i can relate becuase the same happend to me. the night i told my mother told me to get the fuck out of her house and it hruts to think she still hates me.. i hate my life ut i dont know how to turn around its been almost 3 years scince ive told
@xemoxphantomx When I tried to tell my mother she quickly changed the subject and made it all about her and her sad life, I don't have contact with her any more and for me it's a good thing, the best thing i say for you to do is to speak to your doctor, get some therapy or just find someone you trust to talk to because I promise you talking does help and i know the it hurts but time is a healer.
@xemoxphantomx I know you will never forget but eventually with some help you will learn to live again and things will get better and you will get stronger, don't let the abusers win by showing them that they have won, it's all about you now and only you, so be strong and remember you are NOT alone ((hugs))
thanks your right i cant let my past take over me,, my godfather is signing me up for therpay now, so amybe something good will come out of it. ((hugs)) thanks so much :)
i cant believe anyone would judge you for that , i mean that is just cruel. we all are products of our childhoods and so many times the products of a lack of childhood. it hurts i know but perhaps it makes us better person than we would have been otherwise because the pain caused to us makes us notice other people's pain and helps us grow and love, and i am glad that you are healing, i know how hard it is to heal.
How cud any1 evn lay a hand on ther child other than to hold them close to say tht bad dream will go away. or to give them a hug and kiss and say i love u. WHO EVR hurts a little child or a teen like tht is definly mentaly ill and need professional help from very educated docters.
i was molested as a child. i only just started telling my friends about it until one of them laughed and didnt believe me. i know what it feels like to be judged for something you have no control over and im so sorry for what you've been through
hope u get all the love u deserve, dont let your abuser or people that judge u pull u down. hold ur head high, and speak out loud till they realise u did suffer coz of this person. and that it is not gonna stop u living ur life, a much better life now, away from the abuser. bless u x
to judge sum1 for speaking the truth is rude and ignorant why would anyone lie about something like this? whoever says yuo lied needs to grow up and realize whats going on around them and then theyll know that this stuff is always on the news!!! small harmless children being beaten and abused. you may not know me but i am proud of you for speaking up and telling your story! :)
This is such a sad but extremely powerful video poem. Strength to you for speaking out and helping to break the silence, your own and others. Love & Peace, Lili
who judges you for that?? who ever does need to grow up and get a fucking life..im so sorry for what you have been through and i hope you get all the support you need, and i hope your abuser is behind bars!!!
Mainly siblings judged me and of whom I am no longer in contact (which has been a good thing for me), Thank you for your reply and no, he isn't behind bars, we was in the process of criminal proceedings when he decided to pop his clogs so now he is burning in hell!
I to am an adult survivor of sexual abuse & rape all through my teens. It took me 20 years to come forward and face my giant. He is now in prison. I have written my story of how the Lord moved in a miraculous way in my life and my book is coming out in the new year.
May I recommend the organisation C.C.P.A.S for Christian support and publications, they are excellent Christian people - check out their website.
Just take one day at a time, try to surround yourself with positive things and know that you are not alone in your walk, you will get there one day x x
Being an adult survivor of childhood sexual abuse, I have to applaud you for taking the steps to heal. You chose to not live your life as a victim, and that takes unbelievable strength.
You are not alone in your battle. I send My healing thoughts and energy your way.
there are many things we can do to help/prevent child abuse.
lets start it from ourself, always love and care for the children everywhere, never beat or shout to kids. and then start it in the family, then neighborhood, and if u see child abuse do something...call police, help the kids.
every small thing would make something.
if u know what more we can do to help child abuse..please share
this is so touching. no words could explane how much you must have went through. if i could turn the hands of time back to when this all happen i would do anything in my power to stop what happen to you. im just so glad your getting better and starting a new life...^_^
I am not calling you a liar I beleive you. Its just, if you are getting abused why exactly would they get you a computer? Unless your abuser is not either of your parents. I am very confused but thats really really sad. You know who to call...Childline
Thanks for the advice but this happened a long time ago when i was a child i am 38 years old now and am only just beginning to put my life together, it has taken me this long to do something about it, it's tough but i'm getting there.
that was very touching i cant imagian what u had gone through and i hope u keep writing and i write draw and sing and play and maybe i will find some to help stop child abuse and i love this video truely
Wow, just watching this made me rember in what i had to go through growing up, I was also abused, i was to afrade to tell and so was my mom, but one day i just couldnt help it so i called the cops and now im living a scared but a happy life.
u r so brave writting this on here i went through a similar thing when i was young but it has taken me almost 8 years to tell someone after attempying to kill myself coz it all got to much nit i struggle each day with the hope that it will all change u prove to me that there is hope an maybe someday i will b able 2 kive my life as a normal girl thanks
omg. i almost cried! its stories like this that make me want to help so badly. i've never been abused but i've grown up in a difficult home. my parents were always fighting. every time i hear someone yelling i start crying cuz it brings back bad memories that i've been trying to lock away for years. im really touched by your story and you have a very bright future ahead of you!! i hope everything turns out the best it can be in your future!! xoxoxo god bless you!
