Siblings Are Permanent (Sora & Roxas)

[MLLAkuroku4ever]

That was great. It's so hard not to cry when you watch this vid. I love how you dedicated it to you bro. I salute you for being so awesome.

[demyx44sora]

i watched the vid again to understand it better and i also read the discription this time and omg that is really sad. T^T im trying so hard not to cry as i type this and watch this vid. TT^TT

[meveryrandom]

*tear* omg this is so sad, almost made me cry *sniff*

[Vixen0705]

- hands a tissue -

... thank you so much for watching, sweetie.

- hugs -

I apologize for the deluge of saline I have thus caused. Or almost caused. Either way, I present you with a box of Kleenex, in tandem with my gratitude for being kind enough to watch and comment in the first place.

( another hug is thrown in for good measure )

[demyx44sora]

oh my gosh this was such an amazing vid i love it, its soo sweet. but i was wondering who is the girl with wigs and the person at 1:11

[meveryrandom]

yuna. shes from FF

[demyx44sora]

k thanks, i just was wondering who the hell she was if its supposed to be about roxas and sora

[Vixen0705]

It's Monty Oum's version of Rinoa from The Dead Fantasy Series (you can type said criteria into the search bar for clips and such) where she happens to have been granted angel wings and such, which I thought fitting as I needed someone angelic looking to serve as a plausible transition/personification of death and its corresponding departure.

- runs off to respond to other comment -

[demyx44sora]

k thanks that makes more sense. thanks, ^_^

[HuesOfHazel]

I really wanna cry now. I can relate.

God bless you.

[FairyofCritics]

Wonderful!I can really relate to this.

[QueenOfDreaming]

Worth breaking a promise to never see someone cry.

I couldn't always tell who was supposed to be singing - Roxas in the first part and then Sora? - but it didn't matter. These poor guys.

[obsessed09]

GAH! VIXEN! your videos are so GOOD, and this one was no exception- AMAZING!- but it was sooooo sad... -sob- i despise sad endings...gee, maybe that's why reality is so hard to deal with... anyway, you're amazing! i hope your brother liked this, it was so sweet! -C.A.

[Vixen0705]

Thank you, dearie! And I do apologize for plaguing you with another unhappy ending. Rest in the assurance that the video was actually made to celebrate my brother's unyielding loyalty (in, of course, addition to paying homage to those in situations like my brother where they must watch a sibling or family member struggle with something less than ideal) and not intended to concentrate on the permanence of death.

[Vixen0705]

Neither one of us plan on dying anytime soon, so you have nothing to worry about, m'dear.

The ending evolved subconsciously, I swear.

Probably in part due to the fact that the artist - David Cook - was writing this song for his brother (who really did have brian cancer) and the tragically passed on a few months ago.

Thankfully, he lived to see the release of this album and, obiously, his brother winning American Idol.

[kairiXyuna94]

beautiful 5/5 roxas and sora are the bomb

[Vixen0705]

Thank you, m'dear!

- glomps of gratitude are called for -

This was my first time ever using Roxas clips to any great extent. He's made cameos in my other vids before, but never held down a starring role.

I was unaware he was in the possession of so many good facial expressions.

... And allegedly Sora can look pretty pissed off, too. Which also managed to throw me for a loop.

Out of orbit, in fact.

- glomps once more for emphasis -

[Jpal213]

ah, this video was very heart touching *Sniffle* your videos always have strong emotion, it gets me every time.

[Vixen0705]

I have been celebrating in the wake of this comment for the past twenty four hours (and will continue to do so until the end of time ... or something close to it.)

I am elated to see that I somehow managed to convey adequate emotion through my trials and tribulations concerning the Vegas interface. And I am even /more/ elated that you attribute this characteristic to more than one of my videos!

... Marry me, please?

I'd like to have your internet babies, if you don't mind.

[Jpal213]

I'll be more then happy to marry you. please take my heart as yours.

[fallinrain13]

cute!

this is definitely one of those deviant videos! everyone does shipping videos and whatnot but this is amazing and just perfect :D

*favs*

[Vixen0705]

- giggles with glee -

A Deviant Video!

I love it! That should be a new genre!

(But ... then it wouldn't be truly 'deviant,' now would it? LOLZ - analytical ponderings, for the win!)

