wow :*( i thought my life was fucked up but you have gone through soo much more...you are soo strong! idk how you did it...but keep it up ur saving lives(:(: xoxo
My heart is broken for you!!! Stay strong. i have had times when i wanted to die but my friends that are nice help me through those tiimes. other friends cause me this pain and greif. your story was great though. feel happy :)
Listen to If you Knew - by Joel Faviere here on you tube, song he made for Self Harm Awareness which was March 1st..... great words about this sad subject it really helps
@amber12401 im not trying to be a hater but why cut urself if ur depressed? wouldnt u want to feel happy? so why cause more pain? i definitely can understand having no parents causes u grief but why does most of ur pain come from u thinking ur causing everyone trouble?
I'm 11, and I know that some of you will say GTFO but I cut myself, am diagnosed with depression and ADD and I've been in 32 foster homes. Just remember, one smile at a time, you were born to LIVE not be a BURDEN(:
this video really made me cry. I have a website (which I embedded this video on) please go to my site... It's really helpful. I've saved many lives by helping people with their issues and problems. I've changed lives with my website. Please pass on the website to someone who may need it.
you're an amazing girl, for being so strong and being able to keep up and never lose hope.
remember God is always there with you no matter how much struggles are being pushed on you; you push them back with hope, love and trust that you can get in 2 of your feet standing by with God beside you! you're not alone and you never will be (: i had the same thing dealing with cutting but now i know that i was never alone that there is happiness out there for me!
I commend you for not only making this video to help others, but also for taking the initiative to help yourself. You can be a beacon of hope for so many. Everything happens for a reason even if it hurts. What does not kill you make you stronger. To everyone... YOU ARE ABLE TO DO SO MUCH WITH YOUR LIFE. DO NOT THROW IT AWAY SIMPLY BECAUSE YOU LOSE FAITH. NEVER LOSE HOPE AND STRIVE TO ACHIEVE YOUR GOALS. Most importantly, never, ever, lose faith in yourself. GOOD LUCK EVERYONE
i cried so hard during this video i was currently recovering from anorexia as well ive gone up one pants size yet my mother called me a pig and never supported me. im 15 years old and my parents are getting divorced ive stopped eating properly and my wrists have some scars already. i would never have thought that id be doing this to myself. it started at age 12. things were good until 2 months ago when my dad left while i was at school. my mom also hits me. please help:( i dont wanna die young
@emopunkers96 There is hope for all of us. I lived with an abusive mother for 14 years and have the wounds to show. I never knew my Dad at all. My mother fervently denies that she has Munchhausen by Proxy even though she was diagnosed with it. I got into a lot of trouble with the law and as a result was taken out of my mother's care as she was only home 1 or 2 days a week and I had no siblings. I now live in foster care but have a new hope for life. I have been saved. You can be saved too. Ask!
I'm afraid to ask for help because my father raised me to believe that asking for help or complaining is a sign of weakness and that weakness is wrong. I know that he's wrong but I can't get past that. So I choose to not ask for help and wait until somebody helps me themselves, that never happens.
Everybody has a sad story, dysfunc fam and/or tragedy. You can get all poor me to garner sympathy or move on. I have two brothers that oh poor me, then blame blame blame for their problems and are total shit bags. My other brother and myself are positive thinking caring family men. Same upbringing, parents and B.S. If the life you have now sucks then change it. I have empathy but not patience for choosing to broken and making sure everyone knows.
Young lady. I dont know if you ever will see this. I dont know you, you dont know me. BUT, you have a friend if you need one. I dont have much, never had much. You see, I lost my son many years ago. I was able to hold his broken little body for 15 mins before he died. My point is, I am a loving person, I am here if you ever want to talk. I will pray for you.
i am so srry 4 that i pretty much did the same thing but turned out that should never bee the answer and i got helf and now i weight 62 pounds and 77 oz......i hope that you are still ok
I stumbled upon this by accident, was moved by the pics and the creativeness of this short and sad video. If you keep up with the "outlet" as shown here and know that there is light at the end of the tunnel, I beleive you will fully recover and can move on to a very fulfilling and healthy life.
God Bless You and may he give you the strength everyday to deal with any battles in your life. May your story reach many that are going through the same thing so they have hope and faith. Remember that with God by our side all things are possible. Isaiah 41:10 fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. Philippians 4:13 I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
My cycle: get upset, cut alot, black out from blood loss, wake up and get upset cuz I cut, drink, get upset again, and repeat. :( I've tried to stop the cycle, but I fail each time. I can't leave my blades, and champagne & wine... I'm only 13!!! :') And on top of that, I am pregnant! 2 days pregnant!
Suicidal dont let other people control how you feel. When you wake up tomorrow decide for yourself that you are going to have a great day. No matter what. Only you can let these people make you feel bad. You are going to have to develop a positive image of yourself. You need to be proud of who you are as a person. If you are doing something that makes you feel bad about yourself, stop. Only you can make you happy. Noone else has the power. Keep your head up. You will be in my prayers.
I have OCD and I'm suicidal... For some reason, I feel like killing myself cuz of all the shit going on right now... Bullies, death threats from kids&my mother, abuse, & I just wanna make the pain go away. I'm not religious, I tried but I got no help. WTF should I do now?
@SuicidalGirl1325 I'm sorry for what your going through I was there I am now back it is possible. It hurts I know, but if you need to talk just message me!
Even Though YOu May Not Care But Scuicide Is The Worst Possible Choice Ive Been Affected By It:( Its A Horrible Thing To Find Out A Girl My Age group (13/14) Done
You are a beautiful person.... sharing this video is saving lives, and I hope it saves yours as well. Please stay true to your routine, and make sure you keep someone close to you for support. Be honest with yourself and admit you are a magical person for having the strength to admit/challenge your inner monster. Deep down inside I think you will win!!
