hi sweetie i am interested and you look beautiful today , i am going to try and call ya, i have to reach out dr said or they are throughin me in the hospital monday for a feeding tube :( i am not going lol anyway i love this series and miss ya i wonder if you have tried the suboxone for pain it is wonderful for me and has saved me life , and now we are fighting to put on some pds i am down to 84 which sucks. luv ya
Hey hon! I know what you mean about reaching out - I've not been doing it either, and it's taking its toll. But the longer I isolate, the harder it is to stop.
84 lbs.?! I was 108 last year & it was dangerously low. I hope you don't need the tube, but please don't refuse it if it becomes necessary.... promise me!
I've not heard of suboxone. Lyrica has been a miracle for me, but I wouldn't mind more of that. ;)
Call any time! I don't take the phone to bed, so it won't wake me. <3
You apparently didn't read a word I just wrote to you, and this is getting beyond frustrating.
Don't bother me about "resolving CFS with fasting" again.
(I just told you I don't have CFS, and furthermore fasting is NOT a cure for CFS, nor ANY other chronic condition!)
Read my last reply comment to you over again, very carefully. It can NOT be any more clear, language barrier or not. (Use a translator if you're unsure as to what I said. There are many on the Internet that are free.)
i have a question. i've tried the barevitamins prime time foundation primer and it seemed to make my skin flaky. i was wondering if that happens to you when you apply it?
If using too much, I'm guessing it could flake. Could also be your skin type; of course nothing is perfect for everyone. ;)
Are you using a moisturizer or face cream (etc.), either under the primer or when not wearing makeup? There are many that make my skin flaky and peel, which is why I ask.
Although I wasn't impressed with Sheer Cover's mineral makeup, I love their facial cleanser (which is more like a lotion) and moisturizer.... light yet effective. :)
This was really useful for me as I find putting make-up on so difficult, not having the energy to perfect the application of cream foundation and eyeshadow. I did buy some mineral make-up so I might actually use it now!
I'd like to talk with you about your chronic pain. Like what are you doing for it? Why you think you have to live with it? Why can't you get pain relief?
I believe I read where you said you have nerve pain. I'm very interested in hearing what you are taking for it.
Hi BarbieWhe, I have Fibromyalgia (Google it, LOTS of info) with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (CFIDS). There is no cure. Many doc's don't believe in it because there's no known cause.
I do have to live with it. No choice.
Acceptance doesn't mean apathy, though.
I just got accepted into a pain management center. We're doing laser treatment and major life-long diet change now. I'll be having water, physical, and massage therapy; some meds; and much more.
Thank you, I hope that it'll be able to help someone who, like me, is chronically ill and wants to feel better about oneself without all of the work normally involved. :)
I really liked this video! You bring up important points. One is that when you have a disABILITY, it is very important to take care of yourself. When you look better with makeup, you feel better. For some people, putting on makeup or even brushing your hair, can be an exausting challenge. I think this video will help people.
I do these "K.I.S.S." vids in the hopes of helping others who, like myself, have too much pain and too little energy, and want to look in the mirror without seeing such a sick/tired-looking reflection staring back at them.
Being able to do less and less physically, I feel more "useful" knowing that I might be helping even just one person's quality of life.... even if only for a moment through a tip or a smile.
this was great , thenks . I love watching panacea81's vids and have often wished she would do more than eyes , if she has I missed it .I've asked her to do a couple vids , one a sort of cosmetics for dummies, lol, and another on the essentials .like what are the basic essentials one needs , colours ,brushes and other tools etc..I'm terrible with makeup and to make matters worse I can never get the lighting right when I'm on cam .I'm on disability so I have a very tight budget.
If you go to Lauren's page and click on the "search" box on her videos section, type "bareMinerals".... she has at least one vid that is a B.E. application. That's her first vid that I saw actually, because I'd done a YT search for bareMinerals.
I'm also on disability, so I totally get you! At least I've got ALL of the B.E. products I need/want, collected over almost the last two years, and won't need more for a LONG time. ;)
Hey hey so WoW my Ex Girlfriend has cronic fatigue and fibromyalgia and all that other crazy stuff. She broke up with me because of her illness because he mom said i wouldnt be able to support her later in life because of bill and shit.
