i don't want to cut but i can't help it. i never cut deep, but i know it's still not good. every time before i cut i feel so scared. i don't want to but the aweful, empty, painful feelings i have won't stop until i do. sometimes i just get the urge for no reason. like i'll be laughing and then a second later i have a strong urge to pick up a knife and cut myself. I don't know what's wrong with me. I have the "perfect" life but i have all this pain and i don't know where it even comes from. :(
@randomnesshehehe I know a lot of people say this, but as I read your thing I felt like you were telling my story. I feel the same way. I'm so scarred even without cutting deep. I have this "perfect" life with everything I grew up wanting to be. To bad I feel this way now. I fake a smile for my friends and family, but it's just another lie just like how I got scratched by a rose bush..... If you ever want someone to just talk to message me anytime.
i am completly oppiset of that got saved and descoverd cutting to overcome my smokeing and i still cut i do it to see blood but can never cut deep enoughf
i tried to kill ma self....twice and my family didnt even notice i was dyin in the room nextdoor....but everyday i smile for my friends n they have no idea about my home life n theyll never no the only reason im still here is for them im holdin on n i dont cry infront of anyone all youve gotta do it just smile and think you wont be like this forever it can change im still waitin but that what keeps me goin NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS JUST FUCKIN SMILE :)
Just know that you're not alone. Someone else is going thru the same or even worse, i have thought about taking the easy way out but ..then i thought my family my mother she would die or insane. When ever you are really depressed listen to songs like you're not alone by saosin, linkin park, hold on by good charloot or whatever song, once you learned to live with what you are facing ..i think it gets better. above all if you are a believer then pray to God
i thought about cutting myself but then my life got happier when i met this really awesome guy! no i dont like him,, he's my best friend! he's amazing, i talk to him about a lot of thigns! we're not together, he has a different girlfriend, who's one of my best friends!!
Well thats the same way I am. I haven't completely stopped,but I'm a lot better than i used to be. I believe I'm on the road to recovery.
The first thing is you need to stop lying about it. talk to one person you know you can really trust. Like a councelor or a teacher. I talk to one of my best friends Jack. He used to cut himself and before he moved to my town 2 years ago he was really depressed. He got through his depression and now he's helping me get through mine.
I always know that I can count on him,even if it's 3 in the morning. :P I go and talk to him or call him if I'm feeling upset and I wanna cut myself. If doesn't matter what he says but it always helps. Maybe you don't have a friend like that,then I still suggest praying or going to somebody you can trust. If you do have a friend like Jack,you shouldn't take them for granted.
I know it's really hard to stop,and we both have a long road ahead of us but just think about it. Wouldn't you like to feel happy again? Feel like you can finally stop lying to people? The only way to do that is quite cutting.
you inspired me. what a great testimony. I have neglected my relationship with God lately and just last night I started cutting and I spoke to God and made a pact I would never cut myself again.
ITS NOT THAT HARD TO MAKE CUTTING LOOK REAL> D<
PopTartMonsterriot 1 year ago
i don't want to cut but i can't help it. i never cut deep, but i know it's still not good. every time before i cut i feel so scared. i don't want to but the aweful, empty, painful feelings i have won't stop until i do. sometimes i just get the urge for no reason. like i'll be laughing and then a second later i have a strong urge to pick up a knife and cut myself. I don't know what's wrong with me. I have the "perfect" life but i have all this pain and i don't know where it even comes from. :(
randomnesshehehe 1 year ago
@randomnesshehehe I know a lot of people say this, but as I read your thing I felt like you were telling my story. I feel the same way. I'm so scarred even without cutting deep. I have this "perfect" life with everything I grew up wanting to be. To bad I feel this way now. I fake a smile for my friends and family, but it's just another lie just like how I got scratched by a rose bush..... If you ever want someone to just talk to message me anytime.
Tori534 1 year ago
Wow Sarah... This is very touching. 5 *'s.
