HONEY! You don't have a good face period. Keep that makeup on because you are actually presentable, even though you look like a straightup PITBULL. Not joking. (=
Sebastian happens to be the most prettiest out of all you "weekday" people. Mhm. Got it? And get manicures, your nails are GROSS.
I can see myself in your situation. I've been in a similar self. How much you ever wish that you could let this go, it just doesn't. It take time. A lot of time.
You're wonderful. I'm sorry you had such a terrible break up, but maybe it's for the best in that you're challenged to learn more about yourself (even if you can't get a handle on what it was that didn't make him stay) and that you're free to find the guy that fits you as needed. Best wishes.
aw thanks for sharing :) I can relate to the one sidedness of things and thought about what I did wrong to death. I guess it's important not to be so hard on yourself and let go so its easier in the long run.
Aww... that's exactly what happened with my ex and I. He broke up with me out of nowhere and I went crazy! It's been almost a year now and I still see him so often. He doesn't even pay attention to me when he knows I'm around. It still hurts, but we're all beautiful and we will all find someone better for us, eh? I love your videos, Michael :)
That really sucks for you but from the video's i have seen and the way my mind works i know you'll find that special someone that makes everyday complete <3 your the best Michael
Michael, thank you for shedding some light on the delicate subject of love! I realize by listening to you, that this particular person does love me, thank you! You made my day! Love ya! Stay sexy!
I am a 15 year old girl. I'm not like any of the girls at my school because I don't look to be loved and I don't look for a relationship.. but I do have a boyfriend, and he fell "in love" with me, and I love him very much. But i'm hesitant when it comes to doing things with him. And he's the best boyfriend ever because he loves me so much he'll wait for me. Love to me is partnership and a very close bond. Right now I am too young to really tell. But i know that it IS NOT a "hit and run".
this is so insane! I really have an absolute crush on you. You'd probably think "eew" because I'm a girl, but the more I watch you, the more I want to see more of you. Is that love??? haha!
@diskosticklover Some gay/bi guys are actually into guys who look feminine. More often than not, it is bi guys. And all of the adjectives you used are wrong. He isn't a transvestite, or a cross-dresser, or transgender. He is androgynous, meaning he doesn't stick to looking like a particular gender. Look it up.
"Michael, i feel for you! blahlala" haha i love you! not that I didn't pay attention to the point of the video, but will there be a tutorial for this look?
Michael this was great. It was nice to see your more....vulnerable side. I think most of us see you as a bit inhuman because you are so fabulous. It was nice to see another, more personal, side of you. But I agree with previous comments, how could anyone not love you?!
Love is acceptance, admiration and happiness which I believe perhaps only truly exists when it's recipricated by both people... in it's simplest terms.. wouldn't you say? P.S ...Made me sad to see you talking about something so raw and that someone could do that to you!! :(
i do pof becuase i dont care if it makes other people uncomfortable i i want to kiss them etc ill do it , and to be onhest its kind of hilarious when it makes people uncomfortable
I believe in the expression "may it be perfect until it's over". So, there's no perfect relationship, but it is worthy if both parts struggle themselves to make it right. Love is our best teacher. Btw, your eyes glow when u speak 'bout such things xp.
@androgenetics Michael : you would look lovely with curly long puffy hair and bangs in the front :) try it sometime you'll see :) and cheer up any one who wouldn't love u is stupid and its his lose any ways ... your amazing and keep up the good work :)
Marvelous Make-up. you will find someone to love you the way you would want, sometimes we focus so much on old relationship and blame ourselves. Not realizing that life & potential ppl are passing us by. But your time will come when you least expect it best wishes xoxo!
on the subject i got married at 16 because i thought i found the perfect guy. i was so wrong im 17 now and divorced so just to anyone reading this dont go to fast to quickly because it hurts it really does :(
Loving the black and red! Thank you for opening up about your past relationships, it's not easy to do! Especially not to the whole world. Love you Michael. Always! ;)
@MissLizbethXo naaaah i put makeup and liner too, but i actually look good, not like a wannabe trannywoman... go surf the net and youll find guys with makeup 1000000 times prettier without being trannies. not that its bad though, its just so damn ugly!!!(my opinion)
Hello Michael, Thank you for sharing your story and heartache with all of us. I admire you as an incredible artist and I can see that you're a lovely person. I'm a gay guy who got married to another guy whom subsequently left me for a WOMAN if you can believe that! We're in the last stages of the divorce and I'm only looking forward to the future, just like you are. I love you and your amazing channels. Hugs!
Met my boyfriend when I was 14 he was 18, we are now 31 and 35. We've been together every day since we met. Do we have perfect love, no, it doesn't exist, but we have wonderful love (sounds corny). We grow together and grow apart at times but to me that's what a real relationship is. We work at it......we've out lasted just about everyone we know relationships and marriages.
I hope you find someone, who will love you for the amazingly beautiful person you are. Xoxoxo from michigan
This was the best video I've ever seen from you, Michael. I felt so sad when you explained what happened with your past love. I think everyone who is homophobic should see this so they can understand that gay people love just the same way that straight people do. You are a beautiful person inside & out, and I hope that you find the one who is perfect for you. Much love.
What I want from love is someone that I can feel absolutely comfortable with, who I can have the nastiest fights with but at the end of the day know that no matter what was said he will still be there and that I will still be there for him. Sadly though, the person I'm feeling that for is quite clueless at the moment and I'm fighting the urge to smack him round the head and shout at him :P Thank you for sharing Michael.
well in the case that all u have said it does suck to loose the one u love and to have things end out of the blue but just remember we your subscribers LOVE YOU <333333333 :) hope that made u feel better <3
R these feelings from losing Mr. Bodybuilder accurate, or are hurt from being broken up with? It sounds harsh, but when my xhusband left me, I was devastated. Now when I think back, I realize that although I was heartbroken, the biggest kick was to my ego for being abandoned. For not being important enough to keep. I felt discarded and couldn't believe someone I loved made me feel that way. Now I understand that it wasn't because he was so great, it was because he was the leaver and I was left.
@sunflowergirl5 it happened the same to me! but not with a husband, just a boyfriend. One has to understand that, actually, no one has the obligation of lovin us. I used to feel something like "oh! how could I LOOSE?! I I I I I!"
@NudaLuna Yes."How could he leave me?" was a constant thought. But....now he's lost all his hair and gained weight, lost several jobs, cars repo'd, arrested and much more ;) I didn't have to lift a finger in his demise, he did it all to himself. Which was lovely and very convienent for me.
