hey bro, i saw that you dig flylo. I Came across your videos before, but it was completely unrelated, so i thought that was interesting haha. I don't know where you're at now dude, but just keep listening to inspiring music!
good stuff bro. i came off methadone about 3 yrs ago and went onto subutex to help me come off. 15 yrs i tried it BAREBACK MOUNTAIN STYLE, lol... to no avail. its nice to even see someone attempt it on youtube! good one on u bro. also, weed helps loads! i used lots of concentrates i made myself. helped me alot.
3 yrs on, im very healthy, the only downside is that OLD wounds still show up and get angry n sore here n there. peace out bro, stay away from that shit now!!
man i went from 100mgs to 0 cold turkey cause of jail and was there 22 days and i wanted to kill myself as soon as i got back out I was back at the clinic fuck that Im down to 20mgs every other day now and Got some Xanax and some so when I do get off the methadone I can get some sleep
Belated happy birthday my man.Thought you were older. Anyway gives you loads of time to get it right and I sincerely hope you do;save yourself years of depression,sickness,shame,embarrasment and poverty. Take back your life and try and make something meaningful from it. Keep making music and learn as much as you can. Music is GREAT therapy. Try and find a kindred [clean]soul you can jam with;it makes a big difference.Good luck and all the best.
@gasmask2012 no don't take them down I too got addicted to opiates and did it cold turkey....people need to c what those awful shits to do sum1... And u may help save another lost soul whose enslaved to opiates...bcuz u nd I both knw from being once addicted that u r a slave to opiates....good luck nd don't ever get bcd on them these videos should b ur recollection to stay off nd if u ever get an urge jus go back to these vids nd remember all the pain and sickness.....proud of u my friend....u
@gasmask2012 no please keep them up man dude ive done it all to for only a about a year those adicted to any kind of opiate and watching thes videos helped me alot caz i new other people were going threw it to and gave me motivation to get off man keep em up for motivation to other but if it bother u alot i have no say in that u cant take em down,good shyt u got off them brotha.
@itchyundies marijuana and has helped me so much. but make sure you have connects for bud that arent sketchy or involved in any way with opiates or any other bullshit. because YES weed IS a gateway drug...but not on its own..its only gateway BECAUUSE OF PROHIBITION forcing it into the hands of illegal dealers who deal other nasty shit to get kids hooked on too. it puts something harmless into a hamful enviroment, and then, categorizes it as harmful. bullshit. be careful. have clean bud connects
@art0neable yes ive relapsed and and currently on my way out of another methadone clinic, trying again. but whats important is im trying. we all are. we all are...
@tunezmad i felt better towards the 30th day. but everyones different. so many factors tat could affect a detox. first two-three weks are the worst. just know. it WILL END. and remember that every day you stay clean, itd be pointless to relapse because youve invested that much more pain and time. dont let those 16 days or how ever many you have under your belt be for nothing. that wa a lot of pain man. you can do this. contact me any time if you have any questions. good luck. stay in touch man
@gasmask2012 Hey man hows u? Im doing much better now thank fuck!! You were right after about day 30 it gets easier. My god that stuff fucks with your head BIG TIME!! The pains are fuckin unreal and the no sleeping will drive ya crazy, Like i thought i was seriously going mad!! The only relief is some top weed, A bong 2 go with it, lots of hot baths and walking if ur able. 3 months now clean but im still always cold.. Hairs always standing on arms and shit but alls good!!!
I was on 120ml of meth,then i decided to decrease a little at a time.I'm now at50ml and i'm going down to 45 till i'm off.I'm doing this with the help of a doctor at a methadone rehab .But my other doctor that i've been seeing all my life prescribes me valium,and zanax,both doctors are aware of what i'm taking and have no problem with it,but now i have a major concern about it I'm starting to slowly get off them as well.Strange thing is i can go a week sometimes without them and not feel sick.
@STRATCAT101 despite your doctors advice (they make money from prescriptions ) DO NOT EVER o MATTER WHAT ..MIX BENZOS AND OPIATES. DEATH MIX. DONT DO IT.
@CusterFlux Absolutely, that was my main problem at the time, and also dwelling on my past was killing me in there. but yes everyone take notes. GET OUTSIDE during a detox, get some fresh air as much as possible, get out, and do shit man, dont dwell itll make it worse. i made it so much harder for myself than it needed to be. willpower is vital, but ritual is whats going to carry you through this till the end for sure. good point custerfkuxx
@thehookersful ABSOLUTELY NOT. and i wouldnt be surprised if they let you in just for your money but it doesnt mean you belong there. weed isnt a narcotic contrary to popular belief. its non addictive. your fine. if you dont wanna smoke stop. if u do. then do. free will is an option when it comes to weed. not opiates.
@HomerSETH9 Absolutely not. That's ridiculous. Not to be mean, but that was a very unintelligent question. Next time please atleast know the basics of an issue or topic, before joining a conversation, or asking a question in regards to a matter you don't know much about.
