i'm 17 and turning 18 I've been in foster care since 7 months well i was adopted once and locked in my room for 6 years only let out to go to school i was adopted from 4 till 10 and my own birth brother just watched and even helped sometimes to beat me and i was then put back in foster care when they slammed my head through a window and then the police searched and found my room and saw a gold lock on the outside of my door i can't stop flash backs and i need ideas to stop thoughts of suicide
i use to be abused neglected and all kinds of shit and "mom " knew and didnt give a damn except her "wonderful" drugs.. but then i go adopted by her brother and wife and now im a happy 19 year old. not sure if im gonna talk about it to my bio mom about the abuse cause therea are WHOLE gaps missing and im not sure if i want to know ... what would yall do?
one night I have a knife on my hand to kill my father but I find signs of waking up so I stop and hide it because I realized I am too week to kill him so I swear I will do it when I became big enough but befor that he die so I didn't need to be criminal. I was very lucky for that.
But untill heal my inner child my pain from childhood was SPOIL my life.
All adult need to heal childhood to not became Abuser. I think it most important things.
i was also abused by my father he nearly killed me one night then he seemed to realize what he had done and it got bettter but that didnt stop my parents divorce
Well here I am back one month later I'm still living at my moms house dont see my step dad (abuser) he goes to work when I'm home and is home when I'm at school. Thats good for me I'm still getting emionly abused by my mom but still doesent relizite but I'm not going to say anything to her but things are better no more brusess. I'm still depressed as ever but thats ok and Happy halloween. Bye
i tryed sing this song wile watching the vid but dint evn make it past 1:30 i stred crying and couldnt stop. ive had a simler thing happen to me wen i was 5 or 6 but i never had it this bad.
I read your comments here & my heart clenched. Sometimes life throws us challenges, yes. But I now believe life will never throw you a challenge that is too big for you. You will grow and change, learn that the things people do to you is not what you deserve & it DOES NOT make who you are. Reach out & discover an Universe of healing & enlightenment - discover what is special about you & stand up to help make a change in this world.~ Namaste
I'm Obi, and i'm 16, i was abused from the age of 3 or 4, and to touch base on Scooter's comment, they really don't do anything, Child services and my family knew what my mom and step dad were doing, and no one stepped in to help My mom was violent until i was big enough to fight back, then she started just verbally attacking me and beating my sister who was three years younger than me, I was also a cutter and suicidal, only landed in the hospital twice though
Im 13 I have been mentally abused i would be called worthless a buzzard a damn thief wihich im not my dad said im the 2nd worst mistake in his life i only turned to one thing cutting it became my only friend now my arms are filled with scars that will take years to fade plz anyone who abuses a child brings there contemplation of suicide or hate ur just killing another child when u abuse them
ITS FILTHY, DISGUSTING AND DOWN RIGHT DISRECPETFUL!
WHOEVER DOES THAT TO THEIR OWN OR ANYONES ELSES CHILD CAN GO TO FUCKIN HELL!!! D:< I watch these storys and i cry, i feel so sorry for you guys who have to go through that, i really am. <3 :'( <3
im 12 years old now but when i was 4 my parents split up and my mum married again so did my dad. my step dad hit me and after a while it seemed like people stoped caring about me. and at my proper dads place they just treated me my sister and brother like we were nothing lately my brother said he might suicide. im really scared that he will. oh and my mum and step dad split up and mum found out about what he did to me but she didnt do anything :(
i was abuse by kids in elemarty i am in high school i have a disablilty and i'll come home from school with bruises from people hiting my arme pushing me around i cutt sometimes but not all of the i get bullied once in a while people there is hope just believe like how i did i love 2 sing i am in chorus and i promies god that i would never hurt my self if i made i so i made it kind of happy but a little bit sad :)
i got whipped once by my mom...i fought back....the chair i was sitting in was knocked over...she threw me over the couch and whipped me...it left 3 bruises on my back...i forced to pick up the chair...she didnt even say sorry..i was left alone and crying
i am only 17 years&i have been physically abused since i can remember like maybe since 9 or 10 yrs old...&it is still contuninging...yes i have told but they dn't really do anything all hey do is open a case and after 3-5 days they close it ..