Thank you so much for posting! It was amazing! It touched my heart . And hopefully you will open eyes and hearts of others aswell. Im so happy things are working well for you and your becoming stronger eachday . Thats a good way to be! Take care and bless you! xoxo.
That was an amazing video , thankyou for posting. And Hopefully you will open others eyes. Im glad you are getting stronger each day! That is the best way to be! I am also glad things are working out for you and your seeing a brighter future. Again , Wonderful Job! Take Care xoxo.
Lol..haha I can relate to what your saying. Even my close ones call me stupid or just a baby. I do call myself stupid because alot of people have.o.O They don't realley know what I've been through. -___-. Heh. Not gunna say so much in this comment. =/ Heh..I hopw you feel better. ._. I sure in hell don't feel good..
well, you was able to leave me a comment so i can see that you are not stupid, i know how it is but you have to keep telling yourself that you are NOT stupid and not take what other people say to heart, i was just like you a while ago but i have taught myself to be stronger because no one else is going to do it for me, it's hard and a long journey, you just need to know when your starting point is to a new life, take care and be strong. x x x
Thanx for stopping by and leaving a comment and yes i know some don't come out on top and that is why i am working my way up to be able to help others who have been abused x x x
Hi, Please don't feel sorry for me, i have really done well considering and everyday gets better and i am beginning to see a brighter future, i am working on myself and my abusers will NEVER win, i am strong and in full control, thanks for stopping by and watching and taking the time to comment :o)
Hi, Okay, Its good to know you are confident about you abusers will never win! The road to recovery is very long, So I wish you the best for your future! keep smiling bye xoxox
Yes, it happened to me but i am a survivor and am on the road to recovery and am doing really well and am proud of how far i have reached, the road is long but I'm getting there. thanks for the comment. x x x x
Thank you and yes it is really true, i wrote this poem aimed at people who choose to judge me for what was NOT my fault and it was how i felt at the time and it's still how i feel now. x x
this video is so sad it actually made me cry :'( xxx
kayleighdoran 1 year ago
i can relate becuase the same happend to me. the night i told my mother told me to get the fuck out of her house and it hruts to think she still hates me.. i hate my life ut i dont know how to turn around its been almost 3 years scince ive told
xemoxphantomx 1 year ago
@xemoxphantomx When I tried to tell my mother she quickly changed the subject and made it all about her and her sad life, I don't have contact with her any more and for me it's a good thing, the best thing i say for you to do is to speak to your doctor, get some therapy or just find someone you trust to talk to because I promise you talking does help and i know the it hurts but time is a healer.
pantz64 1 year ago
@xemoxphantomx I know you will never forget but eventually with some help you will learn to live again and things will get better and you will get stronger, don't let the abusers win by showing them that they have won, it's all about you now and only you, so be strong and remember you are NOT alone ((hugs))
pantz64 1 year ago
@pantz64
thanks your right i cant let my past take over me,, my godfather is signing me up for therpay now, so amybe something good will come out of it. ((hugs)) thanks so much :)
xemoxphantomx 1 year ago
@xemoxphantomx I wish you all the luck in the world and stay strong x x
pantz64 1 year ago
:( sad face
Melody229 1 year ago
sososososo sad i want child abuse to END for good
BNAFUNNY142 1 year ago
i cant believe anyone would judge you for that , i mean that is just cruel. we all are products of our childhoods and so many times the products of a lack of childhood. it hurts i know but perhaps it makes us better person than we would have been otherwise because the pain caused to us makes us notice other people's pain and helps us grow and love, and i am glad that you are healing, i know how hard it is to heal.
seeker866 1 year ago
How cud any1 evn lay a hand on ther child other than to hold them close to say tht bad dream will go away. or to give them a hug and kiss and say i love u. WHO EVR hurts a little child or a teen like tht is definly mentaly ill and need professional help from very educated docters.
