I am not afraid of dying

[khtervola]

It is not about wanting to die, it is about seezing these precious moments of life that we have here on Earth.

[ImaDeadRainbow]

I was looking for a Jack off Jill song about being scared of dying, not a random persons video on wanting to die D":

[ModernDeism]

how true.

[cozmicnoir]

*squints a lil* wow so bright, all jokes aside amazing way how you handled nightwing102, she was clearly in distress and you know almost exactly what to say, i used to be able to do that to an extent but i kept trying so hard for everyone that now i am usually at a complete loos of words for what to say or to do.

[nightwing102]

ur so positive i wish i could be like that i can care less if i live or die though i dont care if i go to hevan or hell cuz my life is a liveing hell

[khtervola]

There are many different degrees of both heaven and hell, also here on Earth. You can make your life better by changing the major factors of your life, that make it a hell, to something that you dream of. Try! It is worth it, you will learn a lot even if you would not succeed totally in it. I changed engineering to farming, intellectual things to sport and my awful relatives to nice aquiantages, it made my so far miserable life better than what I imagined to be possible even in Heaven.

[nightwing102]

yea but u dont live where ur own family hates u always tells that im mistake i should have never happend

[khtervola]

Such is typically nothing connected to you, they just don't have the resources or motivation to care about a person that is different from them. Nothing wrong with you, trust your friends' opinion instead!

If you really are already 19, you can well find some excuse to move to live to another city for example to study or to work, so that you can get rid of the negative feedback and start a life that is your own. It is not difficult, just give it a try and be wise enough to choose a safe place.

[mazzamoush]

no music u idiot