i have even tried suicide since i was in 8th grd...i use2 be a cutter but now i am just an overdoser and i've been in the hospital4 it and i still want to continue it but i knowi must stop i have been told by my own parents and grandpa that im the problem
you are never the problem!! I am one who experienced some what of the same thing from age 9 to 13 when something was finally done about it and here I am at 19 years old and I am just realizing that it was not me at all. It is always there fault, not yours, no mattter how hard that is for you to believe. But I promise you it is true. Please stop trying suicide, it is not worth it. You have the rest of your life to live and will one day be away from the evil people doing this to u
I also felt like it would never end and living wasnt even worth it anymore but I promise you that when it is over and you are out of there, life will become what you make of it...I am discovering this myself and am starting to live a normal life now. It is hard, not gonna lie, its dang hard but you can do it. I believe in you. If you want I will personally give you my cell number to txt or call me next time you think about suicide or next time something happens...just let me know
@sorrels10 okay im 17 1/2 and nothing is happeig i reported it so manytims.its not even worth it anymore...
it maybe s tha is thiers but my family will still be the same...well i hope so and im at the moment i have stopped but i have those thoughts... :'( thank you for being here for me....yeah if you want to give it to me or if you have a facebook you should find me my email is halo.04@hotmail.com lol my friend made it for me....so shhhh...lol okay well take care hope to hear from ou soon.
I know what it is like....I was in foster care and had to make an email for myself and I wasn't allowed to have one....it sucks....It's really hard when you report it and nothing happens. That wasn't the case with me but I know many people who it was. If you find that one special person, they will listen and whether or not anything is done legally or not is always confusing...in my case, i was put in foster care but nothing ever happened to my uncle for what he had done...
I just had to realize that nothing would ever be done about it. hopefully one day soon you can get away from it all and life will become better for you!
You are in my prayers and I will be here for you as long as you need me because that is something that I always needed, just someone who understood me when i was going through it all but no one was ever there...so i want to be that for others! talk to ya soon!
@TheScooter818 Its the same thing for me but I'm only 13 turning14 and I've been abused physically and emotionaly sense I was 5 and I haven't cut my self I have tryed to kill my self and I do not do overdoses and they dont her me I want to live with my dad and step mom and I'm trying to do that but its getting hard for me and my little brother John it they only opened the case for me 1 day or sometimes for 3-5 days my grandparents hate my step dad and they dont know whats going on at all.
@TheScooter818 Me too im 15 years old and ever since i was a baby to 14 years old i cried blood shed but then i called and yes me too i tried to drown myslef thinking suicide was the only answer also cuttin myself as well. But until i was called by God not to do so and believe there will be someone to help me and there was my grandma. I keep you in my prayers. Even though this will live in our memories we live as better Gods children.
i was abused when i was younger,parents doing drugs all the time, grew up in foster care noone to hold me or love me i wanted a good childhood im 15 and its getting better i live with my real mom now she has been clean for 4 years im so thankful:)
HELP ME STOP CHILD and ANIMAL ABUSE im a 13 yr old girl who wants and WILL MAKE A CHANGE .....!!! also im making all kinds of donations 2 ORPHANAGES, KIDS HOSPITAL, and ANIMAL SHELTERS, if u kno a way of helping email me at jaz3110@live.com ... !! HELP WE CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE!!!!
how sick minded... why do they have to do this to their children.. what did they ever do to you? parents are the ones who gave birth and gave them a life.. it isn't the childrens fault they have to live their life like this..=[
i'm 17 and turning 18 I've been in foster care since 7 months well i was adopted once and locked in my room for 6 years only let out to go to school i was adopted from 4 till 10 and my own birth brother just watched and even helped sometimes to beat me and i was then put back in foster care when they slammed my head through a window and then the police searched and found my room and saw a gold lock on the outside of my door i can't stop flash backs and i need ideas to stop thoughts of suicide
TheHotandsexy17 3 days ago
I Psychically Hate Parents Like That,My Baby Bro is 3 and to think she was 3 it makes me cry if that was true R.I.P x
Amz178 1 week ago
i use to be abused neglected and all kinds of shit and "mom " knew and didnt give a damn except her "wonderful" drugs.. but then i go adopted by her brother and wife and now im a happy 19 year old. not sure if im gonna talk about it to my bio mom about the abuse cause therea are WHOLE gaps missing and im not sure if i want to know ... what would yall do?