I really enjoyed this video Michael. It was great to be able to hear your story even though it was hard for you. I can't really describe it, but I think the way you think about relationships is lovely. Loved this.
Bravo for putting this video up. It gave me a whole new respect for you. It takes a lot to open up about such a tender subject face to face with someone, but you opened up for the world to see. I definitely applaud you for this video. You're amazing...always have been, always will be!!!!
just wondering why you think you would shatter someones dreams because you don't like the 80s or bowie, its not like you area famous icon that people give a crap about , you just seem like a deluded z list YouTube person
@wagonamission Really there is no need to be a dick to him. He knows there will be backlash from him saying he doesn't like ANYTHING. He doesn't think himself any better than he actually is, as you can see, he has his head on straight.
You know I requested a similer idea last week about hearing about the guy's first love. So I'm so happy to hear from Monday. I think for the most part your opinion Michael is very similer to mine, love is built over time, and its such a beautiful thing. My first real experiance with love ended with my lover dieing from over drinking and a tv falling on him after our first real big fight. That was back in 09 and there isnt a day that go's bye that I dont think about him and all of that.
imperfect love is the best time because it leaves enough room for the two of you to grow and change together. you will find it michael james, you are too special not too.
your breakup reminds me A LOT of my breakup.. it was 2 years ago but i got fully over it about 6 months ago it took me awhile. its totally fine that u still have hurt feelings a year later you'll get over it soon though hun & we will be so much smarter & stronger in the long run <3
I really loved this video. I think it was really nice to see you being super real with us, because I feel like a lot of the time it's like you said--you present this surface image of what you think is entertaining and fun and charming (and it is!) but don't often get to kind of...bare yourself like you did here. And I think it was very honest to say that you don't really know what you want from love, instead of trying to force yourself into a definition. :)
Power couple? LOVE it. I feel like we have the same taste in men and just similar aesthetic preferences. I didn't realize you were so tall. How tall are you?
It's not a depressing video. Its' just true. Love is a very special thing and I think the most of us, doesn't matter how old we are, if 15 or 25 or 45, didn't know what love is.
We all have this perfect idea of love. Seen in movies, heard in songs or somewhere else..but in reality it is all different. We are different. Nobody is perfect and no person we will ever met will be perfect. But we can learn to accept little whims on our beloved ones and hope, that they will do it, too.Because of love.
"Unless of course it's just like FAG." Aww lol :) Haha anyway, Michael! You are an awesome person and I looove watching your videos and hearing what you have to say. Don't let people get you down...I guess sometimes you just have to let things go and try your best to move on :). Expect the worst, then nobody will ever let you down...but hope for the best, and hopefully one day youll meet somebody who you'll stay with, and who won't let you ponder on about things for a year x). Love ya!
I'm so sorry to hear that, Michael. Although I don't know you in real life (I wish I did but I don't live in London :p) I get the sense that you're a really genuine person. No one deserves a break up like that and I'm sure you'll find someone that just falls head over heels for you and loves you for you.
Continued: subscribed and faithfully watching deserve to get a little more personal. We've shared in the comments as well although I'm not saying that compares to getting on camera where whoever can watch. Anyways, I appreciate you opening up Michael..it's so hard and you always have this unbreakable exterior but your still human...its okay to not have the answers and feel defeated sometimes. We love you :)
I really love these types of videos, and am actually really looking forward to the rest of them this week. You can show us your clothes, makeup and androgynous lifestyles all you want, which is lovely too, but its nice to actually see a little deeper in the lives and obstacles the boys we've all come to love have endured. To peek behind the curtain, as this is after all a channel to express a different lifestyle then some are accustomed to. I feel at this point the people still
i woulda liked it if you responded to the other vids... its ok if it turned out to be a long vid. i could hear u talk for hours. lovin ur make up btw ♥
it's been 7 months since the last time I spoke to him... I decided to finish things because he wasn't what I really expected and he didn't treat me well... I know he didn't love me and he was using me for his own benefit... and it hurt so bad... it still hurts a bit because he was my first love, but I decided that I had to move on for my own sake...
Michael, I know that you'll find the right person for you... you're an amazing person and you deserve it ;) thanks for sharing that with us...
I was in a VERY similar situation as you, a year ago as well, and it still hurts. When someone leaves you so unexpectedly like that, it just catches you off guard and destroys everything you previous thought about relationships. And it is difficult to trust someone after that.
i understand where your coming from i had a boyfriend just out of the blue break up with me a number of years ago now it took me.well over a year to figure it all out..i was Bruce for that year. it seems like you need to talk to him at lest one last time, no drama, ask your questions say what needs to be said so you can digest it grow and move on. unfinished things like that crop up later in life and its a pain. because that is why my boyfriend broke up with ME..unfinished biz with someone else
i think when you are in love with someone it should be perfect ok not the dictionary definition of perfect but perfect for YOU. its not about fooling yourself into thinking the other person is flawless but seeing there flaws and accepting them or having there flaws fit your strengths so there is balance in the relationship...
@GigglingSquirrel arent you just lovely,if you actually listened to the end of the video i was making a joke as us gays may understand the word sarcasm,hoping people die is not a very polite way to make friends is t xxx
I really can relate to that situation, except I was in your ex's position. I guess it just shows you that it's better to be a bit more cautious before putting your heart into someone. If you're feeling something and it's not being reciprocated, it's probably better to tell the person ASAP rather than wait and hope that something will build up later on. that way one person won't be heartbroken while the other looks like a douche. but yay for personal michael james videos! :-)
@Unihuahua But you are a very intelligent person and I love watching your videos. I hope you find someone else who will appreciate you fully. And you have a beautiful view of love. :)
I think exactly the same about love. Well, I do believe in love at first sight, but I think it's just part of what love is, and it's an "optional step" for me. Is more like... attraction at first sight. As you say, love is built.
You are incredible. I'm glad I can watch videos of a person (you) I admire emotionally.
I can absolutely relate to what you continue to go through. I wasn't in love with a guy I dated about a year ago, but things ended, and I'm still reeling about it to some extent...I think about what I did, what he did, etc, etc. It's great to know others don't simply "move on" in a timely, neat manner. G'luck to us both : )
I fell in love with someone a couple of months ago. We talked on msn all the time & then I was in the same school as him. We're both very shy & we didn't really dare to talk to eachother. And all of my friends made fun of him and still do. We got into a big fight and didn't talk since then. I'm still thinking about him/us. Now I heard he fell in love with someone else & I feel very protective of him. Even though I know there might never be 'us' again. I still love him.