-Bonnie
GagedHearts 2 years ago
wow y do u people like to cut urself - not judgeing -
iroxursoxoff111 3 years ago
i have thought about it before but i never could but i try to pry alot
iroxursoxoff111 3 years ago
i am completly oppiset of that got saved and descoverd cutting to overcome my smokeing and i still cut i do it to see blood but can never cut deep enoughf
heartbroken877 3 years ago
i tried to kill ma self....twice and my family didnt even notice i was dyin in the room nextdoor....but everyday i smile for my friends n they have no idea about my home life n theyll never no the only reason im still here is for them im holdin on n i dont cry infront of anyone all youve gotta do it just smile and think you wont be like this forever it can change im still waitin but that what keeps me goin NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS JUST FUCKIN SMILE :)
wtfstfu118 3 years ago 5
Just know that you're not alone. Someone else is going thru the same or even worse, i have thought about taking the easy way out but ..then i thought my family my mother she would die or insane. When ever you are really depressed listen to songs like you're not alone by saosin, linkin park, hold on by good charloot or whatever song, once you learned to live with what you are facing ..i think it gets better. above all if you are a believer then pray to God
AdventChildFf7 3 years ago
i thought about cutting myself but then my life got happier when i met this really awesome guy! no i dont like him,, he's my best friend! he's amazing, i talk to him about a lot of thigns! we're not together, he has a different girlfriend, who's one of my best friends!!
sweetheartxP 3 years ago
I cut because I feel so much pain inside that I need to feel some kind of physical pain to know that I am stillok in some way.
HopesBrokenPromises 3 years ago 2
i used to be a cutter.
before my boyfriend.
i still think about it alot.
i dont know if ill ever stop getting that feeling that i need to.
MarisaandDaniel0829 4 years ago 5
yeah i didnt stop..
undefinablejoy 4 years ago 3
i wanna talk u some time...
babyboxer7 4 years ago
well...i kinda feel insulted by this vid..idk y...cuz i still cut..and i cant stop...just..idk..
babyboxer7 4 years ago
wow! in a really un-lesbian way your really pretty!!!
mudpuddlesandflowers 4 years ago
Thats amazing that God could set you fre from that sin!!!!Wow!!!Im gettin there;P
fiddles15 4 years ago
i am a cutter and i cut in streaks but no matter wat i say i always cut myself
i lie to my friends about it so i keep cutting i wear long sox and hoodieas all the time to hide the cuts and scars
how can i stop
boogan2011 4 years ago
Well thats the same way I am. I haven't completely stopped,but I'm a lot better than i used to be. I believe I'm on the road to recovery.
The first thing is you need to stop lying about it. talk to one person you know you can really trust. Like a councelor or a teacher. I talk to one of my best friends Jack. He used to cut himself and before he moved to my town 2 years ago he was really depressed. He got through his depression and now he's helping me get through mine.
Lucasinluv3 4 years ago
I always know that I can count on him,even if it's 3 in the morning. :P I go and talk to him or call him if I'm feeling upset and I wanna cut myself. If doesn't matter what he says but it always helps. Maybe you don't have a friend like that,then I still suggest praying or going to somebody you can trust. If you do have a friend like Jack,you shouldn't take them for granted.
Lucasinluv3 4 years ago
I know it's really hard to stop,and we both have a long road ahead of us but just think about it. Wouldn't you like to feel happy again? Feel like you can finally stop lying to people? The only way to do that is quite cutting.
Lucasinluv3 4 years ago
D: I'm so sorry.
ilovepuppies123 4 years ago
I am a cutter and I wish I could stop,this song help's me!
Thank you for posting such an awesome video
|| Hollee ||
hollyhunni1 4 years ago
No prob. I still do sometimes. It's hard to stop and it gets harder but I know it will be worth it when I can actually quit.
Lucasinluv3 4 years ago
Thank you for this.
00Miyami 4 years ago
you inspired me. what a great testimony. I have neglected my relationship with God lately and just last night I started cutting and I spoke to God and made a pact I would never cut myself again.
omhsarah 4 years ago
Wow! I'm so glad that I could help somebody. :)
Don't forget that the only way to stay connected is pray.
Have you had your vitamin G.O.D. today??
Lucasinluv3 4 years ago
You did an awesome job!! 5 stars!!
You mind if I post a vid response? Let me know <3
xoxURNOTALONExox 4 years ago
I don't mind at all.
Lucasinluv3 4 years ago
Your pretty!
peteysbaby 4 years ago
aww thanks!
Lucasinluv3 4 years ago
Your welcome
peteysbaby 4 years ago