Dont know what that has to do with anything just wanted to say i know what you go thru day by day and how ur in bed all the time bla bla. I dated her for 2 years taking care of her but i guess it came down to the money...
Granted, Tom and I would be married by now, but the gov't will take away my disability and we don't currently have the finances to pay for health insurance. He'll be deployed to Iraq this summer, and we'll be legally married right before then; the Army has GREAT health insurance!
But he takes care of me physically in many ways, and emotionally in myriads more. THAT is what I need.... support, not CASH.
Yah well... im just a 24 low low low low middle class guy. Not in the military. I guess if she fears in the future Physical and metal caring and love isnt enough... Well I guess i cant blame her. I know how often she goes to the doctor... ( 100000000000000 times a day )
We were like 100% happy...and then comes my next comment.
Thanks for the having a heart thing but its not enough... So it seems. What do they say? Nice guys finish last.
I do understand worrying about paying for medical bills, but there are ways to get through that. It's called determination. I'm sorry she didn't see that.
Nice guys don't finish last.... they finish successfully. ;)
The *only* reason I'm vowing to share my life with someone is because he *is* a nice guy.
Actually, he and I (and many of our friends) don't use the term "nice guy" because it now has too many negative connotations to it.
My doc visits have slowed down exponentially. There isn't much they can do for me, as much as my docs try to help and to care. FMS/CFIDS and other chronic illnesses don't have much in the way of treatment. Not at this point in time, anyhow.
So basically I live with it, suffer sometimes, accept it as I have no other choice, and keep my stress level as low as possible as that is integral to keeping the pain down. Love and smiles DO go a long way! :)
My ex had alot of te same problems as you. She also got cists alot however its spelled. She would get a cist it seems like every week. Her visits are not slowing down at the moment it seems. Your make-up video makes me think of her sleeping in her makeup 4 days in a row because she was too tired to take it off.
OMG the cysts are unbearable! I had surgeries MANY times a year, from age 19 to 35! Are you two still in touch at all? It turned out I had MRSA (a super bug), and once that was found out they were able to attack the bacteria. I've not had an inflamed cyst in almost two years, now.
Yep, I also frequently don't wear makeup when I'd otherwise like to because it's more work to remove it than to apply it. BLAH! lol
She sent me a msg the other day on myspace saying hello and some other mess i didnt want to hear. We dated 2 years she broke up with me on XMAS DAY 2007. My birthday is jan 6th. I was prettymuch devistated for my holliday-birthday.I tried to call and talk to her she didnt want to have anything to do with me. She needs attention and im not going to be the one to give it to her not after all that. She still talks to all her ex bf's i wont be one.
Well, as much as that hurt you (and it would me!), perhaps you could get it passed along to her in *some* way, to talk to her docs about MRSA? I mean, you could still be the "bigger" person by just getting a message to her (even indirectly) about possibly helping her health. These cysts *can* kill, as the infection can become systemic without warning. Just a thought. :)
MRSA is a *very* common super bug. Just have her google MRSA. Many FMS/CFIDS patients I've talked with have also been colonized with MRSA, as well as many people who work in and/or frequent hospitals. Septra is the antibiotic that finally stopped my infections, but I've heard that MRSA is becoming resistant to Septra now, too. ANYHOOO, it's not only very painful, but it *can* be deadly. Hence my suggestion to get the message passed to her in some way, even if not directly by you.
I adore bare minerals. ADORE them. Good on you, for making the world a better place by spreading awareness of these kind of 'invisible illnesses' and making life easier for those who have them. I'm so happy to have you as a sub, or at the very least, a friend :).
