I have many secrets, I do so much bad. I don't want to be bad, but it just happens. I've forced myself to go back to church for the first time in months. It use to be the thing that kept me together. But after people knowing I've done bad, It seems as if they look down on me. I've smoked, drank, and much more. But what people don't know is.. I'm scared. I want to stop, I want to be happy. But no matter how hard I want to, That feeling comes when I want to try it again....
I started cutting in the 4th grade. I lost my virginity when I was 12. I did pot. I smoke cigarettes 2x every week. I still cut. I've had to shoe u my smile. But that is untrue the only way I'll ever smile is if you cut me from ear to ear. But screw the bullying bullshit. I have those who still care about me. I may have thousands of reasons to die. But I have millions to have a greater purpose. To stay on earth.
here's some encouragement for the ppl who think they are in their situation alone:God's always with you and forgives you for your past mistakes!Even if you may think it's impossible to get over you aren't alone.There's many ppl who love you and they care even when you don't think anybody can see through your past mistakes.Jesus walked on water and rose from the dead to save us so you aren't alone in what you're feeling.I've dated a guy 4 years older than I was but know that God forgives me.
i'm 13 years old, im bi Daily i get phone calls from people saying rude stuff about how i like girls and guys. i cut, i pop pills i do anything. my friends say they know whwat im going through but they dont. i cant deal. i hate these caddy bitches. i watnt to punch all of them, i hate this:(
@DudethatGross .. im now 16 .. ive been in hospital many times.. what i didnt mention there because i was so mortified .. when i was 11 i was sexually abused , ive sorted all my shit out now .. but to keep myself happy i take drugs. Im still here for my mum .. your still a little kid. you and me have got alot of time to grow up and to live. i was badly heart broken. i didnt speak to anyone propally for months after. thank-you goodbye stranger , have a good life and be safe xx
im 13. i hate everybody except for my bestfriend , i cut myself everynight, im depressed and have thought about killing myself, my sister is always in and out of jail for something she didnt do, i go hme to see her high all the time . no matter what i do its not good enough. im on pills to make me relaxed. ive been in the hospital because my own mother thought i need help. the only reason why i dont kill myself, is cause i jsut dont have the guts.
i cant stay committed to one relationship anymore i cheat on my bf or gf at the time and the worst part is i like it and i cut ive been cutting since i was 15 and im 18 now =(
I'm 14. I'm bisexual. this October would have made it 4 years the I was a "cutter". I have names carved into me. I'm still in love with my ex. I feel like nobody cares. I don't think I'm pretty. I have overdosed 5 times. I wish I would die already and save everyone the pain. I hurt the ones I love. I have fought addiction. I smoke. I party. I care too much about others and not myself...
> The only thing that saves me from another suicide atempt is the replay of a conversaytion i had with my mentor/teacher who means the world to me and is like family and a b,ff
> I burn my self with a lighter and spoon when no one is there to save me from myself
> there are nights i go to sleep and wish id die in my sleep .
Im 13 My father in and out of jail and my mother beats me Because i act up and im doin bad in school but nobody understaands why my gandfather dead i never get to see my father and i feel my whole family hates me i smile at school and think it gonna help me get away but its not im still broken on the end side i thought about suicide i picked up a knife more then once one time when i was about to cut myself my mother walked in and acted like she wanted me to do it i feel like just dieing~sad girl
I lied, i cheated, i loved, i cut. My brother is 11, and he drowned. I wanted to die too. Until i met my boyfriend, Jason who changed everything. I have been in everyone's shoes before. I know how it feels. I want to help everyone. I'm here for everyone.
He played me like a game, 3 times, cause i loved him so much, and i hoped everytime again that he would be better to me, but that was just a dream that never will come true
my parents are divorsed and i never get to see my dad and not see my dad has made my life a little bit easier and the divorse has made my life a little bit harder, but that doesnt stop me from anything
i have no self esteem. i hate my body. i tell myself im not going to eat everyday. im depressed. i dont sleep. i like someone that will never like me. i smile on the outside when all i want to do it cry. sometimes i think about leaving this world. im 13.
i'm 14 going to be 15. I was in your shoes, and still am. I think i'm the ugliest person in the world when everyone else thinks im beautiful. Always keep a smile, because if you frown once, you have to explain yourself, and thats so much more harder. Even thou smiling is hard too. Keep you're head up. We're all still young. Live your life, and dont be afraid to. It's too precious to get rid of.
yes, i keep a constant smile on my face no matter how much i want to cry because i know the consequences of letting them see me frown. i feel sick when i look at my own body and when someone tells me otherwise i think that they are just lying to make me feel better. i hate food. i think i love the guy that i tell myself to give up on. but i will hold on to life, because just breathing a lone is what i owe to my mother who i could not live without.
look in the mirror and tell yourself, 'i'm me.' tell yourself' i'm perfect.' Even if it's hard. I bet your very beautiful, and you're perfect the way you are. And don't ever give up. Giving up just means you may be too weak to love him. And your mother is very lucky to have you. Don't give up, girl.
this made me cry, you are definitely are beautiful person if you could help someone as insignifigant as me when you are going through this yourself. i am weak, i can't look at myself without crying and i dont see myself good enough for the guy that i cant stop thinking about, but at the same time - i am strong. i put a smile on my face everyday, i hold my head up high. people have told me i am beautiful but i just dont see it. thankyou, i will never give up <3
i have depression, my real dad isnt in my life, ive been told to die and to kill myself, ive been bullied n called nasty names, i get bullied bout the way i walk and tht i have a lisp. i try not to eat so i can be thin. i ran away 5 times before, i have no friends rite now,i wanna die and i tryed kill myself 6 times and im a cutter.been in a metal hostipal for thinkin bout killin my self. when my mom found out she cryed cuz it cuz of my so called friends tht helped cause this. sad thing is
i can relate to most of what youve said. im depressed, i dont have my dad, i cut, ive been told to die, i try ot to eat either, but ive only thought of killing mself. im twelve too almost thirteen... the cutting is getting worse and worse but im trying to stop.
@awsomebubblesrox I was in your place when I was you're age and now I'm 16 every girl at school fears me it might seem like I have it all but none of the people that say were friends are my friends they are nothing but followers no matter what you do don't hold on to that bitterness it might be late for me but not you
It really does hurt my heart to read all of these comments about yalls life and how y'all feel. The main thing is that most of y'all are my sisters age, 12. Or 2 or 3 years older than her. I mean if anyone ever needs to just tell someone something, tell me. I'll do my best to help, just message me and if I don't get back to you right that second, just hold on for as long ad you can until I can get to you. I'll help.
