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  • It's NEVER Lupus..

  • Poor Michael. Bless his heart. I'm glad I found this video because I forgot about the lupus. All night I've read about his death and I've finally remembered that Michael Jackson, my childhood hero, had this terrible disease. Bless you for making this video! I was researching and running into the most terrible "theories". It all make sense now and my heart is broken but better than all the spooky thoughts from before. ♥ ♥ ♥ REST IN PEACE MICHAEL JACKSON!!! I hope to see you in heaven. ♥ ♥ ♥

  • OMG this is what I was thinking all along but did not voice my opinion this explains a lot like the wheelchair and his face changes (bloating from steroids) b/c Toni Braxton has lupus too she has some bloating and she is very tired unable to perform sometimes etc so idk if this is the reasoning of his death but it def is an issue that has been shadowed by media LIES!!!

  • 1 Comment like this , will open your minds...

    KILLUMINATI KILLED MICHAEL JACKSON!

  • PS---lupus can make you lose your hair. It was discovered in the morgue that Mike was almost entirely bald. Even if you are in remission, past scalp scars from lupus can lead to permanent damage of the hair follicles, resulting in permsnent partial or total alopecia. I don't think Mike died from lupus, but that he DID have it.

  • Maybe Mike wore the glove because of having Raynauds in one of his hands. (Raynauds attacks in lupus patients are most frequently felt in the fingers and toes), and are most often caused by cold temperatures. lupus patients must avoid the sun as UV causes proliferstion of the disease AND separate facial scarring of thr malaar facecares that can be permanent----Hence Mike's umbrellas and face masks.

  • He did have those diseases but his autopsy proved that his disorders were in remission that year, in other words they werent dangerous at the time he died.

  • i still don't believe that he died because of his diseases, i think that his doctor killed him(THIS IS JUST MY OPPINION!!)

  • lol u look like jackson

  • :0 :(

  • you make me fall beter because my mom die of a heart attack

    i cried so much because he is the best out of anyone in the world

  • you make me fall beter because my mom die of a heart attack

  • I am a kid

    I am very scared now

    But the video was great I learned a lot

    Thank you

  • WITCH HUNT LYNCH MOB=RACIST AMERICAN MEDIA

  • no. it's never lupus.

  • Lupus doesn't explain why he dangled a baby out a window

  • @RyanSoup69 you stupid nigge Mj didnt dangle his baby he showed it the fans below screaming Michael show us the baby.. your dad dangled your gay ass on the tip of his dick whenyo were 4 now go fuck yourself again

  • @MRJACKSON19581 Shut the fuck up you de-balled biracial queen, everyone knows Jacko threatened to kill this cash and carry baby when he didn't get a recipt for it.

  • @cremeofthereich your not right in the head mate honestly

  • @Yatess100 Am so!!!

  • @cremeofthereich well if your reason for being on this video is to get at MRJACKSON then ok your not but if your on this video to get at MJ then you simply are

  • @cremeofthereich there go being a stupid gay nigger sagain your such sick DISGRUNTLED little gay MJ fan ..Now fuck your boyfriend in the mouth again.. as you watch your MJ dvds afterwards you siugardaddy boyfriend gonna fuck you ...and thats gonna kill you faggot MJ lovin ass ass

  • @MRJACKSON19581 There you are, my de-balled nigga hating biracial fool!!! And what's this? Your little quasimodo attendee Yates!! Are you both inputting each other all the way up to your prostates at this very moment????

  • My god.... please watch this

    watch?v=6znfH43kHsk

    the government obviously got to you OR that you are working for them.... you never know :|

  • I had to watch your videos again.MJ used make up to cover his skin.But the red lipstick was not looking good on him but i think he used red to get color in his face.You did a lot for MJ ( to explain us about it).

  • You are nice to let us know and to show us the truth.I am so upsaid that MJ didnt found somebody where take him like he was.He was a nice person and sepose to find somebody where love him for hisself.This is a very sad truth beheend it.

  • why did it not cum up in the autopsy....... dont tell me it was a cover u......and y the the picture so crappy.....R.I.P MJ

  • There is only one thing that killed MICHAEL. ITS CALLED GREED. Murray was too lazy to use the oximeter in the cupboard oh and a cardiac monitor. Michael did have LUPUS. The methotrexate and anti mallerial drugs also makes you need a big screen from the sun. The vitilligo would also need him to use the umbrella. The weird disguises ? He loved the disguises. The razzle dazzle of it all. Michael was a genius. He didn't act like us. I HAVE LUPUS. I work everyday in pain but I GET THROUGH.

