You're the attention whore not me so you should really get a life and take your own advice.Keep your boring comments off this video inferior homophobe. :D Have a lovely day angry girl.
Childishness attention whoring homophobic slurs and immaturity will automatically be deleted and blocked.I am not here to babysit you people if you can't act like adults then go back to kindergarden and start all over from scratch so you can. No responses from me on your pages either its an automatic delete and block I am not here to talk to people who have no class or maturity period.
Btw I accepted your desperate invite I already know what to expect either way so I just said what the hell and accepted regardless of how predictable people like you will always be.Later.
what do u mean u dont know? u have been whining cuz i left a comment on omarsuarezzs wall mentioning the name kendra that wasnt referred to u, blocked me again n now u dont know? i asked hells to tell u i wasnt referring to u
I havent been whining about anything but yes I do remember that.I haven't even given it a thought either way man so its fine with me period.Misunderstandings happen here all the time anyways .
hi kenny. i created this channel for us good people only. i am dave. i will not be online right now but if you need a confirmation i will gladly send you a pm from my sttt or eits. i hope to gather as many good people as i can on this channel and leave the haters out of it.
I believe you Dave and ty bro. :) I approved your comment so maybe you and Andrew can talk it out or something.It's none of my business either way though . I like both of you.
Yeah, and also Ossie Davies, the judge in the movie, who happens to be Ruby Dee's husband in real life. Was actually, I think he passed away now. The Stand is, in my opinion, the only movie well done. Normally movies taken from books are always a disappointment. Cujo, the book I mean, is not as bad as the movie but not even that good.It's simple story. Nothing complicated as The Stand or others.
Yep you're right and see I really did not understand Cujo in some parts.I couldn't get why this dog was so determined to get to this mom and her son I know he was rabid but still the movie was just off in too many ways to count.Apparently Dee Wallace Stone who played the mom was supposed to be an adulterer or something she was cheating on her husband I believe haven't seen it in a while lol
Didn't like that one either. King is changed so much recently. Editorial reason he says on his website. Word is out that some of his recent books have been actually writeen by his wife Tabita. Not sue if it's true but in fact, as a coincidence, they're not good like the ones in the window a few years back.
You're right and that movie the Mist in all honesty I do not see how that movie could have possibly been from Stephen King.That was such a bizarre movie with quite possibly one of the sickest twist endings I had saw in a long time. Speaking of windows there was also that abysmal disaster Secret Window last year I watched it on one of the movie channels years ago it was alright but definitely not a King film.The movie also made no sense and had way too many inconsistencies.
Yeah The Stand was back when Stephen King did the miniseries right then along came Rose Red and crap like that it just went downhill from there.Even his most recent one that premiered on A&E Bag of Bones was not up to snuff. It was creepy in certain parts I enjoyed that aspect but there were a lot of plot holes inconsistencies bad acting overacting and an ending that landed with a thud instead of a bang.Not even a twist like you would normally expect from King.
I will give you one last chance to write in an UNbiased civilized manner.If you are here to brag about what happened last night save your breath.What happened last night was a falling out with a friend that was it.So I suggest you find a different game and person to play with I am not playing your game anymore and I was glad when you left.I knew when you came back you'd start your kindergarden antics again as usual.
@AvalonJoyous666 Yes so I heard....before I left I gave you a chance to bury the hatchet and some strides were made but as soon as I left to enjoy life outside of YT you started trashing me agaiN just like a kindergarten understudy : )
What are you even talked about? First of all I didn't even know you were gone so that should tell you how important you are to me to begin with.Secondly I have not been paying any attention to any of this childishness here.You were the one as usual butting your nose into where it did not belong.My fallout with rational had nothing to do with you whatsoever but as usual you made it your business looking for some sick form of online entertainment.Strange to say the least.
Talking about I meant.I only said something about you after you intentionally tried to instigate something between me and you. I even specificially said I was happy for you and your life you're the one acting childish around here constantly thinking I am supposed to be jealous of what you have and your life.No I am not why is it so hard for people like you to be human for even one second?
Okay starting over you are never worth the effort to begin with.But anyways I was off watching a show with my family.You're the one who continues to harp and carry on about me on and on and you were the one who made what happened between me and rat your business when it never was to begin with.You are the one who needs to grow Minister in so many ways as a human being.
Don't speak about hypocrisy either considering you are supposed to be a Christian yet your words and actions constantly contradict that about you.If you aren't capable of respect civility humility or decency then use the sense you have left to stop posting here.People with common sense do not seek out people they hate and yes Minister unlike you I dont hate any of you but you do indeed hate me being gay having social anxiety disorder etc...
I don't care though period if you want to go through life condemning people looking down on them and mocking them their lives and hating people then you go right on ahead with my blessings.I will do the exact opposite though and live my life the right way compared to what people like you are doing.Have a lovely night Minister .
I never asked you to post here so do keep that in mind you are not wanted here in any capacity whatsoever yet you continue to make your presence known unfortunately.You are free to post here if you are capable of being a human being which I already know you will never be capable of.Chow.If you want to hate me and mock the fact that I have SAD that I am gay and that I dont have a father be my guest.
I however will continue to be proud of the human being my parents raised me to be and the life I feel no shame about and never will either despite your wishful thinking.
If you want to talk to me like a human being I will treat you the same common sense would tell you that.I'm not here for your immature games Minister if you aren't capable of having humility and showing respect to people then thats a problem you need to look into severely.Have a nice day I am off to grab a bite to eat.Mommas boy does not offend me either some adults do not even care about their parents much less keep in contact with them.I am grateful I do.
Please get a life already Minister.As far as my mother is concerned I am grateful that we have such a close relationship and I always will feel that way too. My father is dead my mother is not therefore I embrace the moments and time we spend together because none of us have any idea how short life is period.
You won't regret it. Besides the story, the movie is also beautifully done as far as photography and such. If you are into reading, the book is even better because it has five additional chapters about the real life of John Nash. It's worth reading, trust me.
On another topic, talking to a clone is even worse than talking to a troll, lol. The good thing is that they don't last long. They get bored easily.
It's beyond boring at this point I can say that much lol The books I used to read were mostly Stephen King Ive always thought he was brilliant at writing horror/suspense novels. But reading was always really relaxing to me I remember times when I would read and I would feel this sense or calm it was interesting it is as if you escape into another world for a little bit when you read.You forget about everything but the book you are reading and the characters and story within.
Stephen King? Lol, I have all his books. The entire collection. I just love that writer. I think I miss only one or two. The very first ones. I'm actually re-reading for the third or fourth times The Stand. A masterpiece. The only book I really didn't like is The Storm Of The Century. Well, to be honest also Cujo didn't impress me that much.
LOL I had tons of his books years ago but we gave them away at one point . I read The Shining terrifying I loved the books in all honesty more then most of the movies . For instance the original Shining has nothing on the overwhelming fear and dread that the book provides.It seems like when you are reading a book especially a horror novel or suspense novel that picturing it in your head is far more disturbing then what you would see on a screen.
See I saw Cujo never read it that was a mean ass dog lol I think the vivid interpretation is so much better normally then the movie interpretations. I loved The Stand that miniseries was especially a true heartbreaker and not to mention it was a movie about good vs evil so it really resonated with me back then.The battle of faith against lack of faith and a perfect stranger who becomes intwined with every character in the miniseries.Ruby Dee was awesome in that movie.
There you go again with the RAGE thing waste your entire night as usual with that I don't care either way.Are you ever capable of being mature or civilized? I don't think you've ever been capable of that and never will be either.It's always you on your pedestal looking down on people thankfully my parents raised me better then yours did in that area apparently.
You're not a friend thats the only way I can keep immature hateful individuals like yourself away from my page.Observant comments? No I don't think so childish and juvenile comments however? Yes. If you have something constructive to say then please do but if its your typical im better then you are 2 year old attempts to anger or hurt me please save your breath. :)People change and I have too bad you haven't.
Ty for asking good question.The term Kendra I believe in my opinion anyways is to equate me to being feminine or female simply because I am gay.It's just a word to me though anyone can easily change someones real name into something that's not them though.No biggie.Have a good weekend.
Oh yeah, it is interesting in fact. Nash is only one of many. The Italian poet Dante Alighieri, who was literally out of his mind and had delusions of persecution, wrote a masterpiece of poetry like The Divine Comedy..Van Gogh the famous dutch painter, Ligier Richier, the french sculptor and so many others. We think people with mental disabilities are just dumb. Some of them could cover us all of s..t as far as intelligence, lol. Yeah, I know about the clone, lmao. I think I have 20 so far, lol.
