@StocksyandFriendz good for you! realize that you are only what YOU believe you are not others. You are strong and can handle anything that comes at you!
@ashtinlang69 I'm so glad to hear this! please know that it will get better. things wouldn't be better off if you did. I know it can look bleak right now but it can and will get better. find someone you really trust and reach out to talk to them etc. the more you talk about it the better you will begin to feel and less you will feel like you do. *hug*
i was hoping that listening to other people's stories would help but seeing and listening to the rambling manatee above this suicide note has totes sealed my fate. Kick the stool out from under me margaret! it's time to swing!!! you're fat
@whatwouldjudydo thanks! to do social work or school counseling I'd have to go back to school. I would like to do CASA like my dad does but I really need to find something that pays first.
so what your a fucking shrink you fat bitch, as marylin manso once said " if someone is stupid enought to kill themselves, then they deserve everything they get."
Such a hard subject..people ignore others cries for help too often. My sister in law lost her sister Feb 22nd 09, 3 weeks later her husband killed himself..Mar 14th 09 and then the little brother July 4th. The couple left 3 children under the age of 12 with a life of questions.. The Mom had attempted it a couple times..her husband i think just couldn't handle it and the brother was gay and wasn't accepted.. just so sad. Three young people all OD'd.. Sorry for your loss.
@jaydanpaul wow! those poor kids! I'm sorry your family has had all that loss! at least you have your eyes opened to the situation. be there for the kids and reassure them that they can come to you with absolutely anything and you will listen, not judge, and try the best you can to help them.
@HelloNika13 thanks so much! I have had a lot of great mail from people it has helped. if I help just one person I've accomplished my mission. I've accomplished it 10 fold :)
My best friend took his life 3yrs ago on 3.3.07, his girlfriend took hers the day they had an arguement 12.29. so it hurts, iv been there, I came out of that, I live for him. i lost my dad n 2006 so ive been down the suicide road n its not the way to go.<3 love your vids
I'm sorry for your losses! it's a very hard thing and seems to be growing publically quickly with the death of marie osmands son after another public suicide etc. thanks for the comment!
I'm so sorry for your loss. Hopefully his family will be able to work through the loss. There was most likely more going on than just the breakup. Hopefully his girlfrend doesn't feel responsible.
Death comes no matter what. You can take your own life or let it take you. I would rather someone kill themselves than spend a lifetime of emotional pain. You talk about suicides you've experienced and say they had been looking for help for a long time. Clearly, the help wasn't there. Perhaps, there was no helping them. They are definitely in a better place now.
Suicide can be a solution, but something you should do with extreme caution and without intent to hurt others in the process.
@blinx615 are u serious? yeah i have been through so many things but i would never kill myself no matter how shittty i felt. I always think that i have a family and its them who will suffer and why do they have to suffer because of my shit? i think its very selfish.
Suicide is really selfish I agree. I mean I don't really know what their thinking they might be too depressed to think clearly, but I've seen first hand what happens when someone does it. My close friend's best friend killed himself. I didn't know him or anything, but she moved to the other side of the country, became depressed and everything because of it. It can really mess your family/friends up. Still, I pray for victims of suicide, and I hope they see this video and think twice.
thank you for your comment! It affects people that don't even know the person because it has affected someone they know that knew them. You are a perfect example of that. It has a bigger impact than most people know.
i have been suicidal before. I know they aren't crazy and they aren't just depressed either. It is as easy as calling 911 if you know someone is actively suicidal.
When I was Suicidal, I got sent to the counselor. 1 time at the Counselors office and then she called some stupid mental institution and they locked me in there for 2 days straight. It didn't help at all actually. That place made me feel worse then ever.
you should get one of those punching bags or some way to release the anger when you are mad. It works soo well! or have a pillow fight! I tell you what. Next time you are mad or sad take a pillow to your mom and watch her reaction. Tell her you wanted to do that because it was more fun than suicide. :) She won't be able to stay mad and will join in!
my mom isnt... erm... that type of person... she'll just smack me and say that she has to clean and send me to my room with this attitude she gets. then I just turn on the TV and play some Guitar Hero =/
heh. any siblings? do a water balloon fight! I have an everlast punching bag that is filled with air and the base is filled with water to keep it stable. I use it when I'm frustrated or sad.
cool. i guess my stress buster is guitar hero. my camera broke sooo... no guitar hero videos anymore. oh well. just when i could FC Trapped Under Ice solo by Metallica lol =/
I know im young or w/e but, this is serious. I have a boyfriend. He tells me he cuts and he has to take depression pills. I try to talk to him and stuff but, he doesnt want it. He just signs off of the computer or hang up on me. I love him so much and stuff but, its hard to think he can die tomorrow. He even told me once he attempted suicide. I want to help him...what should i do.
if he won't talk to you I would say talk to parents or a teacher you trust about it. Let them know he's tried to harm himself before and he's cutting.
the cutting etc. is to make him feel in control because his life is in some way out of control. You can call the local police and let them do a wellness check. You can stay anonymous as well with it.
He might get mad at you for talking to others but you are trying to help. He will see that once he is healthier. Don't wait on this. *hug*
all i got was a fucking counsleor and i didnt get anything else. the counseloer. once. and he hated me cause im "emo" tho i cant stand labels. so now 2 months later people are wondering why leslie is emo-er and why leslie never takes her arm warmer off and why i never come home and why when i do i never leave my room. 911 wont do shit, and we arent so "amazing" as you are, people have different ways of dealing with things, and that doesnt mean they are selfish. maybe you should be more sensitive
I don't say I'm amazing or anymore special than anyone else. I speak from experience having been suicidal myself last year and having lost 3 people in my life to suicide.
