026 Transgender beginning

[jimbo555hall]

Thank you for the tips.

[scottfree66]

I have to say this you are one of the coolest people on the planet

[SianaGearz]

Apropos power tools... i have "lost" keys to "my" bicycle... will you help me cut the chain?

[the0siren0of0night]

i never had a 'shadow' on my face apart from under my eyes because of running into brick walls when i was younger...playing hide and seek...

[the0siren0of0night]

you like your toys dont you? hmm hmmm?

[kandipdx]

I love it when you bring out the power tools 

[trapped45]

YES!! THAT'S THE SITE THAT HELPED ME SOOOOOO MUCH! GLAD YOU MENTIONED IT :d

[MuzikLove7]

may I say, you seem to be succeeding. You're very beautiful.

[kimmykatsumi]

your so frigiin adorable!

[AxelWedstar411]

I got into shemale porn for the exact same reason, Candi. You're not alone. :)

[AxelWedstar411]

I don't know why she's playing with powertools. All I know is I's like to drill her! ;)

[xRoflolnoob]

I think it's sad how Milwuakee brands are made in China. I also think it's sad when i see an American Flag made in China.

[Sarasxynswt1990]

It was Andrea James who made the site

[SuperChris2727]

u did good and im happy ur happy u look very beautiful now i can say u go girl lol

[sunfm]

wtf you were a dude?

[johnied8509]

I have to agree with what she said about shemale websites I am amazed of how shemales look.

[triggergnu]

I love you and your power tools, lol.

[millionairejh]

i like ur voice at this tone, less high. if u go too high i feel like its unrealistic

[TheMrFizz]

Mon Cher...Your NOT Gandalf? Gawddamed!

Wastin my time for nuthin´! Thought

i´ll learn some magic...

wait... (thinks again, smiling).

[mLesbeann]

"It's tighter than a virgin." Rofl!

xD

[tridalni]

nicely said xD

[fearsomepirate]

It's fascinating that this whole thing started with a porn addiction. Just goes to show how much porn can do to your mind. Once a guy just into porn...now he's planning to cut off his wang and be a woman.

[jaberwocky6669]

I highly doubt that this was just some guy surfing porn and one day decided to transition. Something must have brought her to the porn in the first place.

[Desertangel1975]

I am sure Candi's story is deeper than she's telling us. She probably always at least subconsciously in the back of her mind had some fascination with being feminine in the back of her mind. The porn just somehow brought that fascination out more. BTW, not all MTF's take the route of SRS. There are quite a few TG's who believe there's more to their gender than what's between their legs.

[1x93cm]

true... and theres a bunch of us thay are just poor as hell too

[209Marco]

LOL I GOONA STOP WATCHIN PORN

[lukevash]

omg i love you and your videos lol

[monicandrea81]

Hi... you are really mtf? You are so sweet...

[FatherElwood]

Very nice video. Good information. I really had no idea how much you girls go through (I'm FTM).

[m2flili]

Thank you for your info. I'm just beginning my transition,learning make up,dressing as a girl and coming out..And I'm trying to talk to my friends and family members. Thanks!Candi!

[abbeygaby]

thx 4 the info ... its really helping me ... if you dont mind me asking ... what do you do for a work ?

[TheSkankRepublic]

sounds like you did what I did, I started my transition in 96 but was getting all the info of the internet. The internet has been good for us.

[sbflash311]

You'd probably enjoy "The Toolbox Murders" if you haven't seen it already.

[debbiesouth]

You are doing far nmore good than may ever realize. I thank you for it from the bottom of my heels :)

[indianna22]

why do have to sound dumb as a woman? voice is good, but there seems to be an assumption women are dumb- not neccessary

[TheSkankRepublic]

wtf, your just weird

[blackmetalqueer]

being a metalhead, I have had a really easy answer for growing out my hair

[fortanell1]

but if you date a guy changing your voice back and fort ,that may be a little bit scary for the guy,at list for me

[noremaku]

My parents DID ask me about my eyebrows *sigh* I said it was because of dry skin and dandruff and it was easier to clean them. The hair was explained by my interest in Japanese fashion :P

[tj3stanv]

how long did it take u to actually master ur female voice? and how often did u practice?

[Joskun]

LOl, is it me or you sounded so much like Charlotte (1:18 - 1:30)!!!

Interesting topic.

[diosmio99]

You're not using helium? can you do a gurlie blood curdling scream? do you sneeze 2& 1/2 octaves higher than your natural pitch? (all serious questions, honest!)

