HEY!! I'm a shy type n so is my older brother and we do not hit girls, if anything we hit the guys who do hit girls it makes my blood boil when guys do
Thank you :) I would have liked to show the street and garden, but I was a little concerned about security! Like, I don't think it would be wise to show everyone on youtube where I live, sorry! :)
@avaadore44 wahhaha true true... but I thought (for some reason, don't know why) that, in Germany, you were living with Rob, so I kind of thought like "why isn't she staying with her parents, because that would be so much easier" (o^_^o)
I hope your life's getting better.. Really this suits you so much better, because in one of the videos you said that you wanted to help in poor countries (Afghanistan maybe..?) and that sounded soo sweet and good, and watching videos about you going on an on about only cosmetics didn't really seem to suit that idea.. Like you!! (o^_^o)
You are such a sweet girl! I'm glad to hear that you are happy and living a simplistic life (the way it should be) Oh, and if your boyfriend is up to it, you should introduce him! x
haha that wall seems like an awesome idea, I see some crazy adverts.. actually i saw one in my magazine today, it was for whitening toothpaste, it said "So your teeth can be whitest white, even if you aren't" or something :| But was meant to be refering to 'innocence' of some cheeky man in the advert.... but thats really not obvious unless you look at the picture in the advert. insane!!
Hey! Das tut so gut sowas zu hören, Ich dachte alle sind total sauer auf mich wenn Ich aufhöre mit dem ganzen bla bla I went to Lush and I bought this and this and this etc.
Ich wünsch dir auch alles gute, und es freut mich total dass es andere Leute gibt die genau so denken wie ich, und dass nicht alle auf youtube solche sind wie Allthatglitters21 etc.
I would, but unfortunately I'm not totally innocent in this and I didn't deal with it very well, basically I just went to England, and although we'd broken up he still kept calling me and stuff, but by then I was seeing other guys, so in the end I basically just "cheated on him" (although I don't think it counts since we weren't together any more) so definitely not a good way to deal with it!!
Are you in the same situation? I hope not! If you are, please message me!
@avaadore44 ahh I see. Well tbh, even though you did just leave and go to England, I think that was a very smart thing to do. I dont know much about things like that but it dosnt seem as messy and as hard as having to deal with something like that head on.
And I'm not in the same situation, I thought it might sound like i was ahha ;s However I thought it would be good for future reference, Just incase:)
Also, I really love your new vids, loved them before but now I think they are fab :)
I am really glad that you are so happy now, you deserve it. I had no idea about Rob, he seemed such a nice guy. Thats so horrible that he hit you, thanks for sharing that with us. Im looking forward of the new videos.
wow, i admire you for having had the courage to break through that terrible relationship.. i know exactly what you mean, you pretend to be the happiest most normal person, but only you knew the hell you were living through.. and i understand why you'd wanna fill your life with superficial stuff just to stop thinking about what was going on, to have little excitements kind of thing..
in spanish we say "despues de la tormenta siempre viene la calma" and i'm glad you've passed the storm..
wow, i admire you for having had the courage to break through that terrible relationship.. i know exactly what you mean, you pretend to be the happiest most normal person, but only you knew the hell you were living through.. and i understand why you'd wanna fill your life with superficial stuff just to stop thinking about what was going on, to have little excitements kind of thing..
in spanish we say "despues de la tormenta siempre viene la calma" and i'm glad you've passed the storm..
wow, i admire you for having had the courage to break through that terrible relationship.. i know exactly what you mean, you pretend to be the happiest most normal person, but only you knew the hell you were living through.. and i understand why you'd wanna fill your life with superficial stuff just to stop thinking about what was going on, to have little excitements kind of thing..
in spanish we say "despues de la tormenta siempre viene la calma" and i'm glad you've passed the storm..
you SHOULD be a "massive" feminist, grrl! i understand all your sentiments in this video but don't beat yourself up too much about the consumerism part of things, i definitely didn't see your previous haul videos as crude flashing of wealth, or whatevs.