@thehookersful ABSOLUTELY NOT. and i wouldnt be surprised if they let you in just for your money but it doesnt mean you belong there. weed isnt a narcotic contrary to popular belief. its non addictive. your fine. if you dont wanna smoke stop. if u do. then do. free will is an option when it comes to weed. not opiates.
@thehookersful You are mentally addicted,go cold turkey. There is no withdrawl from Marijuana. If anything, people go on Cannabis to help with their drug addictions
I've been a serial addict for years and I've never been able to give anything up first time.It's possible your depression may be an underlying condition which makes you prone to relapse. It was'nt until I had acknowledged that myself (after years of not understanding) that I was able to really work on getting clean.Anyway 7 mths. in now and in a better frame of mind but addiction has a hair trigger. So again in your own words "you've got to want it". Good luck and all the best
Well technically all drug use is triggered by depression.
I don't think anyone would even bother to smoke a joint if our wold was a normal happy place. From my experience drug addiction always can be traced back to society's fucked up treatment of its fellow man.
and methadone takes time man...you fucked your brain chemistry up...but a life time a slave to an opiate in my opinion is worth a few months or more of depression....you can do it man...watch a porno..jerk off....go to a meeting...fuck a hot coed!
stop doing drugs bro....the only was to stay off dope is to stop doing drugs.....take it from vet junkie....you will always find a way back to your DOC if you dont do something about your recovery....hang in there dude...and dont get on suboxone its just as bad as methadon....cept your teeth dont rot out of your face!
Hang the fuck in there because eventually youll feel amazing...all on your own..i take suboxone but six months later I have two thoughts...first why the fuck did I go on suboxone..and second would I be doing worse now if I didnt go on suboxone..probably worse.
Bro..i so fucking feel your pain..i was on methadone for ten years..switched to suboxone at sixty mg..i went through the worst hell I could ever imagine..owning a business and two kids theres no way I could just stop..my life wont allow it..i smoke ganja and I will forever it helps unbelievably..hang in there man im proud of ya..even though you dont know me.
i watched all your videos and wow you looking great in this last video...your cheeks are getting fuller i hope your doing well cody i will be waiting for a new video
How are you doing now?, my boyfriends detoxing off Methadone and is having a severe time with it, I am trying to find a natural way to help him, with herbs and vitamins. I hope that they can legalize Ibogaine soon, for addicts to save them from this torture. Hang in there my heart is with you.
After the physical shit goes away comes the depression which is the worst of all......I'm in the depression part of my suboxone withdrawals been off it for 2 weeks but slipped up a couple days ago and did some dope which was the dumbest thing possible
I had a 300 dollar a day heroin addiction for 19 months was taking between 180 and 220 milligrams of methadone per day for 14 years. I am now down to 12.5 milligrams a day from 220 14 months ago. I was dropping 10 mgs a month now I am dropping 2.5mgs a month. I quit the cigs 13 months ago. I quit caffeine and sugar 4 months ago. I am now riding my bike 25 miles every morning. I take effexor(150mgs) for depression and trazadone (200mgs) which is also an antidepressant for sleep.
As you said "you've got to want it" 6 months in now . M.done withdrawal is not easy and there have been many days when craving was v. strong .Support is vital to avoid addictive behaviour especially when mood is low. Thanks for your encouragement. good luck and all the best. You still playing the guitar? That helps too.
How far are you now cody with the d-tox? Im on 15ml of meth now and going onto subitex in 2 weeks.woooow cant wait to be clean. may-b I will come to US then.xx
@Ladyvoodoo1st detox is over..unfortunately..i relapsed.. 6 months in..the detox for me was done heavy part was over around 3-4 month..but even after that the sweating an anxiety never went away..i have permanent side affects from the methadone.i have so much to tell. ill be making a video soon. i need subutex, would be amazing. no insurance, im working on trying to get health insurance, it just take so long.. i had zero on hands support through my outpatient detox.
@Ladyvoodoo1st i spent 6 months from starting at day 1 at 0mgs sleeping on a loveseat alone in a small room. my whole detox. found out my ex gf cheated on me..then she started coming around again, and helped me relapse, then i moved out to pa to get away and be with a girl ive had feelings for and was talking to for awhile, and when i went there, i had chest pains from my pluerisy, and the.e.r gave me vicodin. after that i couldnt stop. i have sleep apnea which makes me lethargic and depressed 2
@Ladyvoodoo1st sleep apnea also makes you sweat and have extreme fatigue during the day and deppression, and the only thing thats ever made the sweating and fatigue go away were more opiates. i felt normal and could function with them. im just worried because sedatives and sleep apnea are dangerous, so i want to be in a supervised maintenence program again, or suboxone, atleast until i can move to a state with medical marijuana. which would help all my symptoms of sleep apnea and my depression.