IBeliveCrissA 1 year ago
no one deserves to be abused exept for the abusers themselves!!
claybrassdragondares 1 year ago
i was molested as a child. i only just started telling my friends about it until one of them laughed and didnt believe me. i know what it feels like to be judged for something you have no control over and im so sorry for what you've been through
cdfitz100 1 year ago
hope u get all the love u deserve, dont let your abuser or people that judge u pull u down. hold ur head high, and speak out loud till they realise u did suffer coz of this person. and that it is not gonna stop u living ur life, a much better life now, away from the abuser. bless u x
rosecoming 2 years ago
Poor Girl?
12CoxJamie 2 years ago
to judge sum1 for speaking the truth is rude and ignorant why would anyone lie about something like this? whoever says yuo lied needs to grow up and realize whats going on around them and then theyll know that this stuff is always on the news!!! small harmless children being beaten and abused. you may not know me but i am proud of you for speaking up and telling your story! :)
brinicole1992 2 years ago
yh i hole heartedly agree x
bethandillon1 2 years ago
i was crying about 20 time
musicmaddy1 2 years ago
This is such a sad but extremely powerful video poem. Strength to you for speaking out and helping to break the silence, your own and others. Love & Peace, Lili
reVerse2bfree 2 years ago
who judges you for that?? who ever does need to grow up and get a fucking life..im so sorry for what you have been through and i hope you get all the support you need, and i hope your abuser is behind bars!!!
suchandidiot94 2 years ago 6
Mainly siblings judged me and of whom I am no longer in contact (which has been a good thing for me), Thank you for your reply and no, he isn't behind bars, we was in the process of criminal proceedings when he decided to pop his clogs so now he is burning in hell!
pantz64 2 years ago 3
well i hope your ok, and your siblings judged you!! wow, some people go so low x
suchandidiot94 2 years ago
I hope you heal fully... I'm so sorry. *sad smile*
Nux1100 2 years ago
@pantz64 im soo sorry for wht h did im glad ur better now :)
MissCoralBabes 1 year ago
I to am an adult survivor of sexual abuse & rape all through my teens. It took me 20 years to come forward and face my giant. He is now in prison. I have written my story of how the Lord moved in a miraculous way in my life and my book is coming out in the new year.
May I recommend the organisation C.C.P.A.S for Christian support and publications, they are excellent Christian people - check out their website.
ceri64 2 years ago
Thank you, i will check it out!
pantz64 2 years ago
as a child i was sexually and physically abused everyday. its ruined my life. moving on is really hard but one day i hope i have the strength to
charliechipmunk1991 2 years ago
Just take one day at a time, try to surround yourself with positive things and know that you are not alone in your walk, you will get there one day x x
pantz64 2 years ago
may I recommend 'Beauty for Ashes' by Joyce Meyer. My husband bought it for me and it had such a profound effect on my life. You can do it - I did!
ceri64 2 years ago
:( it's a sad
amandalhaynes 2 years ago
thats so sad :( but you are geting back on track.
giggles199655 2 years ago
so sad and sorry 4 everything
jj96able 2 years ago
I luv dis Poem nd i almost cried! I'm so sorry 4 wut u had 2 go through! :( ]:
flakoboy13 2 years ago
Being an adult survivor of childhood sexual abuse, I have to applaud you for taking the steps to heal. You chose to not live your life as a victim, and that takes unbelievable strength.
You are not alone in your battle. I send My healing thoughts and energy your way.
In light and healing,
Adia
AdiaGirl 2 years ago
=[x100
kool12theend 2 years ago
please people lets stop it NOW FULL STOP
shebaoscar223 2 years ago
there are many things we can do to help/prevent child abuse.
lets start it from ourself, always love and care for the children everywhere, never beat or shout to kids. and then start it in the family, then neighborhood, and if u see child abuse do something...call police, help the kids.
every small thing would make something.
if u know what more we can do to help child abuse..please share
TheSuicidaldream 2 years ago
Im sorry that still happens but you have my promise i will never do that ever Good Luck 2 u...
SierraIsAwesome3 2 years ago
this is so touching. no words could explane how much you must have went through. if i could turn the hands of time back to when this all happen i would do anything in my power to stop what happen to you. im just so glad your getting better and starting a new life...^_^
KaGoMe19943 2 years ago 4
i am crying with all of you, brothers and sisters. and also i am hoping for better happy days. i wonder when they will come
baseemahAli 2 years ago
Wow, i'm glad ur gettin ur life bac on track, well done.
spuffy11 2 years ago
I am not calling you a liar I beleive you. Its just, if you are getting abused why exactly would they get you a computer? Unless your abuser is not either of your parents. I am very confused but thats really really sad. You know who to call...Childline
MurronMyFaveName 3 years ago
Thanks for the advice but this happened a long time ago when i was a child i am 38 years old now and am only just beginning to put my life together, it has taken me this long to do something about it, it's tough but i'm getting there.
pantz64 3 years ago
that was very touching i cant imagian what u had gone through and i hope u keep writing and i write draw and sing and play and maybe i will find some to help stop child abuse and i love this video truely
hotdancer96 3 years ago
Wow, just watching this made me rember in what i had to go through growing up, I was also abused, i was to afrade to tell and so was my mom, but one day i just couldnt help it so i called the cops and now im living a scared but a happy life.
