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  • ur so cute i like both as a boy and a girl :) im happy for u and deciding to live the way u wanted. i get mistaken for a guy all the time and it sucks

  • i m so proud of you! living for yourself and not what others expect of you is moving mountains. job well done! keep it going girl!

  • wow you seem like such a cool person !!! love your video !

  • Christ it's like I can't even tell what kind of progress was made. The last few frames it switches from you looking like a girl, to a man, back to a girl, to a man again, then a man, then a girl...talk about inconsistancy...someone did a bad job surgically lol.

  • You still look like a man- just a man that has had lots of surgeries. And there's nothing attractive about trying to be someone you're not.

  • what a shame you looked great as a man, not so great as a woman. 

  • @constipatedclown Thats what I said. You can't ever become somthing you weren't meant to be.

  • Makes me wanna watch tranny porn

  • oh my god you look just like bradley cooper your hott lol.

  • Great transition. You had to come a long way. Your old face was pretty manish. I think you look great considering. I'm going to your doctor in a few weeks. The pics of your were you are wearing the head cap and the red tank top are pretty hot actually I think your face looks great. I heard you complain about you brow once but I think it looks good. The old vid you did the swelling probably just hadn't gone down yet

  • boaaahh!! this is not a really transsexual...

  • Wow! I think you look really good as a man but.... cute as a woman.

  • wow u used to be hawt now i wont have a word to describe you lol

  • Hmmm..i think u looked better when u were a man..

  • Waitingtolive is a filthy cunt whore, whose only reason for existance is to get face-fucked by baseball bats and brass-knuckles

    The only insecure piece of shit I see here is the person who had their face cut up by butchers to reassure their self-worth, only to look like a fucking muppet.

  • both ways... i like the guy though

  • go back to the projects where you belong

  • Amazing transition. the way you tried to be a man, i tried to be a woman but i had to recognize that even though lots of guys were attracted to me, it wasn´t my true self and i had to transition

  • who in the fuck are you to ask or comment you fucking insecure piece of shit.

  • You have a beautiful face!!!

  • Wow, you were cute as a man and your pretty as a girl. Good for you, be happy. You only get one life, you should make the very best of each day.

  • you were such a good-looking man.

  • how would you feel if someone called you a waste?

  • ur hot both ways!!!

  • You look so great! Congrats on your transformation!

  • the name of this song is "This Song Fucken Blows"

  • omg whats the name of this song

  • well, I think you look very good, no matter a guy or a girl. =) But I am so suprised that your face can be so feminine and so pretty after ffs. maybe i should get that too. LOL

  • ugh.u were so hot wen u was a man.

  • Omg You Look So Cute as a Man. But Congratulation in taking your first step to womenHood. Best of luck in your transition

  • So are you happy with the new forhead? How long did it take to look good after the surgery? Thank you

  • nice

  • I don't want to sound like an A-hole, but wow, you were so hot as a guy, sexy. it's a shame, buut you do make a very pretty woman in the post 7-8 month pics, my favorites are the ones with the stocking on your head, very cute. Great video, Peace.

  • U look better as man. Not as a woman. But is up to u to decide. Just some opinion .Sorry if i offended u.

  • Maya, were you unhappy as a man? you seemed so happy and well rounded...? do feel like you are more so now?

  • wow thank you so much for this. I hope to get ffs. its really col because a few weeks after ffs u had so mch swelling and i though i couldn't see a differnce then i see you 7 or 8 mounths on wow ur beautifull i mean that!! u look so attractive and femmine ur r 100% passable and one hot chic lol. i LOVE THE RED!!! I hope to dye my hair red wen it growns wud u ever u really suit it xxx

  • what is the name of the last song?

  • I wish everyone could understand the words to this song. It goes so perfect with the video!

  • i dont get how you go from so manly and "into the wild" styles to this womanly situation...like no

  • your such a hippie chick, FABULOUS x

  • amazing video!!

  • You look beautiful.x

  • Maya, you are such an adventurer and a clown! I'm happy that you are on your way to being your true self. Brava!

  • georgeous man and woman...and in between..sould happiness is all

  • U looked awesome as a boy and now you look great as a girl, probably just because you are beautiful person..i can tell.

    hug

    M

  • I think you are a gifted woman.

  • you look great after ffs!

    Hot as a man and a woman!

  • you was such handsome man!

  • Really moving and beautiful. Such a beautiful young man turning successfully with conviction which is a given into such a lovely young woman.

    I am a man and my first boyfriend i had when 16 did this about fifteen years later.

    Mazeltov to you.

  • You looked better as a man. :(

  • Well that's your opinion. Maya is mentally female so she doesn't care if she looked better as a male.

  • Does anyone know what this music is? Its really cool.

  • this woman is not gay. she is a female who likes men. I didnt think that sounded odd

  • There is nothing sad about it. It great that she decided to live the way that she wants to.