@Ladyvoodoo1st il be making a video in regaruds to all of this in a full exlination of everything..i swear i could write a book, theres so much i havent told you guys yet. so much has happened in my life these last months.
@glenminion how are you doing now? a detox can be scary. just make sure you ready for it. i say that in the sense as make sure you want to get clean before you get off of it. make sure you utilized your groups and counciling at the clinic.
thanks for the insight i belive in thc to help i seem to have this huge withdrawl phobia u are very inspiring to me keep up the good work gasmask ill keep u posted
your videos inspire me keep doing what your doing email me id love to chat with you i go to zero ml start my journey being clean glenminion@gmail.com your videos are giving me hope
wow i didnt realize the hell im gonna go thru why no benzos they dont help what will make it better a good strong will i guess ive lost so many of yrs of my life to this addiction when is enough enough
@glenminion why no benzos. A- Could (unlikely) but still possibly be fatal when mixed with the leftover opiates in your system depending on how high your dose was, and how deep into your detox you are. B- Benzos suck. and C, itd just be another addiction.Use something much less detrimental to your health while relieving your withdrawals. THC. If it werent for medical grade marijuana, i would have never made it through my detox. Take a closer look. stay away from benzos. nasty shit anyways.
Oh ya, LSD-25 definitely helped give me the push to get off methadone. During my last trip I went through deep introspect and really helped me come to terms and say I'm through. I saw all these evils in my life being pushed out of me and felt a change to be a better person. The withdrawals were still there unlike ibogaine, but it gave me the reflection that made me say, "what the fuck am I doing with my life".
@sydkid4209 yes psychedelics are amazing for looking inwards..and analyzing yourself..i think thats why alot of ppl have bad trips...because its not like other drugs that feel good and make you forget...this drug makes you face reality..lsd is amazing for self cleansing..i couldnt imagine this ibogaine shit dudes are talking about man. sorry i took so long to reply, stay in touch tho bro
How many days did it take you to feel better? I'm on day 19 off methadone but I tapered all the way down to 0. Definitely wasn't as bad as yours. Slept every night but it was a little hard. My withdrawals are starting to subside, but it feels like a could be in a light withdrawal for a while. Your videos definitely helped tho.
hya babe.. been watching ur vids for time and ur my insperation x ive been in the same situation for 2 years,,lost everything.........its my 2nd day into my turkey and im so scared, dnt no whats comin, im a dancer in a club and ive lost that........anyway thanks 4 helpin me even tho u dnt no u have xxxxx
@charlielouise25 im glad im inspiring to you hun my girlfriend that i was with for the last two years was a danced down in boston, and we were into all that bad shit man...i got out of it tho..im so sorry i didnt get to reply sooner to you :( even if your not doin ok still and are using i want you to message me and stay in touch. write me a message and lets be there for eachother. cus shits hard man. i lost my girl to the club, and the drugs..i know what that whole sitch is like hun believe me.
Im on day 5 . I was on 40 for like 2 years but was on methadone for 4 . But over the last year I had been messing up my take homes and basically only dosed 3 days a week and struggled to my next fix I dont know how I did it for so long and worked in lawn care in 90+ weather and did ok just was always cold . But all that led up to just saying enough is enough. Today was my day to go I actually drove half way there and came back .So far though all I get is cold sweats and discomfort.
@condition145 I know I will feel more soon but I would have expected the worst by day 3 or 4 but I guess everyone is different or maybe going without it 4 days a week for a year helped a little who know but I told my boss this is gonna take many weeks and hes ok and hopefully I dont break down and go to the clinic in the next couple days.
@condition145 i hope your still doin ok man. if not i dont judge im allways here to talk. please stay in touch, i know how this shit is man. fuckin evils. IM HERE.
@brettis26 well first of all, you need to make sure your ready to get clean. is it something you want? did you utilize your groups and counciling at the clinic? your going to need too. because once you are clean assuming you get through the detox without using, you need a mental defense against addiction too after you detox so you dont relapse even after your clean. and the best tip i can give you..other than that, is to stay psitive. rid yourself of old friends and bad habits ENTIRELY
@brettis26 and FOR GOOD. never go back to them. even years after your clean. they need to go. and third, if you can. marijuana.and not swag. goodmarijuana, to help you sleep. to help the pain. tohelp the attitude. the nausea.the appetite loss. its the only thing that got me through my detox. it can be done without it.but it helps. so if high grademarijuana is availible i advise using it
@brettis26 i went through 3 months of hell with my detox. even 5 months later was dealing with acute withdrawal symptoms. take all my advice seriously. and make sure your ready and TRUELY with every intention want to be clean for the rest of your life, before you get out of the clinic. and if you dont have a choice about detoxing from the clinic, make sure u utilize as much counciling and groups as possible everyday before your gone. keep me posted--Cody.