I know the only thing that saved me from myself was GOD. I got really devoted to prayer. I started reading my bible, and I promise you it saved my life. I will pray for you tonight. I promise if you will give it a try it will help. You have to let the past go. If your always living in yesterday, you'll miss out on today. Forgive yourself. Forgive your parents. Move forward. Be strong for someone else. You have an amazing witness. God can and will use you for something good. He already has!
@BRINGTHETRUTH1 Hey, thanks for this comment, I don't struggle with anything like addictions, or habits, like that, but i have made alot of huge mistakes which kill me today, i spend all day thinking about how much my past has effected me and how it brought me down to how i am today. i dwell on the past no matter how painful and can't seem to forgive myself or let it go... letting go has always been my weakness. but thanks, this comment somehow touched my heart a little... random, but true.
You poor child. I am so very sorry that you have had such a tough upbringing. No child deserves this. I am a father of two of the most beautiful little girls in the world. Your story makes me want to just give you a big hug and tell you its gonna be alright. Keep your head up sis. I went through addiction in my teens. I felt worthless. It always looks like it can never heal or get better. I quit meth ten years ago this month. I wasnt married and had no children.
somthing i have tried is to take a marker a wright somthing like happiness or love or anything positive when u feel sad or depressed look at the word you may smile well i did u can also draw hearts and butterflies or anything that makes you happy around the word u may just feel better simple it may work it may not i hope this helps feel free to send feed back thx
Omigosh i am so sorry about all of the trouble that you went through and i really hope that you are feeling more confident in yourself and you are doing better. I could barely keep the tears from pouring out of my eyes!
@slickrickyy69 this saved me from suicide, this isnt for people with the perfect life some of us actually have pain thatwe cant handle anymore, this girls story saved my life do you even understand that?
Why is there a reason to be mean? She just gave us an outlet to all our problems. She has been through alot. And if u have this much going on in ur life would u want people from all around making fun of u about it? I wouldnt.
Sweetie, as a fellow self mutilator, your story & mine are very similiar, I carved worthless, loser failure & other things people called me or made me feel into my skin, purged, tried to kill myself over 20 times before my 14 birthday & & don't forgot, you are not alone. I thank you for having the courage to share your story *hugs* don't let the negativity & the past destroy you there are those who care about you, who would be devasted with out you & I say this also to anyone else reading this.
You are a precious, valuable, worthy, and deeply-loved, beautiful creation, you who are reading this. The One who says you are precious, valuable, beautiful, worthy, deeply-loved offers complete & total freedom to you as a gift. My freedom came when I left addiction in the past. With Him all things are possible. It may be hard work, as it has been for me at times, but freedom from lies & addiction is worth it, freedom from my past, knowing Him personally, I would give my life for this freedom!
@aartbastiaan22 As an atheist, and an intelligent one at that, I once also believed that all who embraced Jesus were also "dumbfu*cks" or some similar, judgemental label. I was the same as YOU aartbastiaan22. I totally understand your unbelief and name-calling. I want you to know, however, that Jesus is more real than the nose on your face, or the words you are reading right now. The evidence in support of Jesus overwhelms evidence to the contrary. You will see someday. Read Romans 10:9-13.
@ProChoiceJesus so if you're sure of that, you shouldn't bother us or try to convince us. If we are supposed to be convinced one day, so be it. But until that day, I can't. Sorry for insulting you, that was rude. I'm not so radical as you might think. I'd rather not choose either sides actually. It's really the radicals that bother me.
@ProChoiceJesus LOL another religious fanatics u kids make me laugh. if there was a god he wouldnt be a bitch and cause so much suffering in people like this video's uploader
Hey, when someone really close to you dies, it's either you keep moving forward, or you blame yourself for everything that's happen and not succeed. I would choose to keep moving forward, because maybe that person wanted the best for you.
wow I really thought that I was really going through somethings in my life but not like you have But I understand parents and alcoholism my dad suffered from alcoholism but he is a pastor now. But my older brother is a alcoholic because he followed my dads example I just chose not to do what he was doing seeing what it was doing to my dad.
life will always be hard life will always have obsticles life will always try to bring us down but even if its super hard we have to try to overcome them...i know i know its really hard and difficult ive been there but when it was all over i felt so free and not trapped and i kew it was totally worth it so please dont give up and keep trying
i nearly cried you are beautiful, i read the desciption, and am glad you are getting help. whenever i think my life is unfair, i think off people like you, and how blessed i really am. i am so sorry for what has happened to you. dont worry, though, things will get better. thumbs up so she can see this. again, im sorry. things will get better. you are strong.
I am 40 yrs old,been off Heroin for 8 1/2 yrs,while coming up on my 4 yrs clean the local junkie nodded off while driving,He drove up my front lawn and ran my mother over 4 ft from my father,my paramedic sister was pulled from the shower by my dad and she held our mothers lifless body in her arms(sis was 25 yr old). BUT I stayed clean through it while watching the douche bag get 3 months in jail,so pain is an old friend of mine who stops by often to talk of the past,GO FORWARD,YOUR STILL YOUNG
You arent alone, i think you should listen to your parents, they know whats best, i couldnt imagine how hard it would be, but if you try as hard as you can you can achieve that and recover from the pains of those drugs an alchahol, and remember, if you ever needed someone to talk to im here :) im only fourteen but i can still understand whats happening, i hope you recover :)
Have you ever been in a situation where thats happened? A lot of people do it because they dont thinl when theres so many wrong things happening in their lives, i wouldnt call them idiots because they were only thinking that they needed pain to distract themselves from whats happening. This isnt me flaming you, im just saying, if you were in that situation you wouldnt think either. Youd just want the thoughts of how wrong everything is going to dissapear...
