Personal Update - I'm still here!

[NinaDeLaNoche]

Your girlfriend's lucky <3

[natbrat42]

I know how it is to have internet/computer issues. It happens to me all the time, so don't even worry about it. I am just glad u r here at all.

[jlt1984]

*hugs* what kind of ocd symptoms do you do/have. i like your hair! the X with the bobby pins are cool! Did you have music or a TV on while making this video? I've never had to have a physical for the disability, but i know of people who have. are you trying to get on it for a mental or physical impairment. It's not fall, yet! ;) I think people in school say it's over, but we have a little bit of summer left.

[xradiantstarx]

sorry to hear that you've been depressed. i have been for a while too. *hugs*

[LolaOpheliac]

Thank you so much or your videos, they are helping me a lot.

I hope that things get better for you soon, just keep your head up and don't let them get you down :D

[totalH20]

Wow you sound like you've had a rough summer, hope the autumn works better for you! I hate summer, winter is always better for me. It sounds like we've both been going through similar issues the past few months :( *hugs*

[sry4beingme]

Im glad that you are still going to make videos and that your ok. =) And i know that your having problems with ur computer so u can't make videos. But it's alright Take ur time =p And i wish u the best.

[xsullengirlx]

FYI, NOTE - I will not tolerate off topic comments stemming from anything on facebook. I do not tolerate disrespect and will not hesitate to block anyone who disrespects me or my friends and loved ones. If you would like to discuss a personal matter please send me a private message. Ive deleted all comments related to the earlier facebook "drama" that was posted here. Thanks for watching and to all other commenters who have been so supportive and sweet. Love you all xoxox

[xsullengirlx]

@xsullengirlx comments are on approval only for right now since I can't be around as much to moderate, so if you leave a comment Ill get to it asap! You guys don't need to be reading that crap. xo

[RiChYeMpAkAdOr]

do you have facebook???

[NetteNunezTv]

your pretty you remind me so much of lady gaga :)

[luriette78]

@NetteNunezTv Yeah, but prettier than Lady Gaga and she looked like that before anyone knew who Gaga was.

[xsullengirlx]

@luriette78 Awww you're sweet, thank you!!

[thedanizblog]

Don't worry we can't forget you! Sorry you are having such a rough time lately. I wish I could help. :)

[MsDementedArts]

yeah, the summer is hard for me too, but probably for a different reason. Its very hot here and I cant access transportation without walking at lI'east 2 miles walking. . . Im glad you are doing alright, hope that the computer thing gets straigtened out :)



[ZzZSarahxXx]

Oh my goodness you look soooo beautiful in this video!

I love your videos, they always make me feel better. :)

[nakedsadist]

hold in there, i know a lot of people including myself are having a hard time due to circumstance or just good ol' depression. make lists do little things, just do what you can to keep yourself going. mine and i'm sure many others hopes are with you. keep on keepin on

[SweetSamsara]

Awesome to see a new vid from you!

[oldermaleanamia]

It is soooo good to hear from you...My summer has sucked too...Please go with the flow and take care...I am still here...

<3

Mac

[Bestrong4]

What system do you have windows or a mac, are you just having problems with audio/video

[amongtheashes20]

Glad you made a video! Stay safe and hang in there. :) I hope things improve for you. <3 <3 <3

[alexaXbX789]

You're so beautiful :)

I turned to God to cope and I'm more happier that I have ever been and I managed to find a peace. It may or may not be your thing but you should check it out before you decide. I reccomend watching the movie To Save A Life. It made me cry. I hope things work out for you <3

[happybunny544]

1st: We have the same name ^_^ I spell mine like K-r-i-s-t-i-e though.

2nd: I love your videos, and I can like kinda relate with them and they're cool to watch.!

3rd: I hope you keep making videos for a long time.!

Lol, okay. Take care. =]

[emsybop]

Hope you're well, really enjoy watching your videos, I've been having similar experiences :-) Take care xxxxx

[pointtop123]

Hi Christie, I hope things will be allright soon. Dont worry for not being online, I wont be mad at you at all. I think I didnt get everything you said, but I enjoy watching your videos so much and you´re so beautiful in this one! Just try to get through it. All the best for you.

[scharrer1]

get rid of your history before having your dad have a look at it ;) else nice to see some "old" faces i probebly rather say familiar ;)

[Reymystrio619]

^_^ don`t worry christie coz every little thing is gonna be all right

[88ran08]

Hi Christie

Lee xx

[MsLuLuDiAmOnD]

hey christie,

great to see you back. really enjoy your videos :D

[Hoopybluefood]

I'm glad you feel better , or are starting too at least .