@brettis26 support is vital as well. if you dont have any positive influences or friends or family to talk too and support you, im here for you. you can write me anytime ok?
@gasmask2012 thanks man for your kind words,yes i would love some support from you,but only once your better man im on 90ml and they want me to go 5ml every 2 weeks,i dont smoke weed but i love every other drug,man please give me some stage by stage advise inbox me man im from oz to bro..
no man i payed 100$ a week for about two years. yeh no shit. youtube "dmt the spirit molecule" and chiptune is 8bit or videogame music made with gamboys or nes or c64 etc. hope your still doing ok man. for real.
keeping head up is major problem. lethargy and lying around is doing my head in and makes the finish line seem v. far away. hoping 2 get some hash 2nite .how do americans with no job afford 2 pay 4 Mdone? do you get paid social welfare?
@kytchynsync -im 3months deep and im still clean. marijuana helped alot, but there were alot of time i didnt have it and just had to white knuckle it..its weird now even thinking of how much pain i was in..you day 16, your half way there man..just white knuckle it and it WILL pass..even tho youll never think it will. you have to want it man. you have to want it.
@linzbreez so you need to get the right weed. theres different strains for differen times of the day. you need to look into that man. because marijuan is so much less detrimental for you than fuckin benzos. watch your indicas and sativas my man. and toss out those fuckin nasty ass benzos for real
yes, MARIJUANA. it helped me through my detox SO SO much. im supposed to be going on a paulagloria's channel (youtube paulagloria..view her channel) to explain how marijuana was VITAL through my methadone withdrawals..it helped all the symptoms..helped me sleep..helped the restless legs...helped the negative attiitude,,the nausea the diareah...all of it dude. no joke. it fuckin helps so much. just make sure you stay away from certain people places and things..
I'm going through detox right now and want to die the shit heads put me from 110 to 30 in six days then dropped me 10 every 3 days. Now I'm on my own and suffering any suggestions? Other than doing dope, suboxone or subutex
hey bro, i saw that you dig flylo. I Came across your videos before, but it was completely unrelated, so i thought that was interesting haha. I don't know where you're at now dude, but just keep listening to inspiring music!
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good stuff bro. i came off methadone about 3 yrs ago and went onto subutex to help me come off. 15 yrs i tried it BAREBACK MOUNTAIN STYLE, lol... to no avail. its nice to even see someone attempt it on youtube! good one on u bro. also, weed helps loads! i used lots of concentrates i made myself. helped me alot.
3 yrs on, im very healthy, the only downside is that OLD wounds still show up and get angry n sore here n there. peace out bro, stay away from that shit now!!
asamayub 1 week ago
man i went from 100mgs to 0 cold turkey cause of jail and was there 22 days and i wanted to kill myself as soon as i got back out I was back at the clinic fuck that Im down to 20mgs every other day now and Got some Xanax and some so when I do get off the methadone I can get some sleep
TheJaxon940 2 weeks ago in playlist More videos from gasmask2012
hells yea
treypinion 2 weeks ago in playlist Uploaded videos
no man keep em up!!,i also want to ask you a few things,can you message me?
satansbigtoe1 2 weeks ago
leave it alone
OldPazuzu 1 month ago
Belated happy birthday my man.Thought you were older. Anyway gives you loads of time to get it right and I sincerely hope you do;save yourself years of depression,sickness,shame,embarrasment and poverty. Take back your life and try and make something meaningful from it. Keep making music and learn as much as you can. Music is GREAT therapy. Try and find a kindred [clean]soul you can jam with;it makes a big difference.Good luck and all the best.
kytchynsync 1 month ago
@gasmask2012 no don't take them down I too got addicted to opiates and did it cold turkey....people need to c what those awful shits to do sum1... And u may help save another lost soul whose enslaved to opiates...bcuz u nd I both knw from being once addicted that u r a slave to opiates....good luck nd don't ever get bcd on them these videos should b ur recollection to stay off nd if u ever get an urge jus go back to these vids nd remember all the pain and sickness.....proud of u my friend....u
scgurl2001 1 month ago
i cant even stand watching these old videos of me. should i take them down?
gasmask2012 1 month ago in playlist Uploaded videos
@gasmask2012
I don't think u should take em down, this shit is helpful to people.
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@gasmask2012 no please keep them up man dude ive done it all to for only a about a year those adicted to any kind of opiate and watching thes videos helped me alot caz i new other people were going threw it to and gave me motivation to get off man keep em up for motivation to other but if it bother u alot i have no say in that u cant take em down,good shyt u got off them brotha.
gotflickbitch33 1 month ago in playlist Uploaded videos
@gasmask2012 No dont take them down. theyre interesting. but do you have new videos? howre you doinnn?
ttamfitz 2 weeks ago in playlist Uploaded videos
@gasmask201 keep them up, they motivated me
BELLMANVX1K 2 days ago
@gasmask2012 dont take them down! it'll remind you of your long and tough journey!