I've tried suicide 3 times...and I'll try it again. I cut...but its not a suicide attempt. Every day that goes by I get better at faking my smile. I cant bring myself to tell the ones I love that I hate my life and want to die. The saddest part- the ones I love, don't love me back :,(
I suffer with depression and cut since April of las year,i lost my mom at 8 years old,went to 3 mental hospitals,bisexual,ran away twice,failing 8th grade,did drugs,called a dumbass,anorexic and I attempt suicide each time i'm alone.The guy i love had his heart stolen by a girl who cheats on him and likes his bestfriend,big shock.
I'm 16, my parents separated when I was about 2 years old. My father used to beat me when my mother wasn't around. After they separated, my mother went back to her parents. I lived with my mother and grandparents, until my mother moved out. I've been bullied at school, they used to lock me in a room, beat me or throw stones at me. At home there were only fights and violence. I feel like I can't do anything good, that I'm not good enough. It hurts.
I am 12. I hate most kids at my school. They are all whores & Jerks & Bitches ._.
I can be depressed. I escape from the real world & Try to be on my computer as much as I can because I am happier there T-T. I am not happy with me or the way I look :/
@katieredangel watch your language.. Bro at least try to make some friends not be anti-social as shit and stay on the computer 24/7. You're only 12. Whores and jerks and bitches shouldn't be in your vocabulary. Lol. Like i said before, you're only 12. This is coming from a 14 year old. I don't have these problems...
@DudethatGross Lol. Excuse me. But I've grown from then. x'D I'm 13 and I DO have friends, thank you very much c; Also, I can use any type of words I want x'D Im sorry I like to speak the truth. ~With love 'Katieredangel'<3
I'm 14. My brother passed away a year ago. My other brother went to jail for at least 4 years. My father passed this March on the 31st. I've been cutting myself since, at least September. All I have is my mother now. I'm as happy as I could be around others.. But I cut, I think of suicide, I never stop. I've thrown my razor out a few days ago, but I'm longing for it again... I can never do right from all the wrong I've done. Mi dispiace, dad, brothers... I wish I would have told them... ;__;
I am 15 and want love. I want a summer romance more than anything. To be totally crazy and just let loose and have FUN with someone. And I think i've found someone I can do that with. But he doesn't think of me, not at all. Nobody does. And I'm not saying that to get attention: nobody thinks of me in that way. never have, never will. I'm afraid i'll push any others away if i get too attached to him. But I'm even more scared that no one will come for me. That I'll have to stay forever alone.
I am 15 and I've been starving myself for four months now. I've gone from a size 8 (womens) to a little under a size 4. Almost all my bones stick out, I find it painful to lay on my side because it puts such pressure on my hips and shoulders it feels like I've been in a car wreck the next morning. But I want more than anything to be thin.
Im 18. I used to cut all the time. I felt hopeless and depressed. I wasnt enough for anyone i was fat piece of waste. I hurt ppl more and more when i cut but it became an addiction. I was sent to the hospital for a suicide attempt where i got a lot of help. If anyone wants to talk message me. im here and i even have video on my page. if u dont believe me
Im 11. People see me as a seet and kind girl. But what I see is diffrent. At school I fake smiles and laughter every day of my life. Im bisexual... and I cut myself.... im not proud of myself but I do what I have to do to escape. My bet friend (Anna) and my boyfriend know that I am bisexual and i cut myself. They try to help me with everything but not any progress has came up, the depression and everything else is too much. I want help but im too scared to ask for it. That is all i have to say..
Im 13. My mom's an alcoholic and says im the cause of her drinking. She passes out everynight and smokes her life away. I beg her to stop but she wont listen. She chooses alcohol and ciggarettes over her own family. My dad is abusive, emotionally and physically. Im never good enough for him. He's never wrong & Im never right in his eyes. He yells, throws things, and leaves me & my mom. I have no one to talk to, no where to turn. I cant trust anybody. No one understands. .
Im 14 I love my ex who just broke up with me last night and I wish I could get him back. I will do anything to get him back he was one of the guys that I've dated that I actually care about.
im 14. the beginning of this year i starved myself to bones. now i eat, i dont know why, but i throw up. i have scars on my knuckles from this. ive cut since i was 11. i lost 2 best friends. ive attempted suicide and still wonder if i should. i cry when i look in the mirror. i regret losing my virginity. i wish i could be like those normal skinny girls.
omg i used to love aladdin too. Heres mine : I was in an abusive relationship for 3.5 yrs and never left because he made me feel worthless. Im in therapy for : cutting, EDNOS, BDD, pain killer addiction, binge drinking, self hate and more. Some guy saved me he made me realize that life is worth living & I deserve to be treated well. I am in love with him and he lives 6 hours away and has no idea that I do, what I have been threw or that he saved my life. I'm here if anyone ever needs to talk to.
I am twelve i cry my self to sleep every night I cut myself I am in love with my best friend but he hates me now I have no ther friends really my family hates each other and ive almost killed myself 3 times
I am a 15yr old teen mom and i never met my parents. I have attempted suicide 8 times and i hope sometime i wont fail. i act so happy to hide my sadness, suicidalness and my cutting.
I'm 15, and adopted. I hate myself inside and out. I think I'm a terrible person. My grandparents hate me, and my father has tried to kill me as an infant. I'm in love with this boy who is probably lying to me. I think I'm fat and ugly, and I have cut myself many times. I have a scar on the inside of my wrist, that's a broken heart. I have thought about committing suicide, but I just can't. I love /Him/ too much to do it....
i am 14. i just started cutting in January. i only have one best friend and she killed herself last month, she was the only person who really loved me. i tried to commit suicide on sunday, im all alone
i am 13. i have been cutting myself sence i was 10. in 5th grade i attempted suicide. i have been diagnosed with depression. i seem happy and perfect on the outside, but all my smiles are fake. and the only ones who notice anything cut themselvs too.
I absolutely love my boyfriend. I cut myself. I sometimes take un-needed pills, I drink, I smoke, I've been cheated on, I've cheated once. The only reason I'M not killing myself is because even though I'd be dead, I'd miss my boyfriend so much<3. And he'd be terrified.
There is someone out there who wants to care for you and who is just waiting to find you or has already found you and just waiting for you to let them in.
I am here for anyone that wants to talk.
But seriously I know what it feels like to feel alone and that no one cares but you will find one or more people in your life that care about you and will stick by you through anything...
I am 14. I am a cutter, my mom left i live with my dad, i feel like no one cares about me i have tried to commit suicide twice, i have had my heart broken multiple times, i am still in love with my ex even though he cheated on me, i don't want to be a virgin, I hate my life, i want to die
My dad's moved country, and is forcing me to live with him. My mum knows I've cut for two years, but hasn't done anything about it, all she tells me is that I'm stupid, and selfish. I have no real friends. Every night before I go to bed, I tell myself that tomorrow I won't eat but I always fail, I fail myself.
I was jeolous of my friend, because of her going out with a guy I have liked for 3 years. They broke up, I would smile. I found out they like each other again.