I went years without applying makeup, because it literally hurt to do all that work. But the B.E. products make it SO easy! And the "bassackwards" bit really saves work too, illness or no. ;)
I almost didn't make/post this, cause I'm tired of people going around calling others attention whores. But SCREW them! This isn't about "Look, I'm so pretty," but instead how to save energy and looking less sick & tired in the mirror. :)
Thank YOU for the sub and especially the friendship! <333
So stick to your guns, and don't you dare batt a pretty little eyelash at the people who want to tell you different, because in all honesty, are you REALLY trying to impress that kind of mean spirited person? I doubt it. Rock on with the confidence. Very refreshing.
hi sweetie i am interested and you look beautiful today , i am going to try and call ya, i have to reach out dr said or they are throughin me in the hospital monday for a feeding tube :( i am not going lol anyway i love this series and miss ya i wonder if you have tried the suboxone for pain it is wonderful for me and has saved me life , and now we are fighting to put on some pds i am down to 84 which sucks. luv ya
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MyPinkRainbow 3 years ago
Hey hon! I know what you mean about reaching out - I've not been doing it either, and it's taking its toll. But the longer I isolate, the harder it is to stop.
84 lbs.?! I was 108 last year & it was dangerously low. I hope you don't need the tube, but please don't refuse it if it becomes necessary.... promise me!
I've not heard of suboxone. Lyrica has been a miracle for me, but I wouldn't mind more of that. ;)
Call any time! I don't take the phone to bed, so it won't wake me. <3
Katatawnic 3 years ago
i write u beacause i youtube there is a people resolving cfs with fasting, and u how u have don?
surfale 3 years ago
You apparently didn't read a word I just wrote to you, and this is getting beyond frustrating.
Don't bother me about "resolving CFS with fasting" again.
(I just told you I don't have CFS, and furthermore fasting is NOT a cure for CFS, nor ANY other chronic condition!)
Read my last reply comment to you over again, very carefully. It can NOT be any more clear, language barrier or not. (Use a translator if you're unsure as to what I said. There are many on the Internet that are free.)
Katatawnic 3 years ago
no i am no jokign, i would like to ak u if u have resolve your problemn no eating, sorry but my english is no perfect,hae u msn?
surfale 3 years ago
1. I don't have CFS. I have fibromyalgia. One of FM's ailments is chronic fatigue, but CFS is a different syndrome.
2. If fasting "resolved" chronic conditions, then we wouldn't *have* them, would we? Please think before professing "cures" to people!
3. I fasted against my will for almost two years until I had abdominal surgery, AND almost died in the process.... from starvation!
4. Fasting ("no eating") is dangerous!!!
5. Giving me your "miracle cure" insults me and others who live like me.
Katatawnic 3 years ago
hi, i would like to know if u have done a pariod of fasting to go of cfs
surfale 3 years ago
This is a joke, right? Please tell me you're joking.
Katatawnic 3 years ago
i have a question. i've tried the barevitamins prime time foundation primer and it seemed to make my skin flaky. i was wondering if that happens to you when you apply it?
gva7 3 years ago
No, that's never happened to me.
If using too much, I'm guessing it could flake. Could also be your skin type; of course nothing is perfect for everyone. ;)
Are you using a moisturizer or face cream (etc.), either under the primer or when not wearing makeup? There are many that make my skin flaky and peel, which is why I ask.
Although I wasn't impressed with Sheer Cover's mineral makeup, I love their facial cleanser (which is more like a lotion) and moisturizer.... light yet effective. :)
Katatawnic 3 years ago
This was really useful for me as I find putting make-up on so difficult, not having the energy to perfect the application of cream foundation and eyeshadow. I did buy some mineral make-up so I might actually use it now!
maximotion 3 years ago
I'd like to talk with you about your chronic pain. Like what are you doing for it? Why you think you have to live with it? Why can't you get pain relief?
I believe I read where you said you have nerve pain. I'm very interested in hearing what you are taking for it.
BarbieWhe 3 years ago
Hi BarbieWhe, I have Fibromyalgia (Google it, LOTS of info) with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (CFIDS). There is no cure. Many doc's don't believe in it because there's no known cause.
I do have to live with it. No choice.
Acceptance doesn't mean apathy, though.
I just got accepted into a pain management center. We're doing laser treatment and major life-long diet change now. I'll be having water, physical, and massage therapy; some meds; and much more.
It won't cure, but will help. :)
Katatawnic 3 years ago
my mother has Fibromyalgia, and just got accepted into a pain management center as well.
best of luck to you.
Hopefully it helps.
ThaLoveDino 3 years ago
I like your necklace.