If I wasn't so direct about this It wouldn't be as effective as apparently it has been. Take a look at the posts above at who all it has helped. 911 will do something. They are wonderful about doing wellness checks and getting people help if they seek it. Please watch my cutting video.
You probably wont care, but my mom works with a girl that's 13 year old son commited suicide. He was on the phone with his gf, and she broke up with him. He said, "I have a pistol right here, and if you brake up with me, i'll end my life." She hung up & called his dad worried. His dad was @ work and rushed home, only to find the boy on the floor of his room, dead. Its a sad story, and i hope it makes some people realize, children kill themselves, mostly for the same resons as adults. =(
I do care actually. I'm sorry to hear that. Please let the parents know it isn't their fault & there was nothing they could have done by that point unless they were in the house when he called the girl.
I agree about the kids committing suicide just as much. I just heard about a 10 year old killing himself because of bullies at school. It needs to stop.
Columbines affect has worn off. We need to remind people and kids.
Thank you for your post. I hope it helps people realize as well.
@rudycrew04 who fucking cares if they do it for the same reasons? no one gives a flying fuck you piece of shit fuckin shut the fuck up u nigger jesus christ what the fuck is wrong with you you piece of fuckshit
the only help I got was being dragged to a therpist who hated my guts because I wanted to die I got put on meds for months and they didn't help. suicide is not selfish its a way to get rid of the unberable pain a person is feeling. we are not cowards we are human and we have pain. It makes me angry that you call us selfish. sometimes that just hurts worse.
I understand where you are coming from completely. The reason I say selfish is because yes you get rid of that unbearable pain but you leave the cleanup, whatever what causing the pain, etc. for your family and friends to deal with.
The people who commit suicide, at that moment in time are not thinking of there family and friends, if they did, then they would not do it... instead they are thinking about how the problem could go away, if they fall out with a family member they still have friends who love and care for them, and even other family members, grans grampas, aunties uncles Cousins... But Jeanne your right it is selfish, bearing in mind, these people cant live with it no more.
you are correct that they aren't thinking of anyone but themselves in that moment which is why I suggest telling someone that they trust and are close to what are things they can't even consider hurting or living without. Then when they get into that state they should call that person and the person should be able to remind them of the things they couldn't live without etc.
Anyone who criticizes suicide and says they'd never do it, doesn't really know that. people who kill themselves leave behind people who might have if they were in their situation. eating disorders, for example, i'm basically killing myself with it because life is an intolerable hell this way. fuck anyone who calls me a coward. i'd like to see what they would do.
I have been there at the end of the spectrum contemplating it. I know what goes on. I have had 3 people in my life take their own lives. I understand why you are killing yourself with the eating disorder. That is the only thing you feel you hve control over. In the end it isn't worth it! Think of all the people you would leave behind! who can you not go a day without talking to? Imagine what they would say or feel if you did. There are other ways. I'm more than willing to listen. message me.
I'd also just like to say thank you for this video, I know what you mean. I feel very srongly about the self harm and suicide tings. Don't get me wrong they're totally different things. but my friend, i was reall worried, and scared.
And i'm glad theres somone elce out there who realises it's not a joke and ald o cares as much as I do, So Thanks verry much vor this video.. I Hope it helps alot of people.
[Sorry that went on for so long bet you stopedredin after the firt comment lol]
post as much as you want :) I think the more of us that are open and talking about this the less people will attempt. I hope so anyway. This video has helped a few people and I hope it helps more!
I had a friend she attmpted it, but this boy i know called up her dad and thankfully he stopped her. But I don't belive sh's stupid, and you can't take a suicide threat lightly.
Also the second example i never actually knew her but I'm verry close to Her daughter. this was a tragic story that my friend told me about my friend, her mother was very verry unstable. Her husband of 10 years had died of a tumor, and on day Amy my friend came home to find her mother Dead. she was 14 at the time.
*blushes* aww thanks! I get that all the time. Someone needs to speak up about things that are so taboo and shouldn't be. People need to talk about it but because it is so frowned upon they shy away from it. Hopefully this will be an outlet for people to talk about it.
It is the truth! I missed seeing your age that night i posted on your channel it was yesterday before iseen my mistake at about how old you are.
I am sure this be a great outlet. You can never have to much talk about such things it is healthy it is when one shuts down and tells noone nothing that can be of harm.
my friend jasmine thought about it last year, her teacher (were still in elementary) treated her badly, her parents were never around and she had no friends, i saved her from it :)
i thought about suicide once. i was lonely & felt hopeless but ive always been good at evaluating things and thinking logically so i took a step back & thought about it & i came to the conclusion that ending my life would just create more problems in a world already full of them & i couldnt put those close 2 me through the pain of losing a loved 1. my friends and family still dont no any of this and i hope they never will. if any of u r thinking of ending ur life think of the repercussions first
thanks so much for sharing your story! That is the point I try to convey all the time to people. Other than my counselor and husband no one else in my family knows how seriously I considered it.
the more you can talk the less you can think about it.
I'm so sorry for all your losses! No one should have to lose one person to suicide let alone that many! Feel free to catch me if you need an ear or shoulder!
I attempted suicide when I was 11 and throughout my life. I had to be taken to a hospital, which barely helped me. I lied, saying that I felt better so I could get out of there. I was given new medication there, and it caused me to gain lots of weight.
