I cut... I'm 11. I feel depressed. The media made me feel ashamed of my habit. Thinking we're emo and crazy ppl who carve into our own blood flowing flesh. I'm tired of this pain and I just cant describe things into words. Just help ._.
They also tell me " IT'S NOT COOL" and I say, I don't do it cus I think it's cool, I do it to feel better and it's an addiction, and I can't stop, I'm 14 years, started at age 12 ...
Im self harming and I've done it for about a year, my closest friends know all about it and try tell me to stop, but I can't! I've been to a doctor and talked about it, but it didn't help me, I've done suicide attempts 8 times butt failed, I find my self suffering for what I'm doing and punish my self, by doing that I know thing will just get worse, PLEASE HELP ME ;(
I'm 13 and I self harm .. I have for ages now and I want to stop but I can't. My mate hurts him self because I do and I hate my self for it. Every time I try to stop I find it impossible. My mum found out that id done it once and she threatened to put me in hospital. All my friends are scared that I'm going to end up dead. I've attempted to before but every time I look into my best friends eyes I see that he needs me. I shake all the time because I'm scared..:(
A good way to stop cutting is to be a part of the butterfly program I reccomend looking it up.. It takes a while but it will help eventually. I'm 15 and I started cutting when I was about 10 years old. I regret every cut I ever made but my best friend gave me the courage and the support I needed to stop i have been cut free for 2 months now you can do it! Your not alone!!
I self-harm by hair pulling and pinching - I only avoided cutting because swimming gives me space to think - I'd be a goner without it. I yank my hair as hard as I can in the most sensitive spots, and if it doesn't hurt much I feel dissatisfied, and try again.
Self-harm doesn't just mean cutting, and I myself can't stop hurting myself.
even if you think you'll just try it once or twice
there is no such thing like "trying it"
believe me even though im not addicted to hurting myself i always get back to it
and you will want to cut deeper each time and the most shocking thing about that is, when i cut deeper than i usually do instead of freaking out i felt proud of myself.
just think about how fucked up that is that you're proud of yourself for cutting deeper
I'm 15, I been self harming for two years. My friends and family found my suicide note I had wrote. I feel like no one went though it so they can't help me. How do u stop for good?
Im a self garner and recently I have been going deeper and also thinking about suicide the pressure if life got to me bad I was constantly told I was no good and ugly plus my dad was abusive.
Im 16 and self harm my best friend died reacently and she died from suicide i dont know why but i miss her alot i do it deeper now and been in hospital once, im so upset and i think of suicide
I'm trying to stop too. I just get so upset about my life. I just don't feel like I'm happy. Is it strange, the only person that I would trust is my Technology teacher? Should I talk to him? xx
Why? Because this is how I live. I'm 15. Every bad emotion leads to more and more cuts. The depression, the anxiety, the hurt. And Jesus, I can't stop. I don't have the strength. I don't know if I want to...
I had been self harming for 4 years since I was rough 12-13, I tried it one day because I was tired of people saying to me oh you look so emo why don't you go cut your self, I just wanted something to show for when they pulled my sleeves up sorbet would leave me alone, but what started of as a scratch turned into addictions, every night I would get deeper and deeper and it turned into my way of coping, I wanted to stop but the more i did it the more I couldn't stop. What made me need to stop wa
Everything you said in this is true. I am a cutter in remission, and I am taken aback by the comments that the viewers are comparing themselves to you. "Oh, yours are just scratches..." You even tell the viewers that these pics are the tamest you had for the vid that you wanted to post in your description. If you were here for sensationalism you would've posted the worst ones. Don't let anyone compare your pain to theirs. That is flawed thinking on their part. Pay them no mind. Be well.
I used to be a self-harmer. I am approximately 6 months free! It wasn't a easy thing at all to stop self-harming. You can get better and will! I posted 1 video of me and start of my story. There is many more to come! You should check it out! There is hope out there!
I think, personally, that you are expressing this as though you are a serious self harmer. Truth is; you aren't. And you should be glad about that. I am years younger than you, and I am not bragging, just saying , but I have needed full stitches, and you put steri strips on then when you didn't need too. you are just making yourself think you are a lot worse than you actually are, and believe me, Ifbyou do that it will get worse. And tbh I agree with most of the stuff you say, but you are jus
I'm a self garner and the creator of this video is right. I do it for releasing my feelings and it helps me cope....ppl don't do this for attention. It's very addicting I've been trying to stop for 1 year. But I don't want to....
okay, ive had some issues the past year and ive been cutting the whole tine, its only gotten worse, my dad and my therapist think i stopped, but theyre all wrong, its been worse. but this is all so true. i really want to stop but im hate to say it but im addicted, its a habbit you cant get out of easy, like smoking or drinkin, but ive been trying to stop, i promised some people i would... but... im scared i cant
HEYY i self harm and i donthave anyone to talk to...soo if ur in the same postion kinda message me and maybe we could b FACEBOOK friends and talk to each other wenever we FEEL BAD plz i need SUMONE
i'm 14. i self harm. i wish i didn't and unfortunately the scars on my left arm can't be simply rubbed away. i actually go to a psychologist and it has helped me a bit. this video is amazing. congrats (L)
I saw this video and immediately my eyes gazed down at the scars on my arms...I'm 15 and I have self-harming since I was about 12. I still haven't stopped and this video brought me to tears. It really makes me think on all that I have done. Yes, I go to therapy and I have support from my friends and my loving boyfriend Austin but sometimes it's not enough. Please to everyone out there. You are loved! It's never too late and you can do it!! :D
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hey- i was 13 when i started self-harming. it got really bad but i went to see i a Counselor and it really helped- i 100% recommend it. *hugs* good luck everyone. you can do it:)
Hmm haha I don't know what's up with me. I thought I did it for punishment cuz I usually do it when I fuck up yet I try and minimize the pain as much as possible. I take a steak knife and slice as fast as I can I don't take it slow so I'm probably just stupid or something haha who knows. But ik if I didn't do it I'd hurt others so maybe I just need to hurt something? Hmm
@9dragonsuser I was the same. Fast, sharp strokes to punish myself I think, but at the time it felt like thinking about what I had stuffed up was too much to think about and the pain of cutting distracted me enough to take my mind away from it.
you're not stupid, you're trying to cope. I hope you can stop doing it before it's too late.
My sister started really annoying me whilst in the car as soon I was home I instantly went into crying or a while and then started scratching n cutting myself with scissors....
I do it only when im in a proper bad mood. :( xx Cuz it feels like noone gets me :/ but then sometimes i can get really happy with all my friends and cant sotp laughing and 2 hours later i cr my eyes out:/ And i want someone to know iv done it but im too scared they will think im mental :/ Thats why i wanna be a psychologist when i grow up :) xx <3
Ive always known there are other out there.. Doesn't mean that their there for you.
Your put in this hell hole we call earth to learn from your mistakes and a lot of ways people learn is hurting them selfs. I'm 15. I've cut since I was 9 when I was raped. Today I lost my bestfriend over nothing.. nothing and now I know I'm alone. Yeah I cut.. And theres going to be more. If only you could see my body. I'm covered in scars. But I know how to hide them. Can't wait for the day I die.
@DoingYaMam ~ I don't pity you because it was your choice to start just as it was everybody's, myself included, to start self harming but instead of blaming this video, blame yourself. This video was made to STOP people from wanting to self harm and to give hope to other people who do, not to be made the subject of criticism and blame.
@minilatinname Infact i wasn't blaming this videoi never said once i blamed this video, i was simply saying that i made the wrong decision. I KNOW full well that all this is my fault. I was trying to stop people from self harming.
In no way was i criticizing this video!!!
Sorry if you took it the wrong way but thats not how it was meant to come out.
@DoingYaMam ~ I am sorry. I did take it the wrong way and I apologize for that. I never meant to criticize so harshly. I made the wrong choice as well.
Also, it's not too late for you. It's never too late.