I want to run away, leave, anything but stay. But I don't. I stay because of him.
Im 14 Im female Im bisexual Everyone thinks im so happy Im not I go home I cry I cut I try suicide regularily I have few friends My mum hates me I dont know my dad The only person who loves me is my girlfriend I hate my life I dont want to be here I want to die.
2-3 weeks ago i was kicked out of my house, by my mom.I moved to a place i didnt even know, i moved in with people i barely knew. Since then i have tried over dosing once and i have burned my arm with a lighter. My boyfriend who loves in England is the only one who sees that i am unhappy without telling him, all i want to do is be next to him. i feel that i am unwanted by my parents and that they dont even care. I want help but i dont know how to ask for it. i want to stop feeling this way. :'[
I just found out I'm moving across state, away from my boyfriend, best friends, and the move broke up my family, because my aunt wanted us to stay down here. Now it's just our little 5 person family, even though I never got along with any of them except my grandpa, who died 2 months ago. I've cut myself, I've attempted suicide. I've been threatened, told I needed a psychiatrist, and hurt more than you could think of. And no one's ever been able to help me with it, because I've never told anyone.
it makes me feel so sad when people talk about wanting to die. i've felt like that before and cutting yourself doesn't help, it will only screw yourself over in the long run. things will get better, im sure of it. for example, me and my boyfriend broke up and i wanted to kill myself and i actually almost did. but we ended up getting back together and we've been going on for 8 months now :) so dont trip because your bi, fat, or "ugly", because everyone is beautiful in their own special way♥
I tell my mum and dad on the phone that I am fine here at uni by myself.
Truth is since being here I've developed bulimia and have started self harming again. I can't bare to tell them I'm not as strong as I made out I would be. I feel I'm letting everyone down.
Im 14 , im bi , i love my bestfriend. i cut myself , ive been in hospital due to trying to kill myself with a load of pills. my heart has been broken by the same boy for over 2 years now. i drink to be happy. and the only reson i don't kill myself is because i need to be there for my mum.
@yumijoy I'm fourteen and I might be gay but I'm bi at the very least. It doesn't matter. High school sucks. If your heart was broken for tow years now, firstly that means you think you have the possibility of finding love in middle school.lol. Secondly, that means you think you had a relationship at twelve. Oh please... I don't drink because that's f-ing stupid as far as life decisions go. Grow up. Loving your straight friend sucks, whining about it sucks more. For her.
@yumijoy LOL you cut yourself get your priorities straight and you're not gonna "BE THERE FOR YOUR MUM" if you drink and cut your self silly. if your so called heart has been broken, then why not get revenge on him... I mean for fucks sake. Im 14 as well, and i dont have these problems.
I cut myself last night and i think i need stitches but im scared to ask my mom to take me to the hospital and now im really tired and out of it from the blood loss.
this is a message fror one of my best friends she use to cut her self and she started to cut herself when she was 9 and she died when she was 16 and she died on her sweet 16 right in front of everyone
i cutter because i let my boyfriend go to iraq and a month later i got a call that he is died thats why i cut and i havent loved anyone scenc then i hate my life
I hate it when teenagers cut themselves. It's like, high school sucks. Life sucks. We're all angsty and hate everyone. ALL of us, get over it already. It's just stupid to think any of this will matter in four years anyways
I think that I need to see a therapist or a psychologist because I take really bad sad turns and I tried to slit my wrists once but none of my family understand what I am going thru. My bro started drinking at 13 and smokin about then too. We used to hav to bring him back from parties and he couldn't even stand up. Something from those experiences made me who I am bit there is something wrong and I know it. It feels so good just to share that with someone. I am actually crying now.
i cut myself to get through all the shit that happens throught the day, especially with school an its all just gettin worse. this really hit home as i feel the same as alot of these :(
I am 12. on the surface everything is fine. star athlete, 4.0 gpa, besties with the popular girls. at home, i am a cutter, i am in love but not with my own boyfriend, my heart has been broken multiple times, and my boyfriend wants my virginity for christmas
@emilysmith000 Your boyfriend (no offence) sounds like an asshole, your only 12! your not in a very good situation...if you like you can talk to me, even though you dont know me, its sometimes easier to talk to a stranger.
no. you obviously dont understand the point of this if you are questioning the source of someones pain. it may not be the type of love you are thinking (the love that adults share) but love is an ageless art of happiness and pain. whatever your age, whether you are 12 or 40, you can love someone.
i mean my friends think my boyfriend is cheating on me.
but i think of it as nothing.. i dont know what to do. i love him and i dont want to let him go. but it hurts everytime i know hes around his ex or anything. im not the normal cheerleader. everyone says they're life is great. but its not! they have so much more they hide than what people see.. trust me!! drunk moms, cheating bfs, drunks dad, and more.. i just dont know anymore
@Emmy1111111111 - Hugs. Please make an appointment with a licensed therapist about how depressed you've been feeling for the past two years. If you're still in high school, please talk with your guidance counselor on the next school day. There is treatment for those with depression. Please be well.
@Emmy1111111111 - Bless you that you have sought help. I'm older and take antidepressants, too. Unfortunately, there is no panacea/cure-all so that I must do some positive self-talk such as changing a negative thought to a positive. For example, "I am not worthy" could be changed to "I am a worthwhile person". That was what I learned in a partial care/hospitalization program.
@PC336 - I'm sorry that you are having such a difficult time. Please talk with your mom or dad about the sadness in which you're dealing. I had a tough time while in middle school, actually from elementary through high school, and it was difficult for me fit in and feel comfortable at school. I'd experienced "bully by exclusion" (from social activities) and such. If you don't get support services from school, please look into that, too.
I only eat because of one person, but she lives two hours away and when she's gone I spin out of control. My family only makes things worse. I wish I could just be skinny enough
@EmzilyD - Please eat in a healthy way for yourself as you are worth it. I actually have a problem with compulsive eating and sometimes feel a self-loathing (self-hatred) that I don't deserve to eat a healthy diet but must remind myself that it's the self-esteem issues and past difficulties that cause me to think that way. For resources about eating disorders: Something Fishy. Please take good care of yourself.
heyyya i know what you mean and tbh i understand you as well i am going throung exactly the same situation rite now and i dnt know what to do i feel the same as you but also i am not sure about my sexuality tbh i nt sure wat i am x
I have a secret and I told my bff, but now she hates me and told 3 other people it and I want to tell my parents, but they'll get involved too much. And I want to tell my boyfriend my secret, but he might hate me if I tell him it...
@Lifeseasyyeahright - It must be so difficult to deal with the feelings of being bi and also feeling to worried about how your mum would react. My take on it is that it is really no one's business about one's gender preference. She doesn't actually need to know. If you talk with her about it then that's your decision, but I personally don't believe that it's necessary. Please talk with a counselor about it though.
