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  • Please people don't cut yourselves! This vid made me cry because I hate the way people cut themselves!!! Thank you posting this video and stay strong.

  • I'm 18 I've been hospitalized 4 times in the past two years due to cutting my wrists so deep that It wouldn't stop bleeding. Its an addiction and I've almost died from it.

  • i just started cutting today. when i was in 5th grade i would just sit in my room with my music and if i felt like cutting id just scratch my arm as hard as i could and now tht ive started middle school my life turned worse. i still hav friends and stuff but nothing feels right. school is okay but its home tht i fear most. its at my house where im unwanted and miserable. people say u can get addicted to cutting but i nvr knew id get addicted so fast but it helps. it makes me feel better i guess

  • Why does God make us go thru these horrible things?

  • @twinklestormer god doesnt exists

  • @iwebbyDK and how do you know this? :)

  • @twinklestormer no one really knows why.. but maybe he believes that your strong enough to make it through... Stay Strong

  • the cut is always the shock, the bood is the really calming part for me, but im clean for two whole months now, goodluck to everyone else trying to break the addiction, its rough. what ive been doing lately to stop myself is brush my teeth, its odd but its the best i can do so maybe try it. And please... please if youve never cut or burned or hurt yourself before and you read this... please dont start. kids are not accepting and everyone will give you a bad time if they see your scars

  • I've never cut myself, but I do burn myself on purpose. It always seems like life is too challenging to go through. I feel alone, like no one is right by my side. I'm afraid, afraid I may cut myself soon :'(

  • @TheKo56 hey, its okay. i feel alone all the time as well. now i wouldnt say i understand or feel the same way because evryone says tht and to me it never felt like they meant it, but trust me, i want the best for you. i used to scratch my arms, then it went to burning, and then cutting. but in my opinion the burning hurt worst. i think were all afraid and i dont want either of us to hav to fear anymore. i wish tht u (and me) could get put of this. basically wht im saying is tht ur not alone...

  • @SkLove8t iagree

  • -3*

  • @steviesmyname: Don't make the first cut. You'll regret it. -3

  • I cut on my legs so no one can notice, I just say I got clusmy while shaving.

  • sometimes cutting causes bacteria in the hair line and omg this bothers and lasts for ever....it feels like bees stinging all over your body....

  • I haven't ever cut before.But everyday I just pull myself closer and closer to actually doing it.I feel so alone in this world.

  • You sound like Vada from my Girl. (:

  • Cutting just seems to overtake your life... its a horrible feeling, but it pushes the depression away

  • I know exactly how you feel. I'm almost at the point where I cant stop & don't know where to turn. if you ever need to talk, email me. I know what you're going through & I need someone to talk to, too. if ANYONE here needs to talk, email me at rachieps@gmail.com -3

  • I know how you feel): I have tried my hardest to stop but I just cant...I want to get help but I still want to cut as well): I have become so addicted to it and I jut cant stop...

  • @LeeLeesquest574 fuck you. this is a serious problem for some people. do you know how much they hate themselves? and who the fuck are you to make their self esteem lower? go die. thanks bitch.

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  • The top comment is so true...

  • I am at the point to where I can't stop anymore I know how it feels... -3

  • It started as scratching myself with my nails. Now it's anything that mught cuz pain, i rub my cut wrists on my desk at school. Cuz it hurts. I dont like unloading the dishwadher when i pick up that knife my wrists just like calls it. It's what i want i never thought it would get this bad:'(

  • wow

    respect...<3

  • I cut but not to bad like I could stop at any time but I don't want to

  • I do it but I can't stop now :( I understand you though

  • i LOVE your accent (:

  • i tried cutting the first time when i was in 6th grade because people talked about it so im like ok im gonna see what it feels like, i didnt like it... my best friend and i got in a fight that ended our relationship in 7th grade and i did it again, and it made me feel better.. for 2 years life was ok. then in 9th grade my gf of 3 years dumped me and i lost it, i cut all up and down my arms, on my legs and stomach. now in 10th grade i do it daily. sometimes hourly..and i cant stop..

