You look so beautiful, happy, pretty, you look like everything I want to look like once my eating disorder is over. You are such an inspiration, please keep making videos! And congratulations! Keep fighting!
Thank you so much for replying and letting me know about this book. I went to my library and got it right away. It is very useful and I am happy to say i also haven't purged in the last week. But one thing i deal with is the voice in my head that tells me how this book is not going to work. I am a failure and this is a waste of my time. But I ignore that voice and i keep reading and i have my diary that i write ever everything in and the things i think are my deep issues. But i get better
I love love love this video. LOVE. Right at the beginning when you were all smiley I was like, this is gonna be a good video! I sense good news! :D
It's wonderful to hear how far you've come in recovery, especially after your last video when things were so shitty, and I really, honestly, truly believe that you'll go on all the way to full health!
Thanks for the book recommendation btw, I just got the anorexia version for kindle reader and it seems good so far :)
You are so, so stunningly gorgeous and truly beautiful!! I am sooo proud of you! You are doing amazingly well and you're such an inspiration! Continue to take one day at a time, hour by hour, minute by minute. You CAN beat this.
Your painting is amazing!! We all know you can sing so beautifully as well so don't forget that! *Actual love* x
I'm so proud of you for taking hold of this and moving forward! I'm loving the energy in your presence, your eyes . . . your being. Take one day at a time. ELEVEN DAYS!!!! WoooHooO!! Recovery isn't easy but keep at it - you are a strong person. Fight during those low times and ride the wave when you are feeling great!!! I'm sending positive vibes to you. Just like you said, you are so much more than the eating disorder! And you're learning just how special you are through this period of change.
I have bulimia for about 6 months. I thought I'm on my way to recover because all of a sudden I stardted to love myself and I accepted all my failings. I was the same as you now: happier and full of hope. Then bulimia pulled me back to hell again. The difference is that my family doesn't know so I cope with it all by myself. I dread to tell them. :(
I just wanted to say that you're very brave and strong you give me hope! Keep on like this!
@bogbogar Thank you for your kind words! I'm sorry to hear that your bulimia returned, but you've recovered once and you can do it again! The nature of this illness tends to rebound when we're weak, but you're much stronger than Ed! You just don't know it yet. It will be hard as hell, but every step, every tear, will be worth a life without bulimia. Anything is possible! I believe in you! <3
this was so wonderful and inspiring, thank you a lot for this! I've been feeling very low lately but you give me new hope and strength to keep trying. I agree with everything you said and it's absolutely beautiful seeing someone doing so well :) keep us posted xxxxx
@favea I am so glad to hear that this silly little rant helped you! I hope you are doing better and taking care of yourself. You are special and important to so many people! You can totally kick Ed's butt! Anything is possible! Sending you love and good wishes <3
First of all, your journal looks a lot like Tom Riddle's diary in Harry Potter 2.lol Second, I'm so glad you're doing better lately. Praying for you! (whether you're Christian or not.:))
@CliftonMcCallMusic LOL Does it really? I've been curious and thinking of reading the HP books from the beginning! I loved all the movies! Have you read them?
Thank you for your prayers! I'm praying as well! I don't think I could've started recovery without God!
Oh my goodness, what a transformation from your last few videos! You seem so much happier, so positive and looking forward to the future, which is so amazing :D Not to mention that you seen to be glowing, which is beautiful :) You're going to do great, much luck and love for your continuing journey! Mich x
It takes a really deep, determine person like you to fully understand and want recovery and take matters into their own hands. I have not purged in 6 days, only because of lack of opportunity and now being sick with the flu. I wish you all the best in your journey. I'll keep watching and wish you success!
@delicatepuzzle Thank you for your good wishes! I'm sorry to hear that you're sick with the flu, but happy to hear that you haven't purged in 6 days! Although it didn't completely happen out of your own will, it's still for the better! Now you know that you can live without purging for 6 whole days! How exciting is that?! I believe that you can do it even when you're not sick! Anything is possible! You're stronger than you think ;)
You are beautiful, stay strong, and try not to put so much pressure on yourself.
ScaredToV 6 days ago in playlist Uploaded videos
You look so beautiful, happy, pretty, you look like everything I want to look like once my eating disorder is over. You are such an inspiration, please keep making videos! And congratulations! Keep fighting!
TheAvbtll 6 days ago
ur awesome as hell
NifferandFriends 1 month ago
Good for you girl! Stay strong and you are beautiful know matter what shape!! Xo
SMOnEy83 1 month ago
It's so good to see you staying strong, Millybee! :)
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jihoon99iaw 1 month ago
Thank you so much for replying and letting me know about this book. I went to my library and got it right away. It is very useful and I am happy to say i also haven't purged in the last week. But one thing i deal with is the voice in my head that tells me how this book is not going to work. I am a failure and this is a waste of my time. But I ignore that voice and i keep reading and i have my diary that i write ever everything in and the things i think are my deep issues. But i get better
SexyLexy1031 1 month ago
You made me cry. It is really powerful.
I hope you know that you are also very special, and there is nobody like you, and you deserve to be as good as you can possibly be.