I've been in hospital over 60 times, for self harm, and suicide attempts. 5 admissions to psych wards. Diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder. I'm on anti- psychotics.
@evilboob666 seems like we are similar without being alike at all, also 20 been in pysch wards, tried suicide plenty of times, also on anti-psychotics, cut for 6 years put down the blade for a year and started the cycle again, sad thing is i had everything going for me now i have nothing.
kirstyjarvis98@hotmail.com talk to me im always here i wont tell anyone anything. i wont judge you ill just give you advise on how to stop iv been where you are !! it does not have to be this way !
I am 14... it started one day when me and my bf had problems, things got worse and worse and never got better. All my friends were doing it so i thought it was no big deal. It started 6months back. Since then I havent been able to stop. When one mark fades away, i feel like nothing so I cut again to know that im still here. My parents are never there for me and call me worthless most of the time but life is what it is.
Thanks for such a great video, I am a self harmer and still recieve cruel comments from those who dont understand it, but for me im proud of my scars, they show that i am a brave person, i am strong and my scars are a permement reminder that i have the ability to get through lifes challenges =)
i hate how people think its for attention...i used to do it alot,around 20-40 cuts each time, i almost died several times because of it,after a while is topped,i tried other things and just recently i cut myself again,..i cant tell you people to do it or to not do it,but ive gone through it,i know wat its like,i cant say wat i do these days is much better...and keep this is mind,some of those scars will stay forever and alot of people wont like someone whos done that,but its your choice
@Marianaa5698 It's your decision, not his. I am a cutter, too, and when you want to stop, you can't. It feels good to replace your emotional pain with physical, but your boyfriend needs to understand that. Try explaining that to him. Good luck. <3
5 years ago i started.....the only thing keeping me from not doing it is my fiance.....i didnt believe him when he said hed do it worse if i did it......he ended up in the hospital......i want to cut so bad, but i dont want to lose him
My life is full or many regrets but my worst one is ever deciding to make that first cut.. -/3 I'm 15 n I've been cutting for 3 years now.. To anyone who is thinking of self harm I urge u to never do it.. Soon it'll control your life
Im 14 now and have been cutting for the past 3 years. I regret that first cut the most. It was for realife and now i dont know why i cut i just know im addicted. To anyone who is self harming or planing on it, listen to me you dont want to do it. Yes it feels good, but the scars are monumental. And when you want to stop you just cant.
@whyisthissoannoying3 I'll tell you something, even tho you probably won't realise it until it's too late: You think you can control it, but by the time you understand it already controls you.
I'm here for anyone who needs to talk. I'm going to make this my lifes work. I believe it's God's plan for me to reach out to as many gilrs as I can!! I see myself traveling with my daughter and speaking bout this in a few years. Right now I will volunteer at and local shelter and with the youth at church! But thanks!! MY baby girl is the most important thing to me, both of them are. She hasn't cut in 3 weeks now!! And finally opening up to me!! Hugs to you all!!!
Wow...I am reading and learning. i ust want to hug each and every one of you. I can't believe how young this starts. But at the same time my 12 yr old has been cutting. I just found out a week ago I saw the signs and was so wrapped up in my own world I ignored them. I put alot of pressure on myself and also my baby girl. She has ben cut free for two weeks now and we are working on this together. I am changing my major in school. I was there once, I undestand... I want to help. Parents wake up!!
@OOAnglofmrciOO wow! :D very happy to see a parent do this. really i just cant describe the happiness, we need more parents like u who try and help their kids instead of shoving it on their faces that they should be better and what now. im just happy to know ur helping ur daughter and she needs u now more then ever. dont leave here be there for her always at all times :D
@OOAnglofmrciOO ~ yes, it does start young. I feel for you and your daughter. At least she has you. Just been there for her and try to understand as best you can. Don't be judgmental but don't condone the self harm. If you have any questions or need help in dealing with this for your and/ or your daughter's sake, feel free to send me a private message.
I am 18, and I have been cutting since I was 10. I want to stop, but I know I can't, I want to be able to wear shorts and tank tops in the summer without worrying about who will she my cuts and scars. I know I'm a good person, just because I cut does NOT make me a bad person or anyone else who cuts. Like the video says, it's a coping mechanism, and unfortunately it becomes an addiction, it becomes your drug. If anyone wants to talk, send me a message.
I'm 15 and have been cutting since i was 11 years old. Theres so many mixed emotions about cutting and its to the point where i feel like i don't know who or what I would be without it. one of the reasons i dont want to stop is becuase im scared that there's nothing but this, that this is who i am. and i dont want to know if that's the truth, because at least now i have a small piece of hope. i love it, and i hate it. stay strong guys.
your not the only one im 14 and have been cutting ever since i was 12 i cant stop its addictive and i know you wont listen when i say dont it will ruin your life because it will soon you life revolves around it and when you can stop you really dont want to but when you cant you will wish you never made that first cut and they might not be bad atm bul they will get worse so get help if you are a self harmer or even if your not but feel like it just talk to a friend or cause u cant hide them 4eva
I used to cut because I was depressed, but now I cut for shits and giggles! It feels good to cut now, and I reward myself ice cream cake for every time I cut :D
Hey, I'm 11. I do cuts like you, I wont to stop. I've gone two days without one cut, but I can't because whenever I see a blade I want to cut. I'm outgoing, I don't want to die, you're right. That's why I think I'm going to tr to stop cutting. Thanks :)
I have over 70 cuts on my arms an legs. My parents are sending me away in hopes that I will get better, but in reality I know I'm always going to have that chance to relapse and do it again. It hurts my family, but it makes me feel better. They are my battle scars. Once I'm good and done with it, I'll look back and see it as a battle I fought and one.
to tell the truth, i have never been in a relationship. everybody says im beautiiful but i know im not. im unapproachable, im scary. people just think im a freak with no friends and too much on my mind. i have a family history of depression, bipolar disorder, sleep disorders, paranoid schizophrenia.... the list goes on. i have been cutting for almost 3 years now. i cut because i dont know how else to get these feeling of being hated out. i cry myself to sleep every night... i just need a friend.
you're beautiful, because you've been through so much, and you're so strong. just keep holding on, i think things will work out. i hope they do for us all :\
I love the song in the video. And not necessarily-- not all cutters, cut because they want to live so badly. My cutting is to deal with my life, until I get the necessary things to do what I need to do.
It's hard when your not wanted at school or even your own home. I feel very fortunate for the few friends that see the values in me. Goodluck out there everyone. I'm here for you whenever you need me.
"Self harm is extremely misunderstood. People who self-harm are not trying to kill themselves most of the time. They use self-injury as a way to cope, a way to find the strength to continue living. People who self-harm are not bad or evil, they are people like anyone else who simply have different coping methods than the rest of the world".
dang i love this vid im an acctive self harmer and i know how it feels wanting to stop but cant i love and hate self harm all at the same time hope this vid can help any one out there
i want to do it again. i want to start again. i want to feel the blood going down my arm.coming from my wrist. i dont want to feel the pain in my heart again.
All of this is so true, im only 17 and at 6th form, but every lunch i sit there, feeling so unhappy and annoyed that the other just sit around in a circle and ignore me, i havnt done anything wrong. And some dont like me cuz of what i do to myself, but the reason i do it is cuz they dont care. I wish my suicide attempt had worked sometimes. Maybe if i was gone, they would realise what they have done, but probably not. Oh well. =(
I am 24 have been cutting since i was 21 before that i used hitting, poisoning and suffocation.
Self harm is the only way i cope, i have no one to talk to, no one to laugh with and nothing to focus on that doesn't hurt.