@Jannsmith - Just to add a correction to my previous message since I'm such a stickly for my own grammar that I mean to say "... feeling too (related to a excessively or also) worried about..." Grammar was always very important in my house ;)
ive cut 6 times. i love mi x more thn mi current tho he hates me now bc i cheated on him.every thinks im perific but somtimes i wish i was never born i wanna become anerxic its mi bithday today and no one care... not evan mi family.. i belive me and mi bf r moving to fast and mi brother hates me i hate who i am and i hate me and mi life...
I have many secrets, I do so much bad. I don't want to be bad, but it just happens. I've forced myself to go back to church for the first time in months. It use to be the thing that kept me together. But after people knowing I've done bad, It seems as if they look down on me. I've smoked, drank, and much more. But what people don't know is.. I'm scared. I want to stop, I want to be happy. But no matter how hard I want to, That feeling comes when I want to try it again....
cheygal10 2 months ago
I started cutting in the 4th grade. I lost my virginity when I was 12. I did pot. I smoke cigarettes 2x every week. I still cut. I've had to shoe u my smile. But that is untrue the only way I'll ever smile is if you cut me from ear to ear. But screw the bullying bullshit. I have those who still care about me. I may have thousands of reasons to die. But I have millions to have a greater purpose. To stay on earth.
Gmanthekid 2 months ago
Watching this video really brought it home to me how little I tell people. I agreed with almost all of these.
chloerdot 2 months ago
here's some encouragement for the ppl who think they are in their situation alone:God's always with you and forgives you for your past mistakes!Even if you may think it's impossible to get over you aren't alone.There's many ppl who love you and they care even when you don't think anybody can see through your past mistakes.Jesus walked on water and rose from the dead to save us so you aren't alone in what you're feeling.I've dated a guy 4 years older than I was but know that God forgives me.
jellyroark1997 3 months ago
at 5:19 - story of my life!
at 5:48 - the struggle every night.
at 6:25 - ...
at 6:57 - i wish i could too
at 7:24 - im too nice
yeah...
TheSobstory 3 months ago
i'm 13 years old, im bi Daily i get phone calls from people saying rude stuff about how i like girls and guys. i cut, i pop pills i do anything. my friends say they know whwat im going through but they dont. i cant deal. i hate these caddy bitches. i watnt to punch all of them, i hate this:(
joejonaslover767 4 months ago
@joejonaslover767 I know. i was there. 3 months ago. but now.. im completely lost all together.
SleepTightNEVER 4 months ago
@DudethatGross .. im now 16 .. ive been in hospital many times.. what i didnt mention there because i was so mortified .. when i was 11 i was sexually abused , ive sorted all my shit out now .. but to keep myself happy i take drugs. Im still here for my mum .. your still a little kid. you and me have got alot of time to grow up and to live. i was badly heart broken. i didnt speak to anyone propally for months after. thank-you goodbye stranger , have a good life and be safe xx
yumijoy 5 months ago
@yumijoy So... DudethatGross is picking on you too? -.- Lol, he is a stupid snotbag xD
KatieKatieYo 5 months ago
im 13. i hate everybody except for my bestfriend , i cut myself everynight, im depressed and have thought about killing myself, my sister is always in and out of jail for something she didnt do, i go hme to see her high all the time . no matter what i do its not good enough. im on pills to make me relaxed. ive been in the hospital because my own mother thought i need help. the only reason why i dont kill myself, is cause i jsut dont have the guts.
fuckkyouu828 5 months ago
I'M SCARED OF RABBITS
buffy21033 5 months ago
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buffy21033 5 months ago
i cant stay committed to one relationship anymore i cheat on my bf or gf at the time and the worst part is i like it and i cut ive been cutting since i was 15 and im 18 now =(
nadiajoyable 5 months ago
wow teen secrets is an awsome video it opens your eyes to the pain kids are in that you cant see on there faces
nadiajoyable 5 months ago
I'm 14. I'm bisexual. this October would have made it 4 years the I was a "cutter". I have names carved into me. I'm still in love with my ex. I feel like nobody cares. I don't think I'm pretty. I have overdosed 5 times. I wish I would die already and save everyone the pain. I hurt the ones I love. I have fought addiction. I smoke. I party. I care too much about others and not myself...
isssues911 6 months ago
I will share a few of my secrets :
> The only thing that saves me from another suicide atempt is the replay of a conversaytion i had with my mentor/teacher who means the world to me and is like family and a b,ff
> I burn my self with a lighter and spoon when no one is there to save me from myself
> there are nights i go to sleep and wish id die in my sleep .
creekangel121 6 months ago
5:20 perfectly describes me...
Xx1Loves2Dance1xX 6 months ago
@massieblockisme I almost cried reading that Q.Q I'll be your bestfriend :] ♥ -Is Katieredangel on my new account- .-.
KatieKatieYo 6 months ago
i have to many secrets to fit in to 9 minutes
aokska 6 months ago
the only reason i havent commited suicide is because of my mum and gran...wouldnt be fair on them.
MrLiam55555 7 months ago
Im 13 My father in and out of jail and my mother beats me Because i act up and im doin bad in school but nobody understaands why my gandfather dead i never get to see my father and i feel my whole family hates me i smile at school and think it gonna help me get away but its not im still broken on the end side i thought about suicide i picked up a knife more then once one time when i was about to cut myself my mother walked in and acted like she wanted me to do it i feel like just dieing~sad girl
anikamccray 7 months ago
I lied, i cheated, i loved, i cut. My brother is 11, and he drowned. I wanted to die too. Until i met my boyfriend, Jason who changed everything. I have been in everyone's shoes before. I know how it feels. I want to help everyone. I'm here for everyone.
ashh060910 7 months ago
He played me like a game, 3 times, cause i loved him so much, and i hoped everytime again that he would be better to me, but that was just a dream that never will come true
EefKip 7 months ago
my parents are divorsed and i never get to see my dad and not see my dad has made my life a little bit easier and the divorse has made my life a little bit harder, but that doesnt stop me from anything
NARUTOSGIRLASHLEY 7 months ago
2 years ago, I was suicidal.
But, no one knows that I still think about it..
My mom would call me crazy and I'd only be bringing my friends down. I can't put that on them.
Something else; I honestly think I'm falling in love..
desbby143 7 months ago
i feel alone. no one gets it.
breadandbutterd 7 months ago
I see every sharp object as if they were made to be implements for my wrists.
cutie256454 7 months ago
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cutie256454 7 months ago
i have my crushes name cared so far into my thigh it will never go away. I'm sorry Ryan.
adimarie100 7 months ago
this is really sad. i love when people share their secrets because other people can relate to them and others get to know their not alone.
marleykaya15 7 months ago 7
aww this is soooo sad </3
237cupcake 7 months ago
i have no self esteem. i hate my body. i tell myself im not going to eat everyday. im depressed. i dont sleep. i like someone that will never like me. i smile on the outside when all i want to do it cry. sometimes i think about leaving this world. im 13.