If you have had your heart broken then of course its going to take time to move on, and at your own pace! Dont worrie about what could have been because its done. You have a smart head on your shoulders, you know this and I am 100% sure someone will love you in the right way one day. So dont let it get you down and enjoy your life. X
man I totally relate to that, well you said this was your first relationship, but I used to be the one who would say ''bye I'm over it'' or just dont put any effort, but I met this guy who was like wow and out of the blue he turns his back on me, and I STILL cant get over it, the first days are like,where did I go wrong? and all the rhetorical bullshit, then''pf he's such a piece of shit'' ,but it showed me how much damage I've done, and exactly what you said if its not reciprocal dont sweat it
I LOVED this video,thank you for sharing it with us.It goes without saying that when you're asked to talk about what you're looking for in love,one's immediately referring (weather verbally or in it's head) to past relationships.Because that's the only reference where you've come close to love but it didn't work out.So you would naturally try to understand what went wrong so that next time,you'll know what to avoid or what to do. I found this video to be very deep and refreshing at the same time
Yes I definately feel you there, I'm in the same boat as you and it's been a year and some months since my break up with one guy and I still can't seem to shake it even in another relationship I still can't shake it off, but it is nice to hear you open up and share your feelings you are so amazing to do so and it's nice to know I'm not the only one dealing with "love" issues LOL <3
theres a wide line between love and attraction that gets wider as you get older, but theres always a FINE line between love and ATTACHMENT.. something people rarely take into account until they've had their fair share of "true loves". love is often hard to describe, but attachment, to put it simply, is when you're compromising WAY too much, you have a sense of desperation, and when you're the only one suffering. attachment is love in misery and its more dangerous than lust. keep that in mind.
ah this was so interesting. I was mesmerized by it. it's so great to hear you open up, and become more personal online. This same expirience happened to me, i became head over heels or someone, but he liked me as a friend, but not as much as i loved him. my definition of love is weird. for me to love someone, we have to be as close as my best friends. we have to be able to talk about anything so openly is like natural. and for a relationship, we have to feel the same emotions, mutual love :) xox
I am married and have never gotten over my first real love. (not my husband) My first love will always stay with me. Even with the hurt, I would not go back and change it for anything. I always have the memories.
(: It's kinda nice to see your personal side and stuff.like the solemn side of you? idk but I liked this video ^w^ all my support!~ :3 I do believe in love at first sight though (: don't be heart broken anymore kayys :} we all love you ^w^ and I really liked your make up today 8D prettyy~
Even if it's just for a moment, everyone should feel love. You change, evolve and mature. What you see as love when you're 18-21 is not what love is when you're in your 30's and up. One thing I know is that everything comes full circle.... Thanks for sharing
Wow UHHHHHHMAZINNNNGGGG!!! Who knew MisterMichealJames went through this much. It takes time to get over people especially long term relationships. Your not the only who went through it. Remember that your not the only one :) so don't feel bad.
Oh michael, I know exactly how you feel :/ I was with a guy for 6months. he had promised me the world, told me he would always love me. And one day something happened and he disappeared for two days, I finally got a text saying he was done with me.. I was devistated :/
Michael James, I've been where you are, it's been a year and I'm still not over it. I feel like I can't trust anyone with a penis ... or myself for that matter. I'm still trying to get over it and move on I just don't know how to when I still love this person and compare all others to what I thought I saw in him. I <3 you Michael James, thank you so much for sharing.
michael, first of all i want to agree completely with the very last bit of your video, about how you feel you're too young to know what love is and what you want out of it, and the same for what you do know you want. i'm 19, almost 20 and i still think i'm too young to know what love is and all that jazz lol but i do know what i look for in people currently which is the same, ya know, good looks, nice personality i can get along with lol (this is gonna be a 2 part comment i know it). i also just
@MikoSubaru wanted to let you know that i can relate to how you're feeling about your last relationship. i dated a guy for 8 and a half months and that was the longest relationship i've had and the one that felt the most real to me, i loved the way we clicked and stuff and how we were around each other. we broke up about 2 and a half years ago now and at first it absolutely killed me, for about the first year, and then i was pretty much over it for a bit, but lately all of those thoughts and
@MikoSubaru feelings keep resurfacing and it feels like it just happened yesterday, you know? and it also makes me think a lot about what my view is exactly on love. i know i definitely cared for him a lot more than he cared for me, most of the time, i'm pretty certain there were a few times when he adored/loved me back just as much and he just didn't know it, if that makes sense. and he also broke up with me pretty out of the blue. i mean we'd been having some issues for the last month so i was
@MikoSubaru kind of expecting it, but at the same time i really wasn't, you know? i was expecting us to be able to work through things and that's what really gets me going. but over time some other stuff happened after than and now the guy completely hates me, which is understandable, but i'm at a point now where i would really just like to make amends with him but i'm pretty sure that wouldnt do any good at all or make anything better, atleast not right now. anyways, my point in telling all of
@MikoSubaru that was really to just let you know that i have an understanding of how you might be feeling and to pre-warn you that the worst might not be over lol, or it could be for you and i'm just crazy XD. i have had other relationships since then but i'm not gonna go into them cuz neither of them lasted very long and i kept comparing them a bit to that one guy. i just want to wish you luck and hope that you start feeling better about things soon whether on your own or if you get a chance to
@MikoSubaru actually talk to this mystery body builder of yours and talk things through with him at some point, sometimes that can help a lot, sometimes that doesnt do any good at all, so i hope you find something that works for you. stay strong!
I can relate to you completely on the subject of love and relationships. I had the same experience with my first boyfriend/the first person that I came out to about being gay. He was a flithy little slut but I didn't realize at the time but I did feel strongly for him none the less. Cheated on with me 3 different people and now gets involved with ever relationship I try to muster these days..it's been over a year now. You never realize how terminal a relationship is from the start until its over
You never really get over your first love you just move on.That being said, I had the wonderful experience of running into him after 10 years, and can honestly say I felt nothing for him. The thing that bothered me most was him seeing me with no makeup and a hu
You deserve someone as amazing as yourself! I'm glad you taking this negative and using it to better yourself. Great advice :)
brittkneegirl1 1 day ago
Ughhh, god. Your makeup is amazing.
You should do a fucking tutorial on it! On like, another account or some shit. I LOVE IT.
you're my favorite day, btw. I love watching your videos bbs.