Wow it's fascinating how even people that may seem way off mentally can produce such amazing and beautiful works. See I had no idea about Van Gogh he created some beautiful art brilliant art actually. LOL about the clones I think I have had way more then that at least I gave someone something to do I guess thats how I look at it now compared to how I used to look at it lol
@HeIIsApostle I am trying to think of that one who had mental problems who was brilliant at math can't remember his name.They made a movie about him however and the actor won an award it was a few years ago I believe.
John Nash. The movie was A beautiful Mind. Yeah, Russel Crowe, the actor who played the role of Nash did win an Oscar but for the movie The Gladiator I think. Not sure if he won something for this one. Anyway, it's an excellent movie. Base on a true fact. Lol, the clones are always just temporary. If you don't pay attention to them they get bored and they stop it. At least in my experience that is.
I may look into that movie its intriguing to say the least.The oscars also to me anyways are almost always a total bore I do not know why but ive never been able to get into those kinds of shows lol Just seems like its very pretentous not to mention its basically predictable for the most part lol Yeah that is normally how it works you ignore them they get bored and move on to something else eventually.
Yeah, it's intriguing. Especially when you know that the whole story is based on true facts and on a real person. Nothing fictional. When I saw the movie for the first time I knew Nash only by name. I knew he was a famous and brilliant mathematician but I didn't know about hes madness or whatever you want to call it. Then I got interested and I've read the book, which is even better than the movie. Clones post on your video because you reply to them Kenny, lol.
Did you ever learn respect from your parents?Obviously not.If you are religious good for you Im not gonna bash you for it so why bash me?I am trying to have a civil respectful discussion with you and all you can do is repeat the same ad homeniem insults.Too bad.
I do not cyber with young boys I am not a pedophile.So your argument as usual is false and untrue.Are you ever capable of civility? Never mind stupid question.
Okay at this point you are creeping me out.No you can not see my activities and no I am not a pedophile. As usual you are always desperate to grab my attention and lie and slander me.If there is a God he is a God of love not hate you are the one distorting that being into something that it does not stand for.This is my video so I suggest you grow up and act like a civilized human being for once in your life.I am not her to entertain a hateful person like yourself period.
Good day to you.Comments like you just attempted to post will not be tolerated nor accepted either.You are as usual just trying to stir the pot for your own personal entertainment.I am not here for that though so have fun there.
What? Do tell me what exactly is this truth you speak of?How exactly are you or have you hurt me to begin with? Im certainly not crying so what exactly are you trying to say? Please be clear and coherent.
God loves unconditonally no matter what thats what Ive always heard and I was also taught when I was a Christian.So I have no idea what God you are referring to. Is it that hard for you to comprehend that people can respect one another despite what they do or do not believe in or how they do or do not live? Why is this so hard for you to comprehend?Did you ever learn respect from your parents?
Im only approving certain comments in the hopes that we may possibly find some common ground with another eventually at least.That is my hope anyways.
Its okay Lawrence past is past I dont like grudges they only fester inside and thats not what Im about. People make mistakes its just part of being human so is forgiveness.
@HeIIsApostle But thats why they call it a new year ya know a time to make amends for the mistakes we've made and be bigger then that if you know what I mean.Sad thing is back when I was doing that dad was getting worse and worse and none of us could tell we were basically oblivious as to how bad it had gotten at that point.
@HeIIsApostle It was a ridiculous idea it was foolish and immature and it was never worth the effort.It actually added to the people trolling me even more then they already were previously so I guess its too late to say my bad? lol It was hilarious though that you knew the entire time it was me and I was thinking this was an extremely stupid idea lol
I don't mean trick persay more like I was trying to see if I could find a kind side to each of you.That definitely wasn't the way to go about it though and I know this now.This will make you laugh though I told my dad what I was trying to do and he basically just looked at me like I was crazy lol
I know we've had our tiffs here and there Andrew but I respect you as a human being I hope we can maintain that kind of respect towards one another.Take care man.By the new year I will be trying to make a video where my voice is actually there first I have to get a mic.Once I do though Ill be making videos but not videos of anger rage or emotional breakdowns persay but more like educational videos videos about humanity peace and kindness towards our fellow man or woman.
Thanks Kenny. That's what some of your friends doesn't get. Behind any troll, or non-troll, there's a human being. But I don't want to repeat things I've said million of times. Glad to hear that. I'm sure your video will be highly appreciate by your friends and who knows? Maybe even by your haters, if there's is any because I don't think people have a reason to hate you. I mean real hate, which is a feeling anyway. Hate is like love. They're both feelings.
Nods you're right both of those are indeed feelings . I was thinking when you lost your account make sure he knows you had nothing to do with it lol Didn't want you to think I was trying to trick you or anything lol I will also admit mistakes ive made here man wholeheartedly that thing where I pretended to be a girl was meant to just to get to know each and everyone of you.
Don't worry about that. I know exactly who they are. I always laugh at them reporting me, or others for that matter, because they spend more time to report than the time I spend to create a new account, lol. They just don't get it. So no, not for a moment I thought you had something to do with it. Yeah, it's never a good idea replying to trolls with long answers. They interpretate that as a form of rage, or a struck nerve, so they get even harsher on you.
In all honesty the suspensions do NOTHING whatsoever man lol A person can easily create another account or have a backup account ready no matter what. You're right its much easier on the fingers typing out short responses anyways that hurts after a while when you write WAY too much lol .
No it doesn't in fact. Even because all trolls know that their accounts won't last long so is no surprise when an account gets closed. Yeah, brief, short and pithy. That's always the best answer you can give.
No disagreement there man.One thing id like to know is when the worlds gonna end that harold camps already claimed that twice now even Im curious lol.
In all honesty even though im not religious I do believe the world will end eventually and by that I mean that for every beginning there is always an end in the first place.
Nothing is eternal. Yeah, the world will end sooner or later. For reasons unknown I suppose. I honestly don't believe in any theory about the end of the world. Whether religious or scientific. Though, I'm firmly convinced that there has to be a superior..something. There's evidence of this. Someone calls them miracles. Others just coincidences, others unforeseeable events. In call them facts. Then we can give to these facts the interpretation that we prefer.
Exactly I mean it would be incredibly arrogant atheist or not to claim we know either way.Realistically and logically no we do not know no one does not even Christians.I think im half agnostic and half atheist agnostics leave religion open to interpretation as well as if there is a God or not.
No one does in fact. Fortunately I should add. religious people tend to push the envelope way too much sometimes. The same goes for the atheits. Point is, none of them want to lose a debate. Religious will accuse you of not seeing, atheists of seeing what can't be seen and so on and on and on. Something that started at the very beginning of the world. The ones who believe against the ones who don't. It will never end. Who's right? Whos' wrong? Noone probably.
Exactly it is never gonna change in that area.There will always be those who do believe and those who dont believe .We will never be able to change our beliefs or non beliefs as they may be but hopefully we can still find a way to respect one another as human beings and show respect to each others beliefs or non belief .To find a common ground with one another would be amazing.But as they say one day at a time it takes time for progess to happen .
There has to be a common ground to one another. Otherwise you can't build anything positive. Unfortunately we tend to label people very quickly. Believer-atheist, black.white, gay-straight, good-bad and so on. Simple dichotomies that don't bring anything but disrespect. I know it sounds crazy that a troll speaks about respect, lol. I for one think it's weird, lol, but that's the way it is anyway.
I agree it is weird.Gay straight atheist christian black white etc... None of it matters in all honesty all of those are just labels I look at people as what they are even if they dont like me even if they dont like the fact that I am gay I look at everyone including the people that hate me exactly as what they are: human beings.
You're one of the few then Kenny. I hear people labeling others every single day. Even at work. Why? Who knows? There's a greek word which explains this..Enigma. In fact, it's an enigma. It's probably because each one of us needs to find his opposite side in someone else in order to feel better with ourselves. Who really knows? There's hundreds, there could be actually, of explanations to this. But it remains a mystery. Unsolved, lol.
I never will understand it man never.I pictured you as Robert Stack from Unsolved Mysteries when you wrote that last part lol Life itself is an enigma man so many unanswered questions so many things to wonder about and ponder.Being human is a rollercoaster of ups and downs but im genuinely grateful for the good and the bad.
It is in fact. The biggest enigma ever. We all go through lots of adversities in life, which is normal..actually it's not only normal it's necessary to form our own character. I've read a book once written by Leo Buscaglia. My sister gave it to be to be honest. He was a teacher or something and a wonderful human being. Anyway he said a very interesting thing about appreciating the good the the bad things that have happened to us in life.
Basically he said that we should appreciate more all the bad things rather than the good ones. That's how we go with our heads held high through life. Soneone who had nothing but good things, money, fame, fortune, happiness and so forth couldn't get the meaning of life itself. He said.."Those who had everything in life are the ones who scream the most on their death bed" And it's true if you think about it.