If you really want off there's only one place that can do it. You can't do it alone. But you have to want off. After you decide that you're halfway there if you do the only program that takes you the rest of the way.
i wish i was out there to cheer those people up. a friend of mine had a similar problem, but i pulled him out of that hell and accepted him for who he was. i didnt care about my popularity at school anymore, i just cant stand there and watch people go through with this!
i currently suffer from drug abuse, alcoholism, self harm and thoughts of suicide, and keeps getting worse each week :( but your story has put some hope into me. i was put in a mental institute for up to 4 months. and my parents wanted me to stop trying to mix drugs with alcohol. but that ended up with me being in a coma for 3 weeks :( im just hoping i can recover from this all. and hopefully go back to natural. i am 16 at the moment coming up to 17.
Depression and anxiety sucks especially when the people around you that are supposed to be there for you don't understand or believe you... this video really did give me hope I know a lot of people have more problems and I hope you get through it
As for you assholes that think its funny effect off and get a life
@SuperWackPack There is something that is fucking wrong with you. Seriously, do you not have a heart at all? Go fuck yourself. Is it because your depressed? Is it because you have been made fun of, or whatever. If your gonna laugh at something like this then why the hell would you click on this video anyways you dumb fuck.
@Glable24 Please Fuck Off. Okay? Cant you see she has had a Hard Life. So Have I. I Have been raped, Stolen, And Adpoted five times. But i wont leave my birth Mother. So Get a life.
This is a shocking childhood you had to go through. No matter what happened I always still had my mom. I guess this helped me to stay sane and still helps. Keep up the positive thinking. It gives hope to others who have to struggle with their fate too. I am looking forward to more videos from you.
Wow, that's a lot to go through. I can understand some of what you are going through. Don't ever give up on your life. The fact that you are still here tells me you are a beautiful person. Going through bad things makes us very wise.
I'm sad that you have those emotions that enable certain types of individuals to sell used vehicles to the public while horses go without and can usually be found without a stitch of clothing on, its true that we have a naked horse epidemic however even when these same horses can beat their addictions to horse tranquilizers you usually find they gather in smokey rooms siphoning overly large quantities of coffee.
that is so sad im so sorry u had to go through that life sucks but u have to try to make the best of it my mom died of als on febuary 2011 and my dad didnt pay for child support but i live with my grandmother so i know what it feels like but i mak ethe best of it and i would never think of cutting myself or suicide or anything of the sorts i just want to live life and get through it u should too
Thanks for sharing. I pray that people can realize that everyone is important and special. Everyone, no matter what size and shape, contributes to the diversity of our society.
Please realize, that you are valuable to the common good.
I have to take anxiety an depression pills every day an like 10 other pills (I have nf) IV never cut but have tryed suicide but my sis stopped me my wight is 100-105 I'm 14 an most the time hate my self I feel fat an alone like there's no exscape I can't tell my mom BC they will just put me on more pills or in the hospital,,,,
you are so so strong, and i honestly don't know how you have coped through all of that, i'm sure your mum, dad and grandma will be very proud of you! when i watched this it made me realise how stupid my problems are and it just makes you realise that you're not the only one out there, because there are people with worse problems. you are so brave for sharing this with the whole universe, and no-one will ever understand what you have been through, whether they know the story or not, thankyou xxx
First off I love your choice in song!!(: Mad World is AMAZING and my favorite singer did the cover!!(: (Adam Lambert)!! Second I think it's amazing that you can share your story with others and try to help them. I'm sorry that you went through all this. But just know time heals. And I wish you well on your journey!!(:
I don't eat much. My mom and dad were divorced when I was 2-3. My older sister had to care for me. When I was 5-6 my sister started to beat me if I did anything wrong or bad. Now that I'm 12. I barely eat, I crying almost everyday for the life I really wanted. I don't have much friends. I have a few cousins. I only have one true friend..... But she knows that I'm going through this. No one else knows. I have a gf. She kinda knows some things not the full me. Anyways...... When I was 11 years ol
im only 12 when i was little my mom had my sister take care of me she would grab my arm relly tight if i did something wrong and my mom and dad were dovrced when i was 3-4 my dads an alchohic and all i do there is chores and feel like a burden at my moms same i went into depression i thought of suicide and kept thinking of the painless way the only reason was my cousin cuz i had no friends and i stopped eating unless around people so they wouldent notice but i wasent around people much
Reading these comments, I want to point something out. Sadness and depression are not a competition. If you're down about something, the last thing you want to hear about is somebody that has it worse than you, because they aren't you, and only you know how you feel. We all meet our pain accordingly.
You almost make me feel guilty over my own stupid, petty depression. People like you make me proud to be breathing the same air as you. Thanks, this helped put things in perspective a bit. Good luck in the future. Seems like you're due some :)
I know how terrible is that .. be strong like i was ! And i wish that everyone stay strong. Don't be close <3 and lovely song ! what's the songs name ?
There's only one way to overcome this. God.. Although you may say "heres another preacher" I'm not.. once you get "in touch" with him you become optimistic of why things happen and why to you. Like to make you stronger. I thought I was alone I cried to sleep but he has helped me become stronger. I thank him every night for he is the reason to try in this life..
Oh my god please stop doing this to yourself, you seem like such a nice girl, please, please stop this. My sister was a cutter and she was belemic as well.. Sadly my sisters life ended after only 15 years, she committed suicide last year. I would swap lives with her any day just so she could experience what life could have been like for her.. I love you so much Hopey, (my sister)
way to be strong... like anything, it's easier said than done
moodude16 46 minutes ago
wow :*( i thought my life was fucked up but you have gone through soo much more...you are soo strong! idk how you did it...but keep it up ur saving lives(:(: xoxo
XxXjordynwuvsyouXxX 4 hours ago
My heart is broken for you!!! Stay strong. i have had times when i wanted to die but my friends that are nice help me through those tiimes. other friends cause me this pain and greif. your story was great though. feel happy :)
crazyfreak1051 5 hours ago
Wow. you are so strong :)
MIXIFICATIONABLE 5 hours ago
Thats so nice and i feel really sorry for u :( xxxxxxx
11wilkes11 10 hours ago
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Listen to If you Knew - by Joel Faviere here on you tube, song he made for Self Harm Awareness which was March 1st..... great words about this sad subject it really helps
fyrfytrdan 11 hours ago
@amber12401 im not trying to be a hater but why cut urself if ur depressed? wouldnt u want to feel happy? so why cause more pain? i definitely can understand having no parents causes u grief but why does most of ur pain come from u thinking ur causing everyone trouble?
estring123 14 hours ago
Stay strong Amber!!
nowhiteflaginiraq 22 hours ago
My father died when i was 5 too.......