I'm glad you have figured things out in your life. Glad to hear you got out of that abusive relationship also. I never thought you were "vacummless" I enjoy your vids keep them coming ! Oh btw I love your wall of shame!
@jfkkorky She said "vacuous" not "vacummless". Meaning she was afraid she came off looking like an empty minded idiot, like someone who might like to pretend to be really original and unique, complain about how hard their life is then head off to Sephora and come back to talk about cosmetics and walk around saying things like vacummless in all seriousness. You know, vacuous. :P
Yeah well, I guess that doesn't mean that everything was good with us though on the inside... I always pretended I was so happy but it was a pretty bad two years!
Well, whatever. Your figure was incredible. The media establishment doesn't allow men to see femininely shaped and toned women in bikinis, anymore. (They seem to want us to develop a taste for concentration camp victims and teenage boys.) You have nothing to be ashamed of.
Your accent seems less German, now. Have you been traveling?
I KNOW THIS GIRL! HA HA ask me and i'll dish the dirt. Did you know she was wrong about my internet? It is indeed superior. HA live that one down ava.
HEY!! I'm a shy type n so is my older brother and we do not hit girls, if anything we hit the guys who do hit girls it makes my blood boil when guys do
Ericules555 3 months ago
I would have loved to see the street and the garden. I love the way you seem to live. It seems like you're very free.
layla302 1 year ago
@layla302
Thank you :) I would have liked to show the street and garden, but I was a little concerned about security! Like, I don't think it would be wise to show everyone on youtube where I live, sorry! :)
avaadore44 1 year ago
@avaadore44 Oh, I totally understand! :) there are some nut jobs out there. I just love seeing vids of the streets of England!
layla302 1 year ago
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Lol!! "the wall of shame", Brilliant!! :D
PhabiolaMacabre 1 year ago
Lol!! "the wall of shame", Brilliant!! :D
PhabiolaMacabre 1 year ago
Why don;t you actually live with your parents..? Wouldn't that be a lot easier for you ? :)
nyachankawaii 1 year ago
@nyachankawaii
Well my parents live in Germany, and I live in England (go to college there) so that would be kinda hard!!
avaadore44 1 year ago
@avaadore44 wahhaha true true... but I thought (for some reason, don't know why) that, in Germany, you were living with Rob, so I kind of thought like "why isn't she staying with her parents, because that would be so much easier" (o^_^o)
nyachankawaii 1 year ago
@nyachankawaii
Oh yeah, that's cause they kicked me out sort of. Moved in with their partners, not enough rooms etc..
avaadore44 1 year ago
@avaadore44 ohw, yeah, I get it :)..
nyachankawaii 1 year ago
I love living simple too!:D you should maybe make a video with your new bf :)
nyachankawaii 1 year ago
I hope your life's getting better.. Really this suits you so much better, because in one of the videos you said that you wanted to help in poor countries (Afghanistan maybe..?) and that sounded soo sweet and good, and watching videos about you going on an on about only cosmetics didn't really seem to suit that idea.. Like you!! (o^_^o)
nyachankawaii 1 year ago
@nyachankawaii
Awww thank you! Yeah things are a lot better now, so I can actually focus on doing useful stuff.. not just cosmetics stuff!!
avaadore44 1 year ago
yayyy backk!:D
nyachankawaii 1 year ago
I am happy that your life is falling into place and every thing is working out...
livegorgeouslygreen 1 year ago
was that "creepy art" in your living room Dali?
looked like :]
laceandpearls92 1 year ago
@laceandpearls92
No that was Rene Magritte, another surrealist!
avaadore44 1 year ago
@avaadore44 Gotcha, they're look really similar.
laceandpearls92 1 year ago
You are such a sweet girl! I'm glad to hear that you are happy and living a simplistic life (the way it should be) Oh, and if your boyfriend is up to it, you should introduce him! x
6stuckinlimbo6 1 year ago
i think i like this ava better than the old one..WELCOME BACK!
evileyez504 1 year ago
So sorry to hear about Rob! I'm glad you could move on and live a good life now! Cant wait for your future videos!