Don't worry about getting online when it's so difficult , you really have to look after yourself first and foremost .

[HabeKeinMitleid]

Haha... The frequency change happened to me a while ago with my headphones... And then it went away. O.O

[NetteNunezTv]

I think you are so pretty

[MissDDHeather]

I have problems with emotion issues (as far as keeping a job), and i've always wondered about state help...so i'd be interested in that video.

[IDontDoDrumCovers]

maybe you could make jewery for ppl on youtube to make some extra money

[Starlababy]

We just moved into low income housing. Its really nice here, hope we can stay a long time. The lights here are flickering though. Hope all goes well for you.

[VideoDude87]

I've been on Social security for a little while.... I know there's alot of stuff that needs to be done...

[WingzOFaDove]

awwww we love you...stay strong ..all hell has been breaking out on EVERYONE ...keep Faith and hope...if so it WILL get better! :)

[S0undBite]

You didn't kill yourself? Awesome!

[xsullengirlx]

@S0undBite sorry to disappoint ya buddy. xoxo

[Pancakes2137]

@S0undBite fuck off .

[CheesenipsOwn]

xsullengirlx- I have severely self injured for the last eight plus years and have been hospitalized twice in the last year and a half. I finally was able to stop for about four to five months and recently relapsed. It has become uncontrollable. Any advice? I can't fall back again... :(

[Sy0592]

@CheesenipsOwn sweetie, i've s.i. too, for 3 years

now it has no longer a effect. I have depression as well;

I'm sorry to hear about that;

Try to seek help, like talking with someone when you're feeling particularly down

or relapsing (i know you probably do not know me but i'm here if you need someone to talk with), professional help or even doing something that you enjoy doing (for me writing does help by getting rid of all the bad things that happen)

to avoid s.i. Take care **

[jdStarlight]

Hey! Great to see you back! Just so you know...I'm not mad at you.

Life happens. I understand what it's like to suddenly having to deal with...well...everything. Hang in there!

Again, great to see you back!

[SquidGutz]

Good luck with everything and I'm glad your back.

[jon2xu]

hey great to see you. WIFI spots are great.

[TimSimm2]

that sucks what your going through. i hope everything turns out ok and that you can pick yourself up and feel better. keep your head up. we all have personal things going on. it's understandable that you can't always be on or make videos

[EuroInvicta]

Hey there- was wondering where you skeedadled off to! I just did squats for almost your entire video and now I'm sweaty and I bet I'll be sore tomorrow. :) Thanks for the tush workout! :) I hope your life begins picking up again- I know very well how hard it is to keep up motivation to do this and that. Constant struggle for me. I wish you the best. Just small steps add up, that's what I tell myself. *God* is in the details... or whatever. :) Ciao!

[ilovetosing013]

Welcome back ^__^ I was actually thinking about you 2 days ago xD good to see you're back :)

[amyintoxicatedox]

i have emetophobia if you knwo what that is? im started to get scared of going out the house, im depressed i have bad bad anxiety and stress and school isnt helping theirs bitches there and i feel like itll never go, councilling hasnt worked, im so upset, but your videos have inspired me a little, thankyou very much ,hope your doing alright. x

[BritneyDigitalLive]

Stay strong!! Even amongst all the internet/computer issues... you are a great, great person :)

-Mark

[TheTerrifictara]

"sloooow and then HIGH" lmfao ;)

[idranktheseawater]

It's good to see a sign of life ;)

I dont see how people should be mad at you. You've given a lot and dont owe us anything.

I hope things start looking better for you soon.

[Heatherbtime]

It's nice to see you again. I went through more time of withdrawing after a period of feeling bit better back to feeling crappy. But once again i am more back on track and have started feeling better. Just keep focousing on yourself and tune out negativity. Force yourself to change things up if you have found yourself in patterns that make you feel not great. I have to keep forcing myself to step outside my comfort zone or choose to do something else even if it is so difficult in the moment.

[xX4597Xx]

RAWR pritty :P

[Alexisqueertube]

thats crap for them people being mad at you my gf lives in calafarna and me in texas and damb it is really heard!! but i really hop things start to look up! summer did go by really fast but i love the fall !

[CupcakeOfNinja]

FIRST! haha just kidding. YAY NEW VIDEO I'M COMMENTING BEFORE I'VE WATCHED THE WHOLE THING :D

[xsullengirlx]

@CupcakeOfNinja I appreciate your enthusiasm, Julia. If only this video was more exciting LOL

[CupcakeOfNinja]

@xsullengirlx It's exciting because it's your video... duh :)