I Know Exactly how you felt .. mine was hit my freshman year in college not to long ago and I'm trying to cope with it i am losing everything, its all slipping through my fingers.. i would love your insight on how i should overcome mine my story is on my youtube page... i really love this video and you really hit exactly what most of us feel Thank You.
i want to say i am at this point in my life im in middle school and the most hated student and seeing this video is gonna make me restart my school yea im in th grade so thankyou and im gonna become better thankyou so much and this makes me feel better
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I have been and am where you are. Thank you for this video. I feel the same way, panic about panic-ing. Lately, I have been in a really bad state. Even though I do all these things I feel so low at times. I am going to do a video myself. I think it is important to know we aren't the only ones.
this makes me cry, i really feel for you. i'm just like you, you get better at hiding it. i try to explain to my friends how i feel, why i can't play sport, why i cant get out of bed, because i don't have energy, but they don't understand. you're not alone. x
vomiting...passing out? yup...24 times i have passed out from anxiety disorder...sucks big time...but people that have never experienced it will never know....they are SO lucky ...your not alone girl....and just on a side note.....your hot :)
Wow, I'm a freshmen in college and your story with with depression and suicide is just about the same as mine. I'm still struggling a lot with it, but once you hit rock bottom theirs only one way to go and that is up (:
Nice talk about your experience with this kind of illness you have shown great courage may you live a happy life for offering your help to others. God bless you.
oh god just like me, i have chronic depression and anxiety issues not as bad as yours though, i use to get alot of panic attacks when i was younger and has decreased abit since now.
I have been feeling this way for about a month now. But u refuse to take medication to help me.. I feel that the only way to fix it is to do it urself no matter how hard it is.. I too suffered panic attacks front 16 up until 20 n recently had one last week.. I do know the reason to why i am feeling the way im feeling... But at the same time im dealing with it alone... U mentioned u get mad for no reason N at the littlest things n that is how i have been lately..
What are "the medications you needed" to get back on track. Especially being able to work, study and function. Im brand new to this "game" but ive fallen extremely far, extremely fast. Please tell me about meds. Never taken any in my life but this is a level 10 crises now and I need help immediately.
I can totally relate to your story. You are such a beautiful person. Love the way you talk and your voice is soothing. This video is very inspirational for me. Thank you. :)
I LOVE this video and can relate to everything in it! I just posted a lengthy blog post regarding MY story with depression. It is really worth a read - well I think! lol
This just explained my life, I went through anxiety since I can remember either... I got diagnosed with depression in February 2011... I didn't attend school the whole year... I have stuffed quite a lot of my life up back then... But now I am finally on track, I have a beautiful boyfriend that is just so supportive, my family is just amazing, they have helped me get through this. I have like no friends, but to be honest I don't need them...
hi loved your vidio every thing you say is true im like that cant talk some times with out grying i trained at a gym and loved it now iv lost all intrest in it still go but not so offtern only when i can be botherd i fined it hard getting out of bed and can concerntrate and for get easy one day i might get better i hope take care love brian xx
I just cried! ive pretty much went though the same thing but mine happened in grade 10. I had anxiety about going to classes and I basicly failed a semester just because of this guy in my class. I now have to do grade 12 twice because i dont have enough credits. Im in grade 11 now and I also had to gain trust back with my school and parent that I am going to school everyday now that im better. But Im still pissed today that it messed up my future. but w/e Im better now, thats all that matters <3
My story is exactly like yours, but instead of anxiety attacks I had really emotional outbursts of my depression, in front of my whole class all the time at school. My depression ruined my chance at finishing school, I left a year early after being absent for months. In the past year since I attempted suicide I have got better, got engaged and had my first job. I'm going to study soon. I feel like I'm a step away from where you are, and this video helped me make that last jump. Thank you!!!!!!!
I just came across this video purely by chance. I want to thank you for such an inspirational and personal sharing experience. It is a shame that more real videos such as yours aren't shown in schools everywhere - I believe that would really make a difference. You are truly fabulous! :)
when I was anxious a had some little thoughts of death in my mind, like I' m to be rolled by a car but I knew that that thoughts were just kidding me, And I weared my sport suit for running and In the most dangerous Blvd of my city in the middle is a path for runners were I ran. So that day nothing happened to me. As you can see, anxiety is a lie, it is just a fake. Accept that feelings or thoughts you know very good that they are not truth.
Thx u for putting up this video Ive been depressing for months now watching your video got me thinking about getting some help I can't tell how much it had got me beaten up but this is meaningful
thank you so much! I don't have depressions or anxiety, but you video really helped me understand. I often have very sad days when I'm crying or freaking out about the most little things, even though I have a really happy and good life. Thanks! :) greetungs from switzerland!
Thank you, but i do know this anxiety will make me stronger. 100% it makes me appreciate the smaller things and the beauty of being myself and talking to people i;m comfortable with. I will get through this just as you did :)
Thank you. thank you to the moon and back. I went through a similar thing a few months ago, and I feel it creeping back up. I hate the feeling I get when I think about it. Yesterday during school I was thinking about what i went through and had to literally stop myself from crying. It helps to know that Im not alone, and to know that somebody actually got through this.I cant help thinking that its going to come back though.Its a daily thought that I cant make go away.This video helped.THANKU
oh my gosh. i just recently started researching anxiety, 'cause i think i have it. but this video explains how i feel. i'm in my junior year of high school and currently i'm not attending school. i'm trying to get online classes 'cause i just can't go to school. just like you said, emotionallly your brain is telling you not to, so then physically you can't. last year i would break down and cry just about going to school.