DoktorTakashiro 3 years ago
Thanks Dok, I do too! :)
I've got ankhs, pentacles, Celtic crosses and knots.... lots of stuff like that. I love symbolism. And they're purdy too! ;p
Katatawnic 3 years ago
luv the vid!
hottiexcx 4 years ago
Thank you, I hope that it'll be able to help someone who, like me, is chronically ill and wants to feel better about oneself without all of the work normally involved. :)
Katatawnic 3 years ago
minerals*
stupid typos
chennele5 4 years ago
bareMinderals! YES! YOU ROCK!!!!!!
chennele5 4 years ago
bareMinerals rocks, I'd not have the ease without them. :)
Don't worry about the typos, I just tell people that the faeries are having sex on my keyboard again. LOL
Katatawnic 3 years ago
I really liked this video! You bring up important points. One is that when you have a disABILITY, it is very important to take care of yourself. When you look better with makeup, you feel better. For some people, putting on makeup or even brushing your hair, can be an exausting challenge. I think this video will help people.
Also- you look beautiful even without makeup!
teslagirlM 4 years ago
Thank you, Marlo, you're quite a beauty yourself!
I do these "K.I.S.S." vids in the hopes of helping others who, like myself, have too much pain and too little energy, and want to look in the mirror without seeing such a sick/tired-looking reflection staring back at them.
Being able to do less and less physically, I feel more "useful" knowing that I might be helping even just one person's quality of life.... even if only for a moment through a tip or a smile.
Kind of like your vids. :)
Katatawnic 3 years ago
You're very pretty.
kyoxaizawa13 4 years ago
Thank you!
I just peeked at your channel (and subbed), and all I can say is.... DITTO! :)
Katatawnic 4 years ago
this was great , thenks . I love watching panacea81's vids and have often wished she would do more than eyes , if she has I missed it .I've asked her to do a couple vids , one a sort of cosmetics for dummies, lol, and another on the essentials .like what are the basic essentials one needs , colours ,brushes and other tools etc..I'm terrible with makeup and to make matters worse I can never get the lighting right when I'm on cam .I'm on disability so I have a very tight budget.
magickcatmojo 4 years ago
Thank you!
If you go to Lauren's page and click on the "search" box on her videos section, type "bareMinerals".... she has at least one vid that is a B.E. application. That's her first vid that I saw actually, because I'd done a YT search for bareMinerals.
I'm also on disability, so I totally get you! At least I've got ALL of the B.E. products I need/want, collected over almost the last two years, and won't need more for a LONG time. ;)
RE: lighting, I can SO relate! :)
Katatawnic 4 years ago
Hey hey so WoW my Ex Girlfriend has cronic fatigue and fibromyalgia and all that other crazy stuff. She broke up with me because of her illness because he mom said i wouldnt be able to support her later in life because of bill and shit.
Dont know what that has to do with anything just wanted to say i know what you go thru day by day and how ur in bed all the time bla bla. I dated her for 2 years taking care of her but i guess it came down to the money...
guess i got owned? lol
exyso 4 years ago
It ended up being about MONEY?!? Holy wow!
Granted, Tom and I would be married by now, but the gov't will take away my disability and we don't currently have the finances to pay for health insurance. He'll be deployed to Iraq this summer, and we'll be legally married right before then; the Army has GREAT health insurance!
But he takes care of me physically in many ways, and emotionally in myriads more. THAT is what I need.... support, not CASH.
You, sir, have a heart! :)
Katatawnic 4 years ago
Yah well... im just a 24 low low low low middle class guy. Not in the military. I guess if she fears in the future Physical and metal caring and love isnt enough... Well I guess i cant blame her. I know how often she goes to the doctor... ( 100000000000000 times a day )
We were like 100% happy...and then comes my next comment.
Thanks for the having a heart thing but its not enough... So it seems. What do they say? Nice guys finish last.
exyso 4 years ago
I do understand worrying about paying for medical bills, but there are ways to get through that. It's called determination. I'm sorry she didn't see that.
Nice guys don't finish last.... they finish successfully. ;)
The *only* reason I'm vowing to share my life with someone is because he *is* a nice guy.