  • micheal jackson was murdered by the illuminati!! stupid people open your minds!!

  • he was murdered

  • illuminati did it!

  • Although Michael never confirmed having Lupus,if he did I hope people understand the pain and hell he went through.Even though lupus does cause heart attacks that's not what killed him,he died from propofol suffication.

  • It's not Lupus.

  • TAE...She made this video only a couple days after he died..so please lay off a bit, it wasnt confirmed yet whether the dr gave him the diprovan (propofol) so how could she possibly know that now? She made this video about three days after he died, and he did have Lupus so it could have been involved in his death, even though the main reason was using an illiegal anesthesia drug to sleep!!

  • Thank you, you have my sympathies in your disease.

    We do now know that MJ did not have a heart attack, but Cardiac arrest due to Murder/Negligence by his Dr But Sadly Atleast now we have insight as to why he needed a Dr and it xplains part of the reason for his insomnia, I know he did say that his mind wont shut down because its always creating,(the price of genius). And Itself is a painful condition. MJ was def tortured, But thru it all he always managed to keep Love and Humanity in his heart

  • @icarly1111

    LMAO Buy a clue and do some homework Demerol is NOT Propofol, Not even Close. One is a pain medication not uncommon in its use for intense pain. And the other (*That killed him* Also known as Diprovan) an Anesthetic that should ONLY be used in a Hospital with resusitative life support measures ready. Michael was murdered.. Its that simple..Also he was given not a light dose as Murray said, but a large dose that would be used under gen anesthesia in surgery according to tox report.

  • I applaud your courage to turn your head and do something you find difficult and embarrassing, however. I would like to say, your built is up for about 20 seconds so I was prepared for some sort of scary moment. I rewound it a couple of times because I thought "what is this girl talking about?" I thought you looked great. I mean your know what you looked like before and now, but the first impression I thought was totally fine. You seem like a very smart and attractive person. Thx 4 the vids :)

  • I never in my life thought Michael Jackson would be the one to explain my disease and why I do the things I do and look the way I do, why I hide even from my kids! Ihave not been outside of my bedroom in 8 months! I even think that my family thinks Im faking being sick! All my life I knew somthing was different...I thought I was bipolar a

  • No Woman! the truth is, One night he couldnt be able to sleep so in the morning, he went to his doctor, and said He wanted More Medicines then he usually ate, he got the wrong pills from the wrong doctor, and at night when he slept, He felt very sick, and had the worst heartattack! THE END!

  • @sweethollywood123

    Your an idiot, and obviously have no Idea what your talking about. MJ never had a heart attack infact it was in great condition. The Man was murdered by an incompetent DR.

    Im not saying that MJ was innocent in asking for such help, But he was clearly tortured, and Insomnia is extremely painful. I Blame Many in the Media to adding to his troubles. Its the worlds loss. He had a a gift that reached millions and a message of love and peace. But He was Human, and suffered for it.

  • acctaully i did know him i was born with serious condition and when he came to ireland he came to hosp i was in crumlin and he inviter me to go to never land and i did and i realy feel in me heart he made me better the joy outa the man wasnt even funy and such a nice person so get ur facts right before u say anything

  • michael is my life and i know what u mean my mam have ms and well i hated the way people didnt beleive him thanks for showing this

  • Why would he not just come out and say he was suffering from lupus?

  • because vitiligo is "scary" enough for people (and he kept that itself secret for well over a decade) and Michael didn't want people do think that maybe he had something that could kill him. You know, like lupus. He wanted to keep his medical record private, not public, as anyone would. It wasn't the world's business to know. unfortunately it (not letting people know) seeded far to much skepticism, criticism, mystery, hype, etc. to his detriment. for most part, life was living hell.

  • he di get murded

    by his doctor

  • Thank you.

    MY HEART IS WITH YOU.

    I AM SO GLAD YOU HAVE PUT THIS VIDEO OUT.