Im Not sure if I have it or not tbh :/ I Cant talk to my mum or anyone about the way I feel, but my friend isnt really my friend anymore and I thought about sucide but theres alot of reasons why I dont.. I Cry when Im alone and I cry myself to sleep sometimes :'/ btw.. Whats anxiety?
Thanks for you sharing you experiences with us. It's beautiful how you have overcome the illness or at least managed it in a effective way. Just want to let you know I will be thinking about you when things get tough. Your truly a special girl.
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it's an amazing thinng for someone to share there story on youtube or evan with people! cause it's one of the hardest thingsto do and thats awesome u have over come your things in your life! i respect u for that (:, for me i have done that i have done all thoughs things u did but for me it's diffrent for some reason i till deal with my suicidal thoughts is tillll have them no matter what there there waiting and it just get's to the point where u jsut wont to do itt
i am 23 male from uk, and i have got genarilsed anxiety disorder which has caused me severe depression, non of my friends no because on the outside i'm the same old me but inside i'm dying, people don't understand how bad it is, i wouldn't wish this on anyone, i am becoming more and more of a recluse now, i would give anything just to be how i used to just for a day, i hate living but i'm scared of dying, i'm trapped and i can't stand it, hope you all get better soon, god bless
You should really read the book called "I don't want to be crazy" by Samantha Shutz. She had alot of the same problems you did during school. I just finished her book and it was AMAZING<3
this video made me cry so hard!! im going thru this same thing at this moment it feels soo good not to feel alone.. and like everything u said is exactly what im going thru and u are one of my new inspirations and to see that ur now living a happy new life.. it gives me hope if u ever need like a friend plz message me on here <3 thank u soo much for making this video.
Its amazing how strong you are now.. You remind me of a senior who i go to school with (im a freshman) and shes been through a bunch of crap, but shes fantastic and is an incredible person because of it. Thanks so much, kayla (:
i no exactly how ur feeling most things u talked about i went through i been having depression anxiety since middle school im 33 years old now this video really helped me alot thank u my name is louis i hope u get better hope u have good holiday week
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Thanks for the video. I've been recently going through something like what you did with random panic attacks but have learned to except and bring on my fears. It's very motivating to hear how you've dealt and overcome your problems. I'm pretty similar to you honestly, really sensitive to things happening around me and I tend to let myself be affected by things too much. I can tell you are an awesome person, wish I knew you in real life. You are beautiful
@TheDrunkenKhajiit thats exactly how i feel.. i just dont feel anything anymore just numb.. i always thought it was just a period of sadness that i would grow out of but it just kept coming back
im so sorry to hear that, awesome how ur sharing and stuff u da bomb, u seem smart and sensible.. mature way x10,000 beyond ur years *hugs* keep going aite :) i go and have been going thru this shit as well and i was pretty much alone through all of it..
btw this is probably one of the best videos if not the best ive seen on youtube.. ur gonna be really big in one way or another! kampai! x
I've had anxiety my entire life, and depression as well. I grew up in an alcoholic home and suffered verbal and physical abuse, for as long as I can remember. But luckily, things have changed. My mom got help for her alcohol and drug addiction. I've attempted suicide twice, and although my last attempt was only two weeks ago, I'm glad I'm still alive. I'm 15-years-old.
i had such bad anxiety last year i couldn't leave the house, I understand how you feel, no one really understands but im a whole knew person now even tho i hated having it i feel like it has made me stronger ive had anxiety my whole life aswell im 15
@breasthound I am depressed and I have always known Jesus. :) He does help a lot, but just because someone has found Him that does not mean that magically all of your problems disappear. I am still very depressed. Also, to woodwinkedx, thank you for making this video. It has helped a lot. :) xoxo
I Understand completely, Today i have my first ever job... and its at the #1 resturant in my entire city... with 30 people running around. Im not going to know what to do OR am i going to know anyone. So this is going to be SUPER hard for me. thanks for sharing :)
This is a very personal issue for me My boyfriend thought he could fix is bipolar without medications and he died at only 20 years old. These medications save lives! Would you consider a person with diabetes as weak for having to take insulin for the rest of their lives?? These are serious medical conditions with serious consequences!
Best of luck to you! I also suffer from anxiety and depression and lost a close friend to the illness as well. You are so brave to share your story with us. Keep fighting and I'll keep fighting too ;)
I completely understand how you feel and I think it's really brave of you to share this video :). This past year I moved and started having panic attacks all the time....and only the last month I have started feeling better. It also got to the point where I didn't want to leave my house - but I kept facing it & forcing myself...and I think this helped reduce the panic attacks. Thank you for sharing this video :).
ehy u made me cry. i am a uni student. some times i feel so alone. i would love to talk to u, my number is 0412845979 what is yr email, im going through the same shit
I was abused as a child, and therefore have suffered with sever anxiety and depression my entire life .... I feel getting through each day is so much harder for me than the people around me. I often feel alone, thank you for showing me im not.
@woodwindex what's your email?? :) and @IhaveMoreMoneyThanU how is that funny?I suffer from depression/anxiety and im telling you its not funny!!in my case anyway theres some rather ridiculous things sometimes but its not funny its serious and can feel real.
@woodwindex what's your email?? :) and IhaveMoreMoneyThanU how is that funny?I suffer from depression/anxiety and im telling you its not funny!!in my case anyway theres some rather ridiculous things sometimes but its not funny its serious and can feel real.
my brother is going through the same thing and its rly hard 4 me 2 see him the way he is rite now. thank you for making this video its amazing and ur an amazing girl to:)
HAHAHA i never delete comments i never delete them... but i'm gonna delete them here... HAHAHAHAHAHAH.... sounds to me like you just threw up in class and got so ashamed of it you didn't want to show your face around people anymore, and got depressed and worried such a traumatic thing would happen again... i doubt you needed meds. You just needed to get over it. Not trying to be rude. Sometimes traumatic things can balloon into gigantic things and make people worry about them recurring.