Jeenaisthename 3 years ago
u r so brave writting this on here i went through a similar thing when i was young but it has taken me almost 8 years to tell someone after attempying to kill myself coz it all got to much nit i struggle each day with the hope that it will all change u prove to me that there is hope an maybe someday i will b able 2 kive my life as a normal girl thanks
crazyapple9 3 years ago
omg. i almost cried! its stories like this that make me want to help so badly. i've never been abused but i've grown up in a difficult home. my parents were always fighting. every time i hear someone yelling i start crying cuz it brings back bad memories that i've been trying to lock away for years. im really touched by your story and you have a very bright future ahead of you!! i hope everything turns out the best it can be in your future!! xoxoxo god bless you!
youngfencer 3 years ago
OMG!Were your parents your abusers?!Im so so so so sorry for you!!!!!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
111333555abc 3 years ago
Thank you so much for posting! It was amazing! It touched my heart . And hopefully you will open eyes and hearts of others aswell. Im so happy things are working well for you and your becoming stronger eachday . Thats a good way to be! Take care and bless you! xoxo.
glamorgirl2961 3 years ago
That was an amazing video , thankyou for posting. And Hopefully you will open others eyes. Im glad you are getting stronger each day! That is the best way to be! I am also glad things are working out for you and your seeing a brighter future. Again , Wonderful Job! Take Care xoxo.
glamorgirl2961 3 years ago
Lol..haha I can relate to what your saying. Even my close ones call me stupid or just a baby. I do call myself stupid because alot of people have.o.O They don't realley know what I've been through. -___-. Heh. Not gunna say so much in this comment. =/ Heh..I hopw you feel better. ._. I sure in hell don't feel good..
Dustball0003 3 years ago
well, you was able to leave me a comment so i can see that you are not stupid, i know how it is but you have to keep telling yourself that you are NOT stupid and not take what other people say to heart, i was just like you a while ago but i have taught myself to be stronger because no one else is going to do it for me, it's hard and a long journey, you just need to know when your starting point is to a new life, take care and be strong. x x x
pantz64 3 years ago
I hope you get better soon
And well done
\some people just don't come out on top
DarkAspire 3 years ago
Thanx for stopping by and leaving a comment and yes i know some don't come out on top and that is why i am working my way up to be able to help others who have been abused x x x
pantz64 3 years ago
Im crying that is soo sad,I feel so sorry for you!!
BabyVSupporter100 3 years ago
Hi, Please don't feel sorry for me, i have really done well considering and everyday gets better and i am beginning to see a brighter future, i am working on myself and my abusers will NEVER win, i am strong and in full control, thanks for stopping by and watching and taking the time to comment :o)
pantz64 3 years ago
Hi, Okay, Its good to know you are confident about you abusers will never win! The road to recovery is very long, So I wish you the best for your future! keep smiling bye xoxox
BabyVSupporter100 3 years ago
Very sad made me cry :(
christopherinsc1981 3 years ago
did this happen to you
xXxCHEYCHEYxXx 3 years ago
Yes, it happened to me but i am a survivor and am on the road to recovery and am doing really well and am proud of how far i have reached, the road is long but I'm getting there. thanks for the comment. x x x x
pantz64 3 years ago
That Music In The Bk Ground Made Me Fall Asleep Lol good job hunn xx ;)
MegzzyJ 4 years ago
I hope you didn't hurt yourself when you fell off your chair! lol
Thanks for the comment.
pantz64 4 years ago
okk that was nice and is that really true?
i liked it:)
sarabonita17 4 years ago
Thank you and yes it is really true, i wrote this poem aimed at people who choose to judge me for what was NOT my fault and it was how i felt at the time and it's still how i feel now. x x
pantz64 4 years ago
well i'm so sorry and i hope you feel better and thanx for replying back:)
sarabonita17 4 years ago
This tells my life! *cry*
XxxDominikaHugaixxX 4 years ago
aww awesome poem. :]
DeppBloomlover 4 years ago
Thank you, I'm glad you like it.
pantz64 4 years ago
Power and peace to you!!!
4JANDREL 4 years ago