  • i don't cut since he stared at me, he took a knife, gave it to me and said: cut me.

  • O_o this is my life....

  • my imaginary gf made me stop hurting myself heheheh

  • i cut....cuz i am so numb from all the pain that ppl have caused me....so when i do cut i feel something so i know im alive and not thid dead thing moving around

  • i understand you :/

  • I've tried to stop.Yet I did it deeper than I've done before.It's not too deep,but it'll scar up.I've tried to stop by everytime I wanted to,I would scratch my arm,I do it on my stomich by the way,anyway my arm would turn red and burn like hell and would hurt more than cutting.I want to stop.I hadn't done it for a month or two,but then I did something bad and got depressed and did it again.I don't know what to do.Sometimes I don't want to live,but I don't want to die either.I need help.

  • Your really pretty you should not let others that pick on you get in the way.

  • i have almost the same story. everyone thinks i'm freak because i was alwways the tallest kid in class so i started cutting because everyone hated me in 6th grade whn i found out i was moving from my home i lived my whole life in. i stopped and did it mabey 1 or 2 times in 7th but i started again this year and now my wrist is so cut up i can't stand to look at it. i can't stop though.

  • Its an addiction. Cutting almost....it almost makes me feel high. I get grouchy when I dont cut, then when I do, i'm happy for a few hours. Then I get the low, grouchy, "You cut, why do you cut? No one likes you. No one likes a cutter" feeling. Im working through this, Im currently 15 days of no self harming. And Im proud of myself.

  • @beccarachael96 good job :) keep it up thats a while. i used to do it too my left arm is scarred up pretty bad. i wish i didnt have them

  • @OoKimberlyDianaOo Im learning. A lot. Your scars dont define you. I dont know about you, but Im done hiding my scars, Im not proud of them, but I refuse to hide them anymore.

  • @beccarachael96 yeah i dont hide them at all. alot of time i forget they are there, but on some occassions im like " i wonder if they saw it or if its noticeable in the pictures". like i just left a wedding & now im wondering if my scars showed. one time i had a pic dancing at my sisters engagement party & they were so obvious. i dont hide them though the only time i did was when they were healing.

  • @OoKimberlyDianaOo Hell yeah. Be proud. You beat something that some people cant. Temptation will always be there. But the fact you over come it, thats whats important.

  • I cut...and I told my boyfriend. He has been so understanding. Girls. Out there, there is somebody who loves you. Maybe hes miles away but hes there...he makes me not want to cut ever again.

  • It's hard to stop, especially when you've been doing it for long. Message me if you ever wanna talk.

  • @LetsXeatXunicorns - if you ever need someone to talk to, im here xx I've been cutting for a year.. its not good :( Please try not to do it again xx

  • @CheyGXo Message me.

  • I cut myself for the first time today. Now when i see sharp objects i have an erg to do it again =/

  • i cut myself........ I did it twice in a matter of three days........I am not a big fan of blood, it is awful when I see it but at that moment.. I was fascinated. It's gross now thinking about it but at the moments I do it... I can be happy I guess. I have kept a packaging razor in my night stand next to my bed and in my car. I hate myself right now. I hate looking at myself. I think I'm starting to get addicted to cutting but one of my friends saw my cuts... They beg me to stop but it's so har

  • If anyone needs advice about cutting, just want to learn more, or want to talk about cutting or other forms of self-harm, follow me at

    formspring. me/ illnesssupport <333

  • its so hard to stop. it really does become an addiction.

    Youre even more beautiful for living through this, and its just made you a stronger person<3

  • @x3blackrainbow I know what you mean. It is so hard to stop i keep telling myself that I am going to stop but when I do it I think "ohh this is pretty" and I tell myself i am going to stop but there really is no stop to cutting.

  • In grade 7 now... Worst time ever... :'( I've cut so much...

  • I hate this world. I'm living not for myself, I'm living for my mom.

  • I actually almost severed my arm with sewing scissors. I stopped but I have flashbacks. It was really gross. Obviously it's gross seeing your bones and fat deposits and muscles.