MediaDudes232 1 day ago
@itchyundies marijuana and has helped me so much. but make sure you have connects for bud that arent sketchy or involved in any way with opiates or any other bullshit. because YES weed IS a gateway drug...but not on its own..its only gateway BECAUUSE OF PROHIBITION forcing it into the hands of illegal dealers who deal other nasty shit to get kids hooked on too. it puts something harmless into a hamful enviroment, and then, categorizes it as harmful. bullshit. be careful. have clean bud connects
gasmask2012 1 month ago
New year greetings from Dublin. Sincerely hope you're getting it together. Let us know how you're doing.
kytchynsync 2 months ago in playlist More videos from gasmask2012
@kytchynsync oi dublin ;)
gasmask2012 1 month ago
How old are you?
CJXGaming 3 months ago
@CJXGaming im 20, i turn 21 Jan 23rd 2012
gasmask2012 1 month ago
gasmask2012 you fool, did you say in another video you started using again after ALL THIS?.
art0neable 3 months ago
@art0neable yes ive relapsed and and currently on my way out of another methadone clinic, trying again. but whats important is im trying. we all are. we all are...
gasmask2012 1 month ago
first day of my subotex detox
montana7ful 3 months ago
@montana7ful Same here subutex sucks the withdrawal is terrible
art0neable 3 months ago
@montana7ful harsh :s how are you doing now?
gasmask2012 1 month ago
Im on day 16 now came from 80 mls to 10 then jumped. im still in bits!! How u doin now? Day 22 ffs how many days b4 u felt ok
tunezmad 3 months ago
@tunezmad i felt better towards the 30th day. but everyones different. so many factors tat could affect a detox. first two-three weks are the worst. just know. it WILL END. and remember that every day you stay clean, itd be pointless to relapse because youve invested that much more pain and time. dont let those 16 days or how ever many you have under your belt be for nothing. that wa a lot of pain man. you can do this. contact me any time if you have any questions. good luck. stay in touch man
gasmask2012 1 month ago
@gasmask2012 Hey man hows u? Im doing much better now thank fuck!! You were right after about day 30 it gets easier. My god that stuff fucks with your head BIG TIME!! The pains are fuckin unreal and the no sleeping will drive ya crazy, Like i thought i was seriously going mad!! The only relief is some top weed, A bong 2 go with it, lots of hot baths and walking if ur able. 3 months now clean but im still always cold.. Hairs always standing on arms and shit but alls good!!!
tunezmad 3 weeks ago
I was on 120ml of meth,then i decided to decrease a little at a time.I'm now at50ml and i'm going down to 45 till i'm off.I'm doing this with the help of a doctor at a methadone rehab .But my other doctor that i've been seeing all my life prescribes me valium,and zanax,both doctors are aware of what i'm taking and have no problem with it,but now i have a major concern about it I'm starting to slowly get off them as well.Strange thing is i can go a week sometimes without them and not feel sick.
STRATCAT101 3 months ago
@STRATCAT101 despite your doctors advice (they make money from prescriptions ) DO NOT EVER o MATTER WHAT ..MIX BENZOS AND OPIATES. DEATH MIX. DONT DO IT.
gasmask2012 1 month ago
Ritual is far more powerful than willpower.
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Nobody feels good stuck inside for weeks on end.
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You gotta come up with healthy rituals.
CusterFlux 3 months ago 2
@CusterFlux Absolutely, that was my main problem at the time, and also dwelling on my past was killing me in there. but yes everyone take notes. GET OUTSIDE during a detox, get some fresh air as much as possible, get out, and do shit man, dont dwell itll make it worse. i made it so much harder for myself than it needed to be. willpower is vital, but ritual is whats going to carry you through this till the end for sure. good point custerfkuxx
gasmask2012 1 month ago 2
good onya mate doing well smoke plenty weed hash lots of lollies candy i think u call it lol goodonya mate
ozbillybong 4 months ago in playlist More videos from gasmask2012
should i go on methdone to deal with my marijuana addiction?
thehookersful 4 months ago
@thehookersful ABSOLUTELY NOT. and i wouldnt be surprised if they let you in just for your money but it doesnt mean you belong there. weed isnt a narcotic contrary to popular belief. its non addictive. your fine. if you dont wanna smoke stop. if u do. then do. free will is an option when it comes to weed. not opiates.
gasmask2012 4 months ago 2
@gasmask2012 can you get addicted to marijuana?