Very wise words man. It is true all these people who have so much take what they have and what they have been given for granted.They are just things to them materialistic objects there does not seem to be any amount of being grateful within them either. I mean its like me in a way I have social anxiety disorder I struggle with it all the time.
Lol, I wish they were mine but they weren't, lol. Your friend is right. She pointed out an interesting topic. Sometimes you read or someone tells the a simple concept and you discover that you never thought about it. This is one of those times I guess, lol. We're prone to make the most insignificant and stupid mistakes. That's what makes us human but also what makes us somehow idiots.People who are constantly looking for a better position in life for instance.
Which in other words means..money. You see this evidence every day. People who try to make as much money as they can. Not that I hate money of course but there's plenty of better things. Now this seems the usual thing we always say and blablabla but at the end of the show that's the truth. Personally, I think the rich are way less sensitive than the poor, or than ordinary people.
One of my friends however made a good point about this she told me that all those people out there who are employed dont stop to think about the little things the things that really matter but when you get out there it will be something to you that it isn't to them: exciting meaningful something you will appreciate be grateful for and enjoy.Crap she said something similar to that but those werent the exact words been a few years since she told me this lol
@HeIIsApostle But it still rings true nonetheless so many people go to work only caring about the money they make not being dedicated to their craft or working hard its just another mundane boring task for a good amount of Americans in this country.Thats why I am looking forward to getting a job and I do not care if I start at the bottom thats another thing so many people seem to care more about making a certain amount of money or getting a job thats upper class or highly regarded.
Thats never been me though no matter whether you start at the bottom or the top we can all make the job our own and find a way to enjoy it hopefully instead of something that wears us all out and physically emotionally and mentally exhausts us after a while.Thats my perspective on it anyways.Its not something I plan on taking for granted its something I hope to enjoy and if I dont at first ill make myself enjoy it.Sorry for the long crap again old habits die hard lol
That's the way it should be. I consider myself very lucky in that area for example. I do what I always wanted to do since I was a little boy. So I'm lucky. It allowed me live alone, far from my family, which good and nit good at the same time and all this kind of things. But there's people who do tghat for money only. My brother-in-law for instance. He's a gastroenterologist. He works in a huge hopital in Orlando Florida. Guess what? He hates it.
Nods you're right my uncle for example hes a doctor who specializes in cancer patients etc...Hes lost plenty of people hes close to he goes to his job everyday delivering bad news to people.When dad died he cried some which surprised me Uncle Michael hardly ever cries he has a gruff exterior for the most part so that shocked me.
But not long after he was being his annoying self lol Im sure you know what I mean we all have family members that rub us the wrong way even though we still love them lol
I was a little angered that he seemed okay within hours after my dad died but my mom made a good point.She said hes so used to seeing people hes close to die and most doctors just grow resilient to it it doesnt affect them because they are sadly used to it..
The doctor that told us we were gonna have to let dad go had no emotion whatsoever which I didnt respect but at the same time I guess they have to be strong otherwise the people who are suffering would hurt even more then we already did at that time.
If you ask him why did you do that then? He says..for money..what else. These are the things I don't like. I love him, he's a great guy, a very caring husband to my sister but, especially in the health care area, you have to have passion and love for what you do. Also love for the others who happens to be the ones you should save or anyway take care of. Just for money. What a dumbass he is, lol,.
Yep you're right and lol I hear ya I know people in my family like that.Ive got a cousin whose done drugs and drank for years hes pretty much used every one in the family he stole some prescription pills back in 2005 from my dad when he visited so he could sell them on the street for money to get more drugs.When he came to visit last year after dad died he said nothing about my father no kind words no sorry for your loss nothing suffice it to say it pissed my mom off majorly.
Sorry to hear about you cousin man. It's definitely true what they say. When someone does drugs he/she would sell even his/her mother. An irrefutable truth. Yeah, doctors are like that. I know that they see people dying every day and that's almost a routine for them but come on, I don't pretend they start crying but a bit of kindness or a simple gesture wouldn't ruin their professionalism.
Yep no disagreement there man. Sad thing is my cousin has a daughter he hardly ever sees he told my sister when they came for a visit on the phone that he was in jail AGAIN trying to get his new gf out of jail... on christmas. Put it to you this way the guy has had numerous girlfriends some he abused and some who were just as untrustworthy sneaky and into drugs as much as he is.He told my sister he and this druggie friend were gonna help each other get clean.
Yeah, that's pretty sad. I will never understand why some people make their children paying for their own mistakes. I don't have children which i don't if it's something positive or negative but only the thought that my kids have to pay for my mistakes gives me the creeps. It does, really. Children are sacred. I mean, my sister has a daughter who's almost two. How can people even think about hurting such a beautiful thing? It doesn't make any sense to me.
Yeah it is.I mean my niece and nephew are 8 and 5 respectively and they have both a mother and a father.Skyler my cousin though realistically only has her mom and her now stepdad.Strange thing is her mom was the best thing that ever happened to my cousin and he abused her at times and she was smart she got out of that relationship fast.
Sadder thing though is Skylers about 9 years old and shes even said before that her dad hardly ever sees her and she doesnt care that speaks on so many levels when a child feels that way about their parent.Even sadder is Skyler has a tendency to snap at people boss them around and just flat out act out but she has a drug dealing father who she hardly ever sees who is constantly causing hell for his entire family and he caused us hell many times as well.
Yes, it does speak on many level. It speaks volumes I'd say. If your kid doesn't care about you it's because you really did something wrong to him/her. Parents are Gods in their children's eyes. We think.."Oh it's just a kid, he/she doesn't understand". Kids do understand. More than we can imagine. It's only comfortable, so to speak, for the some parents to claim that they don't. Honestly I wouldn't like to be in your cousin shoes.
Yes its sad on so many levels a decent loving parent is THERE for their child.When Skyler grows up shes gonna resent her father majorly sad thing she is already resenting him.My mom is one of the most compassionate people in the world in my eyes anyways and she always tried to give him the benefit of a doubt.But after a while and the way he treated all of us especially dad she was tired of it.
Each one of us has a breaking point Kenny. Even the most compassionate person as your mom is. If she reached that point it's because she couldn't take it anymore. It's not even a breaking point I guess, she just probably gave up after months, if not years, of attempts. That's what I understand through your words at least.
Nods.Thats basically the gist of it man losing the love of her life my dad was hard enough for her.Having someone who has taken advantage of our kindness hospitality and generosity more then once was the straw that basically broke the camels back for my mom.
.When he came last year she was angry the entire time but shes always good at putting on a happy face and pretending like its okay... until shes behind closed doors then shes brutally honest most of the time lol.I told her when my cousins visited this year I was wondering if Jonathan thats his name would come she told me she hoped he didn't come.She thought he was basically an asshole last year when he didnt even offer his condolences about dad or anything.
I remember one thing he said just one and it wasn't respectful he said in front of me and some other family members that we all bite the big one eventually or something to that effect.Suffice it to say... he's not welcome here now but thanks to my Uncle we have to be nice to him if he comes to visit.To be frank hes not our responsibility and the only way Jonathans ever gonna get his head straight see his daughter and get clean is if HE does it.
Suffice it to say... he's not welcome here now but thanks to my Uncle we have to be nice to him if he comes to visit.To be frank hes not our responsibility and the only way Jonathans ever gonna get his head straight see his daughter and get clean is if HE does it.Until he sincerely and genuinely wants help it will never matter what we say or do he has to make that choice not us
Yep he did more then once in all honesty I looked up to my cousin thought he was so cool when I was younger and he I became close.When we were kids we couldn't stand one another we were always trying to get each other in trouble.But the older we both got the closer we got to each other .
I dont know I kinda felt after a certain point that he had no one left that believed in him except my Aunt his mom bless her heart who has tried so hard to believe in him and give him the benefit of doubt.But you can only give someone the benefit of doubt a certain amount of times then you just feel like throwing in the towel.Sad thing is I believed in him he even tried to make us feel bad about my Uncle who can be bossy pushy and overly opinionated but thats Jonathan.
Like I said hes a compulsive liar my sister saw through him years ago.I on the other hand took longer to see through him because I tried to believe in him and care about him.When you try to reach out to someone just for them to figuratively spit back in your face it gets tiring after a while.Eventually you DO want to throw in the towel .
Women are much more perceptual than we are in fact. She saw through him faster than you. Maybe we don't pay as much attention as they do, lol. Besides that, I think you did your best and then eventually reached that famous, or infamous, breaking point we were talking about. It'll will be hard now to believe him, or even try to, again. I had a similar experience years ago with a dear friend who had everything, his prarents were both lawyers and guess what?