kittylovskakuzu 2 weeks ago
i love that it says at the end take care
Boo55555Fun 3 weeks ago
Thank you for making this.
one night I have a knife on my hand to kill my father but I find signs of waking up so I stop and hide it because I realized I am too week to kill him so I swear I will do it when I became big enough but befor that he die so I didn't need to be criminal. I was very lucky for that.
But untill heal my inner child my pain from childhood was SPOIL my life.
All adult need to heal childhood to not became Abuser. I think it most important things.
teajass 1 month ago
hella! if my husband or whoever did that to my kids i dont give a fuck if i "love" him IM OUTTA DER W/ MAH BABIES! whos w/ meh!!
TheOriginalChips97 2 months ago
I have been abused my whole life, I cut and suffer from extreme depression. Tonight, I watched this and bawled.
MQ189 3 months ago
i was also abused by my father he nearly killed me one night then he seemed to realize what he had done and it got bettter but that didnt stop my parents divorce
Thywaterstear 3 months ago
Well here I am back one month later I'm still living at my moms house dont see my step dad (abuser) he goes to work when I'm home and is home when I'm at school. Thats good for me I'm still getting emionly abused by my mom but still doesent relizite but I'm not going to say anything to her but things are better no more brusess. I'm still depressed as ever but thats ok and Happy halloween. Bye
SummerCinn10 3 months ago
i broke out crying at 1:25... then harder at 1:46 and a whole lot at 1:57 :(
so sad... *cry*
Girl14302910 4 months ago
i tryed sing this song wile watching the vid but dint evn make it past 1:30 i stred crying and couldnt stop. ive had a simler thing happen to me wen i was 5 or 6 but i never had it this bad.
kyrie102 5 months ago
This made me cry...I like can't stop crying.
I have been abused by my dad so this touched me in a way that most people won't understand..
Donnalee15 5 months ago
i think i heard this poem in a sims 2 or sims 3 video
tinydancer124 5 months ago
I read your comments here & my heart clenched. Sometimes life throws us challenges, yes. But I now believe life will never throw you a challenge that is too big for you. You will grow and change, learn that the things people do to you is not what you deserve & it DOES NOT make who you are. Reach out & discover an Universe of healing & enlightenment - discover what is special about you & stand up to help make a change in this world.~ Namaste
MyEventHorizon2012 5 months ago
I'm Obi, and i'm 16, i was abused from the age of 3 or 4, and to touch base on Scooter's comment, they really don't do anything, Child services and my family knew what my mom and step dad were doing, and no one stepped in to help My mom was violent until i was big enough to fight back, then she started just verbally attacking me and beating my sister who was three years younger than me, I was also a cutter and suicidal, only landed in the hospital twice though
IamVampire3394 6 months ago
so sad i got abused too
sunandsnow1993 7 months ago
Im 13 I have been mentally abused i would be called worthless a buzzard a damn thief wihich im not my dad said im the 2nd worst mistake in his life i only turned to one thing cutting it became my only friend now my arms are filled with scars that will take years to fade plz anyone who abuses a child brings there contemplation of suicide or hate ur just killing another child when u abuse them
XXXGirFanXXX 7 months ago
:'( I HATE YOU PEOPLE WHO ABUSE CHILDREN!!!!!!!
YOU MAKE ME SICK!!
ITS FILTHY, DISGUSTING AND DOWN RIGHT DISRECPETFUL!