I actually have a playlist called 'Essentially Eccentric,' since I love being thrown of guard. However, it's currently being over run with VOCALOID vids because the concept of singing robots was foreign to me until last night ... I must edit such things.

YAY A FAV OMGSH I LOVE YOU!

[fallinrain13]

you're welcome!! 8D

Vocaloid is pretty kewl also!! lolz

[ReadingChick02]

You're so lucky to have a sibling who supports you when you need it, and this video was a fantastic tribute to someone who deserves it. :D

[angelsinflight14]

<333 Vixen, I remember reading your fanfiction concerning Roxas and Kairi and terminal brain cancer once before and nearly falling out once more from how you tend to put things in perspective.

I know your Geek Freak brother cares about you more than anything (despite all attempts to push suicide xD), and that the same works vice-versa. If I had a sibling of my own, that's how I would want it to be.

Whenever he sees this, I get the feeling he'll sniffle some more. Like I did.

[Vixen0705]

I spared him the embarrassment.

I sent him the link via Instant Messenger.

(As opposed to, ya know, the phone.)

I'm not sure if he sniffled, but I got a "glomp" in response, which is all the recognition I needed, really.

The rest he's demonstrated through years of putting up with me. XD

PRIVATE JOKE/AUTHOR'S NOTE

HOPE IS JOKING ABOUT PUSHING SUICIDE! WE NOW KNOW NOT TO READ INTO THAT!

... Ha, at least Vixen does, at any rate. XD

[gelupeh]

omggg AHHHH VIXENNN. DDDDDDDDDDDD:

th-that was amazing. I loved how you put it together. and I got all teary-eyed, too.

(..y-your brother doesn't have cancer, does he?!!??! DDDD:)

[Vixen0705]

OH GOODNESS NO!

Connie, if Geek Freak had cancer, I ...

... I don't even know what I'd do.

... succumbing to a nervous breakdown comes to mind ...

No, he's perfectly fine.

I made this for him because he was always the pillar of strength when I was/am the sickly one.

And I chose to convey such through cancer because I've known people who have fought quite valiantly with the disease only to - well, I won't say lose, because they didn't lose, they simply went home.

CONTINUED

[Vixen0705]

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Also, I am aware that there a many, many diseases that can prove to be terminal - which is why I almost did not specifically mention cancer as the cause of death.

But David Cook - the artist of this beautiful song - just lost his brother to cancer recently - as every rabid American Idol fan knows (I am among them) - so I ultimately decided to specify such, since that was the original intent of the song.

[Vixen0705]

CONTINUED

... Goodness, I can't shut up. XD

I think, knowing that David wrote this song specifically for his brother, probably played into my inspiration while making this vid.

The roles just happen to be reversed, is all.

Oh, and minus the cancer.

That was more of a side tribute to those who ultimately lose their siblings/loved ones to whatever sickness they are plagued with.

But I made this to pay homage to my brother's dedication. Not illness.

-hugs-

[gelupeh]

Ohh, I see! Goodness, I was so worried there. ;;

Yeah, I've never watched AI. xD; ahahaha.

[lolitadoll1203]

A real tear jerker! I love it. ^^ And the storyline's amazing.

[Vixen0705]

Thank You, Darling!

I am glad you watched and enjoyed!

And took the initiative to leave a comment, too!

-is extremely thankful-

-bows to prove point-

This calls for cookies.

-offers up a cookie of friendship-

New Bosom Buddies, Y/Y?

[Vixen0705]

CONTINUED

(And - SQUEE - you liked the story line! This makes me even MORE elated, if such things are at all possible by this point.)

-glomps-

[TheonlyDoylie]

<3 I'm sure you're brother adores this. And your Tagline... I'm pretty sure I'm keeping that forever. And making it my facebook status right now.

I'm so glad you're uploading more videos, hun. <3

[Vixen0705]

And I am glad you are watching them!

(I still have that listed as one of my goals, by the way: to watch and comment on every single one of doylie's videos once I get better. This will happen. It will. Because I said so.)

Geek Freak hasn't watched this yet.

Time Zone Difference.

I don't believe he is yet awake.

(CONTINUED)

[Vixen0705]

(CONTINUED)

I played this song for him in the car, once, while meandering around the state of Washington, and I heard sniffles originating from the back seat.

Though I'm pretty sure they were out done by my own ...