  • hello to the woman who posted this video , and hats off to you and i might add my hearts out to you and all like you and me who have lupus ., If you people dont know what thee affects of lupus is you should not comment , Please be kind and think about what she is saying . I am a 49 year old female that suffers everyday of my life from a diease from hell .since may i seldom can leave my home . Its killing my skin . I am in pain everyday .Docs are not real up on this and ? do they really care ?

  • At first I thought he developed Vitiligo first and the Lupus came later but there is proof that he had Lupus in 1983.

  • he had lupus since at least 1980, but his first butterfly rash(red cheeks) didnt start showing till 82.

  • well fuck me i learned something

  • nice, you are smart

  • and the combinations lupus and drugs can give a hartattack or a eleptic decrease ,i've had it !!!!

  • i have lupus and i also had a hartattack when my daughter was born,so it can be that Michael is died of the lupus !!!!

  • so did the strong drugs cause the dicease to get worse?

  • no, the dicease caused insomnia which caused him to crazzily use proforol

  • u sound abit like a girl from the TV sitcom "friends"

  • You made some interesting points.

  • You are right, he died from the propofol mixed with sedatives. He was diagnosed with discoid in the 80's, went into remission, when he came out of remission, he had systemic symptoms. Discoid does not trigger additional diseases the way sle does which he had, including vitiligo being one of them. He also attended and donated to the LA lupus chapter many times but the media refused to cover it. His lupus dx was confirmed many times over the yrs, again the media chose not to cover it.

  • Why would the media choose to cover it?? they never cover bad news!

  • @Michellemlm micheal jackson was murdered by the illuminati!!

  • BS. The type of lupus MJ had couldn't cause damage to his organs. And please, he died of cardic arrest, not a heart attack.

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  • I don't think so. When Elvis suffers from the same diseases as Michael Jackson did then we can compare them. MJ actually wrote most of his own songs, co-produced his short films, worked twice as hard as Elvis because of his race etc.

  • But he has discoid lupus which is a condition of the skin not a systematic lupus ..the one you are talking about.. His doctor said discoid lupus.

  • I think MJ did have 'Raynaud's syndrome' because of his nails and not liking the cold.

  • Your more recent posts all point to lupus & vitiligo, including possible skin cancer wihch Vitiligo is known to cause-Raynaulds effects the extremities, fingers, toes & yep, even the NOSE. Yes he had plastic surgery on his nose but with lupus&Raynaulds, lack of circ, would cause much difficulties in healing. There's a great vid on MJ's Vitiligo disease in P1 or P2's description box by Qbees that show the changes it caused him as it happened. Pain MEDS, you bet! 4 good reasons-but 2 much- cont

  • Thank you for your posts too. A few more things I wanted to let you know about-Yes, the pain is severe, even with discoid (joint pain for 1) After he came out of remission, he had systemic symptoms, also he had the layover disease Vitiligo-we aren't sure if his diagnosis was formally changed. I blame the docs for introducing him to meds that MJ & most ppl would never hear of unless a doc said, hey, wanna try this? A docs responsibility is to treat the pain&insom responsibly.. cont next post

  • @Michellemlm nab

    

  • (cont'd) Though it is ALL parties responsibilities, including MJ's on treating symptoms with caution.

    About his potential of being an advocate... He did try. His lupus and Vitiligo was confirmed to the media in late 80's, 90's '05&'07...The media chose to use the masks, umbrellas and covering of skin to protect from the sun and germs which are a MUST with these diseases & chose to sensationalize it as "weird" instead of as a medical necessity. He attended and donated to various Lupus Orgs...

  • Although he did attend the LA lupus chapter (Lupus foundation of America) the media kept it buried.. including his diagnosis and his donations.. he did try.. not only did the media do this for their own sensationalizing for ratings.. but rumor has it that the Lupus Foundation turned MJ away as a potential to help spread awareness and better research.

  • Thank you Michelle. I wish the media could of talked about all the good things Michael Jackson did! It's a shame if the Lupus Foundation turned Michael away as he could of helped a lot. People are seeing through the media now more than ever!! I believe MJ was murdered by the bad Dr. Murray and/or other aids. Dr. Murray is a Freemason. James Brown also had Dr. Murray as his doctor? Do u know about 'Fibromyalgia' and MRSA?

  • They said MJs house was very hot he may of needed this heat if he must not get cold for health reasons.

  • Some say MJ had lost some of his hair as well.

