I feel the same way. I've had dreams too and it seems that the dreams of my father won over mine.
I also felt I gave a lot of support to my family and didn't get much in return.
I still wonder what the whole picture is for me, who am I going to affect in this life (or maybe I've already did) or maybe there's someone that needs to affect mine. I don't know.
It's so frustrating when you're in like a "play" in this life, and you were one of the actors not given a script.
And I was there for everyone, and I know what you mean, I did not get the support back. I as well wish I pushed harder and did not care about others that much., and took care of my self first. But ok, It took me 20 years, I finally discovered how things work, and I am happy life started to happen for me. And yeah, we are all connected for a reason, and the reason I found you is probably to learn, about chasing my goals, not giving up no matter how hard it gets. I'm glad I did, still learning tho
It looks like you shot it on super 8 film. It has a classic 70's feel to it. :-). We both have a lot in common. Rock on Lisa Murray you dream will come true
i think it made me a harder person but i think whichever choice id made i would now have regrets, sometimes whatever choice to make will come with regrets...you either have to except that not all choices come with that feel good guarentee, sometimes it boils down to one thing....life
Wow, that was powerful. It is LIFE isn't it? There are so many people who as children took care of their parents. It feels validating to talk to someone who understands! Thanks for posting BusyBee. I haven't seen you in a while. Good to see you!
When I was 17 my parents split up and i decided that withot me my mother wasnt strong enough to cope so i decided to go with her, that decision took up the next 20 years of my life, she would wreck any relationship i had as it would take me away from her and even when she left and moved abroad she came back after 7 years and resumed where shed left off...she died last november and the relationship was always strained so much i never let her meet my now wife and refused to let her visit...
YES!!! I'm so sorry I didn't remember your screen name. I always forget stuff like that. But I'll never forget out I felt when I received your video response! Thank you for reaching out. It's the Internet at its best. And I didn't know I was your first. I mean, maybe I knew but I forgot! haha My mind is mush now a days. Geesh.
You picked up on the exact message I was trying to send with the question I asked. The things you wish you were doing in the earlier years are things you are now doing in the future. Thanks for my first video blog response! Also, we have way more in common than you realize (i.e. taking care of your family and putting your dreams aside for them). Thank you for your kind words and you looked beautiful whether you had a full face of makeup or not!
Yay! I'm glad to be your first video response because if it affected YOU like it affected ME then I know it was something good. And thank you for your kind comments about my 15-hour makeup look. lol We have a lot in common that's for sure. :-)
It was so good to see you tonight my sweet friend. I hope you have a great night and i hope your Thursday is a great one. God bless you and your family.
(((lisa)))) some ppl are just blind to wats in front of them. we're always going to have regrets, but its never good to dwell in them, its about learning from experiences and handling life as it is, at this moment. Que sera sera :). and im def going to check out courtney's vid ^_^
Great video ~
yesjenisback 1 year ago
Lisa, thank you for sharing this
I will post a video response tonight
I'm packing to go to France on vacation and there's a lot of unfinished business I have to take care of there and I'm a bit afraid.....
liliroquelin 2 years ago
I feel the same way. I've had dreams too and it seems that the dreams of my father won over mine.
I also felt I gave a lot of support to my family and didn't get much in return.
I still wonder what the whole picture is for me, who am I going to affect in this life (or maybe I've already did) or maybe there's someone that needs to affect mine. I don't know.
It's so frustrating when you're in like a "play" in this life, and you were one of the actors not given a script.
SNL0907 2 years ago
And I was there for everyone, and I know what you mean, I did not get the support back. I as well wish I pushed harder and did not care about others that much., and took care of my self first. But ok, It took me 20 years, I finally discovered how things work, and I am happy life started to happen for me. And yeah, we are all connected for a reason, and the reason I found you is probably to learn, about chasing my goals, not giving up no matter how hard it gets. I'm glad I did, still learning tho
orangeboy69 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
this is so stupid.
JSAM700 2 years ago
ARE YOU KATIE CURICS DAUGHTER??....(you must be!)
FOSEEBOY 2 years ago
Just when I'm almost ready to give up on YouTube, then a vid like this comes along and I think there is still hope for this place :^)
justpassnthru 2 years ago
The blogging honest chicks !!
I love it can we get a t- shirt going????