What type of medication helped you? Please tell me I'm looking for something but most of the comments and videos kind of make them all look scary or evil.
you're such a beautiful person, I went through the same thing and finally started talking about it too. I would looooove to talk to you and know you! stay strong <3
imessed up to the point that socal servaces are gonna take me from my family friends and my boyfriend . im only 13 and iv gotten in to drugs , im depresed, im anarix and i migh have anxiety.
Im going through an anxiety and depression sometimes, but I honestly don't know why, I don't really have big problems going on with my life other than I had to start a new high school and don't know anybody but that's all...
i also face lots of problems in life and it gets to the point where I don't even get whyI'm i nthis world anymore but I'm trying to stay happy and acheive my goals to have a better life.
Thank you for sharing your story, and very sorry to hear about your friend. It's so great that you're speaking out because i think one of the biggest problems with depression and anxiety is the stigma surrounding the topics. People need to know that things will get better once they talk about it, and seeing videos like this make it so much easier. Props to you for this vid!
Thanks for doing this Video, SO much. Your video reached out to me, I've suffered with depression all my life. I've tried suicide also, THANK YOU for helping me. It has been a rough ride, but I've been seeing a psychiatrist weekly. Thank you! <3
I can relate..I'm thinkin my anxiety is leading towards depression and I'm glad I'm not alone and I know I can beat this as well. But I got some questions...
Hey, I can for sure relate to this. I'm going to be in 12th grade after summer..I'm kinda scared. If people have any advice, that would really help me. Thank you for making this video.
thanks for sharing i been struggling with panic attacks since october 2005 after 2007 they went away on their own no drugs ,therapy or etc... came back fall 2010 was real bad i mena the worse and it super escalated in JAN2011 went away again by late april had nice reprieve but beggining this week past they have returned i hope somebody finds a cure for this , its a living nightmare
very detailed and interesting and am personally very thankful you put this out here, it seriously means so much to me, u have touched my heart with every single one of yours and it truly inspires me to keep going. X
In 5th grade I missed so many school days hiding and begging to not go to school. My mom had a history of anxiety and she could not take it. So it was a constant stuggle between us. NOw in 7th grade I still visit a councler every few months just to check up. I have just came off medicine and now everything seems to be better. And now I have my younger brother who is following the same path. Bless his heart. THank you for having ht eocurage to post this video
This is so insperational and I'm still young and overcoming anixity. It started in 1st grade when i got the habit of plucking my eyelashes just for the heck of it. Then when I got anxieous and did it to help me. It was emberrising cause people would ask me about it. Then I had a fear of weather. I was in counciling for 3 years before it started to die down.Then it came back up and I went on medication to help and I took that for a few years while still in counciling, Continued in next post
I subscribed within the first minute. I follow a lot of beauty gurus but I can connect to you more than any of them just from the connection of anxiety. What you said about being scared of having panic attacks gives you panic attacks is what Im dealing with right this second. This video is so helpful! Thank you.
I can totally understand and relate to what you were saying. I was the exact same way in my last year of high school and going into my first year of college it got progressively worse. The hardest thing to do is tell people how depressed you are because it seems like so many things go on in your head that it's hard to pin-point what exactly what the problem is. Thank you for posting this video I know I wouldn't have the courage to do this.
i have anxiety and depression but i will not take any pills cause when i did i had a bad side effct from it now i just dont no what to do anymore and i got the same thing i wont even go out to i am scared for my life its like nothink is real anymore its like one big dream for me and it relly sucks i will even start crying for nothing and everyday i just fill relly werid i need help oh and thanks for the video much love xxx
You dont know how thankful I am for people like you in this world who keep sharing how they made it through anything. It's such an inspiring thing. So thank you, means so much to me. You cant even imagine.
Oh my god your story has really touched me i used to have anger outbursts and shake cry every night practically cry myself to sleep and had such a hard time going to school just listerning to your story has made me really happy that you are better now and now i live with my dad i have had such a better life because it used to also drive me to the point that i wanted to die but just couldnt bring myself to do it at such a young age but im sooooo much better now LOVE YOU! <3
I am kind of similar with your experience. I am a senior in high school and have spiraled into a depression in the past 3 months because of stress (so busy all the time), anxiety (I am naturally anxious and my mind races sometimes), and an embarrassing medical condition. I have high achievements too and I let my mind get the best of me. I skipped school for a week and a half and am trying to pull myself together for my last month until graduation. I quit the musical and dropped a few classes...
You are so right about all of this! I made a video last week about how we really don't know what people are going thru, even those close to us. I have been dealing with depression and anxiety for over 20 years, and there is ups and downs. As women we need to be there for each other so we don't lose any more loved ones by suicide. I will post my video for you- you are beautiful!
I have anxiety. Its scary... and ive been trying to deal with it a lot lately and its been on my mind and i was just looking up random tuturials on beauty and stuff and i saw this video and i was like wow! I'm so glad i came acrossed it! :)
thanks for posting this. you comforted me a lot tonight, ive been crying all night. i have depression and anxiety but no medicine works. i think my parents need medicine too cause they cant handle me and they make me feel 10x worse but i dont know how to get them to stop and just support me. :(
It's better to talk with people who go through these problems than to talk to people who has never experienced wht your going through
TeamBoom572 2 hours ago
Gurl, you are an inspiration. Thankyou.