But why did I attempt it? My doctor prescribed me Paxil (anti-depressants) which was later proven to cause suicidal thoughts. Some teens did committ suicide. My doctor just tried to get my prescription over with. Ppl, find a CARING doctor!!!!
I'm glad you have a better doctor now! It took til I was 33 for them to diagnose me with ADD. Don't just settle. If you feel strongly something isn't right you are allowed 2nd opinions.
some people see suicide as not painful actually. by the time they decide they go into a euforic state and can feel no pain. they should see a doctor but not everyone has the means to be able to etc.
sometimes suicide seems like the only answer. I actually tried to kill myself once, but my mom caught me. It hasn't gotten any better, but I think your video actually hleped a little. Omg! i really need help don't i?
it never hurts to get help. Suicide and mental issues used to be so taboo. Now not so much. Find someone you really trust and talk to them about how you are feeling. Did you and your mom talk when she caught you? If not, you might sit her down and explain what is going on. It helps so much to talk things out! *hugs*
This video has changed the way I think so much.. I've seriously been considering suicide for at least a year..
My school counsellor thinks I need help because I'm showing serious signs of depression, but my family don't understand how bad it's become, so no help comes.
The way you've presented this video, I don't know how, but it made my eyes leaky at the end. Thinking about who and what I would leave behind.. Thank you so much.
You've made my mission complete again. My whole mission is to reach at least 1 person with this video & get them to rethink the way they are thinking. *hugs* Tell the folks you need to sit & have a serious conversation & then be open with them about what's going on. Just with your parents. Tell them you desperately need help & you are reaching out. If they don't understand it after that .... your school conselor may be able to refer you to someone through social services or something.
There was one time, a girl broke my heart. I thought about OD'ing on pills. But i got through it, all by myself. Because my friends and family just couldn't understand what i was going through.
I love this video, you're a very endearing and loving human being. Very special. :]
I am so glad you were able to get through it. Look at some of the advice I've given above to others if you ever get to that end of the spectrum again. know that things will get better. Don't leave it for your family to try and figure out because they won't be able to clear things up any better. *hugs*
Every once in a great while i think about suicide myself..sometimes u just feel like the whole world is againts u..sure i know get help talk to someone ect ect..it works only for the moment
what about talking to your doctor and letting them know? They can try different things to help you. Think of someone or something you couldn't live without? Tell someone that you would normally go to and if it is a person you can't live without don't make it that person. That will be key to helping you come back from the edge. Let them know about the thing you can't live without and they can use it to help break you through the cloud and see clearly.
if you feel like someone gets depressed frequently talk to them and make sure they aren't going to that end of the spectrum. Let them know they can come to you no matter what to talk things out.
I am so happy to hear it! My mission is complete if it helps just one person. Trust in the fact that things may seem like they can't get better but that you are never given more than you can handle.
Just now, I scootched up to a sitting position in bed using my arms. I flashed back to February when I had an ecoli infection so bad I hurt from head to toe and couldn't do that.
Don't be afraid to reach out for help. that is what friends and family are for!
You are so smart , i am thirteen years old boy from norway, but you are one of the smartest people i`ve ever seen in my intire life ! and i really think you`re helping people . sorry for bad english ;)
my best friend tried to kill herself last year & i knew she was having a rough time so i told her to call me 24/7 well she didn't & she took a bunch of pills that night. when she told me i went into shock. She has a horrible relationship w/ her mom & thats why she did it. She said she would never go to that extreme again, and shes had a much better relationship w/ her mother & everything is fine, but i take suicide threats much more serious now. amazing video! im sorry you lost those people.
oh wow. I'm so glad that she and her mom patched things up. When my sisters prom date Scott took pills on Fathers day he did it to get back at his father. To me, pills are crying out for help at the beginning stages.
I'm so happy things turned out for the better and I hope she doesn't go to that extreme again. I have seen too many threats to not take them seriously. Just think of the boy that did it live over his webcam.
A vry gd video. My mother died of suicide, she hd bn depressed a long time, my father's serious illness did not help, I am on medication, but not suicidal, I was tested on medications, some of the side effects almost did kill me, so they agreed I not take them, some other ones to b taken instead, u r right, if u or someone u know is in a serious suicide episode, call emergency and hv them come over to monitor the situation, it cd mean all the difference. Good luck to all.
wow I'm so sorry for your loss of your mother! I'm so happy that they have found medicine to help you. You know that I am always around if you need to talk. *hugs*
Thank you so much! i was thinking about it and then I relized that I'm not a coward and im goona fiz my problems my self!
StocksyandFriendz 3 months ago
@StocksyandFriendz good for you! realize that you are only what YOU believe you are not others. You are strong and can handle anything that comes at you!
dreamerjs 2 months ago
i had been thinking about killing myself for about 2 months but this helped me
ashtinlang69 8 months ago
@ashtinlang69 I'm so glad to hear this! please know that it will get better. things wouldn't be better off if you did. I know it can look bleak right now but it can and will get better. find someone you really trust and reach out to talk to them etc. the more you talk about it the better you will begin to feel and less you will feel like you do. *hug*
dreamerjs 8 months ago
@ashtinlang69 I knew someone who said that once. I told them they should quit if it felt right.
SuperFriendsCamp 3 months ago
i was hoping that listening to other people's stories would help but seeing and listening to the rambling manatee above this suicide note has totes sealed my fate. Kick the stool out from under me margaret! it's time to swing!!! you're fat
SuperFriendsCamp 3 months ago
You're a great person! we need more people like you in the world! ;) Suicide is not at all the right answer!