I started because i was in a relationship with an abusive girlfriend self harm was the only control i had in my life. Now i want to stop not for myself but for my children, but it's not as easy as it seems. i have reduced in frequency but i still cut
I'm 45 and have self harmed since I was 12 but it's gotten much worse in the pasxt few years - I have depression and was diagnosed last year with borderline personality disorder and I possibly have post traumatic stress disorder (I'm waiting to see my psychchiatrist about it ) sometimes I cut because it releases huge amount of tension and at other times because the pain inside is more than I can bear and sometimes because I hate myself so much - a lot of people really don't understand
im 29 and im a self harmer have been so for the past 15years. i also suffer from clinical depression i know how hard it is to stop last time i cut was 6months ago but the temptation is still there and getting stronger and i will do it again in time but at the moment i am proud cause for the first time in 15yrs i have not self harmed i hope somehow it will end 1 day.
i think u are brave for posting this video much respect.
I'm 14 years old... Over 40 cuts on my wrist, 50+ on my legs.... Its an addiction, and dont let it consume you to where you have no control anymore, stop now. People care and when you think your alone, your not. Just think that there are millions of people out there that have it much worse than you do. Stay strong, dont let yourself become a tool of your own destruction.
I'm only 14. I cut because, for that instant, i forget all of the depression and grief i feel inside, the pain of the knife cutting into me just taking over my mind. I want to stop. I need to stop. But I can't.
well what i want to say is i'm a twelve year old girl going in thirteen and i self harm i have over seventeen cuts on my wrist and its hard to stop and thats the way i let anger a stress out and i fell if i am causing people pain i have to hurt myself to make it better
It is a bit triggering for me, the reason why I watch vidios like this.Self harm is an addiction....It is a drug.
You start out with clean scratches....Then it gets deeper and deeper untill you carnt cope with just cutting.Some people think that there must be something that have happened to a Self injurer, but for some people it is just a built up of stress.
For me I dont want to stop cutting, cutting is the only thing that makes me happen.It makes me want too be here on this earth.
I'm 15 and i self harm i started two years ago when i found out i didn't know my father it got worse because my step-dad was abusive of course i didn't say anything. i started then and i haven't stopped i just want somebody to help me cope through this. please message me.
@JacobRobinson1212 i just cannot read ur comment without saying anything . so i hope things will be better for u ): and if u need help or something , write me (;
behind my smile is everything you'll never understand, i self harm and have since i was 9, i turned 16 today. it's not for attention it's not because I'm "emo" it's because when i do it seems the blood that flows out carries all of my problems and tortures with it.
Thank you for making this video... I started when I was in 6th grade and then in 7th grade everyone found out leading it to my parents it's been a year now sinse they found out and I sometimes do it and no knows....
I fully support the person who made this video..It's nice to know that some people attempt to educate all the stupid ass people who call us emo..That's offensive..
I'm not a self garner but want to do it. I've picked scabs bit nails and other thing unintentaoly and up untill I was 12 I never knew what thi meant. I'm still 12 but almost 13 and when I see cuts or razors I just want it so bad. I know I need help but It seems no one cares enough to give it ti me or to even Care whn I tell them something. Please tell me how to overcome this email me at skatergirl2016@yahoo.com
Please don't lose you hope! It's wrong when you say that no one cares...Now It's me who cares about you. You are not alone! If you need someone to talk, write me and I'll be there for you. I can listen, hope and pray. I know that you can do it and if you believe me or not...I feel it right now. You can do it! Jessy
Im 15 and a self harmer i dont understand why i do it but i cant stop i have words in blood slices on my wrist chest and legs nothing i try will work my parents are abusive and dont even know, its been 3 years sometimes i just feel things arnt geting beter i lose hope and want to end my life, not that anyone cares anyway just thought id share
you can stop, man. throw away your razors (hairy legs be damned), don't give yourself access to knives. love thyself. reach for help, not on the internet, to the people who love you. god loves you. i'll pray for you, there's other ways to deal with pain. sending love your way.
I am also a self-harmer. I havent done it in a lil over a month. I won't ever go back to it. I don't miss it at all. you can live your life without hurting yourself. I promise you that. I was there before.
I am so sorry for you I know someone who does it I won't say though I doubt u know them.....I wish I knew who you were that posted this video I would love to meet up with you someday.......you can contact me at neoshafletcher@yahoo.com
I cut,but wen my best m8 started doing it I felt upset:/ so I guess it hurts the people aroundu more then it hurts urself,but no1 cares about me so,and tbh I cbb to take all this sh** in life so I'm considering suicide:/I have issues with paranoiah as it is so I rly can't cope wiv nrly evry litl thing in life,I can't seem to get the guts to commit suicide ubfortunatly:(
i don't know why we emos are labeled as cutters when under 5% of us cut ourselves. instead of mocking those who cut i care, because i myself was a cutter, back when i was a metalhead. people blame us from stealing the focus from you who suffer, when those who take the focus on to us are haters and media o_O
When I watch these kind of videos I feel like such a dumb ass for ever starting this... I haven't done anything to harm myself in a while now, but I did nearly every day not too long ago. I feel so dumb for doing this stuff to myself... The scars are hideous.... :(
@sk8ordiekooks please stop while you can before you get addicted to it it's a horrible addiction trust me I started when I was 12 did it for years didn't want to stop tried but failed many times...cutting doesn't just hurt you it hurts the ones around you too. It's not worth damaging your beautiful skin and body just to feel a few seconds of happiness it's just a horrible cycle that gets worse. I wouldn't have stopped but I was forced when I attempted suicide with cutting it gets harder without
ppl say its stupid but its not bkz in life there are times when you know how bad it feels and you try to scream out to the world for help but when you do that all that u get back is 'its ok i'm there' or 'don worry everthin will be fine' but it wont be its jus another way to of sayin what a loser cant cope up wid life and its not about coping up wid life.... i've cut myself too but all ppl do is taunt me for it. i dont care anymore i've heard enough..and this goes for every1 who calls me stuped.
@sk8ordiekooks look i know you think it feels good...and yea i agree with you...i started at your age and i quit when i was 15....im almost 16 now anyways.....but you seriously need to stop...everyone needs to....trust me it isnt worth the pain and suffering from your family...my family found out and they're still devistated to this day that i'll do it again...the thing that made me stop, was over a guy dumping me because i cut myself..it made me relize how much pain i was causing everyone.
@sk8ordiekooks so what your saying is you do it because its fun and it "feels good" wait until someone finds out and asks you why.. whats your response gonna be? "it's fun" ??
No not because it is fun, if that is what it sounds like I say I'm sorry, but the reason I do it is because although it does feel good to me it because there are just some things in my life that seems like that I can't handle. It seems like that cutting myself is the only way to release some stress.
i know it feels good it does for a while but they will get deeper longer and harder to stop the bleeding if you want to talk about anything email me at rachface1@hotmail.com if you dont want to talk to a friend or a councillor talk to me cause i know what you are feeling look after you self!!!!!!
@sk8ordiekooks sweety i know where ur at. and u may just think im stupid and ignore my comment but trust me ur saying this now( its feels good and i dont plan on stopping) but trust me u will regret it later on. i was like u i thought cutting felt good and i could do whatever with my body, it was MY body after all right? ive been cutting for 4 yrs and at first it felt so good and started out as a game. it then got more serious til the point were i was addicted to it and couldnt stop, still cant
@sk8ordiekooks but im trying really hard to stop because its not only hurtin me but the ppl around me as well. im 15 and my life is miserable because of the stupid actions i took. i got to the point where self injury wasnt enough. i know self injury does not necessarily mean ur suicidal or anything like that but SI lead me to suicidal tendencies. i tried taking my life several times and i couldnt even do that right i felt stupid ignorant and worthless. i was at a mental intitution for a couple
@sk8ordiekooks of months and it was terrible you long for fresh air for the sun to shine upon ur face and to be free, most of all to be free its all i can tell u hope i helped and trust me i know ull probable ignore this or say yeh right whatever but plz try to understand and if u need me contact me cflores_999@yahoo.com
@sk8ordiekooks after about a yeae ive been doing it for 3 years and im 14 as well is really just not fun when u have to tell ur parents cuiz i need stitches
@sk8ordiekooks im 14 now i have been self-harming since i was 8 it feels good i know but i do urge you to stop please or find something else a hobby something physical (mine is rugby) to get rid of it all please try it isnt good for you tho i know nice it makes you feel
Well when u feel alone, jesus is always there for u. He's always listening.