Actually, he and I (and many of our friends) don't use the term "nice guy" because it now has too many negative connotations to it.
Rather, he is a Good Man. :)
Katatawnic 4 years ago
ok well im "Good" and I know i wont be that successfull. Its just a fact of life ive come to terms with.
I guess she worrys about medical bills the same way I try not to get hurt or sick. If you cant pay you dont get help.
Ive got a canadian friend imma ask her to marry me haha. Free healthcare wooo.
exyso 4 years ago
Damn, another afterthought (lol)....
My doc visits have slowed down exponentially. There isn't much they can do for me, as much as my docs try to help and to care. FMS/CFIDS and other chronic illnesses don't have much in the way of treatment. Not at this point in time, anyhow.
So basically I live with it, suffer sometimes, accept it as I have no other choice, and keep my stress level as low as possible as that is integral to keeping the pain down. Love and smiles DO go a long way! :)
Katatawnic 4 years ago
My ex had alot of te same problems as you. She also got cists alot however its spelled. She would get a cist it seems like every week. Her visits are not slowing down at the moment it seems. Your make-up video makes me think of her sleeping in her makeup 4 days in a row because she was too tired to take it off.
exyso 4 years ago
OMG the cysts are unbearable! I had surgeries MANY times a year, from age 19 to 35! Are you two still in touch at all? It turned out I had MRSA (a super bug), and once that was found out they were able to attack the bacteria. I've not had an inflamed cyst in almost two years, now.
Yep, I also frequently don't wear makeup when I'd otherwise like to because it's more work to remove it than to apply it. BLAH! lol
Katatawnic 4 years ago
She sent me a msg the other day on myspace saying hello and some other mess i didnt want to hear. We dated 2 years she broke up with me on XMAS DAY 2007. My birthday is jan 6th. I was prettymuch devistated for my holliday-birthday.I tried to call and talk to her she didnt want to have anything to do with me. She needs attention and im not going to be the one to give it to her not after all that. She still talks to all her ex bf's i wont be one.
exyso 4 years ago
Christmas Day?! That's awful!
(To say the VERY least!)
Well, as much as that hurt you (and it would me!), perhaps you could get it passed along to her in *some* way, to talk to her docs about MRSA? I mean, you could still be the "bigger" person by just getting a message to her (even indirectly) about possibly helping her health. These cysts *can* kill, as the infection can become systemic without warning. Just a thought. :)
Katatawnic 4 years ago
MRSA is a *very* common super bug. Just have her google MRSA. Many FMS/CFIDS patients I've talked with have also been colonized with MRSA, as well as many people who work in and/or frequent hospitals. Septra is the antibiotic that finally stopped my infections, but I've heard that MRSA is becoming resistant to Septra now, too. ANYHOOO, it's not only very painful, but it *can* be deadly. Hence my suggestion to get the message passed to her in some way, even if not directly by you.
Katatawnic 4 years ago
I adore bare minerals. ADORE them. Good on you, for making the world a better place by spreading awareness of these kind of 'invisible illnesses' and making life easier for those who have them. I'm so happy to have you as a sub, or at the very least, a friend :).
thinkmorepink 4 years ago
I went years without applying makeup, because it literally hurt to do all that work. But the B.E. products make it SO easy! And the "bassackwards" bit really saves work too, illness or no. ;)
I almost didn't make/post this, cause I'm tired of people going around calling others attention whores. But SCREW them! This isn't about "Look, I'm so pretty," but instead how to save energy and looking less sick & tired in the mirror. :)
Thank YOU for the sub and especially the friendship! <333
Katatawnic 4 years ago
well, to put it in your own words:
"You make videos for you."
So stick to your guns, and don't you dare batt a pretty little eyelash at the people who want to tell you different, because in all honesty, are you REALLY trying to impress that kind of mean spirited person? I doubt it. Rock on with the confidence. Very refreshing.
thinkmorepink 4 years ago
Nope, I'm not. ;)
And.... damn skippy! ;p
BTW, next time we're on Stickam at the same time, I'm gonna "stalk" you! Muaaaaahahahahahahaha!!!
Katatawnic 4 years ago