Jessymay91 6 hours ago
thank you very much. your honesty helped me more than my doctor's exhortations.
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I Know Exactly how you felt .. mine was hit my freshman year in college not to long ago and I'm trying to cope with it i am losing everything, its all slipping through my fingers.. i would love your insight on how i should overcome mine my story is on my youtube page... i really love this video and you really hit exactly what most of us feel Thank You.
maiq21 23 hours ago
umm i have a tip every now and then wen im feeling down i smile and smile and it makes me feel very good
glitterstar00 1 day ago
i want to say i am at this point in my life im in middle school and the most hated student and seeing this video is gonna make me restart my school yea im in th grade so thankyou and im gonna become better thankyou so much and this makes me feel better
glitterstar00 1 day ago
your very pretty.
qwcful1 2 days ago
I am at a really low point in my life. This helped me .
FunnyCoolMonkey264 4 days ago
Thank you.
InvalidCreature 6 days ago
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ajithvariar 6 days ago
-3* whoops, lol
xxAmandaCormierxx 6 days ago
I swear im related to you, thats exactly my life story. She's a very strong person -3
xxAmandaCormierxx 6 days ago
thank you
Raaraadragon 1 week ago
Great video. The German philosopher, Friedrich Nietzsche, said "That which does not destroy me, makes me stronger." You are living proof of this.
NIETZSCHEAN14 1 week ago 5
I have been and am where you are. Thank you for this video. I feel the same way, panic about panic-ing. Lately, I have been in a really bad state. Even though I do all these things I feel so low at times. I am going to do a video myself. I think it is important to know we aren't the only ones.
TheLindsayBoo 1 week ago
You know exacly how i feel. And that makes me feel alot better.
SWEDofmylife 1 week ago
But if those people aren't there for you when you need them, do you really have to think about them?
Misanthropyish 1 week ago
this makes me cry, i really feel for you. i'm just like you, you get better at hiding it. i try to explain to my friends how i feel, why i can't play sport, why i cant get out of bed, because i don't have energy, but they don't understand. you're not alone. x
JazzGagaLover 1 week ago
you're not alone. oh, and you're really pretty. :)
JazzGagaLover 1 week ago
vomiting...passing out? yup...24 times i have passed out from anxiety disorder...sucks big time...but people that have never experienced it will never know....they are SO lucky ...your not alone girl....and just on a side note.....your hot :)
usmc2076 1 week ago 2
Who would dislike this? Seriously.
poodem1 2 weeks ago 9
Wow, I'm a freshmen in college and your story with with depression and suicide is just about the same as mine. I'm still struggling a lot with it, but once you hit rock bottom theirs only one way to go and that is up (:
KeepHope0821 2 weeks ago
well done
nohuj 2 weeks ago
well done
nohuj 2 weeks ago
Nice talk about your experience with this kind of illness you have shown great courage may you live a happy life for offering your help to others. God bless you.
fredfuryman 2 weeks ago
Have you been vaccinated a month, or up to a year, before all started? Do you remember?
codergames 2 weeks ago
oh god just like me, i have chronic depression and anxiety issues not as bad as yours though, i use to get alot of panic attacks when i was younger and has decreased abit since now.
ItsShayTime 2 weeks ago
Watch my depression video
Whyme6668 2 weeks ago
Stay Strong
SubConCrusher 2 weeks ago
I have been feeling this way for about a month now. But u refuse to take medication to help me.. I feel that the only way to fix it is to do it urself no matter how hard it is.. I too suffered panic attacks front 16 up until 20 n recently had one last week.. I do know the reason to why i am feeling the way im feeling... But at the same time im dealing with it alone... U mentioned u get mad for no reason N at the littlest things n that is how i have been lately..
Sweetpea9667 2 weeks ago
Thank You For This
I've Been There
Tomorrow is a brand new day.
After you sleep on it it it is easier
lulubelleish 2 weeks ago
U NEVER EMAILED BK :( X
PeytonMadison1993 2 weeks ago
What are "the medications you needed" to get back on track. Especially being able to work, study and function. Im brand new to this "game" but ive fallen extremely far, extremely fast. Please tell me about meds. Never taken any in my life but this is a level 10 crises now and I need help immediately.
BlackLabelSlushie 2 weeks ago
i love your video
squishystarie 2 weeks ago
Good Job, You're a Strong Girl! God Bless You!
LoveTamaraM 3 weeks ago
Thank you.
I've dealt with Panic disorder and depression for several months now.
I'm getting treatment now and still feel bad sometimes, but thank you for your story.
temperanceluv81 3 weeks ago
People who would ruin more than two people's lives when committing suicide are not really alone.
MoonwalkerWorshiper 3 weeks ago
I can totally relate to your story. You are such a beautiful person. Love the way you talk and your voice is soothing. This video is very inspirational for me. Thank you. :)
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I LOVE this video and can relate to everything in it! I just posted a lengthy blog post regarding MY story with depression. It is really worth a read - well I think! lol
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BashleyBlog 3 weeks ago
This just explained my life, I went through anxiety since I can remember either... I got diagnosed with depression in February 2011... I didn't attend school the whole year... I have stuffed quite a lot of my life up back then... But now I am finally on track, I have a beautiful boyfriend that is just so supportive, my family is just amazing, they have helped me get through this. I have like no friends, but to be honest I don't need them...