  • I cut myself for the first time last night. I'm going to do it again tonight. It's the only thing that makes me feel better. I hate me, and what I look like. Having a few scars wont make a difference, in my apperiance. If it helps me feel better, why shouldn't I?

  • @HugsXOXOkissesXOXO I don't know you, but I promise there are other things you can do besides cut yourself to make yourself feel better. Please take it from me and try another outlet like exercising, then talk to a therapist.

  • im a guy. does it mean im a fag because i cut myself?

  • @graffitivideos95 No it doesn't, it means you're suffering with your own set of problems that you've been trying to find an outlet that makes you feel better like the rest of us. The diference is your a boy, other than that, we're suffering and realise our probems.

  • @graffitivideos95 it does not make you a fag, dont listen to that bullshit!!!!!

  • @monkey1234370 maybe it doesnt.. i dont know anymore :/

  • @graffitivideos95 one a fag is an end of a cig. that filters the shit. please,use the term correctly and hell no. I know a bunch of guys who have cut and they've over come it. One of them is my best friend. It's something that helps you cope it doesn't matter the gender.

  • Awww, I feel your pain!! But you r not ugly and stronger than that. I know it is sometimes hard, but try to overcome it by thinking of a song or thinking of something else. It sometimes helps! :)

  • Idk if its just me but sometimes cutting makes the pain go away

  • It is so hard to stop but u can do it

  • Any one who is watching this and does self-harm, please! you dont have to suffer in silence! Inbox me for someone to talk to or for advice and i wont judge you or tell you 'its wrong' or you HAVE to stop but i will listen to you!

    stay strong!:)

  • i cant stop cutting.....

  • i stated in 5th grade. it got worse and wors. i turned bullimic and anorexic at age 11 and it just continues getting worse.

  • @ssaddness You can get through this, honey, I am on the other side and I still have bad days, but things are so much better, recovery is not easy, but it is well worth it. Take care and be safe, you can do it :) ♥♥

  • @MercyPiano your really nice and almost the only person that ever tried to help me but i really dont have the same confidence u have for e. :p <3

  • @ssaddness You don't have to have confidence or even believe you will get out of it, but you will, I know you will, all you have to do is take a step toward recovery. Even when you want to give up, make yourself keep going. If you every need to talk, feel free to send me a message. :) I never had an ED but I know what it feels like to feel like you will never get out..be safe, take care!! You are perfect just the way you are! ♥♥

  • i love self harmers.. idk why

  • @57world57 Yay, Someone loves me :3

  • all my friends take the mick out of people slitting their wrists, they say its stupid and if they see a greb they shout 'OH GO SLIT YOUR WRISTS EMO.' they actually dont think about their feelings, when their not cutters. my friends dont know about me.

    ive been a cutter since i was 8 and only 3 people know about it, its become worse and worse since my grandad passed away nd ive begun burning myself. this video is so much alike my life story tbh.<3<3

    stay strong:-)

  • @cinderellastory98 I don't know you, but I wanted to reach out to you. I'm really sorry about your grandad, this must be a tough time for you and your family. Please, please get help before you really hurt yourself! x

  • When I think of cutting, or anyone brings it up, it makes me feel uncomfortable. I think of it as such a shameful thing and then just shrug it off.

    I don't want to face or deal with the guilt of struggling with it for the past 5 years, cutting along with severe anxiety problems. No one knows about it, none of the closest people to me. It's just a silent battle.

    I hope anyone who is struggling with cutting will get help.. It's just honestly not worth it. Or the hurt in the future.

  • My friend struggled with this as well. I wrote a tribute song that you might like. Type or copy >>>Brea's song lift cedarville university<<< in youtube search above and watch me perform it at Cedarville University. I hope you like it and realize "you are a beautiful soul"!! PLEASE promote so many others get a chance to hear it. Thanks so much!

  • I started when I was 11.. 3 years later, no closer to stopping. it just gets worse. moms threatened to phone social services, i still wont stop. i need help, but i heard  councillors are bad. i'd like to stop, but sometimes, i feel so shit, its the only thing that makes me feel real.