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@wutwutlmao if you dont have anything nice to say, dont say it at all.
missbabypeachez 1 day ago
i'm sorry you had to go thru that. but you are a stronger person now and youre beautiful. remember everything happens for a reason.
missbabypeachez 1 day ago
HONEY! You don't have a good face period. Keep that makeup on because you are actually presentable, even though you look like a straightup PITBULL. Not joking. (=
Sebastian happens to be the most prettiest out of all you "weekday" people. Mhm. Got it? And get manicures, your nails are GROSS.
wutwutlmao 2 days ago
you look absolutely kissable, muah!
coldstrawberryblood 3 days ago
Your lips look phenomenal
ChipChipBreak 5 days ago
How do you get your lipstick like that? its so awesome!
beccaxs 6 days ago
omg , just started to watch the videos from you guys , and seriously speaking you are one of my favorites i an see myself on you ,lol
in a brownish version hahahahaah, but totally see it , the personality , the way to think about everything and yup ,pretty much this .
i love you guys and please never ever stop doing videos ,cause you inspired me to be myself more and more every single day ......
MarionMaldonato 1 week ago
I can see myself in your situation. I've been in a similar self. How much you ever wish that you could let this go, it just doesn't. It take time. A lot of time.
MrHaiduciin 1 week ago
You're wonderful. I'm sorry you had such a terrible break up, but maybe it's for the best in that you're challenged to learn more about yourself (even if you can't get a handle on what it was that didn't make him stay) and that you're free to find the guy that fits you as needed. Best wishes.
ribbonz15 1 week ago
aw thanks for sharing :) I can relate to the one sidedness of things and thought about what I did wrong to death. I guess it's important not to be so hard on yourself and let go so its easier in the long run.
weaz18 1 week ago
Thank you Michael for sharing that:-)
Jangie83 2 weeks ago
Your makeup is phenomenal!
16veins 2 weeks ago
Aww... that's exactly what happened with my ex and I. He broke up with me out of nowhere and I went crazy! It's been almost a year now and I still see him so often. He doesn't even pay attention to me when he knows I'm around. It still hurts, but we're all beautiful and we will all find someone better for us, eh? I love your videos, Michael :)
jaastbecosx3 2 weeks ago
There is "perfect" love but it is not the same for everyone. When you meet him and rhe love is equal your lives will fit together and it just is.
theladyladyamy 2 weeks ago
I dislike the eighties as well !
MaxPower824 2 weeks ago
That really sucks for you but from the video's i have seen and the way my mind works i know you'll find that special someone that makes everyday complete <3 your the best Michael
Snowdrops4ever 2 weeks ago
Michael, thank you for shedding some light on the delicate subject of love! I realize by listening to you, that this particular person does love me, thank you! You made my day! Love ya! Stay sexy!
emoracire 3 weeks ago
I'm so sorry you had to go through this Michael :c
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I am a 15 year old girl. I'm not like any of the girls at my school because I don't look to be loved and I don't look for a relationship.. but I do have a boyfriend, and he fell "in love" with me, and I love him very much. But i'm hesitant when it comes to doing things with him. And he's the best boyfriend ever because he loves me so much he'll wait for me. Love to me is partnership and a very close bond. Right now I am too young to really tell. But i know that it IS NOT a "hit and run".
ZoeZoeZoeyOfficial 3 weeks ago
this is so insane! I really have an absolute crush on you. You'd probably think "eew" because I'm a girl, but the more I watch you, the more I want to see more of you. Is that love??? haha!
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louiseparc 2 days ago
I think the issue ur having is your a man kind of a crossdresser /transvestite!!!
looking for a man who is straight or a man who wants a transgender female!!
u need a gay guy since u are gay!!!! and most gay guys dont want a guy who looks like a girl!!!
Ur on transgender site(transgender dating looking for a man( you arent trans) therefore any men on that site wont want u!!!
diskosticklover 3 weeks ago
@diskosticklover Some gay/bi guys are actually into guys who look feminine. More often than not, it is bi guys. And all of the adjectives you used are wrong. He isn't a transvestite, or a cross-dresser, or transgender. He is androgynous, meaning he doesn't stick to looking like a particular gender. Look it up.
BLinDaTbESt 3 weeks ago
@BLinDaTbESt
yes i know he claims he is androgynous.... transvestite is a man who dresses as a women for sexual pleasure
diskosticklover 3 weeks ago
@diskosticklover Wrong again. Transvestites dress as the opposite for general pleasure, not sexual pleasure. That would be a cross-dresser.
BLinDaTbESt 3 weeks ago
Aww I wish I was a buff man :l Id presue you. Your so cute and sexy and yeah <3 Hope you find that someone <3
iAmthePurplespork 3 weeks ago
"Michael, i feel for you! blahlala" haha i love you! not that I didn't pay attention to the point of the video, but will there be a tutorial for this look?
OhMyNykkers 3 weeks ago
Michael this was great. It was nice to see your more....vulnerable side. I think most of us see you as a bit inhuman because you are so fabulous. It was nice to see another, more personal, side of you. But I agree with previous comments, how could anyone not love you?!
PeachStreetPrimitive 3 weeks ago
Love is acceptance, admiration and happiness which I believe perhaps only truly exists when it's recipricated by both people... in it's simplest terms.. wouldn't you say? P.S ...Made me sad to see you talking about something so raw and that someone could do that to you!! :(
imasugarush 3 weeks ago
i do pof becuase i dont care if it makes other people uncomfortable i i want to kiss them etc ill do it , and to be onhest its kind of hilarious when it makes people uncomfortable
DorianDietrichBlog 3 weeks ago
what does david bowie have to do with the 80's he had his height in the 70's not the 80s :P
DorianDietrichBlog 3 weeks ago
I believe in the expression "may it be perfect until it's over". So, there's no perfect relationship, but it is worthy if both parts struggle themselves to make it right. Love is our best teacher. Btw, your eyes glow when u speak 'bout such things xp.
twilightrider100 3 weeks ago
@androgenetics Michael : you would look lovely with curly long puffy hair and bangs in the front :) try it sometime you'll see :) and cheer up any one who wouldn't love u is stupid and its his lose any ways ... your amazing and keep up the good work :)
msdelorbe1 3 weeks ago
you remind me of my mother, extremely mature, intelligent, and beautiful
OnyxAcidity 3 weeks ago
OMG ur makeup is so hot plz do a how to. But dis video hit close to home wit me I'm going thru da samething....I LOVE YOU MICHAEL JAMES!!!! LOL
queentee06 3 weeks ago
@queentee06 there's a tutorial on this look on his channel :")
matthewb20395 3 weeks ago
Marvelous Make-up. you will find someone to love you the way you would want, sometimes we focus so much on old relationship and blame ourselves. Not realizing that life & potential ppl are passing us by. But your time will come when you least expect it best wishes xoxo!