Hairandbeauty1010 3 weeks ago
hi loved your vidio every thing you say is true im like that cant talk some times with out grying i trained at a gym and loved it now iv lost all intrest in it still go but not so offtern only when i can be botherd i fined it hard getting out of bed and can concerntrate and for get easy one day i might get better i hope take care love brian xx
hewson58 3 weeks ago
Suck out the cum :)
04261 3 weeks ago
I just cried! ive pretty much went though the same thing but mine happened in grade 10. I had anxiety about going to classes and I basicly failed a semester just because of this guy in my class. I now have to do grade 12 twice because i dont have enough credits. Im in grade 11 now and I also had to gain trust back with my school and parent that I am going to school everyday now that im better. But Im still pissed today that it messed up my future. but w/e Im better now, thats all that matters <3
mashmellowful 3 weeks ago
My story is exactly like yours, but instead of anxiety attacks I had really emotional outbursts of my depression, in front of my whole class all the time at school. My depression ruined my chance at finishing school, I left a year early after being absent for months. In the past year since I attempted suicide I have got better, got engaged and had my first job. I'm going to study soon. I feel like I'm a step away from where you are, and this video helped me make that last jump. Thank you!!!!!!!
JuliaRomance08 3 weeks ago
I just came across this video purely by chance. I want to thank you for such an inspirational and personal sharing experience. It is a shame that more real videos such as yours aren't shown in schools everywhere - I believe that would really make a difference. You are truly fabulous! :)
FRANGiPANiLEE 3 weeks ago in playlist Uploaded videos
that was me :(
josemariachi 3 weeks ago
when I was anxious a had some little thoughts of death in my mind, like I' m to be rolled by a car but I knew that that thoughts were just kidding me, And I weared my sport suit for running and In the most dangerous Blvd of my city in the middle is a path for runners were I ran. So that day nothing happened to me. As you can see, anxiety is a lie, it is just a fake. Accept that feelings or thoughts you know very good that they are not truth.
Kenjikentai 4 weeks ago
u have help me today
yougido4eat 4 weeks ago
Thank you for this video. It is INSPIRATIONAL. You are helping so many people.
ssapseid 4 weeks ago
Thx u for putting up this video Ive been depressing for months now watching your video got me thinking about getting some help I can't tell how much it had got me beaten up but this is meaningful
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phagasung 1 month ago
u strong xxxxx
PeytonMadison1993 1 month ago
thank you so much! I don't have depressions or anxiety, but you video really helped me understand. I often have very sad days when I'm crying or freaking out about the most little things, even though I have a really happy and good life. Thanks! :) greetungs from switzerland!
lovessugaar 1 month ago
who wants a hug?! ^_^
SHiZiN69ONU 1 month ago
Thank you, but i do know this anxiety will make me stronger. 100% it makes me appreciate the smaller things and the beauty of being myself and talking to people i;m comfortable with. I will get through this just as you did :)
bettyshome123 1 month ago
Thank you. thank you to the moon and back. I went through a similar thing a few months ago, and I feel it creeping back up. I hate the feeling I get when I think about it. Yesterday during school I was thinking about what i went through and had to literally stop myself from crying. It helps to know that Im not alone, and to know that somebody actually got through this.I cant help thinking that its going to come back though.Its a daily thought that I cant make go away.This video helped.THANKU
lushiee13 1 month ago
oh my gosh. i just recently started researching anxiety, 'cause i think i have it. but this video explains how i feel. i'm in my junior year of high school and currently i'm not attending school. i'm trying to get online classes 'cause i just can't go to school. just like you said, emotionallly your brain is telling you not to, so then physically you can't. last year i would break down and cry just about going to school.
xoxolenaa 1 month ago
Im Not sure if I have it or not tbh :/ I Cant talk to my mum or anyone about the way I feel, but my friend isnt really my friend anymore and I thought about sucide but theres alot of reasons why I dont.. I Cry when Im alone and I cry myself to sleep sometimes :'/ btw.. Whats anxiety?
Skylerrose166 1 month ago
@Skylerrose166 anxiety is like fear/worry scared to death feeling
ChrissyQ33 1 month ago
Been through it all as well
srgbbyg 1 month ago
I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND YOU, AND I FEEL WHERE YOUR COMING FROM. IF YOU NEED A FRIEND IM HERE... :)
lilredMarrero77 1 month ago
Thanks for you sharing you experiences with us. It's beautiful how you have overcome the illness or at least managed it in a effective way. Just want to let you know I will be thinking about you when things get tough. Your truly a special girl.
bazaarballoon100 1 month ago
inspiring video thankyou :)
457kl 1 month ago
thank you!
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DefyingRose5171 1 month ago
Very Inspiring Video : )
ThatKidBee 1 month ago
<3
realitalianbitches 1 month ago
it's an amazing thinng for someone to share there story on youtube or evan with people! cause it's one of the hardest thingsto do and thats awesome u have over come your things in your life! i respect u for that (:, for me i have done that i have done all thoughs things u did but for me it's diffrent for some reason i till deal with my suicidal thoughts is tillll have them no matter what there there waiting and it just get's to the point where u jsut wont to do itt
LiveLifeLoveFaith 1 month ago
i am 23 male from uk, and i have got genarilsed anxiety disorder which has caused me severe depression, non of my friends no because on the outside i'm the same old me but inside i'm dying, people don't understand how bad it is, i wouldn't wish this on anyone, i am becoming more and more of a recluse now, i would give anything just to be how i used to just for a day, i hate living but i'm scared of dying, i'm trapped and i can't stand it, hope you all get better soon, god bless
MrFollowingjesus 1 month ago
You should really read the book called "I don't want to be crazy" by Samantha Shutz. She had alot of the same problems you did during school. I just finished her book and it was AMAZING<3
MEnoProfessional 1 month ago
God bless you!
loveari4 1 month ago
Thank you.
resonance061 1 month ago
You are such a sincere person so THANX.