1loveyoulongtime1 8 months ago
@1loveyoulongtime1
i'm 14 going to be 15. I was in your shoes, and still am. I think i'm the ugliest person in the world when everyone else thinks im beautiful. Always keep a smile, because if you frown once, you have to explain yourself, and thats so much more harder. Even thou smiling is hard too. Keep you're head up. We're all still young. Live your life, and dont be afraid to. It's too precious to get rid of.
ashh060910 7 months ago
@ashh060910
yes, i keep a constant smile on my face no matter how much i want to cry because i know the consequences of letting them see me frown. i feel sick when i look at my own body and when someone tells me otherwise i think that they are just lying to make me feel better. i hate food. i think i love the guy that i tell myself to give up on. but i will hold on to life, because just breathing a lone is what i owe to my mother who i could not live without.
1loveyoulongtime1 7 months ago
@1loveyoulongtime1
look in the mirror and tell yourself, 'i'm me.' tell yourself' i'm perfect.' Even if it's hard. I bet your very beautiful, and you're perfect the way you are. And don't ever give up. Giving up just means you may be too weak to love him. And your mother is very lucky to have you. Don't give up, girl.
ashh060910 7 months ago
@ashh060910
this made me cry, you are definitely are beautiful person if you could help someone as insignifigant as me when you are going through this yourself. i am weak, i can't look at myself without crying and i dont see myself good enough for the guy that i cant stop thinking about, but at the same time - i am strong. i put a smile on my face everyday, i hold my head up high. people have told me i am beautiful but i just dont see it. thankyou, i will never give up <3
1loveyoulongtime1 7 months ago
i have depression, my real dad isnt in my life, ive been told to die and to kill myself, ive been bullied n called nasty names, i get bullied bout the way i walk and tht i have a lisp. i try not to eat so i can be thin. i ran away 5 times before, i have no friends rite now,i wanna die and i tryed kill myself 6 times and im a cutter.been in a metal hostipal for thinkin bout killin my self. when my mom found out she cryed cuz it cuz of my so called friends tht helped cause this. sad thing is
im 12
awsomebubblesrox 8 months ago
@awsomebubblesrox
i can relate to most of what youve said. im depressed, i dont have my dad, i cut, ive been told to die, i try ot to eat either, but ive only thought of killing mself. im twelve too almost thirteen... the cutting is getting worse and worse but im trying to stop.
Br0kenXXinside 8 months ago
@awsomebubblesrox I was in your place when I was you're age and now I'm 16 every girl at school fears me it might seem like I have it all but none of the people that say were friends are my friends they are nothing but followers no matter what you do don't hold on to that bitterness it might be late for me but not you
yoyo94xo 7 months ago
I'm gay and in love with a girl with a boyfriend. I'm fighting him for her soon
h2ogurl1234 8 months ago
I'm scared that i'm really in love with him. He's been my first everything
DanserLove 8 months ago
It really does hurt my heart to read all of these comments about yalls life and how y'all feel. The main thing is that most of y'all are my sisters age, 12. Or 2 or 3 years older than her. I mean if anyone ever needs to just tell someone something, tell me. I'll do my best to help, just message me and if I don't get back to you right that second, just hold on for as long ad you can until I can get to you. I'll help.
systemisdisturbed 8 months ago
I've tried suicide 3 times...and I'll try it again. I cut...but its not a suicide attempt. Every day that goes by I get better at faking my smile. I cant bring myself to tell the ones I love that I hate my life and want to die. The saddest part- the ones I love, don't love me back :,(
GodsFall3nAngel 8 months ago
I was almost shot. I have PTSD and I am pregnant. I'm 14
h2ogurl1234 8 months ago
i smile everyday but really my insides are screaming suicide...if only someone cared
EvilPurpleUnicorn 8 months ago
I suffer with depression and cut since April of las year,i lost my mom at 8 years old,went to 3 mental hospitals,bisexual,ran away twice,failing 8th grade,did drugs,called a dumbass,anorexic and I attempt suicide each time i'm alone.The guy i love had his heart stolen by a girl who cheats on him and likes his bestfriend,big shock.
I'm just 13.
TheLindseyvalle 8 months ago
I should be happy but I'm not. I don't know why.
WalkingDeadWoman2 9 months ago
I'm 16, my parents separated when I was about 2 years old. My father used to beat me when my mother wasn't around. After they separated, my mother went back to her parents. I lived with my mother and grandparents, until my mother moved out. I've been bullied at school, they used to lock me in a room, beat me or throw stones at me. At home there were only fights and violence. I feel like I can't do anything good, that I'm not good enough. It hurts.
ShotForMyValentine 9 months ago
Im 16, and I wish i didnt have to live another day..it hurts so bad. every single moment.
ThiinForTheWiin 9 months ago
"I've thought about suicide."
"I'm in love head over heels with this boy but he would never give me a chance."
"My fake smile hides what I feel inside... Everyday."
"I think the world would be better without me."
"I'm Bi and have thought of cuttin' myself."
"All it takes is for someone to say "I care." and mean it."
"I only live to help people."
I relate to alot of these.
I'm only 12.
mrmanandstarry 9 months ago
I am 12. I hate most kids at my school. They are all whores & Jerks & Bitches ._.
I can be depressed. I escape from the real world & Try to be on my computer as much as I can because I am happier there T-T. I am not happy with me or the way I look :/
katieredangel 9 months ago 14
@katieredangel same only im 16
amb500u8787uu 6 months ago
@katieredangel watch your language.. Bro at least try to make some friends not be anti-social as shit and stay on the computer 24/7. You're only 12. Whores and jerks and bitches shouldn't be in your vocabulary. Lol. Like i said before, you're only 12. This is coming from a 14 year old. I don't have these problems...
DudethatGross 5 months ago
@DudethatGross Lol. Excuse me. But I've grown from then. x'D I'm 13 and I DO have friends, thank you very much c; Also, I can use any type of words I want x'D Im sorry I like to speak the truth. ~With love 'Katieredangel'<3
KatieKatieYo 5 months ago
@KatieKatieYo Thats good and it should stay that way :)
DudethatGross 5 months ago
I'm 14. My brother passed away a year ago. My other brother went to jail for at least 4 years. My father passed this March on the 31st. I've been cutting myself since, at least September. All I have is my mother now. I'm as happy as I could be around others.. But I cut, I think of suicide, I never stop. I've thrown my razor out a few days ago, but I'm longing for it again... I can never do right from all the wrong I've done. Mi dispiace, dad, brothers... I wish I would have told them... ;__;
InALandOfWonder 9 months ago
I am 15 and want love. I want a summer romance more than anything. To be totally crazy and just let loose and have FUN with someone. And I think i've found someone I can do that with. But he doesn't think of me, not at all. Nobody does. And I'm not saying that to get attention: nobody thinks of me in that way. never have, never will. I'm afraid i'll push any others away if i get too attached to him. But I'm even more scared that no one will come for me. That I'll have to stay forever alone.