Lannybaby88 3 weeks ago
Marvelous makeup!
austestron 3 weeks ago
on the subject i got married at 16 because i thought i found the perfect guy. i was so wrong im 17 now and divorced so just to anyone reading this dont go to fast to quickly because it hurts it really does :(
evilspacecupcakes 3 weeks ago
dont worry michael your not the only one who thinks you a happy, energetic, exciting person!
evilspacecupcakes 3 weeks ago
Loving the black and red! Thank you for opening up about your past relationships, it's not easy to do! Especially not to the whole world. Love you Michael. Always! ;)
Emkocis 3 weeks ago
fuck youre ugly!!!
MegistosZeysII 3 weeks ago
@MegistosZeysII You're a cunt. Where's your picture?
starfleet2scoutship 3 weeks ago 2
@MegistosZeysII DAMN, SOMEONE IS INSECURE. NOT POINTING ANY FINGERS, OF COURSE!!!!
MissLizbethXo 3 weeks ago
@MissLizbethXo naaaah i put makeup and liner too, but i actually look good, not like a wannabe trannywoman... go surf the net and youll find guys with makeup 1000000 times prettier without being trannies. not that its bad though, its just so damn ugly!!!(my opinion)
MegistosZeysII 2 weeks ago
Wow Michael...no one knows what they have. How could anyone NOT love you?!
NudaLuna 3 weeks ago 36
Hello Michael, Thank you for sharing your story and heartache with all of us. I admire you as an incredible artist and I can see that you're a lovely person. I'm a gay guy who got married to another guy whom subsequently left me for a WOMAN if you can believe that! We're in the last stages of the divorce and I'm only looking forward to the future, just like you are. I love you and your amazing channels. Hugs!
emiliokrauze 3 weeks ago
Met my boyfriend when I was 14 he was 18, we are now 31 and 35. We've been together every day since we met. Do we have perfect love, no, it doesn't exist, but we have wonderful love (sounds corny). We grow together and grow apart at times but to me that's what a real relationship is. We work at it......we've out lasted just about everyone we know relationships and marriages.
I hope you find someone, who will love you for the amazingly beautiful person you are. Xoxoxo from michigan
blackraven1129 3 weeks ago
*huggies* I've been there. We are all a part of the heart break club.
midnightvampire2011 3 weeks ago
This was the best video I've ever seen from you, Michael. I felt so sad when you explained what happened with your past love. I think everyone who is homophobic should see this so they can understand that gay people love just the same way that straight people do. You are a beautiful person inside & out, and I hope that you find the one who is perfect for you. Much love.
IAmUnconsecrated 3 weeks ago
Thanks for sharing! *hugs*
heavensvampire 3 weeks ago
What I want from love is someone that I can feel absolutely comfortable with, who I can have the nastiest fights with but at the end of the day know that no matter what was said he will still be there and that I will still be there for him. Sadly though, the person I'm feeling that for is quite clueless at the moment and I'm fighting the urge to smack him round the head and shout at him :P Thank you for sharing Michael.
sweetblood329 3 weeks ago
well in the case that all u have said it does suck to loose the one u love and to have things end out of the blue but just remember we your subscribers LOVE YOU <333333333 :) hope that made u feel better <3
xXVampDamienXx 3 weeks ago
You look amazing as always....
SiirusLee 3 weeks ago
Not only fuck David Bowie but suck on his balls and toss his salad! Torture and KILL Justin Beiber, and live happily ever after with Siouxsie Sioux.
planz666666 3 weeks ago 2
R these feelings from losing Mr. Bodybuilder accurate, or are hurt from being broken up with? It sounds harsh, but when my xhusband left me, I was devastated. Now when I think back, I realize that although I was heartbroken, the biggest kick was to my ego for being abandoned. For not being important enough to keep. I felt discarded and couldn't believe someone I loved made me feel that way. Now I understand that it wasn't because he was so great, it was because he was the leaver and I was left.
sunflowergirl5 3 weeks ago 3
@sunflowergirl5 it happened the same to me! but not with a husband, just a boyfriend. One has to understand that, actually, no one has the obligation of lovin us. I used to feel something like "oh! how could I LOOSE?! I I I I I!"
NudaLuna 3 weeks ago
@NudaLuna Yes."How could he leave me?" was a constant thought. But....now he's lost all his hair and gained weight, lost several jobs, cars repo'd, arrested and much more ;) I didn't have to lift a finger in his demise, he did it all to himself. Which was lovely and very convienent for me.
sunflowergirl5 3 weeks ago
I really enjoyed this video Michael. It was great to be able to hear your story even though it was hard for you. I can't really describe it, but I think the way you think about relationships is lovely. Loved this.
skw3t 3 weeks ago 41
Love really is delicate and a difficult subject to approach. We're here for you. 💜
Fierce make up as usual. Love the background.
shearsparkle 3 weeks ago
Bravo for putting this video up. It gave me a whole new respect for you. It takes a lot to open up about such a tender subject face to face with someone, but you opened up for the world to see. I definitely applaud you for this video. You're amazing...always have been, always will be!!!!
gothtart13 3 weeks ago
Best. Video. Ever. I love that your topic includes KFM! So surprised you offed Bowie! Loved hearing your story. Je t'adore!
LusterCat 3 weeks ago
Love works in mysterious ways.
GGxGEMS1 3 weeks ago
just wondering why you think you would shatter someones dreams because you don't like the 80s or bowie, its not like you area famous icon that people give a crap about , you just seem like a deluded z list YouTube person
wagonamission 3 weeks ago
@wagonamission Really there is no need to be a dick to him. He knows there will be backlash from him saying he doesn't like ANYTHING. He doesn't think himself any better than he actually is, as you can see, he has his head on straight.
kparrinello 3 weeks ago
You know I requested a similer idea last week about hearing about the guy's first love. So I'm so happy to hear from Monday. I think for the most part your opinion Michael is very similer to mine, love is built over time, and its such a beautiful thing. My first real experiance with love ended with my lover dieing from over drinking and a tv falling on him after our first real big fight. That was back in 09 and there isnt a day that go's bye that I dont think about him and all of that.
dixlikos 3 weeks ago
I think that your lips look fantastic, and I hope to see you next monday! =)
Curiouslyobsessed 3 weeks ago
noooooooo don't FUCKIN kill David Bowie ... I love that guy :-((( ....