DrBe34 1 month ago
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Tawnia13 1 month ago
You are so brave for making this video. You are such an inspiration to me and to so many people :)
paigeclarkethesinger 1 month ago
Your inner beauty shines forth from this video. Your strength and wisdom will serve as inspiration for many people. God bless you.
rhcp4565 1 month ago
thank you so much :) You are so brave for making this
crackernugs 1 month ago
this video made me cry so hard!! im going thru this same thing at this moment it feels soo good not to feel alone.. and like everything u said is exactly what im going thru and u are one of my new inspirations and to see that ur now living a happy new life.. it gives me hope if u ever need like a friend plz message me on here <3 thank u soo much for making this video.
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this is such` a beautiful video .
thanie18 2 months ago
You have pretty eyes :3
I get anxiety attacks too, so worried about 2012 and weather god exists.
Mattc23q 2 months ago
Hey, can everyone check out my video's and support me please. I'm starting to show my journey and need support. This video is great.☺
XxkerienexX 2 months ago
Its amazing how strong you are now.. You remind me of a senior who i go to school with (im a freshman) and shes been through a bunch of crap, but shes fantastic and is an incredible person because of it. Thanks so much, kayla (:
morethanconquerors23 2 months ago in playlist Uploaded videos
Thank you for sharing
1-1-12 if here is becasue i feel real low today,
wish you have a nice year and the right help
Happy new hear to every one who read this!
yoko59lee 2 months ago
nothing wrong to cry ...
AngelOnFireMOB 2 months ago
You saved my life from this video... God bless you <3
taytayy0821 2 months ago
Don't give up you can still make it!
BigFellaMarkus 2 months ago
i no exactly how ur feeling most things u talked about i went through i been having depression anxiety since middle school im 33 years old now this video really helped me alot thank u my name is louis i hope u get better hope u have good holiday week
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nonassumsit 2 months ago
Thanks for the video. I've been recently going through something like what you did with random panic attacks but have learned to except and bring on my fears. It's very motivating to hear how you've dealt and overcome your problems. I'm pretty similar to you honestly, really sensitive to things happening around me and I tend to let myself be affected by things too much. I can tell you are an awesome person, wish I knew you in real life. You are beautiful
agentbrown321 2 months ago
ive been depressed so much i can't even cry or be sad anymore,i don't feel anything,i only wish to pass beyond,im not depressed anymore im just dead
i just don't think of it anymore,i can't even access my sad thoughts,their hidden away you see
locked up in a vault and it appears ive lost the combination... ahahahahah im insane.
TheDrunkenKhajiit 2 months ago
@TheDrunkenKhajiit thats exactly how i feel.. i just dont feel anything anymore just numb.. i always thought it was just a period of sadness that i would grow out of but it just kept coming back
hvias 2 months ago
I met someone just like you in rehab. literally. i cried watching this video.
HeartLessTiny 2 months ago
i spent 4 hours looking for those words thank you :)
TheChikostick 2 months ago
| thanx`s for making thiiis video . ! & can u message me cos i have a question about anixty & i cant find ur message box . :( .
thanie18 2 months ago
im so sorry to hear that, awesome how ur sharing and stuff u da bomb, u seem smart and sensible.. mature way x10,000 beyond ur years *hugs* keep going aite :) i go and have been going thru this shit as well and i was pretty much alone through all of it..
btw this is probably one of the best videos if not the best ive seen on youtube.. ur gonna be really big in one way or another! kampai! x
weezerfootie 2 months ago
Your video is beautiful and it gave me some confidence, all the best!!
VicodinAddicted 2 months ago 2
you kinda remind me of christina ricci in prozac nation
VicodinAddicted 2 months ago
I admire your passion and agree with everything you said. And there is NO shame in having depression or other problems.
love rose
Rasberrysundae101 2 months ago
You're senior year story is literally my school story from 2nd grade. Thanks for sharing. You're so strong. Way to be awesome.
lizmaryo 2 months ago
thank you sooo much for this video. i have been depressed for quite some time
fashionilla24 2 months ago
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I've had anxiety my entire life, and depression as well. I grew up in an alcoholic home and suffered verbal and physical abuse, for as long as I can remember. But luckily, things have changed. My mom got help for her alcohol and drug addiction. I've attempted suicide twice, and although my last attempt was only two weeks ago, I'm glad I'm still alive. I'm 15-years-old.
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hampdengal 2 months ago
i had such bad anxiety last year i couldn't leave the house, I understand how you feel, no one really understands but im a whole knew person now even tho i hated having it i feel like it has made me stronger ive had anxiety my whole life aswell im 15
brennalivelaughlovee 2 months ago
this video has made me so confident that i'll get over my depression... Thankyou so much!
Coorrryyyy53 2 months ago
i hate people who say "i used to be depressed. but then i found jesus" who cares if you found jesus what good is that to anyone else except you.
breasthound 2 months ago
@breasthound I am depressed and I have always known Jesus. :) He does help a lot, but just because someone has found Him that does not mean that magically all of your problems disappear. I am still very depressed. Also, to woodwinkedx, thank you for making this video. It has helped a lot. :) xoxo
thePANDASgirl13 2 months ago in playlist Uploaded videos
I wish I was as strong as you <3
Courtney1Jasmine 3 months ago
I Understand completely, Today i have my first ever job... and its at the #1 resturant in my entire city... with 30 people running around. Im not going to know what to do OR am i going to know anyone. So this is going to be SUPER hard for me. thanks for sharing :)
NeRdWxA 3 months ago
@tonyyut1970
This is a very personal issue for me My boyfriend thought he could fix is bipolar without medications and he died at only 20 years old. These medications save lives! Would you consider a person with diabetes as weak for having to take insulin for the rest of their lives?? These are serious medical conditions with serious consequences!