Smh its sad man it really is. LOL I think so in all honesty women just seem to have a sixth sense about these kinds of things.Back when my sister wasnt with us as she is now Jonathan wanted to come for a visit back in 2005 and he talked to my sister on the phone she shot straight from the hip telling him he sounded like he was on drugs and she basically was not gonna take his shit or let him be anywhere near or around her children.Don't blame her one bit.
They do have a sixth sense in fact. Probably due to a most developed sensitivity of which, us men, lack of very often. In most cases anyway. Bipolar? Ouch, that make the whole thing even harder. These people are really difficult to handle. You never know what they think or what they are gonna do next. I've never dealt with someone who is bipolar in my life luckily and I hope I never will.
Nods you're right they can snap very easily at any given moment never know what how they will react or respond from one moment to the next.True also me and my sister were discussing it this morning about my cousin Skyler and her dad.She snapped at my niece a lot and they got into it a good amount with one another while Skyler was here.
My sister noticed something though that I didn't that whenever my sister would hug my niece or show affection within minutes Skyler would make a snippy rude comment about my niece.My uncle and aunt didnt show her affection once either not a hug not even an i love you while she was here.
Its sad to watch that the problem is that kid does not know what love and affection is shes jealous of what my niece has because she has a horrible excuse for a father that barely ever takes the time to even see her and a grandpa and grandma that do not even show each OTHER affection or love much less their niece.Its sad on multiple levels.
Oh you did answer. Your comment didn't reach my onbox this time. YouTube playes these tricks every now and then.
Anyway, isn't there a law that protects kids or something? I mean, when I was still living in my hometown before moving to Chicago there was a guy who couldn't even get close to the house where his kids were living at that time. But maybe your cousin is not harmful to his daughter. He is only to himself.
Ugh this colds been whoopin my ass lol Phew okay now Ill try to answer you man. Hopefully they can fix the many glitches around here they've been having problems for years . I would think so many seriously not to mention there are such things as restraining orders as well.Hes never physically abused his daughter thankfully but he did abuse her mom which was his wife and this was apparently going on when Skyler was just a little wee tike.
No problem pal. Yeah, there's too many glitches on this site. YouTube plys tricks every now and then like I said, lol. I doubt they will ever be able to fix all this. Not completely anyway. A restraining order is probably what that guy I was talking about got. Beating your wife is already an awful thing to do but absusing your children is..being a crimal. I have no mercy for these people. I couldn't have any. Who could?
HA! You said it man I couldnt even get my inbox to work this morning or my comments. It's always something around here lol Exactly we have a guy who lives across us who is a former pedophile he has kids and has some teenage daughters who were evidentally pregnant.My mom and sister cant stand the guy ive never talked to him and wouldn't either .
In all honesty I just do not know if its possible for someone who would ever commit such a sick and unforgiveable action towards and against a child to change period.I just do not think that would ever be humanly possible.
No child should ever exposed to that kind of violence or that kind of environment or situation for that matter.Yep he is very harmful to himself he keeps going with the drugs and doesnt finally do the right thing hes gonna wind up dead no question about it.Hope you have a good weekend man im heading to bed in a few feel like crap.
There's too many things children are exposed to. Even in the so called..good society of America. A statistic says we are the country with the highest rate of suicide among young people. Teen especially. There has to be a reason. Alright, this country is big and so on but what kills teens, in my humble opinion, is the competition. At school, in life, wherever. They're always under pressure. This is America. We all know how this..machine..works.
Nods.There are even parents who take their kids to horror movies where their children are exposed to violence gore and all kinds of sick stuff at an early age.Ridiculous thing is they blame the movies for the exposure when they should really be blaming themselves.Granted ive been a huge horror movie fan since i was about 16 years old but I take them for what they are a nice thrill a rollercoaster ride if you will.
Nods.There are even parents who take their kids to horror movies where their children are exposed to violence gore and all kinds of sick stuff at an early age.Ridiculous thing is they blame the movies for the exposure when they should really be blaming themselves.Granted ive been a huge horror movie fan since i was about 16 years old but I take them for what they are a nice thrill a rollercoaster ride if you will.
But some take those movies wayyy too literally and can't distinguish between the fantasy of the movie and the reality of their real lives.THAT is indeed unsettling.Yep you are right it is the constant pressure to be this or be that the expectations of so many of these parents to want their kids to be perfect or live out their own fantasies through their own children.
The bullies are partly to blame but the parents also play a part in what happens I keep seeing so many parents claim they never knew anything was wrong before their child took their own lives.It just does not make any sense I thought a parent was supposed to be a lot more aware then that?Boggles the mind.
Well, being a parent is the hardest..job..in the world I guess. It's not easy as many people who are not parents may think it is. Myself included. Some succeed, others fail. I'd probably fail to be honest as many other people of our age. The sense of the family is lost. Unfortunately I should add. I see 16 years old guys, or gals for that matter, staying out till 05:00 AM in the morning and so on. Something that was absolutely forbidden when I was that age.
Nods true man especially in a single parent household .When I was a kid there were curfews I dont understand why more kids do not have that now as well as rules.But see that is the thing teenagers especially rebel against authority and rules as long as they can defy it and break it thats really all that ever matters to them.Yep and kids especially teens staying out that late can very easily be murdered etc...Anything possible in this world sadly.
True. Especially in a single parent household. Same here, I still remember those curfews, lol. I hated them but I know that my parents did the right thing. They were overprotective with my sister in particular. You know, she might meet someone with bad intentions, pedophiles, and all this kind of things. I had a little more freedom than her but yet..not that much, lol. She's now a mother so she now knows that as much as upsetting it was the right thing to do.
Hi Sweetie, I understand exactly what you mean, Love ya! ~Teeny
La13Huera 5 days ago
@TheWanderingSpirits
You're the attention whore not me so you should really get a life and take your own advice.Keep your boring comments off this video inferior homophobe. :D Have a lovely day angry girl.
AvalonJoyous666 2 weeks ago
@AvalonJoyous666
i was trying to warn you. careful to omarsuarezz. zach is behind that account :P do what you wantm patricia
TheWanderingSpirits 2 weeks ago
@TheWanderingSpirits You are a complete dumbass, I am behind it ! Send me a 6 digit number by pm and I'll post that number here when i GET IT
thejewishmessiah666 4 days ago
@thejewishmessiah666
what are you talking about?
AvalonJoyous666 4 days ago
@TheWanderingSpirit To OmarSuarezz
thejewishmessiah666 4 days ago
Alright children enough is enough stay off my video if you can't act like mature adults . Smh .
AvalonJoyous666 3 weeks ago
Childishness attention whoring homophobic slurs and immaturity will automatically be deleted and blocked.I am not here to babysit you people if you can't act like adults then go back to kindergarden and start all over from scratch so you can. No responses from me on your pages either its an automatic delete and block I am not here to talk to people who have no class or maturity period.
AvalonJoyous666 3 weeks ago
Interesting video! Who is this group you are referring too?
MinisterofReclusion 4 weeks ago
@MinisterofReclusion
People like you.Have a nice day I look forward to the same fascinating childish comments as usual.Don't let me down .
AvalonJoyous666 4 weeks ago
@MinisterofReclusion
Btw I accepted your desperate invite I already know what to expect either way so I just said what the hell and accepted regardless of how predictable people like you will always be.Later.
AvalonJoyous666 4 weeks ago
dude i hope u have been informed that it was just a misunderstanding
HummerHuber 4 weeks ago
@HummerHuber
Huh?Sorry I have no idea what you are talking about man.Have a good day though.
AvalonJoyous666 4 weeks ago
@AvalonJoyous666
what do u mean u dont know? u have been whining cuz i left a comment on omarsuarezzs wall mentioning the name kendra that wasnt referred to u, blocked me again n now u dont know? i asked hells to tell u i wasnt referring to u
HummerHuber 4 weeks ago
@HummerHuber
I havent been whining about anything but yes I do remember that.I haven't even given it a thought either way man so its fine with me period.Misunderstandings happen here all the time anyways .
AvalonJoyous666 4 weeks ago
@AvalonJoyous666
all right then case closed. have a nice day
HummerHuber 4 weeks ago
@HummerHuber
Same to you dude.
AvalonJoyous666 4 weeks ago
hi kenny. i created this channel for us good people only. i am dave. i will not be online right now but if you need a confirmation i will gladly send you a pm from my sttt or eits. i hope to gather as many good people as i can on this channel and leave the haters out of it.