Scarlet753 9 months ago
I am 15 and I've been starving myself for four months now. I've gone from a size 8 (womens) to a little under a size 4. Almost all my bones stick out, I find it painful to lay on my side because it puts such pressure on my hips and shoulders it feels like I've been in a car wreck the next morning. But I want more than anything to be thin.
soniador96 9 months ago
Im 18. I used to cut all the time. I felt hopeless and depressed. I wasnt enough for anyone i was fat piece of waste. I hurt ppl more and more when i cut but it became an addiction. I was sent to the hospital for a suicide attempt where i got a lot of help. If anyone wants to talk message me. im here and i even have video on my page. if u dont believe me
Aceofspanes 9 months ago
Im 11. People see me as a seet and kind girl. But what I see is diffrent. At school I fake smiles and laughter every day of my life. Im bisexual... and I cut myself.... im not proud of myself but I do what I have to do to escape. My bet friend (Anna) and my boyfriend know that I am bisexual and i cut myself. They try to help me with everything but not any progress has came up, the depression and everything else is too much. I want help but im too scared to ask for it. That is all i have to say..
brokeNCYDE123568 9 months ago
Im 13. My mom's an alcoholic and says im the cause of her drinking. She passes out everynight and smokes her life away. I beg her to stop but she wont listen. She chooses alcohol and ciggarettes over her own family. My dad is abusive, emotionally and physically. Im never good enough for him. He's never wrong & Im never right in his eyes. He yells, throws things, and leaves me & my mom. I have no one to talk to, no where to turn. I cant trust anybody. No one understands. .
210vannah 9 months ago
Im 14 I love my ex who just broke up with me last night and I wish I could get him back. I will do anything to get him back he was one of the guys that I've dated that I actually care about.
madison5678900 9 months ago
im 14. the beginning of this year i starved myself to bones. now i eat, i dont know why, but i throw up. i have scars on my knuckles from this. ive cut since i was 11. i lost 2 best friends. ive attempted suicide and still wonder if i should. i cry when i look in the mirror. i regret losing my virginity. i wish i could be like those normal skinny girls.
SuperKendralicious 10 months ago
omg i used to love aladdin too. Heres mine : I was in an abusive relationship for 3.5 yrs and never left because he made me feel worthless. Im in therapy for : cutting, EDNOS, BDD, pain killer addiction, binge drinking, self hate and more. Some guy saved me he made me realize that life is worth living & I deserve to be treated well. I am in love with him and he lives 6 hours away and has no idea that I do, what I have been threw or that he saved my life. I'm here if anyone ever needs to talk to.
myj0urney 10 months ago
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myj0urney 10 months ago
I'm a 14 year old suicidal cutting teenmom. I'm trying to make her life better but it's ruining mine. I'm bisexual and in love with a guy and a girl.
h2ogurl1234 10 months ago
I tell myself that tomorrow I won't eat but I always fail and i have cut myself on and off for the past five years
christianteen92 10 months ago
I am twelve i cry my self to sleep every night I cut myself I am in love with my best friend but he hates me now I have no ther friends really my family hates each other and ive almost killed myself 3 times
aishop1213141516 10 months ago
I am a 15yr old teen mom and i never met my parents. I have attempted suicide 8 times and i hope sometime i wont fail. i act so happy to hide my sadness, suicidalness and my cutting.
h2ogurl1234 10 months ago
I'm 15, and adopted. I hate myself inside and out. I think I'm a terrible person. My grandparents hate me, and my father has tried to kill me as an infant. I'm in love with this boy who is probably lying to me. I think I'm fat and ugly, and I have cut myself many times. I have a scar on the inside of my wrist, that's a broken heart. I have thought about committing suicide, but I just can't. I love /Him/ too much to do it....
xxMinnie1995 10 months ago
around others, i act like a very happy 16 year old girl, but when im alone, i hate myself and wish i wasn't around.
courtykimmie12 10 months ago
i am 14. i just started cutting in January. i only have one best friend and she killed herself last month, she was the only person who really loved me. i tried to commit suicide on sunday, im all alone
TheZeroPWNS 10 months ago
My secret: I'm the "other" child.
ThexCookiexMonsterx1 11 months ago
I've cut myself 9 times... Bullying was very bad in my old school... I'd considering shooting myself for awhile, but... I can't...
pie884 11 months ago
If anyone needs someone to talk to or just a friend just inbox me....I can help I hate seeing people go through the same thing I am all alone.
xXBlackRoseBurialXx 11 months ago
i am 13. i have been cutting myself sence i was 10. in 5th grade i attempted suicide. i have been diagnosed with depression. i seem happy and perfect on the outside, but all my smiles are fake. and the only ones who notice anything cut themselvs too.
lavenderpeacelover 11 months ago
I absolutely love my boyfriend. I cut myself. I sometimes take un-needed pills, I drink, I smoke, I've been cheated on, I've cheated once. The only reason I'M not killing myself is because even though I'd be dead, I'd miss my boyfriend so much<3. And he'd be terrified.
selfxinflictedxx 11 months ago
To anyone that feels like no one cares.
There is someone out there who wants to care for you and who is just waiting to find you or has already found you and just waiting for you to let them in.
I am here for anyone that wants to talk.
But seriously I know what it feels like to feel alone and that no one cares but you will find one or more people in your life that care about you and will stick by you through anything...
MelJade747 11 months ago
I am 14. I am a cutter, my mom left i live with my dad, i feel like no one cares about me i have tried to commit suicide twice, i have had my heart broken multiple times, i am still in love with my ex even though he cheated on me, i don't want to be a virgin, I hate my life, i want to die
Lovedawn97 11 months ago
I've forgotten.
Akiraaaification 11 months ago
My dad's moved country, and is forcing me to live with him. My mum knows I've cut for two years, but hasn't done anything about it, all she tells me is that I'm stupid, and selfish. I have no real friends. Every night before I go to bed, I tell myself that tomorrow I won't eat but I always fail, I fail myself.
durpdevillers 11 months ago
-sigh-
I was jeolous of my friend, because of her going out with a guy I have liked for 3 years. They broke up, I would smile. I found out they like each other again.
I want to run away, leave, anything but stay. But I don't. I stay because of him.