  • MJ had "Fibromyalgia" meaning muscle and connective tissue pain (also referred to as FM or FMS), is a medically unexplained syndrome characterized by chronic widespread pain and a heightened and painful response to pressure. Other core symptoms are debilitating fatigue, sleep disturbance, and joint stiffness. MJ had 'insomnia' and he may of had 'OCD' because of his obsession with germs.

  • Michael had skin Lupus "Discoid lupus": A chronic inflammatory condition limited to the skin, caused by an autoimmune disease. An autoimmune disease occurs when the body's tissues are attacked by its own immune system. Patients with lupus have unusual antibodies in their blood that are targeted against their own body tissues.

    Do you think he had pains in his joints?

  • Also they said he had skin cancer before he died.

  • Why did they say Michael Jackson had 'Alpha 1-antitrypsin deficiency'? Do you know if he had this? If MJ had been open about his health problems people would of cared and he could of helped many people!! Like people with: eating disorders, Lupus, vitiligo, Alpha 1-antitrypsin deficiency, MRSA, drug addiction, addiction to plastic surgery, addiction to shopping, people going blind...... and so on.

  • Woah! addiction to plastic surgery? The man only had three plastic surgeries! Addiction to shopping! drugs, blind, skin cancer etc. Do you just believe everything the media says?

    MJ admitted he had Vitiligo and Lupus. Since when did it become his duty to share all his personal problems with everyone.?

  • I believe Michael Jackson was murdered by drugs. I believe MJ wasn't a drug addict when he died. In 1993 MJ admitted he had an addiction to pain killers but he beat that addiction. I feel sorry for anyone who as addictions. I believe MJ had 'body dysmorphic disorder' (BDD) and more than 2 plastic surgery opperations. MJ only admitted to 2.

  • He actually admitted to 3. 2 on the nose and the cleft in the chin. He didn't have any BDD. If you look at his pictures, he still looks the same as he did in 1988. People seem to forget that Michael Jackson was aging. Of course he would look different. The other thing is his Vitiligo made the changes more visible.

  • Why do you get Lupus? There is a number of reasons why Michael might of died. Some say he had MRSA. I believe he was murdered by drugs.

  • GOD bLESS YOU SWEETIE

  • Thank you for this. I've been trying to tell people this about MJ but it is easier to hear and believe when it comes from the mouth of someone who has experienced the same condition first-hand.

  • Thank you ! I've been trying to tell everyone that it's a better possibility !

  • thank you so much for making this video!!!!!! I've been saying everything ur saving since he passed. people just dont understand. EVERYTHING MAKES SENSE NOW. what an amazing man still able to achieve all he did with these disorders/diseases. again thank you very much!

  • plz use colors when u do videos

  • his doctor gave him to much pills

  • You might want to google Lupus and visit some sites... & no two lupus patients are the same.. it can paralyze you if it attacks your CNS but it's actually rare for it to paralyze you. And there are a lot of people within the comments on part one and two who also have lupus who will disagree with you. Please visit the Lupus foundation & Alliance for Lupus Websites... There is also a statement by World Lupus specialist Dr. Wallace on Lupus Found's site which states this is a deadly illness

  • Further, You can also Google and FACT CHECK not only about Lupus but also about MJ having Lupus. He was diagnosed in the 80's & was not only confirmed to the media on several occasions but also his medical records were part of the trial & it came out then as well... Due to it being a US court room, it was his actual medical files, not just some made up media report.

    Again, I hope you will spend a few minutes to research & look these things up.. especially the misconceptions about Lupus itself.

  • And also I want to clarify... Not every person dies from it.. It attacks each person differently.. Discoid lupus is not fatal.. systemic lupus commonly attacks organs and triggers additional diseases and health problems. Lupus has been proven to be a deadly disease, even though some people depending on how it attacks them can have mild lupus and live a normal life expectancy.

  • she doesint know howto explain

  • Good video! I've had SLE for 22 years. It is a horrible illness. Thanks for trying to enlighten others as to how devastating it can be for a person.