GoodPeopleOnly 1 month ago
@GoodPeopleOnly
I believe you Dave and ty bro. :) I approved your comment so maybe you and Andrew can talk it out or something.It's none of my business either way though . I like both of you.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
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AwesomeCoolGuyLOL 1 month ago
@AwesomeCoolGuyLOL
Are you suffering from mental issues or something cyberstalker? How exactly am I a coward pussy internet tough guy? Grow up.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AwesomeCoolGuyLOL
You also have issues claiming you are " watching me" Insane much? I think so .
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
Yeah, and also Ossie Davies, the judge in the movie, who happens to be Ruby Dee's husband in real life. Was actually, I think he passed away now. The Stand is, in my opinion, the only movie well done. Normally movies taken from books are always a disappointment. Cujo, the book I mean, is not as bad as the movie but not even that good.It's simple story. Nothing complicated as The Stand or others.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Yep you're right and see I really did not understand Cujo in some parts.I couldn't get why this dog was so determined to get to this mom and her son I know he was rabid but still the movie was just off in too many ways to count.Apparently Dee Wallace Stone who played the mom was supposed to be an adulterer or something she was cheating on her husband I believe haven't seen it in a while lol
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
Didn't like that one either. King is changed so much recently. Editorial reason he says on his website. Word is out that some of his recent books have been actually writeen by his wife Tabita. Not sue if it's true but in fact, as a coincidence, they're not good like the ones in the window a few years back.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
andrew do to all of us a favor. just keep hanging out with your troll buddies and get out of here dumbass.
GoodPeopleOnly 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
You're right and that movie the Mist in all honesty I do not see how that movie could have possibly been from Stephen King.That was such a bizarre movie with quite possibly one of the sickest twist endings I had saw in a long time. Speaking of windows there was also that abysmal disaster Secret Window last year I watched it on one of the movie channels years ago it was alright but definitely not a King film.The movie also made no sense and had way too many inconsistencies.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Yeah The Stand was back when Stephen King did the miniseries right then along came Rose Red and crap like that it just went downhill from there.Even his most recent one that premiered on A&E Bag of Bones was not up to snuff. It was creepy in certain parts I enjoyed that aspect but there were a lot of plot holes inconsistencies bad acting overacting and an ending that landed with a thud instead of a bang.Not even a twist like you would normally expect from King.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
xc
MinisterofMoochers 1 month ago
@MinisterofMoochers
xc?
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@MinisteroCatDisposel
Like I said this is your last chance be human for gods sakes.For once in your life.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@MinisteroCatDisposel
I will give you one last chance to write in an UNbiased civilized manner.If you are here to brag about what happened last night save your breath.What happened last night was a falling out with a friend that was it.So I suggest you find a different game and person to play with I am not playing your game anymore and I was glad when you left.I knew when you came back you'd start your kindergarden antics again as usual.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666 Yes so I heard....before I left I gave you a chance to bury the hatchet and some strides were made but as soon as I left to enjoy life outside of YT you started trashing me agaiN just like a kindergarten understudy : )
MinisterofMoochers 1 month ago
@MinisterofMoochers
What are you even talked about? First of all I didn't even know you were gone so that should tell you how important you are to me to begin with.Secondly I have not been paying any attention to any of this childishness here.You were the one as usual butting your nose into where it did not belong.My fallout with rational had nothing to do with you whatsoever but as usual you made it your business looking for some sick form of online entertainment.Strange to say the least.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@MinisterofMoochers
Talking about I meant.I only said something about you after you intentionally tried to instigate something between me and you. I even specificially said I was happy for you and your life you're the one acting childish around here constantly thinking I am supposed to be jealous of what you have and your life.No I am not why is it so hard for people like you to be human for even one second?
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666 Still buzzing around this video like a fly on a dung heap I see : )
MinisterofMoochers 1 month ago
@MinisterofMoochers
Okay starting over you are never worth the effort to begin with.But anyways I was off watching a show with my family.You're the one who continues to harp and carry on about me on and on and you were the one who made what happened between me and rat your business when it never was to begin with.You are the one who needs to grow Minister in so many ways as a human being.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@MinisterofMoochers
Don't speak about hypocrisy either considering you are supposed to be a Christian yet your words and actions constantly contradict that about you.If you aren't capable of respect civility humility or decency then use the sense you have left to stop posting here.People with common sense do not seek out people they hate and yes Minister unlike you I dont hate any of you but you do indeed hate me being gay having social anxiety disorder etc...
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@MinisterofMoochers
I don't care though period if you want to go through life condemning people looking down on them and mocking them their lives and hating people then you go right on ahead with my blessings.I will do the exact opposite though and live my life the right way compared to what people like you are doing.Have a lovely night Minister .
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@MinisterofMoochers
I never asked you to post here so do keep that in mind you are not wanted here in any capacity whatsoever yet you continue to make your presence known unfortunately.You are free to post here if you are capable of being a human being which I already know you will never be capable of.Chow.If you want to hate me and mock the fact that I have SAD that I am gay and that I dont have a father be my guest.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@MinisterofMoochers
I however will continue to be proud of the human being my parents raised me to be and the life I feel no shame about and never will either despite your wishful thinking.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@MinisterofMoochers
If you want to talk to me like a human being I will treat you the same common sense would tell you that.I'm not here for your immature games Minister if you aren't capable of having humility and showing respect to people then thats a problem you need to look into severely.Have a nice day I am off to grab a bite to eat.Mommas boy does not offend me either some adults do not even care about their parents much less keep in contact with them.I am grateful I do.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@MinisteroCatDisposel
Please get a life already Minister.As far as my mother is concerned I am grateful that we have such a close relationship and I always will feel that way too. My father is dead my mother is not therefore I embrace the moments and time we spend together because none of us have any idea how short life is period.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
You won't regret it. Besides the story, the movie is also beautifully done as far as photography and such. If you are into reading, the book is even better because it has five additional chapters about the real life of John Nash. It's worth reading, trust me.
On another topic, talking to a clone is even worse than talking to a troll, lol. The good thing is that they don't last long. They get bored easily.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
It's beyond boring at this point I can say that much lol The books I used to read were mostly Stephen King Ive always thought he was brilliant at writing horror/suspense novels. But reading was always really relaxing to me I remember times when I would read and I would feel this sense or calm it was interesting it is as if you escape into another world for a little bit when you read.You forget about everything but the book you are reading and the characters and story within.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
Stephen King? Lol, I have all his books. The entire collection. I just love that writer. I think I miss only one or two. The very first ones. I'm actually re-reading for the third or fourth times The Stand. A masterpiece. The only book I really didn't like is The Storm Of The Century. Well, to be honest also Cujo didn't impress me that much.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
LOL I had tons of his books years ago but we gave them away at one point . I read The Shining terrifying I loved the books in all honesty more then most of the movies . For instance the original Shining has nothing on the overwhelming fear and dread that the book provides.It seems like when you are reading a book especially a horror novel or suspense novel that picturing it in your head is far more disturbing then what you would see on a screen.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
See I saw Cujo never read it that was a mean ass dog lol I think the vivid interpretation is so much better normally then the movie interpretations. I loved The Stand that miniseries was especially a true heartbreaker and not to mention it was a movie about good vs evil so it really resonated with me back then.The battle of faith against lack of faith and a perfect stranger who becomes intwined with every character in the miniseries.Ruby Dee was awesome in that movie.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
Did you discover the new anti RAGE pill recently approved by the FDA?
MinisterofMelancholy 1 month ago
@MinisterofMelancholy
There you go again with the RAGE thing waste your entire night as usual with that I don't care either way.Are you ever capable of being mature or civilized? I don't think you've ever been capable of that and never will be either.It's always you on your pedestal looking down on people thankfully my parents raised me better then yours did in that area apparently.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@MinisterofMelancholy
Have a nice night if you can't be human and civilized then I am not gonna give it another thought.Your problem not mine.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
You have me at a disadvantage by not posting my observant comments and posting on my channel but not allowing me to post on yours : )
MinisterofMelancholy 1 month ago
@MinisterofMelancholy
You're not a friend thats the only way I can keep immature hateful individuals like yourself away from my page.Observant comments? No I don't think so childish and juvenile comments however? Yes. If you have something constructive to say then please do but if its your typical im better then you are 2 year old attempts to anger or hurt me please save your breath. :)People change and I have too bad you haven't.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
why do they call you kendra?