[katie]

your voice is not at ALL masculine, and your voice mannerisms are adorable ... and real! :o)

[killerrodan]

Very gorgeous.

[calikaren71]

you are absolutely gorgeous....yea.

[ASHANTIkeys]

your voice got better

[chrisw40]

nice drill how much

[burningeko]

amazing transformation, you look and sound really natural, I could seriously not tell that youve ever been anything but a woman. i just got a cordless drill too!

[NutterGrrl]

I just wanted to say wow. this vid of yours really resonated with me, since i too have entertained the idea of becoming mute due to the voice. thank you for sharing! ~D

[drummaboy13]

love your attitude

[ghauff]

hi have you thought about coming out at work?

It may help.

georgie

[amginena]

There was NOTHING masculine about your "lower" voice. It sounds comfortable, natural, and amazing. Many women have much lower voices (Diane Sawyer, Martha Stewart come immediately to mind). Don't be too hard on yourself. Your voice is lovely. You have a great gift. I have to ask - Since you can switch modes so easily, & clearly have a devilish sense of humor... have you ever used your two sides to phone prank anyone - like unsuspecting telemarketers? :)

[kittenPants9]

at the beginning you have the funniest squiil and its funny

[redhotcustoms]

so, i just found myslef as transgendered, and i have to say, your an inspiration. (actually, you live in about the same area as me. i just moved to prrish) i was wondering, how much did the laser hair removal cost, and whered you get it done at? granted, i dont get a lot of facial hair and it usually takes a good two days before it starts to look like a five o'clock shadow (no joke, ive been shaving for a good three years or so and it still takes about two days, which is a jump from a week)

[etereys7]

People have questioned whether I was guy and even thought I was a girl just on account of that (to my pleasure, of course. LOL).

And yes, yes, even when your voice dips down a bit into the masculine range in the female voice, I still don't feel a need to question it when your presentation is female. So yay.^^ lol.

[etereys7]

Thanks for posting.^^ It feels a bit frustrating to be in a position where I'm not sure how to go as fast as I'd like. My voice and personality I've been playing with for at least half of my 30 year-life now. :D Even though I haven't transitioned yet, just with that background alone, I couldn't agree with you more on starting to work on the hair and voice first.  500 characters...grrrr..

[angeldiamond70]

hi candi I have a couple of questions one how in the hell do I change my transmision? would love to know that lol and second how much did it cost you for the laser treatment?

[amginena]

I'm beginning to think if you do decide to ditch the guy mode job, you definitely have the skills & charisma to do tradeshow demos and instructional videos! A smile like that PLUS an intimate knowledge of power tools... a rare combination. :D

[BenEFranks]

hell yeah..i knew it was some shit like that..like I cant take her/him serious as a dude..when talking like a dude..starts to look like one...once the voice switch..and the expressions come in..then its a wrap...I think its a girl...and I'll stick by it...lol

[DaynaFuture]

I started my laser about the same time as you. I still need touch ups but it was the best investment I ever made :). Started voice in 2001 but still working on that too I recently voice passed on voIP and was quite pleased. Of course you are totally amazing hon, your voice is incredible but also your whole personality just comes through with so much feminine charm and grace. Please tell us more about your HRT. Thank you sooo much Candi :D

[almisami]

I really do think that having a feminine voice accounts for 49% of being passable as a female, and you do it masterfully. *tips hat*

I really do wonder how much makeup affects your face.

Seeing you without makeup would be pretty neat.

[msbluesman]

I think I love you

[crawhip2]

Your voice may have something to do with the Doppler Effect phenomenon we learned in physics class.

[crawhip2]

Nice to know that a lady can be a little (handy) sometimes

[rythemandbeat]

Hey Candi r u ever gonna do a transition video of ur journey from before and after HRT in pictures?

[killerrodan]

ur cool.

[TrueInuLink]

wow ur cool, i can tell you were a man b4 (from the man-voice) and i find ur videos to be very very fascinating, i used to trick people when i was little, but i grew out of it, but seeing you do this makes me wanna try my old femme voices out again, thanks!

[milaalim74]

Damn I have a hard time believing that ur a man.

[TheCastellan]

She's a girl, dude. :P

[Heteronymph]

I agree with most people, your voice dropped and is better, you are beautiful, and damn, you never fucking blink!