Myax0Lixue 1 year ago
Taylorswiftbabey 1 year ago
2-3 weeks ago i was kicked out of my house, by my mom.I moved to a place i didnt even know, i moved in with people i barely knew. Since then i have tried over dosing once and i have burned my arm with a lighter. My boyfriend who loves in England is the only one who sees that i am unhappy without telling him, all i want to do is be next to him. i feel that i am unwanted by my parents and that they dont even care. I want help but i dont know how to ask for it. i want to stop feeling this way. :'[
KrissyKrossy92 1 year ago
@KrissyKrossy92 Are you going to move to England for him? or don't you have the money?
xXAtomQueenXx 1 year ago
@xXAtomQueenXx im moving to england for him
KrissyKrossy92 1 year ago
I just found out I'm moving across state, away from my boyfriend, best friends, and the move broke up my family, because my aunt wanted us to stay down here. Now it's just our little 5 person family, even though I never got along with any of them except my grandpa, who died 2 months ago. I've cut myself, I've attempted suicide. I've been threatened, told I needed a psychiatrist, and hurt more than you could think of. And no one's ever been able to help me with it, because I've never told anyone.
ShirlaIsASquirrel 1 year ago
it makes me feel so sad when people talk about wanting to die. i've felt like that before and cutting yourself doesn't help, it will only screw yourself over in the long run. things will get better, im sure of it. for example, me and my boyfriend broke up and i wanted to kill myself and i actually almost did. but we ended up getting back together and we've been going on for 8 months now :) so dont trip because your bi, fat, or "ugly", because everyone is beautiful in their own special way♥
amandaluvgymnastics 1 year ago
@amandaluvgymnastics the only reason i'm alive is because i used cut myself.. :/
MsVampireFreak123 1 year ago
@MsVampireFreak123 yeah i used to too ://
amandaluvgymnastics 1 year ago
I acually want my dad to die.
ilovehollis2 1 year ago
I tell my mum and dad on the phone that I am fine here at uni by myself.
Truth is since being here I've developed bulimia and have started self harming again. I can't bare to tell them I'm not as strong as I made out I would be. I feel I'm letting everyone down.
winchesterxwolf 1 year ago
"My fake smile hides what I feel inside... everyday."
"I'm Bi."
"I seem to have a great life with great friends and everything but I wish I had a different like or that I was just never born."
"I'm only happy on the outside."
"It's easier to be depressed than happy... my smiles are fake."
"All it takes, is for someone to say "I CARE." And mean it."
..And more.
All me. And I'm 12.
mrmanandstarry 1 year ago
Im 14 , im bi , i love my bestfriend. i cut myself , ive been in hospital due to trying to kill myself with a load of pills. my heart has been broken by the same boy for over 2 years now. i drink to be happy. and the only reson i don't kill myself is because i need to be there for my mum.
yumijoy 1 year ago 27
@yumijoy I'm fourteen and I might be gay but I'm bi at the very least. It doesn't matter. High school sucks. If your heart was broken for tow years now, firstly that means you think you have the possibility of finding love in middle school.lol. Secondly, that means you think you had a relationship at twelve. Oh please... I don't drink because that's f-ing stupid as far as life decisions go. Grow up. Loving your straight friend sucks, whining about it sucks more. For her.
lxXDobbyXxl 1 year ago
@yumijoy I'm 17...if you want to share stories, or need any help, inbox me..and if you'd like i'll share my story with you too.
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caitlincoolification 11 months ago
@yumijoy LOL you cut yourself get your priorities straight and you're not gonna "BE THERE FOR YOUR MUM" if you drink and cut your self silly. if your so called heart has been broken, then why not get revenge on him... I mean for fucks sake. Im 14 as well, and i dont have these problems.
DudethatGross 5 months ago
I cut myself last night and i think i need stitches but im scared to ask my mom to take me to the hospital and now im really tired and out of it from the blood loss.
Fxckedxandxcut 1 year ago
this is a message fror one of my best friends she use to cut her self and she started to cut herself when she was 9 and she died when she was 16 and she died on her sweet 16 right in front of everyone
diablo22233222 1 year ago
i cutter because i let my boyfriend go to iraq and a month later i got a call that he is died thats why i cut and i havent loved anyone scenc then i hate my life
diablo22233222 1 year ago
I hate it when teenagers cut themselves. It's like, high school sucks. Life sucks. We're all angsty and hate everyone. ALL of us, get over it already. It's just stupid to think any of this will matter in four years anyways
lxXDobbyXxl 1 year ago
@lxXDobbyXxl get over it? you clearly dont know what the hell your talking about, it takes a lot more than just "getting over it"
14lovelife 1 year ago
Send me a message if you need help! I'm here! Someone cares! Remember you are beautiful no matter what anyone says!
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karebear4Christ 1 year ago
There's a kid in my class and everyone thinks we r friends, but he calls me fat and stupid everyday, and he thinks it's funny, but I wanna cry
4cat521 1 year ago
0:26,0:58, 1:25, 2:38 , 3:09 , 4:26 ,4:31 ,5:19 (except they dont think im perfect), 5:46, 7:22 and im only 10 years old
pearlmoonprincess 1 year ago
I think that I need to see a therapist or a psychologist because I take really bad sad turns and I tried to slit my wrists once but none of my family understand what I am going thru. My bro started drinking at 13 and smokin about then too. We used to hav to bring him back from parties and he couldn't even stand up. Something from those experiences made me who I am bit there is something wrong and I know it. It feels so good just to share that with someone. I am actually crying now.
indiekid41 1 year ago
"I always used to think that Aladdin Disney character was hot" AGREED haha
fefefan4life 1 year ago
You seem upset... Kill yourself
lceus 1 year ago
I'm not okay.
t5v87oy9 1 year ago
id change myself in a heartbeat if someone would love me
tummyissues17 1 year ago
i feel lost and alone all the time but no one knows
tummyissues17 1 year ago
i started cutting when i was 12 its been a year now ive developed a drug habbit an eating disorder and am cutting deeper and more than ever before.
along with the 2 suicide attempts.
and the only thing that really makes me happy is waching other people in physical pain.
lifes a bitch and then you die (: x
alyisiiiswird 1 year ago
0:27 and 7:14 is how i feel.
FutureMsLeto 1 year ago
i cut myself to get through all the shit that happens throught the day, especially with school an its all just gettin worse. this really hit home as i feel the same as alot of these :(
batonamat098 1 year ago
I am 12. on the surface everything is fine. star athlete, 4.0 gpa, besties with the popular girls. at home, i am a cutter, i am in love but not with my own boyfriend, my heart has been broken multiple times, and my boyfriend wants my virginity for christmas
emilysmith000 1 year ago 17
@emilysmith000 and i have an eating disorder
emilysmith000 1 year ago
@emilysmith000 i had the same thing hunnie your not alone xx
alyisiiiswird 1 year ago
@emilysmith000 Your boyfriend (no offence) sounds like an asshole, your only 12! your not in a very good situation...if you like you can talk to me, even though you dont know me, its sometimes easier to talk to a stranger.
xXAtomQueenXx 1 year ago
@emilysmith000 You're 12... how are you "in love"? No offence.
iWasTheEndOfHer 7 months ago
@iWasTheEndOfHer
no. you obviously dont understand the point of this if you are questioning the source of someones pain. it may not be the type of love you are thinking (the love that adults share) but love is an ageless art of happiness and pain. whatever your age, whether you are 12 or 40, you can love someone.