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tonyyut1970 3 months ago
Best of luck to you! I also suffer from anxiety and depression and lost a close friend to the illness as well. You are so brave to share your story with us. Keep fighting and I'll keep fighting too ;)
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tonyyut1970 3 months ago
You basically stated my life story, except im 13 so i was alot younger when i started going throught this. I thank you so much you have no idea
MegaRainbowNarwhal 3 months ago
@MegaRainbowNarwhal A certain amount of depression is normal for your age. If you feel its becoming a problem, make sure to get help.
raleighman3000 3 months ago
I completely understand how you feel and I think it's really brave of you to share this video :). This past year I moved and started having panic attacks all the time....and only the last month I have started feeling better. It also got to the point where I didn't want to leave my house - but I kept facing it & forcing myself...and I think this helped reduce the panic attacks. Thank you for sharing this video :).
erry610 3 months ago
You are such an amazing beautiful person. Thank you for making this video.
ambermarie221 3 months ago
cheers this really helped me
davidtz11 3 months ago
ehy u made me cry. i am a uni student. some times i feel so alone. i would love to talk to u, my number is 0412845979 what is yr email, im going through the same shit
ruhlraney 3 months ago
ehy u made me cry. i am a uni student. some times i feel so alone. i would love to talk to u, my number is 0412845979
ruhlraney 3 months ago
thank you for posting this i am going thru something very similar
brandini5000 3 months ago
I was abused as a child, and therefore have suffered with sever anxiety and depression my entire life .... I feel getting through each day is so much harder for me than the people around me. I often feel alone, thank you for showing me im not.
yellybell04 3 months ago
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@woodwindex what's your email?? :) and @IhaveMoreMoneyThanU how is that funny?I suffer from depression/anxiety and im telling you its not funny!!in my case anyway theres some rather ridiculous things sometimes but its not funny its serious and can feel real.
mtgirl4ever98 3 months ago
@woodwindex what's your email?? :) and IhaveMoreMoneyThanU how is that funny?I suffer from depression/anxiety and im telling you its not funny!!in my case anyway theres some rather ridiculous things sometimes but its not funny its serious and can feel real.
mtgirl4ever98 3 months ago
my brother is going through the same thing and its rly hard 4 me 2 see him the way he is rite now. thank you for making this video its amazing and ur an amazing girl to:)
skittles5140 3 months ago
Really an incredible video. Its a good feeling to have someone relate to you
karatexlife94 3 months ago
i've been closer to suicide than ever the past week and i am legitimately crying right now. thank you.
melxbabess 3 months ago
HAHAHA i never delete comments i never delete them... but i'm gonna delete them here... HAHAHAHAHAHAH.... sounds to me like you just threw up in class and got so ashamed of it you didn't want to show your face around people anymore, and got depressed and worried such a traumatic thing would happen again... i doubt you needed meds. You just needed to get over it. Not trying to be rude. Sometimes traumatic things can balloon into gigantic things and make people worry about them recurring.
IhaveMoreMoneyThanU 3 months ago
What type of medication helped you? Please tell me I'm looking for something but most of the comments and videos kind of make them all look scary or evil.
twoshedsjohnson 4 months ago
I love you, you are beautiful.
perilouspower 4 months ago
This really helped me a bit
breekwhal 4 months ago
Im just anxios all the time :P lol
gibgibmooside 4 months ago
you're such a beautiful person, I went through the same thing and finally started talking about it too. I would looooove to talk to you and know you! stay strong <3
911wheels911 4 months ago
imessed up to the point that socal servaces are gonna take me from my family friends and my boyfriend . im only 13 and iv gotten in to drugs , im depresed, im anarix and i migh have anxiety.
hellakittyroxi 4 months ago
Thank you. I feel really depressed because I think I fucked everything up today, and now I think I'm starting to feel better.
COLovesYou1 4 months ago
pretty
Knasikvadratmusic 4 months ago
Im going through an anxiety and depression sometimes, but I honestly don't know why, I don't really have big problems going on with my life other than I had to start a new high school and don't know anybody but that's all...
ShadowLLove 4 months ago
I had a panic attack at a birthday party and threw up in front of everyone. Pretty embarrassing, I definitely relate to you.
AlexIsRecording 4 months ago
aww, you're super pretty
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sabbas110 4 months ago
i also face lots of problems in life and it gets to the point where I don't even get whyI'm i nthis world anymore but I'm trying to stay happy and acheive my goals to have a better life.
101Afy 4 months ago
I know exactly how you feel. I also suffer from anxiety and depression. Thank you for sharing.
icecat131 5 months ago 44
Thank you. Thank you. You have helped with getting rid of the shame associated with depression. Blessings and continued happiness.
zippyspring 5 months ago
i am very proud of you for sharing something very private with us and i am so so so sorry to hear about ur friend
kaylan13131 5 months ago
Thank you for sharing your story, and very sorry to hear about your friend. It's so great that you're speaking out because i think one of the biggest problems with depression and anxiety is the stigma surrounding the topics. People need to know that things will get better once they talk about it, and seeing videos like this make it so much easier. Props to you for this vid!
imjustfantabulous 5 months ago
I've been having anxiety attacks for five years and it's so difficult, it has completely changed mynlif
imjustfantabulous 5 months ago
Thank you :) for sharing ur story.. Ur really pretty and im glad u got through everything
14twiluver 5 months ago
i wish i knew you in real life.
pgskittyqueen 5 months ago 42
i just started with my anxiety attacks a few days ago and i am glad i found this video before i got to that point
migue2255 6 months ago
Thanks for doing this Video, SO much. Your video reached out to me, I've suffered with depression all my life. I've tried suicide also, THANK YOU for helping me. It has been a rough ride, but I've been seeing a psychiatrist weekly. Thank you! <3
jessicaxnoodle 6 months ago
Thank you. This helped so much.