  • Maya isn't gay. She identifies as a woman. And it isn't sad. She has gender dysphoria and now she is happy and living her life. Let her do it. Gay men do not identify as women. Please do some research on gender and sex.

  • I agree with Pokemon978IsBackOn

    But I only watched the first 34 secs

  • Good job; be urself and happy, kiss from France, Paris.

    U're great.

  • I know this, I have been living as a women since I was 17 ,you seem some what angry ,maybe I should have never made a comment ,anyway there is a big division between girls that transioned from straight males & latter in life to the girl who have always been fem & have made life easier for the secondary girls

  • I think you looked better at about 00:10.

  • Wow. That's a very big (and brave) change. You look like a totally different person after your transition. And it's so awesome that your family (saw in the "After Surgery Face" video) is accepting and supportive.

  • sorry didnt mean to make you Mad, I ment there was nothing that looked feminine or female about this person when she was living as a male ,maybe I should have been more clear ,

  • Wow, you were one hot man before, but you look fab now as a girl! XO

  • You know, you were one handsome fellow. I bet there were a couple of girls out there who got a broken heart when you got FFS. Having aid that, you look fantastic as a woman. I wish you all the best!

  • she is cute now but the thing that I have a hard time understanding is in the pitures before she seemed so masculine and did very manly things ,she didn't even look gay ,is this a form of the secandary tanssexual & not the primary

  • "secondary" and "primary" transsexual were constructs conceived by a cis (non-trans) person and don't really exist. some people repress and compensate more extensively than others. and by the way, trans women don't all live as gay men prior to transition, and the way people look to you is not always going to be indicative of their sexual orientation.

  • Congrats... But, you were VERY handsome as a man and although you wanted to be a woman, but I as a gay man, all I have to say is, "dang..."

  • Whouahhhh ! Spectacular ! You're birth to become a woman, beautiful woman !!!

  • Congrats.. to bad i won't ever be lucky enought to get anything done.. to poor.. u are beautiful.. good for you..!!

  • Eres muy hermosa. Saludos desde Venezuela

  • dam he's hella cute

  • aww that is so cool, i'm really glad in the end you got to be who you wanted to be n you're amazingly beautiful :)

  • maya

    You look amazing!, those ignorant people who cant comprehend what lengths we will go to be able to be seen as ourselves are the freaks,i really admire you, im doing my ffs in two weeks, i think you look happy and beautiful and those people who dont understand will never know the pain of smiling on the outside when your body does not match your soul..

  • you looked way better as a guy, you looked like alot of fun and adventurous. now u look like a freak.

  • you've no idea of the conflict of being born in the wrong gender body, she seemed happy as a man but was NOT. Sex dysphoric people get to a point in their lives where there's only ONE move option, to transgender. Otherwise the suicide thoughts become bigger.

  • well i disagree in suicide, so yes if this makes u happy, go 4 it, but it doesn't change the fact the person may look like a freak or a very unattractive woman.

  • Agreed.

    By the way, i agree with you, saying he looked very good as a man :)

  • Im sorry, but I don't believe that you can be born in a wrong body.

    Thats it..

    Sounds stupid, you are born to be what you are born to be.

    If you are born as a boy, you're ment to be a boy for the rest of your life.

  • your argument sounds religious, there's no science in your worlds. The human mind universe is bigger than your believes can imagine.

  • No you're wrong. I got a lot of sciende in MY world, and im not religous.

    If you, as man, wants to be a woman, something is really wrong with you, or the way you were brought up as a kid was wrong or wrong in some way.

  • So you collapse inward contradiction or so you agree with me. If she's a transgender means that she was born wrong and is trying to do the best she can to adjust her body in a womanly way. If you're born diabetics you don't just stand it and die younger, you adjust your body with drugs to live longer and more comfortably. It's a nightmare you can't imagine to be born with one gender mind and another gender body.

  • Imagine the whole world is perfect and then you see yourself in the mirror and your image is reflected upside down, it'd be just annoying isn't it! And then you find out drugs that can fix it in 80%. ..transgenders are not trying to deceive anyone, they just want to "be", they just want to feel right.

  • Basic biology actually dictates that all human fetuses are female until such time that temperature and hormonal fluctuations in the mother cause the fetus to develop male characteristics or retain femininity. The argument for M to F transgenderism is that this process was incomplete and did not extend to the brain, hence female brain, male body. A child born with a cleft lip needs surgery. Would you deny this child corrective surgery? No. By this argument, you can't deny the transgender either.

  • I AGREE GREAT POINT!!!!

  • Good for you I have been debateing the same point for many years x x

  • except that our construction of gender is itself influenced by cultural indications and persuasions. tis is about how one sees self, in our society and in our cultural language being a woman means some thing, in ancient india its different, in late 19th century albania its different. this is not a biological imperative imho, it is an issue of self perception, gender is cultural. this is why there are 30 times as many m to f, being the "tough" sheriff can be hard to sustain, emotion is fer lady

  • Actually, it is a medical condition, a physical one. it has to do with chemicals and the way the brain was formed. educate yourself.. please

  • you look 1000 times better as a man!