HomerSETH9 1 month ago in playlist More videos from gasmask2012
@HomerSETH9 Absolutely not. That's ridiculous. Not to be mean, but that was a very unintelligent question. Next time please atleast know the basics of an issue or topic, before joining a conversation, or asking a question in regards to a matter you don't know much about.
gasmask2012 1 month ago
@thehookersful ABSOLUTELY NOT. and i wouldnt be surprised if they let you in just for your money but it doesnt mean you belong there. weed isnt a narcotic contrary to popular belief. its non addictive. your fine. if you dont wanna smoke stop. if u do. then do. free will is an option when it comes to weed. not opiates.
gasmask2012 4 months ago
@thehookersful You are mentally addicted,go cold turkey. There is no withdrawl from Marijuana. If anything, people go on Cannabis to help with their drug addictions
teragreg 4 months ago
@teragreg exactly. kids these days. fuggin unreal. fullable gucks
gasmask2012 1 month ago
@thehookersful no do not do that
ahubbard25 3 months ago
@thehookersful i dont think that even deserved an answer
MrNickyfarmer 3 months ago
I've been a serial addict for years and I've never been able to give anything up first time.It's possible your depression may be an underlying condition which makes you prone to relapse. It was'nt until I had acknowledged that myself (after years of not understanding) that I was able to really work on getting clean.Anyway 7 mths. in now and in a better frame of mind but addiction has a hair trigger. So again in your own words "you've got to want it". Good luck and all the best
kytchynsync 4 months ago
@kytchynsync
Well technically all drug use is triggered by depression.
I don't think anyone would even bother to smoke a joint if our wold was a normal happy place. From my experience drug addiction always can be traced back to society's fucked up treatment of its fellow man.
NeutralExistence 4 months ago
and methadone takes time man...you fucked your brain chemistry up...but a life time a slave to an opiate in my opinion is worth a few months or more of depression....you can do it man...watch a porno..jerk off....go to a meeting...fuck a hot coed!
fiend4hiphop 5 months ago
stop doing drugs bro....the only was to stay off dope is to stop doing drugs.....take it from vet junkie....you will always find a way back to your DOC if you dont do something about your recovery....hang in there dude...and dont get on suboxone its just as bad as methadon....cept your teeth dont rot out of your face!
fiend4hiphop 5 months ago
Hang the fuck in there because eventually youll feel amazing...all on your own..i take suboxone but six months later I have two thoughts...first why the fuck did I go on suboxone..and second would I be doing worse now if I didnt go on suboxone..probably worse.
rickythepitbull 5 months ago
Bro..i so fucking feel your pain..i was on methadone for ten years..switched to suboxone at sixty mg..i went through the worst hell I could ever imagine..owning a business and two kids theres no way I could just stop..my life wont allow it..i smoke ganja and I will forever it helps unbelievably..hang in there man im proud of ya..even though you dont know me.
rickythepitbull 5 months ago
i watched all your videos and wow you looking great in this last video...your cheeks are getting fuller i hope your doing well cody i will be waiting for a new video
kriparie 5 months ago
How are you doing now?, my boyfriends detoxing off Methadone and is having a severe time with it, I am trying to find a natural way to help him, with herbs and vitamins. I hope that they can legalize Ibogaine soon, for addicts to save them from this torture. Hang in there my heart is with you.
Robinconley42 5 months ago
After the physical shit goes away comes the depression which is the worst of all......I'm in the depression part of my suboxone withdrawals been off it for 2 weeks but slipped up a couple days ago and did some dope which was the dumbest thing possible
nokilla1 5 months ago
I had a 300 dollar a day heroin addiction for 19 months was taking between 180 and 220 milligrams of methadone per day for 14 years. I am now down to 12.5 milligrams a day from 220 14 months ago. I was dropping 10 mgs a month now I am dropping 2.5mgs a month. I quit the cigs 13 months ago. I quit caffeine and sugar 4 months ago. I am now riding my bike 25 miles every morning. I take effexor(150mgs) for depression and trazadone (200mgs) which is also an antidepressant for sleep.
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As you said "you've got to want it" 6 months in now . M.done withdrawal is not easy and there have been many days when craving was v. strong .Support is vital to avoid addictive behaviour especially when mood is low. Thanks for your encouragement. good luck and all the best. You still playing the guitar? That helps too.
kytchynsync 6 months ago
How far are you now cody with the d-tox? Im on 15ml of meth now and going onto subitex in 2 weeks.woooow cant wait to be clean. may-b I will come to US then.xx
Ladyvoodoo1st 6 months ago
@Ladyvoodoo1st detox is over..unfortunately..i relapsed.. 6 months in..the detox for me was done heavy part was over around 3-4 month..but even after that the sweating an anxiety never went away..i have permanent side affects from the methadone.i have so much to tell. ill be making a video soon. i need subutex, would be amazing. no insurance, im working on trying to get health insurance, it just take so long.. i had zero on hands support through my outpatient detox.