  • Dr. Deepak Chopra keeps saying that, THAT IS the cause of lupus but what the research shows is that any trauma to the body, childhood or adult, car accident, childhood abuse, sever prolonged high fevers... they believe all these inflammatory, adrenaline filled, in some cases, trauma can trigger the disease, any CTD disease, that is laying dormant from a genetic disposition. I was thinking of doing a vid about this.. let me know what you think ok? I'll site sources and put in description box

  • There is difference being addicted to painkillers and sleeping pills or using heroin to be high. To not have pain and to sleep at night is far away from being high. It is doctors responsibility to ensure your safety. To tell someone with permanent pain not to use pills is also no solution. If you never experienced things like that on your own you cannot imagine through what kind of hell this people go. They would suicide in the end. Not being able to sleep at all is a nitemare, to have pain also

  • A good frined of mine suffers from migraine for over 20 years, every week !! sometime there is a break for one week. She also takes heavy medicine and valium and tends to take too much to make the pain stop. If this medicine would not work anymore she would suicide, no chance to live with this pain, no chance at all.

  • That's some very good speculation. But, Michael's diagnosis of Lupus was actually way back in early childhood. I know because I have the disease too and believe you me.....It's really terrible. I've only had it for 9 years and these years since falling ill...have been nothing short of a nightmare. I'm fairly young (39), quick witted (or used to be), Positive and hopeful (I hang onto my Lord) and the rest is history. My body is a junk yard garage for all the bad parts they normally throw away.

  • Thank you for your intimate discussion on Living with Lupus. It's a shame that the media will never know the intense life Michael lead. And it has been reported that children who were abused mentally and phyiscally may develop an Auto Immune Disease. In which he had 2 of them.

  • I've known about his illness for years. The media doesn't report this because its not sensational. We're not stuck in limbo on the court cases, Michael was innocent and that was proven in court. 'Unmasked' is a book that is coming out on the 14th. It explains what happened in the court room. It was pathetic that people are still buying into those molestation alligations. The people who do are relying on the media and that is a HUGE MISTAKE!!! Reseach for yourselves DON'T LISTEN TO THE MEDIA!!!

  • I love him as much as anyone but how do you explain an intellegent man sleeping in the same bed? I think he just copped a feel from willing teens with willing parents and I dont think he should have been lynced like he was but really............

  • I wondered the same thing, but then I saw some interviews from Lisa maria, some kids who stayed there and all said the kids would follow him, beg to do a sleep over, hang out, he'd give the kid his bed, sleep on the floor for the most part and said it was more like when you go camping and share a tent.. I understand what you are saying too and I believe it was a bad decision but I think the thing that gets me most is that the only kids to accuse him, both parents had tried falsely suing others.

  • You have to remember that Michael Jackson has what is known as the Peter Pan syndrome. He honestly thought something like that was okay to do because in his heart and mind he's a kid. No true pedophile openly says I let kids sleep in my bed. In fact the last boy who accused him said in the Bashir documentary that he alone slept in the bed while MJ slept on the floor. When a kid feels violated they don't sit all chummy and smile with the person who hurt them.

  • The mother of the first boy spoke up for MJ at his 2005 trial and said that her husband and son were lying. She said flat out that MJ never did anything to her son.

  • Thank you.

    I just heard that child one admitted to the news not sure which station.. am looking for it now.. that the day after MJ died, he felt bad and told the NEWs person interviewing him that NOTHING ever happened and that his parents forced him to go along with it. I'll find the interiew and post it as soon as possible. Anyone else comes across it.. please, send it to me!!!

  • Thankyou!!

  • Thank you, and I agree. I found out after posting this that he actually gave a lot of money to the LA lupus foundation & did attend some fund raiser events but the media refused to cover it... Which is now leading to speculation that he did try but that they didn't want him as a spokesperson, but somehow I doubt they wouldn't want him.. I think they did but that the media was the issue in not covering these events. Made me feel better knowing what he tried to do on some small levels. Thank you.

  • I'm glad you raised this issue. As a nurse I know very well that MJ probably had both Vitiligo and Lupus. I just don't understand why an individual so giving to charities, who often raised awareness about world issues, would never fully and openly discuss his own personal tragedy. Who would have been a better spokesperson for Lupus? MJ was known worldwide and what an impact he could have potentially had on research and awareness regarding Lupus if only he was open. We will never know.

  • Thanx for this video...I love MJ and I believed him when he said he had a skin disorder. Seems like the world chewed him up and spit him out..now they world finally believes him...Wow what does that say about the people in our world...what a shame.

  • Way to go, great Woman!

    I live with SLE. Your video is key to my getting out the word.