  • i would have dated you like this, you seemed so masculine, and outgoing....why did you becomea girl im confused...

  • why do you get so many different looks

  • To me it's because he was trying to find out the perfect one for him which turned out to be, of course, that of a woman. I am glad he figured it out.

  • You are Beautiful. Sooooo vary Beautiful!

  • You look absolutley stunning my dear :)

  • omg

  • Wow !! what a story !! I dont think that anyone would look beyond those gorgeous eyes but you did what you felt you had to. Bravo bravo !! Gorgeous crazy boy becomes gorgeous crazy girl !! It doesn't always follow ! wishing you love and happiness dear Maya.

  • Of time counter 4:05 did he work on your nose ?

  • Do you have all feeling back at your jaw area ? do you have all feeling back on your face know as well as your forehead ? Any type of complication still exist ?

  • At time count 4:25 that your phot also. If so Wow !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm having second thoughts on Dr.O

  • At time count 4:05 and 5:07 are the same person ? At time 5:07 was taken after surgery (5 to 7 months later ?).

  • At time counter 2:50 the photo's showing you wearing a blue dress was this taken after surgery and if so how many months after ?

  • love the use of manu chao

  • hey there cool videossssss, you are a strong personnnnnn let me tell u that... brave and free spirit ...discovering oneself is a lifetime adventury =)

  • the short hair in front looks best, but why are u wearing ur hair up when u have such a hair line, and u haven't removed ur facial hair yet? wtf? lol

  • definately have to applaud the courage to make such a drastic change. must say though that as a man you were very handsome but on the same breath you make one beautiful woman.

    one suggestion though, in my opinion the shorter hair close to the face makes your face even more beautiful. good luck in all

  • Sometimes I feel like making the change but I don't think it's nessesary to physically change into a woman to wear womans clothes, act like a woman, etc. People might think thats odd to see a guy doing but who cares...why change how you were born just to do those things? the way you were born wasn't a mistake. Anyways, I hope you are happier now.

  • Why?? why for fuck shake u changed why? u were a good looking guy and now u are a fairy?? why??

  • Dear Suriel21GR, one day, you too will go through changes and hopefully become more mature and then you will understand....Maya,I am curious to know what took you from the Guatamalan jungle bearded in dreadlocks, to wearing makeup and meticulously removing every hair on your body.I know someone who was married for many years before he discovered he wanted to change gender. I would like to know your story do you have a blog or anything else you have written about your transition? Keep shining!

  • at what age did you first believe this lie that you should be a girl?

  • i feel sick after watching this and now i'm going to cry. sad, very very sad.

  • get a tissue and call your therapist.

  • You're very good looking both ways :)

  • You have a beautiful face, masculine or feminine in my opinion.

  • Great to see an update from you Maya! You look absolutely beautiful!

  • OMG! what a change! u look absolutely fantastic maya!! just be yourself and never forget it! please make some more videos. :) xoxo

  • you still need check implants,nose reduction,upper lip reduction and enhancement.

  • haha... ;-) yeah... i should just keep going back till i look like michael jackson!

  • no you will look great , do you have any new pictures

  • Gosh You look great!I notice a big difference in the jaw and chin or is it just the photos?

    The forehead look a lot better also!

  • Thanks! i think there's been a steady but significant decrease in the swelling (as seen immediately post-op), so it's actually quite different/smaller. These photos are straight from my camera to iphoto to imovie to youtube with no editing or photoshopping.

  • Maya, I know you had said a month after surgery that your forehead was still more masculine that 70% of men, or something like that:) What is your impression on that now? I would love, love to see a new video of you so we can gauge the surgery in an animated state and give us an update

    on how you are feeling and peoples perceptions

    etc.Have you been doing the voice exercises?

    They are difficult Huh? :(

  • You look great!

    A big favour to ask though: please tell me what ws the first song on this vlog? I really liked it, but don't know what it is. Who made it, and what is its name? :D

  • Hey sorry it took me 2 weeks to get back to you, but i just realized people have been commenting on my videos and so i'm a bit late on that... anyway that's AWSOME that you like the first song!!!

    Artist: Manu Chao

    Title: Homens

    Album: Proxima Estacion: Esperanza

    Composer: Manuel Chao/Valeria

    Year: 2001

    Track: 15 of 17

    I first discovered Manu Chao while i was in Guatemala. this video is slightly in homage to that time of my life.

    Enjoy!

  • The song "Homens" actually uses the musical background of the song "Bongo Bong" (from Album:Clandestino. Track:3. Date: 1998), which is mostly in english and is a great song as well. He actually uses this in a number of tracks from that album: "Homens", "Mr.Bobby" (his tribute to Bob Marley) and the begining of "La Primavera".

    Anyway i hope you enjoy Manu Chao as much as i have!

    check him out:

    myspace . com / manuchao

    manuchao . net

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