Shaskja 1 month ago
@Shaskja
Ty for asking good question.The term Kendra I believe in my opinion anyways is to equate me to being feminine or female simply because I am gay.It's just a word to me though anyone can easily change someones real name into something that's not them though.No biggie.Have a good weekend.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
kinda stupid on their part. not surprised knowing them
Shaskja 1 month ago
@Shaskja
It happens hon sadly especially online.Hope your days good.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
yes it is. have a good day
Shaskja 1 month ago
@Shaskja
Same to you. :)
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
Oh yeah, it is interesting in fact. Nash is only one of many. The Italian poet Dante Alighieri, who was literally out of his mind and had delusions of persecution, wrote a masterpiece of poetry like The Divine Comedy..Van Gogh the famous dutch painter, Ligier Richier, the french sculptor and so many others. We think people with mental disabilities are just dumb. Some of them could cover us all of s..t as far as intelligence, lol. Yeah, I know about the clone, lmao. I think I have 20 so far, lol.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Wow it's fascinating how even people that may seem way off mentally can produce such amazing and beautiful works. See I had no idea about Van Gogh he created some beautiful art brilliant art actually. LOL about the clones I think I have had way more then that at least I gave someone something to do I guess thats how I look at it now compared to how I used to look at it lol
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle I am trying to think of that one who had mental problems who was brilliant at math can't remember his name.They made a movie about him however and the actor won an award it was a few years ago I believe.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
John Nash. The movie was A beautiful Mind. Yeah, Russel Crowe, the actor who played the role of Nash did win an Oscar but for the movie The Gladiator I think. Not sure if he won something for this one. Anyway, it's an excellent movie. Base on a true fact. Lol, the clones are always just temporary. If you don't pay attention to them they get bored and they stop it. At least in my experience that is.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
I may look into that movie its intriguing to say the least.The oscars also to me anyways are almost always a total bore I do not know why but ive never been able to get into those kinds of shows lol Just seems like its very pretentous not to mention its basically predictable for the most part lol Yeah that is normally how it works you ignore them they get bored and move on to something else eventually.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
Yeah, it's intriguing. Especially when you know that the whole story is based on true facts and on a real person. Nothing fictional. When I saw the movie for the first time I knew Nash only by name. I knew he was a famous and brilliant mathematician but I didn't know about hes madness or whatever you want to call it. Then I got interested and I've read the book, which is even better than the movie. Clones post on your video because you reply to them Kenny, lol.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Its amazing to me how they've been wanting to post on this video every time lol
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@MsSweetLoveMe
Ty hon much love to you hope you are doing well and I am doing fine living and surviving as always . :)
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@milleryoutu
Yes I was given the name Kendra by my haters its fine with me though its just a word after all.How exactly am I raging also? Have a nice day.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@DeaconOfCybering
Did you ever learn respect from your parents?Obviously not.If you are religious good for you Im not gonna bash you for it so why bash me?I am trying to have a civil respectful discussion with you and all you can do is repeat the same ad homeniem insults.Too bad.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
You should stop cybring with young boys Kendra. I can help you not to :)
DeaconOfCybering 1 month ago
@DeaconOfCybering
I do not cyber with young boys I am not a pedophile.So your argument as usual is false and untrue.Are you ever capable of civility? Never mind stupid question.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
Don't be coy Kendra. We know your activities here. We see everything .)
DeaconOfCybering 1 month ago
@DeaconOfCybering
Okay at this point you are creeping me out.No you can not see my activities and no I am not a pedophile. As usual you are always desperate to grab my attention and lie and slander me.If there is a God he is a God of love not hate you are the one distorting that being into something that it does not stand for.This is my video so I suggest you grow up and act like a civilized human being for once in your life.I am not her to entertain a hateful person like yourself period.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@DeaconOfCybering
Good day to you.Comments like you just attempted to post will not be tolerated nor accepted either.You are as usual just trying to stir the pot for your own personal entertainment.I am not here for that though so have fun there.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
Does the truth hurt?
DeaconOfCybering 1 month ago
@DeaconOfCybering
What? Do tell me what exactly is this truth you speak of?How exactly are you or have you hurt me to begin with? Im certainly not crying so what exactly are you trying to say? Please be clear and coherent.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@DeaconOfCybering
Btw do you think God would condone someone creating an account mocking the death of my father from last year? I think not.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
God works in mysterious way. He does not appreciate atheism. You know how touchy He is.
DeaconOfCybering 1 month ago
@DeaconOfCybering
God loves unconditonally no matter what thats what Ive always heard and I was also taught when I was a Christian.So I have no idea what God you are referring to. Is it that hard for you to comprehend that people can respect one another despite what they do or do not believe in or how they do or do not live? Why is this so hard for you to comprehend?Did you ever learn respect from your parents?
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
Im only approving certain comments in the hopes that we may possibly find some common ground with another eventually at least.That is my hope anyways.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
Ty for the views haters lmao. :)
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
Love your vid, Kenny - and more importantly, its message... Go Kenny!
Oh and - 6 feet 5 inches tall you say? You could be a basketball player! That's a whole foot taller than me!
How you doin' up there?? LOLOL!
XXX :)
Mary1conway 1 month ago
@Mary1conway
Aww and LOL thanks sweetie yeah people always told me I should have played basketball lol Hugs and love :)
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@CariocaBabyDoll212
LOL thanks sweetheart love ya tons. :D
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@Darklord23
Thanks bro I did it for myself though not for anyone else thanks all the same though love ya man.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
Hey Kenny I sent you a pm.
HaevnenSprite 1 month ago
I cant believe I was one of bullies :( I need to seriously talk to you and come out and be real
SirLaurenWilson 1 month ago
I cant believe I was one of bullies :( I need to seriously talk to you and come out and be real
SirLaurenWilson 1 month ago
@SirLaurenWilson
Its okay Lawrence past is past I dont like grudges they only fester inside and thats not what Im about. People make mistakes its just part of being human so is forgiveness.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle But thats why they call it a new year ya know a time to make amends for the mistakes we've made and be bigger then that if you know what I mean.Sad thing is back when I was doing that dad was getting worse and worse and none of us could tell we were basically oblivious as to how bad it had gotten at that point.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle It was a ridiculous idea it was foolish and immature and it was never worth the effort.It actually added to the people trolling me even more then they already were previously so I guess its too late to say my bad? lol It was hilarious though that you knew the entire time it was me and I was thinking this was an extremely stupid idea lol
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
I don't mean trick persay more like I was trying to see if I could find a kind side to each of you.That definitely wasn't the way to go about it though and I know this now.This will make you laugh though I told my dad what I was trying to do and he basically just looked at me like I was crazy lol
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
I know we've had our tiffs here and there Andrew but I respect you as a human being I hope we can maintain that kind of respect towards one another.Take care man.By the new year I will be trying to make a video where my voice is actually there first I have to get a mic.Once I do though Ill be making videos but not videos of anger rage or emotional breakdowns persay but more like educational videos videos about humanity peace and kindness towards our fellow man or woman.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
Thanks Kenny. That's what some of your friends doesn't get. Behind any troll, or non-troll, there's a human being. But I don't want to repeat things I've said million of times. Glad to hear that. I'm sure your video will be highly appreciate by your friends and who knows? Maybe even by your haters, if there's is any because I don't think people have a reason to hate you. I mean real hate, which is a feeling anyway. Hate is like love. They're both feelings.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Nods you're right both of those are indeed feelings . I was thinking when you lost your account make sure he knows you had nothing to do with it lol Didn't want you to think I was trying to trick you or anything lol I will also admit mistakes ive made here man wholeheartedly that thing where I pretended to be a girl was meant to just to get to know each and everyone of you.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
Don't worry about that. I know exactly who they are. I always laugh at them reporting me, or others for that matter, because they spend more time to report than the time I spend to create a new account, lol. They just don't get it. So no, not for a moment I thought you had something to do with it. Yeah, it's never a good idea replying to trolls with long answers. They interpretate that as a form of rage, or a struck nerve, so they get even harsher on you.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
In all honesty the suspensions do NOTHING whatsoever man lol A person can easily create another account or have a backup account ready no matter what. You're right its much easier on the fingers typing out short responses anyways that hurts after a while when you write WAY too much lol .
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
No it doesn't in fact. Even because all trolls know that their accounts won't last long so is no surprise when an account gets closed. Yeah, brief, short and pithy. That's always the best answer you can give.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
I agree <<< thats a start for me lol
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
Same here. Same here. Let's hope it'll be a good one. For all of us.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
No disagreement there man.One thing id like to know is when the worlds gonna end that harold camps already claimed that twice now even Im curious lol.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
In all honesty even though im not religious I do believe the world will end eventually and by that I mean that for every beginning there is always an end in the first place.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
Nothing is eternal. Yeah, the world will end sooner or later. For reasons unknown I suppose. I honestly don't believe in any theory about the end of the world. Whether religious or scientific. Though, I'm firmly convinced that there has to be a superior..something. There's evidence of this. Someone calls them miracles. Others just coincidences, others unforeseeable events. In call them facts. Then we can give to these facts the interpretation that we prefer.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Exactly I mean it would be incredibly arrogant atheist or not to claim we know either way.Realistically and logically no we do not know no one does not even Christians.I think im half agnostic and half atheist agnostics leave religion open to interpretation as well as if there is a God or not.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
No one does in fact. Fortunately I should add. religious people tend to push the envelope way too much sometimes. The same goes for the atheits. Point is, none of them want to lose a debate. Religious will accuse you of not seeing, atheists of seeing what can't be seen and so on and on and on. Something that started at the very beginning of the world. The ones who believe against the ones who don't. It will never end. Who's right? Whos' wrong? Noone probably.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Exactly it is never gonna change in that area.There will always be those who do believe and those who dont believe .We will never be able to change our beliefs or non beliefs as they may be but hopefully we can still find a way to respect one another as human beings and show respect to each others beliefs or non belief .To find a common ground with one another would be amazing.But as they say one day at a time it takes time for progess to happen .