KatieJerome1221 6 months ago
2 words i have for you. Thank You.
Ccgirl4 6 months ago
thank you so so much. this really inspired me :) x
yuuchan225 6 months ago
The like dislike bar looks like a green pencil.
LTandlonghornfan81 6 months ago
I can relate..I'm thinkin my anxiety is leading towards depression and I'm glad I'm not alone and I know I can beat this as well. But I got some questions...
cherrik79 7 months ago
Hey, I can for sure relate to this. I'm going to be in 12th grade after summer..I'm kinda scared. If people have any advice, that would really help me. Thank you for making this video.
ihatepratik 7 months ago
thanks for sharing i been struggling with panic attacks since october 2005 after 2007 they went away on their own no drugs ,therapy or etc... came back fall 2010 was real bad i mena the worse and it super escalated in JAN2011 went away again by late april had nice reprieve but beggining this week past they have returned i hope somebody finds a cure for this , its a living nightmare
sebastainknight 7 months ago
very detailed and interesting and am personally very thankful you put this out here, it seriously means so much to me, u have touched my heart with every single one of yours and it truly inspires me to keep going. X
andyelde 7 months ago
In 5th grade I missed so many school days hiding and begging to not go to school. My mom had a history of anxiety and she could not take it. So it was a constant stuggle between us. NOw in 7th grade I still visit a councler every few months just to check up. I have just came off medicine and now everything seems to be better. And now I have my younger brother who is following the same path. Bless his heart. THank you for having ht eocurage to post this video
Have a great day,
Madison
rainbowVAiNSxo 8 months ago
This is so insperational and I'm still young and overcoming anixity. It started in 1st grade when i got the habit of plucking my eyelashes just for the heck of it. Then when I got anxieous and did it to help me. It was emberrising cause people would ask me about it. Then I had a fear of weather. I was in counciling for 3 years before it started to die down.Then it came back up and I went on medication to help and I took that for a few years while still in counciling, Continued in next post
rainbowVAiNSxo 8 months ago
I subscribed within the first minute. I follow a lot of beauty gurus but I can connect to you more than any of them just from the connection of anxiety. What you said about being scared of having panic attacks gives you panic attacks is what Im dealing with right this second. This video is so helpful! Thank you.
flutterby818 8 months ago
I can totally understand and relate to what you were saying. I was the exact same way in my last year of high school and going into my first year of college it got progressively worse. The hardest thing to do is tell people how depressed you are because it seems like so many things go on in your head that it's hard to pin-point what exactly what the problem is. Thank you for posting this video I know I wouldn't have the courage to do this.
mzbubblinbrownsuga2 8 months ago
Thanks for sharing this, I can relate.
Jamie7156 8 months ago
i have anxiety and depression but i will not take any pills cause when i did i had a bad side effct from it now i just dont no what to do anymore and i got the same thing i wont even go out to i am scared for my life its like nothink is real anymore its like one big dream for me and it relly sucks i will even start crying for nothing and everyday i just fill relly werid i need help oh and thanks for the video much love xxx
SuperRyu1989 8 months ago
You dont know how thankful I am for people like you in this world who keep sharing how they made it through anything. It's such an inspiring thing. So thank you, means so much to me. You cant even imagine.
andyelde 8 months ago
Oh my god your story has really touched me i used to have anger outbursts and shake cry every night practically cry myself to sleep and had such a hard time going to school just listerning to your story has made me really happy that you are better now and now i live with my dad i have had such a better life because it used to also drive me to the point that i wanted to die but just couldnt bring myself to do it at such a young age but im sooooo much better now LOVE YOU! <3
Hunnybunn1011 9 months ago
I am kind of similar with your experience. I am a senior in high school and have spiraled into a depression in the past 3 months because of stress (so busy all the time), anxiety (I am naturally anxious and my mind races sometimes), and an embarrassing medical condition. I have high achievements too and I let my mind get the best of me. I skipped school for a week and a half and am trying to pull myself together for my last month until graduation. I quit the musical and dropped a few classes...
JimmothyDean 9 months ago
You are so right about all of this! I made a video last week about how we really don't know what people are going thru, even those close to us. I have been dealing with depression and anxiety for over 20 years, and there is ups and downs. As women we need to be there for each other so we don't lose any more loved ones by suicide. I will post my video for you- you are beautiful!
anjiestips 9 months ago
I have anxiety. Its scary... and ive been trying to deal with it a lot lately and its been on my mind and i was just looking up random tuturials on beauty and stuff and i saw this video and i was like wow! I'm so glad i came acrossed it! :)
ashash4life 10 months ago
thanks for posting this. you comforted me a lot tonight, ive been crying all night. i have depression and anxiety but no medicine works. i think my parents need medicine too cause they cant handle me and they make me feel 10x worse but i dont know how to get them to stop and just support me. :(
fairytalewonderlandd 10 months ago
I want to hug you so bad right now, thanks for posting this.
saruhrawr 10 months ago
Your parents didn't trust you? How?
Queensocks 11 months ago