WHOEVER DOES THAT TO THEIR OWN OR ANYONES ELSES CHILD CAN GO TO FUCKIN HELL!!! D:< I watch these storys and i cry, i feel so sorry for you guys who have to go through that, i really am. <3 :'( <3
Lil1091 7 months ago
please help this kids God
jerome9980 8 months ago
im 12 years old now but when i was 4 my parents split up and my mum married again so did my dad. my step dad hit me and after a while it seemed like people stoped caring about me. and at my proper dads place they just treated me my sister and brother like we were nothing lately my brother said he might suicide. im really scared that he will. oh and my mum and step dad split up and mum found out about what he did to me but she didnt do anything :(
StringnYo 8 months ago
@StringnYo
Please don't give up. Keep talking to those who you think you could trust. There must be a teacher, a relative, someone!
issyisrael 8 months ago
@StringnYo Same here but i dont have a little sister or older and my mom didnt brake up with my step dad
SummerCinn10 7 months ago
i was abuse by kids in elemarty i am in high school i have a disablilty and i'll come home from school with bruises from people hiting my arme pushing me around i cutt sometimes but not all of the i get bullied once in a while people there is hope just believe like how i did i love 2 sing i am in chorus and i promies god that i would never hurt my self if i made i so i made it kind of happy but a little bit sad :)
xXxbelievecxXx 9 months ago
i got whipped once by my mom...i fought back....the chair i was sitting in was knocked over...she threw me over the couch and whipped me...it left 3 bruises on my back...i forced to pick up the chair...she didnt even say sorry..i was left alone and crying
rockpunkqueen201 9 months ago
may god watch over the abused children and may gid forgive the parents sins
leeahbug8 10 months ago
i had an evil babysitter when i was 4 and now i'm dealing with a mentally abusive step-mom
nikki123loveee 11 months ago
dude this story made me cry one of my friends died tht way he gt beat to death
1996BiteMe 11 months ago
@1996BiteMe what was his name?
leeahbug8 10 months ago
@leeahbug8 his name was jose
TheScooter818 10 months ago
@1996BiteMe ur poor friend
leeahbug8 10 months ago
i am only 17 years&i have been physically abused since i can remember like maybe since 9 or 10 yrs old...&it is still contuninging...yes i have told but they dn't really do anything all hey do is open a case and after 3-5 days they close it ..
i have even tried suicide since i was in 8th grd...i use2 be a cutter but now i am just an overdoser and i've been in the hospital4 it and i still want to continue it but i knowi must stop i have been told by my own parents and grandpa that im the problem
TheScooter818 1 year ago 11
@TheScooter818 what happened what did they do 2 u?? i can help i am reaching out to all victems of child abuse.....
leeahbug8 10 months ago
@leeahbug8 my parents hit me my ex as well so i am being abused from every corner...
how?
TheScooter818 10 months ago
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sorrels10 10 months ago
@TheScooter818
you are never the problem!! I am one who experienced some what of the same thing from age 9 to 13 when something was finally done about it and here I am at 19 years old and I am just realizing that it was not me at all. It is always there fault, not yours, no mattter how hard that is for you to believe. But I promise you it is true. Please stop trying suicide, it is not worth it. You have the rest of your life to live and will one day be away from the evil people doing this to u
sorrels10 10 months ago
@TheScooter818
I also felt like it would never end and living wasnt even worth it anymore but I promise you that when it is over and you are out of there, life will become what you make of it...I am discovering this myself and am starting to live a normal life now. It is hard, not gonna lie, its dang hard but you can do it. I believe in you. If you want I will personally give you my cell number to txt or call me next time you think about suicide or next time something happens...just let me know
sorrels10 10 months ago
@sorrels10 okay im 17 1/2 and nothing is happeig i reported it so manytims.its not even worth it anymore...
it maybe s tha is thiers but my family will still be the same...well i hope so and im at the moment i have stopped but i have those thoughts... :'( thank you for being here for me....yeah if you want to give it to me or if you have a facebook you should find me my email is halo.04@hotmail.com lol my friend made it for me....so shhhh...lol okay well take care hope to hear from ou soon.