MzTv1 8 months ago
@MzTv1 thanks! I am tryin to spread the word. I've been there and know it can get better.
dreamerjs 8 months ago
what an ugly world lmfao It's a Joke Son!
danel240 1 year ago
@danel240 really? you wanna say that to Alex Harrison's parents who lost him to suicide 2 years ago today?
dreamerjs 1 year ago
ahh ok
danel240 1 year ago
your a lovely person we need more people like you in the world <3
TheMissypenny 1 year ago
@TheMissypenny thanks so much :)
dreamerjs 1 year ago
@TheMissypenny np :) <3
TheMissypenny 1 year ago
You have such compassion and caring...you would make a great social worker! There simply aren't enough people like you in the world.
Eric
whatwouldjudydo 1 year ago
@whatwouldjudydo thanks! to do social work or school counseling I'd have to go back to school. I would like to do CASA like my dad does but I really need to find something that pays first.
dreamerjs 1 year ago
so what your a fucking shrink you fat bitch, as marylin manso once said " if someone is stupid enought to kill themselves, then they deserve everything they get."
ServantOfTheDarkLord 1 year ago
@ServantOfTheDarkLord lovely observations. very constructive comment! I'm not a counselor and I make that disclaimer everywhere.
dreamerjs 1 year ago
@dreamerjs hey i do what i can, its the truth, suicide is for cowards.
ServantOfTheDarkLord 1 year ago
i fell asleep and i didnt even get to finish the video it all sounds the same
soccerbrohawk005 1 year ago
@soccerbrohawk005 I'm sorry you felt that way. It has helped a lot of people.
dreamerjs 1 year ago
This girl sucks! She is so stupid!
bab123tmc 1 year ago
@bab123tmc um I am a 34 year old woman thanks! Associate of Applied Science in Business Information Technology. so I'm edumacated thanks!
dreamerjs 1 year ago
@dreamerjs You go girl!:) I think inspirational
:D
RachaelWorksTV 1 year ago
@RachaelWorksTV thanks so much! I'm trying!
dreamerjs 1 year ago
my just suck ok
mkock1 1 year ago
@mkock1 ok. if you ever wanna change that lemme know and I might be able to help!
dreamerjs 1 year ago
Such a hard subject..people ignore others cries for help too often. My sister in law lost her sister Feb 22nd 09, 3 weeks later her husband killed himself..Mar 14th 09 and then the little brother July 4th. The couple left 3 children under the age of 12 with a life of questions.. The Mom had attempted it a couple times..her husband i think just couldn't handle it and the brother was gay and wasn't accepted.. just so sad. Three young people all OD'd.. Sorry for your loss.
jaydanpaul 1 year ago
@jaydanpaul wow! those poor kids! I'm sorry your family has had all that loss! at least you have your eyes opened to the situation. be there for the kids and reassure them that they can come to you with absolutely anything and you will listen, not judge, and try the best you can to help them.
dreamerjs 1 year ago
@cornbreadwillie thanks for the comment! This is why i preface al videos like this with the fact I'm not a pro etc.
dreamerjs 1 year ago
aww ur so sweet. I think u actually help help a lot of people so i would like to thank u! ur amazing.
HelloNika13 1 year ago
@HelloNika13 thanks so much! I have had a lot of great mail from people it has helped. if I help just one person I've accomplished my mission. I've accomplished it 10 fold :)
dreamerjs 1 year ago
in response to something you said....well, actually, you might be a big person I think you look really attractive and nice!
jeweledbridge75 1 year ago
@jeweledbridge75 well thank you!
dreamerjs 1 year ago
My best friend took his life 3yrs ago on 3.3.07, his girlfriend took hers the day they had an arguement 12.29. so it hurts, iv been there, I came out of that, I live for him. i lost my dad n 2006 so ive been down the suicide road n its not the way to go.<3 love your vids
TheShaytardsROCK 2 years ago
I'm sorry for your losses! it's a very hard thing and seems to be growing publically quickly with the death of marie osmands son after another public suicide etc. thanks for the comment!
dreamerjs 2 years ago
what u say is so true, a friend of my family he was 17 he killed him self 3 days ago.. all cuz hees girlfriend broke up
KingIcyhell 2 years ago
I'm so sorry for your loss. Hopefully his family will be able to work through the loss. There was most likely more going on than just the breakup. Hopefully his girlfrend doesn't feel responsible.
dreamerjs 2 years ago
Death comes no matter what. You can take your own life or let it take you. I would rather someone kill themselves than spend a lifetime of emotional pain. You talk about suicides you've experienced and say they had been looking for help for a long time. Clearly, the help wasn't there. Perhaps, there was no helping them. They are definitely in a better place now.
Suicide can be a solution, but something you should do with extreme caution and without intent to hurt others in the process.
blinx615 2 years ago
wow thanks for your point of view! definately food for thought!
dreamerjs 2 years ago
@blinx615 are u serious? yeah i have been through so many things but i would never kill myself no matter how shittty i felt. I always think that i have a family and its them who will suffer and why do they have to suffer because of my shit? i think its very selfish.
HelloNika13 1 year ago
Suicide is really selfish I agree. I mean I don't really know what their thinking they might be too depressed to think clearly, but I've seen first hand what happens when someone does it. My close friend's best friend killed himself. I didn't know him or anything, but she moved to the other side of the country, became depressed and everything because of it. It can really mess your family/friends up. Still, I pray for victims of suicide, and I hope they see this video and think twice.