And for atheist....believe it or not, he's there for u too. U may not believe it but the Church tells us that. Something about how he never turns his back on anyone or anything. So for u, it's just a little comforting to know someone is there. Lol even if u don't believe in him
secretly I wish I could be like u I will never say it 2 your face but the most sad part is u can get away from me.When ever u get bored of making me feel bad and making me wish I didn't exist...
@herebutoverthere imtrying to stop self harming. its really difficult to kno why anyone starts. we all have our reasons. for me, it felt like EVERYTHING was going wrong. no everyday was a struggle to move on. most people SHOULD talk about their problems especially if they're getting to the point you want to cut. but i never did. it makes me feel relieved and a lot less invisible as people make me feel. i kno i shouldnt but i do. i hope that kinda answers your question
@herebutoverthere it starts many different ways. for many differnt reasons. death, trauma, pain.and self harm is a way to numb or mask the pain. it's a way to make it go away for just a short while so life seems barable. it's hard to stop, I had to go to a place called DAY ONE. it helped me learn that there really are lots of people that just want to help, and yeah it's hard to admit you need it, but you just gotta give in and get the help you need. Now I'm 18 years young, havent cut for 2 years
I'm 14 and I cut, carve, punch walls till the point were my nuckles are all bruised up and bleeding. The worst part is that I can't stop and I kinda don't want to it makes my other emotional pain good away for a while it's like my drug. :(
I love cutting but my addiction is getting out of control
kellimcmillan01 1 week ago
im 14 and ive been self harming for a year and ive had to start doin it on my legs coz ppl are noticing on my arms even tho everyone no's
88094444 1 week ago
I started at age 11 and I'm 16 now and I still self harm...I've lost everyone....i just want to die sometimes...
cheerdancer48 1 week ago
Im sry but i Am a self harmer and i Am just 14
aspire456gaming 2 weeks ago
If anyone needs someone to talk to please text or call me. I'm a self harm survivor. I'll be glad to be a friend. 17067163182
MelSWA1 2 weeks ago
I'm 15 and I.cut I'm not ashamed I tried to stop it lasted 6 month but then it hit me and before I new what iv done it was to late
mrsgiggles15 1 month ago
I cut... I'm 11. I feel depressed. The media made me feel ashamed of my habit. Thinking we're emo and crazy ppl who carve into our own blood flowing flesh. I'm tired of this pain and I just cant describe things into words. Just help ._.
I812ALEX 1 month ago
I gave up smoking after 45years and still no cutting!!!!!!!
daisy2121able 1 month ago
I want to stop too but i cant its hard to stop
cocoa553 1 month ago
started 13 now 18 relaps
leespike16 1 month ago
I started at 11 and im still 11
MrRicebunnylover 1 month ago
They also tell me " IT'S NOT COOL" and I say, I don't do it cus I think it's cool, I do it to feel better and it's an addiction, and I can't stop, I'm 14 years, started at age 12 ...
Dixxiehp 2 months ago
Im self harming and I've done it for about a year, my closest friends know all about it and try tell me to stop, but I can't! I've been to a doctor and talked about it, but it didn't help me, I've done suicide attempts 8 times butt failed, I find my self suffering for what I'm doing and punish my self, by doing that I know thing will just get worse, PLEASE HELP ME ;(
Dixxiehp 2 months ago
This song is just beautiful.
xmcflyxxx 2 months ago
I'm 13 and I self harm .. I have for ages now and I want to stop but I can't. My mate hurts him self because I do and I hate my self for it. Every time I try to stop I find it impossible. My mum found out that id done it once and she threatened to put me in hospital. All my friends are scared that I'm going to end up dead. I've attempted to before but every time I look into my best friends eyes I see that he needs me. I shake all the time because I'm scared..:(
6lolliepop 2 months ago
I self harm I'm 13
I've tried 2 kill myself 6 times and each time I failed :(
I've had so much help from friends,family, counselling but I just cant stop
BUT now I'm really trying 2 stop I've seen some many people cry over me and I hate myself 4 putting my m8's through it
I've gone 2 days without cutting but now I'm craving it I'm so scared I'm going 2 do it, I'm shaking I just...its become my way of coping
I h8 my scars and I'm really trying 2 stop :((
SelfHarmer1998 2 months ago
@LucyLovesIceCream email me any time I know what quitting is like and I wanna help anyone I can -3
kenzer111@gmail.com
thekenziegreenshow 2 months ago
A good way to stop cutting is to be a part of the butterfly program I reccomend looking it up.. It takes a while but it will help eventually. I'm 15 and I started cutting when I was about 10 years old. I regret every cut I ever made but my best friend gave me the courage and the support I needed to stop i have been cut free for 2 months now you can do it! Your not alone!!
erinp1131296 2 months ago
i self harm, and if ppl see it, they will send me to hospitals, i self harm because im single.
ohmyfucking54 3 months ago
I self-harm by hair pulling and pinching - I only avoided cutting because swimming gives me space to think - I'd be a goner without it. I yank my hair as hard as I can in the most sensitive spots, and if it doesn't hurt much I feel dissatisfied, and try again.
Self-harm doesn't just mean cutting, and I myself can't stop hurting myself.
Silath1996 3 months ago
PLEASE DO NOT START CUTTING!
i wish i had never started
even if you think you'll just try it once or twice
there is no such thing like "trying it"
believe me even though im not addicted to hurting myself i always get back to it
and you will want to cut deeper each time and the most shocking thing about that is, when i cut deeper than i usually do instead of freaking out i felt proud of myself.
just think about how fucked up that is that you're proud of yourself for cutting deeper
AnnyLovesPink 3 months ago
I'm 15, I been self harming for two years. My friends and family found my suicide note I had wrote. I feel like no one went though it so they can't help me. How do u stop for good?
saynet14 3 months ago
@saynet14 see a theripist
Didianime 3 months ago
i've tried to stop myself & i can't , i think if i try to get help people will just think i'm attention seaker.
LucyLovesIceCream 3 months ago
I can't stop....I've tried stopping but I never succeed
kellimcmillan01 4 months ago
Harmer*
musicforlifexx1 4 months ago
Im a self garner and recently I have been going deeper and also thinking about suicide the pressure if life got to me bad I was constantly told I was no good and ugly plus my dad was abusive.
musicforlifexx1 4 months ago
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I'm 14 and I self harm. I do it because I am angry and it is the easiest and quickest way of calming down.
happy51593 4 months ago
I'm 14 and I self harm. I do it because I am angry and it is the easiest and quickest way of calming down.
happy51593 4 months ago
Im 16 and self harm my best friend died reacently and she died from suicide i dont know why but i miss her alot i do it deeper now and been in hospital once, im so upset and i think of suicide
zombiesRcool11 4 months ago
@rickybobby19k fuck u!!!
zombiesRcool11 4 months ago
Haha wow do the world a favor and cut yourself ear to ear thanks
rickybobby19k 4 months ago
I'm trying to stop too. I just get so upset about my life. I just don't feel like I'm happy. Is it strange, the only person that I would trust is my Technology teacher? Should I talk to him? xx
LeSackgirl 4 months ago
This absolutely made me cry.
Why? Because this is how I live. I'm 15. Every bad emotion leads to more and more cuts. The depression, the anxiety, the hurt. And Jesus, I can't stop. I don't have the strength. I don't know if I want to...
Thank you so much for this video.
Be strong, be healed, you are loved.
SickArtShow 5 months ago
Addicted to cutting. Cutting is a way to cope. Suicidal. A lot of people think Ive stopped, but they never will know I can't stop.