  • @Crunchie5566 Your mom calling social services, and getting a councilor wont fix anything. I have so many friends that use to cut. All they needed was a real friend to talk to.

    & even if I am some random stranger off youtube, I would love to help you get through things.(:

  • @BigRayOfDinoroo ahh thank you x] i find it hard to describe my feelings though. its just best to get on with it and not feel sorry for yourself. my friends just say "aww hope you're okay" and that annoys me because when you're suicidal, you're not sure if you are gonna be okay and someone half heartedlly hoping it isn't gonna help xD.

  • @Crunchie5566 you can try the rubber band technique..whenever you wanna cut slap yourself with the rubberband.. that helped me stop

  • @randomfunnyshit01 I tried that, but I had really bad bruises ><

  • i started last year and the scars kill me everytime i look at them yet i still do it i hate myself

  • I just got back a few days ago from the hospital because of beliumia, cutting and being suicidal. Its not worth it, put the knife down before it becomes an addiction.

  • I started when I was 13.... Over a year later and I'm addicted

  • I started when I was 14... It's hard to stop when bad situations present themselves.

  • Cutting gets worse the more you do it. Trust me.

  • Cutting is something I have done, so I no what I'm talking about when I say this... Cutting does not solve anything, after a while you stop cutting to relieve the pain, you start doing it because you feel you have to. Stop while you can :)

  • the 15 people who dislike this are loosers

  • @SlipknotSeetherOtep2 you do have somthing to live for. I cut too and even though its hard things will get better just think about your future without your mom and your step dad. you will find someone who loves you. anytime you want to message me go right ahead im here for you

  • It's so weird how this girl has the same story with me. I started cutting when I was in 6th grade. There's really no one I can go to... My friends won't talk to me when I tell them and life is getting hard... Right now I need one person to just care about me...

  • youtube.com/watch?v=6bxbzbdIR6­g&feature=player_detailpage

  • this is so sad...i feel bad for her.

  • person who wrote that you can liv efor so much please listen and be happy!

  • i cut a heart shape into my wrist with a needle before:P

  • @newrye2271 Why put the :P , Its not a funny issue, I've been slitting for 3 weeks anywhere from 1 to 4 times a day. Slitting is not a joke like many people think it is, Please just take it seriously

  • There should be a triggering warning.....but I know how you feel.

  • I am a Senior in high school,and have been cut free for 3 years, and yet I will always have endless compassion for everyone who struggles with this.I know from personal experience how hard it is to believe that things will get better. I know how hard it is to stare at yourself in the mirror and find something worth looking at. It's not about the emos,goths,or psychos,It's about real people struggling with a real issue that need to know that someone cares..Stay strong, you're not alone.<3

  • @owickedo wow. i couldnt have put things any better myself. reading that made me realize that there really are other people out there like me.. thanks for putting that comment. it was really meaningfull. (:

  • @malllyally465 Anytime :))

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  • Your really pretty (:

  • i live by that because life is to short so live it up and regret nothing! and anyone that needs someone to talk to im here i may not know you but idc because i know what its like ti be where you are and i wanna help because i canr stand the fact that life is like this for people and it kills me to know how much pain people go threw but i wanna help so let me help you (: so thanks for reading all three of my comments lol and msg me if you wanna talk thanks and good luck to you all!

  • complaining about my life but i want to make a point. im tryng very hard to quiet and ive been clean for about 3 months when it used to be almost everyday. its been so hard to qiuet but worth it because now i feel less guilty about everything and in a way happier but i do have thise moments when all i wanna do is cut and it hard not to in those moments but possible. i took a day to say you know what "its time to start living and fuck the rest because likfes to short to be anthing but happy" and

  • i started in 7th im in 10th now..i grew up in a really bad situation i got hit everyday and moelested by my babysitter..i get insulted by my own mother everyday and when i go to school i get made fun of. just walking down the street a car will slow down just to call me emo. my friends are the only reason i have left and my bestfriend recently walked out on me. my mom found out back in 7th and now she makes fun of me for it and doesnt seem to care at all how i feel. i know i look like im

  • @Uglade1234 you kinda just blew it by telling the entire internet that you cut.