PuppyLove001 2 years ago
thank you for your comment! It affects people that don't even know the person because it has affected someone they know that knew them. You are a perfect example of that. It has a bigger impact than most people know.
dreamerjs 2 years ago
you look like you dont have a nose.
FoxCullen 2 years ago
gee thanks!
dreamerjs 2 years ago
not mentally stable sounds like their crazy. they r not. they r just depressed. and its not "so easy to fix"
TheWugawuga 2 years ago
i have been suicidal before. I know they aren't crazy and they aren't just depressed either. It is as easy as calling 911 if you know someone is actively suicidal.
dreamerjs 2 years ago
u r not right go to a doctor u have mental issues
thejames747 2 years ago
who is this directed to?
dreamerjs 2 years ago
When I was Suicidal, I got sent to the counselor. 1 time at the Counselors office and then she called some stupid mental institution and they locked me in there for 2 days straight. It didn't help at all actually. That place made me feel worse then ever.
vandread3555 2 years ago
Omg really. I go to councelling too but never went in a mental institution. Sorry to hear that. Are you ok now?
Angxelic 2 years ago
I'm sorry to hear that. I know it must have made you feel helpless. how are you doing now?
dreamerjs 2 years ago
im doing OK i guess. My mom told me TLC helps and It kinda did. There are times where I feel Mad or Sad, but It's all good I guess.
vandread3555 2 years ago
you should get one of those punching bags or some way to release the anger when you are mad. It works soo well! or have a pillow fight! I tell you what. Next time you are mad or sad take a pillow to your mom and watch her reaction. Tell her you wanted to do that because it was more fun than suicide. :) She won't be able to stay mad and will join in!
dreamerjs 2 years ago
my mom isnt... erm... that type of person... she'll just smack me and say that she has to clean and send me to my room with this attitude she gets. then I just turn on the TV and play some Guitar Hero =/
vandread3555 2 years ago
heh. any siblings? do a water balloon fight! I have an everlast punching bag that is filled with air and the base is filled with water to keep it stable. I use it when I'm frustrated or sad.
dreamerjs 2 years ago
cool. i guess my stress buster is guitar hero. my camera broke sooo... no guitar hero videos anymore. oh well. just when i could FC Trapped Under Ice solo by Metallica lol =/
vandread3555 2 years ago
guitar hero is a great stress relief. I hope things are going ok!
dreamerjs 2 years ago
meh, got worse than usual just a few Minutes ago =/
whatever. my Mother needs to get over her trip. and so does my sister. they are being total... ArseFaceys...
vandread3555 2 years ago
I say you should buy one of those punching bags and have it in your closet :)
dreamerjs 2 years ago
I know im young or w/e but, this is serious. I have a boyfriend. He tells me he cuts and he has to take depression pills. I try to talk to him and stuff but, he doesnt want it. He just signs off of the computer or hang up on me. I love him so much and stuff but, its hard to think he can die tomorrow. He even told me once he attempted suicide. I want to help him...what should i do.
LizzilaProductions 2 years ago
if he won't talk to you I would say talk to parents or a teacher you trust about it. Let them know he's tried to harm himself before and he's cutting.
the cutting etc. is to make him feel in control because his life is in some way out of control. You can call the local police and let them do a wellness check. You can stay anonymous as well with it.
He might get mad at you for talking to others but you are trying to help. He will see that once he is healthier. Don't wait on this. *hug*
dreamerjs 2 years ago
all i got was a fucking counsleor and i didnt get anything else. the counseloer. once. and he hated me cause im "emo" tho i cant stand labels. so now 2 months later people are wondering why leslie is emo-er and why leslie never takes her arm warmer off and why i never come home and why when i do i never leave my room. 911 wont do shit, and we arent so "amazing" as you are, people have different ways of dealing with things, and that doesnt mean they are selfish. maybe you should be more sensitive
LateAdrenaline 2 years ago
I don't say I'm amazing or anymore special than anyone else. I speak from experience having been suicidal myself last year and having lost 3 people in my life to suicide.
If I wasn't so direct about this It wouldn't be as effective as apparently it has been. Take a look at the posts above at who all it has helped. 911 will do something. They are wonderful about doing wellness checks and getting people help if they seek it. Please watch my cutting video.
dreamerjs 2 years ago
You probably wont care, but my mom works with a girl that's 13 year old son commited suicide. He was on the phone with his gf, and she broke up with him. He said, "I have a pistol right here, and if you brake up with me, i'll end my life." She hung up & called his dad worried. His dad was @ work and rushed home, only to find the boy on the floor of his room, dead. Its a sad story, and i hope it makes some people realize, children kill themselves, mostly for the same resons as adults. =(
rudycrew04 2 years ago
i agree.
BabyDolphinGirl 2 years ago
I do care actually. I'm sorry to hear that. Please let the parents know it isn't their fault & there was nothing they could have done by that point unless they were in the house when he called the girl.
I agree about the kids committing suicide just as much. I just heard about a 10 year old killing himself because of bullies at school. It needs to stop.
Columbines affect has worn off. We need to remind people and kids.
Thank you for your post. I hope it helps people realize as well.
dreamerjs 2 years ago
@rudycrew04 who fucking cares if they do it for the same reasons? no one gives a flying fuck you piece of shit fuckin shut the fuck up u nigger jesus christ what the fuck is wrong with you you piece of fuckshit
coca0wnz 1 year ago
@coca0wnz you sure did say fuck alot :3
GreenSight201 1 year ago
thats relly sad to here
brandon32405 2 years ago
it is but it is so necessary for people to bring their stories forward so people can know they aren't the only ones going through something.
dreamerjs 2 years ago
awh im sorry to hear that.