SSSSSmilZ 3 weeks ago
id hold hands n link arms with u anyday :-)
esasqueekyloka 3 weeks ago
i think for the new intro u shud have a futuristic android voice say androgenetics
luizloya 3 weeks ago
I think I love you, Michael James!
pwnpkmn 3 weeks ago
imperfect love is the best time because it leaves enough room for the two of you to grow and change together. you will find it michael james, you are too special not too.
chelsea9182 3 weeks ago
your breakup reminds me A LOT of my breakup.. it was 2 years ago but i got fully over it about 6 months ago it took me awhile. its totally fine that u still have hurt feelings a year later you'll get over it soon though hun & we will be so much smarter & stronger in the long run <3
LadiiSunshine213 3 weeks ago
I really love how you open up, I love this weeks topic.
Regardless though ~~
Fuck: David Bowie
Mary: Justin bieber ( hes rich <3 )
kill: Sioxsie Sioux
ToxicPanda69 3 weeks ago
OMG. FMK! XD I love that game!
kati3bby90 3 weeks ago
I really loved this video. I think it was really nice to see you being super real with us, because I feel like a lot of the time it's like you said--you present this surface image of what you think is entertaining and fun and charming (and it is!) but don't often get to kind of...bare yourself like you did here. And I think it was very honest to say that you don't really know what you want from love, instead of trying to force yourself into a definition. :)
himitsusj 3 weeks ago
i love this video michael it is hands down my favorite of your videos
molestlemurs91 3 weeks ago
I love you Michael. I hope you find love again someday and it sticks forever. :)
GuNightieNight 3 weeks ago
That is such a pretty shade of lipstick!
BlushByHim 3 weeks ago
Love it <3
TheBrs16 3 weeks ago
I loooove your makeup here! And I think it's nice that you can make yourself vulnerable by sharing such a personal story :)
maynardfangirl 3 weeks ago
Michael my darling, what camera do you use, the quality is awesome :) love Dan. xxx
GuruDanWan 3 weeks ago
Would be interesting to know your extrovert/introvert ratio.... have you ever taken a test to tell you how extro/intro your personality is?
ChristyT71 3 weeks ago
Power couple? LOVE it. I feel like we have the same taste in men and just similar aesthetic preferences. I didn't realize you were so tall. How tall are you?
eric512140 3 weeks ago
It's not a depressing video. Its' just true. Love is a very special thing and I think the most of us, doesn't matter how old we are, if 15 or 25 or 45, didn't know what love is.
We all have this perfect idea of love. Seen in movies, heard in songs or somewhere else..but in reality it is all different. We are different. Nobody is perfect and no person we will ever met will be perfect. But we can learn to accept little whims on our beloved ones and hope, that they will do it, too.Because of love.
KrawallTusse 3 weeks ago
I just want to hug your brains out. HUGS. LOTS OF THEM.
ravingskeletons 3 weeks ago
"Unless of course it's just like FAG." Aww lol :) Haha anyway, Michael! You are an awesome person and I looove watching your videos and hearing what you have to say. Don't let people get you down...I guess sometimes you just have to let things go and try your best to move on :). Expect the worst, then nobody will ever let you down...but hope for the best, and hopefully one day youll meet somebody who you'll stay with, and who won't let you ponder on about things for a year x). Love ya!
BilliePiperLuv 3 weeks ago
I'm so sorry to hear that, Michael. Although I don't know you in real life (I wish I did but I don't live in London :p) I get the sense that you're a really genuine person. No one deserves a break up like that and I'm sure you'll find someone that just falls head over heels for you and loves you for you.
ayaneforever 3 weeks ago
Continued: subscribed and faithfully watching deserve to get a little more personal. We've shared in the comments as well although I'm not saying that compares to getting on camera where whoever can watch. Anyways, I appreciate you opening up Michael..it's so hard and you always have this unbreakable exterior but your still human...its okay to not have the answers and feel defeated sometimes. We love you :)
MsMisfits 3 weeks ago
I really love these types of videos, and am actually really looking forward to the rest of them this week. You can show us your clothes, makeup and androgynous lifestyles all you want, which is lovely too, but its nice to actually see a little deeper in the lives and obstacles the boys we've all come to love have endured. To peek behind the curtain, as this is after all a channel to express a different lifestyle then some are accustomed to. I feel at this point the people still
MsMisfits 3 weeks ago 2
i woulda liked it if you responded to the other vids... its ok if it turned out to be a long vid. i could hear u talk for hours. lovin ur make up btw ♥
sugarcrazy1025 3 weeks ago
it's been 7 months since the last time I spoke to him... I decided to finish things because he wasn't what I really expected and he didn't treat me well... I know he didn't love me and he was using me for his own benefit... and it hurt so bad... it still hurts a bit because he was my first love, but I decided that I had to move on for my own sake...
Michael, I know that you'll find the right person for you... you're an amazing person and you deserve it ;) thanks for sharing that with us...
Trickygirl23 3 weeks ago
I was in a VERY similar situation as you, a year ago as well, and it still hurts. When someone leaves you so unexpectedly like that, it just catches you off guard and destroys everything you previous thought about relationships. And it is difficult to trust someone after that.
chainmefree7 3 weeks ago
*sighs* I know... the pain fades away... eventually, although the frustration will haunt you for a quite a while
cinnamonbed 3 weeks ago
I love your lips in this video! and I love you! <3
alexcrystal21 3 weeks ago
I like your opinion of love and relationship very much, very selfreflected and thoughtfull
eiszapfenkobold 3 weeks ago
Mondays at work seem a bit like Friday for me now. I get to come home and have Michael James waiting for me to cheer me up. Love your videos <3
MJKFanatic 3 weeks ago
hey can you make a video on your own channel, showing how u did your make up. i really like the make up that your wearing. please and thank you :)
cupcakess9 3 weeks ago
how old are you? :)
27reloaded 3 weeks ago
"unless of course it's just like, FAG."
i died, on the floor, laughing. ilyilyily <3
also your makeup looks exquisite in this video.