gasmask2012 6 months ago
@Ladyvoodoo1st i spent 6 months from starting at day 1 at 0mgs sleeping on a loveseat alone in a small room. my whole detox. found out my ex gf cheated on me..then she started coming around again, and helped me relapse, then i moved out to pa to get away and be with a girl ive had feelings for and was talking to for awhile, and when i went there, i had chest pains from my pluerisy, and the.e.r gave me vicodin. after that i couldnt stop. i have sleep apnea which makes me lethargic and depressed 2
gasmask2012 6 months ago
@Ladyvoodoo1st sleep apnea also makes you sweat and have extreme fatigue during the day and deppression, and the only thing thats ever made the sweating and fatigue go away were more opiates. i felt normal and could function with them. im just worried because sedatives and sleep apnea are dangerous, so i want to be in a supervised maintenence program again, or suboxone, atleast until i can move to a state with medical marijuana. which would help all my symptoms of sleep apnea and my depression.
gasmask2012 6 months ago
@Ladyvoodoo1st il be making a video in regaruds to all of this in a full exlination of everything..i swear i could write a book, theres so much i havent told you guys yet. so much has happened in my life these last months.
gasmask2012 6 months ago
@glenminion how are you doing now? a detox can be scary. just make sure you ready for it. i say that in the sense as make sure you want to get clean before you get off of it. make sure you utilized your groups and counciling at the clinic.
gasmask2012 6 months ago
thanks for the insight i belive in thc to help i seem to have this huge withdrawl phobia u are very inspiring to me keep up the good work gasmask ill keep u posted
glenminion 7 months ago
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your videos inspire me keep doing what your doing email me id love to chat with you i go to zero ml start my journey being clean glenminion@gmail.com your videos are giving me hope
glenminion 7 months ago
wow i didnt realize the hell im gonna go thru why no benzos they dont help what will make it better a good strong will i guess ive lost so many of yrs of my life to this addiction when is enough enough
glenminion 7 months ago
@glenminion why no benzos. A- Could (unlikely) but still possibly be fatal when mixed with the leftover opiates in your system depending on how high your dose was, and how deep into your detox you are. B- Benzos suck. and C, itd just be another addiction.Use something much less detrimental to your health while relieving your withdrawals. THC. If it werent for medical grade marijuana, i would have never made it through my detox. Take a closer look. stay away from benzos. nasty shit anyways.
gasmask2012 7 months ago
Oh ya, LSD-25 definitely helped give me the push to get off methadone. During my last trip I went through deep introspect and really helped me come to terms and say I'm through. I saw all these evils in my life being pushed out of me and felt a change to be a better person. The withdrawals were still there unlike ibogaine, but it gave me the reflection that made me say, "what the fuck am I doing with my life".
sydkid4209 8 months ago
@sydkid4209 yes psychedelics are amazing for looking inwards..and analyzing yourself..i think thats why alot of ppl have bad trips...because its not like other drugs that feel good and make you forget...this drug makes you face reality..lsd is amazing for self cleansing..i couldnt imagine this ibogaine shit dudes are talking about man. sorry i took so long to reply, stay in touch tho bro
gasmask2012 7 months ago
How many days did it take you to feel better? I'm on day 19 off methadone but I tapered all the way down to 0. Definitely wasn't as bad as yours. Slept every night but it was a little hard. My withdrawals are starting to subside, but it feels like a could be in a light withdrawal for a while. Your videos definitely helped tho.
sydkid4209 8 months ago
How many days did it take you to feel better?
sydkid4209 8 months ago
hya babe.. been watching ur vids for time and ur my insperation x ive been in the same situation for 2 years,,lost everything.........its my 2nd day into my turkey and im so scared, dnt no whats comin, im a dancer in a club and ive lost that........anyway thanks 4 helpin me even tho u dnt no u have xxxxx
charlielouise25 9 months ago
@charlielouise25 im glad im inspiring to you hun my girlfriend that i was with for the last two years was a danced down in boston, and we were into all that bad shit man...i got out of it tho..im so sorry i didnt get to reply sooner to you :( even if your not doin ok still and are using i want you to message me and stay in touch. write me a message and lets be there for eachother. cus shits hard man. i lost my girl to the club, and the drugs..i know what that whole sitch is like hun believe me.
gasmask2012 7 months ago
Im on day 5 . I was on 40 for like 2 years but was on methadone for 4 . But over the last year I had been messing up my take homes and basically only dosed 3 days a week and struggled to my next fix I dont know how I did it for so long and worked in lawn care in 90+ weather and did ok just was always cold . But all that led up to just saying enough is enough. Today was my day to go I actually drove half way there and came back .So far though all I get is cold sweats and discomfort.
condition145 9 months ago
@condition145 I know I will feel more soon but I would have expected the worst by day 3 or 4 but I guess everyone is different or maybe going without it 4 days a week for a year helped a little who know but I told my boss this is gonna take many weeks and hes ok and hopefully I dont break down and go to the clinic in the next couple days.
condition145 9 months ago
@condition145 i hope your still doin ok man. if not i dont judge im allways here to talk. please stay in touch, i know how this shit is man. fuckin evils. IM HERE.