97alphabet 5 months ago
I had been self harming for 4 years since I was rough 12-13, I tried it one day because I was tired of people saying to me oh you look so emo why don't you go cut your self, I just wanted something to show for when they pulled my sleeves up sorbet would leave me alone, but what started of as a scratch turned into addictions, every night I would get deeper and deeper and it turned into my way of coping, I wanted to stop but the more i did it the more I couldn't stop. What made me need to stop wa
hippiesrule4kat 5 months ago
I dunno why i just watched this video... But all you self harmers out there take care
Waveboard456 5 months ago
Everything you said in this is true. I am a cutter in remission, and I am taken aback by the comments that the viewers are comparing themselves to you. "Oh, yours are just scratches..." You even tell the viewers that these pics are the tamest you had for the vid that you wanted to post in your description. If you were here for sensationalism you would've posted the worst ones. Don't let anyone compare your pain to theirs. That is flawed thinking on their part. Pay them no mind. Be well.
DGF666KTG 6 months ago
You can be suicidal and cut, it's not always the same story for each person.
JBLUVER161505 6 months ago
yours are just scratches >.> ... but the story is really really good ;)
ViviDeathSkater 6 months ago 4
I used to be a self-harmer. I am approximately 6 months free! It wasn't a easy thing at all to stop self-harming. You can get better and will! I posted 1 video of me and start of my story. There is many more to come! You should check it out! There is hope out there!
KVanBuren2009 6 months ago
I think, personally, that you are expressing this as though you are a serious self harmer. Truth is; you aren't. And you should be glad about that. I am years younger than you, and I am not bragging, just saying , but I have needed full stitches, and you put steri strips on then when you didn't need too. you are just making yourself think you are a lot worse than you actually are, and believe me, Ifbyou do that it will get worse. And tbh I agree with most of the stuff you say, but you are jus
lolliehollieangel 6 months ago
I'm a self garner and the creator of this video is right. I do it for releasing my feelings and it helps me cope....ppl don't do this for attention. It's very addicting I've been trying to stop for 1 year. But I don't want to....
kellimcmillan01 7 months ago
I can't tell you what this video means to me. I self-injur and that is me you described. Thank you for doing this
iluvemmettcullen 7 months ago
What is this song called and who sings it?
THEGAME666420 7 months ago
Hmm.Emo.I thought that was a music style and a fashion thing.i cut my self.i aint no emo.im just Korey.
blaztradiouz666 7 months ago
okay, ive had some issues the past year and ive been cutting the whole tine, its only gotten worse, my dad and my therapist think i stopped, but theyre all wrong, its been worse. but this is all so true. i really want to stop but im hate to say it but im addicted, its a habbit you cant get out of easy, like smoking or drinkin, but ive been trying to stop, i promised some people i would... but... im scared i cant
eewjellie 7 months ago
HEYY i self harm and i donthave anyone to talk to...soo if ur in the same postion kinda message me and maybe we could b FACEBOOK friends and talk to each other wenever we FEEL BAD plz i need SUMONE
kellie8792877 8 months ago
i'm 14. i self harm. i wish i didn't and unfortunately the scars on my left arm can't be simply rubbed away. i actually go to a psychologist and it has helped me a bit. this video is amazing. congrats (L)
onlyblueberriesOBB 8 months ago
i am 27
gothicgates666 8 months ago
I'm 13 and I've cut 3 times. Only small ones on my hands. And now I'm so scared of myself
1997nutcracker 8 months ago
I saw this video and immediately my eyes gazed down at the scars on my arms...I'm 15 and I have self-harming since I was about 12. I still haven't stopped and this video brought me to tears. It really makes me think on all that I have done. Yes, I go to therapy and I have support from my friends and my loving boyfriend Austin but sometimes it's not enough. Please to everyone out there. You are loved! It's never too late and you can do it!! :D
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TheNssima 8 months ago
hey- i was 13 when i started self-harming. it got really bad but i went to see i a Counselor and it really helped- i 100% recommend it. *hugs* good luck everyone. you can do it:)
kk26257 9 months ago
Hmm haha I don't know what's up with me. I thought I did it for punishment cuz I usually do it when I fuck up yet I try and minimize the pain as much as possible. I take a steak knife and slice as fast as I can I don't take it slow so I'm probably just stupid or something haha who knows. But ik if I didn't do it I'd hurt others so maybe I just need to hurt something? Hmm
9dragonsuser 9 months ago
@9dragonsuser I was the same. Fast, sharp strokes to punish myself I think, but at the time it felt like thinking about what I had stuffed up was too much to think about and the pain of cutting distracted me enough to take my mind away from it.
you're not stupid, you're trying to cope. I hope you can stop doing it before it's too late.
Lizardinthebuilding 9 months ago
@minilatinname its okay :) we all make mistakes.
DoingYaMam 9 months ago
So many regrets in this life...
xmcflyxxx 9 months ago
Started again today...
My sister started really annoying me whilst in the car as soon I was home I instantly went into crying or a while and then started scratching n cutting myself with scissors....
xmcflyxxx 9 months ago
I do it only when im in a proper bad mood. :( xx Cuz it feels like noone gets me :/ but then sometimes i can get really happy with all my friends and cant sotp laughing and 2 hours later i cr my eyes out:/ And i want someone to know iv done it but im too scared they will think im mental :/ Thats why i wanna be a psychologist when i grow up :) xx <3
Hsm9711 9 months ago
Ive always known there are other out there.. Doesn't mean that their there for you.
Your put in this hell hole we call earth to learn from your mistakes and a lot of ways people learn is hurting them selfs. I'm 15. I've cut since I was 9 when I was raped. Today I lost my bestfriend over nothing.. nothing and now I know I'm alone. Yeah I cut.. And theres going to be more. If only you could see my body. I'm covered in scars. But I know how to hide them. Can't wait for the day I die.
ZackRose234 9 months ago
I watched this, not long after i made my first cut a few years ago.
And look at me know
Ive attempted suicide by overdose twice
Ive been in a psychiatric ward 4 times
Ive been diagnosed with depression
I still cut/burn im at the lowest point in my life.
If your a person reading this and your new to self harm
GET help before its to late. I love you and i dont even know you dont ever forget that. It may be to late for me but no for you!
DoingYaMam 9 months ago 14
@DoingYaMam ~ I don't pity you because it was your choice to start just as it was everybody's, myself included, to start self harming but instead of blaming this video, blame yourself. This video was made to STOP people from wanting to self harm and to give hope to other people who do, not to be made the subject of criticism and blame.
minilatinname 9 months ago
@minilatinname Infact i wasn't blaming this videoi never said once i blamed this video, i was simply saying that i made the wrong decision. I KNOW full well that all this is my fault. I was trying to stop people from self harming.
In no way was i criticizing this video!!!
Sorry if you took it the wrong way but thats not how it was meant to come out.
DoingYaMam 9 months ago
@DoingYaMam ~ I am sorry. I did take it the wrong way and I apologize for that. I never meant to criticize so harshly. I made the wrong choice as well.
Also, it's not too late for you. It's never too late.
minilatinname 9 months ago
@DoingYaMam
I've been in hospital over 60 times, for self harm, and suicide attempts. 5 admissions to psych wards. Diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder. I'm on anti- psychotics.
This is my life.
I'm 20.
I'm never getting better.
evilboob666 5 months ago
@evilboob666 seems like we are similar without being alike at all, also 20 been in pysch wards, tried suicide plenty of times, also on anti-psychotics, cut for 6 years put down the blade for a year and started the cycle again, sad thing is i had everything going for me now i have nothing.
dylandavis1869 5 months ago
@dylandavis1869
It's hard to stop. Even harder to want to.
evilboob666 4 months ago
How did I end up like this?
I scratch myself with scissors, not cut
Only a few monthes ago I was a happy outgoing 12 year old,
I'm still 12 but if my brothers argue or I get snapped at or my friends hurt my feelings I scratch myself and cry alone
I feel like eveyones out to get me...
UntouchedRaindrops 9 months ago
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kirstyjarvis98@hotmail.com talk to me im always here i wont tell anyone anything. i wont judge you ill just give you advise on how to stop iv been where you are !! it does not have to be this way !