Kluv7771 1 day ago
I'm 11, and I know that some of you will say GTFO but I cut myself, am diagnosed with depression and ADD and I've been in 32 foster homes. Just remember, one smile at a time, you were born to LIVE not be a BURDEN(:
converse262yummy 1 day ago
okaay. thaats just MEAN! what if it really did happen. the hates on you
krazygirl6565 1 day ago
old habits are hard to break :/
mariamladisa 1 day ago in playlist Liked videos
fake video nothing that bad could happen you might disagree and "purging" won't happen when you eat
whourmombro 1 day ago
@whourmombro shut the fuck up
fhpilling1 1 day ago
still trying so hard to recover. it hurts to laugh yet i try im eating a little more every day and haven't purged for 2 days.
emopunkers96 1 day ago
this video really made me cry. I have a website (which I embedded this video on) please go to my site... It's really helpful. I've saved many lives by helping people with their issues and problems. I've changed lives with my website. Please pass on the website to someone who may need it.
EMO stories. wiki spaces. com
XxXxEmoWolfiexXxX 1 day ago
Finally a suicide story I can understand u will be okay u really are strong I believe in u 4 wat it's worth
Fernyc8654 1 day ago
I have recovered from all of the above. I have a happy life now. Don't lose hope.
jodylearns 1 day ago
you're an amazing girl, for being so strong and being able to keep up and never lose hope.
remember God is always there with you no matter how much struggles are being pushed on you; you push them back with hope, love and trust that you can get in 2 of your feet standing by with God beside you! you're not alone and you never will be (: i had the same thing dealing with cutting but now i know that i was never alone that there is happiness out there for me!
yuhdig30 1 day ago
whats this song?
anapauly123 1 day ago in playlist Liked videos
@anapauly123
Mad World by Michael Andrews
XxXxEmoWolfiexXxX 1 day ago
i believe u....................
emolover010205881 1 day ago
This made me cry... I am soo sorry:( hang in there Hun and stay strong<3
madiesmith123 1 day ago
I commend you for not only making this video to help others, but also for taking the initiative to help yourself. You can be a beacon of hope for so many. Everything happens for a reason even if it hurts. What does not kill you make you stronger. To everyone... YOU ARE ABLE TO DO SO MUCH WITH YOUR LIFE. DO NOT THROW IT AWAY SIMPLY BECAUSE YOU LOSE FAITH. NEVER LOSE HOPE AND STRIVE TO ACHIEVE YOUR GOALS. Most importantly, never, ever, lose faith in yourself. GOOD LUCK EVERYONE
Winterh8er 1 day ago
No hope for emo faggots just kill yourself.
MrYoungLeeGotBanged 2 days ago
@MrYoungLeeGotBanged .
xomusicfan99 1 day ago
@xomusicfan99
MrYoungLeeGotBanged 1 day ago
i cried so hard during this video i was currently recovering from anorexia as well ive gone up one pants size yet my mother called me a pig and never supported me. im 15 years old and my parents are getting divorced ive stopped eating properly and my wrists have some scars already. i would never have thought that id be doing this to myself. it started at age 12. things were good until 2 months ago when my dad left while i was at school. my mom also hits me. please help:( i dont wanna die young
emopunkers96 2 days ago
@emopunkers96 There is hope for all of us. I lived with an abusive mother for 14 years and have the wounds to show. I never knew my Dad at all. My mother fervently denies that she has Munchhausen by Proxy even though she was diagnosed with it. I got into a lot of trouble with the law and as a result was taken out of my mother's care as she was only home 1 or 2 days a week and I had no siblings. I now live in foster care but have a new hope for life. I have been saved. You can be saved too. Ask!
Winterh8er 1 day ago
@emopunkers96 im sorry hun :( stay strong sweetheart <3
azargal2 1 day ago
this song kills me
HeartzRConfussin 2 days ago
I'm afraid to ask for help because my father raised me to believe that asking for help or complaining is a sign of weakness and that weakness is wrong. I know that he's wrong but I can't get past that. So I choose to not ask for help and wait until somebody helps me themselves, that never happens.
MissAnniesaurusRex 2 days ago
Everybody has a sad story, dysfunc fam and/or tragedy. You can get all poor me to garner sympathy or move on. I have two brothers that oh poor me, then blame blame blame for their problems and are total shit bags. My other brother and myself are positive thinking caring family men. Same upbringing, parents and B.S. If the life you have now sucks then change it. I have empathy but not patience for choosing to broken and making sure everyone knows.
TheMalanoche 2 days ago
Young lady. I dont know if you ever will see this. I dont know you, you dont know me. BUT, you have a friend if you need one. I dont have much, never had much. You see, I lost my son many years ago. I was able to hold his broken little body for 15 mins before he died. My point is, I am a loving person, I am here if you ever want to talk. I will pray for you.
mdtdragon 2 days ago
i am so srry 4 that i pretty much did the same thing but turned out that should never bee the answer and i got helf and now i weight 62 pounds and 77 oz......i hope that you are still ok
emmalinecrabtree 2 days ago
Omg i thought my life was bad :'(
Mollywaldronslyrics 2 days ago
I stumbled upon this by accident, was moved by the pics and the creativeness of this short and sad video. If you keep up with the "outlet" as shown here and know that there is light at the end of the tunnel, I beleive you will fully recover and can move on to a very fulfilling and healthy life.