GrungeBabay420 2 years ago
thanks so much!
dreamerjs 2 years ago
i feel for you, im so sorry. <3 your a brave woman, be safe and well hunni!
goumeimeifan666 2 years ago
thanks! I'm starting to write a book based off this video and a few others.
dreamerjs 2 years ago
those are horrible(sad) stories!!!!<=(
ChocolateIsGood4Soul 2 years ago
but they are stories that needed to come out. The more people share their stories the more people can relate and realize they aren't alone.
dreamerjs 2 years ago
the brave face life. anybody can die.
xxBlackBryonyxx 2 years ago
totally agree.
dreamerjs 2 years ago
just please be more sensitive
randomcrap20 2 years ago
will do.
dreamerjs 2 years ago
the only help I got was being dragged to a therpist who hated my guts because I wanted to die I got put on meds for months and they didn't help. suicide is not selfish its a way to get rid of the unberable pain a person is feeling. we are not cowards we are human and we have pain. It makes me angry that you call us selfish. sometimes that just hurts worse.
randomcrap20 2 years ago
I understand where you are coming from completely. The reason I say selfish is because yes you get rid of that unbearable pain but you leave the cleanup, whatever what causing the pain, etc. for your family and friends to deal with.
dreamerjs 2 years ago
i like this video
naydude99 3 years ago
The people who commit suicide, at that moment in time are not thinking of there family and friends, if they did, then they would not do it... instead they are thinking about how the problem could go away, if they fall out with a family member they still have friends who love and care for them, and even other family members, grans grampas, aunties uncles Cousins... But Jeanne your right it is selfish, bearing in mind, these people cant live with it no more.
sbarry92 3 years ago
you are correct that they aren't thinking of anyone but themselves in that moment which is why I suggest telling someone that they trust and are close to what are things they can't even consider hurting or living without. Then when they get into that state they should call that person and the person should be able to remind them of the things they couldn't live without etc.
dreamerjs 3 years ago
Anyone who criticizes suicide and says they'd never do it, doesn't really know that. people who kill themselves leave behind people who might have if they were in their situation. eating disorders, for example, i'm basically killing myself with it because life is an intolerable hell this way. fuck anyone who calls me a coward. i'd like to see what they would do.
sp45ih 3 years ago
I have been there at the end of the spectrum contemplating it. I know what goes on. I have had 3 people in my life take their own lives. I understand why you are killing yourself with the eating disorder. That is the only thing you feel you hve control over. In the end it isn't worth it! Think of all the people you would leave behind! who can you not go a day without talking to? Imagine what they would say or feel if you did. There are other ways. I'm more than willing to listen. message me.
dreamerjs 3 years ago
Suicide is selfish but it is not the coward's way out. They're not cowards.
sp45ih 3 years ago
not saying they are cowards, they aren't.
dreamerjs 3 years ago
I'd also just like to say thank you for this video, I know what you mean. I feel very srongly about the self harm and suicide tings. Don't get me wrong they're totally different things. but my friend, i was reall worried, and scared.
And i'm glad theres somone elce out there who realises it's not a joke and ald o cares as much as I do, So Thanks verry much vor this video.. I Hope it helps alot of people.
[Sorry that went on for so long bet you stopedredin after the firt comment lol]
RoseTyler01 3 years ago
post as much as you want :) I think the more of us that are open and talking about this the less people will attempt. I hope so anyway. This video has helped a few people and I hope it helps more!
dreamerjs 3 years ago
I had a friend she attmpted it, but this boy i know called up her dad and thankfully he stopped her. But I don't belive sh's stupid, and you can't take a suicide threat lightly.
Also the second example i never actually knew her but I'm verry close to Her daughter. this was a tragic story that my friend told me about my friend, her mother was very verry unstable. Her husband of 10 years had died of a tumor, and on day Amy my friend came home to find her mother Dead. she was 14 at the time.
^
RoseTyler01 3 years ago
wow that is hard to walk in on. exactly right not to take any threat lightly.
dreamerjs 3 years ago
Your so brave to talk about such a touchy subject! your awesome!
The5OfUsAreDieing 3 years ago
I figure someone has to so that people can get help.
dreamerjs 3 years ago
you are a brave and genuinly kind person.
meganborchers 3 years ago
thanks so much! I try :)
dreamerjs 3 years ago
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emoishflower 3 years ago
wow thank you for letting me know! if you ever need to talk I'm always around to listen.
dreamerjs 3 years ago
Brave of you to post!~~~~ keep your head up thats what they tell me anyways.
On a better note i never would have thought you were a day over 18 till i seen age:33 HONESTLY
others tell me i look young for my age as well
no off. ment
slashesandscars 3 years ago
*blushes* aww thanks! I get that all the time. Someone needs to speak up about things that are so taboo and shouldn't be. People need to talk about it but because it is so frowned upon they shy away from it. Hopefully this will be an outlet for people to talk about it.
dreamerjs 3 years ago
It is the truth! I missed seeing your age that night i posted on your channel it was yesterday before iseen my mistake at about how old you are.