  • I myself am suicidal i think about it every day and every where i go. but please. you need to live you are here for a reason. if you can find one positive thing no matter how small, then you had a good day, you don't have to die that day. 2 days ago i had to clean the entire house 3 times and watch my little sisters for 2 days straight. and i found something positive out of that. i didn't have to deal with my mom for those moments. so it was a good day. i dont know you but i love you.

  • i started in 7th grade im goinig to high school next year im still cutting i feel im getting worse and worse i cant where shorts in public my cuts are so bad im thinking about suicide i dont no wat to do

  • i feel thesame way wut the girl is feeling about being insecure and stuff but i stoped cutting at the end of 6th grade

  • I don't cut but I hate people who put cutters down because they're lives aren't as bad as others. Newsflash everyone copes with things differently. Get over yourself it's not a competion on who has it worse and who has the right to cut.

  • @Gracieluvage3868 everyone that isnt an asshole or faggot cares about you. i suffer from depression and it is NO party. i cut myself because EVERYONE at my school fucking hates me. if you need someone to talk to, im here. im sorry you were abused and that your mom died from lung cancer. your dad is an ass for abusing you. if i were you, i would go see you dad, then spit in his cell if he abused you, went to jail for it, and said he wants you back. its fucked up. im here if you ever want to talk

  • you don't want to be one of the popular girls they end up pregnant and alocholics and them calling you fat ? they were prob just jealous because you had curves and they didn't when some one makes fun of some one for NO REASON its because they want something that person has that they don't I was bullied when I was in middle school as well and I had no friends ...

  • :'c

  • @MsMusicGeek101 Gotten what back..? My flashplaya No...:/

  • When I see someone with scars on their arm the only thing I think of is... "They're beautiful". Why?

    Because their battle scars make them beautiful. Because with those scars they got stronger. They overcame...

    I haven't found anything else to do instead of cutting (besides burning). I've been in therapy for it. I wish they had "Self-harmers Anonymous."

  • @demon25angel I'm pretty sure they do. Have you tried to find one?

  • @demon25angel There's some people who don't get caught and cant help..sometimes they just can't get out of it on their own.. it sucks O.o

  • @demon25angel

    i wish i could thumbs up ur comment a million times

  • @MsMusicGeek101 Ahahah Yays (:

  • @MsMusicGeek101 Lol, Why do you like helping me out..? You Know what..Your probally the only person I like right now...:P *yawns* Lets just say Puking is so not my best lose weight thingy And that I should stay away from food well good foo at all times or I'll eat it all :P And Im doing better I got my first kiss! Anywho So your 15? And are you Male? Im sure you know what I look like from my video's Im not sure about your video's I dont have meh flashplayer anymore Ima get it back though :P <3

  • what music is used in this? it's beautiful :)

  • Everybody has a breaking point

  • ur just like mii :*(

  • @MsMusicGeek101 Jeff....*sigh and starts over* I mean "Person" I love you for trying to help me for trying to make me feel "OK" I just...I just...Just..*swallows* I just got suspended it may not be a big deal for you but for me..BAMM! it was a slap in the face! I had to wait 2 hours in the chair to talk to the principal about my actians then she declared me "Suspended" and I blinked and knew my face was RED it was -_- it what happens when I try very hard not to cry..*The cruise sucked also* :'(

  • My friend killed herself 2 weeks ago, I feel like it's my fault I started to cut too. She got pregnant that's why she killed herself, if I hadn't lied and told her I would come over she wouldn't have gone to the kid that got her pregnant's house. He mom didn't event care, her dad is dead. Me and her would drink till forever with her mom. We also smoked. I guess that was one way we got away from life. But dint try it all that stuff fucks you up

    I miss her so much:'(

  • Out of high school but you just have to keep your head held high:)

  • High school sux, depression sux but we all have to get thru it and let me tell ya cutting is not the answer sure it helps for a few months but after awhile it stops numding you.. Life can be hard, I'm struggling to help my girlfriend find a job and it makes it harder on both of us because we are lesbian and newly engaged and were barely

  • High skewl suxs, thats why i drink,

    Life is hard thats why i take a hit,

    Life is a waste of time, thats why i cutt.