MrCorkyz 2 days ago
I went through bulimia and anorexia myslef and I made it through. You can too. Just keep fighting.
willaj78 3 days ago
God Bless You and may he give you the strength everyday to deal with any battles in your life. May your story reach many that are going through the same thing so they have hope and faith. Remember that with God by our side all things are possible. Isaiah 41:10 fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. Philippians 4:13 I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
JACMP413 3 days ago
Step 1: I admit there is a part of my mind I can't control that wants to kill me.
Step 2: I believe there is a Higher Power outside myself that wants me to live and be happy.
Step 3: I choose to give my will and my life over to the care of that Higher Power.
Refer to any '12 step program' for the remaining 9 steps. (AA, NA, OA, etc.)
Looks like you're doing those things sister. I love you. Keep it up.
ladamyre1 3 days ago
How i get here if i was watching Jenna rose still sad story tho
xXrockstarXx2001 3 days ago
My cycle: get upset, cut alot, black out from blood loss, wake up and get upset cuz I cut, drink, get upset again, and repeat. :( I've tried to stop the cycle, but I fail each time. I can't leave my blades, and champagne & wine... I'm only 13!!! :') And on top of that, I am pregnant! 2 days pregnant!
SuicidalGirl1325 3 days ago
Suicidal dont let other people control how you feel. When you wake up tomorrow decide for yourself that you are going to have a great day. No matter what. Only you can let these people make you feel bad. You are going to have to develop a positive image of yourself. You need to be proud of who you are as a person. If you are doing something that makes you feel bad about yourself, stop. Only you can make you happy. Noone else has the power. Keep your head up. You will be in my prayers.
BRINGTHETRUTH1 3 days ago
I have OCD and I'm suicidal... For some reason, I feel like killing myself cuz of all the shit going on right now... Bullies, death threats from kids&my mother, abuse, & I just wanna make the pain go away. I'm not religious, I tried but I got no help. WTF should I do now?
SuicidalGirl1325 4 days ago
@SuicidalGirl1325 I'm sorry for what your going through I was there I am now back it is possible. It hurts I know, but if you need to talk just message me!
maddymaden101 4 days ago
wow thats very sad im very sorry for your sad life u had :(
xxBMXxFORxLIFExx 4 days ago
:'(
Diesel24caStudios 4 days ago
Wow ..
BRizlaine 4 days ago
BABE U R MY IDOLE <3
WTFitsrainingCRAP333 4 days ago
You are strong, that even wrote this and faced your reality. The reality is that you will get through.
622gabe 4 days ago
Even Though YOu May Not Care But Scuicide Is The Worst Possible Choice Ive Been Affected By It:( Its A Horrible Thing To Find Out A Girl My Age group (13/14) Done
ShoutMeALoveSong 4 days ago
You are a beautiful person.... sharing this video is saving lives, and I hope it saves yours as well. Please stay true to your routine, and make sure you keep someone close to you for support. Be honest with yourself and admit you are a magical person for having the strength to admit/challenge your inner monster. Deep down inside I think you will win!!
MicaBean66 4 days ago 11
stay strong <3
bronte1997 4 days ago
I know the only thing that saved me from myself was GOD. I got really devoted to prayer. I started reading my bible, and I promise you it saved my life. I will pray for you tonight. I promise if you will give it a try it will help. You have to let the past go. If your always living in yesterday, you'll miss out on today. Forgive yourself. Forgive your parents. Move forward. Be strong for someone else. You have an amazing witness. God can and will use you for something good. He already has!
BRINGTHETRUTH1 4 days ago
@BRINGTHETRUTH1 Hey, thanks for this comment, I don't struggle with anything like addictions, or habits, like that, but i have made alot of huge mistakes which kill me today, i spend all day thinking about how much my past has effected me and how it brought me down to how i am today. i dwell on the past no matter how painful and can't seem to forgive myself or let it go... letting go has always been my weakness. but thanks, this comment somehow touched my heart a little... random, but true.
xKidPanda 4 days ago
You poor child. I am so very sorry that you have had such a tough upbringing. No child deserves this. I am a father of two of the most beautiful little girls in the world. Your story makes me want to just give you a big hug and tell you its gonna be alright. Keep your head up sis. I went through addiction in my teens. I felt worthless. It always looks like it can never heal or get better. I quit meth ten years ago this month. I wasnt married and had no children.
BRINGTHETRUTH1 4 days ago
somthing i have tried is to take a marker a wright somthing like happiness or love or anything positive when u feel sad or depressed look at the word you may smile well i did u can also draw hearts and butterflies or anything that makes you happy around the word u may just feel better simple it may work it may not i hope this helps feel free to send feed back thx
77sparklestone77 5 days ago
i almost cryed:'(
yanicruzmusic 5 days ago
Koserbong shut the fuck up, shes in pain
jacklynwuzhere 5 days ago
You all need serious help..
KosherBong 5 days ago
Don't worry sweetie! Your in good hands <33 :]
PBandJellytime1000 5 days ago
Omigosh i am so sorry about all of the trouble that you went through and i really hope that you are feeling more confident in yourself and you are doing better. I could barely keep the tears from pouring out of my eyes!
IluvmipuppyRascal 5 days ago
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@slickrickyy69 this saved me from suicide, this isnt for people with the perfect life some of us actually have pain thatwe cant handle anymore, this girls story saved my life do you even understand that?
CJfrost1402 5 days ago
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CJfrost1402 5 days ago
this made me cry, because this reminded me, of me so much.. hmm..
laurenelliciafennell 5 days ago 20
Why is there a reason to be mean? She just gave us an outlet to all our problems. She has been through alot. And if u have this much going on in ur life would u want people from all around making fun of u about it? I wouldnt.