I am sure this be a great outlet. You can never have to much talk about such things it is healthy it is when one shuts down and tells noone nothing that can be of harm.
slashesandscars 3 years ago
i'm sorry about your lose!
my friend jasmine thought about it last year, her teacher (were still in elementary) treated her badly, her parents were never around and she had no friends, i saved her from it :)
doggysareawsome 3 years ago
good for you! keep an eye on her because it doesn't just go away completely without help.
dreamerjs 3 years ago
suiside is hard..
i saved a guys life from it by calling the police to this day he thanks me and it was a year ago
my grandmother attempted 6 times. but now she is better
i have lost people from it and its a stupid thing to do thanks for making this video and god bless
blondewithabrain21 3 years ago
you are very welcome. If I can save 1 person with this video my mission is complete.
dreamerjs 3 years ago
It's nice that you use YouTube for good reasons, and not making thrash and crap that most people do. Keep going, you're a good person.
Take care.
Sakkawokkie 3 years ago
thanks so much!
dreamerjs 3 years ago
you forgot to say that suicide is a coward way to end problems
fanofa7x 3 years ago
wow I can't believe I did! thanks for adding that. It very much is.
dreamerjs 3 years ago
i thought about suicide once. i was lonely & felt hopeless but ive always been good at evaluating things and thinking logically so i took a step back & thought about it & i came to the conclusion that ending my life would just create more problems in a world already full of them & i couldnt put those close 2 me through the pain of losing a loved 1. my friends and family still dont no any of this and i hope they never will. if any of u r thinking of ending ur life think of the repercussions first
TGDragon 3 years ago
thanks so much for sharing your story! That is the point I try to convey all the time to people. Other than my counselor and husband no one else in my family knows how seriously I considered it.
the more you can talk the less you can think about it.
Peace and love,
Jeanne
dreamerjs 3 years ago
Thank you very much. That means alot to me. Your videos are amazing btw! <3
xHardcoreCANDIIEx 3 years ago
thanks :) your most welcome to find me anytime :)
dreamerjs 2 years ago
I lost my cousin
my uncle
my bestfriend cathal
my bestfriend alyson
my bestfriend perry
my bestfriend julie
and the love of my life spent weeks in hospital for suicide attempts =[
I hate what suicide does.
Thank youu for the post.
xHardcoreCANDIIEx 3 years ago
I'm so sorry for all your losses! No one should have to lose one person to suicide let alone that many! Feel free to catch me if you need an ear or shoulder!
Peace and love,
Jeanne
dreamerjs 3 years ago
I'm sorry about your losses.
=(
You can never get over losing a loved one.
GenieBella 3 years ago
thanks!
dreamerjs 3 years ago
way sad subject.
timm9 3 years ago
but so needed to be talked about to help people.
dreamerjs 3 years ago
People, her weight shouldn't matter!!! We're all beautiful, anyway.
renethel 3 years ago
thanks for the support!
dreamerjs 3 years ago
You're welcome!
renethel 3 years ago
I attempted suicide when I was 11 and throughout my life. I had to be taken to a hospital, which barely helped me. I lied, saying that I felt better so I could get out of there. I was given new medication there, and it caused me to gain lots of weight.
But why did I attempt it? My doctor prescribed me Paxil (anti-depressants) which was later proven to cause suicidal thoughts. Some teens did committ suicide. My doctor just tried to get my prescription over with. Ppl, find a CARING doctor!!!!
renethel 3 years ago
wow great point! I forgot about Paxil and the teenage side affect. I hope things are better for you now!
dreamerjs 3 years ago
Thanks! I take better medication, now. The doctor just seemed to rush my diagnosis, when I was 11. I'll never go to him, again.
renethel 3 years ago
I'm glad you have a better doctor now! It took til I was 33 for them to diagnose me with ADD. Don't just settle. If you feel strongly something isn't right you are allowed 2nd opinions.
dreamerjs 2 years ago
dreamerjs
u are a great person out of many other people. If only everyone could have a heart!
<3
god bless you and have a great cristmas
piratesluvr4lyf 3 years ago
aw im so sorry you've had to deal with that :(
suicide let alone any death is always hard :'(
rachelwinston14 3 years ago
thanks for your comments!
dreamerjs 3 years ago
i lov ur videos! and you are right suicide is just dumb
fanofa7x 3 years ago
It doesn't solve a thing!
dreamerjs 3 years ago
i know and suicide is painful too=S i duno why people do that they should just see a phsycologist an that would help but they dont care
fanofa7x 3 years ago
some people see suicide as not painful actually. by the time they decide they go into a euforic state and can feel no pain. they should see a doctor but not everyone has the means to be able to etc.
dreamerjs 2 years ago
gr8 video!
really to the point:-)
Misslucy000 3 years ago
thanks!
dreamerjs 3 years ago
u may look a bit..don't wanna hurt ya but ur quite fat
but anyway ur such a wonderful person..the inside counts :>
HiRoXsTyLe 3 years ago
ok this is an oxymoron if I have ever seen one... slamming me and trying to compliment at the same time?
dreamerjs 3 years ago
What is the point of stating she is fat? and then saying she is a nice person?
Atouraya2165 3 years ago
What the heck? You think she's fat?
This is the reason she's posting this
to deal with annoying people! Oh my gosh what does that have to do with the video???
BluHeelerz08 2 years ago
hi good video im going to put it on my page for a day or to.
ericrener 3 years ago
wow thank you so much!
dreamerjs 3 years ago
GOD BLESS YOUR BEAUTIFUL HEART
smartguy9765 3 years ago
thanks so much for being able to see it :)
dreamerjs 3 years ago
Oh how sad, Rock on, keep making your videos
DezzyDeey 3 years ago
thanks so much! I have always wanted to help others and I think I finally figured out the way :)
dreamerjs 3 years ago
sometimes suicide seems like the only answer. I actually tried to kill myself once, but my mom caught me. It hasn't gotten any better, but I think your video actually hleped a little. Omg! i really need help don't i?