DCson17 3 weeks ago
I fucking love your background<3
xxToxicBeauty 3 weeks ago
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i understand where your coming from i had a boyfriend just out of the blue break up with me a number of years ago now it took me.well over a year to figure it all out..i was Bruce for that year. it seems like you need to talk to him at lest one last time, no drama, ask your questions say what needs to be said so you can digest it grow and move on. unfinished things like that crop up later in life and its a pain. because that is why my boyfriend broke up with ME..unfinished biz with someone else
poetrymom24 3 weeks ago
I think I'm a lot like you. That's really all there is to it
TheHTXD 3 weeks ago
It's Bow-E that's how u say it! Like a bow u wear on ur head not bow as in bowing to the queen. Lol just saying but it is spelled Bowie!
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poetrymom24 3 weeks ago
i think when you are in love with someone it should be perfect ok not the dictionary definition of perfect but perfect for YOU. its not about fooling yourself into thinking the other person is flawless but seeing there flaws and accepting them or having there flaws fit your strengths so there is balance in the relationship...
poetrymom24 3 weeks ago
fag lol xx
MrPatchstar 3 weeks ago
@MrPatchstar Hope you die <3
GigglingSquirrel 3 weeks ago
@GigglingSquirrel arent you just lovely,if you actually listened to the end of the video i was making a joke as us gays may understand the word sarcasm,hoping people die is not a very polite way to make friends is t xxx
MrPatchstar 3 weeks ago
I really can relate to that situation, except I was in your ex's position. I guess it just shows you that it's better to be a bit more cautious before putting your heart into someone. If you're feeling something and it's not being reciprocated, it's probably better to tell the person ASAP rather than wait and hope that something will build up later on. that way one person won't be heartbroken while the other looks like a douche. but yay for personal michael james videos! :-)
dandotcom1989 3 weeks ago
Aww! I thought you would look up to David Bowie. Haha, oh well!
Unihuahua 3 weeks ago
@Unihuahua But you are a very intelligent person and I love watching your videos. I hope you find someone else who will appreciate you fully. And you have a beautiful view of love. :)
Unihuahua 3 weeks ago
Your eyes are beautiful, and this video made me smile :)
SabrinaScreamsLALALA 3 weeks ago
I think exactly the same about love. Well, I do believe in love at first sight, but I think it's just part of what love is, and it's an "optional step" for me. Is more like... attraction at first sight. As you say, love is built.
You are incredible. I'm glad I can watch videos of a person (you) I admire emotionally.
bloodyfountain 3 weeks ago
My boyfriend is a douche to me.
XxJETTxPUFFxX 3 weeks ago
PLEASEEEE do a tutorial for this makeup! it sorta reminds me of valentines day
brutalxlovexo 3 weeks ago
WOOOOW THE LOOK..!!!!!!"!!!!!!!!!
krenGirl 3 weeks ago
michael I was honestly tearing up throughout this video. you have no idea how much I could relate. your lips are insane by the way!
pologuccify 3 weeks ago
I can absolutely relate to what you continue to go through. I wasn't in love with a guy I dated about a year ago, but things ended, and I'm still reeling about it to some extent...I think about what I did, what he did, etc, etc. It's great to know others don't simply "move on" in a timely, neat manner. G'luck to us both : )
ollicehunter 3 weeks ago
hahaha <3
AdamTWWilde 3 weeks ago
I fell in love with someone a couple of months ago. We talked on msn all the time & then I was in the same school as him. We're both very shy & we didn't really dare to talk to eachother. And all of my friends made fun of him and still do. We got into a big fight and didn't talk since then. I'm still thinking about him/us. Now I heard he fell in love with someone else & I feel very protective of him. Even though I know there might never be 'us' again. I still love him.
DylanEdStone 3 weeks ago
NOOOOO no no no!!!!!
Fuck: David Bowie
Marry: Siouxsie Sioux
Kill: Justin Beiber
ZombieNarcotic 3 weeks ago 35
@ZombieNarcotic I totally agree with your choices! xD
Unihuahua 3 weeks ago
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If you have had your heart broken then of course its going to take time to move on, and at your own pace! Dont worrie about what could have been because its done. You have a smart head on your shoulders, you know this and I am 100% sure someone will love you in the right way one day. So dont let it get you down and enjoy your life. X
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0Meg0Vanbrugh 3 weeks ago
I must say that I completely love you Michael James. <3
xDioxcide 3 weeks ago
OMG! Tutorial for this look! X
wiccabox0670 3 weeks ago
man I totally relate to that, well you said this was your first relationship, but I used to be the one who would say ''bye I'm over it'' or just dont put any effort, but I met this guy who was like wow and out of the blue he turns his back on me, and I STILL cant get over it, the first days are like,where did I go wrong? and all the rhetorical bullshit, then''pf he's such a piece of shit'' ,but it showed me how much damage I've done, and exactly what you said if its not reciprocal dont sweat it
ikindahateu 3 weeks ago 4
faack.
Not constructive enough for you, Michael~? :D
SolidOtacon 3 weeks ago
I LOVED this video,thank you for sharing it with us.It goes without saying that when you're asked to talk about what you're looking for in love,one's immediately referring (weather verbally or in it's head) to past relationships.Because that's the only reference where you've come close to love but it didn't work out.So you would naturally try to understand what went wrong so that next time,you'll know what to avoid or what to do. I found this video to be very deep and refreshing at the same time
HayzStrawberry 3 weeks ago
Bowies greatest records were back in the seventies.
pobstrel 3 weeks ago
Yes I definately feel you there, I'm in the same boat as you and it's been a year and some months since my break up with one guy and I still can't seem to shake it even in another relationship I still can't shake it off, but it is nice to hear you open up and share your feelings you are so amazing to do so and it's nice to know I'm not the only one dealing with "love" issues LOL <3
hozukikaz 3 weeks ago
Thank you for this video.
mysticxmonster 3 weeks ago
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mysticxmonster 3 weeks ago
theres a wide line between love and attraction that gets wider as you get older, but theres always a FINE line between love and ATTACHMENT.. something people rarely take into account until they've had their fair share of "true loves". love is often hard to describe, but attachment, to put it simply, is when you're compromising WAY too much, you have a sense of desperation, and when you're the only one suffering. attachment is love in misery and its more dangerous than lust. keep that in mind.
StitchGV 3 weeks ago
ah this was so interesting. I was mesmerized by it. it's so great to hear you open up, and become more personal online. This same expirience happened to me, i became head over heels or someone, but he liked me as a friend, but not as much as i loved him. my definition of love is weird. for me to love someone, we have to be as close as my best friends. we have to be able to talk about anything so openly is like natural. and for a relationship, we have to feel the same emotions, mutual love :) xox
XxtransgeniclovexX 3 weeks ago
I am married and have never gotten over my first real love. (not my husband) My first love will always stay with me. Even with the hurt, I would not go back and change it for anything. I always have the memories.