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
There has to be a common ground to one another. Otherwise you can't build anything positive. Unfortunately we tend to label people very quickly. Believer-atheist, black.white, gay-straight, good-bad and so on. Simple dichotomies that don't bring anything but disrespect. I know it sounds crazy that a troll speaks about respect, lol. I for one think it's weird, lol, but that's the way it is anyway.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
I agree it is weird.Gay straight atheist christian black white etc... None of it matters in all honesty all of those are just labels I look at people as what they are even if they dont like me even if they dont like the fact that I am gay I look at everyone including the people that hate me exactly as what they are: human beings.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
You're one of the few then Kenny. I hear people labeling others every single day. Even at work. Why? Who knows? There's a greek word which explains this..Enigma. In fact, it's an enigma. It's probably because each one of us needs to find his opposite side in someone else in order to feel better with ourselves. Who really knows? There's hundreds, there could be actually, of explanations to this. But it remains a mystery. Unsolved, lol.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
I never will understand it man never.I pictured you as Robert Stack from Unsolved Mysteries when you wrote that last part lol Life itself is an enigma man so many unanswered questions so many things to wonder about and ponder.Being human is a rollercoaster of ups and downs but im genuinely grateful for the good and the bad.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
It is in fact. The biggest enigma ever. We all go through lots of adversities in life, which is normal..actually it's not only normal it's necessary to form our own character. I've read a book once written by Leo Buscaglia. My sister gave it to be to be honest. He was a teacher or something and a wonderful human being. Anyway he said a very interesting thing about appreciating the good the the bad things that have happened to us in life.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
Basically he said that we should appreciate more all the bad things rather than the good ones. That's how we go with our heads held high through life. Soneone who had nothing but good things, money, fame, fortune, happiness and so forth couldn't get the meaning of life itself. He said.."Those who had everything in life are the ones who scream the most on their death bed" And it's true if you think about it.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Very wise words man. It is true all these people who have so much take what they have and what they have been given for granted.They are just things to them materialistic objects there does not seem to be any amount of being grateful within them either. I mean its like me in a way I have social anxiety disorder I struggle with it all the time.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
Lol, I wish they were mine but they weren't, lol. Your friend is right. She pointed out an interesting topic. Sometimes you read or someone tells the a simple concept and you discover that you never thought about it. This is one of those times I guess, lol. We're prone to make the most insignificant and stupid mistakes. That's what makes us human but also what makes us somehow idiots.People who are constantly looking for a better position in life for instance.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
Which in other words means..money. You see this evidence every day. People who try to make as much money as they can. Not that I hate money of course but there's plenty of better things. Now this seems the usual thing we always say and blablabla but at the end of the show that's the truth. Personally, I think the rich are way less sensitive than the poor, or than ordinary people.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
One of my friends however made a good point about this she told me that all those people out there who are employed dont stop to think about the little things the things that really matter but when you get out there it will be something to you that it isn't to them: exciting meaningful something you will appreciate be grateful for and enjoy.Crap she said something similar to that but those werent the exact words been a few years since she told me this lol
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle But it still rings true nonetheless so many people go to work only caring about the money they make not being dedicated to their craft or working hard its just another mundane boring task for a good amount of Americans in this country.Thats why I am looking forward to getting a job and I do not care if I start at the bottom thats another thing so many people seem to care more about making a certain amount of money or getting a job thats upper class or highly regarded.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Thats never been me though no matter whether you start at the bottom or the top we can all make the job our own and find a way to enjoy it hopefully instead of something that wears us all out and physically emotionally and mentally exhausts us after a while.Thats my perspective on it anyways.Its not something I plan on taking for granted its something I hope to enjoy and if I dont at first ill make myself enjoy it.Sorry for the long crap again old habits die hard lol
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
That's the way it should be. I consider myself very lucky in that area for example. I do what I always wanted to do since I was a little boy. So I'm lucky. It allowed me live alone, far from my family, which good and nit good at the same time and all this kind of things. But there's people who do tghat for money only. My brother-in-law for instance. He's a gastroenterologist. He works in a huge hopital in Orlando Florida. Guess what? He hates it.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Nods you're right my uncle for example hes a doctor who specializes in cancer patients etc...Hes lost plenty of people hes close to he goes to his job everyday delivering bad news to people.When dad died he cried some which surprised me Uncle Michael hardly ever cries he has a gruff exterior for the most part so that shocked me.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
But not long after he was being his annoying self lol Im sure you know what I mean we all have family members that rub us the wrong way even though we still love them lol
I was a little angered that he seemed okay within hours after my dad died but my mom made a good point.She said hes so used to seeing people hes close to die and most doctors just grow resilient to it it doesnt affect them because they are sadly used to it..
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
The doctor that told us we were gonna have to let dad go had no emotion whatsoever which I didnt respect but at the same time I guess they have to be strong otherwise the people who are suffering would hurt even more then we already did at that time.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
If you ask him why did you do that then? He says..for money..what else. These are the things I don't like. I love him, he's a great guy, a very caring husband to my sister but, especially in the health care area, you have to have passion and love for what you do. Also love for the others who happens to be the ones you should save or anyway take care of. Just for money. What a dumbass he is, lol,.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Yep you're right and lol I hear ya I know people in my family like that.Ive got a cousin whose done drugs and drank for years hes pretty much used every one in the family he stole some prescription pills back in 2005 from my dad when he visited so he could sell them on the street for money to get more drugs.When he came to visit last year after dad died he said nothing about my father no kind words no sorry for your loss nothing suffice it to say it pissed my mom off majorly.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
Sorry to hear about you cousin man. It's definitely true what they say. When someone does drugs he/she would sell even his/her mother. An irrefutable truth. Yeah, doctors are like that. I know that they see people dying every day and that's almost a routine for them but come on, I don't pretend they start crying but a bit of kindness or a simple gesture wouldn't ruin their professionalism.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Yep no disagreement there man. Sad thing is my cousin has a daughter he hardly ever sees he told my sister when they came for a visit on the phone that he was in jail AGAIN trying to get his new gf out of jail... on christmas. Put it to you this way the guy has had numerous girlfriends some he abused and some who were just as untrustworthy sneaky and into drugs as much as he is.He told my sister he and this druggie friend were gonna help each other get clean.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
Yeah, that's pretty sad. I will never understand why some people make their children paying for their own mistakes. I don't have children which i don't if it's something positive or negative but only the thought that my kids have to pay for my mistakes gives me the creeps. It does, really. Children are sacred. I mean, my sister has a daughter who's almost two. How can people even think about hurting such a beautiful thing? It doesn't make any sense to me.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Yeah it is.I mean my niece and nephew are 8 and 5 respectively and they have both a mother and a father.Skyler my cousin though realistically only has her mom and her now stepdad.Strange thing is her mom was the best thing that ever happened to my cousin and he abused her at times and she was smart she got out of that relationship fast.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Sadder thing though is Skylers about 9 years old and shes even said before that her dad hardly ever sees her and she doesnt care that speaks on so many levels when a child feels that way about their parent.Even sadder is Skyler has a tendency to snap at people boss them around and just flat out act out but she has a drug dealing father who she hardly ever sees who is constantly causing hell for his entire family and he caused us hell many times as well.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
Yes, it does speak on many level. It speaks volumes I'd say. If your kid doesn't care about you it's because you really did something wrong to him/her. Parents are Gods in their children's eyes. We think.."Oh it's just a kid, he/she doesn't understand". Kids do understand. More than we can imagine. It's only comfortable, so to speak, for the some parents to claim that they don't. Honestly I wouldn't like to be in your cousin shoes.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Yes its sad on so many levels a decent loving parent is THERE for their child.When Skyler grows up shes gonna resent her father majorly sad thing she is already resenting him.My mom is one of the most compassionate people in the world in my eyes anyways and she always tried to give him the benefit of a doubt.But after a while and the way he treated all of us especially dad she was tired of it.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
Each one of us has a breaking point Kenny. Even the most compassionate person as your mom is. If she reached that point it's because she couldn't take it anymore. It's not even a breaking point I guess, she just probably gave up after months, if not years, of attempts. That's what I understand through your words at least.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Nods.Thats basically the gist of it man losing the love of her life my dad was hard enough for her.Having someone who has taken advantage of our kindness hospitality and generosity more then once was the straw that basically broke the camels back for my mom.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
.When he came last year she was angry the entire time but shes always good at putting on a happy face and pretending like its okay... until shes behind closed doors then shes brutally honest most of the time lol.I told her when my cousins visited this year I was wondering if Jonathan thats his name would come she told me she hoped he didn't come.She thought he was basically an asshole last year when he didnt even offer his condolences about dad or anything.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
I remember one thing he said just one and it wasn't respectful he said in front of me and some other family members that we all bite the big one eventually or something to that effect.Suffice it to say... he's not welcome here now but thanks to my Uncle we have to be nice to him if he comes to visit.To be frank hes not our responsibility and the only way Jonathans ever gonna get his head straight see his daughter and get clean is if HE does it.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Suffice it to say... he's not welcome here now but thanks to my Uncle we have to be nice to him if he comes to visit.To be frank hes not our responsibility and the only way Jonathans ever gonna get his head straight see his daughter and get clean is if HE does it.Until he sincerely and genuinely wants help it will never matter what we say or do he has to make that choice not us
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
Merciful and compassionate to the end huh Kenny? Good qualities. But are you sure he doesn't..abuse..of such good qualities you and your family have?