Emilyheartsyou53 1 year ago
haha that wall seems like an awesome idea, I see some crazy adverts.. actually i saw one in my magazine today, it was for whitening toothpaste, it said "So your teeth can be whitest white, even if you aren't" or something :| But was meant to be refering to 'innocence' of some cheeky man in the advert.... but thats really not obvious unless you look at the picture in the advert. insane!!
bruisedpetal 1 year ago
@bruisedpetal
Haha oh my God!!! The advertising team for that was obviously REALLY naive or REALLY sly....
avaadore44 1 year ago
I'm so glad you're back! Love your new hair btw!
Tonerose1 1 year ago
und natürlich ist es ein simples leben mit wenig.
sei stolz auf dich und free your mind and all that stuff :D
darealpummelfee 1 year ago
ich kann das jetzt nicht so gut auf englisch sagen .. ich kann aber alles verstehen was du sagt ;) :
also ich finde es wirkt so als ob du deinen weg richtig gut machst und ich wünsche dir dabei alles liebe , viel licht und liebe !
es ist sooo unglaublich interessant zu sehen wie du dich verändert hast...
und ich erkenne mich wirklich wieder in dir ;)
darealpummelfee 1 year ago
@darealpummelfee
Hey! Das tut so gut sowas zu hören, Ich dachte alle sind total sauer auf mich wenn Ich aufhöre mit dem ganzen bla bla I went to Lush and I bought this and this and this etc.
Ich wünsch dir auch alles gute, und es freut mich total dass es andere Leute gibt die genau so denken wie ich, und dass nicht alle auf youtube solche sind wie Allthatglitters21 etc.
Peace and Love! :)
avaadore44 1 year ago
Good to have you back :) and that hair color looks really good on you! looking forward to future videos
Cassthespazz 1 year ago
You should do a video about how you delt with Rob and things, like how use broke up to help girls in the same situation ahaa?
gmt13 1 year ago
@gmt13
I would, but unfortunately I'm not totally innocent in this and I didn't deal with it very well, basically I just went to England, and although we'd broken up he still kept calling me and stuff, but by then I was seeing other guys, so in the end I basically just "cheated on him" (although I don't think it counts since we weren't together any more) so definitely not a good way to deal with it!!
Are you in the same situation? I hope not! If you are, please message me!
X
avaadore44 1 year ago
@avaadore44 ahh I see. Well tbh, even though you did just leave and go to England, I think that was a very smart thing to do. I dont know much about things like that but it dosnt seem as messy and as hard as having to deal with something like that head on.
And I'm not in the same situation, I thought it might sound like i was ahha ;s However I thought it would be good for future reference, Just incase:)
Also, I really love your new vids, loved them before but now I think they are fab :)
gmt13 1 year ago
@avaadore44 Aswell as this ahah, you should listen to, The Streets - Stay Positive. Amazing underground British music.
gmt13 1 year ago
where abouts in england are you?? nice house by the way :D glad to see you back, missed your videos! x
mygreysky 1 year ago
you look happy !! I'm happy for you
your little house is cute
pink89berry 1 year ago
I am really glad that you are so happy now, you deserve it. I had no idea about Rob, he seemed such a nice guy. Thats so horrible that he hit you, thanks for sharing that with us. Im looking forward of the new videos.
xoxo
FluffyCandyGirl 1 year ago
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wow, i admire you for having had the courage to break through that terrible relationship.. i know exactly what you mean, you pretend to be the happiest most normal person, but only you knew the hell you were living through.. and i understand why you'd wanna fill your life with superficial stuff just to stop thinking about what was going on, to have little excitements kind of thing..
in spanish we say "despues de la tormenta siempre viene la calma" and i'm glad you've passed the storm..
julianamendoza 1 year ago
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wow, i admire you for having had the courage to break through that terrible relationship.. i know exactly what you mean, you pretend to be the happiest most normal person, but only you knew the hell you were living through.. and i understand why you'd wanna fill your life with superficial stuff just to stop thinking about what was going on, to have little excitements kind of thing..
in spanish we say "despues de la tormenta siempre viene la calma" and i'm glad you've passed the storm..
julianamendoza 1 year ago
wow, i admire you for having had the courage to break through that terrible relationship.. i know exactly what you mean, you pretend to be the happiest most normal person, but only you knew the hell you were living through.. and i understand why you'd wanna fill your life with superficial stuff just to stop thinking about what was going on, to have little excitements kind of thing..
in spanish we say "despues de la tormenta siempre viene la calma" and i'm glad you've passed the storm..
julianamendoza 1 year ago
that hair color really suits you love it!