TheKkiirrsstty 9 months ago
She is the sunshine, by Trading Yesterday. Not available on iTunes tho :(
tjbman07 9 months ago
Song name?
xmcflyxxx 9 months ago
What is this song called??
1234Zoex 9 months ago
Tonight my dad starting smoking again. After he promised me he would stop. I cut myself pretty bad. I'll probably be sent back to a mental hospital.
PvtPlatypus 9 months ago
I am 14... it started one day when me and my bf had problems, things got worse and worse and never got better. All my friends were doing it so i thought it was no big deal. It started 6months back. Since then I havent been able to stop. When one mark fades away, i feel like nothing so I cut again to know that im still here. My parents are never there for me and call me worthless most of the time but life is what it is.
Mississippi978 10 months ago
@Crazy4Katnip I talked with him today and he says he's gonna help me so (: Oh and Ty (; Peace and Love <3
Marianaa5698 10 months ago
Thanks for such a great video, I am a self harmer and still recieve cruel comments from those who dont understand it, but for me im proud of my scars, they show that i am a brave person, i am strong and my scars are a permement reminder that i have the ability to get through lifes challenges =)
millie43211 10 months ago
i hate how people think its for attention...i used to do it alot,around 20-40 cuts each time, i almost died several times because of it,after a while is topped,i tried other things and just recently i cut myself again,..i cant tell you people to do it or to not do it,but ive gone through it,i know wat its like,i cant say wat i do these days is much better...and keep this is mind,some of those scars will stay forever and alot of people wont like someone whos done that,but its your choice
bloodlove1326 10 months ago
my boyfriend found out that i cut myself and says that if i cut again he break up with me ...i will try for him
Marianaa5698 10 months ago
@Marianaa5698 It's your decision, not his. I am a cutter, too, and when you want to stop, you can't. It feels good to replace your emotional pain with physical, but your boyfriend needs to understand that. Try explaining that to him. Good luck. <3
Crazy4Katnip 10 months ago
5 years ago i started.....the only thing keeping me from not doing it is my fiance.....i didnt believe him when he said hed do it worse if i did it......he ended up in the hospital......i want to cut so bad, but i dont want to lose him
yumireiku 10 months ago
If anyone needs someone to talk to or a friend inbox me....I know how it feels you don't have to o through this alone.
xXBlackRoseBurialXx 10 months ago
My life is full or many regrets but my worst one is ever deciding to make that first cut.. -/3 I'm 15 n I've been cutting for 3 years now.. To anyone who is thinking of self harm I urge u to never do it.. Soon it'll control your life
starrlvr101 10 months ago
Im 14 now and have been cutting for the past 3 years. I regret that first cut the most. It was for realife and now i dont know why i cut i just know im addicted. To anyone who is self harming or planing on it, listen to me you dont want to do it. Yes it feels good, but the scars are monumental. And when you want to stop you just cant.
Giggles2711 10 months ago
the only thing i regret in life is that first cut :(
jmgmllw 10 months ago
@whyisthissoannoying3 thats what you think.
iamamazing254 11 months ago
@whyisthissoannoying3 I'll tell you something, even tho you probably won't realise it until it's too late: You think you can control it, but by the time you understand it already controls you.
fucktnconfused 11 months ago
I'm here for anyone who needs to talk. I'm going to make this my lifes work. I believe it's God's plan for me to reach out to as many gilrs as I can!! I see myself traveling with my daughter and speaking bout this in a few years. Right now I will volunteer at and local shelter and with the youth at church! But thanks!! MY baby girl is the most important thing to me, both of them are. She hasn't cut in 3 weeks now!! And finally opening up to me!! Hugs to you all!!!
OOAnglofmrciOO 11 months ago
I just realised I have a problem now . Thank u
scenefrmbelfast 11 months ago
Wow...I am reading and learning. i ust want to hug each and every one of you. I can't believe how young this starts. But at the same time my 12 yr old has been cutting. I just found out a week ago I saw the signs and was so wrapped up in my own world I ignored them. I put alot of pressure on myself and also my baby girl. She has ben cut free for two weeks now and we are working on this together. I am changing my major in school. I was there once, I undestand... I want to help. Parents wake up!!
OOAnglofmrciOO 11 months ago 19
@OOAnglofmrciOO wow! :D very happy to see a parent do this. really i just cant describe the happiness, we need more parents like u who try and help their kids instead of shoving it on their faces that they should be better and what now. im just happy to know ur helping ur daughter and she needs u now more then ever. dont leave here be there for her always at all times :D
catastrophicHisteria 11 months ago
@OOAnglofmrciOO ~ yes, it does start young. I feel for you and your daughter. At least she has you. Just been there for her and try to understand as best you can. Don't be judgmental but don't condone the self harm. If you have any questions or need help in dealing with this for your and/ or your daughter's sake, feel free to send me a private message.
God bless!!
minilatinname 9 months ago
@OOAnglofmrciOO i wish there was more people like you out there. a lot of people turn people who self harm away and say they just want attention
KnG1Dakota 4 months ago
@OOAnglofmrciOO thankyou for caring(: i dont know who you are but this means a lot.probably to a lot of kids like me so thankyou so much
lilgregs1 4 months ago
I am 18, and I have been cutting since I was 10. I want to stop, but I know I can't, I want to be able to wear shorts and tank tops in the summer without worrying about who will she my cuts and scars. I know I'm a good person, just because I cut does NOT make me a bad person or anyone else who cuts. Like the video says, it's a coping mechanism, and unfortunately it becomes an addiction, it becomes your drug. If anyone wants to talk, send me a message.
snowgirl192 11 months ago
@snowgirl192 message meh We shud talk :)
keenadawnhammer 11 months ago
I'm 15 and have been cutting since i was 11 years old. Theres so many mixed emotions about cutting and its to the point where i feel like i don't know who or what I would be without it. one of the reasons i dont want to stop is becuase im scared that there's nothing but this, that this is who i am. and i dont want to know if that's the truth, because at least now i have a small piece of hope. i love it, and i hate it. stay strong guys.
fuzzychick5 11 months ago
being serious im 14 ive been cutting for 2 years now
and although i regret it every day i do it for enjoyment now... as bad as that sounds
its fucked up me and my life..
inbox me if you wanna talk
oneyng2 11 months ago
your not the only one im 14 and have been cutting ever since i was 12 i cant stop its addictive and i know you wont listen when i say dont it will ruin your life because it will soon you life revolves around it and when you can stop you really dont want to but when you cant you will wish you never made that first cut and they might not be bad atm bul they will get worse so get help if you are a self harmer or even if your not but feel like it just talk to a friend or cause u cant hide them 4eva
batwings112009 11 months ago
I used to cut because I was depressed, but now I cut for shits and giggles! It feels good to cut now, and I reward myself ice cream cake for every time I cut :D
HearTheFear13 11 months ago
Hey, I'm 11. I do cuts like you, I wont to stop. I've gone two days without one cut, but I can't because whenever I see a blade I want to cut. I'm outgoing, I don't want to die, you're right. That's why I think I'm going to tr to stop cutting. Thanks :)
ashtonkutcherfan09 11 months ago
I have over 70 cuts on my arms an legs. My parents are sending me away in hopes that I will get better, but in reality I know I'm always going to have that chance to relapse and do it again. It hurts my family, but it makes me feel better. They are my battle scars. Once I'm good and done with it, I'll look back and see it as a battle I fought and one.
bowerstone 11 months ago
to tell the truth, i have never been in a relationship. everybody says im beautiiful but i know im not. im unapproachable, im scary. people just think im a freak with no friends and too much on my mind. i have a family history of depression, bipolar disorder, sleep disorders, paranoid schizophrenia.... the list goes on. i have been cutting for almost 3 years now. i cut because i dont know how else to get these feeling of being hated out. i cry myself to sleep every night... i just need a friend.