MeSoAbroad 1 month ago
I love love love this video. LOVE. Right at the beginning when you were all smiley I was like, this is gonna be a good video! I sense good news! :D
It's wonderful to hear how far you've come in recovery, especially after your last video when things were so shitty, and I really, honestly, truly believe that you'll go on all the way to full health!
Thanks for the book recommendation btw, I just got the anorexia version for kindle reader and it seems good so far :)
Love you! <3 <3 xxxxxxxxxx
MissLizenka 1 month ago
CONGRATS BBS! Very proud! keep it up! You can do it! You hav the whole world behind you! xx
jammieapple 1 month ago
You are so, so stunningly gorgeous and truly beautiful!! I am sooo proud of you! You are doing amazingly well and you're such an inspiration! Continue to take one day at a time, hour by hour, minute by minute. You CAN beat this.
Your painting is amazing!! We all know you can sing so beautifully as well so don't forget that! *Actual love* x
IngridBergmanFan 1 month ago
I'm so proud of you for taking hold of this and moving forward! I'm loving the energy in your presence, your eyes . . . your being. Take one day at a time. ELEVEN DAYS!!!! WoooHooO!! Recovery isn't easy but keep at it - you are a strong person. Fight during those low times and ride the wave when you are feeling great!!! I'm sending positive vibes to you. Just like you said, you are so much more than the eating disorder! And you're learning just how special you are through this period of change.
HappinessIsNow 1 month ago
Firstly! YOU USED JUSTIN NOZUKA AS BACKGROUND MUSIC! Love him!
I am so happy that you are happy with learning about recovery! As weird as it sounds, It makes me smile to see you so positive. :)
Innergoth333 1 month ago
@Innergoth333 I looooove Justin Nozuka. He is one of the most talented musicians out there! So cool that you like him too!
Thank you for your support and encouragement :) It makes me even more positive! Wishing you the best for 2012! <3
millybee16 1 month ago
I have bulimia for about 6 months. I thought I'm on my way to recover because all of a sudden I stardted to love myself and I accepted all my failings. I was the same as you now: happier and full of hope. Then bulimia pulled me back to hell again. The difference is that my family doesn't know so I cope with it all by myself. I dread to tell them. :(
I just wanted to say that you're very brave and strong you give me hope! Keep on like this!
bogbogar 1 month ago in playlist Uploaded videos
@bogbogar Thank you for your kind words! I'm sorry to hear that your bulimia returned, but you've recovered once and you can do it again! The nature of this illness tends to rebound when we're weak, but you're much stronger than Ed! You just don't know it yet. It will be hard as hell, but every step, every tear, will be worth a life without bulimia. Anything is possible! I believe in you! <3
millybee16 1 month ago
you are so pretty =)
OneMagicalMoment 1 month ago
@OneMagicalMoment Thank you :)
millybee16 1 month ago
yeah. thanks for making me cry.
xspaghettime 1 month ago
WOW! I am so proud of you!!!!
OpheliaParker1993 1 month ago
this was so wonderful and inspiring, thank you a lot for this! I've been feeling very low lately but you give me new hope and strength to keep trying. I agree with everything you said and it's absolutely beautiful seeing someone doing so well :) keep us posted xxxxx
favea 1 month ago
@favea I am so glad to hear that this silly little rant helped you! I hope you are doing better and taking care of yourself. You are special and important to so many people! You can totally kick Ed's butt! Anything is possible! Sending you love and good wishes <3
millybee16 1 month ago
Whooaaa, I just watched some more of the video. OMGG that painting!! "Not a bad artist" doesn't even say it!:)
CliftonMcCallMusic 1 month ago
@CliftonMcCallMusic Thank you, you're so sweet! I think it was beginner's luck! lol
millybee16 1 month ago
First of all, your journal looks a lot like Tom Riddle's diary in Harry Potter 2.lol Second, I'm so glad you're doing better lately. Praying for you! (whether you're Christian or not.:))
CliftonMcCallMusic 1 month ago
@CliftonMcCallMusic LOL Does it really? I've been curious and thinking of reading the HP books from the beginning! I loved all the movies! Have you read them?
Thank you for your prayers! I'm praying as well! I don't think I could've started recovery without God!
millybee16 1 month ago
Oh my goodness, what a transformation from your last few videos! You seem so much happier, so positive and looking forward to the future, which is so amazing :D Not to mention that you seen to be glowing, which is beautiful :) You're going to do great, much luck and love for your continuing journey! Mich x
michelleionfitness 1 month ago
@michelleionfitness You are so sweet! Am I glowing? I think it's just the lighting :P Thanks again for always being there for me! You're an angel <3
millybee16 1 month ago
It takes a really deep, determine person like you to fully understand and want recovery and take matters into their own hands. I have not purged in 6 days, only because of lack of opportunity and now being sick with the flu. I wish you all the best in your journey. I'll keep watching and wish you success!
delicatepuzzle 1 month ago
@delicatepuzzle Thank you for your good wishes! I'm sorry to hear that you're sick with the flu, but happy to hear that you haven't purged in 6 days! Although it didn't completely happen out of your own will, it's still for the better! Now you know that you can live without purging for 6 whole days! How exciting is that?! I believe that you can do it even when you're not sick! Anything is possible! You're stronger than you think ;)
millybee16 1 month ago