Dinosaurs038 5 days ago
Everyone who is calling her names YOUR IDIOTS! did you see what shes been through? And she put it on here to help us! Thank you!
GreysonCodyAlliBeib 5 days ago
U fail
JabberjawGaming 5 days ago
Sweetie, as a fellow self mutilator, your story & mine are very similiar, I carved worthless, loser failure & other things people called me or made me feel into my skin, purged, tried to kill myself over 20 times before my 14 birthday & & don't forgot, you are not alone. I thank you for having the courage to share your story *hugs* don't let the negativity & the past destroy you there are those who care about you, who would be devasted with out you & I say this also to anyone else reading this.
MissPrincessXue 5 days ago
You are a precious, valuable, worthy, and deeply-loved, beautiful creation, you who are reading this. The One who says you are precious, valuable, beautiful, worthy, deeply-loved offers complete & total freedom to you as a gift. My freedom came when I left addiction in the past. With Him all things are possible. It may be hard work, as it has been for me at times, but freedom from lies & addiction is worth it, freedom from my past, knowing Him personally, I would give my life for this freedom!
ProChoiceJesus 6 days ago
@ProChoiceJesus
ZWAskateboarding 5 days ago
@ProChoiceJesus dumbfuck.
aartbastiaan22 5 days ago
@aartbastiaan22 As an atheist, and an intelligent one at that, I once also believed that all who embraced Jesus were also "dumbfu*cks" or some similar, judgemental label. I was the same as YOU aartbastiaan22. I totally understand your unbelief and name-calling. I want you to know, however, that Jesus is more real than the nose on your face, or the words you are reading right now. The evidence in support of Jesus overwhelms evidence to the contrary. You will see someday. Read Romans 10:9-13.
ProChoiceJesus 1 day ago
@ProChoiceJesus so if you're sure of that, you shouldn't bother us or try to convince us. If we are supposed to be convinced one day, so be it. But until that day, I can't. Sorry for insulting you, that was rude. I'm not so radical as you might think. I'd rather not choose either sides actually. It's really the radicals that bother me.
aartbastiaan22 1 day ago
@ProChoiceJesus LOL another religious fanatics u kids make me laugh. if there was a god he wouldnt be a bitch and cause so much suffering in people like this video's uploader
estring123 14 hours ago
Please stay stong sweetie! Do it for you parents<3
Janfredbun 6 days ago
wow im so sorry this happen to u i really hope things get better if u need some to talk 2 you can always message me
TheJustinaxt 6 days ago
cool story bro
aartbastiaan22 6 days ago
@aartbastiaan22 Dont be horrid this is her real life! You've obviously never suffered!
Janfredbun 6 days ago
@Janfredbun I did, yesterday there was nothing on tv
aartbastiaan22 5 days ago
Hey, when someone really close to you dies, it's either you keep moving forward, or you blame yourself for everything that's happen and not succeed. I would choose to keep moving forward, because maybe that person wanted the best for you.
jaaymillionaire 6 days ago
I lost my mom wen I was 3
kairi205 6 days ago
@kairi205 and then you found her again?
aartbastiaan22 6 days ago
wow I really thought that I was really going through somethings in my life but not like you have But I understand parents and alcoholism my dad suffered from alcoholism but he is a pastor now. But my older brother is a alcoholic because he followed my dads example I just chose not to do what he was doing seeing what it was doing to my dad.
26gwin 1 week ago
life will always be hard life will always have obsticles life will always try to bring us down but even if its super hard we have to try to overcome them...i know i know its really hard and difficult ive been there but when it was all over i felt so free and not trapped and i kew it was totally worth it so please dont give up and keep trying
mrsamazing12 1 week ago 4
iWish It Was That Easy Too Stop Cutting iAttemped Suicide More Thn 5 Times But It Never Works Out ....
& Im Really Sorry Too Hear That You Losted Alot Of Love Ones But At Least You Know That They Will Always Be There No Matter What In Your Heart ....
ponyboylover1000 1 week ago
@ponyboylover1000 tip: woah you know what's cool hang yourself at a kid's school they'll be like WTF!! lol
aartbastiaan22 6 days ago
well done and positive message, life isnt always so grand. good luck!
chickabuka 1 week ago
By the time I watched this whole video i was crying so bad my mascara was all over my face
katelynmh1 1 week ago
this is so sad:(
littlepo25 1 week ago
@littlepo25
Thats so true! R.I.P ! :( My mom have cancer!
xoxo4292 1 week ago
I really hope you get better I feel so bad :(
sawisawsome 1 week ago
@MasterPipweed Wtf this ain't funny ! GET THE FUCK OUT !
Emily12232 1 week ago
nobody deserves a life like this.
day6660 1 week ago
Hey its the song from Gears of War!
gdsmkfn 1 week ago
Amber... It took a lot of courage to put this video together and post it for all to see. I hope it helps you move forward even more.
bob5944 1 week ago
I feel so bad, I never had ANYTHING like that happen in my family EVER!
ilikmango099 1 week ago
@ilikmango099 me neither...
TheJuliawalid 1 week ago
i nearly cried you are beautiful, i read the desciption, and am glad you are getting help. whenever i think my life is unfair, i think off people like you, and how blessed i really am. i am so sorry for what has happened to you. dont worry, though, things will get better. thumbs up so she can see this. again, im sorry. things will get better. you are strong.