You rock for making a vid response ...I always think yeah I am going to make a response & I neva DO!!
fastinggurl31 2 years ago
we DO need tshirts don't we?
video responses are VERY POWERFUL. do one for me! Post a vid response to one of my recent videos, okay? haha I'm putting you on the spot big time!
LisaMurray 2 years ago
Great response to Ck1redhead7's video, and for being brave enough to bare your soul to the YT community in that response. Great job!! :-)
paul02144 2 years ago
thanks Paul! Ck1redhead7's video rocked though. Have you seen it? It's long but it doesn't feel long - especially if you relate to her like I do.
LisaMurray 2 years ago
It looks like you shot it on super 8 film. It has a classic 70's feel to it. :-). We both have a lot in common. Rock on Lisa Murray you dream will come true
LouisR79 2 years ago
haha, yeah, the grainy look. Thanks Louis!
LisaMurray 2 years ago
i think it made me a harder person but i think whichever choice id made i would now have regrets, sometimes whatever choice to make will come with regrets...you either have to except that not all choices come with that feel good guarentee, sometimes it boils down to one thing....life
BusyBeeCompany 2 years ago
Wow, that was powerful. It is LIFE isn't it? There are so many people who as children took care of their parents. It feels validating to talk to someone who understands! Thanks for posting BusyBee. I haven't seen you in a while. Good to see you!
LisaMurray 2 years ago
When I was 17 my parents split up and i decided that withot me my mother wasnt strong enough to cope so i decided to go with her, that decision took up the next 20 years of my life, she would wreck any relationship i had as it would take me away from her and even when she left and moved abroad she came back after 7 years and resumed where shed left off...she died last november and the relationship was always strained so much i never let her meet my now wife and refused to let her visit...
BusyBeeCompany 2 years ago
Hi, Lisa. You look absolutely radiant. Please watch my vids. They're horrible but radiant.
Speaking of regrets, I don't have enough paper in my whole house to write them down.
fatdaddyb28 2 years ago
Thanks!
LisaMurray 2 years ago
AVTPRO that's me!! a.k.a Horton!! :)
You were my first response too. It was good for me too :)
corney innuendo I know but until youTube vlog another person, you don't know how super cool it is.
Glad you still vLog Lisa.
AVTPro 2 years ago
YES!!! I'm so sorry I didn't remember your screen name. I always forget stuff like that. But I'll never forget out I felt when I received your video response! Thank you for reaching out. It's the Internet at its best. And I didn't know I was your first. I mean, maybe I knew but I forgot! haha My mind is mush now a days. Geesh.
LisaMurray 2 years ago
AVTPro, Alonzo, Horton... samething :)
Yes, I didn't know what it was like getting a video response until you sent one back then it was like "Whoa!" :)
I could see what it made such a difference. :)
AVTPro 2 years ago
You picked up on the exact message I was trying to send with the question I asked. The things you wish you were doing in the earlier years are things you are now doing in the future. Thanks for my first video blog response! Also, we have way more in common than you realize (i.e. taking care of your family and putting your dreams aside for them). Thank you for your kind words and you looked beautiful whether you had a full face of makeup or not!
Ck1redhead7 2 years ago
Yay! I'm glad to be your first video response because if it affected YOU like it affected ME then I know it was something good. And thank you for your kind comments about my 15-hour makeup look. lol We have a lot in common that's for sure. :-)
LisaMurray 2 years ago
It was so good to see you tonight my sweet friend. I hope you have a great night and i hope your Thursday is a great one. God bless you and your family.
JoeFielding72 2 years ago
Thank you. Have a wonderful day!
LisaMurray 2 years ago
Bummer... *Nasty virtual stare at Lisa's parents*... Moving on...
Very well said. I love the feeling and honesty you put in your blogs. I'll check out Courtneys Vid.
Hmm, are regrets still regrets when it's years later and they're linked to fond memories of someone rather than sadness?
Dave256onYT 2 years ago
I literally LOL'd when I read the first line of your message. That's hilarious Dave!!
LisaMurray 2 years ago
(((lisa)))) some ppl are just blind to wats in front of them. we're always going to have regrets, but its never good to dwell in them, its about learning from experiences and handling life as it is, at this moment. Que sera sera :). and im def going to check out courtney's vid ^_^
Vivi1790 2 years ago
You wise college student you! ::::vivi:::::: Love ya!!
LisaMurray 2 years ago
hi lisa murray. aaah...regrets, i've had a few.
rufflesworld 2 years ago