TheScooter818 10 months ago
@TheScooter818
I know what it is like....I was in foster care and had to make an email for myself and I wasn't allowed to have one....it sucks....It's really hard when you report it and nothing happens. That wasn't the case with me but I know many people who it was. If you find that one special person, they will listen and whether or not anything is done legally or not is always confusing...in my case, i was put in foster care but nothing ever happened to my uncle for what he had done...
sorrels10 10 months ago
@TheScooter818
I just had to realize that nothing would ever be done about it. hopefully one day soon you can get away from it all and life will become better for you!
You are in my prayers and I will be here for you as long as you need me because that is something that I always needed, just someone who understood me when i was going through it all but no one was ever there...so i want to be that for others! talk to ya soon!
sorrels10 10 months ago
@TheScooter818 your story made me really sad :( i hope ur ok now.
sk8erteers 9 months ago
@sk8erteers oh well im only telling the truth...now its still the same buit soon i will be okay
thank you for caring!<3
TheScooter818 9 months ago
@TheScooter818 Its the same thing for me but I'm only 13 turning14 and I've been abused physically and emotionaly sense I was 5 and I haven't cut my self I have tryed to kill my self and I do not do overdoses and they dont her me I want to live with my dad and step mom and I'm trying to do that but its getting hard for me and my little brother John it they only opened the case for me 1 day or sometimes for 3-5 days my grandparents hate my step dad and they dont know whats going on at all.
SummerCinn10 6 months ago
@SummerCinn10 Don't give up, i moved out at your age to get away from my mom, and trust it makes life better
IamVampire3394 6 months ago
@IamVampire3394 Thanks I'll take your advises
SummerCinn10 6 months ago
@SummerCinn10 dont give up and stay strong
lolageppl 4 months ago
@lolageppl I wont give up and I will stay strong
SummerCinn10 4 months ago
@TheScooter818 and I'm really scared to see what will happy
SummerCinn10 6 months ago
@TheScooter818 Me too im 15 years old and ever since i was a baby to 14 years old i cried blood shed but then i called and yes me too i tried to drown myslef thinking suicide was the only answer also cuttin myself as well. But until i was called by God not to do so and believe there will be someone to help me and there was my grandma. I keep you in my prayers. Even though this will live in our memories we live as better Gods children.
aggirlgrace 2 weeks ago
i was abused when i was younger,parents doing drugs all the time, grew up in foster care noone to hold me or love me i wanted a good childhood im 15 and its getting better i live with my real mom now she has been clean for 4 years im so thankful:)
shelbyBryan14 1 year ago
now im crying i hate abuse
ilovemybfflytle 1 year ago
somone should kill or torture Sarah's Daddy who has no spine whatsoever who enjoys beating on the helpless and innocent!
hippyable 1 year ago
made my blood run cold..
WishfullThinkerx3 1 year ago
wow um like is this real?
debbienightmare 1 year ago
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HELP ME STOP CHILD and ANIMAL ABUSE im a 13 yr old girl who wants and WILL MAKE A CHANGE .....!!! also im making all kinds of donations 2 ORPHANAGES, KIDS HOSPITAL, and ANIMAL SHELTERS, if u kno a way of helping email me at jaz3110@live.com ... !! HELP WE CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE!!!!
DarkRose3110 1 year ago
the ending weirded me out cause my boyfriends name is joshua johnson :L
Kneen18 1 year ago
I'm crying now...=[
stephiepeeler 1 year ago
omg im so sad now... *sob* *sniffle*
drbadn3ws 1 year ago
who came up with this poem
594JLP 1 year ago
I got kicked by my mom today but it was my fault cause I kicked her first
taylorandcortney 2 years ago 15
wow stupid child abuse i was once part of it:(, it pretty much hurts, but i dodnt die
heimcat1 2 years ago
Sad*
Championofthenaarru 2 years ago
I feel very sorry for you, its really saw how people murder their children, :(
Championofthenaarru 2 years ago
u know alot of big words for a 3 year old :D
sad story though :(
gamerguy2k7 3 years ago
how sick minded... why do they have to do this to their children.. what did they ever do to you? parents are the ones who gave birth and gave them a life.. it isn't the childrens fault they have to live their life like this..=[
powergrace3 3 years ago