gasmask2012 7 months ago
@gasmask2012 Doing great now its been 6 7 weeks I think and I can finally sleep . I found I have more aches and pains than I used to .
condition145 7 months ago
@condition145 6 or 7 not 67 lol. Im really glad I got off it.
condition145 7 months ago
@gasmask2012 can u help me i need advise to get off done please
brettis26 7 months ago
@brettis26 well first of all, you need to make sure your ready to get clean. is it something you want? did you utilize your groups and counciling at the clinic? your going to need too. because once you are clean assuming you get through the detox without using, you need a mental defense against addiction too after you detox so you dont relapse even after your clean. and the best tip i can give you..other than that, is to stay psitive. rid yourself of old friends and bad habits ENTIRELY
gasmask2012 6 months ago
@brettis26 and FOR GOOD. never go back to them. even years after your clean. they need to go. and third, if you can. marijuana.and not swag. goodmarijuana, to help you sleep. to help the pain. tohelp the attitude. the nausea.the appetite loss. its the only thing that got me through my detox. it can be done without it.but it helps. so if high grademarijuana is availible i advise using it
gasmask2012 6 months ago
@brettis26 i went through 3 months of hell with my detox. even 5 months later was dealing with acute withdrawal symptoms. take all my advice seriously. and make sure your ready and TRUELY with every intention want to be clean for the rest of your life, before you get out of the clinic. and if you dont have a choice about detoxing from the clinic, make sure u utilize as much counciling and groups as possible everyday before your gone. keep me posted--Cody.
gasmask2012 6 months ago
@brettis26 support is vital as well. if you dont have any positive influences or friends or family to talk too and support you, im here for you. you can write me anytime ok?
gasmask2012 6 months ago
@gasmask2012 thanks man for your kind words,yes i would love some support from you,but only once your better man im on 90ml and they want me to go 5ml every 2 weeks,i dont smoke weed but i love every other drug,man please give me some stage by stage advise inbox me man im from oz to bro..
brettis26 6 months ago
no man i payed 100$ a week for about two years. yeh no shit. youtube "dmt the spirit molecule" and chiptune is 8bit or videogame music made with gamboys or nes or c64 etc. hope your still doing ok man. for real.
gasmask2012 10 months ago
ima bit older than u . pardon my ignorance but what is DMT? also am a musician just not v. computer savvy . what is chiptune?
kytchynsync 10 months ago
keeping head up is major problem. lethargy and lying around is doing my head in and makes the finish line seem v. far away. hoping 2 get some hash 2nite .how do americans with no job afford 2 pay 4 Mdone? do you get paid social welfare?
kytchynsync 10 months ago
well just worry about yourself for right now. do you. and than you can help other people. but you have to do you first man. keep your head up.
gasmask2012 10 months ago
glad 2 hear ur still clean. its funny but i want it more 4 the people around me and that is the ultimate motivation. take care and all the best.
kytchynsync 10 months ago
@kytchynsync -im 3months deep and im still clean. marijuana helped alot, but there were alot of time i didnt have it and just had to white knuckle it..its weird now even thinking of how much pain i was in..you day 16, your half way there man..just white knuckle it and it WILL pass..even tho youll never think it will. you have to want it man. you have to want it.
gasmask2012 10 months ago
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Hey what up just tuning in and im sso ooo fucking scared
MrPhrogger 10 months ago
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@gasmask2012
Hey what up just tuning in and im sso ooo fucking scared . 170mg and want off now......!!!!!
MrPhrogger 10 months ago
u ok man? im on day 16 toughing it out . empathising w. you all the way.
kytchynsync 10 months ago
Being a junkie sucks man
linzbreez 11 months ago
@linzbreez so you need to get the right weed. theres different strains for differen times of the day. you need to look into that man. because marijuan is so much less detrimental for you than fuckin benzos. watch your indicas and sativas my man. and toss out those fuckin nasty ass benzos for real
gasmask2012 7 months ago
Pot makes me so parinoid I got Ativan , but then I have to go through the benzo withdrawks
linzbreez 11 months ago
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gasmask2012 11 months ago
yes, MARIJUANA. it helped me through my detox SO SO much. im supposed to be going on a paulagloria's channel (youtube paulagloria..view her channel) to explain how marijuana was VITAL through my methadone withdrawals..it helped all the symptoms..helped me sleep..helped the restless legs...helped the negative attiitude,,the nausea the diareah...all of it dude. no joke. it fuckin helps so much. just make sure you stay away from certain people places and things..
gasmask2012 11 months ago
I'm going through detox right now and want to die the shit heads put me from 110 to 30 in six days then dropped me 10 every 3 days. Now I'm on my own and suffering any suggestions? Other than doing dope, suboxone or subutex
linzbreez 11 months ago
@linzbreez nothing wrong with smoking some green.
miticopetpox 11 months ago