1loveyoulongtime1 7 months ago
Wow ! Loads of these are like little secrets of my own :| except the cutting ones but alot of the rest. Its sad what some teens go through :/
slamin213 1 year ago
alot of teens are cutting themselves now a days ...
Tabbiebabii54 1 year ago
oh my this made me cry.
i mean my friends think my boyfriend is cheating on me.
but i think of it as nothing.. i dont know what to do. i love him and i dont want to let him go. but it hurts everytime i know hes around his ex or anything. im not the normal cheerleader. everyone says they're life is great. but its not! they have so much more they hide than what people see.. trust me!! drunk moms, cheating bfs, drunks dad, and more.. i just dont know anymore
skittles20104life 1 year ago
What's the song.
barbieluvr818 1 year ago
@Lifeseasyyeahright
Me too. I really do love my parents, but when it comes to dealing with shit they can't handle it.
PC336 1 year ago
ive been depressed for 2 yrs and ive done stupid shiht to get the people i love back :'(
Emmy1111111111 1 year ago
@Emmy1111111111 - Hugs. Please make an appointment with a licensed therapist about how depressed you've been feeling for the past two years. If you're still in high school, please talk with your guidance counselor on the next school day. There is treatment for those with depression. Please be well.
Jannsmith 1 year ago
@Jannsmith i do go to councilars and im on anti depresants
Emmy1111111111 1 year ago
@Emmy1111111111 - Bless you that you have sought help. I'm older and take antidepressants, too. Unfortunately, there is no panacea/cure-all so that I must do some positive self-talk such as changing a negative thought to a positive. For example, "I am not worthy" could be changed to "I am a worthwhile person". That was what I learned in a partial care/hospitalization program.
Jannsmith 1 year ago
These are really meaningful.. I'm 12 and I'm bi, and I've been depressed for 2 years because I have Asperger's Syndrome. 6:32 really spoke to me too.
PC336 1 year ago
@PC336 - I'm sorry that you are having such a difficult time. Please talk with your mom or dad about the sadness in which you're dealing. I had a tough time while in middle school, actually from elementary through high school, and it was difficult for me fit in and feel comfortable at school. I'd experienced "bully by exclusion" (from social activities) and such. If you don't get support services from school, please look into that, too.
Jannsmith 1 year ago
this is sad.. and it's true that a lot of people feel like this..
stephykinsthewolf 1 year ago
We really are SO amazing, and SO strong... you have to start at the bottom to climb to the top.
ShivaDea 1 year ago
I cried like a baby watching this video -_-
sararocks10 1 year ago
I only eat because of one person, but she lives two hours away and when she's gone I spin out of control. My family only makes things worse. I wish I could just be skinny enough
EmzilyD 1 year ago
@EmzilyD - Please eat in a healthy way for yourself as you are worth it. I actually have a problem with compulsive eating and sometimes feel a self-loathing (self-hatred) that I don't deserve to eat a healthy diet but must remind myself that it's the self-esteem issues and past difficulties that cause me to think that way. For resources about eating disorders: Something Fishy. Please take good care of yourself.
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zara3f 1 year ago
what was the song in the beginng?
XminiamandaXX 1 year ago
@XminiamandaXX
The Truth by Good Charlotte.
Athenaxxx3 1 year ago
heyyya i know what you mean and tbh i understand you as well i am going throung exactly the same situation rite now and i dnt know what to do i feel the same as you but also i am not sure about my sexuality tbh i nt sure wat i am x
111lonelygirl 1 year ago
I have a secret and I told my bff, but now she hates me and told 3 other people it and I want to tell my parents, but they'll get involved too much. And I want to tell my boyfriend my secret, but he might hate me if I tell him it...
... I don't know what do do!
mewmewlover9 1 year ago
My secret: I'm bi, and only one person knows I wish I could just tell everyone but my mum would kill me.
Lifeseasyyeahright 1 year ago
@Lifeseasyyeahright - It must be so difficult to deal with the feelings of being bi and also feeling to worried about how your mum would react. My take on it is that it is really no one's business about one's gender preference. She doesn't actually need to know. If you talk with her about it then that's your decision, but I personally don't believe that it's necessary. Please talk with a counselor about it though.
Jannsmith 1 year ago
@Jannsmith - Just to add a correction to my previous message since I'm such a stickly for my own grammar that I mean to say "... feeling too (related to a excessively or also) worried about..." Grammar was always very important in my house ;)
Jannsmith 1 year ago
@Jannsmith - Sorry, but I meant to say "stickler" in my last post :)
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triplequeen 1 year ago
ive cut 6 times. i love mi x more thn mi current tho he hates me now bc i cheated on him.every thinks im perific but somtimes i wish i was never born i wanna become anerxic its mi bithday today and no one care... not evan mi family.. i belive me and mi bf r moving to fast and mi brother hates me i hate who i am and i hate me and mi life...
MaddyTwilighter123 1 year ago
3:11 was what I kept telling myself yesterday...... </3
ChickRocker1320 1 year ago
I like someone who I will never have. Damn age difference.
PassTheSkittles 1 year ago
all my firends like one of my firends boyfirends and she doesnt treat him nice....i wish one of us would have a chance
chikaanya123 1 year ago
zoneshatter19 thanks for the support but its hard when the one person that knows whats going on in ur heart cant even help you.
SynysterGates93 1 year ago
My secret: I blame myself for my mothers death, even though the doctors told me it wasn't.
zoneshatterer19 1 year ago
heres my secret. ive been anerexic for 3 months, i just started making myself barf, and i do it just so i dont have to b hurt anymore
xgoodgirl1114xx 1 year ago
@xgoodgirl1114xx You don't have to hurt. You have friends. If anybody bugs you, you stand defient. Don't let words crush you.
zoneshatterer19 1 year ago
4:41, i know how that feels like.
kayleeqio 1 year ago
im belemic but nobody new untill 2 weeks ago
supergirl135hmh 1 year ago
i wish i could tell her how i still love her, and that im sorry for me messing up our relationship the first time we dated
systemisdisturbed 1 year ago
This made me cry a lot, it has like the 99% of my secrets :(
dasilita 1 year ago
1.17 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I KNOW THAT FEELING!!!
KuntOut 1 year ago
this made me...cry?
wow
what was the last song?
MitokoxShane 1 year ago
I can relate to 7:46 .......
lightsnum1fanCP 1 year ago
6:53 So true! I hate peanuts! >:( They taste weird. >0<
KawaiiReaper 1 year ago
I love you, but you think I'm just a joke...
HarumiHeart 1 year ago
5:20 This is the one that really stood out to me.
LyriKohai 1 year ago