    Life is a bitch.

  • @MsMusicGeek101 How would you know? *is suspitious* 

  • You are a beautiful,strong& independent dont lewt anyone try to change you or tell you that you arent beautiful.

  • Lower Of Me*

  • I Just Stopped A Couple Weeks Ago. I Feel So Much Better. I Have Exactly 113 Scars Now, On Leg And Arm. It Helped, But Then I Realized My Own Family Was Hurt, And Thought Lower Than Me. I Was Almost Sent To A Mental Hospital. So Please, People That Cut, Please Quit. Talk To Someone. It Will Take Over Your Life....

  • @MsMusicGeek101 I Know..My mother said she would kill herself if i ever died...-_- I guess..I still Want to know whatn purpose I have on this earth..Because...Someone I love Someone who really did love me someone who I still really love...Is gone...and Its all my fault..Because I lied...Because Im a liar its a condition...Jk But I still do lie...And He...hes with someone else because of me...and I dont know how to get him back..He forgives me..But...He still...He's no with me =(

  • Your story.

    is almost identical to mine :/

  • @MsMusicGeek101 Aww why thank you, But I am really just..frustrated because...I dont know why Im on this earth.. Its..just..so confusing :3

  • @MsMusicGeek101 I agree totally, I have depression..And it feels as if my world is turned upside down..I eat 1 iteam a day..And I get pissed off because I cant do exersizes anymore cause Im to tired too...and I feel even more fat..and I get even more miserable..And Im in 7th grade..-_- I drink also..Whatever alchole i can find in the house.. and...Theirs 2 sides to me 1.happy,funny,smart 2.depressed,angry,dumb,ugly,fa­t.not worth living I take up to much space I want to die but Im scared to.. -_-

  • School is the worst idea ever....you pile a bunch of kids together into practically a prison like setting (think about it metal barbed wire fences, dinner hall, supervised by guards/teachers there are more similarities between school and prison than difference) expect em 2 learn and are surprised when they assault and harass the weaker ones, form gangs, go rowdy, fight ect and to that the stress like homework, bad teachers ect im surpised suicide and self abuse rates arn't through the roof.

  • I used to cut when I was about 15 (im 17 now) after my father had died and I had moved and started a new school.I felt depressed because I felt unwanted,abused,ugly,and just altogether fucked up.I feel its a acceptance thing.People today are so shallow and only care about image,what you wear,talk about you behind your back.And you just feel trapped.And sooner or later you reach your breaking point and you feel like ending it.I no longer cut and just decided to deal with the bullshit.HS sucks ass

  • Are there really any boys who cut?

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  • @caligirl3780 Yes, there are; three of which I know personally.

  • A horrid disease is not feeling like your ment to live,feeling worthless,willing to sacrafice your life for anything because anything is better.

    HIGH SCHOOL IS CRAP, in todays generation all they care about is 'IMAGE' and how they look to others its part of human nature to be the best. I believe over the years after wars and the older generation's ideas have lead us to the dark path of selfishness and this is really well shown by boys because they harm each other fo no reason.

    I'm 14 and male.

  • bullying a other person is not right bullys are the ones who has the real probles and they pick on people because it make them feel better bully are jerks you are a better person because you do nt bully other people .people need 2 stop cutting there self and stard 2 try 2 star a new life find something that you are good @ and work hard do nt care wht other pple think that what i do :)

  • lots of ppl cut their self and some ppl only do it cuz their hurt inside

  • I was mad and sad so i kept poking myself with a thumb tack but I didn't bleed and i was lucky!I'm stll sad but I don't try to hurt myself anymore :-)

  • Girls cut themselves nowadays because their friends do and they're self esteem is so crappy that they do it for acceptance. They do it for attention, and this girl's a prime example of it. She gets no remorse from myself. I hope one day she can visit a place like St. Jude's and see kids with no hair and that have nothing to live for. Then maybe she'll think twice about how bad her life is.

