You'll make it through; we all know you will.

[minilatinname]

I love your poem. I can relate to every word of it.

[AspergersMan]

great poem