MyFPSAmerica 1 week ago
I am so sorry. You are a hero
jbeanapples 1 week ago
I am 40 yrs old,been off Heroin for 8 1/2 yrs,while coming up on my 4 yrs clean the local junkie nodded off while driving,He drove up my front lawn and ran my mother over 4 ft from my father,my paramedic sister was pulled from the shower by my dad and she held our mothers lifless body in her arms(sis was 25 yr old). BUT I stayed clean through it while watching the douche bag get 3 months in jail,so pain is an old friend of mine who stops by often to talk of the past,GO FORWARD,YOUR STILL YOUNG
cottonfever1221 1 week ago
@MasterPipweed that's insentative
evitialuvsyuh 1 week ago
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am i supposed to feel sad? cos all i can do is fucking laugh LOL
MasterPipweed 1 week ago
@fluffybunnies26
You arent alone, i think you should listen to your parents, they know whats best, i couldnt imagine how hard it would be, but if you try as hard as you can you can achieve that and recover from the pains of those drugs an alchahol, and remember, if you ever needed someone to talk to im here :) im only fourteen but i can still understand whats happening, i hope you recover :)
-Dairy Goes Grawr
DariGoesGrawr 1 week ago
@tehlukenator
Have you ever been in a situation where thats happened? A lot of people do it because they dont thinl when theres so many wrong things happening in their lives, i wouldnt call them idiots because they were only thinking that they needed pain to distract themselves from whats happening. This isnt me flaming you, im just saying, if you were in that situation you wouldnt think either. Youd just want the thoughts of how wrong everything is going to dissapear...
DariGoesGrawr 1 week ago
105 people do not have a heart
niceautumn567 1 week ago
If you really want off there's only one place that can do it. You can't do it alone. But you have to want off. After you decide that you're halfway there if you do the only program that takes you the rest of the way.
Archiesview 1 week ago
It's not for me I hurt myself because I can feel the pain and it's better than the other pains I feel I always wanna die :,( idk what to do anymore!
thesupergirlofearth1 1 week ago
i wish i was out there to cheer those people up. a friend of mine had a similar problem, but i pulled him out of that hell and accepted him for who he was. i didnt care about my popularity at school anymore, i just cant stand there and watch people go through with this!
streetkingz14 1 week ago
No matter what's wrong with your life, or how bad it is, how can anyone see it as a good idea to cut themselves?
Idiots.
TehLukenator 1 week ago
Carry on with the eating disorder and youll end up on the cover of Vogue
McLizpa 1 week ago
feel sorry for you
TheMangyfall 1 week ago
Holy geezus..
I feel like a frigin demented pansy.
I just bawled my eyes out.
Well I feel completely and utterly stupid for ever feeling bad over myself.
Good god I need to grow up..
angelstar0110 1 week ago
i currently suffer from drug abuse, alcoholism, self harm and thoughts of suicide, and keeps getting worse each week :( but your story has put some hope into me. i was put in a mental institute for up to 4 months. and my parents wanted me to stop trying to mix drugs with alcohol. but that ended up with me being in a coma for 3 weeks :( im just hoping i can recover from this all. and hopefully go back to natural. i am 16 at the moment coming up to 17.
Fluffybunnies26 1 week ago
I cried
20notification 1 week ago
this is sad i cried my eyes out im sorry to hear that has happened if you ever need someone im here
littleleperchaun 1 week ago
Glable she's hurting so go away
Cece23750 1 week ago
Depression and anxiety sucks especially when the people around you that are supposed to be there for you don't understand or believe you... this video really did give me hope I know a lot of people have more problems and I hope you get through it
As for you assholes that think its funny effect off and get a life
vcasias1307 1 week ago
my died too
macey1231000 1 week ago
1:56
thanksforthemessdick 1 week ago
@SuperWackPack There is something that is fucking wrong with you. Seriously, do you not have a heart at all? Go fuck yourself. Is it because your depressed? Is it because you have been made fun of, or whatever. If your gonna laugh at something like this then why the hell would you click on this video anyways you dumb fuck.
dontcallmecrazy2 1 week ago
@dontcallmecrazy2 Not a real person. Don't Bother.
ShanainaiXx 1 week ago
My dad died when I was 5 to =[
kataraqueen24 1 week ago
my dad died when i was 5 too
Alex82497 1 week ago
What Song...?
And, 176th watching this, Still crying at your story. DD'x
MissVampLeylaLey 1 week ago
@MissVampLeylaLey mad world
Glable24 1 week ago
@Glable24 Please Fuck Off. Okay? Cant you see she has had a Hard Life. So Have I. I Have been raped, Stolen, And Adpoted five times. But i wont leave my birth Mother. So Get a life.
MissVampLeylaLey 1 week ago
@Glable24 the fuck you on? they asked for the name of the song. Mad World - Gary Jules. Next time hold your tongue.
Glable24 5 days ago
LOL. this was so fucking funny. i fucking shit myself!! bahahahaahhahaah LOL . STOP CRYING BITCH ASS WHINEY BABY
SuperWackPack 1 week ago
@SuperWackPack You Have No Heart.
MissVampLeylaLey 1 week ago 2
@SuperWackPack what the hell is your problem? Why on earth would you say something like that?
TheMonserrat678 1 week ago
@SuperWackPack what makes you think that its ok to make fun of some one who has been depressed their whole life? u r a loser with o heart
lazygoat123 1 week ago
@SuperWackPack I wanna murder you cyberly and physically.......
ShanainaiXx 1 week ago
@SuperWackPack
lol fuck off
xAllylawlz 1 week ago
@SuperWackPack You have no fucking heart!!! I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL!!!!
XxXxBVBXxXxBOTDFXxXx 1 week ago
@SuperWackPack please bequiet you do not even know what she has been through
niceautumn567 1 week ago
@SuperWackPack hahahaha same
aartbastiaan22 6 days ago
lol
cycahus 1 week ago
This is a shocking childhood you had to go through. No matter what happened I always still had my mom. I guess this helped me to stay sane and still helps. Keep up the positive thinking. It gives hope to others who have to struggle with their fate too. I am looking forward to more videos from you.