ThatCrazyGingerChick 11 months ago
@ThatCrazyGingerChick
you're beautiful, because you've been through so much, and you're so strong. just keep holding on, i think things will work out. i hope they do for us all :\
fuzzychick5 11 months ago
This is helpful. I'm a bad self harmer and it's good to know that you're not alone. Good video
guitarlover0088 11 months ago
I love the song in the video. And not necessarily-- not all cutters, cut because they want to live so badly. My cutting is to deal with my life, until I get the necessary things to do what I need to do.
thirteeen1 11 months ago
what do u use to cut yourself?
jordanlovesmusic84 11 months ago
May I ask what song is in this video?
AsylumInmate13 11 months ago
It's hard when your not wanted at school or even your own home. I feel very fortunate for the few friends that see the values in me. Goodluck out there everyone. I'm here for you whenever you need me.
1owlcity 11 months ago
Someone who understands... Help...
RavenAlice13 11 months ago
Someone has said about self-harming:
"Self harm is extremely misunderstood. People who self-harm are not trying to kill themselves most of the time. They use self-injury as a way to cope, a way to find the strength to continue living. People who self-harm are not bad or evil, they are people like anyone else who simply have different coping methods than the rest of the world".
Firoz554 11 months ago
@Firoz554
Exactly
sk8ordiekooks 11 months ago
dang i love this vid im an acctive self harmer and i know how it feels wanting to stop but cant i love and hate self harm all at the same time hope this vid can help any one out there
premokid100 11 months ago
i want to do it again. i want to start again. i want to feel the blood going down my arm.coming from my wrist. i dont want to feel the pain in my heart again.
12XEmOxcHiCkX12 11 months ago
All of this is so true, im only 17 and at 6th form, but every lunch i sit there, feeling so unhappy and annoyed that the other just sit around in a circle and ignore me, i havnt done anything wrong. And some dont like me cuz of what i do to myself, but the reason i do it is cuz they dont care. I wish my suicide attempt had worked sometimes. Maybe if i was gone, they would realise what they have done, but probably not. Oh well. =(
1234Zoex 1 year ago
I am 24 have been cutting since i was 21 before that i used hitting, poisoning and suffocation.
Self harm is the only way i cope, i have no one to talk to, no one to laugh with and nothing to focus on that doesn't hurt.
I started because i was in a relationship with an abusive girlfriend self harm was the only control i had in my life. Now i want to stop not for myself but for my children, but it's not as easy as it seems. i have reduced in frequency but i still cut
mattymatt1987 1 year ago
What's this song?
Keylashaeee 1 year ago
I'm 45 and have self harmed since I was 12 but it's gotten much worse in the pasxt few years - I have depression and was diagnosed last year with borderline personality disorder and I possibly have post traumatic stress disorder (I'm waiting to see my psychchiatrist about it ) sometimes I cut because it releases huge amount of tension and at other times because the pain inside is more than I can bear and sometimes because I hate myself so much - a lot of people really don't understand
Purplespadge1 1 year ago
im 29 and im a self harmer have been so for the past 15years. i also suffer from clinical depression i know how hard it is to stop last time i cut was 6months ago but the temptation is still there and getting stronger and i will do it again in time but at the moment i am proud cause for the first time in 15yrs i have not self harmed i hope somehow it will end 1 day.
i think u are brave for posting this video much respect.
TheLuce30 1 year ago
I'm 14 years old... Over 40 cuts on my wrist, 50+ on my legs.... Its an addiction, and dont let it consume you to where you have no control anymore, stop now. People care and when you think your alone, your not. Just think that there are millions of people out there that have it much worse than you do. Stay strong, dont let yourself become a tool of your own destruction.
qwert92263 1 year ago
I'm only 14. I cut because, for that instant, i forget all of the depression and grief i feel inside, the pain of the knife cutting into me just taking over my mind. I want to stop. I need to stop. But I can't.
ibrake4ducks 1 year ago
well what i want to say is i'm a twelve year old girl going in thirteen and i self harm i have over seventeen cuts on my wrist and its hard to stop and thats the way i let anger a stress out and i fell if i am causing people pain i have to hurt myself to make it better
lilshaeallday 1 year ago
It is a bit triggering for me, the reason why I watch vidios like this.Self harm is an addiction....It is a drug.
You start out with clean scratches....Then it gets deeper and deeper untill you carnt cope with just cutting.Some people think that there must be something that have happened to a Self injurer, but for some people it is just a built up of stress.
For me I dont want to stop cutting, cutting is the only thing that makes me happen.It makes me want too be here on this earth.
UsagiDelights 1 year ago
I'm 15 and i self harm i started two years ago when i found out i didn't know my father it got worse because my step-dad was abusive of course i didn't say anything. i started then and i haven't stopped i just want somebody to help me cope through this. please message me.
JacobRobinson1212 1 year ago
@JacobRobinson1212 i just cannot read ur comment without saying anything . so i hope things will be better for u ): and if u need help or something , write me (;
HerLastResort 1 year ago
behind my smile is everything you'll never understand, i self harm and have since i was 9, i turned 16 today. it's not for attention it's not because I'm "emo" it's because when i do it seems the blood that flows out carries all of my problems and tortures with it.
TheSouljagirl2 1 year ago
Thank you for making this video... I started when I was in 6th grade and then in 7th grade everyone found out leading it to my parents it's been a year now sinse they found out and I sometimes do it and no knows....
TheBunnehBear 1 year ago
I fully support the person who made this video..It's nice to know that some people attempt to educate all the stupid ass people who call us emo..That's offensive..
Thanks to who ever made this(:
xXxscenexXxkidxXx666 1 year ago
I'm not a self garner but want to do it. I've picked scabs bit nails and other thing unintentaoly and up untill I was 12 I never knew what thi meant. I'm still 12 but almost 13 and when I see cuts or razors I just want it so bad. I know I need help but It seems no one cares enough to give it ti me or to even Care whn I tell them something. Please tell me how to overcome this email me at skatergirl2016@yahoo.com
skatergirl2016 1 year ago
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im a self harmer and i hate it but i cant stop it calms me down it stops me hurting people badly but i cant find anything to cut with ;(
rugbyking32 1 year ago
im a self harmer and i hate it but i cant stop it calms me down it stops me hurting people badly but i cant find anything to cut with ;(
rugbyking32 1 year ago
@blakestewart1210
Please don't lose you hope! It's wrong when you say that no one cares...Now It's me who cares about you. You are not alone! If you need someone to talk, write me and I'll be there for you. I can listen, hope and pray. I know that you can do it and if you believe me or not...I feel it right now. You can do it! Jessy
SuperJessily 1 year ago
Im 15 and a self harmer i dont understand why i do it but i cant stop i have words in blood slices on my wrist chest and legs nothing i try will work my parents are abusive and dont even know, its been 3 years sometimes i just feel things arnt geting beter i lose hope and want to end my life, not that anyone cares anyway just thought id share
blakestewart1210 1 year ago
Throwing away razors, stopping access to knives, it sounds like it would help, but it won't. There is always so way to self harm. Me, I scratch.
clutzycoach 1 year ago
im a self harmer i dont see anything wrong with it
iloveyou15279 1 year ago
you can stop, man. throw away your razors (hairy legs be damned), don't give yourself access to knives. love thyself. reach for help, not on the internet, to the people who love you. god loves you. i'll pray for you, there's other ways to deal with pain. sending love your way.
vioma7 1 year ago
I am also a self-harmer. I havent done it in a lil over a month. I won't ever go back to it. I don't miss it at all. you can live your life without hurting yourself. I promise you that. I was there before.
KVanBuren2009 1 year ago
I just created a video about self harm...not this bad...just words.....I hope one day that this willl get better for you.
RENT8608 1 year ago
I am so sorry for you I know someone who does it I won't say though I doubt u know them.....I wish I knew who you were that posted this video I would love to meet up with you someday.......you can contact me at neoshafletcher@yahoo.com
TheWireless15 1 year ago
I cut,but wen my best m8 started doing it I felt upset:/ so I guess it hurts the people aroundu more then it hurts urself,but no1 cares about me so,and tbh I cbb to take all this sh** in life so I'm considering suicide:/I have issues with paranoiah as it is so I rly can't cope wiv nrly evry litl thing in life,I can't seem to get the guts to commit suicide ubfortunatly:(
merokii 1 year ago
btw. whats the song?