HyperNati 1 year ago
you SHOULD be a "massive" feminist, grrl! i understand all your sentiments in this video but don't beat yourself up too much about the consumerism part of things, i definitely didn't see your previous haul videos as crude flashing of wealth, or whatevs.
anjaookay 1 year ago
@anjaookay Well that's really good to know!!
Yeah, I guess most of the political stuff will be feminism based, like reclaim your bodies etc.
avaadore44 1 year ago
Hippie phase eh? ♪(´ε｀ )
helsbard 1 year ago
@helsbard Hehe yeah I guess :D
avaadore44 1 year ago
question - the bathroom coming right of the kitchen is weird.... is that an English thing? Never saw a house laid out like that before...
jfkkorky 1 year ago
@jfkkorky
Yeah it's a bit weird but I guess that's just cause there's so little space in the house... it can't really go anywhere else!
avaadore44 1 year ago
I'm glad you have figured things out in your life. Glad to hear you got out of that abusive relationship also. I never thought you were "vacummless" I enjoy your vids keep them coming ! Oh btw I love your wall of shame!
jfkkorky 1 year ago 3
@jfkkorky She said "vacuous" not "vacummless". Meaning she was afraid she came off looking like an empty minded idiot, like someone who might like to pretend to be really original and unique, complain about how hard their life is then head off to Sephora and come back to talk about cosmetics and walk around saying things like vacummless in all seriousness. You know, vacuous. :P
DaysFlyBy007 9 months ago
whoa you and rob broke up? but you guys seemed so happy....and you even lived with each other. i don't get it D:
ohjesusitstoni 1 year ago
@ohjesusitstoni she explains it in the video :S
HyperNati 1 year ago
@ohjesusitstoni
Yeah well, I guess that doesn't mean that everything was good with us though on the inside... I always pretended I was so happy but it was a pretty bad two years!
avaadore44 1 year ago
@avaadore44 well at least your happy now and thats all that matters (:
ohjesusitstoni 1 year ago
Glad to have you back !!!
Excited for the new changes to your channel!
You seem much happier these days, you should feel so proud of what you have and what you have accomplished!
xo
eerriiccaa87 1 year ago
@eerriiccaa87
Awwww thank you!!
xxx
avaadore44 1 year ago
Well, whatever. Your figure was incredible. The media establishment doesn't allow men to see femininely shaped and toned women in bikinis, anymore. (They seem to want us to develop a taste for concentration camp victims and teenage boys.) You have nothing to be ashamed of.
Your accent seems less German, now. Have you been traveling?
IWannabeJew 1 year ago
@IWannabeJew
Haha, true! I was doing my part for the liberation of women with an (albeit small) bit of chub!
Oh dear, more American maybe? I've been living in England for a year, that may be why..
avaadore44 1 year ago
@avaadore44 Tell us about England, your impressions, etc.
I visited for a handful of days and really enjoyed it.
IWannabeJew 1 year ago
@IWannabeJew
I'm LOVING England, do you want me to make a vid about it?
avaadore44 1 year ago
@avaadore44 Absolutely!
IWannabeJew 1 year ago
@avaadore44 Make a video about England!
michaelmas10 1 year ago
Sooooo glad your back!! Cute home! xoxo Sara
cassandrasmom 1 year ago
I KNOW THIS GIRL! HA HA ask me and i'll dish the dirt. Did you know she was wrong about my internet? It is indeed superior. HA live that one down ava.
multitudinal 1 year ago