  • @JakeEwing5 Couldn't have said it better

  • @JakeEwing5 While I agree that her life isn't as crappy as it could be, not all cutters do it for attention.

  • @JakeEwing5 It doesn't matter how horrible OTHER peoples lives are. Some people just dont have the ability to cope with stress so they cut. You don't have to have cancer to be miserable and nothing to live for. I have Diabetes, plus I cut because I have NO friends, am disease ridden, my dad is gone, my stepdad molested me and my mom treats me like crap every day. So please let me know that I still have something to live for. Sorry to be mean. Having a bad day...should have said nothing. Sorry..

  • @SlipknotSeetherOtep2 You have something to live for. I care.

    I may be a stranger but in more then one ways we're friends. And I can see you struggle, let me be your angel to help...

    It may seem dumb and I know I can't do much, but you can talk to me, lay your problems on me, tell me your fears, your hopes, and your dreams...

    And then you'll have 1 friend... It may not seem like much but its better than none... Right?

  • @SlipknotSeetherOtep2 there is ALWAYS something to live for. i know how you feel. i dont have diabetes but i have other problems. i was molested and raped and beaten more times in my life thani could count. all i am to my mom is a babysitter and a cleaner. i have to take 3 different medications every day and talk my best friend out of suicide once a week. BUT if you can find one positive thing about that day, it's a good day, n you don't have to die. one small positive thing. that's all it takes

  • @SlipknotSeetherOtep2 =( if you need anyone just to talk too.. im here =)

  • @SlipknotSeetherOtep2 live for me. i know you dont know me, but i will be your friend. it kills me to hear about any people in the world that go through things like you. if you're ever having a bad day, please feel free to send me a message and i can talk with you about it! good luck with your diabetes and try to steer clear of your mom. and always remember that you do not deserve any of this.

  • @SlipknotSeetherOtep2 Can I give you a hug?

  • @XAnimeXxFan I wouldnt mind ^^

  • @SlipknotSeetherOtep2 YAY! -Hugs!!- :)

  • @SlipknotSeetherOtep2 Should have said nothing but you still posted it? Anyway, I agree, and disagree. I understand the feeling of being worth less (because I felt that I was worth something, seeing as I'm still kicking). The idea is that the circumstances around you do not determine who you are. The way people treat you doesn't determine who you are. Your condition (I'm albino, I'm legally blind) doesn't determine who you are. Everyone has potential yada yada yada.

  • @SlipknotSeetherOtep2 I'd be your friend... Everyone needs friends.

  • @SlipknotSeetherOtep2 I cut also, I'm only 12, and I also have diabetes. Things go wrong in my life and the people I trust only tear me apart. I know what you feel.

  • @JakeEwing5 thats not actually true, not even for this girl. you cant just put everyone on a bag. this girl had depression, maybe it was not the worst type but still is. depression is a disease, so you cant just go and say things like that...

  • Some kids have real problems, but I'll bet some do this "cutting" out of boredom or for attention. To those I say go visit any Children's Hospital and tell the cancer-ridden kids, who are fightinig tooth and nail to get better, that your life is so horrible that you desecrate your own body. I'm sure they'll understand.

  • we had a name for this when I was growing up...it was called retarded. We also had a kid who sniffed gas, and another who killed frogs....all the same category

  • I started cutting after my ex boyfriend, who taught me to cut, committed suicide. Not because he was 'emo' or anyting but because he felt at a loss. I thought I'd take up cutting, where he left off. 2 years later, I stop for someone I truely care aboutr and trust again, only to have him recently yank it all away from me again. The blade is becoming sooo tempting again :(

  • @xboxboy7 we should talk :)

  • good, no one cares, stop looking for attention.

  • The film is called "In My Room." It is available on DVD on Amazon.com. Just search for IN MY ROOM DVD. The DVDs are sold out but should be back in stock in a week or so.

  • Where can I find this documentary? I really want to watch the rest of it.

  • Im a 15 yr old boy, horrribly depressed cuz ive wasted my life so far. i have so much regret and pain. nothing else helps alleviate the pain other than pinching myself all day. Im too scared to cut.