LarazaTheLegend 1 year ago
i don't know why we emos are labeled as cutters when under 5% of us cut ourselves. instead of mocking those who cut i care, because i myself was a cutter, back when i was a metalhead. people blame us from stealing the focus from you who suffer, when those who take the focus on to us are haters and media o_O
LarazaTheLegend 1 year ago
When I watch these kind of videos I feel like such a dumb ass for ever starting this... I haven't done anything to harm myself in a while now, but I did nearly every day not too long ago. I feel so dumb for doing this stuff to myself... The scars are hideous.... :(
idkloljkhahano 1 year ago
My email is bubblegumblonde9@aol.com of anybody needs help or anything I'm herez
lyniejones 1 year ago
@sk8ordiekooks please stop while you can before you get addicted to it it's a horrible addiction trust me I started when I was 12 did it for years didn't want to stop tried but failed many times...cutting doesn't just hurt you it hurts the ones around you too. It's not worth damaging your beautiful skin and body just to feel a few seconds of happiness it's just a horrible cycle that gets worse. I wouldn't have stopped but I was forced when I attempted suicide with cutting it gets harder without
lyniejones 1 year ago
ppl say its stupid but its not bkz in life there are times when you know how bad it feels and you try to scream out to the world for help but when you do that all that u get back is 'its ok i'm there' or 'don worry everthin will be fine' but it wont be its jus another way to of sayin what a loser cant cope up wid life and its not about coping up wid life.... i've cut myself too but all ppl do is taunt me for it. i dont care anymore i've heard enough..and this goes for every1 who calls me stuped.
chocolate23garfield 1 year ago
Why do you want to stop. It feels good. I've been doing it for a week now, and I don't plan on stopping. (currently 14)
sk8ordiekooks 1 year ago 12
@sk8ordiekooks look i know you think it feels good...and yea i agree with you...i started at your age and i quit when i was 15....im almost 16 now anyways.....but you seriously need to stop...everyone needs to....trust me it isnt worth the pain and suffering from your family...my family found out and they're still devistated to this day that i'll do it again...the thing that made me stop, was over a guy dumping me because i cut myself..it made me relize how much pain i was causing everyone.
4evrbandg 11 months ago
@4evrbandg
After about a month doing it, I honestly don't think I can live without it. My family doesn't know so its not hurting them...
sk8ordiekooks 11 months ago
@sk8ordiekooks so what your saying is you do it because its fun and it "feels good" wait until someone finds out and asks you why.. whats your response gonna be? "it's fun" ??
PinkySwear14 11 months ago
@PinkySwear14
No not because it is fun, if that is what it sounds like I say I'm sorry, but the reason I do it is because although it does feel good to me it because there are just some things in my life that seems like that I can't handle. It seems like that cutting myself is the only way to release some stress.
sk8ordiekooks 11 months ago
@sk8ordiekooks sorry, i didnt know. :o sorry if i mis judged. you'll be ok, im hoping i will be one day too. :)
PinkySwear14 11 months ago
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@sk8ordiekooks
i know it feels good it does for a while but they will get deeper longer and harder to stop the bleeding if you want to talk about anything email me at rachface1@hotmail.com if you dont want to talk to a friend or a councillor talk to me cause i know what you are feeling look after you self!!!!!!
batwings112009 11 months ago
@sk8ordiekooks sweety i know where ur at. and u may just think im stupid and ignore my comment but trust me ur saying this now( its feels good and i dont plan on stopping) but trust me u will regret it later on. i was like u i thought cutting felt good and i could do whatever with my body, it was MY body after all right? ive been cutting for 4 yrs and at first it felt so good and started out as a game. it then got more serious til the point were i was addicted to it and couldnt stop, still cant
catastrophicHisteria 11 months ago
@sk8ordiekooks but im trying really hard to stop because its not only hurtin me but the ppl around me as well. im 15 and my life is miserable because of the stupid actions i took. i got to the point where self injury wasnt enough. i know self injury does not necessarily mean ur suicidal or anything like that but SI lead me to suicidal tendencies. i tried taking my life several times and i couldnt even do that right i felt stupid ignorant and worthless. i was at a mental intitution for a couple
catastrophicHisteria 11 months ago
@sk8ordiekooks of months and it was terrible you long for fresh air for the sun to shine upon ur face and to be free, most of all to be free its all i can tell u hope i helped and trust me i know ull probable ignore this or say yeh right whatever but plz try to understand and if u need me contact me cflores_999@yahoo.com
catastrophicHisteria 11 months ago
@sk8ordiekooks after about a yeae ive been doing it for 3 years and im 14 as well is really just not fun when u have to tell ur parents cuiz i need stitches
xxxemilyxxx3003 10 months ago
@sk8ordiekooks ; i dont know how you can say that! It sounds like you are just doing it for fun, but it actually is far beyond a joke!
chantelle2472 9 months ago
@sk8ordiekooks im 14 now i have been self-harming since i was 8 it feels good i know but i do urge you to stop please or find something else a hobby something physical (mine is rugby) to get rid of it all please try it isnt good for you tho i know nice it makes you feel
rugbyking32 9 months ago
Well when u feel alone, jesus is always there for u. He's always listening.
And for atheist....believe it or not, he's there for u too. U may not believe it but the Church tells us that. Something about how he never turns his back on anyone or anything. So for u, it's just a little comforting to know someone is there. Lol even if u don't believe in him
xXShotgunxEyesXx 1 year ago
this discribes my life
10Mboy 1 year ago
@10Mboy same
xxRenjixlover7xx 1 year ago
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I need 2 feel wanted just like u...
I need a hug when I'm sad just like u...
I'm a person just like u...
I have made more mistakes than u
secretly I wish I could be like u I will never say it 2 your face but the most sad part is u can get away from me.When ever u get bored of making me feel bad and making me wish I didn't exist...
but I can NEVER GET AWAY FROM MY SELF
music9931 1 year ago
what's this song??
Downtownpatrol 1 year ago
how is jesus the cure???
batonamat098 1 year ago
@theakasukishadow um yeah I'm atheist now. no offense or anything but how does that help people that are atheist.
screamo101710 1 year ago
@screamo101710 Well, I think in this case, they're just trying to say no matter what, somebody out there cares :)
XXRavethedrummerXX 1 year ago
Jesus... hes the cure
TheAkatsukiShadow 1 year ago
sad..... you need Jesus...... its the cure.. please believe me
TheAkatsukiShadow 1 year ago
why do people self harm and how does it start please reply
herebutoverthere 1 year ago
@herebutoverthere imtrying to stop self harming. its really difficult to kno why anyone starts. we all have our reasons. for me, it felt like EVERYTHING was going wrong. no everyday was a struggle to move on. most people SHOULD talk about their problems especially if they're getting to the point you want to cut. but i never did. it makes me feel relieved and a lot less invisible as people make me feel. i kno i shouldnt but i do. i hope that kinda answers your question
0013friday00 1 year ago
@herebutoverthere it starts many different ways. for many differnt reasons. death, trauma, pain.and self harm is a way to numb or mask the pain. it's a way to make it go away for just a short while so life seems barable. it's hard to stop, I had to go to a place called DAY ONE. it helped me learn that there really are lots of people that just want to help, and yeah it's hard to admit you need it, but you just gotta give in and get the help you need. Now I'm 18 years young, havent cut for 2 years
MsJuggalette420 1 year ago
I'm 14 and I cut, carve, punch walls till the point were my nuckles are all bruised up and bleeding. The worst part is that I can't stop and I kinda don't want to it makes my other emotional pain good away for a while it's like my drug. :(
screamo101710 1 year ago 14
@screamo101710 im with you
xxThroughThePainxx 1 year ago