    I will PM you a link to the public thread at E.S., where I have embedded this video.

    Thank you so very, very much.

    My name is Reid Welch and I am real in every way and I never, ever lie.

    Thanks for a perfect tutorial.

    PM sent now!

    R.

  • It's been confirmed he had lupus and vitiligo.. it even came out in his trial to the judge when they had to submit his medical records. the media was well aware, it was confirmed to the media in the late 80's, 90's again in 2005 again in 2007 but they chose to play on his medical necessities as if it were choice and labeled them.. all while knowing it was from both diseases... Sensationalize for profit.. that's what they did.

  • They were saying he had skin cancer too...but the autopsy said..he had no diseases.

  • Hi Reid. thank you for your comments and thoughts. I know, I swore i would never let them put me on steroids... but my muscle disease hit, it was killing me, by the day...even effecting my breathing muscles.. steroids were the only thing my muscles responded to.... To be able to feed myself again, talk again, sit up in bed... I swore I'd never go on them. I HOPE with all my heart they will find something else that works on me, and soon. thank you for everything you've said, for your kindness.

  • U are still very intelligent & beautiful. I really respect you for this video. Thanks a lot!

  • you're not going to have any luck conceiving any of these asshats, they're gonna still continue to believe that Mike was just a freak who didn't want to be black just becuz that explanation is simple and the truth is too complicated for these idiots to understand they need a dumb answer cuz they're dumb folks

    it's such a shame, most african americans suffering from Vitiligo get accused of hating their heritage. u mothafuccaz should be ashamed of urself, ignint ass fools

  • Thank you so much for your comment. One viewer, he didn't believe either.. I pointed him the vilitigo vid that soemone did showing MJ's skin patches.. they are attached to my vids or in my description box.. But.. he went ahead and watched them, he said he was glad he did.. it made him realize what MJ really went through.. he said WOW a few times to me about it. I hope others will learn the truth as well.

    :) Thank you so much again, Michelle

  • I know people with lupus and its a horrible horrible disease. The only way they can get pain relief is with opiates. Then you have you have deal with the nightmare of opiate dependency

  • You are so exactly right. I'm on very low opiates.. they really don't even help my pain now after one year of them.. I refused pain meds till a yr ago.. now, my body thinks it has to have them. Even though I would never abuse them. They have to raise your pain meds over time, due to becoming immune to the dosage.

  • 1. health is a crown on the heads of those who are healthy. nobody sees it except the sick. if you've been blessed with having a good health. don't redicule or talk badly like you did. lupus is a known disease and is a very serious one.

    2. the kid who's family accused MJ, spoke up now and saying it was all a lie that his father made him say and act. just sad what that parent had put his own kid through. and more sadly what they have put MJ thro

    MJ, forever the king of pop.

  • It would seem more logical that Mike would actually pay $22million dollars.

    People do it all the time. For ex., if you get falsely get issued a speeding ticket. You can fight it in court, or you can pay the $40.

    Court is time consuming. In Mike's case, He's considered a beast in the publics eye, so he probably wouldn't have given a fair trial. Jury's have been known to prosecute by discrimination.

    Look at how many people don't know now and are calling him a pedophile, so imagine the jury

  • There's a good vid you should see, I think it's attached to part two or in the description box on 1 or 2 and there were a lot of patches on him, lots of pics of the patches from when he was loosing his pigmination. Also, CNN and another news outlet covered him having both diseases again today.. but also, do a google search too on michael jackson lupus and you get back lots of history of both his diseases... the treatment dramatically changes howyou look. He DID get the nose job though. ;)

  • Hey Michelle and Szeicho, yeap! You're both right! :-) I did see the videos and wow! Im glad I checked them out!

    Im familiar with both Lupus and Vitiligo but I never saw the pics until just a second ago. Thanks for telling me! WOW!

    Yes, thanks to some great person like yourself, I was able to become informed on Lupus a while ago. I've been reading on it since. I knew a bit about Vitiligo. Thanks Michelle. I will subscribe!

    Peace and light!

  • I say this too because he also covered his children's faces. He dangled his child off of the balcony.

    That just says to me "World, Leave Me Alone." Everyone was picking on him and he reached his boiling point.

    NOW...