AngelSeraphiel 1 week ago
Wow, that's a lot to go through. I can understand some of what you are going through. Don't ever give up on your life. The fact that you are still here tells me you are a beautiful person. Going through bad things makes us very wise.
maggie0285 1 week ago
I'm sad that you have those emotions that enable certain types of individuals to sell used vehicles to the public while horses go without and can usually be found without a stitch of clothing on, its true that we have a naked horse epidemic however even when these same horses can beat their addictions to horse tranquilizers you usually find they gather in smokey rooms siphoning overly large quantities of coffee.
MightySaturn5 1 week ago
that is so sad im so sorry u had to go through that life sucks but u have to try to make the best of it my mom died of als on febuary 2011 and my dad didnt pay for child support but i live with my grandmother so i know what it feels like but i mak ethe best of it and i would never think of cutting myself or suicide or anything of the sorts i just want to live life and get through it u should too
almd27 1 week ago
now this really got to me <3
LaughOutLoudd5 1 week ago
sorry to hear this :(
smsteampunkersguild 1 week ago
this is sad made me cry man :(
TheTomboy1200 1 week ago
Thanks for sharing. I pray that people can realize that everyone is important and special. Everyone, no matter what size and shape, contributes to the diversity of our society.
Please realize, that you are valuable to the common good.
Hendrix92TheUniverse 1 week ago
I have to take anxiety an depression pills every day an like 10 other pills (I have nf) IV never cut but have tryed suicide but my sis stopped me my wight is 100-105 I'm 14 an most the time hate my self I feel fat an alone like there's no exscape I can't tell my mom BC they will just put me on more pills or in the hospital,,,,
15pinkbear 1 week ago
I need help~ :(
Xoxoboo2753855 1 week ago
Horrible gross disease.
MsKTMvalley 1 week ago
you are so so strong, and i honestly don't know how you have coped through all of that, i'm sure your mum, dad and grandma will be very proud of you! when i watched this it made me realise how stupid my problems are and it just makes you realise that you're not the only one out there, because there are people with worse problems. you are so brave for sharing this with the whole universe, and no-one will ever understand what you have been through, whether they know the story or not, thankyou xxx
holliemaybeeston1997 1 week ago
First off I love your choice in song!!(: Mad World is AMAZING and my favorite singer did the cover!!(: (Adam Lambert)!! Second I think it's amazing that you can share your story with others and try to help them. I'm sorry that you went through all this. But just know time heals. And I wish you well on your journey!!(:
ForeverWithTheGlam96 1 week ago
How can I get rid if being bulimic and anorexic
babejustyce 1 week ago
is DFACS like DFS that's what i went through?
dpalumbo7 1 week ago
Thank You For Sharing(:
b0NifiEdhUStLAh 1 week ago
I don't eat much. My mom and dad were divorced when I was 2-3. My older sister had to care for me. When I was 5-6 my sister started to beat me if I did anything wrong or bad. Now that I'm 12. I barely eat, I crying almost everyday for the life I really wanted. I don't have much friends. I have a few cousins. I only have one true friend..... But she knows that I'm going through this. No one else knows. I have a gf. She kinda knows some things not the full me. Anyways...... When I was 11 years ol
candy99088765432 1 week ago
im only 12 when i was little my mom had my sister take care of me she would grab my arm relly tight if i did something wrong and my mom and dad were dovrced when i was 3-4 my dads an alchohic and all i do there is chores and feel like a burden at my moms same i went into depression i thought of suicide and kept thinking of the painless way the only reason was my cousin cuz i had no friends and i stopped eating unless around people so they wouldent notice but i wasent around people much
taylor53105 1 week ago
Reading these comments, I want to point something out. Sadness and depression are not a competition. If you're down about something, the last thing you want to hear about is somebody that has it worse than you, because they aren't you, and only you know how you feel. We all meet our pain accordingly.
FroTopShow 1 week ago 42
@FroTopShow no.. people shouldn't whine about small things and man up
aartbastiaan22 6 days ago
@19immabee its called mad world forgot who by but amazing song
TheLittleHelperX 1 week ago
stay strong
JamieLovesx3 1 week ago
You almost make me feel guilty over my own stupid, petty depression. People like you make me proud to be breathing the same air as you. Thanks, this helped put things in perspective a bit. Good luck in the future. Seems like you're due some :)
crowley9595 1 week ago 21
I know how terrible is that .. be strong like i was ! And i wish that everyone stay strong. Don't be close <3 and lovely song ! what's the songs name ?
19immabee 1 week ago
You Will Get Through It.
Remember The Saying "The Only Way Out Of It, Is Through It"
Just Stay Strong. I Know How You Feel, And All That But, Life Goes On...Right!
MrNig1 1 week ago
There's only one way to overcome this. God.. Although you may say "heres another preacher" I'm not.. once you get "in touch" with him you become optimistic of why things happen and why to you. Like to make you stronger. I thought I was alone I cried to sleep but he has helped me become stronger. I thank him every night for he is the reason to try in this life..
delatorre5827 1 week ago
stay strong u can do it! i have a friend whose bulimia and she doesnt know that i know but its quite obvious:(
monkeygymnast96 1 week ago
i'll be your friend x3
xXTorriiTantaliizeXx 1 week ago
praying for you to hear Gods voice calling your name and you respond to HIM...HE LOVES YOU and wants you to be at peace, filled with joy and His Love
prayn4u 1 week ago
dont stop believing
nick01333 1 week ago
You will get better, just keep believing <3
Blondifytheworld 1 week ago
Amazing. Thank you Amber.
GuitarSharkBooking 1 week ago
Oh my god please stop doing this to yourself, you seem like such a nice girl, please, please stop this. My sister was a cutter and she was belemic as well.. Sadly my sisters life ended after only 15 years, she committed suicide last year. I would swap lives with her any day just so she could experience what life could have been like for her.. I love you so much Hopey, (my sister)
RedneckOutlaw9 1 w