Alwaysjazznothingels 3 years ago
it never hurts to get help. Suicide and mental issues used to be so taboo. Now not so much. Find someone you really trust and talk to them about how you are feeling. Did you and your mom talk when she caught you? If not, you might sit her down and explain what is going on. It helps so much to talk things out! *hugs*
dreamerjs 3 years ago
GOD BLESS YOUR BEAUTIFUL HEART.
VLLme 3 years ago
thank you so much for seeing it.
dreamerjs 3 years ago
This video has changed the way I think so much.. I've seriously been considering suicide for at least a year..
My school counsellor thinks I need help because I'm showing serious signs of depression, but my family don't understand how bad it's become, so no help comes.
The way you've presented this video, I don't know how, but it made my eyes leaky at the end. Thinking about who and what I would leave behind.. Thank you so much.
Irraquillar 3 years ago
You've made my mission complete again. My whole mission is to reach at least 1 person with this video & get them to rethink the way they are thinking. *hugs* Tell the folks you need to sit & have a serious conversation & then be open with them about what's going on. Just with your parents. Tell them you desperately need help & you are reaching out. If they don't understand it after that .... your school conselor may be able to refer you to someone through social services or something.
dreamerjs 3 years ago
:)
You're a wonderful person.
Irraquillar 3 years ago
thanks so much :)
dreamerjs 2 years ago
There was one time, a girl broke my heart. I thought about OD'ing on pills. But i got through it, all by myself. Because my friends and family just couldn't understand what i was going through.
I love this video, you're a very endearing and loving human being. Very special. :]
4gottenShadow 3 years ago
I am so glad you were able to get through it. Look at some of the advice I've given above to others if you ever get to that end of the spectrum again. know that things will get better. Don't leave it for your family to try and figure out because they won't be able to clear things up any better. *hugs*
dreamerjs 3 years ago
Every once in a great while i think about suicide myself..sometimes u just feel like the whole world is againts u..sure i know get help talk to someone ect ect..it works only for the moment
Midnightryder7 3 years ago
what about talking to your doctor and letting them know? They can try different things to help you. Think of someone or something you couldn't live without? Tell someone that you would normally go to and if it is a person you can't live without don't make it that person. That will be key to helping you come back from the edge. Let them know about the thing you can't live without and they can use it to help break you through the cloud and see clearly.
dreamerjs 3 years ago
three close peole killed them self's im so sorry i hope nobody does this in my family!
kevinrohde 3 years ago
if you feel like someone gets depressed frequently talk to them and make sure they aren't going to that end of the spectrum. Let them know they can come to you no matter what to talk things out.
dreamerjs 3 years ago
ill do that thank's
kevinrohde 3 years ago
This touched me
xx
rachiibuu 3 years ago
thanks so much :) I just don't like to see people missing out on something because they have tunnel vision that things aren't going to get better.
dreamerjs 3 years ago
wow! thanks for thos video
you are so insightful
every since i was about 13 i wanted to commit suicide and when i turned 15 back in march i was going to do it
now i know its just cheating yurself out of gods most beautiful gift
my best friend helped me through it in july
and you could be helping another one just like me
thank you!
genorison 3 years ago
I am so happy to hear it! My mission is complete if it helps just one person. Trust in the fact that things may seem like they can't get better but that you are never given more than you can handle.
Just now, I scootched up to a sitting position in bed using my arms. I flashed back to February when I had an ecoli infection so bad I hurt from head to toe and couldn't do that.
Don't be afraid to reach out for help. that is what friends and family are for!
Peace.
dreamerjs 3 years ago
You are so smart , i am thirteen years old boy from norway, but you are one of the smartest people i`ve ever seen in my intire life ! and i really think you`re helping people . sorry for bad english ;)
TheWaxBoys 3 years ago
wow thank you so much! I have gotten private messages that I have helped people and that makes me feel like my purpose has been fulfilled.
dreamerjs 3 years ago
my best friend tried to kill herself last year & i knew she was having a rough time so i told her to call me 24/7 well she didn't & she took a bunch of pills that night. when she told me i went into shock. She has a horrible relationship w/ her mom & thats why she did it. She said she would never go to that extreme again, and shes had a much better relationship w/ her mother & everything is fine, but i take suicide threats much more serious now. amazing video! im sorry you lost those people.
mmmmhcowcow 3 years ago
oh wow. I'm so glad that she and her mom patched things up. When my sisters prom date Scott took pills on Fathers day he did it to get back at his father. To me, pills are crying out for help at the beginning stages.
I'm so happy things turned out for the better and I hope she doesn't go to that extreme again. I have seen too many threats to not take them seriously. Just think of the boy that did it live over his webcam.
dreamerjs 3 years ago
A vry gd video. My mother died of suicide, she hd bn depressed a long time, my father's serious illness did not help, I am on medication, but not suicidal, I was tested on medications, some of the side effects almost did kill me, so they agreed I not take them, some other ones to b taken instead, u r right, if u or someone u know is in a serious suicide episode, call emergency and hv them come over to monitor the situation, it cd mean all the difference. Good luck to all.
JacquelineBelanger 3 years ago
wow I'm so sorry for your loss of your mother! I'm so happy that they have found medicine to help you. You know that I am always around if you need to talk. *hugs*
dreamerjs 3 years ago