CatsCloudWatching 3 weeks ago
I love what you did with your lips. Make a tutorial!
JoyLovesMakeup 3 weeks ago
I love your lips *Q*
LIONXiiaXD 3 weeks ago
Very well spoken Michael!!!! <3
TheKChristian 3 weeks ago
(: It's kinda nice to see your personal side and stuff.like the solemn side of you? idk but I liked this video ^w^ all my support!~ :3 I do believe in love at first sight though (: don't be heart broken anymore kayys :} we all love you ^w^ and I really liked your make up today 8D prettyy~
LIONXiiaXD 3 weeks ago
uuuhh!!!! looove your lips!!! could you make a toutorial for this make up?? plleeeeaaasseee!!!
(sorry for my english.. im not the bist in writing ^^)
YukiBizarre 3 weeks ago
WHAT????? You would F Justin Bieber????? Noooooooooo lol, and I dont like to think of David Bowie as only from the 80's....
SixSixxty6 3 weeks ago
Michael it's lovely to see you open up :) I think you're amazing.
I hope one day you find the right person who will love you as much as you love them, you deserve it <3
KeepingKibbles 3 weeks ago 50
@KeepingKibbles I totally agree with you. <3 xoxox Michael you are amazing and deserve the best <3 Love from Canada
steward00165 3 weeks ago
DON'T KILL DAVID BOWIE :(
xSammyxSocksx 3 weeks ago
how tall are you michael?
ikindahateu 3 weeks ago
@ikindahateu I'm about 5'7'' or 5'8'' I think. Haven't measured in years!
xxmichaeljames 3 weeks ago
Even if it's just for a moment, everyone should feel love. You change, evolve and mature. What you see as love when you're 18-21 is not what love is when you're in your 30's and up. One thing I know is that everything comes full circle.... Thanks for sharing
alexandreawest 3 weeks ago
Hmmm he got bored and probably wanted to shag elsewhere. Gay men can be very fickle x
6dazey9 3 weeks ago
Wow UHHHHHHMAZINNNNGGGG!!! Who knew MisterMichealJames went through this much. It takes time to get over people especially long term relationships. Your not the only who went through it. Remember that your not the only one :) so don't feel bad.
xxzombiexxpsychoxx 3 weeks ago
Oh michael, I know exactly how you feel :/ I was with a guy for 6months. he had promised me the world, told me he would always love me. And one day something happened and he disappeared for two days, I finally got a text saying he was done with me.. I was devistated :/
ducky9991 3 weeks ago
this was a really good topic i was wondering when you would get around to it:) i cant wait to see hear what bruce has to say on this matter.
deathbunny84 3 weeks ago
i love you :)
mrsbilleyjoe 3 weeks ago
Michael James, I've been where you are, it's been a year and I'm still not over it. I feel like I can't trust anyone with a penis ... or myself for that matter. I'm still trying to get over it and move on I just don't know how to when I still love this person and compare all others to what I thought I saw in him. I <3 you Michael James, thank you so much for sharing.
MarishkaDeVampir 3 weeks ago
michael, first of all i want to agree completely with the very last bit of your video, about how you feel you're too young to know what love is and what you want out of it, and the same for what you do know you want. i'm 19, almost 20 and i still think i'm too young to know what love is and all that jazz lol but i do know what i look for in people currently which is the same, ya know, good looks, nice personality i can get along with lol (this is gonna be a 2 part comment i know it). i also just
MikoSubaru 3 weeks ago
@MikoSubaru wanted to let you know that i can relate to how you're feeling about your last relationship. i dated a guy for 8 and a half months and that was the longest relationship i've had and the one that felt the most real to me, i loved the way we clicked and stuff and how we were around each other. we broke up about 2 and a half years ago now and at first it absolutely killed me, for about the first year, and then i was pretty much over it for a bit, but lately all of those thoughts and
MikoSubaru 3 weeks ago
@MikoSubaru feelings keep resurfacing and it feels like it just happened yesterday, you know? and it also makes me think a lot about what my view is exactly on love. i know i definitely cared for him a lot more than he cared for me, most of the time, i'm pretty certain there were a few times when he adored/loved me back just as much and he just didn't know it, if that makes sense. and he also broke up with me pretty out of the blue. i mean we'd been having some issues for the last month so i was
MikoSubaru 3 weeks ago
@MikoSubaru kind of expecting it, but at the same time i really wasn't, you know? i was expecting us to be able to work through things and that's what really gets me going. but over time some other stuff happened after than and now the guy completely hates me, which is understandable, but i'm at a point now where i would really just like to make amends with him but i'm pretty sure that wouldnt do any good at all or make anything better, atleast not right now. anyways, my point in telling all of
MikoSubaru 3 weeks ago
@MikoSubaru that was really to just let you know that i have an understanding of how you might be feeling and to pre-warn you that the worst might not be over lol, or it could be for you and i'm just crazy XD. i have had other relationships since then but i'm not gonna go into them cuz neither of them lasted very long and i kept comparing them a bit to that one guy. i just want to wish you luck and hope that you start feeling better about things soon whether on your own or if you get a chance to
MikoSubaru 3 weeks ago
@MikoSubaru actually talk to this mystery body builder of yours and talk things through with him at some point, sometimes that can help a lot, sometimes that doesnt do any good at all, so i hope you find something that works for you. stay strong!
MikoSubaru 3 weeks ago
It sounds like it was an amazing relationship.... :S
00whateverlike00 3 weeks ago
oh and I fucking LOVE david bowie, so yeah.
brandonjaywhite 3 weeks ago
I can relate to you completely on the subject of love and relationships. I had the same experience with my first boyfriend/the first person that I came out to about being gay. He was a flithy little slut but I didn't realize at the time but I did feel strongly for him none the less. Cheated on with me 3 different people and now gets involved with ever relationship I try to muster these days..it's been over a year now. You never realize how terminal a relationship is from the start until its over
brandonjaywhite 3 weeks ago
Good luck Michael in your journey to find your soul mate ^_^
kinkygiggles18 3 weeks ago
I can relate to your breakup. Mine was out of the blue, and a year ago. Still don't know why.
SuperHeartsandStars 3 weeks ago
You never really get over your first love you just move on.That being said, I had the wonderful experience of running into him after 10 years, and can honestly say I felt nothing for him. The thing that bothered me most was him seeing me with no makeup and a hu