    Now I can't believe the molestation. A judge wouldn't allow a pay-off for that for one. Two, what person would take money over justice??? If similar happen to me, I'd want to make sure we see justice and not say that $22mil will make the pain go away.

  • Mike took this without the proper instruments around him to revive him. Sometimes we just don't believe it will happen to us.

    Now...I personally believe this. Mike's skin + hair and adoption of caucasian children had something to do with his insecurities or inadequacies. The world has picked on Mike forever. He may have believed that if he changed himself, he would be picked on less.

  • You believe he changed his skin color by choice? He had Vitiligo. If you do not believe it then search on youtube for Michael Jackson and Vitiligo and you will see photos that prove it. Why is it hard to believe that he was happy being a black man? He got a skin disorder and dealt with it the best way he knew how.

    He had to cover his children's faces because he wanted them to have a normal life. The kind of privacy he did not have.

  • Vitiligo is usually in patches and can also be treated with skin grafts,also pigment treatments. Now...if it goes untreated long enough, that can happen. He would probably have to have gone his entire life.

    Reports state that Jackson used bleaching just as many persons with Vitiligo do to cover or even the complexion.

    I believe Jackson was happy being a black man...just not happy being picked on as one.

  • If you compare then and now pics, you will see a big difference in his features

    - Thinner Lips

    - Nose tissue removed

    - Cleft Chin

    and so forth. I think it was mostly aesthetics.

    In addition. Why did you never see the blotches on Mike's skin???

    Now...Vitiligo will absolutely not make a complexion go from a darker shade to a lighter shade. There will be some blotching no matter what.

  • First off, I just want to say excellent video and much peace and respect to you.

    I would just like to say this. Mike took sedatives for the inability to sleep. When taking sedatives, you should be injected with the proper meds. Being sedated is almost similar to being dead and revived. Extremely dangerous procedure -a "do not try this at home" type thing. It puts you to sleep for an extensive amount of hours. The meds will make you regain consciousness.

  • You are very, very beautiful and do not ever be ashamed.

  • I have had 6 friends that have died of Lupus in the past 10 years. A few that came close as I did. Most do not know what Lupus is and I have found most do not care. xxxxx

  • You are so right Susan..lt saddens me so much. That's why I'm trying to do this.. I am sure I will misspeak at times, I'll do my best to correct when I do, I won't be perfect and am entirely embarrassed to show myself.. I don't make anything and am not looking too either.. I just want to help spread awareness so that more people will care, will understand... at least maybe, learn the word and know that it's all so complicated.. too not judge.

    Thank you Susan and bless you.

  • there are some comments, reminders about the entire situation on the other in this video as well as others... I would encourage people to look things up for accuracy though prior to commenting on the accusations... I really want to keep this about the diseases and not about the other.

  • Well, he had confirmed lupus and vitiligo adn that is what this is about.. the illness and the consequences of it.. not about his one trial and the one parent he settled with, not two.

  • Lupus, MS all all auto immune disease are very hard to diagnose. It is a guessing game. I have had Lupus for almost 17 years. It has totally changed my life. I can't work and have been on disability for 11 years.

    it is not usually fatal. It depnds on where it attacks and how severe and controlled it is.

    There is no cure for Lupus. Sometimes there are remissions, but the the joint pain is always there.

  • Some people do live normal life expectancy.. However a lot do not. There's a movement to force doctors to start properly listing causes of death that are Lupus related. Typically, if someone dies from kidney failure, they only list that as the cause, no mention of lupus.. same with pneumonia, not mentions of "as a complication of lupus" the numbers are dramatically skewed... Some states have changed the law and they now have to include it... But we need more accurate numbers.

  • Also, (can only put so much text in one comment) .. I know what you're saying.. it is hard.. I LOVED working and miss it very much... I'm sorry you have to deal with this disease, it's life changing effects. I hope you are doing as well as possible... and that you cont to. ;)

  • They do..Vilitigo is one of the common diseases that Lupus likes to trigger. People can have just one or the other though too.

  • I had a friend once who suffered from Lupus, AND Vitiligo. Do they go hand and hand?

  • Everything you are saying is 100% truth! We have it and know why Michael died and how terribly painful and debilitating it is. My face, skin and entire system has changed so much due to the damaging effects of this disease. SLE

  • You hit the nail right on the head! I've actually got Lupus too. I've suffered from major anxiety, infections, had to wear masks in public, endured heart problems due to Lupus...Such as Pericarditis (inflamation of the lining of the heart),a positive ANA with high titers (it's very scientific) and basically speaking, it causes my body to go into overdrive, hence becoming enemy mine. My own body was allergic to itself. medications we take are equally damaging. There remains no cure for lupus.