[devaloki]

I don't think her voice dropped, it's higher than it was before, it's just more steady and not as breathy as it was before which is a very good thing. i've hung out with her in person before so i would know <3

[jlauram]

ur eyes rarely blink

[yourrainbowlover]

You are very charming

~Jay

[EmmaDelamare]

Yes laser Hurts but is not as bad as electrolisis and much faster.

[tmaxxgod4]

did the laser hair removal hurt?

[devaloki]

it hurts ALOT but is worth it, fuck electrolysis

[XxLuciferosxX]

yu just get cuter and cuter dont you? bastard.. lol

[jetblack]

you're awesome.

and by-the-by.. i think when you relax a bit and your voice drops a little, you sound a lot more natural and comfortably feminine. you've got a gorgeous voice.

i love hearing your story - thanks for sharing!

[DandyLeigh]

is thier anything, transgendered people can do about, broad shoulders? Or big hands, like maybe a bone filing...?

[TuesdayJones]

Hi Candi,

I love your videos - you are a beautiful woman with a gorgeous fun spirit - everyone must fall in love with you!

I am wondering how you keep your boi/girl lives separate at work? Are people starting to notice? Are you mixing female and male clothing when you go out? Have you told anyone about being transgendered? Have you gone out with friends dressed as a girl? Or even for Halloween or anything?

It must be hard not to come out fully - especially as you look so great?

[rainbowcypher]

lol

[McWalker25]

Damn, how much does all this shit cost?

[Paul19807]

It's still hard for me to believe that you were once where I am now - AND not that long ago!

That's interesting that you used laser, since you surely read most of the same sites that I have. EVERYTHING I've read online has said that laser treatments suck, they cause skin damage, they're not permanent, etc, etc, but it seems to have worked out great for you.

[TinaL75]

OMG I about died when I saw your drill!! I wanted to get that one but I got the Bosch instead. lol I guess it is a part of transitioning

[AyumiHikaro]

...why did u have a drill o.0?? ...and do I even wanna know? :P

[xSixio]

She works with cars.

[daisael]

that was kinda educational...

thanks ^___^

[Anailstips]

OMG, Love the video. It make me so happy to see you. You must come over. Hehe!!!

[Jennylovemiller]

Thanks for sharing your Transition with us, nice to see you again Candi....

Hugs

jenny

[kellyxallan]

"tighter than a virgin" hahaha

[sexyprincesselexus]

Best video yet dear heart!!! Most informative for bew tgirls... Love this...

[ohnoyoudidntx]

Shemale is a slang term in the porn industry for those transgendered females who left their penises intact.

[Forlorn79]

Great advice! I'm just starting, and it can be intimidating, the amount of change that is before me. But if I just do what I can, when I can, and take it slow, then I will get there. If you don't start doing something, and don't work at it, you'll never get it done! Peace.

[devaloki]

i luv shemales <3

[devaloki]

ur voice sounds better sweetie!

[MarcImmeker]

Hi Candy, good video.

Took me back to 2002-2003 when I first saw those movies. Didn't like it very much and it probably set me back 5 years, until now.

You did not mention therapy though, I know I need it. Hope to work on the voice too with the help of a speech therapist. And get rid of the facial hair of course.

[larraitzmq]

Nice to see you again, thanks for taking the time to make a new vlog, kisses.

Lara

[TVSandra1980]

Happy welcome back, Candi! :-)

Thanks for uploading this clip in a time, where you are so busy with work and other things in life. But personally I believe your current clip is very important: I mean, its your story & and your life too... It´s good to be reflected for yourself and it can also be a big help for other humans who wants to get this transition way.

Take care of you & Ill hope to see you soon again! :-)

*hugs*

[uksophie]

Yeah Your Back!!! xx

[GenderBytch]

missed you sis..i thought you got gone..you scared me there for awhile

[dizyrache]

Hiya! great to see you back!! the transition stuff is pretty much how i did it really, the voice is getting a bit better, not bad on the phone anyhow, the whole of transition period is like being on a very slow moving train, forever moving forward but slowly, good to see ya again!!hugsxx

[karmatic1110]

I miss you so much :( We need to catch up when you have time sweetie.

[mrslewis98]

Also, with the voice getting deeper, it is still very feminine but as you get more comfortable it is sounding more mature - like a woman's voice as opposed to a girl's. I switch back and forth all the time as the occasion and/or my mood calls for it.

[mrslewis98]

I wish you were more of a two spirit person because I think you are hawt both ways.

[jennykts]

yay! finally another video. you didn't mention the option of ffs though. :) you just don't need it :) it was good to see you again.