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Yep he did more then once in all honesty I looked up to my cousin thought he was so cool when I was younger and he I became close.When we were kids we couldn't stand one another we were always trying to get each other in trouble.But the older we both got the closer we got to each other .
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
I dont know I kinda felt after a certain point that he had no one left that believed in him except my Aunt his mom bless her heart who has tried so hard to believe in him and give him the benefit of doubt.But you can only give someone the benefit of doubt a certain amount of times then you just feel like throwing in the towel.Sad thing is I believed in him he even tried to make us feel bad about my Uncle who can be bossy pushy and overly opinionated but thats Jonathan.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Like I said hes a compulsive liar my sister saw through him years ago.I on the other hand took longer to see through him because I tried to believe in him and care about him.When you try to reach out to someone just for them to figuratively spit back in your face it gets tiring after a while.Eventually you DO want to throw in the towel .
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
Women are much more perceptual than we are in fact. She saw through him faster than you. Maybe we don't pay as much attention as they do, lol. Besides that, I think you did your best and then eventually reached that famous, or infamous, breaking point we were talking about. It'll will be hard now to believe him, or even try to, again. I had a similar experience years ago with a dear friend who had everything, his prarents were both lawyers and guess what?
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Smh its sad man it really is. LOL I think so in all honesty women just seem to have a sixth sense about these kinds of things.Back when my sister wasnt with us as she is now Jonathan wanted to come for a visit back in 2005 and he talked to my sister on the phone she shot straight from the hip telling him he sounded like he was on drugs and she basically was not gonna take his shit or let him be anywhere near or around her children.Don't blame her one bit.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
They do have a sixth sense in fact. Probably due to a most developed sensitivity of which, us men, lack of very often. In most cases anyway. Bipolar? Ouch, that make the whole thing even harder. These people are really difficult to handle. You never know what they think or what they are gonna do next. I've never dealt with someone who is bipolar in my life luckily and I hope I never will.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Nods you're right they can snap very easily at any given moment never know what how they will react or respond from one moment to the next.True also me and my sister were discussing it this morning about my cousin Skyler and her dad.She snapped at my niece a lot and they got into it a good amount with one another while Skyler was here.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
My sister noticed something though that I didn't that whenever my sister would hug my niece or show affection within minutes Skyler would make a snippy rude comment about my niece.My uncle and aunt didnt show her affection once either not a hug not even an i love you while she was here.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Its sad to watch that the problem is that kid does not know what love and affection is shes jealous of what my niece has because she has a horrible excuse for a father that barely ever takes the time to even see her and a grandpa and grandma that do not even show each OTHER affection or love much less their niece.Its sad on multiple levels.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Sorry it took me a bit to respond more then normal ive had a cold this week so ive basically felt like shit I took my ass to bed early last night lol
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
Oh you did answer. Your comment didn't reach my onbox this time. YouTube playes these tricks every now and then.
Anyway, isn't there a law that protects kids or something? I mean, when I was still living in my hometown before moving to Chicago there was a guy who couldn't even get close to the house where his kids were living at that time. But maybe your cousin is not harmful to his daughter. He is only to himself.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Ugh this colds been whoopin my ass lol Phew okay now Ill try to answer you man. Hopefully they can fix the many glitches around here they've been having problems for years . I would think so many seriously not to mention there are such things as restraining orders as well.Hes never physically abused his daughter thankfully but he did abuse her mom which was his wife and this was apparently going on when Skyler was just a little wee tike.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
No problem pal. Yeah, there's too many glitches on this site. YouTube plys tricks every now and then like I said, lol. I doubt they will ever be able to fix all this. Not completely anyway. A restraining order is probably what that guy I was talking about got. Beating your wife is already an awful thing to do but absusing your children is..being a crimal. I have no mercy for these people. I couldn't have any. Who could?
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
HA! You said it man I couldnt even get my inbox to work this morning or my comments. It's always something around here lol Exactly we have a guy who lives across us who is a former pedophile he has kids and has some teenage daughters who were evidentally pregnant.My mom and sister cant stand the guy ive never talked to him and wouldn't either .
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
In all honesty I just do not know if its possible for someone who would ever commit such a sick and unforgiveable action towards and against a child to change period.I just do not think that would ever be humanly possible.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
No child should ever exposed to that kind of violence or that kind of environment or situation for that matter.Yep he is very harmful to himself he keeps going with the drugs and doesnt finally do the right thing hes gonna wind up dead no question about it.Hope you have a good weekend man im heading to bed in a few feel like crap.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
There's too many things children are exposed to. Even in the so called..good society of America. A statistic says we are the country with the highest rate of suicide among young people. Teen especially. There has to be a reason. Alright, this country is big and so on but what kills teens, in my humble opinion, is the competition. At school, in life, wherever. They're always under pressure. This is America. We all know how this..machine..works.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Nods.There are even parents who take their kids to horror movies where their children are exposed to violence gore and all kinds of sick stuff at an early age.Ridiculous thing is they blame the movies for the exposure when they should really be blaming themselves.Granted ive been a huge horror movie fan since i was about 16 years old but I take them for what they are a nice thrill a rollercoaster ride if you will.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Nods.There are even parents who take their kids to horror movies where their children are exposed to violence gore and all kinds of sick stuff at an early age.Ridiculous thing is they blame the movies for the exposure when they should really be blaming themselves.Granted ive been a huge horror movie fan since i was about 16 years old but I take them for what they are a nice thrill a rollercoaster ride if you will.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
But some take those movies wayyy too literally and can't distinguish between the fantasy of the movie and the reality of their real lives.THAT is indeed unsettling.Yep you are right it is the constant pressure to be this or be that the expectations of so many of these parents to want their kids to be perfect or live out their own fantasies through their own children.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
The bullies are partly to blame but the parents also play a part in what happens I keep seeing so many parents claim they never knew anything was wrong before their child took their own lives.It just does not make any sense I thought a parent was supposed to be a lot more aware then that?Boggles the mind.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
Well, being a parent is the hardest..job..in the world I guess. It's not easy as many people who are not parents may think it is. Myself included. Some succeed, others fail. I'd probably fail to be honest as many other people of our age. The sense of the family is lost. Unfortunately I should add. I see 16 years old guys, or gals for that matter, staying out till 05:00 AM in the morning and so on. Something that was absolutely forbidden when I was that age.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago
@HeIIsApostle
Nods true man especially in a single parent household .When I was a kid there were curfews I dont understand why more kids do not have that now as well as rules.But see that is the thing teenagers especially rebel against authority and rules as long as they can defy it and break it thats really all that ever matters to them.Yep and kids especially teens staying out that late can very easily be murdered etc...Anything possible in this world sadly.
AvalonJoyous666 1 month ago
@AvalonJoyous666
True. Especially in a single parent household. Same here, I still remember those curfews, lol. I hated them but I know that my parents did the right thing. They were overprotective with my sister in particular. You know, she might meet someone with bad intentions, pedophiles, and all this kind of things. I had a little more freedom than her but yet..not that much, lol. She's now a mother so she now knows that as much as upsetting it was the right thing to do.
HeIIsApostle 1 month ago