  • I was wondering about Vitiligo. Doesn't depigmentation make your whole skin turn white? Michael Jackson still had black spots on his skin. In 2005 his lawyer said he saw them on his back. In 2003 they were seen on his legs when he was biten by a spider. Also in his music video, "they don't care about us" it was visible. Does this mean that depigmentation does not even the skin as it should?

  • Your analysis is correct. there are 3 types of Vilitigo. 1-is a mild form-some patches. 2-is more severe, affects an entire side of a the body +. 3 the type he had affects the whole body.however, all forms, start out patchy & then more patches-he still had patches here & there of his old skin, but mostly it had affected his whole body. the patches you saw are typical of form 3. That's why the make up, lip stick, hair loss as well. The skin on the lips & face have to be evened out to look ok.

  • Wow, good video.

  • It's true.. Lupus and Vitiligo both cause hair loss.. the treatment, chemo and steroids can also cause thinning of the hair as well. I'm so sorry you have to deal with so much so youn. Also, you are right... when men do get it, it tends to attack organs faster and tends to flare more often and harder than with women. Hopefully research will be able to find out why so that our men can live longer healthier lives. :)

  • I read that lupus is not that common in men but when it is it's far worse...and the hair loss is worse too...my hair fell out all the time when i was a teen for no obvious reason..

  • ive got lupus too

    and yeah youve got to cover up because the sun makes it worse and youve got to wear masks so you dont catch things its horrible and im only 13

  • ugh. You are waaay to young for this disease. It always saddens me when I see someone so young dealing with it. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Stay in touch ok? I'm going to put up so informative vids for all of us, some that you can share with friends/family who need help understanding the disease.

  • It makes sense now?

    MJ was a great man, he suffered from mental and physical illness's he was just a fucking human being, but the media targeted him.

    No one should care how someone dies, he probably is happier where he went. FUCK THE PRESS MJ IS THE BEST! RIP BRO, MAY ALLAH BE WITH YOU !

  • No Kidding. I actually agree with you. MJ had his spokespersson and allowed family/firends to confirm he has Lupus&Vitiligo in '86, '90's & again in 2007. It's why he had to do certain things, stay out of the sun,etc... BUT the press, disregarded his skin disease AND the Lupus which also came out in both his court cases... and instead tried to make him sound "wierd" for doing those particular things for their own profit.

  • yeah that's true...ive never been diagnosed by a doctor but, i did my own research and it's pretty obvious that i have a mild form of it....i have gotten lighter over the years from slow progressing vitiligo and i still have light patches all over my lower body...summer is the worst...the migraine headaches from the sun..

  • Also, I wanted to let you know.. I meant it came out "again" during both trials.. you have to cover yourself completely, use umbrellas, masks, etc.. I can't stand the way the media used and twisted it like they did. I'm sure he did have some issues, Actually I'm not sure since now I know why he did those things... but, I DO agree with on the MEDIA %

  • I love all of your video's :)

  • Well done Michelle! I know this is hard for you to do, both physically and emotionally. Looks like you're getting quite a following with your videos. Keep it up. I really have been watching... It's very informative. Proud of you!

  • By the way, raclmtsu is your friend from TN with MS.

  • Your very very brave for making this video. I knew very little about lupus and this video has shed some light on the subject for me. I knew Michael had lupus but i didnt know it did everything you've mentioned. Thank you for sharing.

  • I came back from Part 2, to comment and rate this. Part two is really good and explains so much.

    Thank you for putting this together.

    I like the ending of part 2, about him not being able to fight his disease in public. I think you're right, it would have possibly been better for his public reputation.

    Thanks.

  • Ha ha.. Thanks.. I see you saw my previous comment? Thank you.

  • I love it, Michelle. Well said, well thought out. I have been thinking this for YEARS. Well done. Much love to you, my sweetheart. <3 Will spread the word!

  • Thank you Kaylee.. Hey, did you get to watch part 2? I'm worried people are having a hard tiem with the link and it has a lot of info explaining what the media considered as 'weird' .